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Was coerced into a 30 day art challenge w/ some friends, finally finished today orz never again
Squished them all into one image but you can see the bigger images on my twt — [ Thread link ]
[ID: digital drawing of a 5 x 6 grid each with a small image inside for a 30 day art challenge. Row 1 - tang xuan (dislyte), kim dokja (orv), li ling (dislyte), sharona (alchemy stars), ophelia (dislyte). Row 2 - anna (dislyte), dragoons (dokibird), august (my oc), heng yue (dislyte), tiger prawn (the ocean!). Row 3 - shaymin sky form (pokemon), roda (letter bee), chopper (one piece), koishi (touhou), seiga (touhou). Row 4 - mirai (beyond the boundary), dragonite (pokemon), eirin (touhou), bloom (winx club), hay lin (w.i.t.c.h.). Row 5 - dan heng + xiao in modern clothes, dan heng with borb xiao, xiao with little dragon dan heng, xiao and dan heng in rock band au, xiao in hanfu. Row 6 - dan heng in hanfu, xiaoven on the ground looking up, xiaoven modern au with venti holding a guitar, xiaoven + xiao with wings hugging venti from behind, xiaoven dancing in the breeze]
#rowo#i dont even know how to tag this#art challenge#never doing this again orz#i say as i will probably do this again#tingly hand and wrist weehee#at the beginning i was like wow what a great excuse to draw characters i never have time to draw#then i just defaulted to the boys at the end#bc i was losing it#v happy with the xiaoven ones tho LOL#if im gonna tear up my wrist might as well tear it up for them#psa do your wrist stretches#don’t be like me :3
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they would get divorced in one universe just to find eachother in another one
alternatively titled: sometimes you're the level-headed token flesh-head impulse-control-and-polycule-member of a stubborn, eccentric, and hearty telephone-headed drug addict, and there's cruelty in the world you deem fit to suicidally fight, and that either goes about as well as you'd expect it to, or you learn about love and the value of your life and junk along the way
#scribbles#milton r wallace#callum crown#phonegingi#sgt norm allen#norm allen#dialtown#dialtown a phone dating sim#..uh idk if callum and milt have a ship name orz#normgingi#milton norm parallels save me. Save me milton norm parallels#very specific but its why i prefer to look at the callum-milt-marla situation as like tragic polyamory#as opposed to a cheating one#it adds to the callum-gingi parallels. theyv both got polycule situations C:#though i suppose you could call a cheating situation a dark parallel to gingi's polycule the same way you could call#milton's entire deal a dark parallel to their relationship with norm/the narrator#However i just like tragic polyamory. my visions of milton and marla ALSO being in love yet having the mutual#realization that they hate callum more than they love eachother (esp milton) is highly specific yet also everything to me#misery loves company and all that jazz. a THIRD combination of people having divorce shit going on#this guys ruining my life IM GONNA FUCK HIS WIFE! (They are already in a consensual polyamorous relationship milton is just making it weird#Sorry these tags were going to be like meaningful discussion about this art and then i was enabled to talk about THIS AGAIN#OH YEAH this art in particular i discovered halftones and also started actually using blending brushes#milts face isnt drawn. obviously. but im imagining a kind of 'oh you!' exasperated fondness#as opposed to norm who's just a cranky little tsundere. jokes on milt though HIS relationship is HEALTHIER#also i will never pass up the chance to draw gingi and callum together#theyr both characters i adore drawing gingi's round shapes and different textures and callums cute little bolts#but also they do look soooo similar and yet so different its always really fun to do#and theyr just. my favs lol. my top 3 favs go gingi-mingus-callum hehe#Ok thats all. thank you for coming to my rambles#fig said i should post my art at better times and so i am and that means when i post my art im AWAKE ENOUGH TO RAMBLE ABOUT IT LOL
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With love, for you.
(extra vers under the cut!)
#tshirt that says i am normal after raison d'etre#duck scribbles#valkyrie#mika kagehira#shu itsuki#shumika#mademoiselle#enstars#another tshirt that says i am normal after the valkyrie trip album. (extreme lie)#never drawing hair drills ever again after this that was kind of painful#funny thing that happened while i was doing the lineart my friend saw and asked hey that kinda looks like mademoiselle#and i told them it was!!! and had the pleasure of informing them how it was shus grandpa madonee was modelled after and grandpa itsuki's#doomed parisian yuri romance and his reaction was simply a five stages of grief speedrun. it was great i love telling her things#ensemble stars#kind of started to not like how it turned out by the end of it but its swagever. agh i didnt improve much this year huh 😔👊👊👊#edit I NOTICED I FORGOT TO COLOR IN SOME LINES RAHG fixed now orz
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I will never stop thinking about how their paths intertwined. Meetings by chance and words you say to feel out the other person. How their power comes and goes and rocks your decisions and plans. How even the tiniest point of contact sets things into motion. How Green Phoenix, by never really managing to be fully uncaring (for Thirteen, for inserting himself between the fights of Seven and Red Tooth, for giving Seven directions to the Thousand Demon Dagger) makes Seven and Thirteen's meeting happen. How that later makes him decide for her to "betray" him. How in the end that brought him his own death but he also found sth important along the way. How the last time we ever see him (in the ED) is him smiling. It is truly unbelievable just how much these assassins feel despite their best efforts.
Do you understand...
#this was supposed to be a post for me to be ill about the interactions between Green Phoenix and Seven and yet#I really do think this made me realize how much I grew to love Green Phoenix here#d0 stuff#scissor seven#long post#this trio will never stop haunting me#I've remembered about the s4e10 ed alterations and music and I was again on the floor#you get 4 seasons of this guy being unapproachable and then they hit you with his softest smile directed at little Thirteen and#orz orz orz#the way Seven walks alone but Thirteen has Green Phoenix. Until she doesn't#the way he fought himself so much about saving her again and again but he could never just abandon a kid so he helps out Seven too#it's just so haunting. Green Phoenix I will never forgive you for going out like that#that ED was out there for blood. The shot with little Thirteen looking at a bird taking care of its chicks and then looking up at GP#damage#it's just. Them. Them fr
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#dying light au#hetalia#hws kugelmugel#hws micronations#rockett decals#blood cw#orz im never doing this again (i might do it again)
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Almost killed myself when I first read this shit, sorry-
#only a few ppl know how crazy I am about them im not normal…. like it’s not too hard talking about them but goiji is not that popular#so like l… but it made the top 20 jjk ships orz….. that’s still crazy as hell to me because HOW I didn’t even think no more than 10 ppl#rocked with it 🚶🏾♀️-#there’s a handful of ff (phenomenal…… opposites attract and king of superficial are top tier goiji fics bro)#a handful of others as well but THESE… my god…#rambling#a handful of popular jp artists draw for the pair so I guess it’s helped it’s popularity#never got over that one adorable oneshot where Gojo and Ijichi took their toddler to the beach and it was so…#it was pretty in character too that’s usually the bare minimum for me to read stuff if I do read a ff 😭❤️❤️❤️#I want to read it again…#sm more fics……#pls don’t laugh at me ❤️🥺
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when people complain about getting like, a 98% grade on something because it was "so close to perfect" its like. i understand what you're saying on a technical level. but that is a line of thought so far away from my experiences and ways of thinking that i do feel like im from another planet. 100% isnt even a real number to me
#i kinda understand when its something like a multiple choice test or something where there is an objective answer#it might feel like u got so close but just missed one#again still a bit alien to me because my scholarly performance is mysterious and anything over 70 is great to me#but i mean ive had a 98 before once in a math test. i did get exactly 1 bit of 1 question wrong#but i didnt really care that it was one off from perfect i was too busy being happy because that was the highest mark id ever received#and the previous math test i had taken got a 53% . grade 11 was a wild time for me in math class GHJKSHFKds#anyway i kinda see where ur coming from with stuff with right or wrong answers like that#but i sometimes get friends in class complain that they got a 95 or something on an art assignment#because they think they got docked 5 points for one or two little things#but i dunno. thats not really how fine arts departments in university tend to grade things#you dont start at 100 and get docked marks for things you got wrong. i dont think ive ever seen a 100% on something like that#tbh the numbers are a little arbitrary i find. i do prefer to try to get em higher because that helps with grants and stuff#but the numbers dont mean all that much in fine arts or in art history (my two majors) a 75 and a 95 can function the same depending on lik#weighting and context and feedback and whatever. i dunno its a wild world out there#it might just be the perspective of someone who did really goodbad in school. (GoodBad (tm) its when ur good but also kinda bad at school!)#compared to someone who got a lot of perfects in mandatory schooling. i sympathise i really do that kind of pressure sounds insane#but while i sympathize i cant really empathize as much unfortunately with this specifically orz its a world very far outside my purview!#100%s arent real to me so they never cross my mind to be worried about LOL
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oh wait I misunderstood the assignment. sorry. for WIP ask, do you have anything with an object of ritual veneration? or smut? either is cool, thanks
oh! i didn't think you misunderstood at all (i've thrown all the prompts i got in a document, where they are currently...percolating), but i will never turn down the chance to post dumb wip excerpts lol.
an object of ritual veneration:
one day, "barb domesticates the order" au... One Day
i'll do these in order; second part to follow in a reblog!
#wip tag#ask games#cyrasse is an important oc from the enormous strickler backstory fic i published one chapter of and proceeded never to touch again#after wizards came out they also became part of a Very Illegal Secret Changeling Cult#about the lady's saint of change and alchemy and unseen ways#whom legends say Walked Even Among Us At Killahead... etc. etc. :)c#i've been working for YEARS on an illustration of this icon and i remain consistently foiled by trying to replicate that look digitally orz#man... i DO occasionally miss my og toa dweebs
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I just want space piece man. I want it sosososososo bad
#orz Oda pls#Space pirates....#No but seriously all these old anime references but NO CA/PTAI/N HA/RLO/CK YET?#He's holding out on us I CAN FEEEEEEEL IT#How do u introduce space pirates once in a cover story AND THEN NEVER ADDRESS IT AGAIN#AUUUUUUUUU#<- howling at the moon (WHERE THE FUCKING SPACE PIRATES ARE)#Cruddy rambles
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idly wondering with what experts would diagnose me if I was 100% truthful and could remember every single thing that happened to me and every single quirk I developed because of it <3
#like esp. at the start my mother would sit in on all my therapy sessions#and i didn't yet grasp what therapy was for at age 11 so i just talked about my day#and showed the nice lady my latest drawings orz#all that got me was a 'oh that kid is just shy and a little scared going to school just force him to go it'll be fine <3'#never said anything about the nefarious bullying or the things going on at home#because at that point i was so naive i thought it was NORMAL#and other therapists later on only ever focused on my weight and how sloppy i dressed. never addressing all my other issues so i gave up#never talked about all the other stuff for a while.#also that ONE situation i can barely remember but that fucked me up the most i think back in kindergarten... never told anyone about it#except a friend last year. wondering what therapists would say about that if i ever opened up about that to them#after a bit of thought it'd also explain my aversion to being touched/examined by doctors in that area. great.#ANYWAY just wondering <333#also all the 'negative' feelings i immediately throw in the repression bin. like jealousy frustration anger annoyance entitlement etc#been told one too many times that these things are ugly and shouldn't be displayed. should stop acting like a spoiled brat#never learned how to handle any of that <333#recently have taken to being overly analytical about it all. trying to find what triggers these emotions and then rationalising them away <3#they do still fester deep in my soul tho <333#good thing i'm so good at repression that i forget about it all eventually until something makes me remember and then i suffer#but then i repress again and i can live in blissful ignorance again <333333#wish i could be a dumb silly billy more often and not think about things too much like i usually do haha#maybe that's why i'm so drawn to and fadcinated by the bimbocore subculture/movement...... 🤔#anyway anyway just thinking haha
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My computer is fucked frfr :((
#Just some integral parts having issues - seems like a consistent thing with that brand/type/whatever#And the parts I need are end of life so no commercial sellers have them#I'd upgrade but I just. Don't have that kind of money I really don't#I need me a sugar daddy or something smh. Morax ?? Pantalone ?? Someone ?? Anyone ??? /Lh#Sorry to get venty on here im just so bummed out :( I really wanna write again#But I'm having issues pulling up motivation to do it especially on mobile or with my laptop orz#Say whatever you like about pc gaming being 'better' but an Xbox 360 would never fucking do this to me#General barks#General growls#<- that's gonna be my tag for more serious/negative stuff in case you'd like to block it#But I doubt it'll be used often I'm just a smidge bummed out rn and needed somewhere to get it out#Negativity#Venting
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I'm curious, what would your ideal FE be?
And do you have any particular FE concepts in mind?
HM i feel like that's such a toughy since I'm not super nitpicky about what I like/dislike 😅 plus I don't feel like I've really experienced everything FE has to offer to really pinpoint potential concepts/ways to go in the way that maybe some other more experienced folks do asldkfjh
BUT what I can say based on the ones I have played, I could care less about the story itself. I guess so long as the characters can reel me in (which is. Fairly easy. You don't have to even be well written you just need to be entertaining somehow lolol), then I seem to be generally okay? BUT BONUS! If you can integrate some fun worldbuilding too! that's chill. I've certainly had a lot of fun getting to talk to NPCs and learning tidbits of lore that way or like. even reading books in 3h for example. Idk I guess I just liked the exploring aspects of learning lore (which. checks out as well bc that's just generally the kinds of games I like anyhow)
...Not super specific sorry aklsdfja I could say this about really, any story, but meh
#SORRY I FEEL LIKE I GAVE SUCH A HALF ASSED ANSWER...#like i just never thought about an 'ideal fe' bc i just accepted formula and went 'well okay!'#i do have a feeling i'd really like the tellius games (which...i need to get back to again)#but the first time i watched a gameplay i didnt pay attention bc i never do when its watching a gameplay alksdjafhl#and as i said!! i dont feel like i have a good idea of an 'ideal FE game' because i just havent gotten the chance to experience what FE#offers in full???#like yeah i played through...most of the more modern games but i still feel like theres more to see you know???#idk ... but#thats honestly all i can think of in response to this orz my b#though i do think someone had pointed out how much fe tries to experiment with like. the ....gameplay? which i think is already neat#okay. um. basically. my answer is! 'i have no brain i just like whatever comes my way!'#answered#unsuspecting person
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oooo i love when you read/watch/play something and wake up sick with emotion the next morning
#so many quotes are running through my mind its unreal#i feel paralyzed like i dont know what to do with myself orz orz orz#i dont think ive ever read anything with that atmosphere before victor hugo what the fuck man#i think reading it so late at night makes my memory of it feel even stranger like :(#in a way i always enjoy it when a story really affects me but i dont wanna go into a 5 day depression again 😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫#but i also know its the first time ive read it blind and ill never get to experience that again so im 👍👍👍👍👍 (lays down on the floor)#i like how i havent even finished the book yet so this isnt even including the 'oh my god the entire thing is over this 1300 page book ive#spent 9 months of my life getting through is OVER'#doing marius type [staring into the distance]#i dont know if i need to keep reading or keep away from it today#im a bit worried about exposing myself to this one page so much in trying to analyze it (cause it feels surprisingly a bit open ended?) th#at i like cant read it anymore with a novel and fresh pov so i get stuck in 1 train of thought#despite constantly complaining about seeing lines in advance i feel a bit like i would have wanted to know a tiiiiny bit more because some#of these lines/details were so upsetting and surprising i have WAY too much to process now#i hope honeyheadbanger didnt open the tags. this is about the final ~8 pages of the barricade#i should make a less vague post when we're at the same part#i have one thing left to say: Enjolras........#appelflap.txt
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#huh i thought 3jis part in thriller bark was never gonna b relevant ever again#so it was a good choice to have robin And brook come in for the rescue#the wholecake enieslobby parallels have been simmering in my head for the past month i didnt even let myself hope theyd address it Vaguely#but oda you sick son of a bitch you actually did it#hrm poking 3ji w a stick why did oda choose you as the terrible bit sacrifice youre a pretty fun character 😔😔😔#ANYWAYS MOVE OVER 3JI HI HELLO ROBINNNN#the click clacking of her heels was such a fun touch this is the first time she’s rushed over to somewhere in a fight#proud of her orz#whyd they add the eyelashes to the flashbacks btw did they do that to spite me specifically#well loved that scene so ill allow it this once#solar-talks
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yall is2g I WILL be around, I just gotta shake off this insomnia driven fog ijuhddfg
#( ooc )#insomnia but self inflicted in the way that u stay away too long then CANT fall asleep Because you're so tired juhyghujdfgfdj it is#it is my own fault i take full responsibility lmao fkdksd bUT...BUT...#i have discord/ooc messages as well as ic things to answer!! and id love to do that today nodnodnod sorry to all those who ive made wait!!#work's started to pick up and get super busy again so thats also why ive been dead to the world orz''#dont be afraid to nudge me tho if u really want a response sooner - i dont mind! i promise its never that im purposely ignoring!!#i deFINITELY /DO/ want to talk/write im just sneepy snnzz when i am able i do promise to get to ya!#ALSO ?? HI ?? character ai has legit been helping me develop my characters a little more and finding their voice#so thats?? super nice actually??#in my spare time im having fun on there ijudhfg#dodging the bots attempts at flirtation at every turn like fucking neo over here BUT I DIGRESS HUGDGJDFD
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The new shelf is at long last completed! It's a little tall but I think it looks good -w-)b
#the old shelf looks kinda... empty but i think im going to be removing it so i don't wanna start filling it up#dont ask me how the bookshelves on the other side of the room look orz#i need to reorganize so badly but like 80% of everything i own is on those shelves#so its very daunting to say okay i need to take everything out and see whats going on here#especially when i know the drawers are being used... lets just say in a suboptimal manner#sorry for dumping stuff into drawers and creating a multilayered pile of trash it will happen again#but never mind all that! yay new shelf! I love interior design#Gilgamesh looks so cute over there#if i do end up getting rid of the shorter shelf i'll have to try and empty out a spot on the tall one so he can stay over there somewhere#snow blogging
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