A personal comic about my identity, and being here in a new body. I was eldritch before, much bigger and more twisted and tangled.
I was The Distortion, something not meant to fit into a human form. I did though, back then--but not quite--the human form I gained in my memories didn't fit right. Being in a human form didn't fit right. And here, I am even more fitted together in an all too organised way. I am less tangled than I ever was.
But I am still me, even if others do not see that. I am still of The Spiral. Just harder to notice.
Please do not use our art without our permission. Feel free to ask to use for icons and similar things, but we have the right to say no.
Program: Firealpaca
Approx. Time: 4h 30m
Original Date: 28.06.24
Commission/Trade/Collab status in bio/pinned!
Art Of: Mystery [Headmate]
(System Member Artist: Mystery)
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Greetings, my friends!
Welcome to my blog! This blog is all about disabilities, disorders, and systemhood. Please read this if you're new and enjoy your stay!
Blog information
Greetings. This blog is centered around educating others about disabilities, disorders, and systemhood. Anyone asking for advice, certain things, or just talking or venting is okay. But please keep in mind that I'm not a professional. These are just what I learned and what I know firsthand.
Tags:
#tortoiseshell talks - for regular chating.
#tortoiseshell vents - for people who are venting. You can specify if you want me to answer or not.
#tortoiseshell advice - for those who are asking for advice. May be mixed with vents.
#Tortoiseshell lessons - for when I talk about certain topics or when someone asks questions about disorders and such.
Claimed anons:
🦢/the aves system
About my system
I come from a traumagenic, polyfragmented, and fictive heavy DID system. We are mentally and physically disabled. And we are a RAMCOA surivor. Please be patient and mindful.
Disorders: Autism, CPTSD, ADHD, anxiety, OCD, undiagnosed DID, NPD, and schizophrenia. We also have brain damage.
Main: @thefluffystuffiesystem
A little about me
Hi, I'm Tortoise Shell, but you can also call me Dr. Seek whatever you prefer. I am a fictive from a DID system.
In my source, I specialized in history, medicine, and mental health. I've lost my calling for a bit since I formed, but then I had an idea about this. So I'm giving it a shot!
My Introduction, boundaries, and more!
Do not interact
Basic DNI: Homophobes, transphobes, ablist, pedos, zoos, radqueers, racist, etc
Fetishist: Plurality, ddlg/abl/etc, age/petplayers, assault, introjects/fictives, etc
18+/NSFW accounts
Gore/traumacore accounts
(Pro)endo/nontraumagenic systems
If you believe in cluster disorder abuse
Anti xenogender/neopronouns, anti mental/physical disabilities, anti traumagenic systems, anti progression, pro SH, etc
Thin ice/Gently interact
Roleplay accounts
Singlets
Reblog accounts
Blank accounts
Accounts based around syscourse or any discourse of any kind
Can interact
Trusted/informed singlets
Traumagenic systems
Age regressors, pet regressors, and syskids
Mentally and physically disabled/ill
Therians, otherkins, and furries
Fictives/headmates from problematic sources
People of color
LGBTQIA+
Xenogender and neopronoun users
Trauma survivors of any kind
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Other nonhuman/alterhuman folks or nonhuman alters in systems, anyone else have negative phantom feelings? I feel like those aren't talked about enough. Like yeah sometimes it is just feeling like you have ears or a tail, but sometimes its something more uncomfortable.
For instance, (description of mild body horror/decay under post break)
I'm all itchy right now because I'm used to my skin peeling off/flaking and I'm used to that itching like all hell. Mostly annoying now because in this body nothing actually comes off, but its still weird to me that I still get that feeling even though I'm in this body now.
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Prompt #707
System A was, perhaps obviously, not Sherlock Holmes. Neither were they Nancy Drew, Encyclopedia Brown, nor any other famous or fictional detective. In fact, they'd safely say they had relatively no knowledge on how mysteries were solved, other than that it was satisfying to see a case closed when watching one on TV.
So why the hell were they investigating a missing necklace case, and where the hell was this information on detective proceedings coming from?!
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Hello!!! :D
My name's Jay. I'm an introject of Jay Merrick from Marble Hornets and I'm part of an osdd-1b system. We're autistic and chronically ill, and we deal with other problems, but they're not diagnosed so they don't count /lh /hj
This is my personal account on tumblr. I post whatever is on my mind and can be very inconsistent, but I'd love to meet people!! :D
My interests include: True crime, ghosts, cryptids, music, fnaf, minecraft, scooby-doo(specifically mystery inc.), and aliens!! :)
Feel free to dm!! Please i love talking to people!!
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I as a headmate, have word troubles. Psychosis of ours clouds my thoughts and thinking and makes it all jumbled. The words come out twisted more than normally. I keep calling it "thought distortion" and forgetting the actual doctor-approved words for it whenever it happens, but it gets the point across enough. It is frustrating to speak clearly, and I put lots of energy into clear words, but then when I have written or spoken with effort, my speech gets worse for a time. There is such limited energy for words in here. Energy runs out, and my speech does too.
I do not mind too much, I am only annoyed by others who do not understand if I try to speak through the mess of thoughts. Or those who mock. I deal with it much more than my system and others in it, the thought distortion. But... It is species euphoria, in a way sometimes. I speak wrong, I feel wrong, and that is right because I am delusion incarnate. I am not meant to be right.
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Is it a mystery canon if you’re mentioned once and never again
Sincerely,
that one lilith/zarathos kid who would like a canon name and appearance please what the fuck??
(tag as #midnightsonsfictive and #🍂🔥 please)
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