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There is truly no greater love than taking your most adored fictional character and throwing them into the emotionally-devastating angst fueled trash compactor and pressing every single button on the machine just to see what will happen
#hollow knight#hollow my beloved#hmm yes I'm drawing pain and agony tonight#night rambles#night causes pain#night causes suffering#Feel free to apply to ur own blorbos#all blorbos must suffer :D
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Lil side sketches of Henry n Will <3
#Opposite noses go ‼️‼️🫵🫵#this was SO FUN OUGH#simple style is my favourite when I’m suffering with horrible art block eugh#I might not have some art for a while cause I just got back into school#sighhhh 😕😕#fnaf#art#fanart#five nights at freddy's#henry emily#william afton#artists on tumblr#five nights at freddys#willry#Indy’s deepfryer#sketch
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(有点晚的) 新年快乐!
happy (a little belated) lunar new year!! sorry i haven't been answering asks, been a busy week - i'll try to get to that tomorrow ^^
#it was originally just diavolo and ik but i added mephistopheles bc it felt kinda empty#and also because we were making fun of him on discord the other night and i felt bad#art#obey me#jtta ik#obey me diavolo#obey me mephistopheles#oh yeah the Stupid Trio + belphie in the back were last-minute addition but i'm so glad i decided to#by Stupid Trio i mean they're the ones who cause problems#mammon and levi do it by accident and asmo does it knowingly but without processing the consequences#this is what sets them apart from belphie and satan who also cause problems#but usually on purpose and with significant planning (satan) or being fully aware of the aftermath and not caring (belphie)#speaking of i guess i'll tag them as well#obey me mammon#obey me leviathan#obey me asmodeus#obey me belphegor#btw beel also causes problems by accident but like not in a blatantly Stupid way#and lucifer is usually the Problem Sufferer#but will on occasion cause problems for fun
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Before officially meeting, do you think Matthew and Diana ever just casually passed each other while on campus? Cause I'm imagining Gallowglass watching from an undetectable distance, seeing Diana cross a courtyard, going in the opposite direction of Matthew and Gallowglass is just simultaneously panicking and relieved.
Gallowglass: Oh my God, it's happening! They're going to finally meet! After centuries of waiting and decades of watching, Diana will finally be- Wait! Why is she walking away? Auntie! Turn back right now! Matthew! Turn around and go meet your wife!
They both continue on their way, completely oblivious to who they just walked past.
Gallowglass, unable to decide if this was a good or bad thing: Ok, they didn't meet this time. So, I don't have to leave her yet. But it'll be sooner rather than later now. At least she'll be happy when they do meet...
#I'm really conflicted about the potential Gallowglass book cause we'll get so much more insight but the poor guy is really going to suffer#a discovery of witches#shadow of night#the book of life#diana bishop#matthew de clermont#gallowglass#deborah harkness#all souls trilogy
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Ugh i’ve got so many thoughts right now about how gay and also lonely i am but also i’m really tired and i can’t sleep so i ALSO can’t figure out what i want to say or how to say it so pls insert sad lonely gay yearning post here for me thank you
#🫠🫠🫠#suffering#im tired >:(#AND tired of being ALONE all the timeeeeeee#and it’s dumb feeling that way when im tired cause my brain#is always just like#‘lol i’m over this😤😤 we should fix it😤😤’#and it’s like well great idea babe never thought of that now pls explain:#how????????#😪😪😪#she’s dumb my brain is DUMB is the explanation#can’t believe im stuck with her and her nonsense smh#esp when she SHOULD be more concerned with letting me SLEEP#what a night🙄
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I think it would be funny, if Bruce was scrolling through the Gotham Gazette in his downtime and stumbled upon some outrageous, unhinged article on some moronic socialite's recent weekend activities.
"What the fuck Alfred?" Bruce demanded, throwing the article onto the table.
"One text, Master Bruce," Alfred said calmly, stirring his tea. "One singular message to let me know you'd survived, would that have been so hard?"
"You know I have to pretend this really happened right?" Bruce dragged his hands down his face. "This is insane even for Bruce Wayne--"
"I figured your subsequent stint in rehab would allow time for recovery, or for me to explain your sudden death," Alfred said icily.
Bruce's phone buzzed, flooding with messages. "Oh look, now it starts. I'm firing whoever on the PR team allowed this to happen, this is so far beyond--"
"I overruled them." Alfred sipped the tea.
"You--" Bruce breathed in and out slowly, loosening his fists. "In the future, I will try to get a message out."
"Very good sir."
#This is Alfred's revenge for all the suffering Batman has caused him#at least he gets some fun out of it#batman#bruce wayne#dc comics#alfred pennyworth#textposts#batposting#Idk it's funny to me sorry lol#I haven't slept all of last night
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I love my dumb OCs so much ...
I think I have rambled about them before so to spare you! A tl;dr version that you can also skip:
Shilva can turn into a dragon. Vikrahm goes on an adventure and meets Pops. Pops is a famous dragonslayer who refuses to tell anyone his name and never collects reward money unless needed at that time. Shilva and Pops get married. They both do not tell Vik his name though so he resorts to a threat and is shocked when it actually works. "I didn't expect to get this far idk what to do now" kinda vibes.
#my characters#tbh the first one was actually drawn during the art stream last night but I didnt post it#i figured i could post it with the big pic and then hate coloring so much i opted for just doodles today#also the siblings just both have purple tongues and fangs and are not vampiric or anything#they just got fangs because i like em aesthetically#vik is such a funny gremlin to me cause he just does not inform anyone he travels with that he is fireproof#and his bff mage buddy specializes in fire magic#and vik is like hey hey can you teach me some fire magic please i think itd be super cool#and he sucks at magic RIP#he barely makes a flicker but it does come in handy once#also when vik says hes gonna play fetch since he can shoot farther its because as kids#he learned how to shoot a bow in order to play long distance fetch with a dragon (his sister)#cause she basically got the zoomies and flying helped soooo long distance fetch#shilva is a bundle of sunshine and i love her#me patting pops on the head - this old man can fit so much trauma in his life#he can take a threat of being called big brother and say that is the straw on the camels back#hes suffered enough dont make him suffer that
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I’ve been trying to learn how to get better at rendering, and so I decided to revamp an old oc!
#digital painting#art#drawing#illustration#original character#oc#my art#personal art#tegning#also my pen pressure wasn't right which means i've been suffering for fucking ever#and i only just thought to check my pen pressure settings last night and it changed my life#the way i've suffered cause i did not think#like why do i even have brain
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coming of age
#bnha#gran torino#torino sorahiko#hawks#takami keigo#all might#yagi toshinori#fastest heroes in the east au#shih's art#believe it when i say that a night's sleep can change your art style#wow! eight hours really refreshes your eyesight who knew#anyways hawks' supply of endeavor merch causes toshinori to suffer every time#toshinori: young hawks... wouldn't you like to wear this free limited edition all might windbreaker? custom fitted for your wings?#hawks: no thank you! :D i have my retail clearance endeavor jacket!
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“I do not eat and I do not drink and I do not sleep. I subsist on suffering. I delight in suffering. I am the all and the end and the being. I am the mother of cruelty.” ~ Desolation
“She is at least seven feet tall, shrouded in red and gold. Her eyes are long. I know that doesn’t quite make sense, but they’re just long, that’s what they are. Her cheeks are sharp and sunken. She has a broad smile but I think that might be carved into her face.” ~ Stranger
“How does one fight when one cannot be confident that your thoughts are your own? Perhaps we should check with Mother Lauren. Surely she knows what to do here. No! No! Cleary I have been influenced. I am sorry listeners. I cannot be trusted. I am part of her plan too.” ~ Web
Mother Lauren is really just bringing a fear salad to Night Vale, huh? Though I am curious,
#wtnv#wtnv 248#lauren mallard#mother lauren#tma#the desolation#the stranger#the web#personally i think she’s Desolation#with some Web and Stranger influence#bc yes she is uncanny and yes the mind control but.#if her ultimate goal is to cause suffering?#that just screams Desolation to me#but also there’s a LOT of Web there sooo maybe equal influence?#idk I feel like it’s maybe a 40%/60% situation#welcome to night vale#the magnus archives
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Actually I will ramble a bit cuz my friend & I do have a hc we’ve been playing off of that involves tiny Vash but since it’s canon in stampede that Vash can change the density of his Gate & in maximum (my preferred trigun) how Vash can grow really Big and Monstrous (so can Knives) if he adds to his mass so he can support his size that maybe an Opposite effect can happen. While growing, Vash needs added mass to support his weight, but the bigger he gets, the more inhuman and more of a flesh singularity he becomes; that growth also causes him to lose his identity and get consumed by himself temporarily. Because I’m a silly guy who likes thinking his GT with logic… but also… maybe when Vash overuses plant juices, or his body needs to fall into recovery mode after extreme body harm / near fatal situations (or extreme psychological stress), he goes into what my friend and I call “power saving mode”. Back up battery. His body shrinks. Size varies but the smallest he’s gotten is 2 inches. There’s an inherent fear he has if he pushes himself over his limits he might go quantum & never recover… like how in stampede he shrunk his Gate into a quantum state… it’s a very round about kind of canon aligned hc to make Vash shrink and be tiny. And cuz he neglects his plant powers so much he can’t control it… not until much much later in maximum… but he mostly can’t… also reflects his plant ability to absorb / store energy and release it.
Something something we’ve had scenarios where Vash’s body & mind gets so stressed out mini psychotic break or physical issue just causes him to shrink in his hotel room in front of Wolfwood & the Girls… and basically whatever’s on him at the time shrinks too so what he’s wearing n stuff… hehehe itty bitty & a lil squeaky and definitely extremely nervous exchanges between handling & being handled. Also accidentally freaking out his companions. Being small reminds him he’s not human & it makes him feel a lil self conscious…
#Txt#long ramble… my friend and I have done lil timelines too…#This is all from manga events btw but like#Him shrinking after Monev the Gale’s fight in manga in front of the Girls… having them take care of him for a few nights before his body -#-decides to grow back. And then after the colony 3 fight & during hospital arc he also#Has another shrinking spell. Post adrenaline and body’s like catching up with lack of energy. The colony scientists & doctors know this#About Vash so they can still treat him but he’s flustered about it. Luida loves her teensy son…#And then there’s just little incidents when traveling with Wolfwood…#Scared him sooooo bad when it happened at first. Watching Vash just shrink after suffering a dangerous wound he#Patched up hours before. Hehe. Oops.#And then shrinking in front of both Wolfwood and the girls after this scenario where Vash absorbs radiation from a dying plant before it#Explodes but it causes him to explode into a Cronenberg flesh monster & after they pull him out his own rapidly decaying massive body & hes#In a coma does he shrink 2 days in and wake up tiny and they’re just Overwhelming him and trying to#Take care of him proper… Meryl and Wolfwood bicker about how to do it right…#Milly is very sweet and gentle with him though… but Vash overwhelmed… so easy to overwhelm.#Anyways big ramble#Trigun gt#Hehehehejehe explodes
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My betrothed and I had a nice time at the wedding last night. Somehow ended up talking to the only straight people in the room.
#ramblies#my face#I’m on the left#we were suffering cause we couldnt wash the thrift store smell all the way off our clothes and it was irritating our throats#but it was still a fun night#first time we’ve gotten dressed up in a while
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it isn't about the crew finding out for me. the crew will eventually forgive ed because they'll see that he's changed and stede will want him back home, plus this is a comedy about found family after all
i need what izzy did to come out because ed isn't a crazy man who went insane and violent when his boyfriend left him. he's a man who keeps being revictimized over and over by the angry men in his life and who has never been able to fully escape that, because even as an adult the only way he found to escape was to build himself a facade of violent masculinity that effectively became a prison. and the one time in his life when he found softness and thought he could be allowed to be who he really wanted to be and not who everyone else has been forcing him to be since he was a kid, izzy stepped on him and showed him he wasn't safe at all. I need izzy's abuse to be addressed because i need to see ed heal and that bit's kinda crucial to it, to ed finally embracing the softness he's always wanted and learning that he is, after all, capable of giving and receiving love, that he isn't broken and the violence he suffered was never his fault, was never caused by anything being fundamentally broken in him
#okay I'm taking a nap cause I'm genuinely upset about this now and i need to step back#but i needed to get this out#because a lot of us are still experiencing the horrors and i think we need to hear this#izzy's role in ed's suffering wasn't minor#and an essential part of healing is hearing that you were in fact abused and it wasn't your fault#night night#(it's noon lmao)#ofmd spoilers#alex watches ofmd
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A time before DB and JK meet officially where they crossed paths but don't remember or almost but missed each other by seconds. You know, typical kdrama missed meet cutes lol.
🪩 WORDCOUNT | 2.4k 🪩 NOTE FROM HOLLY | so... that thing about me and finding it impossible to write anything short.... yeah that. lmao. this is bd lore in the BEST possible way imo. something that neither of them remember and likely never will. this is set about four years before the events of BD. JK would have been 20-21, and B would have been 21-22 (give or take a year). thank you SO much for this request. i had so much fun with it!!
🪩 BD DRABBLES MASTERPOST 🪩
Jeon Jungkook looks devastatingly pretty with cherry-red lips. Smudged and a little faded, they leave the faintest mark on the end of his cigarette—a bad habit, he knows, but one that he picked up as an excuse to flirt with a girl whose lips are far more crimson than his.
Of course they are, though. How else would she stain him in evidence of her existence if they weren’t?
Even when he’s tarnished in her, there’s no evidence of him on her. Nothing to tell new acquaintances to stay away—and Hayun loves making new friends.
A bottle of Jack rests by his feet. Neat. A little lukewarm. Ass perched on the curb outside a house just off campus, he’s in no mood to get himself embroiled in the debauchery he knows his friends are partaking in. Just wants to clear his head.
Foolishly hopes she’ll do the same. That she’ll notice his absence. That her heart will ache like his currently is.
In their final year of studies, his friends are all letting loose for the final time before they have to cram for finals. It’s a night of celebration. Of last-chances. Of opportunities that won't present themselves again for a good few lunar orbits.
And so while he may not have the same restrictions, having started his studies a little later than scheduled, he’s been making the most of it with them.
Quiet kisses hidden from his friends are fun. He likes them. Loves them, even.
But to then watch her very publicly let a guy make moves on her? To make moves back?
Feels fuckin’ awful.
“Oh, you know what?” A voice echoes from the porch of the house behind him. “You can take her violin and shove it up your ass, you ostentatious, pseudo-intellectual prick.”
It’s a little twisted, but it brings Jungkook comfort to know he isn’t the only one with a shitty excuse for a love life. Knows he shouldn’t listen in—but fuck it.
“Where does she keep her violin, huh? In your trousers? ‘Cause that’s the only way that what I just saw and what you’re saying could even possibly correlate,” the girl continues, unrelenting in the way she dictates her speech. Barely lets her partner get a word in edge-ways. “No? She not a tiny violin specialist? The rooms aren’t that dark, dickhead.”
He thinks the tirade is over, but finds himself laughing when he hears, “And not to brag, but my last eye exam went exceptionally well, so don’t you dare try and tell me I was seeing shit. Twenty-twenty vision, baby.”
It’s easy to tell whoever is speaking is deliberating adding a little dramatic flare to their words. Is definitely drunk. Is also definitely not afraid of standing her ground.
Glancing over his shoulder as he stubs out his cigarette, he’s surprised to see the girl—you—on the phone instead of confronting someone in person.
In a pretty little party dress, you’re just the right combination of hot mess. Even from a fair distance away, he can notice the glitter all over your skin. Not really his type—so different from Hayun—but there’s something about you. Something that intrigues him. Makes it hard to look away.
“She could be fuckin’ Vivaldi for all I care!” You seethe into your phone. “Does it sound like I give a shit if she’s the best in her class? You want me to give her a gold medal or something? Don’t piss me off. Prick.”
Jungkook would argue that you’re already pissed off. With a tone of voice like that, you must be.
There’s a final curse, and then your phone is almost thrown across the front lawn. Almost. You know better. Know that you can’t afford to replace the screen if you shatter it. Instead, you have to grit your teeth and scream.
It’s only once you finish your venting of frustration that you notice a pair of starry eyes on you.
Raising your brows, you shake your head in his direction. “Can I help?”
And then he fucking laughs. Shrugs. Is pleased to see it makes you smile, too.
“Really hate violin, don’t you?”
Shaking your head, far kinder this time, you sigh. “Don’t have much of an opinion on them. Not unless it’s the strings in the intro of Untouched by The Veronicas. In that case, the violin is the greatest instrument known to man.”
“Untouched? The Veronicas?” he laughs, suddenly reminded of a song he hasn’t heard in years. “Didn’t realise it was still 2005.”
“Hey, don’t be judgy,” you say as you walk towards him, perching down on the curbside, too. “It’s a classic.”
“Never said it wasn’t,” he defends, reaching down for his bottle of Jack and offering it over to you. “Boyfriend trouble?”
Shaking your head, you decide that unloading your problems onto a stranger is exactly what this night calls for.
“Girl I’ve been seeing. Wasn’t that serious.” Nodding towards the bottle you add, “You first.”
“Seemed pretty serious,” he mumbles, before swigging down his whiskey. Jack is shit, in his opinion, but it’s cheap and it gets the job done. Clearing his throat with a small ‘ah’, he holds it back over for you to take. “Satisfied?”
You don’t vocalise a response—but you do take the bottle from him and ignore the burn as it races down your throat. Of everything you’d choose to drink, Jack Daniels would not be it. You like fruity things. Had been on vodka cranberry juice all night.
“Wasn’t serious," you double down, then shrug. "Can’t let people think they can get away with bad behaviour, though. Let them do it once, and they’ll do it again and again."
It’s something you’re adamant about. Something you’ll do well to remember.
“Anyway, you know why I’m out here like a miserable bitch,” you continue as you pass the bottle back. “What brings you here?”
“Something similar.”
It’s only now that you really take him in for all that he is.
Same age as you, you think, judging by his build. Though his shoulders are broad, he hasn’t properly filled out yet—he’s trying, though. You can see the definition in his arms. His shoulders. Clearly is trying to shape himself into a man. No longer a teenager, but not really an adult. With eyes like that, though, he’ll always look a little younger than he is. His dark hair waves around his features, so casually undone you know he must have put a lot of effort into it. It’s sweet.
He tries, and that’s more than can be said for most of the boys at the party.
“It doesn’t suit you,” you tell him.
“Hm?”
“The red lipstick,” you nod towards the sheen on his lips. There’s a little on his neck, too. His T-shirt is black, but you imagine there’s some there, as well. “You’d look better without it.”
“It’s not mine.”
“Guessed as much,” you softly smile. “So what, then? Your girlie pissed all over her territory? So no one else would approach you? Then decided she wanted to play elsewhere?”
“Something like that.”
“Girlfriend?”
Jungkook just shrugs. Tells the truth, even if it feels like a lie. “Just friends.”
“You kiss all your friends?”
“Just one.”
“Ouch,” you wince. Friends-with-benefits situations are dumb, you think. Wouldn’t ever wanna end up in one. Know they end in unbearable heartbreak. “That’s rough.”
He nods. Knows how it’ll end, too, even if he’s been trying to tell himself otherwise.
“Well, we’re friends, now,” you declare, definitely too drunk to be making good decisions. “You and me. Have bonded over terrible people doing terrible things.”
He wants to tell you that Hayun isn’t terrible.
Instead, he raises a brow at your fledgling—and fleeting—friendship.
“If she’s off making new friends, then maybe you should consider kissing your other friends,” you playfully shrug, knowing better than to get involved in a situation like this. “Y’know… make it even.”
And Jungkook is well aware he shouldn’t indulge in your flirt, but he’s hurting. Wants to feel wanted—and the way you’re looking at him? He can’t remember the last time Hayun looked at him like that.
The way you see it, you’ll never see this man again. You could both do with a little pick-me-up. Confirmation that life goes on, even if the people you date are awful.
A kiss is just a kiss.
Or at least, for now, it is. One day, you’ll develop a complex. Blame Seokjin.
But you’re yet to meet him. Yet to unlearn all your rules and make far feebler, more pathetic ones in their place.
“Y’know, you’re kinda cute,” you whisper, edging closer ever so slightly.
“Kinda?” He tweaks a brow, eyes not on yours, but on your lips. There’s a little glitter in your gloss. Think maybe it’ll suit him better.
“Mhmm,” you hum, reaching up to lightly trace your thumb across his bottom lip, ridding him of a little bit of his very own red flag. “Kinda. Never kissed a guy with a lip piercing.”
Just a stud, he’s only had it a little while. Was trying to make himself look a little older. Sharper. Light from the house catches in it as your thumb pulls back - but Jungkook pulls closer. Nudges his nose against yours. Holds it there for a second.
“Maybe I should take one for the team,” he husks, lips brushing yours. “Just so you know what it’s like.”
Nodding, you let your nose stroke against his. “You’d be such a good friend if you did.”
Lips parted, the end of your sentence grants him permission to sink his lips between yours. Slow as he does so, Jungkook’s scared of fucking it up.
Hasn’t kissed anyone that isn’t Hayun for months, now. Isn’t even sure he knows how to.
And yet as soon as you press down into the kiss, his mind is void of her. Totally blank. Pitch black, until the faintest of stars begin to appear. Sparkle. Shine.
There’s a sweetness to you, even despite the whiskey. Maybe it’s the cranberry juice. Maybe it’s your lip gloss. Jungkook doesn’t have the mental capacity to decipher it, for he can feel your tongue stroking across his bottom lip—and then he’s granting permission. Inviting you into his mouth. Stroking his tongue against yours, as if he’s in the privacy of the party bathroom—not out front for everyone to see.
Shamelessly, he almost wants Hayun to see—but as quickly as a thought of her intrudes, it’s replaced by the way you feel. It makes him pull you closer. Gets him whining into your mouth. Makes you smile.
It’s confirmation that there’s nothing wrong with you; that the girl you were seeing really was just a dickhead.
Pressing your hand to his chest, you slowly push him away. Are reluctant to finish kissing him. In fact, even as you push him back, your body follows, until you force yourself to pull back.
“There,” you smile, a little infatuated with how sparkly his eyes appear. “Now you’re even.”
“We can make it odd, again, if you want,” Jungkook offers, far bolder than even he realises. Just doesn’t wanna stop kissing you. Maybe it’s just the whiskey. Yeah. He’ll blame it on that.
“That’s a bad decision waiting to happen,” you laugh, getting to your feet, because you don’t trust yourself to stay. “My purpose is served. Friends don’t fuck you over. Stop wasting your kisses on people who are gonna fuck you over.”
Your message is clear: she’s not your friend.
It’s a lesson he’ll learn far too late in life.
“But you’re ditching me?” He says as you begin to walk away. “That’s not friendly!”
For a girl who should really be wallowing in self-pity, you’re surprisingly chirpy. Jungkook envies it. Wishes he could stop caring in the way that he does —he just doesn’t realise your situationship really was as simple as they’re supposed to be. The feelings were yet to fully develop.
If love is a choice—which you think, to a degree, it is—then before it can develop, choices have to be made. Your partner is supposed to choose you. The girl you’d been seeing has just demonstrated that she wouldn’t choose you, and so why should you choose her?
Life was simpler before Seokjin; before you really knew what it was to love.
Or, to love, and to not be chosen.
To choose, even when you’re never chosen.
Sort of like how Jungkook is, now.
“I’m doing you a favour!” You call back, tipsy smile just as radiant as you seem to be. You're jovial in your tone, and the attitude rubs off on him. Gets him smiling, too. “Saving you from yourself. If I kiss you again, you’ll fall in love, baby. They always do!”
The way you jet off is spritely. Happy. Abundantly clear that you’re yet to know what heartbreak really feels like.
The girl getting a little too friendly with the star violinist will be long forgotten by the time you meet Jungkook once again, and so will he. In fact, the scar left by Seokjin manages to mangle just about all of your romantic memories prior to him.
You’ll become folklore; a girl Jungkook doesn’t know the name of, but who Hayun is pretty sure is legally named ‘Desperate Skank’. Someone they argue about on a few too many occasions. A memory he barely remembers, but in the heat of their drunken fight later that evening became a permanent sticking spot in their situationship.
‘Cause while Hayun was off making friends, that’s all she was doing. Getting numbers. Getting a little touchy-feely. Getting her ego stroked. Getting zero kisses, because she had been reserving them for him.
Why she was only making friends with six-foot-something muscle pigs with more protein powder in their system than common sense is another thing they’ll argue about—but he’s the one in the wrong this time, or so she makes sure to tell him.
He’ll think of you sometimes. The memory will be hazy. Blurry, like driving down a midnight highway with astigmatism.
He’ll think of you, and he’ll see stars.
And when he sees you again in the dark of Dionysus a few years later, with no recollection of who you are, his brain will scream at him. Beg him to remember.
He won’t.
But he will, inevitably, see stars once more.
#theyre actually soulmates#like wtf#imagine if... they had just gone home together that night#right person right time! and all that jazz#had to be fleeting cause they had to live through what they do to become the people they are#but i think maybe they always would have been okay#could have saved so much suffering#sorry babies#ily#bd!drabbles#byholly#jungkook fanfic#jungkook fanfiction#jungkook ff#jk ff#jungkook x reader#jungkook drabbles#bad decisions#bd!jk#dappleddaisies#jungkook fluff
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When The Backrooms comes back I need Elijah to tell Stanley “if I die your coming with me”
#I wanna break him. I want him to find The Room and break#I want him to cry I want him to suffer because he ISNT a good person because I killed a kind cause was bored#he killed a middle schooler because he was bored he stole drugs from the neighbors house he only left at night and he loved the flower field#on windy days it would look like the ocean and he’d wish to drown in them he wanted it to be the last thing he saw#he loves road trip games because it was the most fun he had with him mom#she’d take him on work trips when he was younger and she taught him little games to pass the time#she didn’t love him she liked having ‘a child’ she didn’t like being around him#she liked him more when he tried to be a girl because she was like her she faced her her old dress#it was the only thing of hers Elijah got from his mother#he just wanted to be someone he just wanted to have a life that was his and he never got that until he tried to end it#he doesn’t want it to change#SORRY I miss the backrooms TAKE ME BACKKKK AGAHHGGGG
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“She had no magic to wield, save for the keen eyes of the goddess at her shoulder and an uncanny ability to remain unnoticed, to play into expectations.”
#Chapter 23#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah J. Maas#Lorcan Salvaterre#Elide Lochan#Elorcan#no spoilers please first read to read along with me#more notes quotes annotations & reacts in the tags spoilers for the chapter & book in post & tags of course pt 2 of 4 perspectives#Lorcan had never felt the weight of the hours so heavily upon him-I FEEL IT 2poor Rowan must feel this 247HURRY where’s Elide?hold on Aelin!#And to send Elide into Maeve's clutches--it had taken all of his will to let her walk away.😭#If Elide was captured if she was found out he wouldn't hear of it know of it. — you’d know cause she’s your mate idiot (I love you idiot#without proving their worth they could still visit--briefly. — ugh Maeve why does everything about you suck so much#If she emerged. — COME ON ELIDE — I CANT HANDLE ANOTHER CAIRN-NAPPING#the Prince of the North and the Lion the protector and the ever impatient in love idiot we all love Lorcan#He knew some of them. Had commanded them. Were they now his enemy? — they are all having some inner morality battles#What manner of birds? Raptors mostly — none from the House of Whitethorn — they fought for him on the other borders… for her🥹😭them#why so many guards if no Aelin hmm???? SHES HERE GUYS#though Gavriel kept glancing to the tattoos inked on his hands. How many more lives would he need to add before they were through?#Aelin had been trained to endure torture. Elide... He could see those scars on her from the shackles. — how about we save them both?😭🖤#She had endured too much suffering and terror already. He couldn't allow her to face another heartbeat of it--#Rowan and his random hatchet now😅😂 it’s giving my wife is gone unhinged in the woods with the bros might become a horror movie vibes#But then a two-note whistle echoed and Lorcan's legs wobbled so violently he sat back onto the rock where he'd been perched-OH MY ELORCAN😭🖤#also Lorcan… perched??? isn’t that bird boy Rowan’s thing?😅😂🤣#her cheeks rosy in the cool night air. — cheeks pink in the twinkling lights tell me bout the first time you saw me (shipping in insanity)#She was fine. She was unhurt. There was no enemy on her tail. Elide's eyes met his. Wary and uncertain. I met someone.#THANK GOD — but also wait WHAT-when?WHO?HOW?#also this quote posted is like one of the reasons I love Elide#another grand Maasverse enterance is on its way?#the fact the opening line shows that being sold out to Maeve is the same as death — OH GET TO AELIN ALREADY PLEASE#no more tattoos guys — what’s with Maeve’s wolves — isn’t dark haired beauty what Elide called the girl in the caravan so maybe it’s her
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