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Even CNN is reporting the truth more now. But if you are held without being charged, you aren’t a prisoner, you’ve been kidnapped and are a HOSTAGE. And human rights organizations have said that the other 50%, who were charged, were mainly charged with throwing rocks, and that even most of that was made up.
For all the pro israel who came to my posts of Palestinian children celebrating their freedom, calling them terrorists and criminals. Israel is an occupation state, they don't need a reason to arrest you as long as you're Palestinian.
#so done with israelis calling Palestinian children terrorists when they've been arrested since they were younger than 13 & tortured & beaten#for no reason no charge or for throwing a rock at a military tank#not to mention the kids charged for stabbing when there's literally no proof which is why they're not allowed lawyers or trials#israeli soldiers would go as much as planting a knife in the scene which#i think is absolutely unnecessary since they can arrest people without any charge#palestine#gaza#israel#important#current events#free palestine#ethnic cleansing#free gaza#israel apartheid#israel is a terrorist state#israel is an apartheid state#cnn#world news
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The real Batman V Superman that Big DC wants to hide from y'all:
Bruce "Obviously, the country boy charm is a ruse he uses to throw off any and all suspicion. But it won't work on me. I will find out what he's hiding, it's only a matter of time. There's no way he's actually that sweet and wholesome" Wayne
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Clark "If so mean, why is he so friend shaped?" Kent
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Let's not pretend here, folks. We all know who wins.
#bruce wayne#batman#clark kent#superman#superbat#platonic or romantic#these two drive me insane#lmao#clark saw emo kid bruce#sitting alone on the bus with his headphones on#blasting linkin park loud enough to shake the bus#and just sat next to him and asked if he liked nickelback#they've been best friends ever since#dc shit post#batman shit post#superman shit post
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Transformers One Review
For the sake of convenience, I’ll be referring to the characters as their new names (Optimus Prime, Megatron, Bumblebee) instead of their old ones (Orion Pax, D-16, B-127).
Also, I didn’t grow up with Transformers, so this will be mostly from an outsider’s perspective. I can’t tell what possibly was or wasn’t a retcon or how accurate to the source material it was, but I think the background info on their world held up very well and they were able to explain it clearly to new viewers like me. It definitely would have hit harder if I grew up with Transformers and knew more than just facts from cultural osmosis, but I still enjoyed the movie a lot.
Notes/Things I’m Neutral On
Very weird to hear my name (Dee) being said throughout most of the movie by Chris Hemsworth’s bad American accent.
Also, I forgot that Megatron has transformed into ground vehicles before. I only ever knew him to turn into a jet, so I was kind of confused that he was a tank in this movie. I hope we get to see him get upgraded to a jet in the next one, but the tank is still cool.
Pros/Things I Liked
Simple but effective color theory with their eye colors. Main good guys have blue while Megatron has yellow, sitting between good and bad. Still a friendly color at first, but slowly turns closer to orange and then fully red as his anger and hatred consume him (and after he met the red-eyed Starscream, a cowardly man who ends up enabling Megatron‘s more violent/aggressive tendencies)
○ Also I don’t know if I was just seeing things, but it looked like Megatron’s eyes got more yellow whenever he looked at Optimus which is so sad and so gay.
I really thought they were gonna push a romance between Elita and either Bumblebee (goofy manchild x competent woman trope) or Optimus (male lead x female lead, blue x pink), but I was pleasantly surprised that they didn’t. Sadly, there’s still time for it in future installments, but I can dream.
Not to be gay, but spider woman sexy. Airachnid was so obviously evil that it was funny, but I can’t fault Sentinel for having her around because I, too, would want a deadly goth woman to be my right-hand lady. They felt like the evil, less developed versions of Mustang and Hawkeye. I am in love.
The animation is gorgeousssss. The environments, the character designs, the fight choreography, the transformations, the lighting, the texture, mwah mwah MWAH STUNNING!!!
○ Sorry, I’m never gonna stop talking about this. The way they were able to make square/blocky figures move so fluidly was fantastic (and proof of concept that a fully animated Minecraft movie would have worked). ○ The camera angles were also great for framing both the dramatic, intense, and/or high-action moments like fights or chase scenes, while also adding a lot to the comedic moments. Like when the camera stays tracking Optimus’ face when running through the forest, only for him to suddenly fall down a cliff neither he nor us saw coming, only to then zoom out to the perspective of the guards below, showing them stumbling and falling. ○ The contrast between the mechanical and organic elements on the surface were really cool, and the way it was introduced was able to convey this idea that organic life was this strange, alien thing. ○ The way the surface just rebuilds itself into these jagged, blocky terrains was really unique and interesting! It felt like a glitched computer model because of its rougher shapes which really added to the fear and hostility of the surface.
90% of their jokes landed and they landed hard. The bit where Optimus looks like he’s about to transform and then just fucking books it is incredible. The audio and camera work help add to these as well, like the music building as Optimus pretends to transform, the camera zooming in close to different parts of him, only for all background noise to cut out as it shows Optimus running away. I won’t name every joke and quip I found funny or we’d be here all day, but they’re certainly a highlight of the movie.
I love Keegan-Michael Key, but I wasn’t a fan of him as the comic relief character of Toad in the Mario movie. When Bumblebee showed up I got a little nervous, but I really loved his performance of the character.
I really liked the midpoint pep talk about hope. That’s a really nice reason that Optimus is the leader despite not being as skilled as other people. He has the hope for a better future and it was a core part of his character from the beginning, and I really like the idea that a leader is someone who can envision a brighter future no matter what.
Alpha Trion transforming was SICK AS FUCK!!! I love that he was more animalistic when the rest of the cast become vehicles. His final fight was so cool, and it actually made me kind of emotional to see him at the end with the rest of the Prime ghosts.
The stabbings? The beheadings?? The branding??? The way Megatron tore Sentinel in half and then ripped his heart out on-screen holy shit???? This movie was incredibly brutal and I loved it. It’s such an interesting phenomenon that children’s media is allowed to be about as graphic as they want as long as it’s against robots, even incredibly sentient ones like in the Transformers series.
○ I watched the 1986 Transformers movie for a class earlier this year, and while it also had a lot of brutality in it’s fights, the new movie felt more intense. Part of this could be attributed to me watching the 2024 movie on a big screen vs the 1986 movie in my living room, but there are other reasons as well. The 1986 movie had more upbeat songs playing over the fights, specifically songs like The Touch and Dare, which helped keep the tone lighter and more exciting. The 2024 movie didn’t have anything like that, allowing the action, while still cool and exciting, to take on a more serious tone. This is also emphasized by the graphics of the movie being 3D instead of 2D. While the 2D 1986 movie is a stunning masterpiece, people still view it with the idea in mind that, since it’s a cartoon, the stakes and story will be less intense. The 2024 movie being 3D with very detailed graphics and lighting already has more visual intensity. The characters are still these bright, poppy colors, but they can come across more moody and dark due to the environments, lighting, and textures that the 3D medium more easily allows. And while the painted backgrounds and cell shading of the old movie are great, the CGI backgrounds are a lot closer to realism, so the harsher elements like metal and rock, which make up a vast majority of the environment and characters, look real too.
The way Megatron’s hate consumed him to the point where he started acting more villainous and, while not entirely similar to Sentinel, still ended up hurting innocent people was tragic. Trying to push away and deny everything about a person only to wind up being just like them. This was perfectly shown in the end credit scene where Megatron is branding himself and the new Decepticons with Megatronus Prime’s face. To him, it may be him reclaiming the traumatic experience and literally using it like a badge of honor, as well as thinking he’s honoring Megatronus Prime. But in reality, he’s just inflicting the same trauma done to him onto others, just like Sentinel. Such a cool way to show how every villain is the hero of their own story.
The doomed yaoiiiiii I’m never gonna get over them. The only other Transformers media I’ve consumed is the 1986 movie, which kills off Optimus Prime in the first 25 minutes and Megatron becomes Galvatron, so I never knew the depths of their homoerotic relationship.
I’m a sucker for “the hero and villain used the be friends (and maybe even lovers?)” trope, so Optimus and Megatron’s relationship and the general premise of the movie was already a slam dunk for me.
I’m also a fan of legacy stories like Avatar and She-Ra. While this movie didn’t get as in-depth with the concept, I enjoyed that they played with the idea of legacy and taking up the mantle of the former Primes.
I absolutely loved the end message that Optimus gives us. Hope, freedom, and autonomy are incredibly important things to learn, and as a trans person who very much wants to keep control over what I do with my body, I really resonated with that last one. I think it’s really cool that they included a message like that in this children’s movie about robots that turn into cars.
Regarding the message of autonomy, I love that it gives the term Autobots a new meaning. Auto meaning “automobile”, since they transform into cars, and Auto meaning “self”, as they are now fully their own bots with control over themselves.
Cons/Things I Disliked
Mid vocal performances from everyone except Brian Tyree Henry and Keegan-Michael Key. And as I mentioned before, it was hard not to focus on Chris’ attempts at an American accent, not to mention how recognizable his, as well as Scarlett Johansson’s, voices are.
The plot felt a little disjointed in the first 1/3-ish.
○ Good setup with the main characters being an oppressed working class with one dreaming of better things and the other hesitant to fall out of line or take risks. But then suddenly there’s a race, and then they’re in it, and then they lose, and then their leader wants to promote them. At first it feels like there are hints that he’s a scummy celebrity-type and that meeting their hero is what will spur on the disillusionment with their society. But then some random douchebag that doesn’t like them reassigns them which goes against their leader’s command, and that’s how the plot kicks off? ○ Also, Elita’s involvement felt kind of rushed/hand-waved. They all get stuck on the surface, but instead of trying to make her way back to report them like she was saying she would for the past few minutes, she makes a complete 180 and heads the expedition herself. ○ It all just felt a little strange, but once it got going the rest of the plot felt fine.
Megatron’s descent into “evil” felt kind of rushed. I understand that he feels betrayed and I really love where the character ends up by the end, but it felt like a real 180 without a lot of build up.
Some jokes fell flat or felt annoying and kinda cringe. That’s the territory of children’s movies though, so par for the course.
TLDR
Overall, this movie was a really fun watch and I’d love to go see it again. While some parts fall a little flat, the movie is lifted from mediocrity by its many Pros. From the stunning visuals, to the quick humor, to the tragic origins of two friends driven apart by their ideals, I’d recommend this movie to anyone interested in animation or the Transformers brand.
8.82/10
#I knew that Optimus and Megatron were like soulmates but for murder but I never really GOT IT before now#sobbing and crying I need to watch this again#long post#transformers one#transformers#transformers one spoilers#optimus prime#orion pax#megatron#bumblebee#b 127#elita#elita one#I'm going to make a confession guys. I think the reason I like the 'enemies used to be friends' trope so much is because of spongebob#they advertised a special episode forever ago about the origins of Mr. Krabs and Plankton#and the big twist was that they used to be friends!!! but their relationship fell apart after a fight and they've been enemies ever since#and I ate that shit up as a kid!!! my mind was blown and I've never been the same since. it did irreparable things to my brain chemistry#so everyone say thank you to spongebob for letting me appreciate the toxic doomed robot yaoi
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Eternity, Bang Chan - 2024 // Eternity, Arthur Stace - 1932 to 1966.
In 1932, residents all over the city of Sydney started noticing something interesting, the word “Eternity” written on the pavement or wall, over and over again. The word was seemingly written by the same person each time, in a beautiful copperplate script. The mystifying and intriguing presence of graffiti before graffiti was commonplace had Sydney residents pondering who this "Eternity man" could be. In 1956, the mystery was solved- Arthur Stace, a former soldier and alcoholic, turned man of faith, had inscribed the word over Sydney's suburbs more than half a million times between 1932 and 1966. He chose to write the word in the early hours of the morning, when few people were around, managing to keep his identity a secret for over 20 years. Something about the word eternity, written in fleeting chalk on the ever-changing city streets, seemed to compel locals- Newspaper writers published account after account speculating on the identity of this unknown man and the occasional false confession helped to maintain the air of wonder and mystery that surrounded the anonymous "Eternity man". Even after his identity had been revealed, Mr. Eternity, as he came to be dubbed, continued writing his eponymous "Eternity" across the walkways and walls of Sydney for another decade, becoming a beloved character in the city until his passing at the age of 82, in 1967. Now, nearly 60 years after the final "Eternity" by Arthur Stace was written, his message of eternity still manages to permeate the minds of Sydneysiders- becoming a representative word of the city.
#As soon as I saw the music video was all him (and berry) walking around sydney and the song was called eternity I couldn't not think of this#and no one optimizes sentimental Sydney boy like Christopher Bang so.#Thus this idea was born.#stray kids#Bang Chan#christopher bang#bystay#skz#skzedit#stray kids gifs#skz gifs#sydney#arthur stace#cb97#funny how he wrote it in chalk and they've all long since been washed away- and he was poor and had no children#yet his little eternity signature means he'll be remembered a lot longer then he ever would have been otherwise#at the 2000 olympics they lit up an eternity across the harbour bridge in his writing#and there's a theater named for him too
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Future Tomura visiting UA one day (he has a pass with him dw, Izuku invited him for a lesson) and just hanging out in the staff room while Izuku is getting some work together before break ends. He's sat there curled up, shoes on the chair, playing on his nintendo ds
One of the kids from Izuku's class comes in like "Hi sensei I was just wondering wha- IS THAT SHIGARAKI TOMURA, THE NUMBER ONE VILLAIN FROM 8 YEARS AGO???"
Tomura just throws up a peace sign and goes "Hey" while Izuku's like "Well, he's not a villain anymore, but yeah that's him. What were you gonna ask me?"
#the nonchalant-ness of it#they've been dealing with this ever since the final war#i love the visual of tomura all comfy (or near as damnit curled up in a chair) playing games. he's probably wearing a hoodie#and he's just like 'hey kid yeah its me im not a villain anymore not gonna kill you i can't when im under hero supervision ✌️'#izuku's like 'yeah thats him. whats up?'#fyi the other teachers in the staff room have been told about him coming and have either made their peace with it#or have edged a little closer away from where he is#just in case#aizawa is the one who has made his peace with it. izuku did his best to convince him its fine. even tho he still keeps his eye on tomura#present mic (if he's still there) is a little further away lol#bnha#bnha manga spoilers#bnha 430#shigaraki and midoriya#tomura shigaraki#mettys posts#metty posts#izuku midoriya#bnha au
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They make my heart happy.
They're the best canon couple.
#They've been in love for who knows how long. They married#had children#grandchildren#and even adopted two other kids.#She is so ○ and he so □ and he's all grumpy and she all sunshine#he loves oysters#she hates oysters ... <3#and they're always together on manga and when not mt Tansu always goes nuts. his wife isn't bear? he pushes some people off a cliff#i love them#they make my heart happy#:')#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#mr folke#mrs folke#yarn folke#tansu folke#THEY WERE IN LOVE SINCE UNIVERSITY DO YOU GET WHAT IM SAYING?!#they've been in love more than a century#its so pretty#so lovely#i love this kind of couples. they giving elly and carl (up) vibes#<3
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people last episode: oh my god the bad kids don't care about the rat grinders having been groomed at ALL they only want violence. ignore the fact that the rat grinders have been nothing but violent and horrid all season a lot of which was of their own accord
the bad kids this episode: i can't believe we weren't able to redeem ruben. hopefully we can redeem mary ann. we did it last season we can do it this season too. man porter sucks he's such a shitty person and a shitty teacher
#i have seen one post going around about how the bad kids did kind of become the bullies they hated#and while atm i can't remember what specifically they cited i do remember agreeing with that post at least in theory#but also. they've dealt with a LOT of total bullshit this year alone. and the entire theme of the season is rage and when it's justified#and lest we forget the rat grinders have been plotting this since at LEAST last spring break#even though they were groomed every one of them chose to take on the shatter stars. because they already hated the bad kids/liked liverlill#dimension 20#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#junior year spoilers#fhjy spoilers#d20 spoilers#the bad kids#the rat grinders
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Btw I just love the platonic physical affection between the ninjas we've been seeing. Like how they hug each other and shoulder pats and hold hands for comfort etc. It's just so nice seeing very close platonic affection like that in a cartoon.
#the reunion hugs???#cole holding nya's hand wjen he was about to leave???#nya holding lloyd's hand when he was having a panic attack too?? or comforting him in the forest when he was having visions???#and all of the other very close hugs???#between all of them basically#they hug so often#shoulder pat everytime they get the chance#so much platonic physical affection in this arc#it makes so much sense since they've been all in this mess together since they were teens/kids#but still#my heart#my heart guys#ninjago#lego ninjago#dragons rising#ninjago dragons rising#ninjago spoilers#kind of
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I don't know if anyone's done this yet but-
#sf6#jamie siu#luke sullivan#my third eye was opened by The Physics of Love by iroiroiro on AO3#I honestly had read this scene as more of a metaphorical thing but I love the idea that they've been pissing each other off since childhood#To me it was more of SF6 saying like yeah at their core their both just kids who wanna get in a fight to get in a fight#But the thought of them actually knowing each other as kids is so so so much funnier#imagine pulling your childhood crush's pigtails so hard that it forms a grudge so strong it haunts you in your twenties
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Random head-cannon that during nap time in kindergarten, Michael was too hyperactive to sleep so he would just peacefully watch Jeremy take a nap, instead-
#be more chill#be more chill musical#adhd#michael mell#jeremy heere#michael has adhd#prelude to boyf_riends??#pre-boyf_riends#Jeremy and Michael being friends since they were little is so dear to me 😭😭#cuz' when Michael said “12 years of friendship” I was like: they've been friends since they were like 5?!?! ABSOLUTELY ADORABLE- 😭😭#michael mell audhd#I say this because I was the adhd kid that would just watch people 😭😭#now I take like 5 naps a day 😭😭
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Btw if you come on holidays and stay at an AirBnb instead of an actual registered hotel I hate you personally. Not "I hate the gentrification and touristic massification and the way we can't live in our homes and are forced to move away because of tourism" in an abstract way- No, not just that. I hate you.
#I'm from a seaside town that has become popular with tourists who come for the beach and the mediterranean climate#and the typical whitewashed walls of mediterranean coastal towns#in just a few years the average rent has gone up so much that now the average rent id#*is over 1000€ per month#one thousand!#that's a whole salary!#in the past 2 years they've been building a new neighbourhood. they've destroyed the vinyeards to make a new neighbourhood that will make#the town 1/3 bigger than it is. that's a lot. but all those houses are luxury houses with private swimming pools for rich foreigners (we#already have 2 private British schools high schools and college(in the british sense)/baccalaureate where their kids go and never have to#interact with locals. I teach some of those kids and they're very prejudiced against locals and very bigoted against the catalan language#(which ofc they never bother to learn)#there's a law in catalonia that says that for every certain amount of houses you build you are obligated to build a certain percentage of#affordable housing. so in this new neighborhood they built the bare minumum affordable housing which is still too expensive for us#and since there's so few of them everyone is competing to get them. the city hall and the bank have had to make an official competition for#them but you only classify if the renr would not be more than 1/3rd of your salary which is impossible. my cousins who are in their mid 30s#and have been working a good qualified job for 15 years (and their partners too) are considered too poor to be considered for the#affordable housing#everyone is having to move out to other cities away from their friends and family and current jobs. the only jobs left here soon will be#mostly directed at tourists#and the only way to continue living here if you're a normal person and not rich is if you're an only child who one day might inherit the#parents' house#but we look around at what's happening in nearby cities and we see the next step which will be airbnb taking the houses that are left#in many places (I've posted about thia before) there aren't any flats for rent or sell anymore that isn't an airbnb#I'm still lucky in my town when compared to other places like Barcelona which are already full of the airbnb plague#actualitat#airbnb#tourism#touristic massification#gentrification
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Had a really bad day today, so thank you guys for the replies, likes, and reblogs. I do appreciate it.
I have a favour to ask as I'm in desperate need of money to fix two of my front teeth before I lose them -- if you are at all interested in tarot, spell bottles, crystals, anything like that, let me know. I do readings, I make bottles on my etsy shop (that I need to restock), and I have loads of crystals to sell.
And if you aren't interested in any of that, but are willing and able to help, you can always send me some donations to my paypal at @Haley999
I'd rather at least send you something in return, but. I'd appreciate any amount. I have a crown I need to get, which I MIGHT be able to get the insurance to cover, but I have two other teeth literally rotting that need to be handled soon or else I'll lose them -- they'll either have to be pulled or they will crumble and fall out as I had happen with another tooth that has since been fixed. Each tooth costs $300, so it'll be $600 total. I'll reblog this with a link to my etsy once I get things restocked.
#i've been crying ever since i got home from the dentist#this is what 2 decades of depression and poor dental work gets you#i have trauma surrounding dentists because of the things I experienced as a kid#and i had issues that were never properly addressed so as I've gotten older they've inevitably gotten worse#i've already had two root canals#and 5 teeth bonded#i can't have any other work done until my last two are fixed at least#i don't know what to do#we're about to lose the house and have to sell#i'm so stressed out and tired and i'm crying again sdjfhksdhf#i don't want to beg but i don't know what else to do
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teen wolf meme: [6/6] creatures -> ghost riders
In storm clouds just like these, phantom hunters would appear, riding black horses with blood-red eyes, and wolves and hounds at their side, baying and snarling. What were they hunting? Souls.
#teen wolf#ghost riders#twedit#twgifs#mine#my gifs#twmeme#THE LAST CREATURE LETSGOOO#i love their silly little western outfits that make zero sense#noshiko said they've been hunting since before she was born and she's around 900 years old#meaning like they've been around since before 1100 AT LEAST#did they see the wild west and all get so obsessed they had to change their uniform#jeff tell me i wanna know#anyways i think the way the show changed the ghost riders and the wild hunt in general is soooooo good#like erasing the people whose souls get taken is god tier like it's insanity inducing#and the way it only appears to erase people on the humane plane is also amazing#like theo not being affected by stiles being erased and being the only person to actually have memories of him and not just a vague feeling#all because he was in the skinwalker prison when it happened makes me wanna start biting#and the way in general that the structure of the wild hunt is set up in a way that makes it feel like them grabbing supernatural creatures#is almost a mistake#like the ghost riders only function of the humane plane and within the wild hunt it's as if the existence of other supernaturals doesn't#matter to them#obviously there's the whole banshee ghost rider thing the show explores with lydia#(which might i add is something jeff and the writers created i haven't been able to find any sources that talk about both working in#conjunction with each other)#but also the fact that werewolves can leave and enter the wild hunt at will but humans can't#like when that kid peter and stiles met tries to escape he's literally catapulted back but when peter does it he goes through albeit burned#and liam is able to enter the hunt on a horse he stole from a rider#it also makes me sooooo insane that the only way for humans to break through the hunt is through emotional connections#which is part of the overall theme of the show like the brutish force of the supernatural vs the enduring love of humanity
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Reminder for Ontan:
Your bow ties are still in the dryer. The cycle finished last month. Please come grab them.
#the dryer cycle takes 700 years#but it's been three weeks since they've finished.#please i finally have free time to try and make the dryers faster#we wont have to do this anymore ontan please-#odd squad#odd squad pbs kids
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So. How exactly is Jonathan doing during the spy mission? I really need a nickname for him
He's not doing too great! :D
He's missing Freddie a lot, plus at the same time he's kinda glad Freddie ls away so that he could consider a response to an inevitable rejection. Which is kinda freaking his tentmates out since he's muttering to himself.
He's also very lonely, so he might start socializing after putting it off for very long since he didn't need to, in his opinion (Jonathan tends to keep his social circles rather small out of paranoia he might accidentally be neglecting the friendship with one of them)
He also lost his (signature) braid since he doesn't wanna bother people ("You're just wasting my wifes time with your senseless requests, boy!")
He's also starting to recieve letters from Annabelle and his father again, talking about how irresponsible his running away was (they finally managed to locate him to sent him berate-letters) so there's that....
Honestly I think he'd start getting closer to either Cathy or Giles, or trying to get closer, and just whining about everything that's been going on. After they left that awkward stage of "what should I say...?"
I mean the three could certainly bond over awful fathers.
He's also shivering a lot since mah boy was living in a hot blacksmith for the past years and he had his (high quality) cloak (which he stole from his father when he ran away btw) which he gave Freddie because "you can't die on my due to hypothermia" so he might start asking around if anyone has a spare and he also starts to wear his coat more often than in the other seasons
All in all he has very much a self doubt era where he's constantly overthinking if Freddie would follow Hammy and commit treason and stay with the rebels or if Freddie hates him now of if Freddie might not want to at least be his friend anymore and-
Plus he's starting to have a lot of regrets. Most of them aren't justified though.
Like, it was completely reasonable to leave before he trapped Annabelle in an unhappy marriage and it was also completely reasonable to leave a letter of explanation and it was also completely reasonable to kiss and confess to Freddie
But Jonathan doesn't know that
So he's just kinda drowning in self doubt and spiraling thoughts without an anchor to hold onto because he didn't even talk properly with other soldiers because "why should he? Freddie will always be with me and he's the only one who needs to know me" (bro is lowkey scared of forming new relationships - even when platonic)
Well
Now Freddie isn't here and Jonathan is hanging on by a thread.
(Meanwhile Freddie and Joseph are about to start strangling each other before the argument™️)
[ @hamalicious-soup @papers-pamphlet @marsfingershurt @paradox-complex @half-eaten-baguetteee ]
#noah rambles#amrev oc#amrev#redcoat alexander au#:3#noblefarm#bro is lowkey dependent on Freddie#that happens when every relationship you tried to form as a child gets torn down and prevented by your father#so you're now an adult and very scared of forming new relationships and the only reason you're still hanging onto Freddie is because#1- he's always been the best talking partner for *every* problem and self-doubt Jonathan had#and 2- he's known Freddie since he was a kid#they've gone through various life stages together (even if “together” is seeing each other briefly)#they know each other better than anyone else
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★ i think i trust the wrong homeboy. kila looks like ppcocaine and i finally achieved my goal.
#ts4#ts4 cas#ts4 screenshots#ts4 screenies#*casualsave#*scottfamilygp#*kilascott#they finally finished college and is now living in the city#kila now goes by they/them & he/they ( sometimes she but eh )#he looks sm like ppcocaine and i love that for him since that's their fav artist-#they've always been the head bitch in charge since they were a teenager#did THE THING !#can't wait to do eryx next#i'm thinking of giving one of them a kid... idk which one#cause im turning them into a legacy!
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