#no one's gonna piss me off or upset me

[late-moonie-thoughts]

I said I wasn't angry but I probably was here

The reality is that you're alone because you chose the person that hurt everyone including you over yourself. He won't be there for you because his head is so far up his ass that he's used to the smell of shit and it's his default scent.

But you're suffering because fecal matter is toxic, and as much as you probably think that by getting your education, it's gonna help you with your debt and other problems, it probably won't for a long time.

But again, you chose the person that thinks shit is the default so why would you improve? Fuck you I guess.

I'm not angry with you anymore, but honestly I can see why you're lonely and holding on to your singular friendship with that one person who isn't in your life anymore, while probably still reeling from having to end the one you had with me.

But again. Fuck you I guess, since you chose shit over yourself. You already fucked yourself.

[unfortunatelyilikebnha]

Bnha makes me so mad because it could’ve been good. It had a lot of good aspects. But in the end none of them were satisfyingly resolved so it just feels bad.

[freaky-flawless]

Can we see Your Creeproduction Flawdeen?

(I'm curious as to how bad her faceup is)

Heh. Flawdeen.

I've been holding off on actually posting pics because I genuinely might just be overreacting. I'm definitely making them sound worse than they really are. They also look better in pictures than they do irl. But here they are:

The first on the left, the new one on the right.

At first glance they're not horrible, but the more you look at their eyes the more obvious it becomes. No eye is the same shape lol, and on the new one her right eyes is printed lower, making her whole face look lopsided. But at the same time I prefer the eye shape on the new one, they make her look more like herself and resemble my other Clawdeen's more. Idk, the first ones eyes just look so round and kinda small, they remind me of the g2 faces for some reason. It's wild to me just how different these dolls look from each other despite being the same character from the same factory.

These are far from the worst faces in my collection (Fierce Rocker's Toralei takes that prize) I just had higher expectations. The original Wave 1 and Wave 2 releases were so good, I didn't hear much if any chatter about the quality issues. But with this release its been overwhelming.

[maybeicanbesaved]

got into yet another fight with my mom, again about voting/the election, she said that she’s only voted once in her life and never cares to again because she ‘doesn’t care about politics’, saying that shit almost proudly?? and it set me off for obvious reasons, then she got mad at me for saying it’s because she’s privileged and ‘most’ shit doesn’t affect her directly so she can afford ‘not to care’

[sofarsogoodsowhat]

man i wanted so fucking bad to actually do something for my birthday this year but i work 11-5 on my birthday and 10-4 the next day so i can’t even fucking go out On my actual birthday to celebrate cuz i gotta get up at fucking 8am the next day :/ i just want one damn year where i actually get to have a fun birthday but it’s whatever i guess. it’s finally on a saturday this year too AND we found a metal show we wanted to go to but that fucking 10-4 shift the next day makes it impossible so i guess i’ll go fuck myself just like every other goddamn year

[makkie-is-screaming]

funny that all the people in my family who walk around in their “kill your local pedophile” and “shoot a rapist” shirts constantly say and do things that perpetuate rape culture

[moe-broey]

Would I be proving my therapist (who has been voicing some concerns about my depression maybe getting worse but like I feel like it's fine) right by cancelling my appointment tomorrow cause I just don't wanna. Like all I have to report is that I'm tired and I wanna rest and I just don't really feel like it y'know

[dollking081]

I'm gonna fucking kill myself I hate them I hate them so fucking much I want them dead

[major-fukkup]

I'm gonna be honest, the more I talk with Halsin the more I like him.

[iguessitsjustme]

I woke up thinking about this and I have to get it off my chest before the new episode Wandee Goodday episode tomorrow. Under the cut because I’m not tagging this for reasons and I don’t want to accidentally spoil anyone. But I have GOT to say this before I explode

I am going to try to be as kind as I possibly can while talking about this but I make no promises.

I think the take that the kiss was a dream/is a fakeout is so incredibly dumb. To be clear, the take is dumb, not the people that are saying that. There is nuance please do not take this as a personal attack.

It would make absolutely zero narrative sense for that kiss to be fake. But Rae, I hear you all saying, they did a fakeout in The Eclipse and they’ve gone out of their way to show clips of that show!

Okay, and? Wandee Goodday is a different show. This kiss has more importance and more meaning to the story and the characters than the kiss in The Eclipse had. If the kiss is not real and did not happen it would remove the entire emotional impact of the first kiss. The kiss was perfect in its imperfection. It simultaneously lived up to and failed Dee’s fantasies. There is nothing that a fakeout kiss could do narratively that that specific first kiss for Dee didn’t already do.

A fakeout kiss would be a disservice to the narrative, the characters, the audience, and the writer’s themselves. And assuming they did so is incredibly rude to the people who have created such a phenomenal show so far. I know gmmtv does not have the best track record but we have no reason to believe the kiss is fake other than this one other show that was telling a completely different story with completing different characters whose actions and motivations are completely different did it. It made sense for The Eclipse. It does not make sense for Wandee Goodday.

In fact, I am so confident in my assessment that the kiss is real that if I am wrong and it is fake (I’m not and it’s not), that I will go buy a ghost pepper and record my white ass with no spile tolerance eating it. Meaning that I would show my full face here and y’all know I do not do that.

I’m just so tired of seeing that wild ass theory with no thought behind it other than “what if.” And don’t come at me with “but Dee was in Japan!” Okay and? He took a flight back? There was an obvious and visual passage of time. That’s how time works. It was day when Dee got the call from Kao in Japan, and it was night when he kissed Yak. Almost like he took a flight that took a few hours.

I think it’s important that we assume good intentions with the media we consume, especially BL, and especially a sex positivis BL like Wandee Goodday that is giving us representation and messaging that it doesnot need to go out of its way to give us. Not every show is trying to pull a gotcha on its audience. Wandee Goodday is making a good faith effort to engage with its queer audience. We should let it.

[moonlit-orchid]

good evening to everyone except a certain few fucking anons

[odysseys-blood]

have u ever seen how mad teenage boys get if u say smthn isnt funny the switch up is like instantaneous

[mainfaggot]

i keep bothering my dad like a neurotic little freak why was I born

[bambino1294]

and when I get out of this FUCKING HOUSE

[mullets]

im not joking but if one more relative in fucking bangladesh sits me down and warns me about the dangers of pride month and whatever the fuck since im moving to canada im going to kill myself im going to kill myself im going to kill myself

[aberooski]

If I have another breakdown at work tomorrow like I did the last time I worked a Saturday I'm going to kill myself because last time I screamed in the hallway and cried so hard I was shaking because of how stressed I was.