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thr4shit · 5 months ago
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(This issue is now resolved, I had to fish through my thousands upon thousands of files...)
Helpppp I accidentally lost a fanart file (someone else's not mine) that had Dee drawn side by side with one version having his hair up and one being down (there mightve been a third sketch but ackckckk my memory is shit???) and I love it so much but it's disappeared and I can't find it. Like... wth???? Where'd it go?!?! It was so good and it just went: ✨️☁️poof☁️✨️
If anyone can like... help find it I'd be so SO grateful
(to anyone who does try to find it, it was a sketch, not color. thanks, I just hate that I lost it in the abyss that is my save pile of fanart for my own enjoyment and happiness)
UPDATE:
Y'ALL I FOUND IT!!! LOOK AT IT, IT'S BEAUTIFUL!!!!
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No idea who the artist is but LOOK AT IT??? IT'S BEAUTIFUL I LOVE IT.
Like??? Look at that hair?!
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goldengirlgalaxy · 10 months ago
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An Assassin Child and His Ghost Sword
For whatever reason, Danny has become a magical sword and been thrown through time and space, eventually landing in a completely different world far in the past.
In all honesty, being a magic sword isn't the worst thing ever, to the point he's basically using it as an extended vacation. Whenever he's alone he sleeps, whenever he has a wielder, he gives them advice and extra abilities and the like. If he gets bored in one area, he's able to move himself to another.
However, Danny ended up screwing up somewhere down the line. See, he has the ability to only work for those who are 'worthy' (basically a catch all term for the people Danny likes or can at the very least be civil with). If someone 'unworthy' picks him up, he'll curse them.
Unfortunately, after a long string of unworthy people, everyone now believes Danny is solely a cursed blade, his ability to bless others forgotten when he finally goes down in the history books.
Then when Danny finally come to the modern age, he ends up being found by one Damian Al Ghul.
Damian is all by himself for one reason or another (running from the League, disagreement with the Bats, etc.) when he finds Danny. And frankly, what kid wouldn't want a magical, talking sword that grants incredible powers, especially when you've been trained in how to actually wield them. He doesn't really have a plan, so he decides to just travel around trying to find a place he belongs.
Danny likes the kid and decides to look after him since he's all by himself. He helps the kid travel around the world, teaches him how the world works, helps him with any moral issues that being raised by assassins brings, etc.
Meanwhile, the rest of the world is wondering who this small, wandering child with the sword is.
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firefliesnightcore · 22 days ago
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"He's different.
That's the only word that comes to mind.
Different.
It sticks to her teeth when she tries to say it, lodging itself uncomfortably in her mouth until all she can do is swallow it whole and pray it doesn't choke her. 
Normally, in such a context, it would seem derogatory. A snide remark on a person's character when one doesn't have anything bad to say, but nothing good either. Like a hideous vase worth a fortune or a bouquet of beautiful flowers that turn out to be weeds. It's awkward and creates a blip in polite conversation that must be glossed over with a forced smile and weak chuckle.
Or, perhaps, it's the perfect word for when nothing else quite makes sense.
Like now, for instance."
SUMMARY: Zelda is struggling to accept how drastically her knight has changed from who he used to be. Thankfully, for better or worse, he's found a few brothers who are willing to lend a helpful word.
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jaime-moriarty · 4 months ago
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death seems like a fine option.
the stinging pain sends tears to my eyes.
i simply want to eat.
and yet. this STUPID. BLOODY. BAR OF METAL keeps me from doing so in peace.
-Jaime
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icewindandboringhorror · 7 months ago
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sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:
thing that I already do
thing I have tried 10 times
thing I already do
thing that I don't have the money to do
thing I already do
thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail
thing that is impossible given my situation
thing that doesn't apply to me
thing that I already do
thing I have already tried
hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently
thing I have already done
#I think maybe productivity tips help less if the reason you're unproductive is partially like.. physcial health and other extenral things#out of your control. rather than just like having trouble paying attention or spending too much time on tiktok or whatever#all the strategic to do lists in the world are not going to somehow prevent me from waking up with a debilitating migraine or whatever#or having external stressors or lacking resources and connections or other Productivity Essentials etc.#especially many tips involve stuff like 'cut off from social media' since thats the modern day time waster for so many poeple#and it's like.. lol.. i can hardly even maintain a blog even thuogh i actively WANT TO DO SO. 'shut off your smart phone!' already#done babey i fucking hate smart phones i shall never use an app unless i am forced to. 'delete tiktok' yep. already covered. tiktok and#all of those thinsg are my enemies. 'save money by cancelling some of your services' cool. already ahead of you.#who the fuck is out here paying for like 10 different subscription services. pirated videos uploaded to google drive and youtube to mp3#my beloved. etc. etc. and so on. 'socialize less' .........LOL.. if only you knew.. mr.writer of the article. i can barely muster#talking to friends more than once a month and even less if I'm actively sick (often occurence) etc. etc. ... hewoo#I think maybe instead of generic productivity tips I need more like.. how to refocus and be productive anyway even if you have a headache#or are nauseous or etc. Not that those are always things to ignore. and of course you should let your body rest and etc. But plenty of peop#e have mild physical symptoms and just work through them. Ithink something about the way my body/mind is SOO hyper attuned to all#sensory information just makes it like... constantly 'GRR well I cant focus on WRITING right now because my lef#t ear feels weird and my socks are too itchy and my back has a strange pressure and I'm vaguely warm and my eye feels some ssort of#way it doesnt normally feel and I'm hyperaware of my breathing and also nauseous for no reason' and like half of those things I#think '''normal''' people wouldnt even notice or at least would be able to just live through. but for me it's like.. nealry impossible to i#gnore and soooo distracting always. like 'wahh.. nooo we can't draw or get anything done.. my legs feel slightly heavy or something!!'#like............. ok......... who cares. thats not even a PAIN sensation it's just something weird. but it's just like.. NO. constant#mental alerts about the 'heaviness' of your legs be upon ye. Though Imean like.. yes.. 70% of the time I am in genuine pain#or having some sort of actual ailment with trackable physical symptoms. but sometimes it's just like... we could totally be working right#now and ignoring this silly thing but my brain is fixated on it for no reason uncontrollably. etc. etc. I guess it's the same way that like#most people can go to a grocery store without the whole experience being so overwhelming and so much stuff going on at once#that they have to rest afterwards but like.. in my own HOME doing NOTHING i feel like I should be able to not get overwhelmed lol. ANYWAY#Rolling my bastard little rock up a dumbass hill and so on and so forth
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stripedwolf88 · 16 days ago
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Me: *has the urge to flirt*
Also Me: WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING STOP THAT RIGHT NOW THAT IS A DEFINITE NO
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cosettegf · 4 months ago
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i love the penumbra podcast and i love second citadel and i really enjoyed listening to the finale but i feel. weird about the way this show treats its female characters???
#as in... in a show that prides itself on defying gender boundaries and heteronormativity it still seems to frequently push its female and#genderfluid characters to the side? and ik it can't really be called bury your gays in a podcast where most of the characters are queer#(and i also do think it is important for a narrative to give character the endings that make sense rather than prioritising keeping alive#those who weren't meant to live past the end of the story so i'm not necessarily saying that it's sexist#or that caroline and quanyii should have lived for the mere fact of them being second citadel's only lesbian characters)#but it still does feel off somehow? i don't feel that it's easy to say that they were used as a vessel through which to keep the other#characters alive but i just ?????? i don't know if this is something that anyone else feels? i love tragedy in fiction but it just feels#as if this doesnt mean anything...i can see in part how their character arcs were complete but they deserved to have their happy ending and#rather than feeling the devastation of tragedy after having listened to this episode i only feel mild frustration that they weren't able to#live to see the world that they helped save? i think i will have to think of it as a once and future king thing where when olala rises so#too will caroline#i have had complicated feelings about this whole podcast for the last season or so but i can't tell if it is genuinely the podcast or if it#is just the fact that i dont need it as much as i used to and that my love for it hasnt lessened that instead my heart has just grown#bigger around it#so maybe im completely off base with this and that its just an extension of my weird feelings about almost all of season 5 in general but#hmm#also i did not care for caroline that much through the best part of this podcast so its not as though i am annoyed about her dying because#i loved her so much because honestly i didn't love her as much as i wanted to (or as much as i loved olala and quanyii and rilla)#and also!!! it was nice that they were able to be together and have closure!!!! i think it was well done in a general sense i just ???#i can't articulate it any clearer than this#second citadel#tpp#tpp spoilers#the penumbra podcast#the penumbra podcast spoilers
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ash-rigby · 9 months ago
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nonbinary as in; I don't often bother to try and fully explain my relationship with gender anymore because it's complicated and deeply personal but inside I'm also screaming for people to just fucking listen and trust that I know what I want
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stardust948 · 9 months ago
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Late night Rivers in the desert sketches I did instead of actually working on the fic
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grapecaseschoices · 3 months ago
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the way fenris wont even consider turning in mages in the team bc it would upset hawke.
the way sebastian DOES considerate but struggles because there is no middle ground.
#grapecase plays da2#maior hawke pt#drawing lots.#huh pretty interesting way to try and get out of it while trying not to look like youre getting out of it#which one of us. did fenris say he would? were you hoping that you and your fellow 'fuck apostates/malifecars!' bud would help bolster your#waving? what you feel should be right - aka what you believe and what youre taught - vs what your heart wants#the chantry says this. aand with the danger it brings to the grand cleric - and likely friends he's made at the chantry - OFC he's#talking about what SHOULD be done. ofc he's like this SHOULD be done. and he's all like 'we're gonna do it1'#but he CANT bc his heart belongs to hawke to [whether in romance or friendship or just gratitude of having an ally]#he cant find it in himself to BETRAY that#but he “KNOWS” what is “RIGHT”! [he knows he shouldnt put his desires before what is right]#but could he bare to turn in merrill? who he likes? could he bare to turn in merrill - and even anders -who matters so much to hawke?#no he cant so he tries to pass the buck or share responsibility ... or idk what im looking for but i think he needs / wants#a similar minded person's convictiion.#tl;dr sebastian didnt let jack stop him from avenging his family. bc when his heart and his sense of duty are in line. it is easy and he#jumps in. but when it doesnt [starkhaven vs chantry. hand in hawke's loved ones vs dont/hand in people who may be a threat to the grand cle#ic vs dont] he wavers#i feel fenris' uh huh is also like im not gonan decide for you#[but also bc fenris is ride or die even if he doesnt like it#lmao 'fellow you to hell and back with mild complaining']#im just vibing emotions its probs all wrong lmao#sebastian vael [and even fenris] feelings hour#.... day rofl
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moki-dokie · 7 months ago
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you know what the reading comprehension on this hellsite might be abysmal but at the very least the vast majority of you are adults or if not adults can still mostly execute critical thinking skills from time to time.
twitter on the other hand. jesus fucking chRIST, twitter. i can't go a single day over there without reading the most backwards braindead conservative puritan horseshit from a sea of teenagers. it legit astounds me.
anyway so today i had to read with my own two fucking eyeballs that sexualizing nuns is wrong and dirty and a direct form of misogyny but giving nuns guns is completely non-sexual and has some sort of religious narrative so it's good.
from, hold on let me check--yep, a racist highschooler cool cool cool
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dw-flagler · 6 months ago
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the thing about that old undersiders road trip post is that i never said this but it’s true.
on the godawful 48 hour undersiders road trip lisa is either having the worst time out of everyone there including brian who very nearly killed alec and is having a panic attack in the back seat or she’s dissociating so incredibly hard that she’s not even there. or maybe both.
She's smiling placidly at the people taylor passes on the highway (at 45 mph over the speed limit), through her x-treme strength sunglasses, while in her head it's the aftermath of a simurgh battle. On levels of migraine never seen before or since in human history, she hasn't slept since last month, and she's absentmindedly thumbing the pin on a deactivated grenade aisha bought at the yard sale they stopped at for some reason. She's aware that it's deactivated but wishful thinking can be calming. she's eating breath mints like candy because she keeps throwing up and swallowing it back down so nobody can tell. the breath mints are making her more nauseous but she continues to do it anyway
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gojoest · 3 months ago
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Hiii were u the one who made that lil story about Satoru having that fake girlfriend to make the reader jealous? And she caught feelings for him I think????
hello nonnie, yes that was me! i briefly talked about it here and here. but now that you brought it up i think it would make a good plot for a fic 👀 should i give it a try . . . little bit drama and little bit crack, it’s going to be so fun to write about in fact
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skyward-floored · 1 year ago
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Floored Floored Floored Floored Floored I need to hear more about this reading spree of Vio's. Tell me your headcanons. Please. Please please please.
This is messy and only half answers your question but here ya go—
Vio likes having all the information. It’s important that he has all the information, so that he knows what to do and has access to all the necessary knowledge for everything that he does. He reads because he loves reading and learning things, but also because he feels like he needs to.
He needs to know how to treat that illness, because what if somebody needs it one day and he doesn’t know how to help them? He needs to know the names of every plant local to Hyrule, because what if he’s lost and starving and needs to eat something without being poisoned?
He needs to know about magic and first-aid, because what if your brother breaks a mirror and dies, and none of the knowledge you have at your disposal is enough to save him?
Vio reads because he knows knowledge is power, he’s seen it countless times (Ezlo tried to teach him, but Four did not listen). He usually picks a subject and reads extensively on it, until he’s gone through the entire section in the library and committed most of it to memory.
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goldenpinof · 4 months ago
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#long talk in tags incoming i guess#i don't understand why people keep following me when everything i do is complaining lately#and not about dnp per se. but about how the work is done and how their team *coughs* martyn *coughs* is handling stuff#i'm just looking at all this mess and i can't agree with basically anything#everything goes against my beliefs when it comes to work organisation. customer focus and etc.#and i'm trying SO hard to mildly help for free. and i'm just getting ignored. but that's like.. basic fixing and shit#any decent company would do it and say thank you for noticing and letting us know#but not irl merch lmao#and it all feels and looks like a massive joke#and i'm so so tired to basically pay for existence of this mess#i'm rethinking a lot of tour related decisions i made. and i know the reason i made them was about travelling more than the show itself#so i don't completely regret it#i'm just so tired of being spat in the face (figuratively speaking) over and over again#and tired of no one taking their job seriously ffs#neither martyn nor dnp nor their fucking editors#and i'm doing all that not for attention or whatever. but because I really care for the words to be correct and for the fucking text..#.. to be in the middle. like idc about the credit or WHO i need to ask for it to be fixed. i just want it to be fixed#so it looks good and how it should look#like. it's not that hard to put a little care into the things you do and getting paid for#I don't understand how it became so normalized. how being a bad manager is okay if you work with a fanbase and you're a 'small company'#a small company who has more than enough money to hire people to check things btw. if only anyone cared#i'm just so so tired of caring. because apparently it's not something everyone else does.#and i can let it slide when it comes to dnp. they are not being literally hired to do it. but others..... yeah#today was a moment when i thought 'that's a perfect opportunity to leave. enough.'#but the tour is in 1.5 months and i have tickets so i can't leave lmao#what kind of joke that is? oh and i know i'm fully responsible for this mild breakdown#personal
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itspileofgoodthings · 5 months ago
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tags continued from prev post.
#and all of this is true while it is ALSO true that her songs age incredibly well#even debut or random soundtrack songs or endgame#whatever song people try to put on the worst Taylor songs list NEVER QUITE BELONGS#it doesn’t feel right. and to some extent occasionally in mercurial flashes I feel the same about her BEST songwriting list#I can never rank anything of hers ever because she can write better than she has written#if anything finds her own songwriting dead it’s what her future self will be able to achieve#and I think sometimes even the public can SENSE this about her and it’s part of why people are sooooo hard on her in a brutal way#and in a way they never are with other artists. who have reached the limits of their potential#Taylor has not reached the limits —that’s the simple way of saying it#in some way she is still figuring out the artist she is going to be#and I really do think that it is going to be absolutely astonishing#because in some ways (this is going to sound crazy) she is still distracted by her success and her tour#she’s NOT but I mean. the canon hasn’t been fully set free#there are still somehow things holding her back#and we’ve watched her outstrip so much of those early confines that fame and the business of the music industry strapped around her#we’ve seen her say ‘that doesn’t apply to me’#but actually she’s going to and she needs to and I believe she WILL continue to move into rarefied air#my mom helped me give me the final piece of this feeling (and it’s just a deep gut intuition/brain chemical thing for me)#when she said one day almost in mild exasperation: maybe one day Taylor will grow into a Dolly Parton#and something CLICKED#in my brain. and I don’t agree with my mom in terms of her non-interest in Taylor (as much as it has pained me to do so)#I think she’s worth loving and paying attention to now#but that gap that exists between people who love her and people who don’t (full time haters internet trolls do not interact)#I think it’s going to close with time as her work stretches out and out and grows and changes#like I think by the end of her career we are going to have something so astonishing#and to loop it back for a second to a previous thought. I think that’s why sometimes a taylor song can sound disjointed to me. because it#will hit the Depths of the Depth for a second. it will transcend and then it will go back to merely being an excellent pop song#those flashes are everywhere in her work but I think she is going to work and hone them into being conductors of light in a more steady way#the older she gets. does this sound INSANE. idk sometimes I think it does and then sometimes I think it DOESNt. so who knows. but yeah#it’s hard to say because I know it will read as more critical of Taylor than I mean it to be. when really I mean it with so much awe
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