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saw someone post a bingo board wayyy back but haven't seen one since so i made my own version for this new season
(if you saw the same one I did when season one came out then some of the squares are repeats because they're so good but I don't remember who it belonged to do I can't give credit)
feel free to reblog, download, and share. have fun playing!
#ghost files#if anyone does know blogs that have made one in the past please let me know!!#this one isn't a copy per say since there's plenty of differences but i did get very used to using that one for episodes#so you'll notice similarities#especially in general design#either way it is very very fun to play along during episodes if you never have#10/10 would recommend#watcher entertainment#shane madej#ryan bergara#watcher#ghost files s3
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you guys get my vision right
#i wanted to draw the sketches for at least one page but im way too tired and i def dont feel like figuring out fancy bw environments rn#anywhere theres vertical lines there should be some sort of bg like something that shows theyre in a space#also noticed i draw imesh and mat the same which kinda makes sense cause thats elias type but its also cause um. skill issue on my part#im so tired like literally about to pass out. but i will say drawing storyboards then thumbnailing is as fun as art gets#wip#nota per me meno inquietante il panel di elias più bellino
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REACH OUT, TOUCH FAITH
warmup doodle :>
i've been watching THE BIG O while knitting. it sure is a show. i just finished episode 21 so no spoilers, but idk man, Roger's starting to give some "gonna die for your sins" vibes
#the big o#cackle draws#(for people who don't click the link: look up the 'Personal Jesus' cover by Priest. it SLAPS)#started watching for the pathetic-looking little man#kept watching because what the happ is fuckening.#so far the show's biggest flaws are that it needed double the episode length and to not be a 'monster of the week'#it has a lot of neat stuff to say and show but it REALLY needs more time to show it without requiring A Big Monster Battle#season 2 has been noticeably more cohesive but i think another 10 or so minutes per episode would've still helped#i like it tho!! it's been fun! tho there's still a few more episodes for it to somehow disappoint me sdlfjsadl;fs
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when i think about how Bojack’s fully deserved punishment for Sarah Lynn’s death still took the form of him giving a ton of money to her worthless abusive parents who exploited her her whole life and still exploited her in death and ended up looking like innocent victims to the whole world
#bojack horseman#sarah lynn#i so so so wish that they had finished this storyline by implying that paige sinclair somehow discovered that there was something bad there#i wouldn't even have needed a conclusion per say just the implication that she noticed the step-father being a weirdo#and wanted to look into it but no. those two got a perfect happy ending#if anything things are probably better for them with sarah lynn's death (no more problem and still a ton of money) and it makes me so sad#i know this show is not about cheap happy ending but sarah lynn's piece of shit parents getting such a good deal out of death...#that's too much man
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love how breqs favorite form of communication is just looking directly at someone who just said something stupid, waiting for them to realize what they said was very stupid
#honorable mention to all the times she says “i said nothing”#like if you're actually looking for it you'll notice she says it several times per chapter#the imperial radch#ancillary justice
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I caved and made them real. Obverse me losing more and more motivation to draw as I made each of these back to back lol
#keese draws#oc art#oc#pmd#pokemon#pokemon mystery dungeon#pmd oc#these guys are inspired by my usual pokerogue team#oh also imagine a question mark after every he/him I have the trans woman beam pointed at all of them#these are just initial concepts for the actual characters themselves now that I’ve developed the world a lil bit#but yeah these 4 were childhood friends who wanted to be in an exploration team together but had to split up for years#tart and quart both had to move away and cart ended up leaving his hometown to try and become a real adventure a few months later#cart and bart remained in contact for a few years before cart got caught up in some crime circles#he was incredibly trusting when he was younger so he got taken advantage of and ended up digging himself a deeper hole in an attempt to be#manipulative back and eventually he got scared enough that he tried to reach out to a guild and acted as a spy for them in turn for them#eventually helping to clear his name and allowing him membership#there were parts of the deal that were unfair and kind of shady but he was desperate enough to pretend he didn’t notice#after he joined he started immediately putting out listings for new team members and he fully planned on being super picky#but when two of his childhood friends applied he was over the moon about it#and immediately accepted both of them#now quart also applied because he had recently ran away from his old life and was desperate to have a new one#and he missed his old friends deeply so when he saw one of them actually managed to start building the team they all wanted to make he was#quick to apply even if he was rusty as hell on normal non contest combat#cart didn’t recognize him at first and mostly only let him have a trial run because he thought it was funny that an eevee of all things was#applying for a high level exploration team and he fully planned on telling quart off immediately afterwards#this ofc made quart very upset and angry but he didn’t try to clairify who he was because he just assumed that time had made cart into an#asshole which isn’t wrong per say but quart didn’t realize cart didn’t recognize him#it was a rough trial expedition but cart found himself actually quite impressed with quart’s slight of paw skills and his impressive biting#speed so he decided to give quart a real chance instead of a mocking one#eventually quart laughs for the first time around him and that makes cart realize who he is and that makes him feel horrible
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Maybe I did this to myself but it does irk me when people see me knitting and they ask who it’s for and I say it’s for me and the immediate reaction is “you should sell it” yeah… let me spend at least a week’s worth of my free time making an item I like, want, and would wear just to sell it on etsy, making at most a £2 profit on materials and not being compensated for my time whatsoever 👍🏻
#i say maybe i did this to myself because historically i have gifted most of the items i have knitted#because the venn diagram of things i like to knit vs things i like to wear is actually 2 circles that don’t touch#i looove making hats. i HATE wearing hats#also i love making baby clothes but i don’t have a baby and i’m not going to have a baby#however lately i’ve gotten really into knitting socks and i really like to wear knit socks. it’s like the most affordable way for me to get#quality wool socks. and i’m going to be watching my shows anyway. the time will pass anyways#but it feels like people are deliberately making me feel weird for wanting to make stuff for myself and not profit off my hobby#and like i’ve made 3 pairs of socks to gift already because ‘tis the season or whatever. and i’ve started another pair for a friend whose#birthday is in january#genuinely it’s very weird to hear ‘you should sell it’ or ‘oh i want one!!’ about an item i’m making for myself. after 18 years of gifting#or donating basically everything i’ve ever knitted. like i’ve gifted 2 double bed size crochet blankets#everyone i’ve known who’s had a baby has gotten a cardigan or a blanket or hats or all of the above#i spent october making poppies for the church. i’ve never even stepped foot in my village church mind you. my neighbour asked me to help#do you know what i own? that i’ve knitted? a pair of mittens and a pair of socks.#you want some socks from me? alright. that’s anywhere between £6 and £10 for the yarn and that’s optimistic#i’m currently making myself a pair with hand-dyed yarn that cost me £18 including delivery#the needles i use cost me more than £10. time… let’s call it 24 hours per sock#i don’t know anyone with 18 years experience who makes minimum wage so let’s call it an even 600 for my time. tbh#DO YOU SEE how this isn’t a viable side hussle??? i physically cannot charge what my socks are worth#if i like you and you’re willing to wait; socks are free or cost whatever the yarn costs#if i don’t like or know you venmo me £620. and you’re still going to have to wait.#just pisses me OFF when people suggest i make an etsy page and they say it like they’re doing me a favour or giving me great financial#advice. like you’ve seen me sitting here all evening and i’m barely done with the cuff.. do you actually think selling these for £20 maximum#is going to help me out. i’m not selling them. they’re FOR me. i’m making them because i want them#also when my friend’s family was saying this to me and i was like ‘well the yarn cost a fiver’ and they got quiet and i was thinking yeah…#a fiver is the maximum you cheapskates would pay isn’t it. a fiver is cheap sock yarn bought on sale. or yarn that probably isn’t actually#good for socks. like don’t presume to give me financial advice when you’re this out of touch with the market please#next person who asks when i’m going to start selling socks is getting this whole rant in entirety tbh i don’t care anymore#personal#edited to add that i didn’t even get into etsy fees or whether i would even be noticed among the mountain of dropshippers LOL
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tagged by the lovely @whatwillyousing to choose 4 favourite charas from 4 different series for ppl to vote who is most like me!! yjh from orv, mia fey from aa, mipha from botw and n pokemon b&w
tagging @solcarow @tamaharu @warmgrey @ankhlesbian @sm1l3b0t @rosabienfuerte and anyone else who wants to do it ever
#kind of hard to choose characters. bc the thing is no one is going to say im like glados portal#yjh was easy bc i have literally never gone this crazy abt a character before. the most special in the world#but apparently i love women who die. okay#miku is. well miku doesnt have a “character” per say. but she is my friend#ive listened to miku since i was 8 miku is my friend#what else am i supposed to say. i love hollyleaf warrior cats??? i love rue princess tutu???#i am noticing patterns.#okay i changed my mind miku doesnt have enough personality to be in this poll. n from pokemon is there instead#really hard to pick an ace attorney character. mia and edgeworth and trucy and kazuma are all soso special#i couldnt put edgeworth though#bc first of all if this poll wasnt at least 50% women i would have had to have been taken out back and shot.#and second if it was zelda instead of mipha and edgeworth instead of mia it would have been an autism sweep.#which like. fair. but variety is the spice of life or so they say#elliot lore#also everyone else i like is too niche... i cant be saying the robot mia from humans. no one has watched that
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hello tungle dot net i have drunk spirits tonight for the first time in I think 2 maybe 3 years and I would like to say to you all that I love you dearly and genuinely. if we have spoken at all even in passing a guarantee that I think of you often and in high regard. if I have ever like, not responded to you or tumblr equiv of left you on read it is absolutely because I am extremely anxious as a person and also autistic as all get out and do not know how to interact with people in a socially acceptable manner. You are all beautiful incredible people and I would talk to you more if only I knew how. goodnight, and from the bottom of my heart, I love you guys
#juno.txt#tw alcohol#i'm not sure how else to tw tag as i do not generally drink or blog about it#please let me know if there is anything i should tag in future should i decide to do this again#sorry about my overly formal manner of speach. again i am autistic#and as one chuck tingle would say that is my autistic trot#and once more. i love you guys. ik I am a wee bit drunk but fr I do really love yall 💖💖💖💖💖#editing to add if i have ever ignored your tag games one million per cent its bc i straight forgor#pls continue to tag me i love to be included and also - in case you havent noticed - to talk
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#long talk in tags incoming i guess#i don't understand why people keep following me when everything i do is complaining lately#and not about dnp per se. but about how the work is done and how their team *coughs* martyn *coughs* is handling stuff#i'm just looking at all this mess and i can't agree with basically anything#everything goes against my beliefs when it comes to work organisation. customer focus and etc.#and i'm trying SO hard to mildly help for free. and i'm just getting ignored. but that's like.. basic fixing and shit#any decent company would do it and say thank you for noticing and letting us know#but not irl merch lmao#and it all feels and looks like a massive joke#and i'm so so tired to basically pay for existence of this mess#i'm rethinking a lot of tour related decisions i made. and i know the reason i made them was about travelling more than the show itself#so i don't completely regret it#i'm just so tired of being spat in the face (figuratively speaking) over and over again#and tired of no one taking their job seriously ffs#neither martyn nor dnp nor their fucking editors#and i'm doing all that not for attention or whatever. but because I really care for the words to be correct and for the fucking text..#.. to be in the middle. like idc about the credit or WHO i need to ask for it to be fixed. i just want it to be fixed#so it looks good and how it should look#like. it's not that hard to put a little care into the things you do and getting paid for#I don't understand how it became so normalized. how being a bad manager is okay if you work with a fanbase and you're a 'small company'#a small company who has more than enough money to hire people to check things btw. if only anyone cared#i'm just so so tired of caring. because apparently it's not something everyone else does.#and i can let it slide when it comes to dnp. they are not being literally hired to do it. but others..... yeah#today was a moment when i thought 'that's a perfect opportunity to leave. enough.'#but the tour is in 1.5 months and i have tickets so i can't leave lmao#what kind of joke that is? oh and i know i'm fully responsible for this mild breakdown#personal
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hot take but comparing destiels confession and the wwdits finale is insulting
#typing this makes me feel chronically online#because this isn’t the kind of thing i care about anymore#but like. how dare you?#destiel was a twelve season build up (with actual season lengths mind you)#literally five times the episode numbers and double the run time per episode#nandermo DIDNT EVEN GO CANON#i am sick of people acting like that ending was anything but a fuck you from paul simms#i wanted nandermo too. so bad. but it Did. Not. Happen.#not only did it not happen#they made a point to make fun of us for wanting it#there’s a lot more i want to say about it but i don’t have the words yet#i just don’t understand how anyone can compare destiel and nandermo is a way that’s meant to be positive#the only comparison i can think of is one was thought to be a queerbait and then wasn’t#and the other was thought to be the opposite and then was#i have also jumped on the wwdits queer bait train because yeah actually. just calling them queer isn’t enough#there wasn’t a single regular m/m or f/f relationship that lasted more than a couple episodes#everyone shouted “we have a gay vampire show!!” so loud no one noticed there was fuck all queer activity the whole time#like. we should have seen it coming. why did we bother hoping?#wwdits finale#destiel#superntural#dean x castiel#dean winchester#deancas#spn#spn s15#spn finale#wwdits nandermo#nandermo#nandor the relentless
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caring for your intestines is not fun; knew I had too many fiber-based treats yesterday, so I had some fruits and veggies today plus some dried prunes and, for the first time, kombucha
turns out kombucha carbonation is next level compared to soda carbonation, and intestinal distress is a known side effect of having kombucha for the first time, on top of everything else happening in my guts at the time
and then I went over to my parents for chili and cornbread for dinner
finally the evil is being expelled, and since this is the oversharing about your body community, I'm venting here about it
#cc og#I bought like five other bottles of the stuff too rip in pieces; hoping itll be fine if i don't drink a whole bottle in one sitting#i love the semi ai listicles about the side effects of kombucha; they so clearly want to hit a minimum of three to five items#so other side effects include potentially excess weight gain or sugar intake bc kombucha has as much sugar and cals as... a regular soda#and also watch out for the caffeine! up to ten whole milligrams per serving! (a fraction of what a coke has)#and finally they list the potential for alcohol content as if those with a noticeable amount wouldn't be labeled at the store#so you get four completely useless paragraphs and one in the middle that actually says that the mix of different probiotics and#carbonation can fuck your stomache up if you aren't used to it#anyways the situation would be best described as liquid and im actually very relieved about that#constipation is wayyy less fun
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this is weird and overly personal but blogging about it anyway. i started a silly project at the end of may this year to exercise every single day (with small exceptions for exams etc) until the first sleep token show - idk why i chose that (i do, it was 'do it for vessel') but having a finite goal is so much easier to work towards than 'i will continue this habit for the rest of my life'. long story short i've done it and i'll continue on even though the first show has passed (do it for papa v this time?) but just saw myself in the mirror in the hotel i'm staying at for the next ritual and jdbdhjdbdj i've got some defined muscle i didn't have this time six months ago thank u vessel
#i don't have a huge mirror in my uni house so didn't notice but. yeah. sorry for rambling about this#just a bit thrilled#of all the great things that becoming a fan of some bands has done for me#this is the most surprising#it's not a crazy schedule btw it's just one thing per day no matter how intense#so could range from a full muay thai class to just walking to campus#it's so much easier than saying#'i will complete this specific exercise every single day no excuses'#because 'do it for vessel' has its limits#so. stayed very flexible but consistent#it wasn't for appearances#genuinely happier with that than i ever have been in my memory#(thanks copia)#just for overall health#and i do feel physically great#mentally better too now that i'm prioritising it#sorry again wow cant shut up#yeah im . jdbdjd :')#been quite a day of doing new things#and it just hit me that i've stayed consistent for 6 months#with visible proof that i didn't intend#and genuinely without a shred of doubt it's all because of vessel#i think i must have seen how healthy he's looking nowadays and thought wow <3 wish that were me#now it's beginning to be#bye to the engineering stick muscles jdbdjdhd
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An old man representing 'Time' emerged from a cave [...] followed by his daughter 'Truth'—an unsubtle reference to Queen Mary's motto, 'Truth the Daughter of Time'. In Truth's hands was an English translation of the Bible that had been banned during Mary's reign. When Truth presented this to the new queen, Elizabeth kissed it reverently and thanked the city for its gift. The symbolism could not have been more obvious: the reformed faith, championed by Anne and adopted by her daughter, had triumphed.
Borman, Tracy. 2023. Anne Boleyn & Elizabeth I : The Mother and Daughter Who Forever Changed British History.
#tracy borman#hmmmmm#few things i'm noticing here...#'unsubtle' + 'the symbolism could not have been more obvious' (mine proofreader's eye says: you only need one of these to make the point)#and she's not wrong; it's not. but it feels like an odd point to make. pageants like these were not *intended* to be subtle#it was not the point of them . they were intended to be obviously illustrative tableaus. that was their medium#two: the english translation of the bible was not ...quote banned unquote...in marian england...per say#they were not *printed* so. in effect. but the subject of english translations of the bible in the marian era#has a lot of complexities that are belied here#i get it; this is not primarily a book about marian government/theologians .#but im an academically rigorous quibbler. at heart
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i just don’t understand. why say ur ready to talk if you aren’t?
can u believe this post is what got me to reach tag limit
#vaugepostimg on main about an irl don’t mind me#i just. am feeling sad bcus i have been trying to keep my distance and respect the space they said they needed. and then they reached out to#me for their book club and said we should chat and i got excited! i miss my friend of course i got excited#still let them take the lead. i want them to be comfortable. they said they’d lmk what day they were free#and then proceeded to ghost me for like. almost two weeks??#(it was 10 days but !!! still!!! almost 2 weeks from them suggesting i come to book club which would’ve inherently necessitated an irl talk#and then after all that yesterday said they actually weren’t ready which. hurted#tbf i knew something was up after like 2 days of them not replying so it’s not like i was fully caught off guard it just really hurt#and like i feel weird bcus our social circles are really overlapped and i spent a lot of time with them last winter and i had thought#that would happen again this winter. we would swim together a lot and i consistently went to their house dinners#bcus if i care about you i show up! and i’m understanding ! bcus i am patient and kind person and as a triple taurus i’m not tryna rush ever#especially when it comes to people’s emotions ??? especially if someone has told me i hurt them???? like ik im an autistic lesbian but#despite popular conceptions on that particular identity. im not fucking evil ????? if you ask for space i will give you space !!!!!#and like when it comes to emotions and conflict i’m blunt but i’m caring and it takes a lot for me to be disinfranchised by people#or relationships. so i’m not saying i don’t want to still be her friend#i’m just. noticing behaviors#they did tell me that they were very avoidant in conflict and i told them i’m very much not and like. now that i’m on the receiving end of i#idk what to do!! i’m not gonna chase her down like they’re grown!! and again!!! if you ask for space i’m going to respect that!!!#and like honestly. i’m happy she at least gave me the curtesy of saying they weren’t ready to talk even if it took her mad long to do it#so like. who tf knows when we’ll talk. if ever. probably when she wants the validation of our friendship if it even happens at all#bcus again. she reached out not to reconnect and clear the air but to check if i still wanted to come to her club she was starting#ik in earlier conversations she was worried no one would come but ig she found people. which like good for her tbh but to be honest i feel#discarded?? i’m feeling like i’m failing to not project too much so i gotta stop but idk man i’m just feeling weird about it all#and then i had the thought today of like. is this what i want in a friendship? someone who goes back and forth abt whether or not i’m worth#which again. kinda wasn’t expecting that bcus we spent so much time together last autumn/winter/spring like. many times per week!!!#so the idea of not being her friend all of a sudden?? feels fucjing weird to think about#but like? i don’t want to feel this way this is what i hate about west coast/white people conflict resolution!! there fucking isn’t any!!!#and i can’t deal with that! i can’t spend my life with people who aren’t going to engage with me as a person who cares about them#humans are fallible creatures and were only here on earth for so long so why are we wasting time here? what is the point of all this ???????#but then the guilt and shame say i deserve it all and at that point i just need to stop so. i’m gonna stop now lol
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"The more that I grow, the more that I've come to know; it's hard to be someone and it hurts to be nobody."
#I'm thinking about making a personal tag for all the music I post#something like 'Mel's Mixtape'? I feel like I've already seen that somewhere though so I don't wanna be copying anyone#if anybody has any ideas let me know!#+ that lyric gutter punched me when I first listened to COAP#(bit of a vent/rant incoming so nobody feel pressured to read)#I've spent the majority of my life with anxiety (especially social anxiety) and depression#so I got stuck on the idea of being a 'nobody'; a person you never even notice just drifting through It All#but then I got jealous (per say) of people who had big friendgroups and were 'popular' etc and wanted to become 'somebody'#a person maybe even in the public eye#so I spent years trying to make myself into someone I wasn't and spent the whole time suffering#and eventually people realised I was not what I wanted to be (I wasn't like *them* in that sense) and they spent their days making sure ->#I knew it#so yeah#it is hard to be someone but it hurts to be nobody#even so I've found myself a good middle spot with a few friends who know me for *me* a good major and a lot of lovely moots#I ain't someone but I ain't nobody either <3#mel's thoughs#spotify#half•alive#half alive#conditions of a punk#coap#nobody (song)#melitunes
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