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HAZBIN MEN AS DADS
Featuring >>> Adam, Alastor, Angel Dust (Anthony), Lucifer, Husk, Vox, & Valentino x Reader (Separately) as fathers.
(not proofread if that wasnât obvious lol)
Adam:
Total boy dad. I can see him with a little girl, (letâs be honest, his daughter would 100% become an exorcist and take over after he retires as commander (if he ever retires lol)), but he would turn his son into the the next exorcist commander.
Adam is definitely a bit misogynisticâŚand no matter what you do, atleast a little bit of that would be passed down to your child. If Adam had a son (not him already having two other sonsâŚ), he would start training him at a very young age. (Kinda like the career tributes from the hunger games if yk what I mean.)
With a girl, I can 100% see him being overly protective TO THE EXTREME. Heâs the type to scare off teenage boys lol.
Alastor:
Is probably the best dad on this list (except for Luci ofc.) Is super protective of his family. Would not let your baby out of his sight for the first few weeks. Would offer to help you with the baby when it wakes up crying late at night.
Is totally a girl dad. He would willingly play dress up and have tea parties with her in her roomâŚbut it will not be mentioned outside of there. When going out for an outing, he would dress her up to match his colorsâred & blackâand give you a few extra minutes to get ready.
The two of you want some alone time? Heâll ask Rosie. If sheâs busy he is forcing either Husk or Niffty to watch the child. Alastor also most definitely keeps your young, innocent child away from Angel Dust for âreasonsâ he doesnât want to elaborate on. Your child will inherit his powers and will be almost as strong as him one day!
Husk:
OkayâŚso first of all, the elephant in the room. His alcoholism. I donât think Husk would completely stop drinking, but would tone it down for the sake of you and your child. When heâs drinking/drunk, he would make sure he wasnât around your child, not wanting that kid to see the ârealâ him.
He would totally be a girl dad. He would completely deny it but we all know itâs true. Like Alastor, if your daughter wanted him to dress up, have a tea party with him, etc. I think it would take a little more convincing than Alastor but in the end he would do it.
Would be overly protective. ESPECIALLY AROUND ALASTOR. Husk would make sure that your child was atleast six feet away from the deer demon at all times. Husk obviously has lots of experience with Alastor as a person, so he of all people knows that Alastor could (and maybe would???) manipulate his spawn into a deal.
Angel Dust:
Angel is extremely excitedâŚbutâŚHe is nervous. VERY anxious.
Angel would be a good dad, but he is worried about his deal with Val. Who knows what Val would do if he found out he was in another relationshipâŚlet alone with a child! When the child in question is born, he does everything in his power to hide them from Val.
If Val found out, he would be pissed. After calming down (barely), he would try to get your child under contract to punish Angel. Therefore, Angel is obviously very protective. Angel would teach your child how to be street-smart and survive on the streets of hell. Your child would learn from Angelâs mistakes.
Lucifer:
WHAT? HES GONNA BE A DAD (again)!? He is so stoked. Before the baby is even born they have everything they could ever want. Anything for his little duckling.
Your child would be homeschooled, but not by you. By the most well-known and well-educated members of Hellâs society. Your child is truly getting a million dollar education. Oh! And if your child decides to get a higher education after high school? Itâs already taken care of. Lucifer makes sure that there are schools ready to take your child to college before your baby even turns two!
For some characters, I feel like they would either be girl dads or boy dads, but Lucifer could truly be either. With a little girl, I could totally see him playing dress up or Barbies with her, no problem! With a boy, same thing.
Vox:
Your child hit the jackpot. I meanâŚwho wouldnât want the richest overlord in all of pride to be their father? I just pray the kid doesnât come out looking like a leapfrog or iPadâŚ
Your child would be an iPad kid (vPad?) They would have all the newest technology and toys, they wouldnât even know what to do with it all! Seriously though, this kid 100% has a playroom just filled with all the toys Vox either made or bought for them. He definitely spoils them (and you).
Your kid is a nepo baby. As they get into their teenage years, Vox would make sure they started to gain fame. Whether itâs by singing or acting (or both), or becoming a powerful overlord like himself, Vox would help them reach that.
Both you and Vox would make sure that your baby is supervised around Val and Velvette, if Vox even lets the kid around Valentino. He does NOT want Valentino trying to swindle them into a deal.
Valentino:
Bestie...What were you thinking? Letâs be honest. Valentino would not be the greatest dad. Definitely not the worst, but not great.
He would 100% leave your kid unsupervised. Youâd better always be watching because he definitely isnât. Speaking of supervision, Val would just randomly bring your child into his studioâŚWhen the two of you are spending âtimeâ together, he would either get Vel or Vox to watch the baby, or one of the souls he has under contract. Is surprisingly overprotective.
Val would teach make sure your child knows Spanish, threatening to âdisown the bratâ if they refused. Luckily, you are there to stop Valentino from going off on your baby. Your child definitely learns a few Spanish swears from him.
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Deal With It | Gojo Satoru x M!Reader (TEASER)
CW: Arranged marriage, SELF-HARM (on and off-screen), hurt/comfort, angst, drama, self-loathing, blood and gore, implied depression, suicidal thoughts, suicidal ideation #NSFW, probably top Gojo, probably bottom reader, maybe switch idk, idek if they'll bang it out tbh lol, angst with a happy ending, reader is a sorcerer, time skips, time progression, relationship development, student era into teacher era Note: I got this request to make a story revolving around Gojo and an arranged marriage to the reader (but bro is in love with Getou sob.gif), and I've been RUMINATING on it for forever. I think I finally have a good idea of who the reader is/what their chemistry is like with Gojo, so I'm happy to post a wee bit of a teaser to motivate myself! Let me know your thoughts---I'm finding that I absolutely love writing for Gojo, so I'm down to write more LOL. He's a very fun, complex character.
Deal With It
âSo, you really donât care what he thinks?â Shoko asked as you lit her cigarette. âEven I think he was kinda harsh.â
You pocketed your lighter and leaned back against the cold stone of the college walls. âHeâs got a thing for that black-haired guy.â
âGetou.âÂ
âSure.â You shrugged and tried to rub the ache out of your neck as you stared up at the bleak, grey skies. The air reeked of petrichor. Thankfully youâd brought an umbrella that day.Â
âAnd youâre not bothered heâs in love with Getou?â Your friend continued, her cute bobbed haircut swaying with the tilt of her head. She always looked so charming like that, when she was being a mischievous brat while pretending to be anything but.Â
âDunno.â And that was the truth. âHeâs not even my type. Iâd rather hitch up with someone like you or Nanami. Someone less annoying. Less loud-mouthed.âÂ
âOoh, that'll hurt his ego.â Shoko smiled. âWell, guess you'll have to learn to deal with it.â
You took a deep breath and rubbed your face as you nodded. âYeah.â
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âForever is a long time,â You mumbled, leaning your forehead against the cool touch of the window. Rain pittered and pattered, exploding off the glass like trillions of kamikaze planes. It almost birthed some sort of hurt in your chest. Best not to dwell on it, you decided.
âHah? Are you talking to yourself again like a weirdo?â The one and only Gojo Satoru yowled before kicking you in the rear like a petulant child. âPft! Figures. Knowing my luck, I would have to get married to a creeper.âÂ
âEven if you married Getou, you'd still be marrying a creep,â you grumbled, dusting the dirt off your behind. âYou need something? Or did you harass me just for the fun of it.âÂ
You heard Gojo, your fiancĂŠ, scoff and shuffle behind you. âI just wanted to remind you to humble yourself! Just because I'm forced to marry you doesn't mean you're accomplished or cool or anything, got it?âÂ
Being in his presence had you craving a cigarette. âYeah, got it.âÂ
âAnd Suguru's better than you,â he added, aloof voice bowing down beneath hardened, steeled words. âDon't forget that either.âÂ
You bit down on your cheek to ward away the heat building under your skin, the magma sinking deep into your eyesockets and threatening to pour down your esophagus. The taste of iron washed against your tongue, and you released your flesh from between your molars. Sometimes, you wanted to keep boring down on yourself to see how much you could really take, but a fear of the answer too often made you think twice.Â
âThis is starting to bore me,â you said, tilting your head as you caught a flicker of red in your rain-muddied reflection. You touched your fingers to your tongue and found translucent red coating the tips.Â
âPah. I was gonna say the same!â You watched his reflection turn away. âGood luck trying to impress me.âÂ
I'm not interested. You watched him walk away, slouching and with his hands in his pockets like he was emulating some kind of yankii character. He might have fit the bill, if he hadn't had such a ridiculous, brat side to him. Just deal with it. You wiped the red on your uniform with a sigh. Tomorrow's a new day.
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Question for you about baby Jack: do you think the same people that flatten Jack tend to also woobify Cas to the point of comical gentleness and stereotypical femininity? I was thinking about the implications for both autistic characters having their violence and harsh parts cut away to make them more palatable/adorable.
YES OH MY FUCKING GOD THANK YOU FOR MENTIONING IT.
It was definitely way worse around like S6-7 with Crazy!Cas than it is now, especially as a product of the showâs airing time and how queer men (ie Dean and Cas) were generally viewed during then; if youâve been on the 2010âs internet you might remember all those mlm ship dynamics that were really just repackages of traditional marriage and gender roles: Alpha/Beta, Top/Bottom, Dom/Sub, etc.
/ Full disclosure that I was *not in these online circles during the 2010âs and Iâm not any sort of gender studies expert, so anyoneâs free to correct me if I get stuff wrong lol. /
But from what Iâve seen and what I know, Alphas, Tops, and Doms are typically very stereotypically masculine, carrying all the stereotypical traits like aggression and emotional unavailability, and filling in stereo-traditionally masculine roles like being protectors or providers. Vice versa, Betas/Bottoms/Subs were usually the extremely effeminate other half; they were more emotionally sensitive and weak, needed to be protected, and for the most part portrayed as looking physically androgynous or âsoft.â Ergo, you have basically affixed these queer men to acting as The Man and The Woman, even though itâs two men.
Like I said, itâs definitely gone away for the most part, especially with the rise in actual gender studies and how gender expression is viewed, especially for men. Iâll still see it in some Destiel art here and there where Dean is this big gruff strong pants-wearer saving a blushing baby-faced dress-clad Cas, (cough wheeze diminuel but you didnât hear that from me) but thankfully it isnât thee most prevalent content made for Cas the way baby!jack is thee most prevalent content made for Jack, and there have been plenty of people over the years to come forward and correctly establish Cas as a way more dominant and capable guy than the ao3 fics would have you believe.
Same goes for Dean! Heâs set up to be The Man, he likes violence and steak and guns and sleazy dive bar sex, but heâs a very emotionally sensitive man and has his own dips into femininity (Rhonda Hurley, cooking/baking, being Samâs âmother,â etc.) Iâm actually of the opinion that SPN has some of the queerest masculinity ever , and again Iâm not a gender studies student or expert by a long shot, but I do think thereâs something to be said about how a show that is sort of built on a reversal and deconstruction of the nuclear family (ie Mary being a hunter and John being a normal man, Dean being Samâs mother in their childhood) is so constantly regurgitated into those very roles by the fandom:
Sam is the âmomâ of Jackâs 3 dads, Cas is the sensitive effeminate bean who needs big strong brawny man Dean to protect him, etc., and with Jackâs confirmation as non-binary so many ppl took to drawing them in mostly feminine fashion (which to me speaks a lot to how queer masculinity is treated but thatâs for another post I think).
Thereâs also a lot to be said about how important mothers and motherhood are to SPN. Mary Winchester, Kelly Kline, Lily Sunder, Rowena Macleod, Jody Mills, Amelia Novak, Iâm sure I could go on. Sam and Dean follow in the footsteps of their motherâs family as hunters. Castiel bonds with Jack through Kelly, and Jack takes after Kelly more than he does Lucifer (his grandma even points out that he sort of looks like her). Iâm absolutely not saying SPN is this ultra feminist show, but when it tries it tries, and what it lays down is very much worth picking up.
youâll have to forgive me for centering Jack on a Cas ask but I promise itâs not for nothing. like, the whole âtwistâ to Jackâs character isnât just that heâs good or sweet; itâs also that heâs much more like his mother. Not only does he look like her, but heâs also very emotional; heâs sensitive, heâs intuitive, heâs deeply empathetic. and where most teen boys wanna be like their old man, he wants to be more like Kelly; even keeping her name as his own. of course he presents fairly masculinely, as do the other guys (unless weâre counting kitchen aprons as a feminine thing, which I only would with a grain of salt), but so much of his character is faceted in being like Kelly; being like his mother, being like a woman, and within the showâs framework thatâs a celebrated thing!
I feel like Iâm getting away from the original question so hereâs some last thoughts to send out the door with you:
> Sam and Deanâs connection and relationship to Mary is also celebrated within the show, arguably more so than their relationship with John
> the importance of mothers in spn is somewhat highlighted by their absences (Sam and Dean, Claire)
TLDR: supernatural accidentally smashed the nuclear gender family and made their men queer and fandom culture/patriarchal norms doesnât understand it because masculinity isnât seen as inherently queer the way femininity/androgyny is
#I might actually take up gender studies eventually now it is pretty interesting#not like in college or anything lol . well maybe .#idk lolz#holdthypeace.txt#bringing back that one tag from another post :#every day the gender binary is reinvented and perpetuated and every day I want to rip my skin off to escape it#spn#supernatural#tfw2.0#jack kline#sam winchester#dean winchester#castiel#destiel#mlm ships#gender stuff#spn study#does this make sense am I insane#also I donât know if this is necessary but Iâll say it anyways#1) I am not a terf and I donât ever hope for this argument to be caught on with them#2) im non-binary and I love Jack for being non-binary and my little side note ab the way heâs drawn is not a statement against that ;#; itâs a statement against how masculinity isnât seen as queer unless itâs in proximity to femininity or androgyny#usually. I know bears are having a grand old time tho đđ
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#fearandhatred#on the canvas syllabus for one of my modules our ta included pre-tutorial instructions to form groups and bring an item to share#but the thing is i have no way of reaching any of my tutorial classmates because i don't even know who the hell they are#and i missed the first tutorial which was on zoom anyway so like. useless#also we haven't had a face to face lecture in the past two weeks. the first time was because of chinese new year#but the second time our professor didn't even give a reason so like what the fuck#anyway i don't think it's that big of a deal because this isn't like a graded presentation just class participation at most#but idk whether the rest of my classmates have already formed groups if they know each other (none of my friends are taking this module)#so yeah i have been mildly nauseous for the past 2 days because of this. thanks prof#anyway the tutorial is today! in 12 hours. we will see how it goes. maybe i'll just derealise and then i won't feel anything <3#not giving af is not going well#hell week lol. goodnight#actually no fuck you there's a reason no other professor has ever done this and why it's always pre-allocated groups at the very least#how do you expect communication between students from like 500 different majors with no actual main communication channel#that is not how it works in our college bro i'm about to start insulting you in malay i'm so serious. bodoh
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#i went thru like my entire google drive folder for fic stuff#last night and read/skimmed all of it lmao đ#thereâs some unposted stuff that i kinda want to post except like idk LOL#like i probably wouldnât do anything else w it so i could just post it for shits and giggles#i havenât written anything in so long ;-;#i donât love my writing tbh but it was fun c:#would be fun to do again#bro how was i so motivated to write during remote college freshman yr lol đ¤Ş#literally got on campus and couldnât write shit anymore lmao#not even in the summer#well actually i think i did write a little#but was struggling lmao and then gave up đ¤Š#anyway lol#iâm gonna look for some more jason g/race fanfic even tho iâve like exhausted all the tags i wanted to look thru c:#i want more hoo tartarus AUs that involve jason falling#bc iâm insane#maybe i reread the j/asico one that is INCREDIBLE#anyway c:#jeanne talks#iâve been on tumblr so fucking much today like i havenât done anything lol đ#my entire dash is hung/er games and p/jo lol itâs kinda fun#i like Barely donât go there for both but iâm too unbothered to filter anything :P#i rly do just be talking idk what the point of this is lol
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whyâs it so embarrassing when u start catching feelings for someone aaaaaahhhhhh
#heâs simply a Silly Goofy Guy#not beating the Goofy Bi Guy stereotype lol#I do feel quite silly waitin for his ig notifs since he started dming me tho#unfortunately I do be Experiencing Feelings đ#but also fun vibes cause itâs been awhile since I Started Talking To someone irl (like not including dating app chats)#not that weâre Talkingâ˘. idk if we are. idk. social interactions are confusing lol#maybe we are maybe not ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻ#we messaged a bit yesterday when he messaged first#then today I sent him a meme & weâve been messaging for awhile#heâs working on a play & we weâre chatting before the show started & I thought that mightâve been it#but he messaged again after it finished & weâve been talking a lil while now too :)#heâs rly friendly tho & we were kinda just becoming friends so it could well be just Next Stage Of Friendship#cause itâs not like either of us have said anything flirty or anything. just talkin & joking#plus heâs a few years younger than me- not in a creepy way. both legal adults in college-#I just usually have a weird thing with age gaps over like 2 years because of a personal negative experience#so it would just make me feel better if I donât initiate anything first#Iâll let him do that if he wants to & then ask if he had any thoughts about the bit of age difference#if anything were to get that far. whoâs to say. heâs a v chill platonic friend too if thatâs where things go :)#need more funny goofy friends in my life :)#ok Iâm done lmao#shroomie rambles#shroomie long tags
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#ok so since I havenât been getting too much attention on my Etsy from here#I was thinking about trying a few different social media sites#I made an instagram so we will see how that goes#might make a twitter we will see#but then I thought about going on my Facebook#((even though I literally havenât posted anything since 2020))#cause I was like hm maybe some people from my past will be interested#and then I see one of my old best friends and ooooofda I wasnât expecting all these emotions#I fucking hate Facebook#itâs just a place where everyone I used to know irl likes to show off how incredible their life is#oh you graduated? cool I couldnât even make it my first year of college#oh youâre married? super cool I just got out of a 5yr relationship and itâs still fucking with me#oh you bought a house? LOL COOL I get to move back to be super religious parents house#love my parents more than I could ever express#but boy OH BOY itâs going to be hard#donât even get me started on packing and moving and all that shit#well now I know why I never go on Facebook#shut up rosie
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rereading old thoughts & plans about the Mamakechi Lives au i had going a year ago now & being like "wow this is rly good actually, i should continue this" but knowing i have two other WIPs that i posted a first chapter for but have not touched since bc i am focused on my main thing, discacc, so everything else gets overall neglected
... but also. it's genuinely pretty good
lsdjfslkdfj for the hell of it i'll post the intro i wrote to it here . uh . you're welcome?
Akechi Goro lived by five undeniable truths. One. The world at large was trash. Selfishness ran rampant amongst the rich and the poor alike. While the rich hoarded their wealth, laughing at all who dared to be born common, the poor fought tooth and nail for any scrap of affluence they could get their pathetic hands on. Like crabs in a bucket - when one rose up, another would tug them down. Two. Success was everything. In a society that valued productivity above human lives, to be less than perfect was to commit the worst mortal sin. Those who didn't meet society's expectations were fated to live in poverty and suffering. If one wanted to avoid that fate, they could be nothing less than the best. Three. Friends were useless. Idealistic stories loved to enthuse about the 'power of friendship', but it was all empty. Pointless. Not once had Goro needed something as pathetic as friends. While others cried at being 'lonely', he spent his time being productive. The idea of friendship was simply a distraction - nothing more and nothing less. Four. No one would help him. In his nearly 18 years of life, Goro had grown to accept that his life was his responsibility and his alone. Teachers tutted behind his back about how unfortunate he was, while peers mocked him for his ratty clothes. No one ever extended a hand to help him⌠but it was all the same to him. He didn't need their help. Five. His mother was his reason for living, just as he was hers. Akechi Shiori was the embodiment of everything that society hated. A single mother, a former sex worker, a sufferer of mental illness and a survivor of attempted suicide. The world did its best to hammer her into the ground, but she never truly gave in. She never would, so long as she had her precious Goro⌠And she always would. He loved her like he loved no one else. Everything he was, everything he strived for, was for her sake alone. He would capture success so he could give her the life she was denied. He would support her so she could wake up one day after another with a smile. She was everything to him, just like he was to her.Â
#speculation nation#i think i have a tag for this thing. uh#mamakechi lives au#actually i cant find anything for it so slkdjfslkdfj that shall be the tag then i guess#anyways. uhm.#suicide ment/#this au is just like. me thinking about a no powers au. what it would actually be like if goro managed to save her life#becoming an emotional crutch to her. her reason for living.#growing up with the knowledge that he was the only reason his mother was alive. both from saving her life & stopping her from trying again#working his Ass off since he turned 15 in a job to help support them both. while Also being one of the top students in school#trying to get good grades so he can get into college so he can get a good job so she'll never have to work another day in her life#the ultimate mama's boy. he loves his mom very much. and he would do anything for her.#except it is really So very unhealthy for him. a toxic kind of relationship. where he's largely grown up being the parent to his own mom#he's not quite as mentally ill as akechi in canon. but he's still really not doing great lol. he's just got different complexes#and it... compels me#im incapable of writing anything short so lol if i do write this i gotta be prepared for it being. not short. Lol#ah well. maybe someday.#tho if u did read this snippet & are interested in this au PLS let me know. encouragement could very well allow this to actually exist lol
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What up, I'm 9ish hours into dallying my way through what I've got left of my IRB submission, and I've just decided that I'm gonna fill out the blanks like I'm having a verbal conversation with a 7 year old. I'm a Game Fuel and most of a Red Bull and 10 mini AirHeads into my day, and I've come to the conclusion that none of this is real anyway, I'm writing it the way I want to right now and I'll just fuckin' edit it later.
#Xayk Hates College#(IRB Is The School's Ethics Committee To Make Sure I'm Not Gonna Hurt Someone In My Research)#(But Like...I'm Gonna Be Interviewing Some People For Maybe 1-1.5 Hours About Some Of Their Relationships And Shit)#(I'm Not Like...EXPERIMENTING On Them Or Anything)#(So This Is Practically A Formality Anyway I Might As Well Treat It As Such)#(My Dissertation Chair Is Gonna Look It Over Before It Even Gets The IRB Committee Anyway So If I Fuck Up In Editing She'll See It Lol)#Anyway It's Write Tonight Edit Tomorrow#Might Get A Cup Of Coffee While I'm At It WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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im so over it with high school and especially with math class !!!!!
#im really worried that im going to start college and im gonna hate it just as much#i qualify for a free tuition program and I plan to attend college in my city while living with my mother#which is totally the most affordable option! and yet the most boring!!!!#everyone says that the college i plan to attend is just like a larger version of the highschool i already go to. ew!!!!#when i was finished with junior high i thought maybe in highschool... maybe there wont be puddles of piss outside the bathroom all over the#hallway.... well i was totally mistaken#i dont want to get too hopeful about college for this reason lol. and also. what if its just like highschool?? thatd kill me.#well im only a junior in highschool right now so i still have to deal with this for 2 more years blegh!! totally blegh..#i cannot keep up with school right now its totally freaking me out ive been pulling multiple all nighters a week and im still not able to#finish all my work and im just freaked out but im trying to be calm about it at least in front of other people#like i stay up all night to finish my work and then im too tired at school to do anything.. like ive been scoring good enough on my tests#and quizzes so thats good but i just dont have the energy for anything like im totally behind in math class!!!! like multiple assignments!!#sometimes i take a nap after school but i think most days im up till around 4am regardless of if i took a nap and sometimes i just stay up#until i have to go to school and then i try really hard to do my classwork but actually im so tired and i have to drink multiple coffees so#i can still sort of function like a person who got more than an hour of sleep... you know#well thank you for coming to my rant#gordbye#actually i hope nobody reads this
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look i love making sae be the one who's so in love and showering hajun with so much love and affection but it's much more fun to think that HE fell harder than her
#it's the she fell first he fell harder thing. gooodd hjs have such common dynamic the frustrating and infuriating type#like look at first she have a crush on him right but as a model. that girl is literally a moth she gets attracted by those with light#though at first she admires him as a model and knew him through toma- her kamioshi. though i think... she just starts admiring him a lot?#she literally went through a 'highschool crush' phase but late since she was like. at college đ#observed him... wow he's a lot similar to her than she thought. that guy puts up a smile in front of strangers and keep people at a distanc#he looked... strangely alone. why? even though he have friends too. she saw herself in hajun and... didnt want to be like him#will she keep putting up a face too? will she keep lying to herself? and would that make her alone in the end as well? she didnt want that.#so shes like yknow what? let's be shameless. her friends had been so loving of her unconditionally.#she thought that they'll leave after highschool and yet... and yet they stayed. they keep approaching her.#and come to think of it... they're always the ones giving effort for her right? when it comes to planning for hang outs-#they're always the one to reach out. never her. shouldnt she return the favor then? love them as much as they love her#pour all her heart out. she used to do it- she can do it again. love people unconditionally without expecting anything from them.#surely this time it'd be different. surely it wont drain her. even if there's a chance they'll leave her- it doesnt matter now.#she knows she gave her everything and that's enough for her. maybe she'll feel better if she had realized this when she was a child...#but that's okay now! so for now! lesson learned: dont be hajun#but also sae. just have a different view of hajun in her head đ??? like she admits she didnt really know hajun before but actually meeting#him must be so complicated for her lol like this guy used to be her crush! and she got to talk to him but holy shit he's lowkey an assholeđ#not even lowkey but he really is a bitch lmfaaooo so like. damn 'i forgot i used to have a crush on this guy like i used to like him???'#'in what way??? (his looks dont even deny it sweetie)' i think her crush on him in the past made her more snappy towards him now lmfao#like 'gooooddd i used to have a crush on THIS GUY??? that's making me piiisseedd' LMAAAOOO đđ#i genuinely have NOOOOO idea how they started having this dynamic but it's just. them lowkey insulting each other? not really INSULT insult#but rather bickering masked by politeness? like đ˘^^) (^^đ˘ selfish ohime-sama vs black hearted prince#but the one who's usually losing here would be sae ngl and hajun's mostly the one being playful tho tbf they CAN calmly talk to each other#sometimes they just become competitive? sae herself is a competitive one at first it would be 'oho~ let's see how long he can keep this up~#to 'give up already!!!! my social battery isn't gonna last long!!!!!!!!' and hajun's just watching her lose it every time đđ#ah.... my absolutely pathetic daughter im so sorry..... when it comes to him she gets unreasonably annoyed. just who does he think he is?#and yet she can't even feel arrogant around him. she knows bae are on a different league than her. that's why despite being very friendly a#expressing her admiration towards them she still puts up a barrier around them? it's not that deep she have her own close friends#yumeshipping â hajusae [prri]
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#sad hours at the huskin bee#personal#graduating soon and the animation department is collecting photos of everyone in the drive#and seeing all these group photos of everyone in the program makes me realize how distant i am from them#and how close knit everyone else has become...#ive never been good at making friends and within like the first few weeks of school it was like everyone got to know each other#and the few friends i made in the program left after the first year#i wish my social anxiety wasnt so bad i tried harder to make friends in college#also i have an essay due on monday and i might just not do it#or itll be really half assed#ive been doing well so far in that class so if i dont do it i think the least id get is a C#idk maybe i can still make friends w these ppl after college somehow but itd still feel weird bc i had a completely different shm experience#than they had#ahhhh#i can imagine a future reunion where ppl will talk to be about old drama that was big among this giant friend group#that consists of most people in my year that ill have no idea what theyre talking abt#bc im never in the loop abt anything ever lol#this actually happened at my hs animation reunion except i actually knew and talked to most ppl in that class#i wasnt like super close to most of them but i had a few closeish friends#and i know one of those friends probably werent/arent in the know#also like i did hear abt relationship drama back in the day bc gossip spread p easily#anyways i was told completely new information abt someone getting stalked back then so thats wild#and apparently there was a super handsome guy in our class that i for some reason have zero recollection of#point is i be the last person to know something and if i know smth then everyone probably already knew#which is annoying. i wanna hear gossip too. even in my own family my sisters will tell each other and our mom about shit that went down w#their friends or our cousins and i only hear abt it when im in the room#so i end up hearing a lot but never directly and sometimes not in full#man i shouldve gone on more college field trips#shouldve done a lot more in life that my insecurities get the way of#tbh i genuinely think i might have a form of undiagnosed anxiety; tism; or some other mental disorder
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Falling for the Enemy (M)
Synopsis: Caught in a toxic relationship with a manipulative and cheating boyfriend, you find solace in his enemy, Donghyuck. What starts as a vengeful fling turns into something more, and old feelings start to re-surface.
Genre: enemies with benefits?, childhood friends fallout, slice of life, angst, a lot of fighting, fluffy end, SMUT MDNI!!
Warnings: swearing, haechan getting into a fight, please guys donât fight lol, helping clean up after a fight, jealousy, cunnilingus, blowjob, teasing, ex knowingly watching, no condom mentioned (stay safe yall), the pull out method (pls be safe), use of the words hot seed, cum, cock.
Word Count: 18.5k
A/N: Shout out to my lovely đanon for this one!! After some internet troubles, itâs finally out now :) Please let me know if there is anything funky about this (I write on google doc and copy and paste it on Tumblr and sometimes it fucks up the format or doubles paragraphs)
Marketing would be a fun class if it wasn't for the pain that decided to sit next to you every single class.Â
"Youâre no better than your stupid boyfriend!" Donghyuck's voice cut through the air, his tone filled with disgust.
"Just shut up!" you snapped, feeling your cheeks flush with embarrassment. Why did he have to make things so awkward?
Donghyuck, or Haechan as he insisted on being called now, was someone you hadn't seen in years. You used to be close friends back in middle school, basically best friends. But then life happened, and you had to move away. You two were so young that you couldn't even stay in touch through social media. Only a promise that you two would find each other later on.Â
Now here you two were, reunited in college, but things were different. Haechan was no longer the sweet boy you once knew. He had turned into an arrogant jerk, who wouldnât shut the fuck up.Â
Throughout the class, you couldn't shake off the discomfort of sitting next to Haechan, especially after his rude outburst. But beneath the cocky smirk on his face, you couldn't shake off the feeling that missed your friend that was long gone.Â
You would never tell anyone that you missed your childhood friend. Especially not any of your new friends, who also hate him. Chenle, Jeno, and Jaemin all would jump at the chance to wipe that little smirk off his face.Â
Your best friend Chaeryeong was the only one who knew about your past with him. She's the only person who you could never lie to. She always had your back, so you will always have hers. Even if she hates your boyfriend, Jay.Â
Well, most of your friends hate your boyfriend... Jaemin has even tried to talk you into breaking up with Jay. But âpussied outâ as Chenle would say when he saw you were starting to tear up.
Jay was your first boyfriend. You learned how to deal with all of his flawsâŚEveryone has flaws so why is it so bad for him to have someâŚokay a lot of flaws. But heâs sweet to you!
You sat through the rest of the class with clenched fists, trying to focus on anything but the awkward tension that clung to the air between you and Haechan. His outburst still echoed in your mind, chewing at you. âYouâre no better than your stupid boyfriendâ.Â
Once everyone started to pack their bags, pulling you from your thoughts, you quickly gathered your things, hoping to escape before Haechan could throw another mocking remark your way. But, as expected, he would always be a little shit.
"Running away already?" Haechanâs voice was teasing, but there was something beneath it, something sharp that cut through the cocky tone. "Gonna run back to your little boyfriend."
You spun around, eyes glaring, ready to fire back, but then you caught Haechan's expression. It wasnât that usual smug grin he always wore. Instead, there was a hint of vulnerability that almost made you stop. Almost. But just like that, it disappeared, and he was back to his old self, smirking like nothing had happened. Typical.
"Maybe you should shut up for once, Donghyuck," you shot back, emphasizing his old name, hoping it would sting.Â
His smirk faltered. It was subtle, barely noticeable, but you saw it. Something about calling him âDonghyuckâ felt like a small victory. You were pretty sure the boy you once knew was entirely gone.Â
You turned on your heel and walked out of the classroom, leaving Haechan behind. As you made your way to the dining hall, you spotted Chenle and Jeno lounging on one of the benches, chatting. Seeing them made you feel more at ease. You needed a distraction. Anything to get your mind off that annoying encounter.
"Y/n! Over here!" Chenle called out, waving his arms dramatically. "Where's Jaemin?."
You shrugged, still shaken by your fight with Haechan. "I havenât seen him. Heâs probably sleeping through his class again."
"Or he got into another fight because of your boyfriend," Jeno added, his eyes holding a seriousness that made your stomach twist. You knew your friends didnât like Jay, but you wished they could just let it go.Â
"Can we not do this today," you muttered, dropping your bag next to Chenle and sinking onto the bench. You didnât have the energy to get into another debate about Jay right now.
Chenle nudged you playfully. "Come on, weâre just looking out for you. You deserve someone better than that guy."
"Yeah, someone who's not a total asshole," Jeno chimed in. "Like, seriously, what do you even see in him?"
You didnât answer. You couldnât. Instead, you stared off into the distance, your thoughts spiraling. It wasnât just about Jayâit was everything. The awkwardness with Haechan, the tension with your friends, the pressure to hold everything together when you felt like you were starting to unravel.
âHeâs sweetâŚâ You trailed off, your words sounding weak even to yourself. Was Jay sweet? Or was that just the version of him you had convinced yourself to see?
Chenle raised an eyebrow, clearly unimpressed. "Sweet? Youâre joking, right? The same guy that has to approve your outfits when you go out."
You shot him a look, but he continued, persistent. "Iâm serious, Y/n. Thereâs âsweetâ and then thereâs whatever Jayâs doing to you. You deserve better."
Jeno, who had been scrolling through his phone, suddenly locked eyes with you. âYou think this is what loveâs supposed to feel like? Constant stress? Us having to break up fights Jaemin gets into because of Jay? You donât look happy.â
That last comment stung more than you expected like an arrow hitting its mark. Were you happy? Or had you just grown used to the chaos?
Your silence was telling, and your friends exchanged worried glances. Chenle let out a dramatic sigh and pulled out his phone, probably ready to change the topic, when you heard the sound of footsteps approaching. You didnât need to look up to know who it was.
âHey, whatâs up, guys?â Jaemin's voice was casual, but when he turned to you, his expression hardened a little bit. âJayâs looking for you again, Y/n. Heâs upset about something."
You felt your stomach drop. Of course, he was upset about something. Jay was always upset about something. And it was always your job to fix it, to calm him down, to make everything right.
Chenle clicked his tongue in disapproval. âSee? You canât even breathe without that guy hovering around. Heâs suffocating you.â
Jaemin sat down next to you, his tone softer now. âWeâre not trying to gang up on you, Y/n. But this⌠this isnât normal. Itâs not okay.â
You clenched your fists, feeling the weight of their words pressing down on you. You wanted to defend Jay, to tell them they didnât understand him the way you did. But deep down, you couldnât deny the truth of what they were saying.
âIâll talk to him,â you muttered, standing up. You didnât wait for their response as you walked away, feeling their eyes on your back. You knew they were worried, and maybe they had every right to be. But you couldnât just walk away from Jay. You didnât know how.
As you made your way toward the campus courtyard, your mind wandered back to the class with Haechan. You couldnât shake the image of his face when you called him Donghyuck. But you couldn't let it affect you. He probably did it on purpose so you would overthink and feel bad. Â
Lost in thought, you almost didnât notice when Jay appeared in front of you, his face twisted in frustration.
âWhere the hell have you been?â he snapped, his voice low but harsh. âIâve been calling you.â
Your stomach turned, and you immediately braced yourself for whatever fight was coming next. "I was in class. Whatâs wrong?"
Jay let out a sharp breath, running a hand through his hair. "You didnât tell me you were sitting next to him again." He spoke with clear disapproval, his gaze burning into yours.
âHim?â It took a moment before you realized he meant Haechan. âJay, itâs just class. The professor didnât let us pick where we could sit.â
âThatâs not the point, Y/n.â He stepped closer, his expression darkening. âI donât trust that guy, and I donât like you being around him.â
âJay, itâs not like thatââ
âIt better not be,â he cut you off, his voice laced with an edge that made your skin crawl. âHeâs a shitty person, heâs just trying to get to me.â
The words hung in the air. You knew Jay had a jealous streak, but this felt differentâdarker, more possessive. And for the first time, you felt a tinge of fear.
"IâI have to go," you said quickly, your heart pounding as you stepped back. You didnât wait for Jay to respond. You couldnât. Your feet moved on autopilot, moving away from him.Â
But as you hurried through the campus, a sinking feeling settled in your chest. You didnât know where you were running toâonly that you had to get away from yet another fight.Â
Choosing to buy some coffee, you push open the local cafĂŠ on campus. The familiar chime of the cafĂŠ door was a welcome sound, cutting through the fog of your jumbled thoughts. The smell of roasted coffee beans and fresh pastries welcomed you as you stepped inside. You spotted an empty table in the corner and made a beeline for it, craving to be away from everything. You ordered a simple iced latte, hoping the cool drink might calm you down.Â
As you waited for your coffee, you buried your face in your hands. Why did it always have to feel like this with Jay? Why did every conversation leave you feeling smaller, and more insecure about yourself? Your friends were right but you didnât know what to do.Â
But what could you do? You couldnât just walk away. You loved him⌠didnât you?
Before you could spiral any further, the barista called your name, pulling you from your thoughts. You grabbed your coffee and took a seat, letting the ice clink against the cup as you swirled it absently.Â
The door to the cafĂŠ swung open again, noticing it was Haechan you hid your face with your hands. Not wanting to deal with him again.Â
He walked in, his eyes scanning the room before they landed on you. For a moment, he hesitated, then made his way over to your table.
âYouâre in my spotâ he stated, his tone sharp. You stared at him, unsure of what to say.
You hesitated for a moment, did you really want to start a fight right now? âI donât see your name on it.â
Haechan slid into the seat across from you, leaning back in his chair as if trying to gauge your mood.
âIâve never seen you here,â he started, running a hand through his hair. âWhatâs wrong?â
You blinked, caught off guard. This wasnât the Haechan you were used toâthe cocky, arrogant guy who seemed to enjoy making your life miserable. Where is the teasing?
âNone of your business,â you muttered, staring into your coffee cup, avoiding his gaze. The last thing you wanted was to bare your soul to Haechan of all people. You didnât need his pity, and you certainly didnât need him to insert himself into your problems. He would use any information to torment Jay, which would just start an even bigger fight between you two.Â
But Haechan wasnât easily deterred. âYou donât have to tell me, but Iâm not an idiot. You look like a kicked puppy.â
There he goes, mocking you even at your worst. But he caught you off guard by how well he could read you. To most people, you probably look like a tired college student, normal. But for some reason, Haechan could tell there was something wrong.Â
You shook your head. âWhy do you care, Haechan?â
He rolled his eyes, leaning forward on the table. âMaybe because itâs not fun to tease you when youâre already miserable.â
You flinched. His words struck deeper than you expected. Did it show that much? Did everyone see itâhow exhausted you felt, how tightly you were hurt from trying to keep everything together? You opened your mouth to retort, but no words came out.
Haechan sighed, looking away for a moment before meeting your eyes again.Â
âHaechan.â The barista called out.Â
Haechan got up and grabbed his drink before asking something you couldnât make out. You watched him as he left, not sparing you another glance.Â
You sighed out, of course, he doesn't care. Heâs probably high on seeing you this miserable.Â
But before you could throw yourself another pity party, the cafe doors slam open and a concerned-looking Chaeryeong comes rushing in. Â
âY/n!â Chaeryeongâs voice cut through the noise of the cafĂŠ as she rushed over to your table, her face a mix of concern and urgency. You barely had time to brace yourself before she slid into the chair across from you, eyes scanning your face for answers.
âWhatâs going on? Haechan just said you needed me.â Her tone was low but insistent, probably thinking this was a plan made up by Haechan, trying to get under your skin again.Â
You exhaled slowly, trying to gather your thoughts. âItâs⌠nothing. Just another argument with Jay.âÂ
Chaeryeong frowned, her brows knitting together. "Another argument? Y/n, youâve been having a lot of those lately."
You shook your head, trying to dismiss her concern. "Itâs just a misunderstanding. He got upset about me sitting next to Haechan again. He thinks itâs some big deal, but itâs not."
"Jay seriously has issues if heâs getting worked up over something like that." Chaeryeongâs voice was firm, but there was a softness in her eyes like she was trying to tread carefully. "You know this isnât normal, right?"
You looked down at your iced latte, feeling the familiar swirl of guilt and confusion rise. You loved Jayâat least, you thought you did. But lately, everything felt like a battle, and you were always on the losing side.
 "Itâs fine," you said weakly, though the words felt like they were collapsing in on themselves. "Heâs just... protective."
Chaeryeong let out a sigh, her frustration barely concealed. "Y/n, thereâs a difference between being protective and being controlling. I hate seeing you like this. Itâs like youâre always walking on eggshells with him."
You didnât respond, unable to meet her gaze. The weight of the conversation was suffocating, but you couldnât deny the truth in her words. Jayâs jealousy had started to bleed into every part of your life, and it was exhausting.
After a moment of silence, Chaeryeong leaned forward, her voice softer. "You donât have to keep defending him. I know you care about him, but... is he making you happy?"
That question lingered in the air. Was Jay making you happy? Or were you just holding on to the idea of what you thought love should be?
Before you could answer, Chaeryeong reached out and squeezed your hand. "You deserve better than this, Y/n. You deserve to be with someone who makes you feel safe, not stressed out all the time."
You swallowed hard, fighting back the tears that threatened to spill over. "Can we switch the topic, I donât want to talk about this right now," you whispered.Â
Chaeryeongâs grip tightened on your hand. "You donât have to figure it all out right now. Just know that youâre not alone, okay? Iâm here for you."
You nodded, grateful for her support, but still feeling lost in the mess of your emotions. The tall barista came up to your table with a plate of red velvet cookies.Â
âUm, here you goâŚ.â He sat them down on the table in front of you.
âWait! I didnât pay for this.âÂ
The barista gave you a small, almost shy smile. "Don't worry about it. They're already paid for." Before you could ask any more questions, he walked away, leaving you and Chaeryeong to exchange confused glances.
Chaeryeong raised an eyebrow, leaning closer to examine the cookies. "Who do you think...?"
You didnât have to guess for long. So thatâs what he was asking the barista. You blinked, processing the moment.
Chaeryeong noticed too, her eyes narrowing. "Did Haechan just... buy you cookies?"
You shrugged, feeling more confused than anything. "I guess?"
Chaeryeong leaned back, a mixture of amusement and suspicion crossing her face. "Weird, right? I thought he was a jerk."
"Yeah... he is," you muttered, still trying to piece together Haechan's sudden act of kindness. It didnât fit with the person youâd been dealing with all semester.Â
But for right now, you werenât going to overanalyze it. You had enough on your plate with Jay and the constant pressure you were under. Haechan's behavior would have to wait.
You broke the cookie in half and offered a piece to Chaeryeong, hoping to shift the focus back to something lighter. "Want some? Might as well not let them go to waste.
She accepted the piece with a small smile, though her gaze remained thoughtful.Â
"You know, maybe heâs not as bad as we thought. Or maybe he's just a confusing guy."Â
You let out a soft laugh, nodding in agreement. "Thatâs putting it lightly."Â
But as the sweetness of the cookie melted in your mouth, the door to the cafĂŠ swung open again, and for a moment, your heart jumped, fearing it might be Jay.
But instead, it was Chenle and Jaemin, both of them scanning the room until they spotted you and Chaeryeong.
"Hey, there you are," Chenle said, sliding into a seat next to Chaeryeong. Jaemin followed sitting in the seat next to you, giving you a concerned look. "Everything okay?"
You forced a smile, trying to shake off the heaviness of the conversation. "Yeah, Iâm fine. Just... needed some space."
Chenle raised an eyebrow, clearly not convinced, but he didnât push. Instead, he gave a playful nudge. "Well, weâre here now, so no more pity parties. Letâs get you out of this mess.â
Jaemin studied you for a moment before speaking. "Weâre here for you, Y/n. Whatever you need." You nodded, feeling a small sense of relief.Â
âOoo cookies!â Chenle grabbed one without asking.Â
âYou even ordered yourself some of your favorite cookiesâŚoh no this is badâ Jaemin continued, shaking his head with exaggerated seriousness. "Cookies are your comfort food."
Chenle, mid-bite, paused and raised his eyebrows.
"Wait, did something happen with Jay again?" His usual playful tone shifted slightly, concern creeping in as he glanced between you and Chaeryoung.
You sighed, feeling the weight of their questions. "It's nothing. Just... the usual stuff. He got upset about me sitting next to Haechan in class again."
Jaeminâs face hardened. "Y/n, thatâs not nothing. Heâs been doing this for a while now. Getting jealous and picking fights. Itâs not normal."
Chenle, despite the cookie in his mouth, nodded vigorously. "Exactly! Why does it even matter where you sit in class? Youâre not his property."
You glanced away, not wanting to meet their eyes. The conversation was heading in the same direction as before, and you felt that familiar knot of guilt tightening in your chest.Â
After a moment of silence, Chaeryoung spoke up, âShe didnât even buy these cookiesâŚguess who did.â
Chenle blinked, pausing mid-chew as he looked between you and Chaeryoung.Â
"Wait, are you bragging about buying cookies for a heartbroken girl?" His voice was laced with teasing. She shook her head ânoâ and Jaeminâs eyes narrowed in curiosity.
You hesitated, feeling a twinge of discomfort as you answered quietly, "Haechan."
Jaemin leaned back in his chair, crossing his arms. "Haechan? He bought you cookies?" His tone was a mix of disbelief and a little bit of protectiveness.
Chenle stared at the cookie in his hand, then at you, then back at the cookie. "So, youâre telling me Iâm eating Haechanâs cookies? Theyâre probably poisoned!"
"Itâs not like I asked him to," you muttered, feeling the tension rising again. "He just⌠did."
Chaeryeong raised an eyebrow, a knowing look in her eyes. "He didnât say much when he saw me outside of the cafe, just told me that Y/n needed me."
Jaeminâs frown deepened. "Thatâs weird. Since when does Haechan care about anyone but himself?"
You shrugged, still unsure of what to make of the gesture. "I donât know. Maybe heâs just messing with me, trying to get under my skin."
Chaeryeong smirked. "Or maybe heâs trying to get you under him!"
You rolled your eyes. "Yeah right. Heâs just... being Haechan, weird."
Chaeryeongâs energy shifted immediately, her smirk softening into a more playful grin as she leaned forward, practically buzzing with excitement. "Alright, enough of this! We need to get you out of here. Youâve been drowning in all this drama for too long.â
Chenleâs eyes lit up at the suggestion, already nodding in agreement. "Yes! A night out is exactly what you need. No Jay, no Haechanâjust us having fun. There is a party at Markâs place tomorrow night." He winked, clearly trying to lighten the mood.
Jaemin, though quieter, gave a nod of approval. "It could be good for you, Y/n. A break from everything."
You hesitated, a part of you wanted to curl up at home and avoid the world, but another part knew that maybe they were right. You needed a break from all the chaos.
"Alright, fine," you sighed, feeling the weight on your chest lighten just a little. "Iâll go to Markâs party tomorrow."
Chaeryeong clapped her hands together, practically glowing with excitement. "Yes! Itâs going to be so much fun, I promise! Just good vibes, and youâll finally get a chance to relax."
Chenle grinned, "Thatâs the spirit! Plus, you know, itâs always a good time at Markâs. Who knows, maybe youâll meet someone newâŚ"
Jaemin shot Chenle a look, silently warning him to tone it down, but Chenle just winked at you, clearly trying to keep things light.
You chuckled, feeling a small flicker of relief. "Iâm not going to a party to meet someone, Chenle."
"Maybe not," Jaemin said with a small smile, "but at least youâll be there with your friends, and thatâs what matters."
The next evening, the air was buzzing with excitement as you stood in front of the mirror, eyeing the mixture of outfits Chaeryeong had scattered across your bed. She was currently looking through your closet, tossing out options as if she were styling a fashion shoot instead of just picking something for a party.Â
âYou need something bold but effortless,â Chaeryeong declared, holding up a black, form-fitting dress before shaking her head and discarding it. âSomething that says, âIâm here to have fun, not to impress.â But, you know, still impressive.â
You laughed, sitting on the edge of your bed as you watched her being dramatic. "Chaeryeong, itâs just a party. Iâm not trying to walk a runway."
Chenle, lounging in the corner of your room, raised an eyebrow. "No, but youâre going to Markâs, and thereâs a difference. Youâve gotta show up looking good.â
You groaned as Chaeryeong shot you a knowing look. âYou donât want to walk in looking anything less than your best. Trust me, itâll help you feel more in control." She pulled out a green silk dress from your closet, holding it up against you. "This. Itâs perfect."
You looked at the dress, hesitant. It was beautiful. "I donât know⌠itâs kind of a lot."
"Exactly," Chaeryeong said with a grin. "You need a lot. Letâs remind everyoneâincluding youâthat youâre the main character tonight."
Chenle laughed, getting up from his spot. "You heard her. Tonight is your night to shine, Y/n."
Sighing, you finally stood up and took the dress from Chaeryeongâs hands. "Fine. Letâs do it."
An hour later, you were slipping on the last of your jewelry as you stared at your reflection in the mirror. The green dress hugged your curves in all the right ways, and the satin shimmered under the soft lighting of your room. Chaeryeong had helped style your hair, soft waves falling over your shoulders, and Chenle, surprisingly, had given his input on your makeup. A bold lip to contrast the simplicity of the rest of your look.
"Wow," you whispered, half in disbelief at how different you looked.
Chaeryeong stood beside you, grinning from ear to ear.Â
"Told you. You look amazing."
Chenle nodded, leaning in the doorway. "Everyone is gonna wish they were with you."
You rolled your eyes, but deep down, a part of you couldnât help but wonder. Would they? Would Jay? Or would you finally not care?
With a final glance in the mirror, you grabbed your bag, feeling a rush of determination. Tonight was about you.
As you made your way downstairs, the sound of music and distant chatter already filled the air. Chenle and Chaeryeong followed close behind.
Chaeryeong linked her arm with yours as you stepped outside, the cool night air brushing against your skin. âDonât let it get to you, Y/n. Just have fun tonight. Remember, weâre here to enjoy ourselves.â
You nodded, trying to push aside the lingering thoughts of Jay and Haechan, and all the drama that seemed to follow them like a shadow. Tonight wasnât about themâit was about you.
The drive to Markâs place was filled with lighthearted chatter, Chenle and Chaeryeong alternating between playful bickering and hyping you up for the night ahead. But the closer you got to the party, the more you felt the familiar nerves creeping in.
âWeâre here!â Chaeryeongâs voice cut through your spiraling thoughts, and you blinked as the car pulled up to Markâs house. Music thumped from inside, and the soft glow of lights poured from the windows, illuminating the big crowd already gathered outside.
You took a deep breath as the three of you stepped out of the car, Chenle offering you a quick thumbs-up for encouragement. âRemember, main character energy. Letâs go.â
As you approached the front door, Mark himself appeared, grinning as he waved you inside. âY/n! You made it!â
 He gave you a quick, welcoming hug before greeting Chaeryeong and Chenle. âThe partyâs just getting started. Drinks are in the kitchen, and the backyard is open if you want to chill.â
You thanked him and followed the crowd into the house, trying to shake off the remaining nerves. The music, laughter, and the buzz of conversation washed over you, helping to melt away some of your worries. Chaeryeong handed you a drink, her eyes already sparkling.
âLetâs go find somewhere to sit!â she said over the music, pulling you toward the living room, where a few familiar faces were already lounging.
But before you could get comfortable, your eyes caught a familiar figure leaning against the wall near the kitchenâHaechan.
 He was chatting with someone, but his gaze shifted just as you entered the room. For a split second, your eyes locked, and there was a flicker of something in his expression, though you couldnât quite read it.
âFocus on having fun,â Chaeryeong whispered in your ear, snapping you out of your daze.
You smiled at her, grateful for the reminder, and nodded. Tonight was about fun. About letting go.
Jaemin and Jeno moved to form a spot where you could sit between them. You settled down, feeling a wave of relief as the two of them immediately began chatting, creating a comfortable bubble around you. Jeno handed you a drink with a reassuring smile.
 "Looking good, Y/n."
Jeno, always the more laid-back one, nudged your shoulder. "Weâll make sure you have a good time. No drama, no distractions."
You took a sip of your drink, nodding. Their presence was calming, a much-needed escape from the whirlwind of emotions youâd been feeling lately.
Chaeryeong and Chenle were already engrossed in a conversation across from you, laughing about something Chenle said, and for a brief moment, you allowed yourself to feel at ease.
Jaemin leaned in slightly, his voice low so only you could hear. "You look amazing tonight, by the way." He smiled.
You felt a warmth spread across your cheeks, and before you could respond, Jeno chimed in, as if reading the moment. "Jaeminâs right. That green dress is doing wonders."
You laughed, grateful for their compliments but not wanting to dwell on it too much. "Thanks, guys. I needed this.â You took a chug from your drink.Â
Jaemin smiled softly. "Weâre always here for you, Y/n."
You nodded, then stood up, smoothing down the hem of your dress as you glanced around the room. The music thumped louder as more people began to fill the space, and for a moment, you just stood there, letting the beat pulse through you.Â
"Then letâs dance," you said, gesturing toward the group of people already dancing.
Jaemin grinned, standing up and offering you his hand. "Thought youâd never ask."
Jeno followed close behind, already moving to the rhythm of the music as you all made your way to the center of the room. The bass of the music vibrated through the floor, the lights flashing in time with the beat, casting colorful patterns on the crowd around you.
As soon as you hit the dance floor, the energy shifted. The three of you fell into the rhythm easily, laughing and letting the music take over. You spun around, arms raised, carefree.
"Now this is what I like to see from you," Jaemin said, leaning close so you could hear him over the music. You laughed, spinning around again, letting the moment take over.Â
Your heart skipped a beat when your gaze locked with Haechan from across the room. He stood near the edge of the dance floor, leaning against the wall with his usual confident smirk. His eyes were focused intently on you, watching your every move. For a moment, everything else fadedâthe music, the crowd, even Jaemin and Jenoâs presenceÂ
Haechan didnât look away. Instead, his smirk deepened, almost like he knew something you didnât, a silent challenge hanging between you.
Jaemin nudged your arm, breaking your concentration. "Hey, you good?"
You blinked, forcing a smile and nodding. "Yeah, Iâm good!âÂ
The spot where Haechan had been standing was now empty, leaving you momentarily confused.
Jaemin noticed your brief flicker of confusion. âLooking for someone?â he asked, raising an eyebrow.
You shook your head quickly. "No, just... thought I saw something."Â
Before Jaemin could say more, Chenle swooped in, pulling you by the wrist and pulling you towards him and Chaeryeong. âCome on! No more standing around, letâs get moving!âÂ
You let yourself be pulled into the crowd, trying to shake the image of Haechan from your mind.
Feeling a bit drained, you excused yourself from your friends and made your way to the kitchen in search of another drink. The party was packed, and the energy was starting to get overwhelming.
After a few moments of being bumped and nudged, you decided it was best to escape the chaos. With a sigh of relief, you slipped out to the backyard, hoping for a moment of peace away from the noise and crowd.
The cool night air greeted you as you stepped outside, the sounds of laughter and music fading into the background. The backyard was a welcome contrast to the chaotic energy inside. Strings of fairy lights hung above, casting a soft glow over the space and illuminating a few scattered chairs around a fire pit.Â
You walked toward the edge of the patio, leaning against the railing and taking a deep breath, letting the fresh air fill your lungs. The stars twinkled above like tiny diamonds, and for a moment, you lost yourself in their beauty, feeling a sense of calm wash over you.
As you took a sip of your drink, you heard the door open and someone rushed out. Turning you saw Haechan. He was searching the backyard until his eyes met yours and he sighed, walking over to you.
âWhat do you want?â You rolled your eyes, already knowing he wasnât the best company.Â
âI know you donât exactly like meâ You scoffed as he put his hands up, telling you to wait, âBut I hate cheaters, so I needed to tell you.â
You raised an eyebrow, skepticism written across your face. âTell me what, exactly?â
Haechan leaned against the railing beside you, his expression serious, a stark contrast to the usual playful demeanor. âNo, seriously. I just saw Jay go into a room with another girl.â
Your heart sank, the weight of his words crashing down. You took a moment to process what he was saying, anger and disbelief swirling within you.
 âAre you sure? That sounds like something you would say to mess with me.â
âI get why youâd think that, but I wouldnât lie about something like this,â Haechan replied, frustration creeping into his tone.
 âI may not be your favorite person, but I wouldnât do that. You deserve to know the truth.â
You swallowed hard, your grip tightening around your drink. The reality of the situation settled over you, and you could feel your heart racing.
 âWhich room?â
Haechan hesitated for a moment, his gaze steady. âI donât think you want to go in there.â
A bitter laugh escaped your lips, the kind that felt hollow. âJust tell me which room.â
Haechan glanced at you, a flicker of empathy crossing his features. âUpstairs, the second one on the right.â
You put your cup down and started to make your way back into the party in search of the stairs.Â
âAre you sure about this?â Haechan, who you didnât even notice was following, asked you.Â
You nodded and moved quickly, your heart racing as you made your way through the crowd. The lively music and laughter faded into the background, drowned out by the storm of thoughts in your head. The dim lights seemed to press in, making your thoughts feel even more stressed.
As you reached the stairs, you hesitated for a brief moment, the weight of what you were about to confront hitting you like a ton of bricks. But the image of Jay with another girl flashed in your mind, fueling your determination. You needed answers. You needed to reclaim your dignity.
Going up the stairs, you felt your breath quicken. Each step seemed to echo with the anxiety of what lay ahead. Reaching the second door on the right, you paused, taking a deep breath to steady yourself. You could hear muffled voices from inside, giggling mingling with the soft kissing.Â
Throwing open the door you felt the air leave your lungs in a rush, your heart dropping as the scene unfolded before you. Jay was on top of another woman, his hands tangled in her hair, their lips inches apart.
Time seemed to freeze as Jayâs eyes shot wide open, and the laughter from the girl faltered into a shocked silence.Â
âY/n! Iââ Jay stammered, scrambling to sit up, the realization of your presence crashing over him like a wave.Â
You didnât let him finish. âWhat the hell is this?â Your voice trembled, a mix of anger and disbelief swirling within you. The hurt was too much, twisting your stomach into knots.
The girl, wide-eyed and uncomfortable, quickly shuffled away from Jay, her cheeks flushing a deep crimson. âI didnât knowââ she started, but you cut her off.
âSave it,â you said, directing your fury back at Jay.
âAfter everything Iâve done for you.â
Jay stood up fully now, his expression shifting from shock to guilt. âI didnât mean for you to find out like this,â he began his voice low, almost pleading.Â
You turned your back towards him and rushed down the stairs. You could hear him following you. So you looked for any of your friends but couldnât find them. Instead, your eyes connect with Haechans near the bottom of the stairs.Â
Rushing over to him you pull him down by his shirt and whisper âsorryâ before pulling him into a heated kiss.Â
Haechanâs eyes widened in surprise, but he didnât pull away. Instead, he responded, his hands finding your waist as he kissed you back with an urgency that matched your own. The chaos of the party faded into the background, the pounding music replaced by the sound of your racing heart.
But before it could get any farther, you were ripped away from Haechan by the sudden appearance of a familiar voice.Â
âWhat the hell are you doing?â Jayâs voice cut through the moment, sharp and accusatory. You turned to see him standing there, his expression a mix of disbelief and anger.
Haechan stepped back, his demeanor shifting instantly from passionate to defensive.Â
âJust what you were doing with that other girl,â he replied, his tone challenging. âMaybe you should have thought about that before youââ
âDonât!â Jay interrupted, stepping toward you both.
âYou have no right to act like the hero here. You donât know whatâs going on.â
âI know exactly whatâs going on, so if you donât mind we were kind of doing somethingâ, Haechan shot back, his eyes narrowing as he stepped slightly in front of you, shielding you from Jay.
You could feel the tension in the air thickening. âHaechan, stop,â you said, placing a hand on his arm. You could see the fire in his eyes, but you didnât want this to escalate any further.
Jayâs expression twisted with frustration. âYou think you can just come in and play the knight in shining armor? Sheâs my fucking girlfriend!â
âAnd you think I care?â Haechan replied, crossing his arms defiantly. âYou had your chance to treat her right, and you blew it.â
Jay shook his head, thinking about what to say next, but Jay was never good with his words so he stepped forward and swung.
Haechan barely had time to react. The punch landed squarely on his jaw, sending him stumbling back. You gasped, instinctively stepping between them, your heart racing at the sudden escalation.
âJay, what the hell?!â you shouted, adrenaline rushing through you. âThis is not how you handle things!â
Jayâs face was flushed with anger, his fists clenched at his sides. âHeâs a fucking piece of shit!â he snapped, breathing heavily.Â
Haechan regained his composure and moved around you, delivering a swift punch to Jay's jaw. The impact echoed, and Jay staggered back, eyes wide with surprise.Â
As they started to throw punches back and forth, you didnât know what to do. A group of people gathered around them.Â
You saw Jaemin and Jeno pushing through the crowd, their expressions a mix of alarm and confusion. âWhat the hell is going on?â Jaemin shouted, his voice rising above the commotion.
âY/n, get out of the way!â Jeno called out as he reached for your arm, pulling you back. You didnât want to move, didnât want to feel powerless while the two of them fought over you like you were some trophy for their ego.
âStop it!â you shouted again, trying to push through the gathering crowd, but your voice was drowned out by the sound of fists connecting and the murmurs of onlookers.Â
Jaemin managed to get closer, stepping between Jay and Haechan. As Jeno grabbed Jay from behind to stop him from throwing any more punches.Â
âBoth of you, enough! This isnât the way to handle it!âÂ
Haechan, breathing heavily, stepped back, his fists still clenched. âHe deserves this, Jaemin! He cheated on her!â
Jay looked furious, âThis is all his fucking fault!â He spat at Haechan.Â
You could see his expression begin to harden again, that familiar mask of arrogance threatening to resurface. Without thinking, you reached for his hand, gripping it tightly as you attempted to pull him away from the chaos of the crowd.Â
Haechan looked momentarily shocked, his eyes widening at your sudden gesture, but he didnât resist as you led him out into the cool evening air, away from the noise. As you stepped into the front yard, you pulled out your phone and ordered an Uber.Â
âWhat are you doing?â Haechan asked, his voice low, and filled with confusion. His hand was still in yours, but he made no move to pull away, his gaze locked on your face.
You hesitated, the words caught in your throat as the reality of the moment started to sink in. What were you doing?
âI needed to get out of there,â you admitted quietly, your grip loosening slightly, but you didnât let go.
His eyes softened, just a little, the hardness from earlier fading as he studied you.Â
"Okay."Â
Haechan sat down on the curb of the road and gestured for you to sit down next to him.Â
You hesitated for a moment, then quietly sat beside him on the curb, the cool pavement grounding you.Â
âSo, how are we going to get back at him?â you asked, your voice low but edged with determination.Â
Haechan turned toward you, eyes narrowing in surprise. âWhat?â
You met his gaze, a fire igniting within you. "Jay. How are we going to make him regret everything?"Â
Haechan blinked, momentarily caught off guard. He studied your face for a long second as if trying to gauge whether you were serious. Then, a slow, knowing smirk curled on his lips.Â
âAre you sure youâre ready to play that game?â he asked, voice dripping with amusement.
You held his gaze, feeling the weight of his question sink in. Was this really what you wanted? A part of you knew it was reckless, that using Haechan to get back at Jay could only make things worse.Â
âI need to hurt him,â you replied, your voice steadier than you felt. âIf he wants to treat me like Iâm nothing, then maybe itâs time I show him I donât need him.â
Haechan's smirk deepened, a glint of something dangerous flickering in his eyes. âAlright, then. Letâs make this interesting.â
Before the two of you could come up with an actual plan, the Uber showed up. You exchanged a quick look with Haechan before giving the driver your address.Â
The ride was quiet, you could feel Haechanâs gaze lingering on you but you didnât want to say anything so you settled for looking out the window.Â
When the car finally pulled up in front of your apartment, you stepped out, turning back to wait for him. Haechan, still sitting in the backseat, raised an eyebrow.
âWhat?â he asked, his voice casual, but his eyes searched yours.
You gestured for him to follow. âCome on.â
For a moment, he hesitated, as if weighing his options. Then, with a slight shrug, he climbed out of the car, closing the door behind him.
âIs there a reason youâre taking me back to your house?â Haechan teased, his tone playful as always, though his eyes held a hint of curiosity.
You shot him a glance, rolling your eyes. âLook at you. You look awful, and I know youâre not smart enough to clean an open wound.â
Haechan smirked, following you toward your apartment door. âI didnât realize I was so lucky to have a personal nurse.â
You ignored his sarcasm, unlocking the door and stepping inside. âJust sit down and let me handle it before you get an infection.â
As he walked in, his usual cocky demeanor softened slightly. He never thought you two would be talking again. Not after he was such a huge jerk to you.
He sank onto the couch, watching you as you moved through the small space, grabbing your first aid kit from under the sink. There was an awkward quiet that hung between you two, but you didnât want to acknowledge it.
Returning to the living room, you set the kit on the coffee table and crouched in front of him, carefully opening it up.
âYou know, I can do this myself,â Haechan said, but his voice lacked its usual teasing bite.
âYeah, sure,â you muttered, reaching for the antiseptic.
âLike I trust you not to make it worse.â
He chuckled, though there was an unspoken tension behind it. As you gently cleaned the small cuts and scrapes, you couldnât help but notice how quiet he had become, his gaze occasionally flickering to your face.
âWhy are you doing this?â he asked after a moment, his voice softer than you expected. "I didnât punch him because of you, I did it because heâs a jerk."
You paused for a second, looking up at him, your hands still resting on him. âItâs the least I can do,â you admitted honestly. âSince you told me.âÂ
Haechan sighed, his eyes drifting around your living room. His gaze lingered on the little detailsâpictures on the wall, the books stacked messily on the coffee tableâbefore he turned back to you, something softer in his expression.
"Done," you said, pulling your hands away after finishing with his wounds.
He flexed his hand, testing the bandages, and gave you a small, almost appreciative nod. "Thanks..." His voice was low, the teasing gone entirely.
You just shrugged, trying to brush off the weight of the moment. "Donât get used to it," you said with a small smile, but there was no real bite to your words.Â
Haechan met your eyes, something unreadable passing between you before he looked away again. "I owe you."
âI will remember that!â you laughed, getting up from the floor and brushing off your pants. âIâm tired, you can sleep on the couch. Iâll bring you some pillows.â
Haechan watched you with an amused expression, his eyes glinting. âI appreciate the offer, but I donât want to crash on your couch.â
âToo bad,â you shot back playfully, heading toward the closet. âYou look like you need the rest after everything. Plus, I don't want to be responsible for you bleeding out.â
âFair point,â he conceded, a hint of a smile tugging at his lips.Â
You returned with a couple of pillows and a blanket, handing them to him. âHere you go.â
âWow, you are going all out,â he teased, settling into the couch, clearly enjoying this.Â
âDo I get breakfast too, or is that pushing it?â
âDonât push your luck,â you replied with a mock glare.
âYou can make yourself breakfast. Just donât burn the place down.â
Haechan quietly laughed before getting comfortable on the couch, sinking into the pillows you had brought him. His relaxed posture seemed to shift the atmosphere in the room, making it feel more relaxed.Â
âJust so you know,â he said, propping himself up on one elbow, âthis isnât going to become a regular thing. I have a reputation to uphold.â
âRight, the infamous Haechan, the bad boy who no one can take seriously.â you teased, rolling your eyes as you left to go to your room.
As you closed the door to your room, you leaned against it for a moment, allowing yourself to breathe.
You tossed your phone onto the bed and plopped down beside it. After a moment, you set a timer for the morning, letting exhaustion pull you into sleep.
Morning light filtered through your curtains, you stirred as your alarm beeped. Blinking sleep from your eyes, you stretched and glanced at the clock. You had meant to wake up early, but the memories of last night lingered in your mind, making it hard to move.
You climbed out of bed, the floor cool against your feet, and made your way to the bathroom. After quickly brushing your teeth and throwing on some comfortable clothes, you headed toward the kitchen, the smell of coffee filling the room.
You found the blanket neatly folded on the couch and the pillows stacked up next to it, but no sign of Haechan. A small frown formed on your face. But what did you expect? You werenât friends just because he fought your ex. He said it himself that it wasnât for you. He just wanted an excuse to hit Jay.
Pushing the thought aside, you took a deep breath and focused on getting ready for class. You stepped into your bathroom, splashing your face with cold water to shake off the remnants of sleep. After putting on some makeup and brushing your hair, you throw on a comfortable pair of jeans and an oversized sweater.
As you walked back into your bedroom, you noticed your phone lighting up with a message. You grabbed it, and messages from your friends filled your phone.Â
Chenle: THAT WAS CRAZY!! ARE YOU OKAY??Â
Jaemin: Hey, let me know when youâre home!! <3
Jaemin: You probably fell asleep, let me know when you are awake <3
Jeno: Are you okay? Jaemin and I took care of the problem (⪰â⪯ďź
Chaeryeong: I saw you leave with Haehcan!! GURRL YOU NEED TO TELL ME EVERYTHING!!
After a moment, you replied to everyone letting them know you were okay.
With your bag slung over your shoulder. You walked towards campus, your mind still racing with thoughts about Haechan.Â
When you arrived, you navigated through the crowd of students, your mind drifting between the classes you had lined up for the day.Â
As you made your way to your first lecture, you spotted a familiar face across the quad. It was your friend, Chaeryeong, waving enthusiastically. You quickened your pace to meet her.
âY/n! There you are!â she exclaimed, pulling you into a quick hug. âI was starting to think you werenât coming to class!â
âYou know I canât afford to miss a class,â you laugh.
âOkay, Iâve waited enough! Tell me everything!â she said, her eyes sparkling with curiosity as you both walked towards the lecture hall.
You hesitated, unsure of how much to reveal. âWell, Haechan stayed over last night after everything that happened with Jay.â
Chaeryeong raised her eyebrows, a teasing grin spreading across her face. âOh? Look at you getting cozy with the enemy!â
You rolled your eyes, but couldnât hide your smile. âItâs not like that. I felt bad, dragging him into all of this.â
âHe was always in this,â she said, nudging your shoulder playfully.
You nodded, the weight of her words settling in your mind. âI know, but this doesnât mean we are friends.â
Chaeryeong shook her head, and the two of you entered the lecture hall, finding your seats. As the professor began speaking, you turned to whisper to Chaeryoung, leaning in slightly to keep your conversation discreet.Â
âLetâs not tell the guys about me going home with Haechan... I donât want them to get the wrong idea.â
Chaeryoung nodded and turned back to focus on the lecture.Â
âIâm going to go eat something, I didnât get to have breakfast,â you said, rubbing your stomach lightly to emphasize your point.Â
âYouâre so lucky to have a break between classesâ Chaeryoung groaned, âI have two more classes before I can even get food.âÂ
âYouâre the one that wanted all morning classesâÂ
âYeah because the night is for parting not for studying.â Chaeryoung rolled her eyes.Â
You shoved her playfully before splitting up and heading towards the cafĂŠ and sitting in the same spot you did last time.Â
âOkay, you have to stop stealing my spot,â an annoyingly familiar voice said, breaking your focus from the menu. You looked up to find Haechan standing there, an amused smile on his face.
You raised an eyebrow, faking annoyance. âStill doesnât have your name on it. This is a public cafĂŠ.â
âSure, but you know itâs my favorite spot,â he retorted, sliding into the seat next to you. âI always sit here to people-watch between classes.ââ
You couldnât help but laugh at his mock-serious expression. âI donât care right now, Iâm starving.âÂ
He chuckled, glancing at the menu before leaning back in his chair. âWhat are you getting?.â
âI was thinking about a bagel and some coffee,â you replied, glancing over the options again.
âBoring,â he declared dramatically, shaking his head. âGet the avocado toast. Itâs amazing here.â
You rolled your eyes. âSo you can steal it? Youâre not even hiding your motives.â
He shrugged, an innocent look plastered on his face. âWhat can I say? I have exquisite taste.â
âExquisite taste?â you repeated, unable to suppress a laugh. âThatâs a big word for you.â
âYouâre supposed to be nicer to me now!â he pouted, crossing his arms over his chest. âI did rescue you from that jerk, remember?â
âRescue is a strong word,â you countered, trying to keep a straight face. âYou threw a punchâŚ.and then I had to pull you away.â
âDetails, details,â he said, waving a hand dismissively.
You leaned back in your chair, pretending to consider. âIâll get an order for two avocado toasts.â
âReally?!â he exclaimed, eyes lighting up with excitement.
You gestured for him to get up so you could slide out of the booth. âYeah, but only because youâre annoying and I donât want to hear you complain. But youâre coming with me to order it.â
âYay!â Haechan stood up and followed you to the counter, the playful banter continuing as you both approached the register.
As you placed the order, he leaned against the counter, watching you with a teasing smile. âWhat if I said I wanted extra everything? Youâre still paying?â
You laughed, shaking your head as the barista rang up your order. âIs that all?â
You nodded your head, âYep, thatâs all.â You reached into your pocket for your card, but before you could find it, Haechan pulled out his and handed it to the barista.
âHey, what are you doing?â you protested.
âJust treating you to breakfast,â he said nonchalantly, leaning against the counter as if it was no big deal.Â
âWhy?â You raised an eyebrow, crossing your arms. âFor what? You were the one who punched my ex, remember?â
âExactly,â he replied with a smirk. âIâve been wanting to mess up his face for a while!â
The barista handed Haechan back his card, and he turned to you with a victorious grin.
You rolled your eyes. âFine, Iâll let you have this one. But only because Iâm starving.â
As you both moved to the side to wait for your order, the door to the cafĂŠ bell rang. You looked to the side and saw it was Jay and his friends.
âShit!â you mumbled under your breath, your stomach sinking as you tried to think of an escape plan.Â
You took a deep breath, trying to steady your nerves as Jayâs laughter echoed through the cafĂŠ. He spotted you almost immediately, his expression turning sour.
You could see him making his way to you, so you did the only thing that felt like it would hurt him.Â
You grabbed Haechanâs shirt, pulling him closer to you as you leaned in, pressing your lips against his in a quick, aggressive kiss.
Haechan froze for a moment, clearly taken aback. But he quickly recovered, wrapping an arm around your waist and kissing you back.Â
The reaction was immediate. Jayâs expression shifted from confusion to fury, his friends exchanging glances as the tension in the room skyrocketed. You could feel Haechan smirking against your lips, clearly enjoying the situation.
As you pulled away, Haechanâs eyes sparkled with mischief. âDidnât know paying for your lunch would make you want to kiss me,â he asked, while a grin tugged at his lips.
âJay is here,â you whispered, low enough so no one else could hear you.Â
Jayâs glare burned into you, and he scoffed, crossing his arms. âYou think thatâs going to make me jealous? Youâre pathetic.â
You felt a rush of boldness. âIf youâre so over it, why do you care?â you shot back, feeling bold because of Haechanâs presence.
Jay opened his mouth to respond, but before he could say anything further, Haechan stepped in front of you, his posture protective. âYou really should find a new hobby, Jay. This isnât working for you,â he said, his tone calm yet firm.
Jayâs face turned a shade redder, his boldness faltering. âWhatever. I donât need this.â He turned on his heel, storming out with his friends trailing behind, their laughter fading as they exited the cafĂŠ.
You let out a breath you didnât realize you were holding, glancing up at Haechan. âHe was so mad.â
Haechan chuckled, his eyes still sparkling with amusement. âI have a plan!â
You raised an eyebrow, skeptical but curious. âOh no, should I be worried?â
âNot at all,â Haechan replied, that mischievous grin still playing on his lips. âBut if you want to make him furious, weâre going to have to turn it up a notch.â
âWhat exactly do you mean by that?â you asked cautiously, folding your arms.Â
âSimple,â he said, leaning in conspiratorially. âWe pretend that we are hooking up. Just for a little while. You know how much itâll eat at him.â
Your eyes widened. âYou canât be serious.â
âWhy not?â Haechan shrugged, clearly enjoying the drama of it all.Â
âItâll be fun. And the look on his face when he realizes youâve completely moved on? Priceless.â
You paused, considering it for a moment. As ridiculous as it sounded, the idea had some appeal. Jay seeing you with someone else, especially Haechan, would drive him nuts. And the more you thought about it, the more tempting it became.
âOkay, letâs say I go along with this,â you began slowly. âWhatâs in it for you?â
Haechanâs grin widened. âI get to have the time of my life watching Jay go insane.â
You rolled your eyes but couldnât help the small smile that crept onto your face. âI donât knowâŚâ
âCome on, itâs genius,â Haechan said, leaning back against the counter with a self-satisfied smirk. â
Weâll be the hottest âcoupleâ in the room, and Jay wonât know what hit him.â
You bit your lip, still hesitant but intrigued by the idea. âFine,â you finally said. âBut donât get any ideas. This is strictly for show.â
Haechan held up his hands in mock surrender. âOf course. Strictly business. But trust me, this is going to be fun.â
After finishing lunch with Haechan, you went through the rest of your dayâattending lectures, trying to focus, but your mind kept drifting back to the cafĂŠ incident.Â
Haechanâs ridiculous plan echoed in your head, and you couldn't help but replay Jay's angry expression over and over again.
By the time your classes were over, you were mentally exhausted. Having dinner with your friends sounded like a nice break after a hectic day. As you approached the dining hall, you spotted Chaeryeong waving you over to the usual table where the others were already gatheredâJaemin, Jeno, and Chenle.
You slid into the seat next to Chaeryeong, who immediately gave you a curious glance. âSo, how was the rest of your day?â
âEventful,â you said with a sigh.
Jaemin perked up, overhearing the exchange. âEventful?â
You hesitated, not sure how much to share. âJust... ran into Jay and his friends at lunch.â
The table went quiet for a second before Chenle raised an eyebrow. âAnd?â
âAnd... Haechan was there,â you added, not wanting to dive into all the details.
Chenle laughed, breaking the tension. âOh man, I bet that was awkward.â
âYou have no idea,â you muttered, exchanging a glance with Chaeryeong, who seemed to already know there was more to the story.
Jeno, who had been quiet, finally spoke up. âWhat did Haechan do?â
You opened your mouth to respond, but before you could say anything, Jaemin cut in.Â
âWait, waitâare you guys friends now?â
You paused, unsure how to answer that question, especially with Haechanâs ridiculous plan in the back of your mind. âNot... exactly,â you said vaguely.
Jeno looked confused. âWhat does that even mean?â
Chaeryeong, always the perceptive one, smirked slightly but stayed quiet, watching the situation unfold.
You shrugged. âIt just means things are complicated. Letâs just eat.â
But you could tell from the looks on your friends' faces that this wasnât the last youâd hear about Haechan and Jay.
Your phone rang, and you glanced down, spotting Haechanâs name on the screen. You sighed, already bracing yourself for whatever chaos he was about to bring into your life.
âWhat do you want?â you asked as you answered, your voice laced with mock annoyance.
âParty this weekend,â Haechan's voice was full of excitement. âWe need to go! Everyoneâs going to be there.â
You rolled your eyes, even though he couldnât see it. âAnd why, exactly, do I need to go to this party?â
âWhat, you donât want to kiss me again,â he said with a teasing tone. âPlus, everyone is going to be there so itâs perfect.â
You could already imagine him grinning on the other end of the line, fully expecting you to give in. âHaechan, Iâm not exactly in the mood for another party.â
âCome on,â he whined. âItâs not just any party. Jayâs gonna be there.â
âFine, okay,â you finally said, giving in with a sigh. You could practically hear the grin in Haechan's voice.
âPerfect! Iâll pick you up at eight on Friday. Youâre not going to regret it, trust me.â
âIâm already regretting this,â you muttered, but a small part of you was excited. Maybe it wouldnât be so badâif nothing else, youâd get a chance to make Jay uncomfortable, and that was starting to sound more appealing.
âJust make sure youâre ready,â Haechan added. âAnd wear something⌠you know, sexy.â
âSexy?â you repeated skeptically.
âYouâll figure it out,â he said, his tone light and teasing. âSee you then!â
As the call ended, you couldnât help but feel a mix of excitement and unease. This party could either be a disaster or the perfect chance to move on from Jay and get a little revenge. Either way, things were about to get interesting.
The week flew by in a blur of classes, assignments, and quick meals with friends. Before you knew it, Friday had arrived, and you found yourself staring at your closet, trying to figure out what Haechan meant by "something sexy."Â
You groaned, pulling out outfit after outfit, none of them feeling right. Tonight wasnât just any night. If Jay was going to be at this party, you wanted to make him regret cheating on you.
You gave up, settling on a pair of jeans and a black T-shirt. As you finished getting ready, you glanced at the time. Almost eight.Â
Just as you applied the finishing touches to your makeup, you heard a knock on your door. Taking one last look in the mirror, you grabbed your jacket and opened the door.
âTook you long enough!â Haechan teased, eyeing your outfit with a dramatic shake of his head.Â
âWhat?â you asked, already sensing the criticism coming.
âThis wonât do,â he said with exaggerated disappointment. Before you could protest, he sighed and gently pushed you back into the house. âWhereâs your closet?â
âHaechan, Iâm not changing!â you called after him as he made a beeline for your bedroom.
âYou are if you want to make everyone jealous,â he insisted, already rummaging through your clothes as if he owned the place. âJeans and a black T-shirt? Come on, Y/n, weâre supposed to be putting on a show.â
You rolled your eyes, half-amused, half-annoyed. âMy outfit doesn't matter.â
He grinned, pulling out a sleek black dress you had tucked away. âThis is perfect.âÂ
You hesitated for a second, glancing at the dress. It was short, definitely not what you had planned, but you had to admit, Haechan had a point.
You sighed, eyeing the dress Haechan held up. âYou canât be serious.â
âOh, Iâm dead serious,â he replied, his grin widening as he shoved the dress into your hands. âCome on, Y/n. You want to show Jay what heâs missing, right?â
You hesitated for a moment longer, looking between Haechan and the dress. You wouldnât ever wear that if you were just going out with your friends. You didnât have the confidence, but Haechan somehow gave you confidence.Â
âFine,â you muttered, rolling your eyes as you snatched the dress from him. âBut if this goes wrong, Iâm blaming you.â
âDeal,â Haechan smirked, plopping down on your bed and crossing his arms. âIâll take full responsibility.â
You disappeared into the bathroom, slipping into the dress and staring at yourself in the mirror. It was outside your usual comfort zone, you couldnât deny you looked good.
Stepping out, you found Haechan waiting, his eyes widening slightly. For a moment, there was no teasing grin, just a flicker of surprise before he quickly masked it.
âSee? Now this is how you get everyoneâs attention,â he said, standing up. âJayâs gonna be so jealous.â
His eyes lingered on you a little too long, and the sudden intenseness made you feel exposed. Instinctively, you wrapped your arms around yourself, trying to shield the self-consciousness creeping up.Â
Haechan reached out gently, his fingers brushing against your wrists as he pulled your arms away from your body.
âHey, none of that,â he said softly, his voice surprisingly tender. âYou look amazing. Own it.â
You blinked, caught off guard by the sincerity in his tone. His usual playful arrogance was replaced with something⌠different, almost like he wanted you to feel confident tonight. The teasing smirk was still there, but his eyes held something deeper.
âYou think this is gonna work?â you asked, trying to ignore the flutter in your chest.
Haechan grinned, his usual swagger returning as he let go of your arms. âOh, itâs definitely going to work. Jayâs not going to know what hit him. And more importantly, youâre going to have the best time.â
You took a deep breath, trying to match Haechanâs confidence. âOkay, letâs go before I change my mind.â
âRelax, weâre gonna have fun.â Haechan shot you a wink before opening the door.Â
âTrust me.âÂ
And for some reason, in that moment, you kind of did.Â
The party was in full swing by the time you and Haechan arrived. The music was loud, the lights were flashing, and the air was thick.Â
âHold on for a moment, I need to find Mark really quickâ Haechan immediately disappeared into the crowd, leaving you on your own. You should have known you two wouldnât have stayed together the whole night.Â
You made your way to the kitchen, needing a moment to collect yourself before facing Jay. As you poured yourself a drink, a familiar voice interrupted your thoughts.
âWell, well, well, look who it is.â
You turned to see Jay leaning against the counter, a smug smile on his face. You resisted the urge to roll your eyes.
âSurprised to see me?â you shot back, taking a sip of your drink.
âNot at all,â Jay replied, his eyes trailing over your figure. âAlthough I must say, this wasnât exactly what I expected.â
âYou donât get to have any expectations,â You snapped, trying to sound confident despite not feeling it. âI wear what I want.âÂ
Jay chuckled, leaning in closer. âYou never wore that when I was with you.â
âPast tense,â you emphasized, setting your drink down with more force than necessary. âThings change, Jay. Clearly.â
His smile paused for a moment before he masked it with a shrug. âFinally got bored of that douchebag.â
âYeah, but I guess he hasnât taken the hint since heâs right here, talking to me.â
Jay's smug expression deepened, but you met his gaze head-on, refusing to back down.Â
âY/N?â His tone was dripping with arrogance. âDo you think Haechan is any better than me? Heâs just having fun with you until he gets bored.â
You felt the sting of his words, but you werenât going to let him get to you. You leaned in slightly, your voice steady.Â
âMaybe. But at least heâs better in bed.â
Jay's jaw tightened, clearly not expecting that response. He opened his mouth to say something, but a voice cut through the tension.
âThis is just sad,â Haechan's voice rang out as he walked over, a cool smirk playing on his lips. âShe already found someone better.â
Jay straightened up, glaring at Haechan, but didnât say anything. The silence between the three of you was heavy, but you could sense that Jay was weighing his options. After a beat, he scoffed and stepped back.
âYouâre not worth my time,â Jay muttered, giving you one last look before turning on his heel and storming out of the kitchen.
As soon as he was gone, you let out a breath you didnât realize you were holding. Haechan gave you a sideways glance, his smirk softening into something almost... concerned.Â
âYou alright?â he asked, leaning casually against the counter as if nothing had happened.
You nodded, still feeling the adrenaline from the confrontation. âYeah, Iâm fine. Thanks.â
Haechan raised an eyebrow, clearly not convinced. âGood. Because I have a better idea for the rest of the night. Letâs make him regret ever speaking to you.â
You blinked at him, intrigued. âWhat are you planning now?â
Haechan grinned, eyes gleaming with mischief. âYouâll see. But first, we need more drinks to loosen up.â
Haechanâs grin widened as he grabbed two cups from the counter, handing one to you. You hesitated, still feeling the lingering tension from your run-in with Jay, but something about the way Haechan looked at you made it impossible to say no.Â
âLetâs party,â he said, raising his cup.
You clinked your cup against him, taking a sip before following him back into the crowded living room. The music pulsed through the space, people dancing and talking in tight clusters. Haechan was already scanning the room, clearly looking for the next move.
âWhat exactly is this plan of yours?â you asked, trying to read his expression.
He shot you a playful look. âOh, itâs simple. We just need to make it look like weâre having the best time everâtogether. You know, give Jay a little show.â He winked, clearly enjoying himself.
You couldnât help but laugh. âSo, you plan to make Jay jealous again?â
âExactly,â Haechan said, pulling you closer to him as a new song began to play. âLetâs see how he likes watching us have all the fun.â
Before you could protest, Haechan spun you around, guiding you into the makeshift dance floor. The bass vibrated under your feet as he moved effortlessly, a confident smirk still plastered on his face. Despite yourself, you found yourself laughing, his energy contagious. You couldnât deny how easy it was to get swept up in the moment with him.
As the two of you danced, you noticed Jay standing across the room, watching with a clenched jaw. It was clear that Haechanâs plan was working. You caught Jayâs eye for a split second before deliberately looking away, focusing entirely on Haechan. The warmth of his hand on your waist and the way he smiled at you as if no one else mattered, made you forget about everything for a moment.
âSee?â Haechan said, leaning close to your ear, his voice barely audible over the music. âTold you it would work.â
You glanced over your shoulder, seeing Jay pushing his friends away and keeping his eyes on you two, clearly frustrated. You grinned. âMaybe youâre right. But donât let it go to your head.â
Haechan chuckled, spinning you again before pulling you close. âToo late for that.â
Haechan leaned down to whisper in your ear, âAre you ready for the real show?â You nodded as Haechan started to lead you out of the crowd.Â
As Haechan started to lead you up the stairs, your heart was pounding. The noise from the party below faded slightly with each step, leaving just the two of you in a quiet bubble. His hand remained firmly on your hips, his grip surprisingly reassuring despite the teasing smirk still playing on his lips.
âHeâs following us.â Haechan whispered as he led you into a room, purposely leaving the door slightly open.Â
Your heart skipped a beat as Haechan whispered those words, confirming what you had suspected. Jay was trailing behind, just as Haechan had expected.Â
Once inside the dimly lit room, Haechan stood in front of you, his eyes never leaving yours. He motioned for you to stand near the bed, his smirk fading into something more serious, though his playfulness never completely disappeared.
âWe're putting on a show, right?â he murmured, keeping his voice low. "Might as well give him something to really lose his mind over."
Your breath caught in your throat as you processed his words. This whole thing was a gameâone meant to drive Jay crazyâbut there was something in the way Haechan was looking at you now that made it feel a little too real.
The faint sound of footsteps approaching the door pulled you out of your thoughts. Jay was getting closer, tension growing thicker with each passing second.
Without thinking, you took a step toward Haechan. He raised an eyebrow, clearly waiting to see what you would do next.
You reached up, touching the side of his face, feeling the warmth of his skin beneath your fingertips. His eyes locked with yours, full of unspoken words. At that moment, you knew this was more than just a plan to him.
"You're right," you whispered, your voice barely above a murmur. "It's time for the real show."
Haechan's eyes widened slightly at your words, his breath hitching in anticipation. Without another word, you took a step closer and then another, until you were just inches apart. You could feel the heat radiating from his body, and it was intoxicating.
As Jay reached the door and saw the two of you so close together, he froze, unable to look away from the scene unfolding before him. It was clear that he had never expected things to go this far.
You felt a surge of adrenaline as you leaned in, closing the gap between you and Haechan. His lips met yours in a rush of heat and urgency.
You felt Haechanâs hands grip your waist and pull you into him even closer, deepening the kiss even more.Â
As your lips moved together, you could sense Haechan's eagerness, his fingers trailing along your skin as if trying to memorize every inch of you.Â
You felt Haechanâs hands grip your waist a little harder than before as he pushed you softly onto the bed.Â
The room seemed to spin around you as Haechan hovered over you, his gaze intense and filled with a raw hunger that sent shivers down your spine. Jay's shocked silence from the doorway only added to the adrenaline.
Haechan's lips trailed down your neck, leaving a trail of kisses as he peppered more along your collarbone.Â
A soft gasp escaped your lips as Haechan's hands roamed over your body.Â
Haechan pulled away slightly to look into your eyes. Once he saw that you werenât uncomfortable, he grabbed the bottom of your dress and moved it up slightly to expose more skin.Â
Haehcan groaned slightly as he saw your panties were starting to get wet.Â
âMmm all for me?â He traced his fingers along the edge of your lace underwear before looking back up at you with a teasing smile that made your heart race even faster than it already was.Â
You nodded slightly in response and bit your lower lip nervously.
âUse your words, princess. Haechan murmured, a smirk playing at the corners of his lips.
"Yes," you whispered, your voice barely audible above a murmur. "All for you."
The words sent a wave of pleasure through Haechan's body as he leaned down, his lips just brushing against your neck, sending more chills down your spine.Â
"Youâre such a good girl for me," Haechan growled, his voice low with lust.
Before you could respond, he pulled your dress up further, exposing even more of your body completely to him. His eyes lingered on your panties for a moment before he pulled them aside, gently tracing the outer edges of your folds with his finger.Â
A soft moan escaped your lips as Haechanâs finger brushed against your sensitive skin.Â
âFuck, Haechan,â you whispered, your voice shaky.
Haechan smirked, his eyes never leaving yours.
He leaned down, slowly tracing his tongue along the outline of your panties before pulling them off completely.Â
You shivered as he gently blew on your heated skin.
âYou ready?â Haechan murmured, his voice low and seductive.
You couldnât speak, could barely breathe, but you nodded quickly, desperate for more of his touch.
Haechan gently pushed your legs apart, revealing yourself to him completely. He stared at you for a moment, taking in every detail of your aroused body before leaning down to kiss your inner thigh.
His lips were warm and soft, sending shivers through you with every touch. As he trailed kisses higher and higher, your breath hitched.
A soft moan escaped from between your lips as Haechan's tongue flicked against the sensitive lips. He continued to tease you, his touch never quite reaching the place you desperately wanted him to be.
You squirmed beneath him, desperate for his touch, but he refused to give in. The teasing was almost unbearable. Your heart raced as you felt him moving closer, but still, he denied you.
Finally, just when you thought you couldn't take it any longer, Haechan pushed your legs further apart and dove between them without holding back. His tongue danced across your heated skin as he explored every inch of you.
Your back arched off the bed as you felt him start to get hard on your leg. You threw your head back, gasping for air as a wave of pleasure hit you.
Haechan continued, his tongue never faltering in its job to bring you to a place of pleasure. You felt amazing.Â
It wasn't long before the pleasure became too much to bear. A strong climax exploded through you.Â
You moaned his name, the sound echoing through the room as you came apart in his arms, your entire body shaking uncontrollably.
Once your body has relaxed, your breaths came in ragged gasps as you tried to catch your breath.Â
Haechan laid beside you, his eyes locked on your face as he continued to pant softly.
As you came back down to earth you got up from the bed, making Haechan sit up to watch what you were doing.Â
You got onto your knees right in front of him.
"Now itâs your turn," you said softly, your eyes meeting his. You could see the hunger in Haechan's eyes, causing you to squeeze your thighs together.
Haechan raised an eyebrow, a hint of mischief lurking in his expression.Â
As he sat there, his gaze locked on yours, he slowly undid his jeans, letting them fall to the floor.Â
You couldn't help but gaze at him as he stood there before you, every inch of him screaming for your touch.Â
Your heart raced as you reached out to touch him, your fingers tracing a path down his chest and onto his stomach.
He shivered as your touch reached his stomach, but he didn't stop you. You continued to explore every inch of him, your fingers tracing the definition of his muscles, feeling the heat radiating from his skin.
As you reached the waistband of his boxers, you hesitated for a moment, uncertainty playing in your mind. But Haechan's eyes never left yours, urging you on.
With a deep breath, your hand dipped beneath the waistband, your fingers brushing against him. A soft moan escaped his lips, his eyes flickering shut for a moment before he opened them again, meeting yours once more.
You wrapped your hand around him gently, feeling him grow harder in your grasp. The warmth from him was intoxicating.Â
As you began to stroke him slowly, his eyes searched yours.Â
With a soft nod, you conveyed your permission through your eyes. And Haechan's gaze darkened, and his hunger became more pronounced. He reached out and slid your dress up and off, his fingers tracing down your arms as he removed it.
As the garment fell away, Haechan pulled you closer and gently moved your hair away from his face.Â
You moved closer to him as you licked the tip of his length.Â
Haechan let out a soft groan as your tongue flicked against him. You took him into your mouth slowly, savoring the taste of him. Haechan's eyes fluttered shut as you moved your tongue.Â
Haechan let out a small gasp as he hit the back of your throat, enjoying every second of it. You swirl your tongue around him.
He watched you intently, his eyes drinking at the sight of you on your knees before him, your hair falling down your back.
You lapped at him gently, your tongue tracing circles around his head. Haechan's hands gripped your hair tight, his knuckles turning white as he tried to hold onto something in this moment.
As you felt him start to thrust into your mouth, you took him deeper, your throat contracting around him as he began to lose control.
Haechan groaned loudly, his hands gripping your hair tighter, pulling you deeper into himself. His hips bucked uncontrollably, every muscle in his body tense as he was looking for his release.
You could feel his arousal growing more intense within your grasp. The sight of Haechan losing control above you sent shivers down your spine.
Finally, with a loud groan, Haechan thrust deep into your throat, a wave of pleasure washing over him as he came.Â
You felt his hot seed fill your throat, and the sensation was overwhelming.
Your body shook as Haechan's release flooded your senses, and you savored every moment of it. As he began to soften, you gently withdrew from him, the evidence of what happened dripping from your lips.
Haechan's eyes fluttered open, and he pulled you into his arms, his mind blurred with pleasure. He kissed you deeply, his tongue tracing the contours of your mouth, tasting himself on you.
As the two of you pulled away from each other you looked at the door and noticed Jay was gone. Not even noticing that he left.
You exchanged a knowing look with Haechan, both of you smiling. It seemed like the plan worked.Â
As you disentangled yourselves from each other, Haechan glanced down at your still-dripping lips. "We should probably clean up," he said, his voice low and husky.
You nodded, feeling heat in your cheeks as you headed back to the bathroom that was connected to the room.
As you cleaned up, you couldn't help but start to feel a little embarrassed. But Haechan's gentle touch and reassuring words made you feel at ease once again. He helped you clean up, his hands moving gently over your body as he wiped away the evidence of what just happened.
As the water ran into the sink, the two of you stood close, your eyes meeting in the mirror above.Â
When you were finished cleaning up, Haechan led you back to the bed, making sure to shut the door this time before making himself comfortable in bed. He wrapped his arms around you and pulled you close. You could feel his heart beating against your back, his breath warm on your neck.
"Get some sleep," he whispered, his voice barely a murmur.
âWe canât stay here.â You whispered back, your voice laced with a hint of anxiety.
Haechan's arms tightened around you, his grip comforting and reassuring. âItâs Markâs room, I already asked if we could use it.â
You sighed, feeling a wave of relief wash over you. It wasn't the most ideal situation, but it was better than going home this tired.
As you snuggled closer to Haechan, you felt a sense of peace wash over you.
"Thank you," you hum.
Haechan whispered back, âShhh donât thank me."
Soon after, the two of you fell into a deep sleep, wrapped up in each other's arms and drifting off to the sound of each other's breathing. And as you slept, the two of you knew that whatever was going on between you just got a lot more serious.
As you slumped into your seat at the dining hall, Chenle grinned at you from across the table. âWhy do you look like you just went through hell?â
You glared at him. âThanks, Chenle. Needed that today.â
Before you could respond, Jaemin chimed in with a smug look. âShe went to Markâs party last night.â
Your eyes widened, taken aback by how he knew. âWait, how did youâ?â
âLife360,â Jaemin said, cutting you off with a proud grin. âI check everyoneâs location before I go to sleep.â
You groaned, rubbing your temples. âOf course you do.â
Chaeryeong, who had been quietly listening, suddenly leaned forward, her eyes narrowing in suspicion. âHold upâŚare we just going to ignore the fact that you went to Markâs party without us?â
You sighed, already sensing the upcoming interrogation. âGuys, itâs not a big dealââ
âPlease tell me you didnât go with Jay!â Jaemin interjected, shaking his head like he couldnât even believe it.
âNo!â you snapped back, fed up with hearing his name.
âThen who?â Jeno asked, leaning in with curiosity.
You hesitated, looking around the table before mumbling, âHaechanâŚâ
The silence that followed was loud. Chaeryeongâs jaw dropped while Chenle and Jeno exchanged glances. Jaemin was the first to break the silence, raising an eyebrow.
 âHaechan? Seriously?â
The table went silent again, all eyes turning to you as your last word hung in the air.
âHaechan?â Chaeryeong echoed, leaning forward with a mischievous grin. âYou went to a party with Haechan and didnât tell us?â
You groaned, running a hand over your face. âIt wasnât like that.â
Chenle smirked, clearly entertained. âI donât know⌠going to a party together, leaving us out of the loopâseems kinda suspicious.â
You groaned again, feeling their eyes on you like a shot light.Â
âItâs not what you think!â
âThen you better start explaining,â Chaeryeong said, crossing her arms. âBecause we all know how this sounds.â
âI didnât even plan to go! He convinced me at the last minute,â you defended yourself, glancing around the table. âAnd then Jay showed up, so Haechan⌠helped me avoid him.â
Jeno let out a small laugh. âSo Haechan was your knight in shining armor, again?â
âOh, please.â You rolled your eyes. âHe just wanted to mess with Jay. It wasnât about me.â
âStill,â Chaeryeong leaned in, lowering her voice dramatically, âDid you spend the night with him?â
Instead of responding, you groaned and buried your face in your hands, too exhausted to deal with the flood of questions.
Chaeryeong gasped dramatically. âOh my God! You did sleep with him, didnât you?!â
Your head snapped up, eyes wide. âI promise it was all part of a plan!â
Jaemin raised an eyebrow, skeptical. âA plan? What kind of plan involves you sleeping with Haechan?â
Chenle leaned forward, clearly intrigued. âYeah, Iâm dying to hear this one.â
You sighed, rubbing your temples. âWe knew Jay would hate it, okay? It wasnât supposed to mean anything.â
Chaeryeongâs eyes widened even more. âWaitâSo how did Jay know you two slept together?!â
âWellâ um, he was right outside the doorâŚâÂ
Chaeryeongâs jaw practically dropped to the floor. âWait. Wait. Jay heard you two through the door?!â
You squirmed in your seat, feeling the weight of everyoneâs stares. âNot just heard us...â
Jaemin sighed, running a hand through his hair. âHe watched you two have sex?!â
Chenle, grinning like a Cheshire cat. âI didnât know you were into that,â
âIâm not!â You tried to defend yourself, âand it wasnât even full-on sex!âÂ
Chenle let out a high-pitched laugh, and Jeno shook his head, âLet me get this straightâŚYou gave Haechan a blowjob while Jay was watchingâŚâÂ
âI mean if you put it like that it sounds weirdâŚâÂ
Chaeryeong gasped dramatically, covering her mouth with both hands, her eyes wide with shock and amusement. âOh my God, Y/n!â
You groaned, burying your face in your hands again. âIt wasnât like that!â you tried to explain, your voice muffled by your hands. âIt just⌠happened!â
Chenle was practically doubled over with laughter, wiping a tear from his eye. âHonestly, this is the best thing Iâve heard all week.â
Jeno sighed, trying to hold back his grin. âOkay, but seriously, what are you going to do now? You canât just pretend nothing happened.â
You nodded, biting your lip. âI know.â
Jaemin looked at you sympathetically, his voice softer now. âDo you like him?â
You took a deep breath and didnât answer.Â
The table fell silent, everyone waiting for your response. You could feel their eyes on you, especially Jaemin, as he leaned in slightly, waiting for you to speak.
Finally, you exhaled, avoiding their gazes. âI donât know,â you admitted, your voice quieter than usual.
 âItâs all so confusing. I didnât expect any of this to happen, and now⌠I donât know how I feel.â
Chaeryeong, always the first to jump in, sighed dramatically. âWell, if you donât know, thatâs already saying something. Maybe thereâs more to this than you think.â
Chenle, now composed from his earlier laughing fit, added, âHonestly if it was just to get back at Jay, you wouldnât be this torn up about it.â
Jeno nodded in agreement. âHeâs right. Youâve got to figure out if this was just a one-time thing or if thereâs something between you and Haechan.â
Jaemin stayed quiet, his eyes searching for yours. âItâs okay to not have all the answers yet,â he said gently. âBut donât ignore how youâre feeling just because itâs complicated.â
You groaned, âIâm just going to pretend like nothing happened and avoid him.âÂ
The group groaned in unison, making you roll your eyes.
âThatâs what we said not to do, Y/n,â Jeno said, shaking his head. âYou canât just avoid the guy forever.â
Chaeryeong crossed her arms, leaning back in her chair. âAnd you know Haechan. Heâs not exactly the type to let things go.â
Chenle leaned forward, grinning mischievously. âPlus, avoiding him will just make him chase you even more.â You sighed, slumping in your chair.
Jaemin gave you a soft smile, his eyes kind. âWhatever you decide, weâre here for you. Just⌠donât run away from it. If you need time, take it, but donât bury your feelings.â
You nodded, feeling the weight of their advice. âOkay, fine. Iâll talk to him⌠eventually.â
The group exchanged knowing looks, but no one pushed you further. At least, not yet.
Itâs settled, you're going to avoid him. But of course, that didnât go as smoothly as you hoped. Every time you tried to slip past him, he somehow spotted you first. It became a game of cat and mouse.
The awkwardness grew with each interaction, especially when youâd catch his eyes from across a room and immediately turn to flee. And as if that werenât bad enough, your phone wouldnât stop buzzing. Texts, missed calls, even voice messages. Haechan was relentless.
âY/n, can we talk? This is ridiculous.â
âAvoiding me isnât gonna make this disappear.â
âAt least hear me out before running.â
You groaned every time your phone lit up with his name. The tension built up so much that even your friends were getting fed up with your avoidance tactic.
âI told you he wouldnât just drop it,â Chenle teased, scrolling through his phone as you sat together in the library.
Jaemin, who was sitting next to you, gave a gentle nudge. âYou canât keep this up forever, Y/n.â
You knew they were right, but the idea of actually facing Haechanâafter everythingâfelt overwhelming. What would you even say? What did he want to say? The questions kept swirling in your mind, making it harder to act.
A small cough interrupted your thoughts, snapping you back to the present. You glanced up to see Haechan standing a few feet away, his arms crossed over his chest and a determined look on his face. The library was quiet, and it felt like the world had paused at that moment.Â
âHow?â You looked back at your two friends who tried not to make eye contact with you.
âTraitorsâŚâ You mumbled.
âCan we talk?â he asked, his voice steady but it was laced with a hint of vulnerability.
You felt your heart race, the urge to run was almost overwhelming. âNot here,â you managed to reply, glancing nervously at your friends who were pretending to be absorbed in their work.
Haechan stepped closer, lowering his voice. âIâm not trying to make this awkward, but avoiding me isnât helping either. Can we go outside? Just for a minute?â
You hesitated, torn between wanting to confront your feelings and wanting to run away. The library felt suffocating, and with each passing moment, it seemed you had no choice but to face the situation head-on.
âFine,â you said, the word slipping out before you could second-guess yourself. You stood up, feeling your friendsâ eyes on you as you walked past Haechan and out of the library.
Once outside, the crisp air hit you, momentarily clearing your head. Haechan followed closely, and you turned to face him, arms crossed defensively.
âWhat do you want?â you asked, trying to sound braver than you felt.
âI want to explain,â he said, his expression earnest.
âWhat happened that night⌠it wasnât just a plan to get back at your ex for me.â
You swallowed hard, caught off guard by the intensity of his gaze. âThen what was it?â you challenged, unwilling to let him off the hook so easily.
âIt was confusing. Youâre confusing,â he replied, running a hand through his hair in frustration. âBut I canât stop thinking about you. I miss youâŚâ
His words hung in the air between you, heavy. You felt your heart flutter despite your better judgment. âOne chance,â you said finally, your voice steady but low.Â
âYou get one chance.â
Haechanâs eyes widened slightly, surprise flickering across his features. âOne chance? Thatâs it?â he asked, his tone a mix of disbelief and hope.
âYeah,â you nodded, crossing your arms defiantly.Â
He took a step closer, âAll I need is one date, and you will be hooked,â he stated, a confident smirk playing on his lips.
You raised an eyebrow, unconvinced. âIs that so? You think itâll be that easy to impress me?â
He leaned in slightly, a teasing glint in his eyes. âI know it will be.â
You couldnât help but feel a spark of curiosity at his challenge. âAnd what if you canât?â
âI will,â he replied, his tone turning serious, âMeet me at my apartment tonight around seven.â
âTonight?â you echoed.
âI canât wait any longer,â Haechan responded, determination clear on his face.
âWhat do you have planned?â you asked, trying to mask your excitement with nonchalance.
Haechan smirked, a spark of mischief dancing in his eyes. âYouâll just have to trust me. I promise itâll be fun.â
âFun? Sounds like youâre setting the bar pretty high,â you challenged, trying to maintain your composure.
âTrust me,â he repeated, his voice low and enticing. âIâll make it unforgettable.â
You bit your lip, fighting the urge to smile. âFine, But if this goes bad, Iâm blaming you.â
âDeal,â he said, his grin widening. âJust be ready at seven. Iâll pick you up.â
âThought I was supposed to meet you there,â you teased, raising an eyebrow.
âYeah, but Iâm a gentleman,â he replied, his voice smooth and confident, a playful twinkle in his eyes.
You rolled your eyes, unable to hide your smile. âA gentleman, huh? I didnât know you had it in you.â
âOnly for you,â he shot back, leaning in a little closer.
âOkay, Mr. Gentleman. Just remember, Iâm expecting something impressive,â you challenged, crossing your arms.
âTrust me, you wonât be disappointed,â he promised, his tone sincere.
Haechan stepped back, breaking the moment slightly.Â
âJust focus on being ready. Iâll take care of the rest.â
âFine. Seven it is,â you agreed, feeling a mix of excitement and nerves racing through you.
âPerfect,â he said, a playful spark in his eyes. âIâll see you then.â
As the hours went by, you kept yourself busy getting ready. You were excited, yet you still felt a little sick from your anxiety. You didnât know what to expect.Â
By seven oâclock, you stood in front of the mirror, nerves filling your stomach. After applying the final touches of makeup, you gave yourself one last look.
A knock on the door startled you from your thoughts. Taking a deep breath before opening the door.
Haechan stood there, looking effortlessly handsome in a fitted shirt and jeans. âWow, you look incredible,â he said, his eyes full of aweÂ
âThanks,â you replied, feeling your cheeks warm under his gaze. âSo, whatâs the plan?â
âTaking you back to my place,â he said with a playful smirk, extending his hand to you. âLetâs go.â
âAs you walked together, the playful banter made it feel comfortable, just like it had before everything changed.â
Once you reached Haechanâs apartment, two guys walked out, exchanging casual greetings with him as they passed.
âWho were they?â you asked, curiosity growing.
âJust my roommates,â Haechan replied, âThe tall one is Jisung, and the short one is Renjun.â
You nodded, glancing at the duo. Jisung gave you a friendly wave while Renjun shot you a playful grin before they disappeared down the hall and leaving you two alone.
âCome on in,â Haechan said, leading you inside. The apartment was cozy, decorated with posters and fairy lights that created a warm atmosphere. In the middle of the living room stood a makeshift pillow fort, complete with blankets draped over furniture and twinkling lights strung inside.
âNo way, You remembered?â you asked, a laugh escaping your lips as you took in the sight.
Haechan shrugged, a mischievous smile playing on his lips. âOf course, we used to always make pillow forts as a kid.â
You couldnât help but smile at the nostalgic sight. âI canât believe you went through the trouble of making a pillow fort just for me,â you said, stepping further inside.
Haechan grinned. âI thought it would be fun. Plus, who doesnât love a good pillow fort?â
âTrue,â you replied, chuckling. âIâm already impressed.â
He led you inside the fort, where soft cushions and blankets awaited. The twinkling lights added a magical touch, casting a warm glow around the space. Haechan settled down next to you, leaning back against the pillows.
âSo, whatâs the plan?â you asked, eager to know what he had in store for the evening.
âWell,â he began, leaning in closer, âI thought we could watch some movies, eat snacks, and just relax. But first, I have a little surprise for you.â
You raised an eyebrow, intrigued. âA surprise?â
He reached into a nearby bag and pulled out a couple of your favorite snacks. âI know how much you love these!â he said, grinning as he held them up.
Your heart swelled at the thoughtful gesture. âYou went all out, didnât you?â
Haechan shrugged. âI try. Now, letâs pick a movie. Any preferences?â
You glanced at the selection he had lined up on his laptop. âHow about a rom-com?â you suggested, feeling playful.
âPerfect choice,â he said, clicking on a title that caught your eye. As the opening credits rolled, you both settled in, the cozy atmosphere making you feel at ease.
Throughout the movie, you find yourself laughing and stealing glances at Haechan. He seemed so relaxed and in his element, and you couldnât help but feel a warmth growing between you.
As the film reached an over the top romantic scene, you felt your heart race. Haechan turned to you, his gaze searching yours.Â
âWhat do you think?â
âItâs cute,â you replied, trying to hide your flustered state. âBut a little unrealistic.â
He chuckled softly. âYeah, like how they always seem to have the perfect timing for their big moments.â
âExactly! Who gets interrupted right before a kiss?â you joked, shaking your head.
âMaybe we should test it,â he suggested, his voice dropping to a softer tone.
You looked at him, your breath hitching slightly. âWhat do you mean?â
Instead of answering, Haechan leaned in closer, the distance between you closing. Your heart raced as he brushed his thumb across your cheek, his eyes locking onto yours.
âCan I?â he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.
Your stomach flipped, and you nodded, unsure if you could speak.
Haechan closed the gap, pressing his lips against yours softly. The kiss was gentle at first, but as you melted into the moment, it deepened.
When he pulled back, a playful smile danced on his lips.Â
âSee, no one interrupted us.â
You couldnât help but grin back, feeling giddy. âYou just interrupted your own kissââ
"I guess I did," Haechan replied.
"So much for perfect timing." You teased.Â
Haechan's eyes sparkled with mischief. "Maybe we need more practice," he suggested, his tone light but laced with his usual teasing.
You felt your cheeks warm, torn between giving in to the moment and addressing the elephant in the room.
"Haechan," you started, your voice soft but serious,
"What are we doing here? Is this just... fun for you?"
His expression sobered, and he took your hand in his, his thumb tracing gentle circles on your skin. "It's not just fun," he said, his gaze intense. "I meant what I said earlier. I can't stop thinking about you, Y/n. This... us... it means something to me."
Your heart raced at his words, but doubt still lingered. "But what about before? The plan, getting back at my ex..."
Haechan sighed, running his free hand through his hair. "I know how it looked. At first, maybe it was about that. But somewhere along the way, it became real for me. You became real for me."
You searched his face, looking for any sign of insincerity. "And now?"
"Now," he said, leaning closer, "I want to see where this goes. For real this time. No games, no plans. Just us."
The sincerity in his voice made your breath hitch. You found yourself leaning in. "Just us," you echoed, your lips mere inches from his.
Haechan closed the distance, capturing your lips in a kiss that was deeper, more passionate than the first. You melted into it, your hand finding its way to the nape of his neck, fingers tangling in his hair.
When you finally broke apart, both slightly breathless, Haechan rested his forehead against yours. "So," he murmured, a smile playing on his lips, "Am I living up to my promise of an unforgettable night?"
You couldn't help but laugh, the tension from earlier dissolving into a warm, giddy feeling. "It's a good start," you teased, your fingers tracing patterns on the back of his neck. "But you still have a lot of work to do."
Haechan grinned, pulling back slightly to meet your gaze.
"Challenge accepted," he said with a smirk.
You watched as he leaned in, his lips brushing against your ear, sending shivers down your spine.
Your heart pounded in your chest, wondering what surprise he had in mind next. "What are you doing?â
"You'll have to wait and see," Haechan replied, a mischievous glint in his eyes that had you both anxious and excited to find out.
As Haechan's whispers trailed off, you couldn't help but feel excited. Your heart raced in your chest, and you knew that whatever he had in mind, it was sure to be unforgettable.
He began trailing kisses down your neck, his fingers playing with the hem of your shirt, pulling it off and over your head. The sensation sent a shiver through your body, leaving you breathless and wanting more.
Your hands found their way to his back, drawing him closer as his lips continued their trail down your body.
His fingers grazed the delicate skin of your stomach, making you shiver beneath his touch. He pulled back slightly, his gaze locked with yours, and you knew he was contemplating your next move. You saw the desire in his eyes, and you couldn't help but feel aroused and eager to continue.
His hands drifted downwards, tracing the curve of your hips before gently tugging at your pants. He looked up at you again, seeking permission with his eyes. You nodded, giving him the green light to continue.
As Haechan's fingers danced beneath the waistband of your pants, you couldnât help but let out a small whine. This was real.
His hands slid beneath your waistband, pulling your pants down slowly, revealing more and more of your skin to him. He kissed his way down your body, his mouth leave a trail of wet kisses.
His fingers trailed along the sensitive skin of your inner thighs, and you could feel your heart pounding in your chest.
He leaned in to kiss you again, his lips soft and demanding, and you responded him with equal passion. You could feel him get harder through the fabric of his clothes, and it made you even wetter.
You pawed at his clothes, silently telling him to take them off.Â
Haechan followed your cues, his movements quick as he tugged off his shirt, revealing the toned muscles of his chest and stomach. You couldn't help but moan at the sight. He then unbuckled his belt, unzipped his pants, and let them slide down his legs, stepping out of them.
You stared at him in awe, your eyes locked onto him. His eyes caught yours and a smirk formed on his face. "Miss seeing me like this?" he asked teasingly.
"Mmmh," you replied breathlessly, your gaze traveling from his perfectly toned chest to the definition of his stomach, and finally to the hard bulge in his boxers.
Haechan chuckled and stepped out of the rest of his clothing, standing before you completely naked.
Without another word, he pulled you close to him, his erection pressing against your thigh. You could feel the heat radiating from him, the desire that kept growing with each passing second. It was intoxicating, and you felt yourself getting lost in it.
Haechan's hands found their way to your waist, pulling you even closer as he began to grind against you. The sensation was so good, and you could feel your body responding to his touch.
His lips found yours once again, slipping his tounge in your mouth.Â
His hands moved lower, his fingers finding their way between your legs, teasing your already wet folds. You gasped into his kiss, your body arching towards him.
His fingers explored deeper inside you. You could feel his erection pressing against you, begging to be inside you.
"Are you ready for me?" he groaned, his breath warm against your skin.Â
"Yes," you breathed, your voice barely above a whisper.
"I'm ready."
Without another moment of hesitation, Haechan positioned himself at your entrance, the head of his cock rubbing against your sensitive skin. You let out a moan as he teased you.Â
He slowly pressed inside you, every inch of him filling you up. His eyes never leaving yours. You could feel the tip of his cock stretching you open, a feeling of fullness.
"Are you alright?" he asked, concern lacing each word.
"Perfect," you gasped, wrapping your arms around him and pulling him closer.
Haechan began to move, his hips thrusting into you with a rhythm that matched your own breathing.
Your hands clawed at his back, holding him close as he moved within you. The sound of his name falling from your lips was like music to his ears- a sound he never wanted to end.
Sweat began to trickle down Haechan's forehead, and the muscles in his arms tensed as he held you close to him.Â
As he thrust deeper into you, the walls of your body clenched around him, pulling him closer. His breath grew heavier, and he grabbed your face to look at him.Â
Your moans grew louder. The sounds of wet flesh meeting flesh filled the air, joining together with the hurried gasps and heavy breathing.
Your hips met his, matching his rhythm. You could feel your climax building.Â
"Donghyuck," you whimpered, your voice barely above a whisper. "I'm so close."
The use of his real name felt different, he felt almost primal as he growled in your ear. "That's it. Come for me baby."
As your body began to tremble, an intense wave of pleasure washing over you, Haechan thrust into you with a faster pace. His eyes locked on yours, he groaned, his jaw clenching as he fought to hold back his own release.
"I'mâI'm close too," he gasped, his eyes almost black from the pleasure.
The sound of your name falling from his lips made you feel like you were on the edge of the world. Your body shook as your climax hit its peak.
Just the sight of you orgasming sent Haechan over the edge. With a final thrust, he pulled out and came all over your stomach, painting you with his cum.
Breathless and panting, you watched as he collapsed beside you, his breathing ragged and uneven. You could feel the slickness of your arousal, mixed with his cum, coating your skin
âLetâs get you all cleaned up.â Haechan pulled away and planted a kiss on your forehead.
After cleaning up, you and Haechan settled back into the cozy pillow fort. The twinkling lights cast a warm glow as you cuddled close, wrapped in soft blankets. A comfortable silence fell between you.
Haechan gently took your hand, intertwining his fingers with yours. His eyes met yours, filled with warmth and a hint of nervousness.
"Y/N," he began softly, "tonight has been amazing. Being with you like this, it just feels right. I know we started this in an unconventional way, but my feelings for you are real."
Your heart fluttered as he continued, his thumb tracing circles on the back of your hand.
"I don't want this to be just one night. I want to build something real with you, to see where this could go." He paused, taking a deep breath. "Would you be my girlfriend?"
A smile spread across your face, warmth blooming in your chest. "Yes," you replied, squeezing his hand. "I'd love to be your girlfriend."
Haechan's face lit up with joy. He pulled you closer, placing a soft kiss on your forehead. "Round two?" he murmured, holding in his laugh as you slapped his chest.Â
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IâM YOURS | JAKE SIM
pairing: ex!jake x afab!reader, friend! sunghoon x afab!reader
summary: despite your best friend and sunghoonâs attempts to get to you move on from your ex-boyfriend, you just simply cannot get over jakeâand he canât either.
word count: 6.1k
genre: friends to undefined. exes to ambiguous. college setting.
warnings (18+): smut (absolute filth.) fluff (if you use a microscope lmfao). alcohol. mentions of breakups. (slightly) possesive jake. kissing. grinding. nipple play (f. recieving). fingering (f. recieving.). unprotected sex. slightly rough sex. doggie. slight hair pulling. multiple orgasms. both reader and jake are stubborn as hell. (let me know if thereâs anything missing!)
A/N: inspired by the request posts from @rivaillescum and @teddursa â I got wayyy to carried away lol but first long fic post!
âWhat about him?â Aeri yells over the music, your eyes following her pointed finger towards a man leaning against the wall with his eyes glued to the phone in his hand.
âPark Wonbin from art history?â You turn to the girl with an eyebrow raised, âPark Wonbin, whoâs had a girlfriend since last fall?â
Aeri's shoulders sink, âI shouldâve known someone who looked like that wasnât single.â You laugh at her bummed out expression, sipping the drink in your hands as you subtly dance to the music playing.
âNow him?â She nods towards the direction of another man, expressively dancing in the large crowd, âI cannot have a one night stand with a wannabe tiktoker Ae.â
âWhy are you so difficult?â She groans, resting her head against the wall.
âJust give up already.â
âI canât,â she whines, âI brought you out tonight so you could have fun, and get over Jake.â
You almost choke on your drink, âWhat? It's been likeâŚtwo weeks since we broke up.â
âExactly.â She retorts. âThatâs why I shouldn't catch you staring at his contact all the damn time.â Your mouth falls open, âThat was just one time!â
Aeri raises her eyebrows and you fall silent, already foreseeing your defeat in this little argument.
âLook,â Aeri says, her voice softening, âwhat matters is that this time youâre really done with him.â Her words were gentle, but the weight of them hit you harder than you expected. Aeri meant well, but the truth was embarrassing.
It had been two weeks since you broke up with Jakeâfor the third time in four months. Yes, third.
And no, you didnât know why you kept going back either. Maybe dating a frat boy who happened to be a soccer star wasnât your brightest idea.
Looking back, it seemed like you'd signed up for trouble with a side of emotional whiplash and good sex.
At first, Jake had been amazing.
Sophomore year started like a rom-com: he treated you like royalty, planned cute dates, stayed up all night with you in the library (even though he wasnât the one with exams), and Jake just couldnât get enough of you. The first six months were straight out of your dreams.
Your friends were gagging at how cute you were, even painting your face with his team colours to cheer him on with your friends from the bleachers like the supportive girlfriend you wereâwaiting for him to sweep you off your feet with a kiss whenever he won a game.
Then, everything changed after the final soccer game for the College Cup. Jakeâs hero moment brought home the trophy, and suddenly, soccer was his whole life. You were still proud of him, of course, but things quickly started to feelâŚoff.
Calls became shorter, dates were postponed, and before you knew it, you were practically his motivational speaker, squeezed in between practice sessions and interviews.
By the end, it felt like you were on his schedule, like a convenience more than a priority. He only called when he needed somethingâand that was obviously whenever he was horny and wanted to fuck what ever stress he had out of him.
You finally confronted him about it, hoping heâd realize that he was treating you like a fuck buddy more than his girlfriendâbut instead, Jake argued, claiming he was too âbusyâ for âall that other dating stuff.â
That was your tipping point.
So, you broke up. And just when you thought you were free and ready to move on, summer ends and Jake reappears like some kind of relationship boomerang.
He apologized, said all the right things, told you how much he missed youâand boom. Hours later, youâre back in his bed, wondering how it all happened.
The cycle was maddening. Each time heâd win you over with apologies and promises, things would feel perfect again, and thenâŚwell, you knew how it went.
âThis time, itâs really over,â you declare over the pounding music, convincing yourself more than anyone else.
The last breakup was the worst yet. You argued for hours, screaming about relationships and priorities, and it finally hit you: Jake didnât really deserve your time.
So why was it so hard to let him go?
You brushed away the ache in your heart as your argument came to mind, downing what was left of your drink to somehow dull the pain and take solace in the alcohol settling into your system.
âYou just need a rebound.â Aeri says over the music, âI promise you, a good one night stand might just give you a fresh start and get you out of Jake's chokehold.â
âSo is that why you dragged me to a party being hosted by his frat house?â You inquired with amusement. âOh come on! Not every guy here belongs to the frat.â
You mull over her âreboundâ statement, eyes surveying the crowd as your nails made dents into the empty can. âSpeaking of...â Aeri trails off and you follow the direction of her gaze to another one of your university's well known juniors and soccer players, Park Sunghoon.
Your eyes landed on his, staring at you from across the room with a gaze that made your cheeks warm. Sunghoon was one of the other popular boys in the year. He was sweet, funny, playful and damn that smileâ you understood why girls fell at his feet.
You and Sunghoon had a few interactions before. You volunteered as a first aid for their soccer games on a few occasions, and he consistently took the chance to talk to you whenever you were present or needed his supposedly real injuries examined.
âHe's been watching you for quite a while now.â She adds, playfully bumping her shoulder against yours. You divert your attention from him and look back at your best friend who was sporting a cheeky grin.
âThe goalkeeper, Ae? Thatâs such a low blow.â
The girl besides you shrugs, moving her body to the beat of the music, âSoâŚ? He clearly likes you and Iâm one hundred percent sure heâd treat you better than he ever did.â
Youâre about to open your mouth to say something when she cuts you off. âOh! I think I have to go to theâŚbathroom! Iâll see you later (Y/N).â She says, pressing a chaste kiss on your cheek before rushing away from your side.
Your eyebrows meet in confusion as she dashes away from you, mouth agape at her sudden and abrupt departureâeven running the opposite way.
But before your mind can conjure up any reasons, you hear your name being called in the loud crowd, turning to see Sunghoon making his way to you.
Oh. I see what you did there Aeri.
"Hey, angel," Sunghoonâs voice is low, with that unmistakable charm as he saunters up to you, eyes locked on yours.
"Sunghoon," you breathe, smiling as he closes the distance, his arms opening for you. His gaze flickers over your face, lingering just long enough to send a shiver down your spine.
"Knew Iâd recognize that pretty face anywhere," he murmurs as his arms slip around your waist, pulling you close.
For a moment, you let yourself sink into himâhis scent wrapping around you, the firm warmth of his hands pressing against your lower back. Itâs like everything around you fades except the feel of his body, the way your heart picks up in rhythm with his.
âHowâve you been?â you ask softly, voice catching just a bit as he pulls away, though his hands stay where they are, fingers resting casually on your hips.
âAny âinjuriesâ since Iâve been gone?â You tease, and the sound of his laugh sends a thrill through you.
âYou noticed, huh?â Sunghoonâs voice drops a notch lower, his thumb tracing slow, deliberate circles just above your hip.
You smirk, raising an eyebrow. "How many times were you going to fake a knee injury in one game?â
âAs many times as it took to get you close.â His hand lifts, brushing a few strands of hair from your face, his fingertips grazing your skin just enough to make you bite your lip.
âItâs kinda hard to keep my eyes on you when I'm supposed to be, yâknowâŚplaying.â His lips curl into a slow smirk, eyes burning into yours.
âWell,â you whisper, feeling the heat rise between you, âyouâve got me all to yourself now.â
Sunghoonâs gaze drops to your lips, making your pulse race. The air thickens, and the corner of his mouth lifts. âYeah?â His voice is pure temptation, his thumb brushing your bottom lip. âDo I get to kiss you too?â
You donât even have to think about it. You nod, lips parting slightly, eyes dipping to his mouth. His smirk deepens as he closes the distance, and your breath catches, waiting for the touch you've been craving.
Sunghoon wasted no time kissing you, softly crashing his lips against yours in a way that made you hum in content.
You could taste the remnants of his drink as he kissed you slowly and softly, meticulously exploring your mouth with his tongue as his hands stayed glued to your hips, rubbing your sides through the silk fabric of your minidress.
Your hand drifted to his, guiding it down to cup your ass which made him groan into your mouth. Sunghoon broke away from the kiss, softly biting your bottom lip as he pulled away with a smirk.
He leans closer to the shell of your ear as he whispers, âDo you want to take this upstairs?â The feeling of his hand caressing your ass makes you sigh, already feeling the fabric of your underwear sticking to you.
But before you could even respond, your eyes landed on someone who had suddenly materialised across the room, heart dropping to your stomach and your breath catching in your throat.
Jake.
His clenched jaw made you conclude that his eyes were seemingly already on you for what mustâve been like a while now, searing holes through you and Sunghoon from afar.
Your ears grew warm, gently pushing the tall man off you with a strained exhale. âIs everything alright? Did I do anything wrong?â Sunghoon asked as he scanned you worryingly.
âOf course not!â You immediately protest, âI justâŚâ you trailed off as your eyes darted to the man who was still staring at you before they landed back on Sunghoonâs concerned ones.
âI donât think Iâm feeling well.â
It wasnât a lie. You felt like you were gonna throw up with all the bile that was rising in your throat.
Why did he have to appear right now?
You could feel yourself slowly sobering up as you glanced at Jake once again, warm brown eyes staring you down in a way that made your breathing stutter.
âI think I need to go to the bathroom.â You mutter as you look away, swallowing the unwelcomed lump in your throat.
âOhâŚthe line to the bathroom looks pretty bad right now, you could use ours upstairs?â
âReally?â
âYeah! Sure!â He nods with a smile, âdo you want me to go with you?â
You shake your head, âIt's okay, IâllâŚIâll be backâ You smile weakly, pressing a quick kiss on Sunghoonâs lips before you slip away from his hold.
You couldnât even bother to reply to his distant âcall me if you need meâ as you travelled through the sea of bodies, trying to find your way to stairs as your heart hammered out of your chest.
Shit.
Nothing couldâve prepared you to actually see Jake, even if you half-heartedly expected it. The frat house was so large, you had concluded that you probably wouldnât have to see him.
Some part of youâregrettably and painfully so, already concluded that he was probably somewhere, rutting into some girl that threw herself at him, celebrating the freedom of being single or something.
You stormed up the stairs, making a beeline for the bathroom, relieved to find that it was empty as Sunghoon had mentioned, and as soon as the door closed behind you, you let out a weary sigh, muttering a curse under your breath.
Now you were mad at yourself. Why did you push Sunghoon away?
You couldâve let the junior lead you upstairs all while Sunghoon watched, knowing he knew exactly what youâd be up toâbut you pushed him off. You could already imagine Jakeâs joy when you walked away, leaving Sunghoon alone in the crowd.
Well done (Y/N).
Well-fucking-done. You thought to yourself as you looked at your reflection in the mirror, but your little self berating session was interrupted by the suddenly louder and crispier sound of music emitting into the bathroom, eyes travelling to the opened door.
When Jake comes into view, you roll your eyes and sigh inwardly. âWhat the hell do you want, Jake?â Is all you say, instantly plagued by irritation.
It was hard to admit, but he did look good tonight. All traces of his once blonde tinged hair were drowned out by the colour of jet black and it suited him so well.
He was dressed in a black dress shirt, chain around his neck and pair of loose fitting jeans that hung around his hipsâa simple outfit that still looked undeniably great on him.
âI just came to check on you,â he shoves his hands in his back pockets as he nods his head to the door, âyou didnât look so well out there.â
âIâm fine.â You say, turning away, âcan you get fuck out now?â
âWoah, just hang on a sec,â Jake sighs, âI havenât seen you in ages, princess.â
Princess.
âIâm not your princess anymore Jake,â you deadpanned. âWe broke up, remember? For good this time.â You added, emphasising the finality of it.
You wanted to make it clear that there was no going back, that this time Jake couldn't make you cave or entice you to return.
You were ready for somethingâsomeoneâ new, and you were pretty sure he was still waiting for you downstairs.
This was the perfect time to leave before youâd probably do anything youâd regret, especially when you noticed Jakeâs lingering gaze on your minidress.
You cleared your throat, rolling your eyes as you tried to slip past Jake, but he blocked your way, his hand grabbing your wrist. His grip wasnât forceful, but it was enough to halt you. âSo, youâre really going back to him?â His words were sharp, a hint of desperation creeping in.
You rolled your eyes dramatically. âThatâs none of your business.â Yanking your hand free, you spun on your heel, making for the door without so much as a second glance.
â(Y/N), baby, wait.â He followed closely, reaching out again, but you dodged him with a huff, crossing your arms tighter around yourself.
âJake, seriously, just leave me alone.â
âBabyââ He finally managed to catch your arm, stopping you in your tracks. You groaned, throwing your head back with exaggerated frustration. âWhat now, Jake?â
He tried to meet your eyes, but you refused, stubbornly staring at anything that wasnât his face. His hand cupped your chin, gently turning your face to his. âCan we please talk? Please?â Jakeâs voice was soft, almost pleading, and that stupid thumb of his traced along your jaw, sending a wave of heat through you that you definitely did not want to feel right now.
âFine. Whatever,â you muttered, not quite looking at him but letting him lead you into his room.
As the door closed behind you, muffling the noise of the party downstairs, your gaze drifted around the room, filled with memories you werenât ready to be reminded of yet.
But Jake didnât give you the chance to settle into those thoughts. âSunghoon?â he asked, his voice dripping with disbelief as he turned to you. His expression darkened instantly. âSeriously? Sunghoon?â
You snorted, shrugging carelessly. âYeah, so what? Heâs hot.â
Jakeâs jaw clenched so hard you could practically hear his teeth grinding together. âSo, whatâyouâre actually gonna sleep with him?â He sounded like he couldnât decide if he was hurt or furious.
You folded your arms, lifting your chin defiantly. âMaybe. Whatâs it to you?â
âWhatâs it to me?â He stepped closer, and this time, you didnât flinch. You wanted him to be mad. You liked him like this, all riled up and focused on you.
âYouâre gonna fuck the one guy you told me not to worry about? The guy whoâs been after you since the day we got together? My friend and my teammate?â
His eyes narrowed at you and you shrugged again, feigning indifference even though your heart was beating way too fast. âWeâre not together anymore, Jake. I can sleep with whoever I want.â
Jakeâs eyes flashed with something you couldnât quite readâanger, hurt, jealousy, all rolled into one.
âWow. You really donât care, do you?â His voice had gone quiet now, the kind of quiet that made you feel something twist in your stomach.
You opened your mouth to snap back, but the words didnât come out as easily as you wanted them to. âI donâtâŚI mean, I told you, Iâm not your girlfriend. You donât get toâ
âI donât get to?â He cut you off, his laugh bitter as he ran his hand through his hair, pacing in front of you. âYouâve really moved on, huh? That easy?â
You swallowed hard, feeling the heat rise to your cheeks. This wasnât how you wanted this to go. But before you could say anything, he stepped closer again, backing you up until your legs hit the bed.
âYou still feel something, (Y/N),â he said, his voice low, and the way his eyes bore into yours made it impossible to deny, even if you wanted to. âYouâre still mine. You know it.â
Your heart was racing now, his closeness making it hard to breathe. But you werenât about to let him win that easily. âIâm not yours, Jake. Not anymore.â Your voice wavered, just slightly, but you held your ground.
His hand reached out, fingertips brushing your arm, the touch so light it made your skin tingle. âSay it again,â he murmured, leaning closer. âTell me you donât care.â
You swallowed, hating how your resolve was crumbling under his touch. âIâI donât care,â you repeated, but the words sounded less convincing now, and you both knew it.
âIâm done with you, Jake.â Your voice came out sharper, laced with defiance, but the flicker of doubt behind it didnât go unnoticed by your ex boyfriend.
âAre you sure?â Jakeâs words were smooth, almost teasing, as he leaned in closer, fingers drifting over to the slope of your neck. He saw the way your eyes betrayed you, flickering to his lips for a brief second, and his smirk grew. âBecause you donât look over me.â
You rolled your eyes, even though your pulse quickened. âHas anyone ever told you how insufferable you are?â The bitterness in your laugh didnât mask the heat that rose to your cheeks.
âMaybe. But it doesnât make it any less true,â he said, his voice infuriatingly smug. âI saw you staring at me out there, (Y/N). You couldnât keep your eyes off me, even with him standing right there.â
âYouâre delusional,â you shot back, but the words didnât have the bite you wanted them to. There was an edge of frustrationâat him, at yourselfâthat you couldnât shake. âI wasnât staring at you.â
Jake chuckled softly, stepping in just enough that you could feel his breath against your skin. âSure, baby. Whatever helps you sleep at night.â
âYou are such an asshole,â you hissed, trying to inject some venom into the words, but it came out more exasperated than you intended.
Jake tilted his head, his gaze softening in that maddening way, like he knew exactly how to unravel you. âCome on (Y/N), donât be like that. You know you miss me.â
You clenched your jaw, trying to ignore the flutter in your stomach, the warmth creeping into your chest. âI donât miss anything about you.â
âReally?â he whispered, his hand finding its way to your face, his thumb brushing your cheek as his touch sent sparks through your skin. âBecause I miss you. Iâve been thinking about you all week.â
Your heart skipped a beat, and you could feel the traitorous warmth spreading through your veins.
His eyesâthose stupid, beautiful brown eyesâwere staring right into yours, and you hated that they still had that effect on you. But you werenât about to give in. Not this time.
âI bet you have,â you muttered, rolling your eyes, though the sarcasm lacked its usual punch. âProbably because you miss having someone at your beck and call.â
Jakeâs smirk faltered, but his gaze didnât waver. âThatâs not it, and you know it.â His voice was lower now, more intimate, tracing his thumb along your jaw. âI miss you.â
Your chest tightened and you hated how easily he got to you, how your demeanor crumbled the second he looked at you like that.
âIâve moved on,â you said, but your voice was weak, barely above a whisper.
âHave you?â He breathed, leaning in so close you could feel the heat of his bated breath against your lips, âbecause right now, you donât look like someone whoâs moved on.â
You shouldâve pushed him away, told him off like you promised Aeri you would. But instead, a warm feeling fluttered in the pit of your stomach as his lips hovered just out of reach.
Jakeâs fingers traced the line of your jaw, then down the side of your neck, sending electric shivers through your body as he leaned in even closer. The air between you was thick with tension, your breath shaky as you struggled to maintain control, slowly failing your resistance to give in to the desire that threatened to pull you under.
Jakeâs lips brushed against yours before crashing against them in a heated, desperate kiss, his hand falling waist with tightening grip as if he was afraid to let go.
You kissed him back fiercely, your hands gripping his shirt as if to anchor yourself to the moment, all the anger, frustration, and unresolved feelings pouring into the kiss.
His soft plump lips moved unrelenting and hungrily against yours, his hands moving to cup your cheeks, fingers resting on your jaw as he deepened the kiss.
You tried to stay balanced as so many feelings crashed over you in equal measures, desperately leaning up into the kiss as you tried to match his fervour.
Oh, how you missed it.
His lips, his touch.
It all felt like a drug, a drug you disappointingly couldn't get enough of.
You fell into the bed softly, letting Jake hover over you without breaking the kisses, âI missed you.â he whispers, before kissing you again.
For a split second, you pulled back, breathless, your chest rising and falling as you looked up at him through heavy-lidded eyes. âYouâre still an asshole,â you muttered, though there was no bite left in your voice now.
Jakeâs lips curved into a smirk as he leaned in again, capturing your lips in another kiss, this one slower, softer. âYeah, but youâre still kissing me,â he whispered against your lips.
Jakeâs lips continued to moved against yours and you could barely breathe from the tightness in your chest, tangling your fingers into his soft hair as you drew him closer.
He pulled away and you barely had a second to think before his lips were on your neck, head falling to the side as soft sloppy kisses were pressed onto your skin, eliciting a soft moan from you.
You could feel Jake smirk against your neck, sucking marks into your skin that you were sure he wanted to show.
Your eyes flutter shut as his hands slowly ease down your body, his touch firmer than last time, lips lingering on the slope of your neck and fingers sliding under your dress.
Jakeâs warm palm slid up the inside of your thighs and a wave of anticipation and desire coursed through you, a sound escaping your throat only to be muffled by his lips.
He pulled away and latched his lips to your collarbone, sucking and littering the skin with hues of purple as his fingers traced along your underwear making you arch your back reflectively.
"Iâve missed this." Jake whispers, hooking his finger around the waistband of your underwear, pressing a trail of sloppy kisses down the valley of your breasts as he slowly pulls your underwear off.
A shaky sigh fell past your lips at the feeling of the cool air hitting your cunt, and you couldnât help but cry at the feeling of Jakeâs fingers running up your glistening folds.
âWellâŚIâŚhavenât.â You breathe out stubbornly as his other hand pushes your straps over your arms, fingers brushing the cup of your dress away and running over your naked breasts.
The feeling of his cold rings grazing over your nipples makes you clench around nothing, half lidded eyes staring back at his lustful ones.
âHmm. Really?â He asks, looking down between your legs, raising his eyebrow as he looked up.
âThat was probablyâŚâ You begin, slowly losing your train of thought at the feeling of his hand caressing your breasts. âShitâthat was probably Sunghoonâ You only manage to say in between swallowed moans.
âCome again?â
Your cheeky smile was quickly wiped off, as his fingers traced up and down your folds, biting your lip with a whine as he circled your wet entrance.
A soft breathy moan leaves your lips, hands gripping the fabric of his shirt as his fingers slid into you with ease, leaning into his touch. âJake, shitââ Your voice cuts off, mouth falling agape as he slowly drags his fingers in and out of you.
âThatâs what I thought.â
Prick.
Jakeâs plump lips latch onto your erect nipple, tongue swirling and sucking on the sensitive bud and your head falls back into the pillow biting your lip as your hands weave into Jakeâs soft hair.
Jake groaned around your sensitive bud, making your whole body twitch at the vibration. His tongue moved to your other one, giving it the same treatment and you couldn't stop yourself from grinding against him, needing more.
His tongue and fingers were doing wonders on you, trying to silence the sounds falling from your lips. You resisted your moans by biting your lip to avoid giving him that satisfactionâwhich he obviously hated.
Jake could still tell that you were falling apart, ruining the fabric of his shirt and grinding into his fingers breathlessly, but that wasn't enough, he wanted to hear you.
âSo weâre playing it that way, huh?â He pulled away, chest heaving against yours as you grabbed his arm, fingers continuing to pump into you, throwing head back with a breathy, almost silent moan before looking back at him.
âWhat way?â You rasped, feigning innocence, watching your ex-boyfriend chuckle to himself.
âOkay.â
And before you could get lost in the feeling of his fingers any longer, he slips out of your cunt, whining at the loss of his touch.
You were barely given time to protest or process anything before he swiftly flipped you over, face meeting the soft pillows that adorned his bed with a surprised gasp.
You could feel your heart thrum against your chest, face growing warm at the compromising position Jake just put you in.
You turned around, glancing at Jake's lips wrapped around his fingers, sucking your arousal clean off with a delighted hum.
He eyes darted over to yours, and you tore your eyes away, that dull ache returning to your thighs from the sight.
âMâgonna fuck you so good,â Jake's eyes trailed over your backside, âyouâll scream my name.â He groaned, kneading the soft flesh of your ass as your breath stuttered.
Jake quickly got rid of his clothes and you hated the way your heart skipped a beat in anticipation.
âAre you sure about that?â You challenge, almost yelping when he suddenly grabs your hips flush to his own.
He leaned over to you, brushing your hair away from your face as he pressed a soft kiss on the side of your temple.
âYou and that damn attitude.â Jake clicked his tongue as he ran his cock along your folds, soft whimpers leaving your lips as he slowly pushed himself into you.
Jake watched as he eased himself in, moaning at the way your warmth and wetness sucked him in like a vacuum.
The stretch felt so good, so undeniably good and you hated the way your walls instantly fluttered around him, soft pathetic sounds falling out of your lips as he began to move, grabbing the sheets beneath with your swallowed cries.
You clamp your hand over your mouth and Jake glares, shaking his head with an affronted expression as he grabs that wrist, pinning it behind your back as he continues to work himself in and out of you.
âShit.â You gasp, letting a few whimpers slip past your lips, cheek flushed against the soft pillows, a few moans escaping your throat at the feeling of him brushing over you in a way that made your vision cloudy before closing your mouth.
"You're taking me soooo well, baby.â Jakeâs brows drew together with a moan, snapping his hips to yours as you clenched around him.
"Fuck, you missed this didn't you?" He hissed, watching you writhe in pleasure.
You were a mess beneath him, tears pricking your eyes at the way he relentlessly pounded into you.
You let out a loud gasp when Jake reached under to play with your clit, pressing his finger into it, "Jake." You whispered with a whimper, fisting the sheets, still stubbornly refusing to make any soundâwhich Jake only took as a challenge.
Your heart couldn't help but swell with guilt when Sunghoon came to mind, still awaiting your return.
Or maybe he wasnât. Maybe after a few minutes had passed, he went over to check on you, only to hear your moans emitting from the crevices of Jake's door before walking away.
Jake really did have a chokehold on you.
The man pulled out with a curse, and you cried at the sudden loss. You were about to turn around to protest when Jake gripped the base of his cock, lining up with your puffy entrance again.
With no warning, Jake plunged his dick into your tight heat, the sound of skin slapping against each other and a scream leaving your lips as the man fucked you relentlessly.
âThat's it, princess, let me hear those beautiful moans.â
âOh, fuck.â You moaned, gasping and writhing, arching your back and pushing yourself against his cock, begging for more.
âYou're so fucking good around me- fucking made for me.â Jake groans, low moans tumbling from his lips.
"You're mine aren't you?"
Of course, you wanted to scream noâyou wanted to deny his claim, but his name spilled out of your lips, again and again, begging him not to stop.
"Say you're mine." He hissed, pounding his cock into you. Your heart raced, and you were certain that he could feel it as the pleasure continuously washed over you.
"Say it."
âJake oh myââ youâre cut off by your own moan the moment he hit your sweet spot, your face hot as you let out lewd sounds into the pillows with no control of your own, throat strained already.
"FuckâYes! I'm yours." You screamed, tears spilling out of your eyes as he worked his hand around your clit.
âIâm yours.â You moaned, clawing at the sheets. He continued to rub his finger over your swollen bud, his other hand reaching over to gently grab a fistful of your hair bringing you flush to his chest.
You could feel your legs begin to tremble as profound pleasure coursed through you, hands flailing around to grip on his shoulder as you continuously surged forward from Jakeâs thrusts.
âThatâs right, baby.â He rasped, almost bordering whimpers as he continued to pump in you, thick velvety walls hugging him so tightly, slipping in and out of you with such ease.
Your whimpers and screams echoed through the room, legs threatening to give out from just how good he felt, dizzying and intense pleasure washing over you everytime he thrusted into you.
You were too fucked out to be self conscious about your loud moans, or concerned that maybe people could somehow hear Jake fucking your brains out over the loud music.
If you werenât so clouded and already fucked out, you wouldâve guessed that Jake probably loved how loud you were.
It felt like he was telling the whole house that you were still his no matter whatâespecially Park Sunghoon.
Jake would notice the goalkeeper staring at you from across the field, cozying up to you as if he wasnât just a few metres away from youâ the nerve.
Like what the fuck happened to bro code?
âDo you think he can make you feel this way baby?â he asks and your mouth falls agape, brain foggy. You shook your head with a whimper.
You were so out of focus, his dick so good and stupefying that you couldn't even speak.
Jake revelled in the moans of his name tumbling past your lips. The thought of another guyâs name leaving those pretty lips drove him crazy, you were his, he had no idea what was going in Sunghoonâs mind to think that he could actually be with you.
He could feel you tightening around him and he knew you were close, thrusts growing erratic as he chased his own release.
"Say my name." He hissed, "tell me who makes you feel this good."
"Jake-"
âI canât hear you princess.â He groaned.
"Jake!" You sobbed, gasping and squirming as the pleasure became too much.
"Thatâs it, come for me, baby." He cooed, wrapping an arm around your neck and squeezing it gently.
The pressure on your throat, and the way his fingers played with your clit were enough to make you scream out his name, the coil in your stomach finally snapping, walls clamping around him and milking him for all he's worth as your legs shook, vision blackening, and eyes squeezing shut.
You moan his name, the only thing running through your mind and leaving your lips as he places you back into the bed, holding your hips.
"Thatâs right." Jake groaned, still slamming his hips into you. "Who does your pussy belong to?"
âFuck,â you cried out, feeling another orgasm creep in, "it belongs to you, only you." You mewled as your walls tightened, shattering pleasure rippling through you once again, as his thrusts finally slowed.
âSuch a pretty sight for me.â He moaned with a final thrust, shooting his seed into you as he rode out your highs.
Jake continued to empty his load into you, softly whimpering at the sudden warmth coating your walls until he finally pulled out of you.
Your head fell into pillows, the aftershocks of your orgasms still rippling through you as you tried to catch your breath.
"(Y/N)," He said softly, and you could feel his hands rest on the slope of neck and you slowly turned to look at him.
Jake gently wiped away your stray tears, his eyes looking for some sort of affirmation that what he did was okay, that he hadn't gone too far, that he didn't hurt you.
"You okay?"
You nodded with a dazed laugh, âYeah, Iâm fine.â You rasped, as he enveloped your lips in a sloppy and gentle kiss.
Jake wrapped his arms around your waist, kissing the marks on your neck that he left a while ago.
âStay over.â He whispers against your skin and your shoulders fall with a sigh, hands brushing his slightly damp hair away from his face, âI donât know JakeâŚâ
âJust for tonight.â
âPlease.â He begs, in a softer tone. You looked at himâ at his pretty face, his pink plump lips and his slightly messy hair, breathing in the mellow undertones of sweet vanilla in the perfume he was wearing tonight.
âJake.â You whisper again, as you watch his hands caress your shoulders. You look up at him, ready to turn him down but you donât say anything.
âWe donât have to do anythingâŚI just want to be with you.â
Those words.
Itâs like you could see your past self rolling her eyes, ânot again.â
âOkay.â
You let him pull you back to his chest, let him wrap his arms around you as you fell asleep, lulled by the rise and fall of his chest and the sound of his beating heart.
Jake watched you fall asleep in his arms, and the sight alone made him forget about the world outside, and the ache that was still in his chest.
It was just for tonight.
Just for tonight.
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careful what you wish for | alex albon social media au
pairing: alex albon x fem norris!reader
be careful what you wish for because sometimes childhood dreams come true (not the way you think though)
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yourusername: it's sweet treat hour in the paddock
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user1: oh to be a person in the f1 paddock getting a sweet treat
user2: ummm actually i think i deserve one more than any of the guys on the grid
yourusername: probably true lol
georgerussell63: BLASPHEMY
landonorris: blood is CLEARLY not thicker than water đ¤¨
maxverstappen1: i can't believe this betrayal
charles_leclerc: puppy play date is OFF
yourusername: not you people proving them right within 0.5 seconds.
user3: y/n really is god's strongest soldier these fools must be so annoying
alexalbon: not me tho
landonorris: nuh uh đ
alexalbon: sorry to burst your bubble lando but on the scale of least annoying (me) to most annoying (carlos) ... well marketing love carlando for a reason
landonorris: Y/N TELL HIM TO STOP BEING MEAN TO ME
yourusername: i'm not your mum, defend yourself
landonorris: ???
carlossainz55: THERE IS NO WAY I'M THE MOST ANNOYING ON THE GRID? Y/N TELL HIM THAT
yourusername: keep your car away from oscar and maybe
oscarpiastri: thank you grid mum đŤśđť
carlossainz55: grid mum clearly showing favourites 𤨠does my sleepovers at the norris household mean anything?
yourusername: your old ass does not need a grid mum be fucking for real
carlossainz55: GASP!
alexalbon: nevermind what ever the fuck that was... the sweet treats slapped, thank you very much
yourusername: see this is why you're my favourite
oscarpiastri: i am right here
logansargent: :(((((
yourusername: NOOO MY LITTLE DUCKLINGS I LOVE YOU
user4: the way y/n has taken to oscar and logan makes my heart so warm
user5: her missing a lot of the start of the 2023 season and logan saying he started to feel less lonely when she was back coming to races as she went out of her way to support him
user6: her and alex going to miami a week early and acting more like parents than logan's actual parents
user7: it's like the older drivers are her grid kids but she only goes full mama bear for oscar and logan
user8: i'm gonna need this friends to lovers arc for alex and y/n
landonorris: do you people ever shut up
yourusername: LANDO ???
landonorris: sorry you have to die single sorry i don't make the rules
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f1: ALBON P5!!! now that's why lando had a poster of him in his childhood bedroom
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user9: i know lando forever regrets bringing that up all those years ago
user10: since we know how close alex and y/n are... i'd bet a lot of money y/n brings it up at any opportunity
yourusername: LET'S FUCKING GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
alexalbon: always knew you were my biggest fan
yourusername: it must be a norris thing
landonorris: alex the literal f1 account is making fun of me and you're SAYING SHE IS YOUR BIGGEST FAN
alexalbon: okay buddy lets calm it down
landonorris: don't put me in time out you're not my grid dad
alexalbon: am i not?
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alexalbon: i wouldn't claim you dummy
landonorris: i saw that ............. interesting
user11: the way this is the biggest hint for y/n x alex we've ever gotten but lando is not putting 2 and 2 together
yourusername: i've never had to try to keep a secret from lando i've always had to spell it out for him we're safe
landonorris: who is we?
user11: i see what you mean
georgerussell63: good lord, will i ever get out of the alex DRS train?
alexalbon: NEVER MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
georgerussell63: have you already started drinking?
alexalbon: maybe, you know y/n can't mix drinks for shit
yourusername: P5 in a williams calls for a throwback college tequila punch
maxverstappen1: college tequila punch without me THE FAVOURITISM HAS GOTTEN OUT OF HAND
yourusername: you AND I QUOTE said "never talk to me again, i don't want to see you with any kind of receptacle that a person could drink out of, i never want to see a bottle of tequila ever again i feel like this is a hangover that will be passed on as some kind of generational curse"
maxverstappen1: now you say that i do recall saying something similar
user12: the way oscar and logan were so happy for alex, that's a grid dad for real
logansargent: we knew all of our drinks would been on his tab đ¤đť
oscarpiastri: and he brought our kebabs!!
user13: how do i get this kind of treatment on my nights out?
logansargent: you have to third wheel alex and y/n when they're insufferably cute đđť
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user14: i'm on to yall
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alexalbon: post night out munch with my favourites
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user15: oh i can smell the arguments coming
yourusername: no one die i'm putting my phone on do not disturb
user16: so real
georgerussell63: HOW DARE YOU DISRESPECT THE SANCTITY OF OUR FRIENDSHIPS I THOUGHT WE WERE PLATONIC SOULMATES OUR LOVE FOR EACH OTHER SEWN INTO THE VERY FABRIC OF OUR BEING
alexalbon: well damn
georgerussell63: well damn? WELL DAMN? THAT'S IT YOU ARE NOT INVITED ON MY ANNUAL EASTER SUNDAY WALK AND BOUTIQUE EASTER EGG HUNT
landonorris: wow that'll really show him george
georgerussell63: LANDO WHAT THE FUCK WE NEED A UNITED FRONT
yourusername: babe this isn't trench warfare
georgerussell63: i thought you weren't getting involved this is a GALEX DISCUSSION
charles_leclerc: i thought this was a twitch quartet dicussion?
georgerussell63: maybe if you people MADE YOURSELF USEFUL IT WOULD BE
charles_leclerc: you know what i don't like your tone. i am very secure in my friendship with alex and am happy he has other thriving friendships especially with those who have recently joined the team and need the extra comfort
alexalbon: finally a normal person
user17: what is happening
user18: i think this is what the kids call losing your shit
user19: kinda feels like it's ended prematurely
alexalbon: he's at my door
user20: oh? should we like maybe be afraid?
yourusername: WHY AM I LIVING IN THE SHINING RIGHT NOW DOES HE HAVE AN AXE?
landonorris: hold on .... why are you there?
yourusername: george russell is at the door screaming for justice potentially wielding a weapon and that's what you took from that?
landonorris: ummm yes? there's something weird going on here
oscarpiastri: i'm also here
logansargent: me too (PLEASE SEND HELP)
user21: well wasn't that just ... delightful
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landonorris: this whole grid kid thins has gotten out of control why is this kid being treated better than ME in my OWN HOME
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user24: how could lando be angry look how pookie oscar is
oscarpiastri: this is what i'm sayingggggg
yourusername: so fuck me i guess
user24: babe that's alex's job
yourusername: you right
user25: HOLD ON PEOPLE IS THAT Y/N/ALEX CRUMBS ???
user26: quick add it to the spreadsheet
alexalbon: there's a spreadsheet?
user26: we don't fuck around about your hypothetical relationship with y/n
alexalbon: that much is clear (send it my way asap)
yourusername: talking about favouritism in the norris household as if i have not lived with this for MY ENTIRE LIFE
landonorris: booooooo let me complain (did you or did you not get your weird kids from my career favouritism in the family)
yourusername: don't weaponise my children against me
landonorris: but they're so annoying oscar is eating all of the ROAST POTATOES THIS IS THE NORRIS FAMILY DINNER EVERYONE KNOWS THE ROASTIES ARE MINE
oscarpiastri: not anymore :P
landonorris: choke
oscarpiastri: don't make me call my dad
landonorris: call him up i'll beat his ass at this point I CAN SEE YOU TAKING ANOTHER POTATO
oscarpiastri: @alexalbon :(
alexalbon: keep my kid's name out your fucking mouth
landonorris: excuse me?
yourusername: ugh that's so hot
landonorris: EXCUSE ME?
user27: well .... add it to the spreadsheet?
landonorris: i'm so close to blocking all of you
yourusername: i thought you loved alex :(
landonorris: not that much
alexalbon: i see....
landonorris: NO I'M SORRY I TAKE IT BACK I LOVE YOU ALEX (YOU BETTER NOT BE SHAGGING MY SISTER HYPOTHETICAL OR NOT)
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yourusername: silverstone babyyyyyyyyyyyyyy i hope my home treats my boys right
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user28: i would give a kidney to be there for real
user29: you might have to the prices at that race are INSANE
landonorris: finally the home race which means you actually have to root for me
yourusername: ehhhhhhh
landonorris: girl i did not get much sleep last night wtf do you mean EHHHHH
yourusername: alex is a london boy
georgerussell63: once again fuck george i guess
yourusername: you didn't give me time !!!!
georgerussell63: were you actually going to say it?
yourusername: no â¤ď¸
landonorris: right george i think it's time to unionise against y/n and alex
yourusername: the fuck do you (do we?) know about unionisation babe our family are the capitalist machine
user30: so like when are we getting the full albon pets meetup with sausage?
alexalbon: you always treat me right
yourusername: only the bestest for you
alexalbon: oh wow i'm blushing
yourusername: i can make you do a lot more than that
landonorris: do you mind?
yourusername: LET ME FLIRT IN PEACE GOD I CAN'T HAVE ANYTHING
alexalbon: yeah let y/n flirt with me in peace
logansargent: he's giggling and swinging his feet - we might even get a skip away
alexalbon: sue me
user31: alex and y/n being so tired of lando is so true
oscarpiastri: they match each other's freak and they really need to let that freak flag fly
logansargent: as they should i need to post some of the cute pictures of them my phone storage is suffering
landonorris: i'm throwing my phone out of the window
user32: confirmation? CONFIRMATION?
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alexalbon: bro my nurse is hot as fuck
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user32: bro nearly died and THIS IS WHAT HE POSTS
user33: is it insensitive for me to celebrate that they're together on a post just hours after he was in a massive crash
yourusername: probably but we'll take the compliment regardless
georgerussell63: let it be known i'm annoyed that this is how i found out about this relationship but i'm so glad you're okay and that you had your person with you as support
alexalbon: my person awwwww georgie you're such as softie, but thank you i'm all good
yourusername: i knew you loved me really georgie
georgerussell63: i'll come round to this i guess
yourusername: so no more morning visits with weapons
georgerussell63: THERE WERE NO WEAPONS
alexalbon: you called me many mean words and sometimes words are our biggest weapons
georgerussell63: shut the fuck up
yourusername: that's not very peace, love and kindness he nearly died russell change up your tone
user34: YESSSSSSSSS WE CAN FINALLY SEE THE TRUE POWER OF THE ALEX/Y/N SASS
user34: also obviously very happy alex is okay
user35: i fear we as a fandom do not have our priorities in check
landonorris: i wouldn't leave the hospital if i were you
alexalbon: is that a threat?
landonorris: very much so
maxverstappen1: he's serious i'm literally holding him back (it's not hard he's like a gremlin)
landonorris: A GREMLIN WHO HAS BEEN GIVEN WATER
yourusername: but i thought you loved alex? surely this is the least offensive option on the grid?
alexalbon: awwwwww babe
maxverstappen1: i'm really not sure thats the compliment you think...
landonorris: NO I DO LOVE ALEX BUT NOT LIKE THIS
yourusername: it could be worse, you're besties with alex - i could've gotten with carlos or pierre!
carlossainz55: excuse me?
pierregasly: what did i ever do to you?
yourusername: whores â¤ď¸
landonorris: true they are whores
alexalbon: and i'm a big ol family man
landonorris: you keep that to yourself
oscarpiastri: get well soon dad
logansargent: we love you !!!
yourusername: don't think we've forgotten about you exposing our relationship....
alexalbon: but we love you anyway
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yourusername: f1 cars are too dangerous actuallyyyyyyyyyyy you're all BANNED
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user36: finally some good fucking food
user37: i feel like we've been waiting for this relationship for so long i expect a wedding invitation at this point
alexalbon: yeah soz only the girl with the spreadsheet is getting an invite
user26: SCORE
alexalbon: well aren't we just the cutest couple in the world
yourusername: i fear we are
yourusername: and if any of you hoes try and comment any dumb shit like "us erasure" i'll break your toes
georgerussell63: oh! okay...
maxverstappen1: sure i guess so...
charles_leclerc: i'll let you have your moment for now
landonorris: i'm single but i want to be involved
user38: the lipstick print... i'm weak
user39: they already made me feel lonely before we got confirmation i think i might need to redownload hinge
landonorris: ugh i guess you guys are kind of cute
yourusername: of course we are one of us is a norris
landonorris: TRUE đ
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alexalbon: ??? so you don't want to kill me anymore?
landonorris: no i guess not
landonorris: also max put a bell on my chain and my fingers are too fat to open the clasp so i can't sneak out to kick your ass
maxverstappen1: he really is an overgrown toddler
alexalbon: also your 5'2 ass is not beating mine
landonorris: i am NOT 5'2 i am 5'10 at the least
yourusername: girl you're maybe 5'5 and i WILL be getting my lick in if you fight alex - revenge for all those hair pulls all those years ago
landonorris: i'd say stop defending alex but you've always done that... i should've known
user40: so y/n really wasn't lying when she said she didn't have to hide anything from lando cause he doesn't pick up on anything đ
landonorris: sorry i'm not actively looking for clues about my sister's sex life
alexalbon: bro i am in love with your sister lets frame this better
yourusername: hehehheheeehehhehe
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landonorris: i guess i always did say that i wanted alex as a bigger brother, be careful for what you wish for kids
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user41: FINALLLLY
logansargent: you're telling me we've BEEN waiting
oscarpiastri: i kinda miss having a secret like what do i hold over lando now?
landonorris: DON'T THINK I HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN ABOUT THIS YOU WILL BE DEALT WITH PIASTRI
oscapiastri: okay babe
landonorris: you really take after your mum and it scares me
yourusername: you shouldn't have such good friends that i just can't help falling in love with so really this is your fault
landonorris: sure.... but you have a good point, i'm very happy it's alex of all people
yourusername: you've really come round fast since you realised that we'll pay for your stuff whenever we go out
landonorris: what can i say stuff tastes better when it's free
alexalbon: you literally make double what y/n and i make
landonorris: and i'm the younger sibling so you should TREAT ME BETTER
user42: yeah we all knew lando was the younger sibling but he's giving massive annoying baby brother vibes
alexalbon: and he wonders why we prefer oscar and logan
landonorris: i'm just going to pretend i didn't see that
alexalbon: but for real lando, thanks for being the most annoying norris and having such a lovely and cool (and smoking hot) sister - i appreciate it!
yourusername: i love you too babe
alexalbon: don't worry you'll get to drop the last name soon
yourusername: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
yourusername: i can't wait to be mrs. albon
landonorris: blocked.
user43: i can't believe we got the conclusion to the lando alex poster storyline
landonorris: it wasn't exactly the conclusion i thought it would be but i'll take it
yourusername: you love us really
alexalbon: really you were just manifesting this for like ten years
fin.
note: here's a wee post from brother's bff before the race because i need somehtign to distract me from my horrible NERVES - ENJOY!
#f1 imagine#f1 x reader#f1 instagram au#f1 x you#f1#f1 social media au#alex albon instagram au#alex albon x reader#alex albon imagine#alex albon fluff#alex albon
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Hi there! How are you? I love your works and I wanted to request a Dabi or Hawks x Reader NSFW oneshot please? Also could you have the font not too small? Itâs just I canât read anything in small fonts.
âŠâË.â BESTFRIEND'S BROTHER - dabi/touya todoroki
CW: unprotected sex, oral (dabi receives), soft/hard! dom dabi, female reader with female anatomy, fingering, a lot of sexual tension, makeout sesh, stimulation & penetration, uhh...thats it lol
Word Count: 6.2k (no regrets tbh lmao)
Author's Note: hi! i hope you enjoy. this ended up being WAY longer than expected. if you have a request, send it in and i'll be happy to write it!
the weekend at y/n's best friend's house always felt like an escape from her regular life. it wasnât just the familiar sound of the tv in the background or the scent of home-cooked mealsâit was being part of a family that felt like a second home. she dropped her bag by the couch and took a deep breath, already feeling more relaxed.
"glad you're here," fuyumi grinned, flopping onto the couch with her usual laid-back energy. "this weekendâs going to be awesome. weâve got a full fridge and no oneâs gonna bother us."
y/n laughed, sinking into the chair across from her. "just like old times," she said, already feeling the comfort of the place sink in.
"yeah," fuyumi replied, glancing toward the stairs. "oh, heads upâmy brotherâs back from college. so, if you run into him, donât let him get on your nerves, okay?"
y/n shrugged casually, though the mention of touya made her stomach flip just a bit. there was something about himâhe had this quiet, brooding presence that always made her feel a little uneasy. not in a bad way, just⌠aware of him. "touya? heâs cool. no big deal."
fuyumi snorted. "alright, just donât let him pull any of his usual stunts."
the day passed easily enoughâvideo games, snacks, and laughter filling the hours. but as night fell and the house grew quieter, fuyumi went upstairs to sleep, leaving y/n alone in the living room. she was flipping through channels, trying to wind down, when she heard footsteps approaching. looking up, she saw touya standing in the doorway, hands in his pockets, his expression unreadable.
"still up?" he asked, his voice low and casual.
y/n sat up a bit, startled by his sudden appearance. "yeah, couldnât sleep," she replied, trying to keep her voice steady.
touya stepped into the room, moving with that easy, quiet confidence he always had. he sat down on the couch next to her, but not too closeâjust enough that his presence was noticeable. the air between them felt heavier, but not uncomfortable.
"howâs college going?" he asked, glancing at her briefly before looking at the tv. his tone was neutral, like he was making small talk out of habit.
"good," y/n replied, shifting to a more comfortable position. "busy, but good."
touya nodded, leaning back slightly. "yeah, i figured. you seem different, though. not as jumpy as you used to be."
y/n blinked, caught off guard by his observation. "i was never jumpy," she said, though her voice lacked confidence. she couldnât deny there had been times when just being around him had made her feel awkward, but that had been years ago, right?
touya smirked, giving her a sideways glance. "sure you werenât."
y/n rolled her eyes, leaning back into the couch and crossing her arms. "okay, maybe a little, but youâve always had this weird, intimidating vibe, dude."
he raised an eyebrow, clearly amused. "weird and intimidating? great combo," he said, the corner of his mouth lifting slightly in a teasing grin. "yeah, well, youâre not that scary once you get used to it," y/n shot back, feeling more comfortable as their banter eased the tension in the room.
"good to know iâve lost my edge," he said, his tone light but laced with that usual dryness of his.
the room fell into a quiet lull after that, but it wasnât the kind of silence that felt awkward. y/n found herself more at ease, the earlier tension slipping away the longer they sat there. she flicked through the channels aimlessly, her focus split between the tv and touyaâs quiet presence beside her.
"you come here a lot," he said after a moment, not looking at her this time.
"well, fuyumiâs my best friend," y/n replied easily. "this place feels like a second home."
touya gave a soft hum of acknowledgment but didnât say anything else. he seemed to be considering her words, his eyes fixed on some distant point on the tv screen. y/n let the silence hang, not sure what else to say, and for once, it seemed like touya didnât either.
eventually, he stretched and stood up, breaking the quiet between them. "anyway, i should head to bed," he said, running a hand through his hair. "goodnight, y/n."
"night," she replied, watching as he moved toward the stairs.
he paused in the doorway, glancing back at her with a smirk that she couldnât quite place. "oh, and y/n?" his voice was casual, but there was a glint of something mischievous in his eyes.
"yeah?" she asked, raising an eyebrow at him.
he leaned against the doorframe, crossing his arms. "iâm just curious. you sure fuyumiâs the only reason you come around here so much?" his tone was light, almost teasing, but there was an edge to it that made her heart skip a beat.
y/n blinked, caught off guard. "whatâs that supposed to mean?" she asked, narrowing her eyes. she tried to play it cool, but she could feel her face heating up just a little.
touya shrugged, his smirk deepening. "nothing, just wondering. youâve been coming here for yearsâfigured maybe thereâs more to it."
"dude, seriously?" she huffed, rolling her eyes. "itâs for fuyumi. donât flatter yourself."
he chuckled softly, clearly enjoying her reaction. "alright, alright. just asking," he said, raising his hands in mock surrender. "goodnight, y/n."
"goodnight," she shot back, watching as he finally disappeared up the stairs, leaving her sitting there, heart racing a little faster than sheâd like to admit.
even though she knew he was just messing with her, the question lingered in her mind longer than she expected. he was teasing, sureâbut it felt like he wasnât completely guessing either. the thought made her stomach flip, but she shook it off, trying to convince herself it was nothing.
turning off the tv, y/n headed to bed, telling herself she wouldnât overthink it. but as she lay there in the quiet house, she couldnât quite shake the feeling that something between them had shifted, even if just a little.
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"we'll be back later tonight, y/n!" fuyumi said as she gave y/n a quick hug. she was currently going to some kind of convention with her younger brother shoto. y/n insisted that it be just the two of them go for some bonding time and fuyumi honestly appreciated her consideration.
"yeah, be safe." y/n smiled and fuyumi's closed the door after following behind shoto. y/n went to the kitchen to wash up the dishes. afterall, she'd just finished eating lunch with fuyumi. she was lost in her own thoughts until she felt a presence just behind her, making her jump slightly.
âyou always zone out like that?â touyaâs voice came from directly behind her, teasing and low, startling her out of her thoughts.
y/n spun around quickly, clutching the dish towel a little tighter than necessary. âgeez, touya, you scared me!â she said, trying to calm her racing heart. he had this way of sneaking up on her when she least expected it.
touya leaned against the counter, his usual smirk tugging at his lips. âdidnât mean to. just seems like youâre always deep in thought when youâre alone.â his eyes flicked down to the dish towel in her hands, and he raised an eyebrow. âyou didnât have to do the dishes, you know. weâre not that formal.â
y/n shrugged, turning back to the sink to finish rinsing the last plate. âjust trying to be helpful. figured fuyumi would appreciate it.â
he made a small noise of acknowledgment but didnât move from his spot. she could feel his gaze on her as she dried her hands, the air between them once again filled with that same quiet tension from the night before. but there was something different about it this timeâsomething that made her more aware of his presence, more aware of the way he stood just a little too close.
âso,â he started, his tone casual but carrying an undercurrent of curiosity, âwhat are you doing today? since youâve got the place to yourself.â
y/n turned to face him, leaning against the counter opposite him. ânot sure yet. maybe just relax, watch some movies. itâs kind of nice having some quiet time.â
touya tilted his head slightly, his eyes never leaving hers. âand you donât mind being here alone? in my house?â the way he said it, so casual yet laced with something almost playful, sent a small shiver down her spine.
âitâs fuyumiâs house too,â she said, trying to keep her voice steady. âbesides, iâm used to it by now.â
he chuckled softly, the sound low and a little rough. âfair enough. but still... feels different when itâs just us, doesnât it?â
y/n blinked, not sure how to respond to that. the way he looked at her, so direct, so unapologetically confident, made her feel like he was pulling at something she wasnât ready to confront.
âyouâre... really good at making things awkward, you know that?â she finally said, crossing her arms and trying to play it off with a laugh.
touyaâs smirk widened, his eyes gleaming with amusement. âoh, am i? didnât realize i had that effect on you.â his voice dropped slightly on the last word, and y/n felt her cheeks heat up.
âthatâs notâugh, never mind,â she muttered, turning to put away the towel, hoping he didnât notice her flustered reaction. but of course, he did.
he pushed off the counter and stepped closer, his movements slow and deliberate. ârelax, iâm just messing with you,â he said softly, his voice a little too close to her ear. âbut youâre kind of fun to tease, you know.â
y/n shot him a glare, though it lacked any real heat. âyeah, well, donât get used to it,â she said, her heart beating faster than she wouldâve liked. there was something about the way he was acting todayâsomething that felt more intentional, more focused, like he was testing the waters.
âweâll see,â touya murmured, stepping back finally, giving her some space. âanyway, enjoy your quiet day,â he added, turning toward the stairs. but before he left the kitchen, he paused, glancing over his shoulder with that same unreadable look from last night. âand y/n... if you get bored, you know where to find me.â
she rolled her eyes but couldnât stop the small smile from tugging at her lips. âyeah, yeah. donât hold your breath.â
touya chuckled and disappeared up the stairs, leaving her standing there, a mix of confusion and something else swirling in her chest. it was just touya being touya, right? always teasing, always pushing buttons. but for some reason, it felt like there was more to it now, like he was waiting for her to react in a way she wasnât ready for.
shaking her head, y/n tried to brush it off and went back to cleaning up the kitchen. but even as she went through the motions, her mind kept drifting back to touyaâs words, to the way he looked at her, and to the strange feeling that maybeâjust maybeâhe was right. something between them had shifted, and she wasnât sure if she was ready to face what that meant.
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after an hour of flipping through channels and trying to distract herself, y/n finally gave in to the boredom that had been creeping up on her. she glanced at the empty living room, then up toward the stairs where touya had disappeared. she really didnât want to admit it, but the house felt too quiet without fuyumi around, andâwhether she liked it or notâtouya was the only other person here.
with a resigned sigh, she pushed herself off the couch and made her way upstairs, her footsteps feeling louder than usual on the wooden steps. as she reached the top, she hesitated for a moment before knocking lightly on touyaâs door.
âwhat?â his voice came through the door, sounding both mildly irritated and amused at the same time.
y/n rolled her eyes and pushed the door open slightly. âiâm bored. you wanna watch a movie or something?â
touya, who was lying on his bed with his phone in hand, glanced up at her, one eyebrow raised. âyouâre that bored, huh?â he said, smirking as he sat up.
âyeah, well, youâre the only one here,â she shot back, leaning against the doorframe. âso, you in or not?â
he stretched lazily, then stood up, his smirk still firmly in place. âsure, but letâs watch it in here. iâve got a better tv.â he motioned toward the flat screen mounted on his wall.
y/n hesitated. watching a movie in his room felt... different. more personal. but before she could think too much about it, touya had already grabbed the remote and flopped back onto his bed, patting the space beside him. âcome on, i donât bite. unless you ask nicely,â he added with a teasing grin.
she rolled her eyes again but walked in, sitting down on the edge of the bed, trying to keep some distance between them. âjust pick something,â she said, crossing her arms in a show of nonchalance.
touya scrolled through the movie options, his gaze flicking toward her every now and then, clearly enjoying the way she was trying to act casual. âhow about a horror movie?â he suggested, a mischievous glint in his eyes. âyou know, something to get your heart racing.â
y/n shot him a look. âif you think iâm gonna get scared and cling to you, youâve got another thing coming.â
âwho said anything about clinging?â he smirked, selecting a movie without waiting for her answer. the opening scene flickered onto the screen, the eerie music setting the tone.
they watched in silence for a while, but y/n couldnât ignore the tension building in the room. she was hyper-aware of touyaâs presence next to herâthe heat from his body, the way he stretched out comfortably while she sat stiffly on the edge of the bed, trying to act unaffected. every now and then, sheâd glance at him out of the corner of her eye, catching the faint smirk that never seemed to leave his lips.
about halfway through the movie, during a particularly quiet scene, touya shifted closer, his arm brushing lightly against hers. y/n tensed up, her heart picking up speed despite her best efforts to keep her cool.
âyou okay there?â touya asked, his voice low, teasing. âyou seem a little... jumpy.â
y/n scoffed, trying to play it off. âiâm fine.â
but then, his hand movedâslowly, deliberatelyâand rested on her knee. the touch was casual, almost innocent, but it sent a spark through her that she couldnât quite ignore. she swallowed hard, focusing on the screen, refusing to give him the satisfaction of seeing her react.
âyou sure about that?â touya asked, his voice soft and almost mocking. his fingers brushed lightly against her knee, a barely-there touch that felt far more intimate than it should have.
y/n bit her lip, her heart racing now. she couldnât tell if he was doing it on purpose or if he was just messing with her, but either way, it was working. she could feel her composure slipping, her breath coming just a little faster.
âyouâre... annoying,â she muttered, trying to sound unaffected.
touya chuckled softly, his hand still resting on her knee. âam i? or are you just bad at hiding how flustered you get around me?â
her eyes snapped to his, and she saw the challenge in his gaze, the way he was watching her closely, waiting for her reaction. he was pushing her buttons, testing her limits, and she wasnât sure how much longer she could keep pretending it wasnât getting to her.
âiâm not flustered,â she shot back, her voice a little too defensive.
âsure youâre not,â he murmured, his thumb brushing ever so lightly over her skin now, the sensation sending a shiver up her spine.
y/n clenched her fists, determined not to let him see how much he was affecting her. âyouâre ridiculous,â she muttered, turning her attention back to the screen, though she couldnât focus on the movie anymore.
touya leaned in closer, his breath warm against her ear. âmaybe. but youâre not moving away, are you?â
her breath hitched slightly, and she cursed herself for not pulling away earlier. he was rightâshe hadnât moved, hadnât told him to stop. and now, with him this close, his touch lingering, it was harder to remember why she hadnât.
âiââ she started, but the words caught in her throat as his hand slid up just a little higher, resting on her thigh now, his fingers curling slightly against her skin.
the tension between them was almost unbearable, the air thick with something unspoken, something that felt like it had been building for a while now. y/nâs mind raced, torn between the urge to push him away and the undeniable pull that kept her frozen in place, her pulse quickening with every second that passed.
âstill think iâm annoying?â touyaâs voice was barely above a whisper now, his lips dangerously close to her ear, the teasing edge in his tone softened by something elseâsomething darker, more serious.
y/n swallowed hard, her heart pounding in her chest. âyes,â she whispered back, though the word came out shaky, betraying her.
touya chuckled, his hand squeezing her thigh gently before finally pulling away, leaving her skin tingling in the absence of his touch. he leaned back against the pillows, his smirk firmly in place, but there was a new intensity in his eyes, one that made her stomach twist in ways she wasnât ready to admit.
âyouâre fun, y/n,â he said, his voice casual again, though the tension in the room hadnât fully dissipated. âbut youâre not as good at hiding things as you think you are.â
y/n exhaled slowly, trying to steady herself. âshut up,â she muttered, but there was no real bite to her words.
he laughed softly, turning his attention back to the movie, but y/n could still feel the weight of his gaze, the unspoken challenge lingering in the air between them. whatever game they were playing, she wasnât sure if she was winningâor if she even wanted to.
as the movie continued to play, the room felt heavier, thick with unspoken tension. y/n tried to focus on the screen, but her mind kept drifting back to the way touya's hand had felt on her thigh, the lingering warmth of his touch making it hard to think straight.
he didn't say anything for a while, content to watch the movie-or at least, that's what it seemed like. but y/n could feel him stealing glances at her, could sense the quiet anticipation in the air. it was as if they were both waiting for the other to make the next move, teetering on the edge of something neither of them could ignore any longer.
her heart raced as she glanced at him out of the corner of her eye, catching the way his smirk had softened into something less teasing, more serious. his eyes weren't on the tv anymore- they were on her, and the intensity in his gaze sent a shiver down her spine.
"you're really not into this movie, are you?" touya's voice cut through the quiet, low and knowing.
y/n huffed, shifting in place. "i'm watching," she insisted, though the tremor in her voice betrayed her. she could feel the tension growing with each passing second, her pulse quickening as the weight of his stare made her hyper-aware of the space between them.
or rather, the lack of space.
"really?" touya's tone was teasing again, but there was something deeper in it now-something more focused, more deliberate. "cause it seems like you're a little... distracted."
y/n's breath hitched as he shifted closer, his knee brushing against hers now. she could feel the heat radiating off him, the pull between them growing stronger with every second.
"maybe it's you who's distracting," she shot back, her voice steadier than she expected, but she couldn't bring herself to look at him. not yet. not when her heart was pounding this fast.
touya chuckled, the sound low and rough, and she could feel the way it vibrated through her. "you think so?"
finally, she turned to face him, and the moment their eyes met, it was like the air was sucked out of the room. the teasing smirk on his face had faded, replaced by something darker, something she wasn't sure she could resist any longer. his gaze dropped briefly to her lips, then back to her eyes, the silent question clear.
she swallowed hard, her throat suddenly dry. "what are you doing, touya?"
"what do you think i'm doing?" he murmured, his voice softer now, but laced with a kind of confidence that made her stomach twist in ways she couldn't ignore. his hand reached up, fingers brushing lightly against her cheek, the touch so soft it sent a shiver down her spine.
y/n's breath caught in her throat, her mind racing. she knew where this was headed, knew that if she didn't stop it now, there'd be no going back. but the more she thought about it, the less she wanted to stop. the pull between them was too strong, the tension too thick, and it felt like they'd been building to this moment for longer than either of them wanted to admit.
"touya..." she whispered, but the protest in her voice was weak, barely there.
he didn't say anything, just leaned in a little closer, his thumb brushing against her lower lip, making her breath hitch again. his eyes were locked on hers, and in that moment, everything else faded away-the movie, the room, the fact that this was fuyumi's house. all that mattered was him, and the way he was looking at her, like he was daring her to close the distance.
and then, without thinking, she did.
it was like something snapped inside her, all the tension that had been building between them finally breaking free. her hand reached up, fingers curling into his shirt as she pulled him toward her, their lips crashing together in a kiss that was more desperate than she'd expected.
touya responded instantly, his arms wrapping around her as he deepened the kiss, pulling her closer. his lips were warm, firm, moving against hers with a kind of urgency that matched the wild thrum of her pulse. she could feel the heat of him.
y/n gasped as his teeth grazed her lower lip, sending a jolt of electricity through her, and touya took the opportunity to slip his tongue into her mouth, the kiss growing hotter, more intense. her mind was spinning, her heart racing, and she could barely think straight-only feel the way his body pressed against hers, the way his hands roamed up her back, pulling her impossibly closer.
she wasn't sure how long they kissed- time seemed to blur, the movie forgotten in the background. all that mattered was the heat between them, the way his lips felt against hers, the way his hands gripped her waist like he didn't want to let go.
eventually, they pulled apart, both of them breathing heavily, their foreheads resting together as they tried to catch their breath. y/n's mind was racing, her lips tingling, and she couldn't quite believe what had just happened.
"you-" she started, her voice shaky, but touya cut her off with a soft, breathless laugh.
"you started it," he teased, though his voice was husky, his breath warm against her cheek.
y/n rolled her eyes."shut up," she muttered, though there was no heat behind it.
touya's grin widened, his fingers brushing against her cheek again, softer this time. "you don't want me to," he said, his voice low and teasing, but there was something softer in his gaze now-something that made her heart skip a beat. "and you know that."
she didn't respond, just leaned in and kissed him again, slower this time, savoring the way his lips felt against hers. because as much as she wanted to pretend this was just a fluke, something told her that whatever had just started between them wasn't going to end anytime soon.
as their slow kiss deepened, the tension between y/n and touya became almost unbearable. every touch, every brush of their lips seemed to pull them closer, the heat building between them in a way that felt impossible to ignore. y/nâs hands instinctively gripped the fabric of his shirt, pulling him toward her with more urgency as the kiss grew hungrier, more desperate. touya responded in kind, his grip tightening on her waist, his hands sliding down to her hips as he pulled her flush against him.
the soft, teasing touches from before had given way to something far more intense, more primal, and y/n could feel the shift between them. the air was thick with unspoken desire, and with every kiss, every touch, it became harder to think clearly, harder to hold back.
touya broke the kiss just long enough to murmur against her lips, his voice rough with barely contained need. "youâre driving me insane, sweetheart. if youâre having second thoughts, say it nowâor else Iâm gonna assume that you actually hate me." there was a flicker of hesitation in his eyes, like he was giving her one last chance to stop, but the way his hands gripped her hips told her that he wanted this just as much as she did.
y/nâs breath was shaky as she looked up at him, her pulse racing in her ears. the question hung in the air, and for a moment, she considered pulling back, considered the implications of where this was heading. but the moment she met his gaze, filled with desire and something deeper, she knew that there was no going back nowânot with the way her body responded to him, not with the way her heart raced every time he touched her.
instead of answering with words, y/n kissed him again, harder this time, her hands slipping up to tangle in his hair as she pressed herself against him. it was all the confirmation he needed.
touya groaned softly into the kiss, his hands sliding from her hips to her waist, pulling her closer as he shifted, guiding her onto his lap. the feeling of being so close to him, straddling him as his hands roamed up her back, sent a thrill through her that made her shiver. she could feel the heat radiating from him, the growing intensity of his touch as he explored her body with a newfound sense of urgency.
his lips moved to her neck, pressing hot, open-mouthed kisses along her skin, and y/n couldnât suppress the soft moan that escaped her. her body was reacting to him in ways she hadnât expected, and the way his hands gripped her thighs, kneading the flesh through the fabric of her bottoms, only made her want more.
âtouyaâŚâ she breathed, her voice shaky as his lips continued their assault on her neck, sending waves of pleasure coursing through her. she felt his teeth graze her skin, not quite biting but enough to make her moan again, her body arching against him instinctively. "please..." she practically whined when he only continued to tease her.
she felt the strain of the tented area just beneath her sex. she took advantage of this, forcefully grinding down against him and touya let out a strained moan. "watch it, y/n." he warned, his teeth closing to pinch an area of the skin on her neck. she ignored his words, doing it once more, making him draw back with a deep moan.
touya removed his hand from y/n's waist, his digits firmly grasping her throat. "what did fuck did i just tell you, angel?" he mutters through a heavy breath. she allowed a smile to appear onto her lips. he needed her just as much, but he was dead-set on getting y/n to corrupt before him. he pulled away from her, holding her gaze for a long second.
lust.
the two we're the epitome of that very word. "let's see if that quick mouth of yours is only good for talking shit." touya released y/n from his grip and she slid her straddling position further down to his thighs. he used his hand to gently grasp her nape as she made quick movements to pull down his sweatpants and breifs. she was met with his teased and desperately hard length.
she looked up at him, holding his gaze as her tongue lapped up the leaking pre-cum. touya let out a breathless moan at the warm pleasure to the sensetive area. his grip on her nape tightened when her lips clasped around him, lowering her head as she gradually took in more of his length. she let her jaw relax and shut her eyes tightly as she tried to focus on taking in as much as she could.
"f-fuck." touya moaned, his bottom lip catching between his teeth as he fought to hold his composure. "more." he moaned, breath hitching in his throat when y/n lifted her head before the tip of her nose met with his lower abdomen once again. y/n continued this motion, only stopping to take a deep breath. touya held y/n's nape, not allowing her back up. she reached for his hand, interlocking his fingers with his own. she tried her best to hold out for a few more seconds and finally gave his hand three squeezes. touya imeedietly released her and she came up with a gasp, glaring at him.
"good job, angel." he smiled, eyes focused on her reddened lips. when touya's eyes flickered back up to her own, he saw the small frown on her lips. "don't be like that. I'll let you fuck me, but i tell you what to do." he leaned closer to her, placing his lips against hers. "remember that." he watched as y/n rolled her eyes, making him let out a small laugh.
"say's who?" y/n questioned, allowing touya's fingers to trail just beneath the hem of her shirt. his fingers were warm against her even warmer skin, causing her to shudder slightly. "who do you think?"
"what makes you so confident touya?" it was a genuine question on y/n's part. every action he made was never hesitated and neither were his words. "because you haven't stopped me," he says, fingers trailing just beneath the waistband of both layers of clothing. "not even when i do this." two pads of touyaâs digits pressed against her bud, massaging the area as y/n leaned into his touch and pressed her forehead against his shoulder.
she let out a moan of his name and touya pressed his lips against the shell of her ear. "if you don't tell me exactly what you want, angel -- i cant give it to you." touya continue and y/n wrapped her fist around his wrist. she whined, head feeling foggy from the pure feeling of bliss and pleasure. she used a free hand to wrap around touyaâs length but he held her hand, stopping her from doing anything.
"you can have me, sweetheart, but you gotta come first."
that only drove y/n to grind herself against his fingers. touya was amused by how desperate she was becoming. he was desperate himself, but he'd hold out for however long it took if it meant getting to see y/n fall apart just from his touch.
as she continued, her moans heightened and her breath quickened, making touya pull his fingers away. "touya, are you trying to kill me?" she groaned. "now why would i ever want that?" the smirk on his lips made y/n feel more vulnerable than before. she needed him and they both knew that. "let me make you feel good." y/n nodded to his words with pleading eyes and lifted herself up a bit to remove her restricting layers of clothing.
y/n let out a small cry at the new sensation of him being inside of her. she was hesitant to relax and let herself take in the rest of him. touya reached for her hands, interlocking his fingers in-between her own. "relax, you can take it. i know you can." while it seemed that he was trying to comfort her, his tone said otherwise.
it was taunting-- teasing even. like he was daring her to do so. like he wanted to prove that he would always be above her when it came to this unspoken competition thats been the blueprint of their relationship since the first time they met. she did just that.
touya let out a sigh of satisfaction at the engulfed warmth against him. his strokes were tedious and slow. with every one, the smile on his lips grew wider since y/n's was completely unraveling beneath his touch. he attempted to control his breaths, but if he was being honest with himself, he could topple over the edge given the right movement.
he swore to himself that he wouldn't let that happen. not until he got y/n to finish first. that task was incredibly easy since the minute he pulled her down to him to give her a long and lustful kiss, y/n bit down on his bottom lip due to the pleasure. the change in positioning allowed touya to reach that spot that never failed to make her entire being weak.
"touya.." she drew out a long whine. he hummed, adjusting for her to face him. she held his gaze as he spoke. "words, n/n." he said, waiting for her to reply. she only let out a small whimper at the lack of pleasure. "what? you goin' dumb on me?" he teased, making her gare. she shook her head, not even caring how weak she looked when it came to he and his words.
"tell me what you want. fuyumi might be coming back soon. i can't give you what you want if she's here and able to hear her bestfriend losing her mind over-"
"shut up, touya." y/n groaned. "make me come. that's what i want. is that good enough for you?" she finally spoke. he analyzed her features, her eyes welled with a coat of tears. "please." her voice barely louder than a whisper.
he didn't bother to reply and only gave her what she wanted. what he wanted as well. but she could never know that, could she? pleasure-filled noises filled the room, the heat of their bodies fueling them all the more. touya held y/n close to his chest as she took one of her hands from his own to ball his shirt into her fist. anything to ground herself to reality. he was pushing her over the edge physically and mentally. call it a sick game of his, it was being enjoyed by the both of them.
the sounds bouncing off of the walls being proof of that.
his toungue dragged over her neck as the warmth in her abdomen heated. the sensation riveting in her core caused the tightening coil to finally snap. y/n cried out and touya gripped her hips tightly as she clenched down on him. "y/n." he groaned at the action. he quickly lifted her from his length despite her reluctance and pleas. he replaced the void with his fingers, shutting her up and helping her riding out her high as she grinded her bud against his palm. she moaned, eyes shut tightly.
as she finally began to settle from her high, she was about to let herself relax, but touya spoke. "that's selfish of you, y/n. besides, don't you think you deserve what you worked so hard for?" his hand was wrapped around his length. y/n wanted to say no. damage his high ego even if it was just a small amount. yet, she couldnât.
his expanded pupils met with her own as his eyelids were low, capturing every movement she made, including the one where she used up the last bit of her energy to lean down to his lap and once again taking in the current most sensetive part of his entire being. he mumbled small praises to y/n as she pleased him. she let out a hum around him when his hand firmly gripped her nape to pull her off of him.
"y/n, i'm gonna come." he warned. like mentioned before, the blueprint of their relationship was some sort of competition, so when touya couldn't physically stop his body from going over the edge, the warmth of his arousal spouting from the tip of his length and meeting y/n's tongue just before she swallowed, he knew that he no longer was above y/n. they were even once again and y/n knew that. infact, it was her goal.
she released him, chest heaving after holding her breath for such a long period of time. she used the back of her hand to wipe away the remains of his come that had made its way to the corner of her lips. "can't let me have anything can you?" touya rolled his eyes, pulling y/n towards him.
she couldnât even have control over her weakened body as her head met with his warm chest.
"you can't tell fuyumi about this, touya." y/n said, now serious as they both began to settle down from the adrenaline endorsed moment.
"why would i spoil the fun, angel? I'd love to see how long you can keep your cool."
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