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my manager possibly getting in trouble for not giving us breaks is the best news ive heard all week
#puppy barks#for context#i am/was an overnight stocker#(i got promoted to FT and changed positions but still stock if they need help)#my manager has never consistently given us breaks#i used to go into overtime every week bc of it#until we started getting in trouble for it#and the GM told him he NEEDS to be giving breaks#he still doesnt#not since i switched positions#and we hired someone new#who worked a single day and quit#because my manager didnt give him a break!#we really needed that extra stocker too#so my GM is pretty upset about it
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i adore cardcaptor sakura and i always will, but i still find some of the decisions in it so bizarre.
like okay, tomoyo has a crush on sakura, cool, but why are they also second cousins? like i'm pretty sure neither of even KNOW and it doesnt have any plot significance, so why are they second cousins?? i know some people don't consider that distant of being related to really matter, but like,,,, clamp didn't HAVE to write it that way. so why did they???
#tara says stuff#cardcaptor sakura#ccs#clamp#sakura kinomoto#tomoyo daidouji#i tend to be kind of lenient on clamp bc its made up of all women#and i think these types of Things (for lack of a better word) manifest differently in women than they do w men#and i feel that way w clamp especially since-- as far as i know-- anything like uncomfy age gaps that are seen as fine in the narrative#always have the female character as what we'd consider the victim of the situation#for example sakura's mom and dad being a younger woman and older man#or sakura's girl classmate and the teacher#obviously that doesnt mean these things are good. like at all#but i dont think they mean anything intentionally malicious by it#i would feel much differently if the genders or roles were switched#but as it is i dont feel like saying clamp is immoral or something is exactly the most well thought out position to have
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little eugene/raebin sc redraw wip
if ykyk
also help what are the fandom ship names PLS
#the heights are a lil skewed since i put raeb in juns position but#if anyone does get this reference... hehe#debut or die#tuna doodoos#kim raebin#cha eugene#cha yujin#hey gang what the FUCK are their ship names :D#eugraeb??#no offense but that ship name is kinda not it sorry 😭#also please ignore raebin lookin like hes going through rigor mortis#i tried colour picking then adjusting but i think im just gonna switch back to making up the colours myself
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another redesign just for you bbg, on the house
[ID: a digital drawing of an original, stylised Flatland character named Chief Jr on a beige background.
Chief is a circle with black limbs, an eye with a glossy eyelid in the centre of his body and a long tail that ends in a vaguely flame-shaped tip. His body has a light and dark grey crescent moon pattern and he is wearing a simple black crown on his top side.
He is facing the left with his right arm held out in front of him. In his right hand, he is holding a cigarette holder between his clawed fingers with a lit cigarette that has smoke trailing from it. His left arm is crossed over the other and his eyelid is lowered in a relaxed expression. His tail is curved into a sideways S-shape beneath him.
End ID].
#i swear i’ve never drawn him the same way twice#but i think this’ll be his final design#i changed his foot shape just to switch it back again…i like this best tho#the other heels were very stiff and hard to position anyways#so instead i gave him the whore™️ eyelid#i don’t think i’ve ever made a chief-only post since his character intro post#giving absolutely no attention whatsoever to my fave loser#flatland#oc#chief jr.#tw smoking#how tf do ppl hold ciggies#i don’t think i drew it right but whatever
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first day of the rest of my life with this beautiful orange silk scarf 🧡🧡 nash for scale
#🥪#orange and blue scarf taken with my blue phone in an orange case .#additionally my new position in the lab is titrations with an ORANGE! endpoint since i switched from developing BLUE!!!! solutions#a major shift is occurring
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in a fit of job-related frustration i briefly went job hunting and while the prospects were bleak enough that i abandoned the exercise pretty quickly, i actually found two library jobs that were so suspiciously perfect for what i want in a job i was kind of like ??? what the fuck. i yearned for a library job back when i was first seriously job hunting in the us in 2020 but i couldnt find anything full time or with decent enough pay. and now TWO (2) jobs that a) are higher level but DON'T require a master's degree, which is shocking enough in itself b) both exceed my current pay rate (????) and c) actually are in my wheelhouse and are jobs i could do well, show up on my radar in the exact week i'm looking at jobs? suspicious!
i applied to both of them mostly just for kicks. i kind of forgot about it last week due to my grad school haze but i just remembered to double check the apps and for the one that closed to applications last weekend i've been moved up to reviewing training/experience... which seems like a good sign???? genuinely don't know what i'd do if i actually get asked to interview but that'd be so funny omfg
#liveblogging life#me: i'll quit my job if they force us to come back in five days a week#me: applies to a job that's 100 percent on site#the DIFFERENCE is with this job it actually NEEDS to be on site which immediately makes me less resentful about it lmao#also it's a LIBRARY. which immediately makes me WANT to be on site lol#i dont know that i'll get an interview offer but i do actually fit the qualifications to a t so maybe????#i'm also kind of leery about even the potential possibility of a new job since i want to take a long vacation next may#and like. if my hopes for grad school pan out i may be moving out of mn next fall?????#but that's assuming they'll pan out which like lol there's NO guarantee of that whatsoever#and if they dont i'll be staying in mn obvs so....#idk. i looked at other jobs but tbh none of them match my pay while having something i'd want to do#and i want to stay with my employer i just want to switch to a different dept or s/t#and really ideally i'd like to NOT work with doctors... so ideally i want like a grant related position or s/t#where i'd be reviewing things or writing things and not doing calendar micromanagement#but i'm having trouble finding jobs that offer that and are still at a comparable pay#and tbh if i move i'd ideally like a HIGHER pay.#[deep sigh]#anyway i feel like i'm waiting for so many things next week#my grad lors to get back to me and potentially job responses.... this is so stressful
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love how my shitty health insurance chose THE perfect time to expire. just really impeccable timing
#pentababbles#it expired on november 1st out of nowhere#i was on my dad's health plan but he got a job with a separate health plan and forgot to renew his other insurance#i was supposed to be able to stay covered under united healthcare until 2026.#sure that would've only given me two more years but at least then i'd have time to plan what to do next#what's especially annoying is how much trouble i had with my insurance previously when i tried switching my pcp#and this happens to be THE time of year when i typically get sick#just this september i was hospitalized for a severe asthma attack/respiratory infection combo#which could've been prevented if i could've gotten my asthma medicine from my allergist sooner#but ofc i had to go thru a ridiculous snafu dealing with doctors and insurance just to get a damn referral#and literally on the day my insurance ran out i caught a cold.#i'm running low on my antidepressants and my asthma medicine already.#i have a little money in my savings for emergency so if worse comes to worse i can at least get my medicines refilled#but. i can't go back to the doctor for more tests bc it'll cost too much.#i only have a part time job as an assistant teacher. i only get paid hourly and it's not that much#even if i did get a salaried position at this job the insurance benefits aren't that great and the pay is much better#plus since i work with kids they're very germy so i'm always at risk of getting sick and having to go to the doctor#i don't want my insurance to be tied to my job but i need to get a better job anyways. so i can start digging myself out of this hole#i need to get my vaccines updated stockpile lifesaving medications and get a new job with insurance before jan 20#bc i need to survive. i need to outlive the empire no matter what#and i need to be there for my friends
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Tumblr will often makes me feel detached from reality, but then I go to work and my coworkers make a "how dare you assume my gender" joke, or be flabbergasted by a kids cartoon featuring a cow that "identifies" as nonbinay/doesn't "feel" like a boy, or mention with horror how some early 20s detrans people in Sweden are currently suing their parents for giving parental permission for them to undergo ""gender-affirming"" surgery when they were minors, and I'm brought back to reality. Like. "Oh. That's right. Most people irl aren't like this. They don't have that mentality."
#yes they make cartoons like that in france now apparently#the way everyone on tumblr just suddenly agreed to this as if someone flipped a switch???#its scary#like are yall a bunch of sheeps. do you live only by imitating what you perceive as the Morally Correct position. i wonder#radical feminism#radfem please interact#radfem safe#rambling into the void#radical feminist safe#radical feminists do interact#detrans#detransition#ive come to accept that some will see me as an islamophobe since i oppose the misogyny of it#now time to accept im a transphobe to some#but so are most ppl irl actually
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There's this nearly 4 hour movie I've been meaning to watch for a while and I was like "ah maybe ill watch it tonight hehe 🥰" and then I remember...quali is at 9 🫠
#i actually despise abu dhabi being the seaosn closer ngl#basically since Japan the race time has suited my timezone pretty well#1 am. 1 pm. 3 pm. 4 pm. 12 pm. 1 am.#<- like look at that. look at they absolutely delicious schedule#every race for the past 2 months has been at an ideal time and ive really settled into it#wow you mean i can sleep in on weekends and actually wnjoy the schedule!? oh boy!#and then they put fucking ad at the end which is at 8 am. who wants to wake up that early on a sunday#it would be fine if it was earlier in the season bcs during the middle i got pretty used to waking up before 9 bcs all the European races#but to have this one at thw end is literally horrible#its really down to timezones but fuck it really does bother me#bcs wow youve made me have zero desire to watch the season closer! thanks!!#id sooooo much rather brazil be the season closer still#like whh do you have to completely switch timezones right at the very end. its terrible#i think ill do waht i did last season and take a bit of a nap beforehand#it makes it much worse that this on a holiday wknd too. yeah bcs i rly wanna spend the last two days of my break waking up in the morning#sry im being ultra salty rn but i really dont wanna wake up for it but i hate missing race events UGHHHHHH#last yr i literally fell asleep during the first lap of AD 😭#yeah im concerned abt if nando will retain p4 or not but...waking up before 8 am...??#yeah idk i just rly dislike this scheduling#i actually kinda like AD as a track but its position in the season makes me resent it#catie.rambling.txt
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i've had way too much caffeine today and it's making me kind of a huge bitch i'm still thinking about the woman who complained nobody wants to work because the wendys is closing and thinking how much i want her to slam her head into concrete
#god damn i don't know what they put in c4 beverage but that shit feels like it should be federally illegal (positive)#it's not the caffeine because i can drink other ones that have more caffeine in them and not really feel anything#although i did have a caffeine pill and a coffee before the energy drink#i think i need to switch up the order in which i take these things i've been doing the pill and coffee before the energy drink and not#really feeling anything until halfway through the energy drink#🤔#i did try mentioning that i'm having to consume excessive amounts of caffeine to function to my shrink but he didnt seem to care#tangentially i have been trying to get that guy to assess me for adhd for months#will try mentioning it to my pcp when i see her next month. since i couldn't do it yesterday when i meant to because the fucking bus#ignored me . ���#whatever i get a half day tomorrow and monday off and i'm about to go out to dinner with my friend. namaste#me
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this year has made me AT LEAST 1.5x more toxic than before. lets raise the number next year as well
#as me and my irls have grown up#i feel like they have become much more open and healthier than before#they used to be judgemental and had an unwillingness to show vulnerability#while as i was the positive one always creating bonding moments for us (since they wouldnt)#but now it almost feels like weve switched.#im not particularly judgemental. but i guess its just that theyre actively trying to become better people#awkwardly opening themselves up to others#meanwhile i no longer have an interest in changing for the better#blehhh my turn to be immature and selfish now!!#shion.txt
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I'm hungry and the future outcomes of this are I remain hungry until tomorrow when I can eat unfulfilling yoghurt or I am too unwell and in pain to be hungry. Which is also bad.
#mother was not impressed with my depressive episode plan#im a little concerned i cant switch it on on purpose since ive never tried that before#and having a can do positive attitude about this seems unhelpful?#we shall see what we shall see
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(Chainsaw Man Spoilers)
AU where Aki survives Part 1 and now not only has to deal with the existential horrors of his new state of being but is also incredibly allergic to dogs, so he lives in the apartment next door to Denji, Nayuta, and their dozen-or-so huskies. (He’s not as allergic to cats, but Meowy likes Denji more than him.)
#he walks Nayuta to school and shit. co-parenting bros (since apparently Kishibe just. brought Nayuta to Denji then ditched)#what’s up with that?#Denji reading parenting books versus Aki spiraling for the third time this week#they switch roles a bit because Denji is better at ignoring constant stress/guilt and adapting to large changes than Aki#Aki is used to being in control and the freedom/agency that being human allowed him. now? he’s lost that.#and he’s been turned - against his will- into a manifestation of the devil that killed his family/he hates most#so like. that sucks.#self-hatred to self-acceptance arc (for both of them in different ways)#Denji would be the type of dude to saw a cat door in the wall separating their apartments [positive]#also if public safety wasn’t aware of his death (again. creative liberties.) I have no idea what entry-level job he’d manage to put up with#I think. he would bully customers.#exclusively does organizational/stock room work#and I think that Denji does hero work while Aki handles crowd control (while avoiding any use of his new abilities whenever possible)#csm#csm aki#csm denji#chainsaw man#csm spoilers#chainsaw man spoilers#csm part 1 spoilers#chainsaw man part 1 spoilers#meposting#my csm thoughts#Aki lives#I think. they should both rest. everyone in chainsaw man needs a hug and a nap.#(except for himeno. she needs to be studied.)
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I don’t often talk abt bein a system on here anymore, alters don’t use their tags as often, and I rarely reblog posts about it mostly because when we did ppl would treat us… differently if that makes sense. like less of a person more of.. a novelty?
#nowadays unless it’s Chevy who can pretty much always tell anyway#we don’t tell anyone when we switch because it’s not worth the trouble yknow#esp since I’m basically always around unless I’m mad triggered#some days I’m more floaty than others- and that’s when like I worry about interacting with people because sometimes#some ppl are more combative than others#that problems pretty much been nipped in the bud but yknow it’s always good to keep in check#idk if it’s like internalized shame? I see other systems make their entire livelihood and hobbies off of being systems which is fine#but idk we don’t want to feel like a spectacle#only thinking about this because of college and we know that. anything can trigger us. be it negative or positive and we haven’t had to like#navigate that issue in a while. like how I haven’t had to mask in years autism wise#is this like internalized ableism
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Fun fact: I have read every comic book appearance of Deadpool up until 2021. I don't just mean his comics and team up comics, but also every comic issue he has "guest starred" in. All of them.
#I worked part-time at an information desk for a little over a year and spent my free time pirating comics#When I got caught up on Deadpool I switched my focus to Batman and Red Hood#My favorite Deadpool storyline is The Good the Bad and the Ugly#And the following arc of Wade trying to figure out his new position as dad#My favorite Batman arc is actually post-DITF where Bruce is not handling the grieving process well at all#HE DID TRY TO KILL THE JOKER#and was like clinically depressed to the point of being passively suicidal#Ironic that Tim's original robin arc is technically my favorite#since I don't care about the rest of his time as Robin#Is this a pattern?#My favorite Deadpool arc is him struggling with the realization that he has a daughter#and my favorite Batman arc is him struggling with losing a son...#Would anyone believe me if I said I don't actually have daddy issues?
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I got a really nice comment on Barbie's Gate and now I need to write more Barbie's Gate.
#the slightest hint of encouragement will make me want to Create More of the Thing what can I say I love positive attention#also it's a decent time to work on this since I'm sort of in between projects#technically I'm working on the sci-fi sequel but I haven't dug into the draft yet#I spent like 6 weeks (maybe more?) on the last sci-fi novel revision and it takes a bit of time to switch gears#textual abominations
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