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random 1am thoughts on betas:
when everything else is equal? betas are better at puzzling out scent clues than anybody.
that is: put a beta and any other dynamic in a space where they can both smell but not see a third person. tell third person not to block or control scent in any way. have third person listen to (eg) music that stirs up their emotions. the beta is going to pick up the associated change in the third person's scent. either with better accuracy, faster timing, or more clarity. exactly how depends on specifics of course.
this feature is part of why some betas end up helping others with scent control training. they might not know why it changed, or how it's changing, but "that is different!" is a common thing for them to notice.
a beta that struggles to read social cues will realize that something is happening, but might lack the context. this can be frustrating. especially when people around them act like it should be obvious. or when they try to pretend they're fine, not realizing that subtle changes might be giving them away.
betas don't have scents? nah, betas can smell each other just fine. alphas and omegas walking by are obvious - it's intense, or it lingers, or it almost leaves a trail behind. not their fault that alphas and omegas assume that everybody is as smelly as them.
youngsters are also obvious, but not due to intensity. the emotions are more in flux, so there are different elements of scent appearing and fading out all the time. betas who teach the older grades learn quickly the importance of good ventilation and breaks for fresh air.
beta parents spend extra time scenting their kids before letting them go far away for long periods. an omega might settle for a lengthy cuddle that morning. an alpha may go for a long hug at the door. but a beta? they've been taking naps with the brand new backpack for days, rubbing a wrist on each sweater collar, getting friends to sniff test their kiddo's favorite comfort item one more time. whatever it takes to ensure that their little camper doesn't get homesick. it's just 3 nights with their cousins? doesn't matter!
everyone assumes betas don't have to worry about the other dynamic's issues...and in a way, that's true. they don't have to live with those same problems. but they still want many of the same things - and, perhaps, have to face other struggles.
not just "betas are second choice as partners" or "betas are the invisible wheels that keep society going" or "betas are normal and boring" either.
in a world where the signs of an omega being treated poorly are well known, do people know what it looks like if a beta is being harmed? what about if the beta is the one doing wrong? do people take it seriously?
in a world where betas struggle to procreate, compared to alpha or omega peers...are they treated with pity or overlooked in comparison? are they left out of social depictions of happy families? are they depicted on the sidelines, only shown as a token?
in a world where betas are assumed to not be attracted to other dynamics, is it a struggle to find representation? are there young betas who realize the happy couple they thought were o/o, are actually o/b, and there's a surge of interest and excitement they can't name?
do betas struggle to feel valid when they are different? are they so likely to be painted with the "average" brush that they assume their issues aren't significant? young betas who see the depiction of the hormonal chaos of being a young alpha or omega, and come to the wrong conclusions. surely, the fact they they've felt nothing for weeks is just the post-presentation normality setting in. that vague sense of dread felt on waking up every morning where they have to leave home - that's nothing. they were able to get up, so it's fine. they aren't avoiding mirrors and their reflection. they just don't care about that stuff. only showering in the dark is a sign of nothing. even if it was, there are people who wish to be betas, so who are they to complain? betas believing that problems are for others and not for them. so used to being called the norm, that the idea of needing help slips through the cracks with them.
(where was I going with this? past me! explain yourself! which setting was this for?!)
#omegaverse#twovvie chatters#beta headcanons#maybe?#not quite but also maybe#omegaverse worldbuilding#literally woke up with this in the drafts#went āwhere was i going with this?ā#i have no idea#kinda want to look for beta centric omegaverse now tho
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midsummerās night dream redraw/study/whatever but its utenanthy
original reference under cut
#my art#revolutionary girl utena#rgu#utena tenjou#anthy himemiya#utenanthy#arghhhh so happy with thisā¦..#i was fearing rendering the background but it turned out well i think#rendering utena and anthy was also pretty fun :)#procreate canvas info says the time tracked was 6.5 hours but im not sure if tracked time means all the time i had the canvas open or not#bc i did sit with this canvas open and doing nothing quite a few times#so. this took 6.5 hours at most and maybe likeā¦ 5 at least? idk#im bad at estimating this#2024
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You know, the great thing about the LOTR and Silmarillion fandoms on here is that you can ask an obscure question and get the most detailed, well researched, citations-all-included, emotionally resonant answer from an account with a name like āGollumsBigBootyā or āOrgy-of-the-Valarā.
#tolkien#lord of the rings#lotr#silmarillion#the hobbit#knowledgeable weirdos#said with all due affection#as someone who is also possibly quite a weirdo#though maybe not the most knowledgeable kind
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tf2 karaoke! š¤š¶
(here's a list of the referenced+a couple extra songs)
#tf2#team fortress 2#if you are upset spy didnt sing...i do think if he tried it would be quite nice#maybe ne me quitte pas by jacques brel?#i think it would be like haunting and it would make everyone tear up even tho they dont know what he's saying#demo is sobbing.#soldier is also sobbing because he's not speaking english and he's so confused
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THE HEART KILLERS (2024) I EP. 3 "I want you. Nothing more than that."
#the heart killers#the heart killers the series#thk#dunk natachai#joong archen#joongdunk#fadel x style#fadelstyle#kantbison#uservix#userfaiza#userrlaura#userrlana#userspicy#usermor#fyeahthaidramas#tuseryoo#thai bl#asiandramanet#something something about how gentle fadel used to be in the past#dancing with his lover while smiling and whispering something in their ear#and how right now he's mandhandling style#it's maybe something broke in him#and also maybe because he wants to keep his relationship with style as unpersonal as possible - it's just lust nothing more etc#but on the other hand im actually convinced that fadel does want style in this aggressive way - i mean the man is barely holding back#especially considering what we know fadel was doing at the end of the last episode#and the acting choices here are so good bc style clearly seems quite happy with himself that he has driven fadel to be this intense#mywork
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day 285
oh we got green/red/purple color-coded goth women?? waow
#day 285#year 5#aradia megido#kanaya maryam#rose lalonde#homestuck#*coughs up blood* goth women...... my final message 2 the world.......#also v pleased w aradias lil guitar headstock i think its fun#also this is ALMOST monster gfs but alas theres only 3 hex girls and jade didnt quite have the goth girl cred to be the green one#BUT arguably designwise green gal is like. frankenstein coded red is vampire and purple is werewolf SO#i couldve maybe done a color palette swap and done aradia jade and kanaya in those roles#maybe someday if i feel like revisiting this idea idk
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so much happened in this whole episode but iām still on fig infiltrating rubenās dream, making it look like the place where his friend was murdered, and then disguising herself as kipperlilly & repeatedly saying different variants of āsomebody needs to take the fall for this, and itās not going to be me. itās going to be you.ā while adaine as the elven oracle shows up next to her. can you imagine waking up from that, the idea of a horrible truth being pinned on you by your friend to save her own skin while the personification of fate and destiny stands there, almost as a promise that this is GOING to happen to you. we donāt even know if this kid is guilty. my god.
#fantasy high#dimension 20#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#fantasy high junior year#fig faeth#ruben hopclap#lucy frostblade#the rat grinders#adaine abernant#kipperlilly copperkettle#watching fig terrorize him like girl!!! we donāt even know if heās guilty!!!!#this might just be for me but i do not think 5 teenagers willingly brutally killed their friend idk#like there just has to be some other element to it and i am very scared to find out what that was#what if they were put in a position where they felt there was/there was no other choiceā¦ like oh my god#my comedy brain is having fun but my āthis is a teenagerā brain is in such deep distress all the time this season#the rat grinders i trust brennan to not make u cartoonishly evil so i am holding u as gently as i can in my confused shaky hands#also with the devilās nectar iāve been wondering why they all seem so well-adjusted & now iām curious if theyāve been intentionally-#changing their memories in a way so that either the trauma is lesser or they think they arenāt guilty. idk#but it seems like from how gertie was talking she was making it more recently so the well adjustedness from early jy doesnāt quite add up#they could have another source maybe??? idk iām just low stakes 4 a.m. spitballing here#thereās also the strong possibility that theyāre aware of what happened but they werenāt the ones who killed lucy. idk who knows#the way you could probably devilās nectar yourself into believing it wasnāt your fault someone diedā¦ CRAZY IMPLICATIONS!!! CRAZY IDEA!!!#anyways the bad kids & the rat grinders donāt ever have to like each other but i do wonder if at least some of those kids deserve a chance
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A blow straight through the heart.
Fic so good it ended me my art slump
The image quality got messed up, click here for a better version
#brienne of tarth#jaime lannister#jaime x brienne#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#fic: The Golden Knight by dreadwulf#(based on)#the green knight#IT'S SO GOOD PLEASE READ IT#had me bawling for days#and please click for details they took years off my lifespan#i think i overdid it but i haven't touched a pen in like two years so#i got so carried away by the moss i forgot that i have to color all of that in later#but i wanted to do the descriptions justice#that and having the sudden overwhelming desire to draw a bunch of greenery (i have not seen a tree in weeks)#also i am aware the height difference is a bit off maybe but she's literally described as impossibly tall!#anyway i really hate what happened to the image quality. idk where i can upload it in hd#as to where i've been: long story short i graduated. employment got me. had burnout and family issues. quit and changed jobs. normal stuff#somewhere in between all that i got myself a cat :)#i only just regained the will to draw again and i hope it lasts this time#i might be able to post my older wips soon#i want to join aa week this year i hope i have the time to do it#nbsart
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I saw staff promoted your snake drawing! That's so cool!
I'm honestly still stunned by the feature! What a way to start off the new year!
#ask#digital art#I was also in their year of the dragon feature post - but to be the *first* artist on the list??? Oh my god?#Thank you all so much to everyone who reblogged and interacted with the post to get it boosted for staff to see!#And thanks for popping in to send a message. It *is* cool and I still don't quite feel like it's a real thing that happened!#Year of the snake so far has been a wild one! I still need to learn how to draw snakes properly though!#...Maybe I'll make that may next art study. Snart Snudy.#Putting my snens (snake pens) to my snaper (snake paper).
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bears for sale @ letterstoear
#i think it's a bit of missed opportunity that sebek is the only bear with pointy eyes bcs his eyes is what makes me think he's really cute ā”#not sure how nice it'd look in real product; but i think it'd be nice if bear floyd and bear jade also has pointy eyes with different angle#twst#twisted wonderland#sebek zigvolt#malleus draconia#lilia vanrouge#twst silver#maybe even leona & jamil too bcs they are quite the mwehehe deep down like ļ¼¼ļ¼¼\\Ł©(ļæ½ļæ½`^Ā“ą¹)Ū¶//ļ¼ļ¼and sleepy eyes for silver#and aw it would also be cute and more distinctive if riddle's bear had the heart shaped bang like sebek's bolt bang; i think#fanart#i just saw grim plush on the shop page too; lmao omg he's so cute & evil looking#sebek is behaving bcs malleus and lilia bear is on him
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For Requestober
Papyrus and Sans cozily hugging each other in soft clothesššš
(well this is literally first time I did this hope didn't do anything wrong)
Day 10 - Sleepy snoozey skeletons
#My art#Requestober#UT#Handplates#Papyrus#Sans#You did everything just fine!! Thank you for the req!! <3#How can I resist skeleton snuggles ah the cutes the sweet lads#You didn't specify Handplates but I went ahead and slapped one on there for funsies haha#Unusual for Papyrus to be out of his gloves! Maybe in that transitional period or just too sleepy and forgot haha#Those sillies in Gaster's old clothes - fashion icon that skeleton#I mean Sans is fairly normal-looking - he's always comfy!! Gotta be ready to nap on the spot#Every once in a while I still think back to when I first got into Undertale and there was this one fanart of Sans#In a very lovely loose and low-shouldered shirt <3 It's just a pretty image I carry around with me and sometimes emulate even now#A scoop neck on a skeleton shows off so many bones! Shoulders and scapulae and spine or ribs/clavicles ahh#Papyrus on the other hand is forging fashion hehe <3#Similar basketball shorts? Could be!#The posing was quite fun ah āŖ One leg over the other or one foot over the other#Almost mirrored! Not completely entangled but also very close!#Sans especially looks really cozy ahh <3 I love when he cat-snuggles into Papyrus' chest/under his chin#Protected-protective right over his Soul <3#As long as they're together they're fine ā„
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4 MINUTES (2024) I 1.03 "I didn't think you were like this. Like what? Like this..."
#4 minutes#4 minutes the series#userfaiza#userrlaura#uservix#userrlana#tonkla#win#win x tonkla#wintonkla#tonkla x win#jjay patiphan#fuaiz thanawat#thai drama#bl series#thai bl#after this episode i feel that 'the woman was too stunned to speak" meme because whew girl....#jeez louise tonkla is kinda self destructive tho#but i kinda get it: he's grieving and korn ignoring him must sting extra hard#but win seems to be quite self-destructive as well if we're being honest....#also tonkla's sleeping with win is not only because he's sad and wants to distract himself#it's also maybe a way for him to punish korn.... like 'look what i'm doing while you're not here' kinda stuff#but im still rooting for them to fall in love bc that would make things EXTRA complicated soooooooooooooooo#plus kinda interesting how he's acting completely different with win - he's not faking anything the same way he does with korn hmmmmmmmmmmm#and i kinda respect win just going with the flow tho - my man was not complaining and doing whatever he was told#love that tonkla kinda looks like the mafia boss and win is his boytoy - surely this doesn't mean anything....#mywork
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"One big question about Hamlet focuses on what a Catholic ghost talking about a Catholic purgatory is doing in an apparently Protestant play. After the religious turmoil of the middle years of the 1550s, Elizabeth's accession marked the establishment of Protestantism as the religion of England: Catholicism was outlawed and driven underground. Two particular doctrinal differences are often used to focus the theological disagreements between Catholicism and Protestantism. The first is the question of transubstantiation and the physical presence of Christ in the Eucharist. The second is more obviously stageworthy: the presence, provenance, and reliability of ghosts. In Hamlet, the ghost's description of his imprisonment 'confined to fast in fires / Till the foul crimes done in my days of nature / Are burnt and purged away' (1.5.11-13) describes the outlawed theology of purgatory, just as the ghost's very presence is anathema to Protestant doctrine, which could not allow that anyone returned from the dead. Horatio, alumnus of a distinctly Protestant university in Wittenberg, a place indelibly associated with Martin Luther's radical challenge to the Catholic Church in 1517, expresses more orthodox reformed views. He questions what the ghost intends, warning Hamlet not to follow: it 'might deprive your sovereignty of reason / And draw you into madness' (1.4.54-5)."
āDr. Emma Smith, This is Shakespeare (emphasis mine; this sums up pretty well what i couldn't cover about religion in my post on why hamlet isn't dithering. the fact that the ghost is clearly catholic and yet hamlet has been going to THEE martin luther university... either the catholics are right or The Devil Is Here)
#max.txt#hamlet#personally i subscribe to a catholic hamlet or at least a hamlet raised catholic who maybe is having a#protestant arc in his college days but there is basically no#textual basis for that i just think if i had to go to sunday school#in the catholic church then he should have to as well#anyway. i quite like the emma smith book so far. very accessible but also full of info#< will post more quotes as i go but. i am so busy you understand
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Thatās Not Paulā¦
a āPaul is Deadā short comic by meee
some notes under the cut
i wanna preface by saying i donāt believe in the whole theoryā¦ i just like to indulge in it in an alternate universe sort of way ( not taking it seriously lol )
i realized drawing halfway in that i drew them in the sgt. pepperās release day outfits ( which you can see here ) so it might not be accurate in terms of āreplacingā Paul ā ļø
the boysā speech bubbles are the color of their sgt. pepperās uniforms ( hopefully itās easy to read ! )
as for how i see the whole theory: i think george is suspicious of āPaulā ( Billy ) and obvious doesnāt want to call him that or accept him. Johnās just happy he has āPaulā back with him but does have his moments where he gets paranoid about the situation. And Ringoās just happy to be there HELP
i might make more stuff regarding the theory in the future just cause itās fun but weāll seeee thank you for listening
#the beatles#beatles#paul mccartney#john lennon#george harrison#ringo starr#mclennon#??? implied mclennon i guess!#billy shears#my art#paul is dead#paul is dead theory#thatās not paul#sgt peppers lonely hearts club band#also happy mclennon Monday wooooo#you can see the progression of how i drew them bruh this is embarrassing PLEASE BE NICE i literally had this idea since like late May so#itās been quite awhile but i think im getting better#if i was there id be like STOP FIGHTINGGGGGGG#maybe thatās ringo#also im sorry if its in shitty quality just click on it i promise it looks better bro goddamnit
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the crane returns on the wind
#shenhe#genshin impact#genshin#genshin fanart#yaay :) this was for the fanart contest#i feel quite productive recently and more like confident (?) in my process. maybe#åē„#ē³é¹¤#iuhope iĀ Ā win something because i think i completely tagged my post wrong last time#SKULLEMOGI#artists on tumblr#i also stayed up until 6 to finish this ystd because i had other plans today LMFAOHGSKLD#and yet i still posted it within 12 hours of the deadline
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#i know itās not quite what op meant re: the glass#but since will is the only one who could/would remove the glass#and hannibal has no say in the matter#and since they put those nifty little terrarium breathing holes in the glass#these are the same to me <3#also I promise these were brightened but maybe i should do it again š« #bc every time i brighten hannibal gifs i think āyeah that's probably enoughā then I look again & it's the darkest gif I've made in my life#hannigram#hannibal lecter#will graham#hannibal#nbc hannibal#hannigram gifs#hannibal gifs#dorianās gifs
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