#not really ANTI but alas
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remember when Tamlin set the sisters up financially so they could find stability after Feyre was taken without prompting or asking but then Rhys promises to keep the sisters safe after he and Feyre ask for their help, Feyre who had also said she'd make them help if she had to, and then he failed to keep that promise and it led to them being murdered bec I do
#nesta archeron#acotar#a court of thorns and roses#sjm critical#anti rhysand#elain archeron#tamlin#feyre critical#not really ANTI but alas
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These are my personal favorites. And I got enough sleep so I'm feeling cruel again.
(I only put completed shows on these polls)
#be loved in house: i do#dna says love you#kiseki: dear to me#history 3: trapped#oh no! here comes trouble#we best love#see you after quarantine?#my tooth your love#about youth#history 2: crossing the line#i know i know that see you after quarantine isn't gonna win#but it is the cutest little show ever#and i mean little it's so short#but it's also very sweet and if you're reading these tags this is me trying to get more people to watch#i think you all will really like it please people watch that show#also i love all of these shows and more but alas i only have ten options#thank god anti reset and unknown are still airing cause i think i would die even more#anyway good luck godspeed and all that
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i dont think regular people can grasp how isolating it is to be that person who is always single in a society and environment where people are always dating, and dating is so culturally relevant. all my friends have had longterm/serious relationships and even when theyre single they are usually seeing someone. im seeing someone maybe 2 months a year on average but im „true single“ most of the time and dont really get into relationships at all. and its always been this way.
and with age and thanks to getting more into feminism i know that my selfworth and value as a person does not rely on dating. in fact most relationships i see are dysfunctional or with men i would not want to be with (im saying men because they are usually the problem, but also because most men are just unattractive on top). and i think that promoting to women that being single is okay and good actually is really important. that you can very much be happy without a relationship.
nonetheless there is of course the human need for affection, a longing for romantic/sexual companionship (i know some people dont have that and it doesnt make them less human but i think its normal human desire that cant be unconditioned, and i dont even think that should be the goal). and you can barely protect yourself from sociocultural messaging which is additionally enforcing it. even if you rationally know that there is nothing wrong with being single, especially as a woman its difficult to shake this feeling of being a failure. always seeing your friends go through the motions while you remain the same. etc
anyways im really vulnerable right now if any insane women want to take advantage of me…
#personal#how do they even meet all these people who are mutually interested in them?#especially now that im not doing one night stands and casual hookups just for the sex anymore im moving towards restoring my virginity#and im a really rare case too because my ‚body count‘ is way above average (not counting prostitution for obvious reasons)#but ive more or less always been single#i dont want the people who want me and with the people i want it never works out#and i know it doesnt help im mentally ill and sexually and otherwise traumatised and loud and annoying and harsh but i swear im such a#loving and caring person to the people close to me and i have so much love to give#and it only happened recently i decided i actually want a relationship i was always very anti relationship#my friends are shocked about my change of heart! but alas my life carries on as it was
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oh my god yesssss to blue neighborhood you are so right
ITS GENUINELY SO CRAZY like obviously the big ones are VERY kevjean fools is the kevjeanest to ever do it
but like. ease............... TOO COOL... blue!!!!! youth...... god youth is really so them. AND TALK ME DOWN
i know this album is like 9 years old and its cringy and we were all 12 once but. u know. u know!! u have to know.
#also totally unrelated but#its so fucking crazy to me that troye sivan released fun in 2014 when he was like. what. 17?#and he was a GAY YOUTUBER ala dan and phil#and then he just released a song about. western millitarization in the middle east#anti-millitary song#like its so fucking crazy. all his other songs are about suffering because your boyfriends dad is conservative#and then you get to fun and its like The millitary is lying to you. the government is lying to you. they are grooming teenage boys#its really crazy?????? i know most of his discography i think thats the only political song he has#just genuinely insane. i think about that all the time. comrade troye sivan?#asks#kevjean
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I've been working on Finally finishing Naruto Shippuden (after being a Naruto fan for nearly 15 years), & I just finished episode 420. And I have some THOUGHTS about the "Naruto is the reincarnation of Ashura" thing. This started as just me rambling for my normal liveblog posting, but I had a LOT of thoughts about this actually, so I am presenting them to u all Now.
So. Naruto meeting the Sage of Six Paths! Cool!!! I'm finally learning about Naruto being the reincarnation of Ashura, which... honestly is not a choice that I like very much. Narratively speaking, I mean. The Point of Naruto's journey was that he was the underdog, the bottom of his class, the orphan that everyone hated and made fun of. Through hard work and perseverance, he managed to drag himself from being a complete social outcast to someone generally really loved and respected. That's compelling!!! It means a lot!!!
But then the show is like. "Oh...actually, he's the son of the fourth hokage. And Also, he's the reincarnation of the son of the literal creator of ninshuu aka the precursor of modern ninjutsu." I mind him being Minato's son less as a narrative choice (for reasons I will get into shortly), but making him Ashura's reincarnation?? I've got Several things that bug me about that.
So First, for him being Minato's son. It's not like that's ever Actually given him any sort of status (since most people don't know), & Minato was also kind of just a random guy?? Just incredibly skilled, enough so to become the 4th hokage. And then there's also Kushina, descended from a very successful and very Feared clan that ended up almost entirely killed bc of that fear. Naruto being an Uzumaki means great power, huge chakra reserves (not even including the extra chakra he gets from Kurama), & some innate skills (that Naruto mostly didn't inherit, but one can play pretend sometimes). BUT ALSO, they were almost entirely killed off. He's a survivor of his clan's genocide that happened well before he was even born, and he doesn't even REALIZE it yet. So even though being Minato's son means he's the son of a very influential person, it doesn't give him the same leverage as being a Senju or Uchiha would. And the clan he Does belong to bc of Kushina does not give him status either, bc they're almost all fuckin Dead. And we know that Minato is a Namikaze, but as for what that actually *means*.... it's basically nonexistent. There is no mention of a Namikaze clan. Minato was just a prodigy in his own right.
SO.... All that is to say that while appending Naruto's orphan story with a "well, Actually, his parents were very powerful and well respected" does discount it a little bit, it's still not Especially unique in terms of what other people in their world may experience (there are other descendants of current and/or former kage + Many other powerful clans running around) OR in the benefits that it gives him (essentially nothing, outside of his physical strength and the inheritance of Kurama himself)(which inheriting Kurama did grant him access to IMMENSE power, but it also was the source of So Much of his suffering growing up, so I think it balances out).
The "reincarnation of Ashura, son of the Sage of Six Paths" thing tho... that one really kinda does. At that point, Naruto is no longer just the orphaned son of two respected shinobi & the current jinchuuriki of the Kyuubi (something special, but not entirely original, given that there are Other jinchuuriki who are descendants of powerful shinobi). He is now something that NO ONE ELSE ALIVE can be. It is saying that He, above Everyone Else, is special in this way. Outside of Sasuke lol, but I'll touch on that in a moment.
It just feels kinda cheap. It's cool I guess, but at this point it feels like we've completely lost the Plucky Orphan who works hard to overcome his circumstances plot. It's saying that he was Always one of a kind, he was Always destined to become Someone Special (or that he was, in fact, special the whole time). It removes the importance of his hard work in the equation. It makes it so that this is no longer something he earned for himself, but rather something that was a Given, since he is, of course, Ashura's reincarnation.
Cheap. It's cheap. And I don't like it.
Then we get into Sasuke being the reincarnation of Indra. Which I haven't gotten to that yet in the show, but I know from seeing it around. I do enjoy the sun and moon aesthetic between Naruto and Sasuke (so SO much, in fact), but. Making Sasuke the reincarnation of the Other son of the Sage of Six Paths is... frustrating? In several ways. There is of course the fact that Naruto and Sasuke have such extremely gay vibes (and Always Have), so making them the reincarnations of brothers so late in the story feels like an insult to anyone who reads their relationship in that way. Which to be fair, we do see Naruto mention at a few points that he thinks of Sasuke like a brother, but it's only a few points + feels like a kind of narrative cop-out. Sasuke himself said he doesn't think of Naruto in that way (though that could also be his self-denial speaking & it could change. Haven't gotten that far yet.), & I think there are much better choices for Naruto's "brother" figure (primarily Iruka, but people like Killer Bee and any of the other konoha 12 would be fitting too). Personally, it feels like Naruto was trying to put a name to his very strong feelings for Sasuke, & since he doesn't realize being gay is an option (since Kishimoto is clearly homophobic & made this ninja society to reflect that), he settled on Brother. But Sasuke is like "what the fuck? No, my only brother is Itachi." Instead, Sasuke has called Naruto his best friend. Which also doesn't fully encompass their relationship, but it's still closer than Brother.
So here we are, Kishimoto saying around 555 episodes into the plot (only 80 more to go) that they're actually the reincarnations of brothers. And not just any brothers. THE sons of the Sage of Six Paths. Incredibly influential, incredibly powerful, two sides of the same coin and very historically significant figures. Sasuke always had the "descended from an elite, yet disgraced clan" thing going for him, so in my opinion it doesn't hold the same kind of insult to his story that it does for Naruto. But it still feels like an insult to THEIR story.
Naruto and Sasuke were just two orphan boys. Their moms were best friends, but they didn't know that. They died when they were too young. But Naruto and Sasuke still gravitated towards one another. Understood each other like no one else. And got on each other's nerves like no one else. But that irritation stemmed from their genuine admiration of each other. They wanted to be able to beat each other. They became Rivals. And it was on their own terms. No one else pushed them together. Outside of them ending up on the same team, their entire relationship was fueled by their recognition of one another, Jealousy of one another, and the simple enjoyment of being around one another. They were the ones to decide the importance of their relationship. Sasuke recognizing Naruto as his closest friend & thus thinking he was the one he had to cut off to achieve power, and Naruto recognizing Sasuke as his first peer that acknowledged him, a precious bond he finally made, and thus someone he had to cling to FIERCELY. That was all them.
But here we are. They're a reincarnated set. The sun and the moon, but Officially. One could say soulmates in a way, in a non-romantic kind of context (considering the first iteration was a pair of brothers). While this is cool from a story standpoint, it really takes some significance away from their relationship to me. It makes it less of something they chose for themselves and more of a given. Pretty much just like Naruto being Ashura's reincarnation cheapens his own story, it cheapens their relationship too.
I dont want a story about two boys who were destined to be important to each other!!!! I want a story about two orphans who just happened to become important to one another thru a series of coincidences and personal choices. In that way, their relationship gains greater gravity bc it's born from their own hearts Alone. It's Naruto moving mountains for the sake of this boy he loves, and it's Sasuke finally coming back around bc of the force of Naruto's dedication. It means so much more than the implication that they were always meant to be a pair. So I really don't like this narrative choice.
#speculation nation#fanny watches naruto#naruto#narusasu#sasunaru#(i talk about how the reincarnation thing affects the context of their relationship lower down in the post)#naruto spoilers#if anyone still cares about those lol#anyways it's been really cool to finally see all this late-show stuff for myself after being in the fandom for so long#(i was caught up once upon a time. but that was around episode 200 or so lol)#but as much as im enjoying some things in the show. there are other things that i just... dont like.#part of that is nearly Half the entirety of shippuden being the fucking war arc. it's precisely what's kept me from catching up until now#but then theres the loss of the story's original Feeling. the anti-war and anti-child soldiers sentiment.#Naruto being an absolute nobody and watching Haku and Zabuza's ending & being so moved by it that it informs his entire ninja way#but Kishimoto is turning around and saying 'he was actually destined for this the whole time'. which just... i just really don't like it.#this + Neji's death feels like it's discounting their fight's entire point. Neji's entire character arc.#the fact that fate doesnt matter as much as dedication. being a 'genius' doesnt matter as much as effort.#but Neji. the caged bird. dies to protect the main line. driving home that it was pointless for him to resist it the whole time.#and Naruto. the one who worked tirelessly to become hokage against all odds and adversity. turns out it was Meant To Be after all.#sigh... i really do love this anime so much. ive loved it for most of my memory and its characters are so so dear to me.#but i also. really. REAAAAAAAAALLY hate this anime sometimes. damned anime discounting its own points...#alas. i shall continue to watch. because i do want to finally finish it.#i shall simply. probably not watch Boruto afterwards lol
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The problem with A.I. art isn’t that it’s “not art” it’s that it’s art theft
If those A.I. art programs were using royalty free/ public domain images or even creative commons or stock photos , then this wouldn’t even be a discussion.
#alas they use random pictures they find on (eg) Art Station#anti ai art#had a convo with my sister ages ago about how the one thing computers will never be able to do is create art#and yeah#I could go on a really long tangent why art only has meaning if done by human hand and art definitions etc#but I’m tired#and actually#I was on an AI art exhibit this year and it was really cool!#but do you think those artists just fucking stole other artists art to feed their AI?? NO!!#they had a whole board on how they curated images and where they got them from
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what program and brushes do you use? your lineart is so nice
I work in Clip Studio Paint!! The pen I currently use for my lineart is this one (which isn't too far off from a G-Pen with no anti-aliasing, which is what I used previously lol)
All of my selection/fill tools are set up to cater to having no anti-aliasing- one of these days I should put them up on the asset store for ease of access but for now my advice is to just mess w/ the tolerance settings JKHGEWKJTL
#asks#i really like the. crunch. that no anti-aliasing provides. the pixelyness. its fun#ichi art info#<- organization tag jic#anyway i usually screenshot my doodles rather than exporting them (the most recent post is an outlier) so#you rarely get to see the actual line quality. alas#forgot to mention that i also turned on a setting to let me always have at least 1 pixel width for the brush.
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holy fuck you guys i just realised who hoosier is
he's that one hot sniper dude from that cowboy law enforcement show that i haven't watched a single episode of but somehow have a playlist full of edits and clips saved simply bc of that fine ass dude with a gun and the one liners and it's fucking hoosier
#damn my guy#he's either called tim or jim or something#it's gotta be a tim right#who names their sniper character jim#jim the sniper#but yeah can't believe he's the hot marshal i've lowkey been crushing on forever#like i legit considered watching that show solely for him#i'm very much anti guns#but ngl it's kinda hot that he's a faster shot than all of the bad guys#idk the context of anything that's happened in that show#but there was one scene i saw where he's trying to find out who shot his friend?#and he does this whole speech about how the other guy shouldn't even try bc he'll have shot him down before he's even close#and then i think the guy admits he killed the person#and goes to shoot someone else? idk i can't remember#but then jimtim downs him in like 0.4 seconds#and i was like ok yeah i see you#they're marshals right?#i really didn't need this many tags#but alas here we are#the pacific#julian finally watches the pacific
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once again deeply thinking about my relationship with food and weight and how my mom severelly affected it like wow
#crying because i remember at 12 i was like 1-2kg overweight (using fuckign bmi of all things...) and my mom just flipped#i got called fat my whole life#crazy thing is i used to do so much sports / martial arts that it could genuinly just be the muscle mass that made me slightly heavier#alas i was never allowed to eat too much when eating she'd always watch me like a hawk#getting seconds was barely allowed#let alone sweets#even now i feel ashamed to ask for seconds when I'm at a friends place beacuse i just think of getting called / perceived as fat#like i was at points starving myself from fear#and now after gaining weight because of anti depressants i'm slowly returning to my original weight#and suddenly i'm 'getting prettier'#fucking bonkers#anyway you really shouldnt do this to like a growing child#they make me feel sick in the stomach#urg i hate visiting my parents for this reason
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Sometimes I wish I didn't live in the middle of nowhere so I could work at like a big science museum and tell kids about space and dinosaurs and bugs and physics all day. But unfortunately that would require moving to a city which has not ever ever ever been pleasant for me
#i just wanna be a weird ms. frizzle style wizard but alas. anti-city autism problems#been thinking about this a lot#I'll probably just try to do like high school theatre but a museum sounds so cool#but i really would like to get a job in education if i ever could#i really like working with kids and i know that i don't really seem that smart but i was always super into science#maybe i could do like 3rd or 4th grade science. could be a good middle ground#though not as interactive or flashy as either theatre or a museum#i dunno#just been thinking about future careers a lot lately
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#dot post#Ignore Morg#reblogging a positive post instead of kicking a hornet's nest.#which I really want to do rn due to the evil in my heart#It's so tempting to deliberately annoy the racist TERFs that whine about ''fujoshis''#(as if English doesn't have a term meaning literally the same thing but it's easier to demonize a loan word I guess smh)#But I'm going to be strong and not do it.#Even if tagging their anti-slash post with the CR character I hate for screenhogging reasons and his dumb bf would be REALLY fucking funny.#Alas I will not be using Shittowgast as a false flag this day.
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Guess who finally probably caught the virus T_T
#this is incredibly frustrating bcs the person I was exposed to was at a TINY family gathering like five people#and they are usually VERY CAREFUL#so I thought I was good around them#but alas I was not#anyway I have really bad asthma so I am going to urgent care now#to get tested and see if I can take those anti-viral drugs that help#so it doesn't get too serious#also I'm fully vaccinated and got my booster recently#so that will probably help too#anyway this SUCKS#my lungs hurt#I can still taste things tho which is nice
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TIL my computer is not powerful enough to run Glaze lol
#sable finds#glaze#anti ai art#algo-gen content#yesterday actually#unfortunately you have to apply for an account to use the web-based version#as a safety measure to keep other 'ai' jerks from using it lol#which i don't have the patience to do but still recommend if you are an artist wanting to protect their work#i was hoping to run the desktop version for the Likely Impending Changes here on tungl#but alas my poor aging rig cannot handle that#so maybe i'll come up with a really annoying watermark for the future instead#you need 4 gb of gpu to run the desktop ver btw#my computer just can't hack it bc she's like 8 years old lol
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never doubt the power of the OBX Gender Euphoria Hoodie of Swagness: it doesn't eliminate the sensory issues i've got from the tape on the electrodes but it sure does make me feel less like i want to tear every inch of skin off 10/10 can recommend.
#i put it on and like 8 of the 7 different issues i was having were eliminated immediately#shhh don't look at the numbers it's fine don't worry about it#i'm actively going through an Anxiety Event so bad it made me take a knee when we got home which is yknow unusual#and considering i'm hooked up to a heart monitor today i really kind of need to not be having abnormal heart events actually#i mean i can but like i'm not like... i want it to be indicative of my Usual Daily Activities and i'm just not very active most days#because of the horrors mostly#i'm just not sure if i need to mark every time i'm Super Aware of my heartbeat or not because i don't know if i'm just always too aware#and it's just doing Normal Heart Things or if i'm having a thing and going ''oh yeah that's a normal heart thing i'm sure of it''#because i don't know the difference! this is very fun (: (smiely face flown upside down to show distress)#if the tape didn't itch so fuckin' bad i would probably forget i was wearing the thing#but alas my own personal hell where my skin is So Sensitive To This One Thing In Particular and it's in all the most sensitive places#for the first time ever though someone actually gave me advice on how to fix it#which is to wash the residual stickies off and then put on anti-itch cream like!!!!#if it works i'm gonna be so ecstatic cause i fuckin' cannot stand that sometimes the bandaid rash is worse than the initial thing#that i put the bandaid on for#anywa stay salty obx hoodie of gender is the best hoodie and i am so glad i spent tourist money for it#well worth the expense for what i'm getting out of the experience
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Tell ya what... ya know why I support Scottish Independence?
Why not.
That's why. Fuckers.
#scottish independence#freedom for scotland#scotland#i wish we could afford to move there right now#alas it's still a few years away#dammit#there's just no arguing with anti-independence people#really there isn't
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glad this post is resonating with the robot blorbo community
Being a fan of stories that revolve around robots or AI in the 21st century is so weird now. Like how do I tell people I'm the biggest fictional robot appreciator and the biggest real life robot hater
#blorbot?#is that a thing?#anyways I see people talking abt their own stories that they've lost passion for due to how controversial AI is which is really sad#There's at least one or two ideas in my writing folder that I'm gonna have issues with if I ever decide to work on them#at least one of them has plausible deniability since the “robots” are not technically ai but instead fully artificial biological humans#rather than a traditional robo character with an ai brain#but my other story falls into the latter category#bcuz writing about characters that are fully non-human is interesting!!!! but alas#at least we still have our cyborgs#that is until irl neural implants and modifications become problematic...#writing#anti-ai
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