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my sister is eating disorderedly, and i dont know what to do
#ive been reading her diary#horrible i know#but i have just cause#and god the things she writes about herself are awful#shes just 15#like i never comment on her body or about what shes eating#and my parents arent the type to say eat less#but damn#i dont wanna say shes got anorexia because its not that bad yet#but shes talking about how fat she is how she wants a thigh gap and that she can only eat two meals a day#and its just so... sad#like i dont understand where it comes from#and i cant talk to her about it directly cause shell never trust me if ive read her diary#and we ae similarly brain damaged in the way that we lie with a straight face and then do our own thing#like. i am INCREDIBLE at hiding my own anorexia and i know that 100% cause everyones alsowas saying ohh haha [milo] is the one were sure#will never eat too little#which ik ik fucked up#but because of that im aware of 1. what to look for and 2. what not to say or do towards others#so ignoring MY issues - what can i fucking do?#not read her diary probably#but we dont really... talk#i dont know how
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Crying over the thought of no one remembering Link’s birthday. Like after the 100 years, Link wakes up and realizes one day he cannot recall his birthday.
To his dismay, neither Impa, Robbie, Purah nor Zelda recall his birthday. He acts as if it isn’t a big deal, but he’s always finding himself quite sad when celebrating the birthdays of others.
Sidon notices at his own birthday celebration that his Hylian friend has a sense of sorrow. One that isn’t possible to rid of with his famous smile and flex. When Sidon approaches Zelda, she reveals that Link cannot recall his birthday, and that no one who knew him 100 years ago seemed to remember or take note. Sidon looks sympathetic towards the revelation, but then he has a thought…
Moments later, it becomes rather apparent that Sidon, the literal 10 foot tall birthday shark, has slipped away from his own party! A search begins around the domain. Where did he wander off to?
While looking around, Link finds himself being the one to enter Sidon’s room. He hears a flipping of pages, and he curiously notices Sidon looking through a journal. Before Link’s presence gets known, Sidon smiles his famous smile, and shouts “I KNEW IT”!
Link walks over to the happy shark man. Wondering why Sidon dipped from his own celebration to read a… paper journal. One that seems… familiar. Mipha’s journal?
Sidon, seeing his friend, scoops him up in excitement! Shouting over and over a date that wasn’t too far off in the future. Link looked confused, and when Sidon noticed said confusion, Sidon smiled. “Your birthday, Link! Mipha… she wrote it down! I knew she would!”
Link looked puzzled for a moment. What did Link’s birthday have to do with anything? But then he understood… his birthday WAS remembered. It had a date again. It wasn’t lost. Sidon couldn’t help but show the page of Mipha’s diary that spoke of Link’s upcoming birthday. Of the plans she had to surprise him despite the calamity looming.
Link couldn’t help but tear up at his smiling tail-wagging friend. Sidon looked concerned, thinking he did something wrong, but the tight hug Link gave him said otherwise. He thanked him. Repeatedly. And Sidon only began to smile again. Immediately beginning to ramble off birthday plans for his dearest friend.
But to Sidon’s dismay, Link cut him off. Telling him that it’s not Link’s birthday they should be celebrating right now. That Sidon has a party to get back to. Sidon only pouts playfully before readying to return to the celebration.
After the two do, Link couldn’t help but catch himself looking towards Mipha’s statue throughout the party. A few looks paired with a smile, but a few… a few felt tied with tears.
#sidon#zelda#link#botw#mipha#crying in the club#she would have everyone’s birthdays written down let’s be for real#Revali’s diary is about how he’s ruin links upcoming birthday.#also sidon has her diary because he likes to read about how Mipha loved him he’s not a weenie I promise#can’t tell if this is sidlink or mipha x link#just happy vibes#Zelda didn’t know his birthday she hardly knew him before the 100 years like the dude never spoke#Mipha probably had to hire a zora detective to get his birthday
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Welp, here be my interpretation of Murderbot.
Thank you to @tindoiimu for input on the inorganic colors, @nerdwingblogs for giving me the idea that it changes colors (I get choice paralysis when it comes to color schemes), and both of them plus @tytoalbias for encouraging me to let my furriness bleed into its design.
Some extra bits of info
It starts out at 7 feet tall. Is later 6 feet and 11.2 inches tall
Its skin tone is based on the Subterranean cover for Home: Habitat, Range, Niche, Territory (Book 4.5).
The skin and muscles on its head act similar to those on its back, and since the company did not intend its security units to have hair longer than a buzz cut, its head hair reacts the same as the finer hairs on the rest of its body
I’m explaining away the claws and fangs as the company trying to make their secunits more intimidating, but the real world reason is I keep calling Murderbot a cat with anxiety and just decided to run with it.
If you wanna see what I imagine is inside it click here.
#the murderbot diaries#murderbot#Cyborg#Val I am trusting that you have gotten to the point where Murderbot gets shorter already#It’s not that big a spoiler#you already know its hair gets longer#I guess I should also thank dilfosaur cause her humanized Fonts is a big reason my interpretation of MB has that face shape#I also once said MB probably looked like a yaoi boy but with metal and a buzzcut in place of the yaoi and the boy#Probably shoulda made its hands bigger#but I need to get this posted before I can post a different thing which I need to post before I go in for surgery#are you still reading this?
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quick thoughts that I have at mind in night: it makes me fucking mad how the writers handled Marcel and Klaus relationship.
Klaus was practically his father, and both Marcel and Klaus (and even Elijah) said a thousands of times they saw each other as father and son, because that's what they are.
But yet they practically were at each others throat 24/7. The Mikaelson (my baby girls all of them, except Mikael and Esther, they can rot) treated him like some outsider but welcomed Hayley (also my baby girl) with open arms.
(Not exactly tho, but you get my point. I could go on a whole speech about how the Mikaelson only see people they share blood with as family)
And I completely adore Hope, but why was she more important to Klaus than Marcel??? It's pushing the whole "bio kid is more important and loved that the adopted one" down our throats.
Also, I'm so mad they didn’t even get a goodbye scene in season 5. Fucking Caroline, his one night stand did, but not his own son?
I'm aware it's all fault of Julie Pl*c disgusting racist ass, but oh well.
#klaus mikaelson#marcel gerard#the originals#the vampire diaries#elijah mikaelson#hope mikaelson#hayley marshall#mikael mikaelson#esther mikaelson#anti caroline forbes#not really anti but i don't like her so#this is probably hard to read#i'm spanish and i was typing really hard as i waited for character ai to load so sorry for the grammar mistakes 🤭
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hot & totally neurotypical normal girls with no tism just endlessly repeatedly watch & rewatch the same early 2000s network tv shows on repeat & chuckle internally whenever anyone suggests something as ridiculous & outlandishly unlikely as watching a “new show”
#I know I was just talking about once upon a time & then I was talking about the vampire diaries#& cisne if you’re reading this I did not forget about our ghost whisperer episodes for this week#but it’s pretty little liars time right now actually#if you even suggest the possibility of me watching something new I’ll probably resist the urge to laugh in ur face cause I’m nice but also#imagine me laughing in my head#I’ll be in the nursing home like. granny needs her daily fix of Buffy the Vampire Slayer 🥺#tv tag
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the scene i find most relatable in all of the witcher saga is ciri in the korath desert, and idk what that says about me, but… probably nothing good 😅🙃
#i am emotionally connected to these events and her characterization during this chapter in ways i can’t even understand#this chapter is also probably singlehandedly why i think the witcher makes a brilliant YA series even if it’s not originally marketed as YA#ch 6 toc is excruciating but it is so cathartic and relieving to read :’(#because every young person has felt betrayed abandoned powerless and lost#ciri’s entire feeling beginning here which she recounts in ttos ch 1 to vysogota#that she felt so betrayed by the morals and goodness which geralt instilled in her because it was useless and did not save her#the whole series is about: if goodness does not save then what is the point of being good#and then when she goes insane from fire magic and shouts she’s going to make cabbages grow in the desert#this entire chapter is just what teenhood-young adulthood is like lmao#oscillating rapidly between ‘i am going to die here i am utterly powerless’ and ‘I CAN DO ANYTHING’#and her revenge fantasy exploding into killing everyone she loves because paranoia says they will also one day betray her#idk what else to say. really hit the nail on the head with ciri’s character. i understand now how she is the evil and geralt is the good#the elbow high diaries
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Okay but yin yu needs a raise this yin yu is overworked that. Where is the Ling wen needs a raise content
#Tgcf#Yin yu#ling wen#I do love the idea that yin yu has a great employment plan he's just long suffering and#If he's too busy working than he doesn't need to feel things ever#Obviously hua cheng probably bullied him and definitely made him transcribe his diary bc#“What if his highness wants to read it one day yin yu this is important yin yu”#But he also seems like the person who understands very well that money talks#And that an employee who is comfortable is much less likely to betray you#Meanwhile Ling wen is dealing with some bullshit 24/7#She's not being paid half the other gods never wrote out reports everyone is sexist she hasn't slept in 3 years#Jun wu calls her into his office twice a day to make her scribe his evil plans (tm)#She's tried she's overworked literally xie lian is the only who's ever said thank you to her ever#Yin yu gets invited to the overworked employees club for drinks (idk who else would be there besides Ling wen but let's imagine that there#Everybody complaining/screaming/wishing for death bc they're so tired#Yin yu: Oh I think there's been a mistake I actually have great benefits#Ling wen considers homicide and defecting right there and then#Idk why I'm trying to push the Ling wen yin yu friends agenda but here we are
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depressing goals for the night:
apply for transohio emergency funds
reach out to lgbt cleveland about possible relocation/job assistance
apply to at least 5 but ideally 10 more jobs
#my diary#they're probably gonna be mostly retail/fast food#I just need SOMETHING and they're all allegedly hiring#I'll be the judge of THAT#I honestly think it'd be good for me to have a place to go for a few hours a week anyway#I'm going insane#and my sister reached out to me today too :')#she's never been a big reader but she wants to try books again#and she asked if we could do like a sibling book club of 2 and read a book together#I gave her a few titles to look over and she's gonna get back to me this weekend on what we're reading#but it's looking like it might be braiding sweetgrass or parable of the sower
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your top 15 favourite tv shows can say a lot about your personality
Tagged by @kuhakukage
Let's go besties :
1. Courage the Cowardly Dog
2. Danny Phantom
3. Teen Titans
4. Teen Wolf
5. Inuyasha
7. Tokyo Ghoul
8. Shen He Ling/Word of Honor
9. Australia's next top model
10. Brooklyn 99
11. How to get away with murder
No tags all the besties can come list their favourite shows so i can get some good tv show recs thank yew.
#bear with me it'll take me some more years to reach 15 tv shows probably#cz im a hater i like watching shows just to analyze and criticise the hell out of them until they disintegrate inside my brain#so u can imagine the kind of stress i am under when i try to list shows I like when i cant even remember what i watched#these are the shows that I'd actually rewatch#i don't usually like to rewatch stuff because i feel like my head will explode if im not seeing new things#ok but now that i think about it what DOES it say about my personality#only 2 of the shows on this list are from my adult life lmao#fried braincell things#for HTGAWM i love Annalise Keating. viola Davis is IT she's the icon she IS the moment i love her.#amd also my girl Michaela pratt got me through college i am her she is me (academically)#b99 is beautiful perfect amazing i love it#on that note Andre braugher we miss you thank you for all that you did#i also love Gina and was annoyed asf when she was taken out of the show#currently im watching the vampire diaries and shit is not hitting im gonna be honest#I'm currently watching 3 series and reading 2 books at once so u can imagine why my brain is fried
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alrighty, so I finally finished It Ends With Us by Colleen Hoover... and I don't think it's glorifying abusive relationships or anything? Quite the opposite, it pretty clearly goes on about how it's not okay to do the things the abuser is doing at all. It's showing how these situations can happen and how people choose to deal with them and work things out with each other through the complicated feelings and decisions that arise from them, basically. Wasn't the best book I've ever read but wasn't the worst one either, and I think the author's note at the end goes over her reasons for writing it and personal experiences related to it pretty well
#i dont know what any of her other books are about or like but#when i saw people on reddit talking about it it was like 'these books are ruining people's ideas of healthy relationships!!!" type stuff#anyways im glad ive finally read one and know what i actually think#probably wont read another though that was quite enough for me#wasn't too enamoured with the writing style nor any of the characters#and got very annoyed by the repeating motifs and themes or wtv haha#like ellen degeneres diaries and 'naked truths' and the sheer number of times characters either 'sucked in a rush of air/rushing breath'#or blew one out#they were all huffing and puffing constantly like a bunch of big bad wolves#it ends with us spoilers#p
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I saw the most GORGEOUS girl today so probably gonna live off that high for the next week
#Shewassohotohmygodyoudontevenunderstand#i was trying so so hard not to stare at her when she walking by cause she was waitress at a mexican place while i waiting for my food so sh#was just trying to do her job and i didnt want her to notice and make her uncomfy#but omg it was so hard cause when she was in the room she was the only one in the room#she was so pretty and it just seemed so effortless#im genuinely so sad that i will never see her again i am not a eat in girly im a order in girly#so the fact that i was even in there today was a rare situation but i gotta find another reason to go there again cuz lord#and not to brag or anything buuuut i was there with my family and its not i was the one talking to them giving them the togo order#but she was one who brought our food out and she did hand the bags of food directly to me in the middle so im pretty sure she like me too s#or she was just handing it to the group and she wasnt really paying attention who she handed to cause she did turn her head when she did it#probably that one#oh and i fear i made waaaaayyy to much eye contact by pure accident i also accidently raised my chin at her#so she mightve picked up on my vibe but idk i want to say she was also making alot of eye contact with me but likely she was just bopping#around doing her job and just happened to catch my eyes a couple of times i mean it wasnt the biggest place but also not the smallest and#not busy at all so i can see why she would catch my eyes a couple times cuz i feel like if it was busy she wouldnt have time for her eyes t#wander you know#if you read all this i hate you this is my diary wtf are you doing here lol but can you tell im obsessed?#lgbtq#queer#birthday made tbh#Lgbtq+#gay#pride
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okay can we have a new rule that if you're my friend and know I struggle with rsd from adhd + you're planning on hanging out with mutual friends but specifically aren't inviting me for whatever reason. Maybe Don't Tell Me About It
#id just rather not know man. even if I cant go or dont particularly want to im going to get stung by it and it rly sucks#its a TON of extra effort i have to put in to emotionally navigate that information without overreacting and making it an issue#wait actually maybe i do need to sit down with her and explain this more explicitly. bc she probably doesnt rly know abt it#even tho ive mentioned it shes rly terrible at reading ppl and i probably dont let on much abt it anyway bc im used to dealing w it#ugh. but also its rly embarrassing to talk abt and ill have to tread so carefully to make sure it doesnt get misinterpreted. hmm#but itd be worth it if she stopped so. ill give it some thought#it makes me feel so unreal sometimes bc i cant always tell if im justifiably upset or if im 'just overreacting' so i assume the latter-#most of the time to give myself space to work thru the emotion and minimise the damage i might cause if i AM just overreacting#but then sometimes later on i realise that it was justified but its too late to bring it back up and anyway ive worked through it#and idk. theres smth self disrespectful abt it all im tired of making space all the time and never taking any up myself#im not THAT upset rn like this is a v minor thing but still. might be time to start nipping this stuff in the bud#aaanyway#im procrastinating eating bc i cooked a nice meal but now im not in the mood to eat it 😭😭 but i gotta fuel up.....#ill find smth to watch hopefully thatll do the trick#yawns so loud bye for now#.diaries
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apparently it's possible that sometimes you and your friend read the same book at the same time by accident and i find it hilarious
#and like not a new book either#i started using this semi new(?) e-library which has a pretty sparce selection of books so far#(it's probably relevant that the forementioned friend is the one who made me aware this said app exists)#but yeah sparce selection and i specifically wanted to listen to something while knitting#but i found out part of the Murderbot Diaries is available and started listening it#and today when I marked it as read on storygraph that yeah my friend had just finished it as well#and it had apparently been on her tbr for some time as well because it got recommended to her in a bookstore at some point#^i noticed#these tags are a mess idc#spruce/5 rambles
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I hate “love at first sight” or like instant infatuation in most cases but I think it’s a trope that CAN be done super well it just rarely is. there’s nothing exciting or interesting about two hot people who see each other & instantly fall in love all by itself nonsensically like idk I just don’t believe in that & find it dull. but there’s a way to do it where it’s like “YEAH that makes perfect sense” like two people who suffered something brief but absolutely insane together & can never let go of the thought of one another or someone who saw someone else do something crazy or really fucking cool or stupid & can’t let it go or someone totally isolated who’s decided to make the first person they’ve interacted with or who helped free them into this total savior who walks on water like it CAN be such a neat trope you just gotta sell it right.
#romance#I like to think I did it well with azula & katara in scream au#I mean they had seen each other before they went to the same school they just didn’t think about each other before That Night#it’s probably the only time I’ll write that instant infatuation for them#instant obsession sure but the romance should typically be slowburn for Azutara imo#anyway what this is actually about is my original WIP#I think Alice’s instant obsession with Nick makes perfect sense#given she’s a hopeless romantic & he’s a hot guy & the first person who’s not her sibling that she’s interacts with in 30 years#& he’s a journalist who’s parents just died of course he’s instantly obsessed with the beautiful ghost girl who proves#theres life beyond death & also introduces him to an intricate mystery that gets his investigative blood flowing#stairway#I need to post about this project even if only like 2 of you are reading it#it keeps me myself invested ok#this blog is really just a diary
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the place i do my therapy at has a chart to track how you're feeling about every 2 weeks and its helpful or whatever, but i love seeing the severe improvement after i got on antidepressants lmaooo
#resisting the urge to post the picture here bc i probably dont need to do that#but this is my diary and you all get to read it for fun#terrifiedofjudgement#how much do you think my therapist would understand what's wrong with me if i just give her my personal post tag?
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Which concept sounds more interesting, "Apollo falls in love with a woman and kidnaps her" or "Apollo causes an epidemic so a woman agrees to marry him"?
No, this is not about that Percy kid's universe. Just something random inspired by Greek mythology. But, I don't care who you are, if you see this, just tell me.
And, yes, a lot of people for some reason forget Apollo causes epidemics.
#diary pages#writing journal#the problem is when i read something it often inspires me#same happened with the iliad#i guess i could have another wip to pick at when i'm bored#not a fanfiction just a random story with characters from greek mythology also probably set in modern times#writers on tumblr#apollo#greek gods#greek mythology#apollo x oc#mythology inspired fiction#ideas#but maybe i would put it on ao3 sometime#just... i'd hope none of my professors see this XD#hopefully they don't go in the loony bin#i'm almost leaning to the epidemic myself#it's more interesting besides it gives the female character more agency#tho kidnapping would be in character for apollo dude literally stalked a woman until she turned into a tree so he'd leave her be#this wouldn't be too fluffy maybe even have horror elements#though probably some humor too i mean i can see “apollo -_- no -_-” being a constant#no disrespect meant beside's there's worse concepts#just tell me what you think... whoever you are
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