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There is truly no greater love than taking your most adored fictional character and throwing them into the emotionally-devastating angst fueled trash compactor and pressing every single button on the machine just to see what will happen
#hollow knight#hollow my beloved#hmm yes I'm drawing pain and agony tonight#night rambles#night causes pain#night causes suffering#Feel free to apply to ur own blorbos#all blorbos must suffer :D
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Lil side sketches of Henry n Will <3
#Opposite noses go ‼️‼️🫵🫵#this was SO FUN OUGH#simple style is my favourite when I’m suffering with horrible art block eugh#I might not have some art for a while cause I just got back into school#sighhhh 😕😕#fnaf#art#fanart#five nights at freddy's#henry emily#william afton#artists on tumblr#five nights at freddys#willry#Indy’s deepfryer#sketch
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(有点晚的) 新年快乐!
happy (a little belated) lunar new year!! sorry i haven't been answering asks, been a busy week - i'll try to get to that tomorrow ^^
#it was originally just diavolo and ik but i added mephistopheles bc it felt kinda empty#and also because we were making fun of him on discord the other night and i felt bad#art#obey me#jtta ik#obey me diavolo#obey me mephistopheles#oh yeah the Stupid Trio + belphie in the back were last-minute addition but i'm so glad i decided to#by Stupid Trio i mean they're the ones who cause problems#mammon and levi do it by accident and asmo does it knowingly but without processing the consequences#this is what sets them apart from belphie and satan who also cause problems#but usually on purpose and with significant planning (satan) or being fully aware of the aftermath and not caring (belphie)#speaking of i guess i'll tag them as well#obey me mammon#obey me leviathan#obey me asmodeus#obey me belphegor#btw beel also causes problems by accident but like not in a blatantly Stupid way#and lucifer is usually the Problem Sufferer#but will on occasion cause problems for fun
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Before officially meeting, do you think Matthew and Diana ever just casually passed each other while on campus? Cause I'm imagining Gallowglass watching from an undetectable distance, seeing Diana cross a courtyard, going in the opposite direction of Matthew and Gallowglass is just simultaneously panicking and relieved.
Gallowglass: Oh my God, it's happening! They're going to finally meet! After centuries of waiting and decades of watching, Diana will finally be- Wait! Why is she walking away? Auntie! Turn back right now! Matthew! Turn around and go meet your wife!
They both continue on their way, completely oblivious to who they just walked past.
Gallowglass, unable to decide if this was a good or bad thing: Ok, they didn't meet this time. So, I don't have to leave her yet. But it'll be sooner rather than later now. At least she'll be happy when they do meet...
#I'm really conflicted about the potential Gallowglass book cause we'll get so much more insight but the poor guy is really going to suffer#a discovery of witches#shadow of night#the book of life#diana bishop#matthew de clermont#gallowglass#deborah harkness#all souls trilogy
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Ugh i’ve got so many thoughts right now about how gay and also lonely i am but also i’m really tired and i can’t sleep so i ALSO can’t figure out what i want to say or how to say it so pls insert sad lonely gay yearning post here for me thank you
#🫠🫠🫠#suffering#im tired >:(#AND tired of being ALONE all the timeeeeeee#and it’s dumb feeling that way when im tired cause my brain#is always just like#‘lol i’m over this😤😤 we should fix it😤😤’#and it’s like well great idea babe never thought of that now pls explain:#how????????#😪😪😪#she’s dumb my brain is DUMB is the explanation#can’t believe im stuck with her and her nonsense smh#esp when she SHOULD be more concerned with letting me SLEEP#what a night🙄
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I think it would be funny, if Bruce was scrolling through the Gotham Gazette in his downtime and stumbled upon some outrageous, unhinged article on some moronic socialite's recent weekend activities.
"What the fuck Alfred?" Bruce demanded, throwing the article onto the table.
"One text, Master Bruce," Alfred said calmly, stirring his tea. "One singular message to let me know you'd survived, would that have been so hard?"
"You know I have to pretend this really happened right?" Bruce dragged his hands down his face. "This is insane even for Bruce Wayne--"
"I figured your subsequent stint in rehab would allow time for recovery, or for me to explain your sudden death," Alfred said icily.
Bruce's phone buzzed, flooding with messages. "Oh look, now it starts. I'm firing whoever on the PR team allowed this to happen, this is so far beyond--"
"I overruled them." Alfred sipped the tea.
"You--" Bruce breathed in and out slowly, loosening his fists. "In the future, I will try to get a message out."
"Very good sir."
#This is Alfred's revenge for all the suffering Batman has caused him#at least he gets some fun out of it#batman#bruce wayne#dc comics#alfred pennyworth#textposts#batposting#Idk it's funny to me sorry lol#I haven't slept all of last night
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I’ve been trying to learn how to get better at rendering, and so I decided to revamp an old oc!
#digital painting#art#drawing#illustration#original character#oc#my art#personal art#tegning#also my pen pressure wasn't right which means i've been suffering for fucking ever#and i only just thought to check my pen pressure settings last night and it changed my life#the way i've suffered cause i did not think#like why do i even have brain
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I hope the bloke who sat behind me during dinner had fun seeing me look at the same pic of rivals magneto on my phone for the past like forty minutes
#snap chats#i mustve appeared ill thats all i looked t while eating my fam and i dont talk to each other#or at least i dont talk to my mom during meals if it was just my bro and i then totally different story roAPDJSJ#im in hell#i accidentally ate something cooked with peanut oil my chopsticks had mold on them and there was beef in my chicken broccoli#ok that last ones like Less Bad than the other two but point is get me OUT OF HERE#my mom bro and i went to my favorite buffet weeks ago and my mom ws like#‘well what about the old buffet we used to go to that had more options’ and guess what now we’re all suffering#cause she accidentally ate something she allergic to too SO. THATS MY DINNER#NOT THE POINT OF THIS POST. sorry thats why i always make posts every other second#its so i can look at them in public later as if im a sailor lost at sea looking at his wife#and yk what i may as well be i miss my wife#wait you know whats wack for some reason my laptops clock and date was weird#and i accidentally did my homework early because of it … lol … now i can play rivals all night at least fjPWDJAJ#ok ima finish up i just got ice cream to round off dinner. cant fuck up ice cream now can you…#maybe i should just got a locket with a pic of charles and mags in them …. maybe once charles gets added to rivals lol..#IF he gets added anyway…#BYYYYYEEEE
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Heavy In Your Arms
Song by
Florence + the Machine
I was a heavy heart to carry My beloved was weighed down My arms around his neck My fingers laced a crown
I was a heavy heart to carry My feet dragged across the ground And he took me to the river Where he slowly let me drown
My love has concrete feet My love's an iron ball Wrapped around your ankles Over the waterfall
I'm so heavy Heavy, heavy in your arms I'm so heavy Heavy, heavy in your arms
And is it worth the wait All this killing time? Are you strong enough to stand? Protecting both your heart and mine
Who is the betrayer? Who's the killer in the crowd? The one who creeps in corridors And doesn't make a sound
My love has concrete feet My love's an iron ball Wrapped around your ankles Over the waterfall
My love has concrete feet My love's an iron ball Wrapped around your ankles Over the waterfall
I'm so heavy Heavy, heavy in your arms I'm so heavy Heavy, so heavy in your arms
This will be my last confession I love you never felt like any blessing Whisper it is like it's a secret Only to condemn the one who hears it With a heavy heart
Heavy, heavy, I'm so heavy in your arms Heavy, heavy, I'm so heavy in your arms Heavy, heavy, I'm so heavy in your arms Heavy, heavy, I'm so heavy in your arms
I was a heavy heart to carry My beloved was weighed down My arms around his neck My fingers laced a crown
I was a heavy heart to carry But he never let me down When he held me in his arms My feet never touched the ground
I'm so heavy Heavy in your arms Heavy I'm so heavy in your arms...
#Youtube#iwtv#interview with the vampire#amc iwtv#amc interview with the vampire#louis de pointe du lac#lestat de lioncourt#armand#loustat#iwtv playlist#rockstat#what can I say I'm a lot I'm not perfect#I tried to make your nights miserable cause I was miserable#I tried to make you suffer cause I was suffering#Armand didn't save you Lestat did#loumand#armandaniel
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the problem with my n24 is that with the clock going around gradually i have periods of being awake at day and periods of being awake at night, but then because i tend to sleep really badly during night time i spend my daytime days being very tired and sluggish, and my nighttime days are much more productive and energetic. but i cant do just anything i want at night, so i cant get as much done as i have the energy and drive to. and then i also need sunlight to feel sane in the head, and so i hate missing out on daytime wakefulness. but then the sun is also why my sleep quality is much better during daytime. if im gonna stuck with a seemingly incurable sleep disorder since birth cant i at LEAST have the sleep be overall consistent? apparently not lmao
#i am multiply disabled but like. this thing? this thing right here? is THE greatest curse of my life#literally doesnt matter what other accommodations there are with the sleep disorder there#its one of those things i hate talking about normally cause its been THE major factor of shame throughout my life#cause god people assume you havent tried everything there is!!! and that youre not trying!!! or that its caused by bad habits!!!#and like because i tried to live normally despite it i suffered so much insomnia that im physically unable to force it anymore#burnt out and burnt to a crisp etc. the moment my sleep isnt catered to these days my whole body gets fucked up in new innovative ways#GOD I FEEL LIKE ALL I DO IS COMPLAINING but its just. hrghhhh!!!!#everytime it goes back to daytime i start fighting to keep it going for as long as possible#but my body doesnt wanna cooperate so i go to bed later and later#no matter how hard i fight to get up the same time everyday#so every night i sleep a shorter and shorter amount of time until it turns to insomnia. and then i crash.#this is basically why id stay awake for DAYS in a row growing up because i didnt trust myself to wake up for school lol#and thats ALSO why i developed the ability to converse in my sleep to sneak in sleep whenever i could without people yelling at me#which isnt good if you accidentally end up making plans with your mom you have no idea about until she calls asking where you are<3 LMAO#god im just frustrated cause my sleep schedule is beginning to turn back now. first noticeable delay today and by the end of this week...#itll likely turn back to night time. urghhhhhhhh. timezones all fine and dandy but im not reliably available to anyone lol#silvi talks#OR WHINES AS ALWAYS. time to paint my nails and then maybe screens
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coming of age
#bnha#gran torino#torino sorahiko#hawks#takami keigo#all might#yagi toshinori#fastest heroes in the east au#shih's art#believe it when i say that a night's sleep can change your art style#wow! eight hours really refreshes your eyesight who knew#anyways hawks' supply of endeavor merch causes toshinori to suffer every time#toshinori: young hawks... wouldn't you like to wear this free limited edition all might windbreaker? custom fitted for your wings?#hawks: no thank you! :D i have my retail clearance endeavor jacket!
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Actually I will ramble a bit cuz my friend & I do have a hc we’ve been playing off of that involves tiny Vash but since it’s canon in stampede that Vash can change the density of his Gate & in maximum (my preferred trigun) how Vash can grow really Big and Monstrous (so can Knives) if he adds to his mass so he can support his size that maybe an Opposite effect can happen. While growing, Vash needs added mass to support his weight, but the bigger he gets, the more inhuman and more of a flesh singularity he becomes; that growth also causes him to lose his identity and get consumed by himself temporarily. Because I’m a silly guy who likes thinking his GT with logic… but also… maybe when Vash overuses plant juices, or his body needs to fall into recovery mode after extreme body harm / near fatal situations (or extreme psychological stress), he goes into what my friend and I call “power saving mode”. Back up battery. His body shrinks. Size varies but the smallest he’s gotten is 2 inches. There’s an inherent fear he has if he pushes himself over his limits he might go quantum & never recover… like how in stampede he shrunk his Gate into a quantum state… it’s a very round about kind of canon aligned hc to make Vash shrink and be tiny. And cuz he neglects his plant powers so much he can’t control it… not until much much later in maximum… but he mostly can’t… also reflects his plant ability to absorb / store energy and release it.
Something something we’ve had scenarios where Vash’s body & mind gets so stressed out mini psychotic break or physical issue just causes him to shrink in his hotel room in front of Wolfwood & the Girls… and basically whatever’s on him at the time shrinks too so what he’s wearing n stuff… hehehe itty bitty & a lil squeaky and definitely extremely nervous exchanges between handling & being handled. Also accidentally freaking out his companions. Being small reminds him he’s not human & it makes him feel a lil self conscious…
#Txt#long ramble… my friend and I have done lil timelines too…#This is all from manga events btw but like#Him shrinking after Monev the Gale’s fight in manga in front of the Girls… having them take care of him for a few nights before his body -#-decides to grow back. And then after the colony 3 fight & during hospital arc he also#Has another shrinking spell. Post adrenaline and body’s like catching up with lack of energy. The colony scientists & doctors know this#About Vash so they can still treat him but he’s flustered about it. Luida loves her teensy son…#And then there’s just little incidents when traveling with Wolfwood…#Scared him sooooo bad when it happened at first. Watching Vash just shrink after suffering a dangerous wound he#Patched up hours before. Hehe. Oops.#And then shrinking in front of both Wolfwood and the girls after this scenario where Vash absorbs radiation from a dying plant before it#Explodes but it causes him to explode into a Cronenberg flesh monster & after they pull him out his own rapidly decaying massive body & hes#In a coma does he shrink 2 days in and wake up tiny and they’re just Overwhelming him and trying to#Take care of him proper… Meryl and Wolfwood bicker about how to do it right…#Milly is very sweet and gentle with him though… but Vash overwhelmed… so easy to overwhelm.#Anyways big ramble#Trigun gt#Hehehehejehe explodes
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“I do not eat and I do not drink and I do not sleep. I subsist on suffering. I delight in suffering. I am the all and the end and the being. I am the mother of cruelty.” ~ Desolation
“She is at least seven feet tall, shrouded in red and gold. Her eyes are long. I know that doesn’t quite make sense, but they’re just long, that’s what they are. Her cheeks are sharp and sunken. She has a broad smile but I think that might be carved into her face.” ~ Stranger
“How does one fight when one cannot be confident that your thoughts are your own? Perhaps we should check with Mother Lauren. Surely she knows what to do here. No! No! Cleary I have been influenced. I am sorry listeners. I cannot be trusted. I am part of her plan too.” ~ Web
Mother Lauren is really just bringing a fear salad to Night Vale, huh? Though I am curious,
#wtnv#wtnv 248#lauren mallard#mother lauren#tma#the desolation#the stranger#the web#personally i think she’s Desolation#with some Web and Stranger influence#bc yes she is uncanny and yes the mind control but.#if her ultimate goal is to cause suffering?#that just screams Desolation to me#but also there’s a LOT of Web there sooo maybe equal influence?#idk I feel like it’s maybe a 40%/60% situation#welcome to night vale#the magnus archives
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im missing my hermitpad days I miss writing Tree of Life and Icarus and Vexations!! Tree of Life is the one everyone cared about but Icarus was my BABY. Tattoo AU was also fun but too long of a commitment and I was afraid to make any hermit an antagonist cause this was back in the days of S6 where you couldnt make anyone except DocM an antagonist or you got slaughtered in the comments but Tattoo AU NEEDED several antagonists to work.
#shoutout to the one time someone on tumblr asked one of the big blogs if they'd read Tree of Life and the big blog went 'never heard of it'#Tree of Life was arguably the worst of all the fics cause again it suffered the Villain Problem. It needed a villain but I couldnt justify#so its ending didnt really make sense for the level of angst and I HATE the way I finished it :/ but alas that was 2018#hmmmm i wonder if tonight is the night I port my book of Hermitcraft Nonsense onto AO3 it's still on Wattpad to this day#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanfic#hermitcraft season 6#becca rambles
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My betrothed and I had a nice time at the wedding last night. Somehow ended up talking to the only straight people in the room.
#ramblies#my face#I’m on the left#we were suffering cause we couldnt wash the thrift store smell all the way off our clothes and it was irritating our throats#but it was still a fun night#first time we’ve gotten dressed up in a while
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it isn't about the crew finding out for me. the crew will eventually forgive ed because they'll see that he's changed and stede will want him back home, plus this is a comedy about found family after all
i need what izzy did to come out because ed isn't a crazy man who went insane and violent when his boyfriend left him. he's a man who keeps being revictimized over and over by the angry men in his life and who has never been able to fully escape that, because even as an adult the only way he found to escape was to build himself a facade of violent masculinity that effectively became a prison. and the one time in his life when he found softness and thought he could be allowed to be who he really wanted to be and not who everyone else has been forcing him to be since he was a kid, izzy stepped on him and showed him he wasn't safe at all. I need izzy's abuse to be addressed because i need to see ed heal and that bit's kinda crucial to it, to ed finally embracing the softness he's always wanted and learning that he is, after all, capable of giving and receiving love, that he isn't broken and the violence he suffered was never his fault, was never caused by anything being fundamentally broken in him
#okay I'm taking a nap cause I'm genuinely upset about this now and i need to step back#but i needed to get this out#because a lot of us are still experiencing the horrors and i think we need to hear this#izzy's role in ed's suffering wasn't minor#and an essential part of healing is hearing that you were in fact abused and it wasn't your fault#night night#(it's noon lmao)#ofmd spoilers#alex watches ofmd
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