#never doing this again orz
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Was coerced into a 30 day art challenge w/ some friends, finally finished today orz never again
Squished them all into one image but you can see the bigger images on my twt — [ Thread link ]
[ID: digital drawing of a 5 x 6 grid each with a small image inside for a 30 day art challenge. Row 1 - tang xuan (dislyte), kim dokja (orv), li ling (dislyte), sharona (alchemy stars), ophelia (dislyte). Row 2 - anna (dislyte), dragoons (dokibird), august (my oc), heng yue (dislyte), tiger prawn (the ocean!). Row 3 - shaymin sky form (pokemon), roda (letter bee), chopper (one piece), koishi (touhou), seiga (touhou). Row 4 - mirai (beyond the boundary), dragonite (pokemon), eirin (touhou), bloom (winx club), hay lin (w.i.t.c.h.). Row 5 - dan heng + xiao in modern clothes, dan heng with borb xiao, xiao with little dragon dan heng, xiao and dan heng in rock band au, xiao in hanfu. Row 6 - dan heng in hanfu, xiaoven on the ground looking up, xiaoven modern au with venti holding a guitar, xiaoven + xiao with wings hugging venti from behind, xiaoven dancing in the breeze]
#rowo#i dont even know how to tag this#art challenge#never doing this again orz#i say as i will probably do this again#tingly hand and wrist weehee#at the beginning i was like wow what a great excuse to draw characters i never have time to draw#then i just defaulted to the boys at the end#bc i was losing it#v happy with the xiaoven ones tho LOL#if im gonna tear up my wrist might as well tear it up for them#psa do your wrist stretches#don’t be like me :3
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they would get divorced in one universe just to find eachother in another one
alternatively titled: sometimes you're the level-headed token flesh-head impulse-control-and-polycule-member of a stubborn, eccentric, and hearty telephone-headed drug addict, and there's cruelty in the world you deem fit to suicidally fight, and that either goes about as well as you'd expect it to, or you learn about love and the value of your life and junk along the way
#scribbles#milton r wallace#callum crown#phonegingi#sgt norm allen#norm allen#dialtown#dialtown a phone dating sim#..uh idk if callum and milt have a ship name orz#normgingi#milton norm parallels save me. Save me milton norm parallels#very specific but its why i prefer to look at the callum-milt-marla situation as like tragic polyamory#as opposed to a cheating one#it adds to the callum-gingi parallels. theyv both got polycule situations C:#though i suppose you could call a cheating situation a dark parallel to gingi's polycule the same way you could call#milton's entire deal a dark parallel to their relationship with norm/the narrator#However i just like tragic polyamory. my visions of milton and marla ALSO being in love yet having the mutual#realization that they hate callum more than they love eachother (esp milton) is highly specific yet also everything to me#misery loves company and all that jazz. a THIRD combination of people having divorce shit going on#this guys ruining my life IM GONNA FUCK HIS WIFE! (They are already in a consensual polyamorous relationship milton is just making it weird#Sorry these tags were going to be like meaningful discussion about this art and then i was enabled to talk about THIS AGAIN#OH YEAH this art in particular i discovered halftones and also started actually using blending brushes#milts face isnt drawn. obviously. but im imagining a kind of 'oh you!' exasperated fondness#as opposed to norm who's just a cranky little tsundere. jokes on milt though HIS relationship is HEALTHIER#also i will never pass up the chance to draw gingi and callum together#theyr both characters i adore drawing gingi's round shapes and different textures and callums cute little bolts#but also they do look soooo similar and yet so different its always really fun to do#and theyr just. my favs lol. my top 3 favs go gingi-mingus-callum hehe#Ok thats all. thank you for coming to my rambles#fig said i should post my art at better times and so i am and that means when i post my art im AWAKE ENOUGH TO RAMBLE ABOUT IT LOL
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With love, for you.
(extra vers under the cut!)
#tshirt that says i am normal after raison d'etre#duck scribbles#valkyrie#mika kagehira#shu itsuki#shumika#mademoiselle#enstars#another tshirt that says i am normal after the valkyrie trip album. (extreme lie)#never drawing hair drills ever again after this that was kind of painful#funny thing that happened while i was doing the lineart my friend saw and asked hey that kinda looks like mademoiselle#and i told them it was!!! and had the pleasure of informing them how it was shus grandpa madonee was modelled after and grandpa itsuki's#doomed parisian yuri romance and his reaction was simply a five stages of grief speedrun. it was great i love telling her things#ensemble stars#kind of started to not like how it turned out by the end of it but its swagever. agh i didnt improve much this year huh 😔👊👊👊#edit I NOTICED I FORGOT TO COLOR IN SOME LINES RAHG fixed now orz
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I will never stop thinking about how their paths intertwined. Meetings by chance and words you say to feel out the other person. How their power comes and goes and rocks your decisions and plans. How even the tiniest point of contact sets things into motion. How Green Phoenix, by never really managing to be fully uncaring (for Thirteen, for inserting himself between the fights of Seven and Red Tooth, for giving Seven directions to the Thousand Demon Dagger) makes Seven and Thirteen's meeting happen. How that later makes him decide for her to "betray" him. How in the end that brought him his own death but he also found sth important along the way. How the last time we ever see him (in the ED) is him smiling. It is truly unbelievable just how much these assassins feel despite their best efforts.
Do you understand...
#this was supposed to be a post for me to be ill about the interactions between Green Phoenix and Seven and yet#I really do think this made me realize how much I grew to love Green Phoenix here#d0 stuff#scissor seven#long post#this trio will never stop haunting me#I've remembered about the s4e10 ed alterations and music and I was again on the floor#you get 4 seasons of this guy being unapproachable and then they hit you with his softest smile directed at little Thirteen and#orz orz orz#the way Seven walks alone but Thirteen has Green Phoenix. Until she doesn't#the way he fought himself so much about saving her again and again but he could never just abandon a kid so he helps out Seven too#it's just so haunting. Green Phoenix I will never forgive you for going out like that#that ED was out there for blood. The shot with little Thirteen looking at a bird taking care of its chicks and then looking up at GP#damage#it's just. Them. Them fr
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a couple of the kuhlis are going wild rn
#fishblr#the cloudiness has finally cleared cod (fish god) is good 😭#this is THE most skittish pearl I’ve ever had btw.#like I’ve had 2 others before in similar setups and this one is just like DONTKILLME#it’s been a little frustrating orz I’m gonna buy more plants#also im never doing the stupid glue-on background thing again after over a month a part of it's peeling off at the top#im gonna try to fix it but goddamn#relieved i stuck to using window cling for the betta tank#mine
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Almost killed myself when I first read this shit, sorry-
#only a few ppl know how crazy I am about them im not normal…. like it’s not too hard talking about them but goiji is not that popular#so like l… but it made the top 20 jjk ships orz….. that’s still crazy as hell to me because HOW I didn’t even think no more than 10 ppl#rocked with it 🚶🏾♀️-#there’s a handful of ff (phenomenal…… opposites attract and king of superficial are top tier goiji fics bro)#a handful of others as well but THESE… my god…#rambling#a handful of popular jp artists draw for the pair so I guess it’s helped it’s popularity#never got over that one adorable oneshot where Gojo and Ijichi took their toddler to the beach and it was so…#it was pretty in character too that’s usually the bare minimum for me to read stuff if I do read a ff 😭❤️❤️❤️#I want to read it again…#sm more fics……#pls don’t laugh at me ❤️🥺
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when people complain about getting like, a 98% grade on something because it was "so close to perfect" its like. i understand what you're saying on a technical level. but that is a line of thought so far away from my experiences and ways of thinking that i do feel like im from another planet. 100% isnt even a real number to me
#i kinda understand when its something like a multiple choice test or something where there is an objective answer#it might feel like u got so close but just missed one#again still a bit alien to me because my scholarly performance is mysterious and anything over 70 is great to me#but i mean ive had a 98 before once in a math test. i did get exactly 1 bit of 1 question wrong#but i didnt really care that it was one off from perfect i was too busy being happy because that was the highest mark id ever received#and the previous math test i had taken got a 53% . grade 11 was a wild time for me in math class GHJKSHFKds#anyway i kinda see where ur coming from with stuff with right or wrong answers like that#but i sometimes get friends in class complain that they got a 95 or something on an art assignment#because they think they got docked 5 points for one or two little things#but i dunno. thats not really how fine arts departments in university tend to grade things#you dont start at 100 and get docked marks for things you got wrong. i dont think ive ever seen a 100% on something like that#tbh the numbers are a little arbitrary i find. i do prefer to try to get em higher because that helps with grants and stuff#but the numbers dont mean all that much in fine arts or in art history (my two majors) a 75 and a 95 can function the same depending on lik#weighting and context and feedback and whatever. i dunno its a wild world out there#it might just be the perspective of someone who did really goodbad in school. (GoodBad (tm) its when ur good but also kinda bad at school!)#compared to someone who got a lot of perfects in mandatory schooling. i sympathise i really do that kind of pressure sounds insane#but while i sympathize i cant really empathize as much unfortunately with this specifically orz its a world very far outside my purview!#100%s arent real to me so they never cross my mind to be worried about LOL
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ok I can't stay up any longer or i risk a catastrophic meltdown tomorrow and tomorrows already gonna be stressful enough without that so orz
#I'm sorry in advance for the number of times im gonna have to queue those preclaims i need to get the ticket asap#cuz i dont know if the ticket is gonna go up in price again and the train boards around 1:45#atp I'm just trying to cover the first half which is 196 the second half i can focus on when I'm on the first train#newt ooc#orz never ever ever ever doing a trip like this again
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evening/night boop! (how are you doing?)
morning boop! (i've lost track of the time whoops!)
I'm doing well! have a cat butt!
#replies#uygfiug#not my cat but he is when i'm there lmaoooo#my friend's cat his name is Witcher! he's very cuddly!#the more allergic to cats you are the more he wants to cuddle with you!#to the chagrin of the friend of said friend who often comes by for video games with us#i uh. may have impulsively submitted an application to a communitiy college.#i haven't taken college classes in 8 years haha#but i was like ok i have a BS in art but what if i got an AS in forensic science huh#wouldn't that be cool#i'm just out here about to start collecting degrees orz#also can i even pay for it? even if it's part time?#financial aid save me#fuck if i'm gonna apply for another damn loan after i just paid my last one off#ANYWAYS got into a new video game and it's eating at my brain but at least i've got some great art inspo coming in#i never stay in a fandom for long which is why i never publish any of my fics bc i'm in a new fandom before i can even finish the fic lmaooo#i hope you're doing well! i think ur classes started up again?#gl and take care of yourself!#take breaks and eat and all that u know how it is
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oh wait I misunderstood the assignment. sorry. for WIP ask, do you have anything with an object of ritual veneration? or smut? either is cool, thanks
oh! i didn't think you misunderstood at all (i've thrown all the prompts i got in a document, where they are currently...percolating), but i will never turn down the chance to post dumb wip excerpts lol.
an object of ritual veneration:
one day, "barb domesticates the order" au... One Day
i'll do these in order; second part to follow in a reblog!
#wip tag#ask games#cyrasse is an important oc from the enormous strickler backstory fic i published one chapter of and proceeded never to touch again#after wizards came out they also became part of a Very Illegal Secret Changeling Cult#about the lady's saint of change and alchemy and unseen ways#whom legends say Walked Even Among Us At Killahead... etc. etc. :)c#i've been working for YEARS on an illustration of this icon and i remain consistently foiled by trying to replicate that look digitally orz#man... i DO occasionally miss my og toa dweebs
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I just want space piece man. I want it sosososososo bad
#orz Oda pls#Space pirates....#No but seriously all these old anime references but NO CA/PTAI/N HA/RLO/CK YET?#He's holding out on us I CAN FEEEEEEEL IT#How do u introduce space pirates once in a cover story AND THEN NEVER ADDRESS IT AGAIN#AUUUUUUUUU#<- howling at the moon (WHERE THE FUCKING SPACE PIRATES ARE)#Cruddy rambles
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idly wondering with what experts would diagnose me if I was 100% truthful and could remember every single thing that happened to me and every single quirk I developed because of it <3
#like esp. at the start my mother would sit in on all my therapy sessions#and i didn't yet grasp what therapy was for at age 11 so i just talked about my day#and showed the nice lady my latest drawings orz#all that got me was a 'oh that kid is just shy and a little scared going to school just force him to go it'll be fine <3'#never said anything about the nefarious bullying or the things going on at home#because at that point i was so naive i thought it was NORMAL#and other therapists later on only ever focused on my weight and how sloppy i dressed. never addressing all my other issues so i gave up#never talked about all the other stuff for a while.#also that ONE situation i can barely remember but that fucked me up the most i think back in kindergarten... never told anyone about it#except a friend last year. wondering what therapists would say about that if i ever opened up about that to them#after a bit of thought it'd also explain my aversion to being touched/examined by doctors in that area. great.#ANYWAY just wondering <333#also all the 'negative' feelings i immediately throw in the repression bin. like jealousy frustration anger annoyance entitlement etc#been told one too many times that these things are ugly and shouldn't be displayed. should stop acting like a spoiled brat#never learned how to handle any of that <333#recently have taken to being overly analytical about it all. trying to find what triggers these emotions and then rationalising them away <3#they do still fester deep in my soul tho <333#good thing i'm so good at repression that i forget about it all eventually until something makes me remember and then i suffer#but then i repress again and i can live in blissful ignorance again <333333#wish i could be a dumb silly billy more often and not think about things too much like i usually do haha#maybe that's why i'm so drawn to and fadcinated by the bimbocore subculture/movement...... 🤔#anyway anyway just thinking haha
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My computer is fucked frfr :((
#Just some integral parts having issues - seems like a consistent thing with that brand/type/whatever#And the parts I need are end of life so no commercial sellers have them#I'd upgrade but I just. Don't have that kind of money I really don't#I need me a sugar daddy or something smh. Morax ?? Pantalone ?? Someone ?? Anyone ??? /Lh#Sorry to get venty on here im just so bummed out :( I really wanna write again#But I'm having issues pulling up motivation to do it especially on mobile or with my laptop orz#Say whatever you like about pc gaming being 'better' but an Xbox 360 would never fucking do this to me#General barks#General growls#<- that's gonna be my tag for more serious/negative stuff in case you'd like to block it#But I doubt it'll be used often I'm just a smidge bummed out rn and needed somewhere to get it out#Negativity#Venting
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I decided to hop on my second Genshin account today, did the dailies and events that are available, got enough primos for like 9 pulls, and decided to throw them at Furina. I was close to soft pity and was guaranteed to get her, so no surprise that she came home. Yay!
I switch to Baizhu's banner kinda without thinking much, just going through in my mind what I need to get for Furina and whether I even have good teams for her. I do a couple pulls for Baizhu, still thinking that fuck, I don't really have any good healers that can keep up with the damage Furina deals to the whole team.
And then Baizhu comes home at 3 pity LMAO
Aaaand then I realised which boss I need to fight to level up Baizhu and legit almost cried
#posting#em plays genshin#excuse the poor image quality i play on ps4 and i'm not gonna go through the trouble to get a proper screenshot of this lol#i don't really care for baizhu as a character#but i have him on my main account too and love his gameplay#but omg had i remembered what his boss is i would have not pulled for him again#it's my least favourite boss by a mile#i thought i would never have to fight it again#but here we are#...anyone wanna buy this account lmao#the account is at such an annoying spot atm#where i guess i should be doing co-op bc my characters aren't strong enough#to do like the most difficult domain for example#but i also don't really do co-op#so it's just suffering#it took me like 20 minutes to beat the narwhal i think#and i wasn't able to beat the golden troupe artifact domain on the hardest difficulty huuuuuuu#i'm also out of mora orz
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I'm curious, what would your ideal FE be?
And do you have any particular FE concepts in mind?
HM i feel like that's such a toughy since I'm not super nitpicky about what I like/dislike 😅 plus I don't feel like I've really experienced everything FE has to offer to really pinpoint potential concepts/ways to go in the way that maybe some other more experienced folks do asldkfjh
BUT what I can say based on the ones I have played, I could care less about the story itself. I guess so long as the characters can reel me in (which is. Fairly easy. You don't have to even be well written you just need to be entertaining somehow lolol), then I seem to be generally okay? BUT BONUS! If you can integrate some fun worldbuilding too! that's chill. I've certainly had a lot of fun getting to talk to NPCs and learning tidbits of lore that way or like. even reading books in 3h for example. Idk I guess I just liked the exploring aspects of learning lore (which. checks out as well bc that's just generally the kinds of games I like anyhow)
...Not super specific sorry aklsdfja I could say this about really, any story, but meh
#SORRY I FEEL LIKE I GAVE SUCH A HALF ASSED ANSWER...#like i just never thought about an 'ideal fe' bc i just accepted formula and went 'well okay!'#i do have a feeling i'd really like the tellius games (which...i need to get back to again)#but the first time i watched a gameplay i didnt pay attention bc i never do when its watching a gameplay alksdjafhl#and as i said!! i dont feel like i have a good idea of an 'ideal FE game' because i just havent gotten the chance to experience what FE#offers in full???#like yeah i played through...most of the more modern games but i still feel like theres more to see you know???#idk ... but#thats honestly all i can think of in response to this orz my b#though i do think someone had pointed out how much fe tries to experiment with like. the ....gameplay? which i think is already neat#okay. um. basically. my answer is! 'i have no brain i just like whatever comes my way!'#answered#unsuspecting person
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#also i bought a spinwave last night and our floors are finally getting the cleaning they've deserved all year rip#just in time for christmas tomorrow#i'm all housecleaned out but i still have to clean the bathroom and the kitchen orz#and put up my laundry hh#........i also just remembered i haven't made the lemon merengue pies#how do u spell merengue again#i've never had trouble with that word before what gives#tbd
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