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theborzoiarebackintown · 2 months ago

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Life is a lot at the moment and I may be MIA for a bit. Margo encapsulates how we’re feeling pretty well lol

#dogblr #petblr #dog #sighthound #borzoi #margo #myself and all dogs are fine #between breed drama #friend drama #getting prepared for the big speciality this weekend #which I still have like three things to do for trophies #and a sudden and unexpected death in the family this week #I’m absolutely beat #maybe a nap will fix me #probs not but I’m always willing to try napping

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fvedyetor · 6 months ago

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leather bsd doodles

#when my target audience is myself teehee #going to pride events are great for inspiration for character designs and outfits #but man i need more pride events at the beginning of june so i do this art during the month ykyk #oh well its fine i can draw gay people all year long #i will never not draw heart nips and square ties when i can #bsd #bungou stray dogs #sigma bsd #mykola hohol #edogawa ranpo #dazai osamu #nakahara chuuya #skk #fyodor dostoevsky #leather #leather pride #fvedyart

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kimetsu-chan · 4 months ago

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I’m gonna be out most of the day bc I’ll be helping my dad with a big shopping trip plus being out after, so I’m going to be super duper exhausted

I don’t do well in crowded or loud places in the slightest, I get woozy and tired and I feel miserable or like I’m gonna pass out, and if the shopping isn’t gonna make me wanna cry, the outing after will bc it’s gonna be packed with lots of noise and people

I don’t say this because I want to complain, I just wanna give a super quick warning that I might not be active tomorrow as well as today bc when I get exhausted, my mental health tends to decline as well ;-;

so- a bit of a warning that I may poof a bit (sorry! 😣)

#But yeah :)#hopefully I’ll be able to sleep it off tonight but since school is tomorrow might end up still tired and stressed (ᵕ—ᴗ—)#lol I’m trying not to complain or make a stink about it whilst still being informative—#Edit: uh so I don’t know what’s wrong with me this morning #But it’s already starting to go to crap unfortunately #Hgnhh I wanna talk but I keep telling myself it’s selfish to talk about how I feel #Idk I’m just messed up man #Feel like crap #eating earlier didn’t help it just made me feel worse #I don’t wanna go shopping or to the outing :(#But my dad said he needs help #And I don’t think I have a choice for the outing #And school tmrw :(#I don’t wanna do this I really font #I think I’m breaking down #Yeah I’m breaking down #<- that’s dramatic I’m sorry #Edit 2: if I trigger myself so badly that I have a really quick and strong breakdown will that make me fine for the rest of the day #Bc omg I have things I need to do! I can’t mope around and be dramatic all day!#I hate this! I don’t want it! Literally any other day would have been doable!#I can’t just ask my dad to stay home from the outing either because then that would entail me explaining why I don’t wanna go and I’d cry-#-in front of him and I don’t wanna cry in front of people #I hate this so much #i wish I could just poof into nonexistence #🌾#<- atp it’s a vent #Edit 3: I’m trying really hard ace but petting my dog isn’t working

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its-all-been-said · 4 months ago

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Week three of a consistent jogging routine, we are getting there!

#if I can stay consistent can reward myself with saving up for a better harness option #this one is fine and minimal - he doesn’t pull at all so no pressure on it #random old harness from a childhood dog that has held up remarkably well #slowly but surely working our way up to running a 5k - we have a ways to go #legend #whippet

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selfinflictedgunshotwound · 4 months ago

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i'm kind of amazed how most of the stardew marriage candidates just want you to be their manic pixie dream whatever by agreeing with everything they like and plying them with compliments or praise or whatever (which is fine but a bit. Much) but for shane his romance is just you being there for him while he figures his own shit out... dunno why i never wanted to romance him before he's so good

#i'm usually a sebastian kinda guy but i do think it's silly you have to say you like scifi to gain friendship points w him like cmon man #i will say though that. my bestie's baby daddy being named shane kinda does make it hard to like him 😭 unfortunate but not his fault #ik a lot of ppl are weird abt his recovery and his messy ass room bc they play stardew to make things look pretty or whatever #but i'm actually kind of glad he's a realistic depiction of addiction... the problem is his dependence on indulging in alcohol when he's #depressed not the fact that he drinks period... i think that a lot of ppl are unrealistic abt alcoholism (including me abt my dad's)#but concernedape did really good w him imo. anyways all this to say that i'm really glad shane never expects someone to be a certain way #i know most of the candidates are like. archetypes or whatever and i think that's fine they are very sweet and cute regardless but #i think maybe i didnt romance him before bc i related to him so badly that it hurt seeing myself reflected LMAO dead end life and being #suicidal about it like. i've never had a drug dependence but i'm not really in a position where i can ever make my own decisions anyways #but regardless. there is smth to someone who slowly warms up to you when they can't ignore your kindness any longer and have no reason to #act like an abused dog anymore which. does make me sad just to say but that is how he acts beforehand #idkkkkk idk i think people are always too caught up with his addiction and his messy room to actually see him without realizing that #getting better is a lot harder than it appears and that having a dirty room doesn't mean you aren't trying to be better. sigh #besides it's not like. the end of the world that he has a beer sometimes. have you tried going thru life completely sober? it sucks #ok im done LMAO but yeah i've found myself gravitating towards him this time around when i've romanced sebastian literally every playthru #til now. hmm!#ACTUALLY ONE MORE THING. i like how he's basically a twist on the classic useless husband trope in media where they love sports and drinking #but he's not a bad person and the only reason he's mean to you at first is because he hates himself and his own life and he makes an effort #the more you get close to him instead of the opposite. i like that a lot. ok now i'm done

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p1harmonie · 4 months ago

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I JUST REWATCHED PIWON MOVIE AND I HAVE THINGS TO SAY

#okay first of all THEY DEBUTED WITH A MOVIE !!!! that's so crazy every time i think about it im like woooow #jongseob and intak acting debut when ???? they were sooo good omg unlike kyo i didn't remember how bad he was 😭😭 but his #character is hilarious so it's fine <3 ALSO i completely forgot yoo jaesuk and jung haein are in it like guysss what are u doing here hihi #anyways absolutely oscar worthy real cinema if u ask me #now after taking notes and watching the new trailer a few times i think that p1epi is actually chaeyoons weird talking plushie #but since it's away from her it can't talk so that's why jongseob create that thingy to translate from #dog language to human language and i think it's there because maybe the members got like lost in time and #it wants to remind them that they have to save the entire world from the apocalypse #also p1epi came down from the sky just like the alcot meteor like ummm yes we love symbolism 🙂‍↕️#i saw someone saying the dog it's actually intak because the dog came through the window and intak wakes up next to one but it doesn't make #any sense to me so we're throwing that idea in the trash can #talking about intak hes now has blue eyes so that means he got infected but honestly when did that happen while he was fighting #some zombie? idk i think i have to watch all their mvs again for clues but what that means he's one of the bad guy now??#also i may be insane but what if the shop represents the world and seeing it in flames means the members couldn't save it and their lore #ends with the saddest ending ever like yeah sorry the apocalypse won #OR WHAT IF !!!!! they aren't the ones who can save the world they actually are the reason why it's ending like the masked ghost #actually created them to spread the virus and that would also explain them at the end of the trailer looking #at the burning shop without doing anything like they ARE alcot the meteor thats gonna destroy the world #but that would be too dark i know they're the heroes so it will have a happy ending #i have many theories but im starting to scare myself so ill shut up #pt

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eggmeralda · 7 months ago

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do you ever feel casually suicidal? like you're not depressed or anything you're doing fine but also it feels like a convenient option

#if you can't make connections with people or be seen by anyone then like. at least you can feel like you're helping a better cause #to like charities and gfms and anyone else #but you have to tone that down bc you're slowly losing money bc you still can't get a job #and bc you don't have a job it means you're just stuck in the house all day. which gives Way Too Much opportunity to Think about everything #and also so like. i still share a room with my sister but it was fine bc she'd stay at her bf's a few nights a week #but he's got a job that's a bit further away and basically she can't go round his as much. so now it's maybe like once a week #the room is getting messier so it gives me less energy to do anything #you can get really into an unhealthy weight loss obsession bc at least it feels like you're getting towards something #but idek is set weight theory real? bc once i get down to a certain point it suddenly resets #like honestly counting calories and donating money to every gfm i saw and writing a film script was what kept me going #but first one isn't working and second i need some sort of income and third is finished and i have no way of actually creating it #and then there's the whole lack of stable hyperfixation and ability to find new music i enjoy #and realistically what would fix me is having a good job that i enjoy and somewhere to live on my own #but until i get a job that's currently impossible. and even then it probably won't feel like enough #my entire life is lived on my phone i need more physical objects but i don't have enough space #bc i share a room with my sister. it's like all my problems are connected #and i have enough optimism that i still think it'll get better in the next few weeks. maybe i'll be able to get a job and that'll #get everything going again #but at the same time i could easily just die #I've graduated from uni. I've seen the who live 3 times. I've crashed my car twice. I've watched 30 years of corrie. I've met various dogs #what else is there to do with my life honestly #(<- joking)#but yeah like. in summer 2021 i almost got suicidal (it was just letting the occasional thought linger in my mind etc)#but that was bc i was so depressed #but now it feels like i could just kill myself. but more just out of convenience #idek. i'm not gonna kill myself. bc i have a job interview on tuesday. and just in general i won't #but there is this casual feeling of like. well i might as well. i can't describe it #ramble #suicide tw #weight loss mention

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jettoooooo · 6 months ago

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i'm so fucking stressed out

#dude my dog had acl repair surgery in march #she's healed fine with that but developed stomach issues #so she's been back and forth to the vet with that #and now when i was at work she just randomly started walking weird as fuck. she kicks her leg that was operated on backwards as she walks #and sometimes looses balance in both legs #and then when i pick her up she acts like it hurts her spine or something #i'm gonna wake up in 4 hours to call the vet and see if they can see us today and pray that this isn't something that she'll need surgery #for again #i also am supposed to work tomorrow and then friday we have a rehearsal dinner and then saturday the wedding which is two hours away.#vets closed on sunday so if she can't get seen tomorrow it'll be a whole new fiasco trying to get her helped somewhere else #this dog is my lifeline like it #ruins me #seeing her like this #genuinely if i didn't have her i wouldnt be here #it's so hard to watch her not even be able to walk #but it's so fuckinf weird bc my mom said she was just laying in her bedroom and she came back out doing it? there's nothing she could've #gotten into it just makes no fuckinf sense #like it's possible either her kneecap or her acl implant thing popped out of place but #she stiffens her entire body when i pick her up #and she acts like she's losing balance #it's so fucking weird #i'm also terrified that i'm about to get told she has some kind of onset of neurological problems and she'll have to get put down #or something along those lines #it's just too much rn #pls keep my doggy in ur thoughts #we just spent 3k on her surgery in march if she has to get operated on again first of all the recovery process all over again sounds like #a nightmare #but just the cost alone #i'm gonna FUCKING KILL MYSELF

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bmpmp3 · 8 months ago

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dysgraphic artiƨts risɘ UP!!!!!

#raise your pencils!!!! and erasers. to fix the backwards letters 😔#sorry still thinking about my weirdness with my art professors. yknow a lot of em have been really pushing us as #students to make our personal identities a major part of like our 'brand' as artists #which. well from an art history major perspective thats a very contentious and nuanced topic. i love a lot of artists who live this way #and i think its great seeing my peers who focus on identity thrive. but also as an fine arts major (double major fool LOL)#i keep getting pushed by teachers into like. specific '____ artist' identities???#specificaly woman artist. which is a little bizarre because im a bit fat and a bit gnc so im generally like. ungendered? in day-to-day life #(which doesnt actually matter to me directly that much honestly LOL people tend to view me as like. buddy? buddy or pal.)#(not man. not woman. not anything human. sometimes i remind people of a beloved dog. which. hkdsahjk thats its own can of worms)#(a can of worms that also doesnt matter much to me directly because im a wannabe furry who chose to be the dog when playing house as a kid)#(LOL so um. well. theres that) but yeah i dunno i dont really consider myself a woman artist. its been. shockingly (and sometimes luckily?)#irrelevant to most of my life and experiences and art (although dont get me wrong misogyny is very real and very present) so i dont #have a whole lot to say about it from an art perspective. you could also call me all kinds of things. a queer artist. a mixed race artist #again technically correct. some aspects more visible in my work than others. but also very technical. i focus on race a lot in in my #art historical work but i dunno how much my drawings have to say. except that i keep making too many mixed ocs LOL #i dunno i just think my professors gotta focus that energy away from tokenizing me and over to supporting like actual #capital W Woman artists capital Q Queer artists capital A Artists of Colour who are doing far more interesting things than I #far more thought out and engaged in these topics directly. i just kind of stumble into my art blindly and confused <3 #sorry that was a long tangent WHAT IM SAYING Is despite all that: i do consider myself a capital D Dysgraphic artist #i think its an unmovable constant of my art and the way i draw and the way my hands move. the untrained eye doesnt seem to be as aware #of it directly. but those who are familiar can probably see it. the dysgraphia LOL if not just from whenever i write a letter or number #half of them are busted and frantically fixed HDKJSDJDS but its in all my art. if u can see it <3 ive been trying to embrace it #dygraphic artists raise your pencils indeed!! and throw away the eraser!!! make the legibility of your words everyone elses problem!!!#what does that say? what is that sketch? none of my business! none of your business!! its the business of my hand and the pencil alone #motor skill and spatial issues take the wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel

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kaurwreck · 10 months ago

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fav chuuya trivia: he’s a lightweight and a wine collector. combine it with the fact that poisons a weakness for him, ability wise, and too much alcohol is in fact poison. he chooses that often.

bonus: combine that with the fact that dazai’s coming of age came with going to a bar, and i don’t know what that means

anon cause shy

Untitled I. My dear, even though you treat me kindly, I'm stubborn. After we parted last night, I went drinking and berated some weakling. This morning, Waking up, I remember your kindness And sadly reflect on my vile behavior. And now, I, a total fraud, will here confess that, without shame, Stripped of all dignity, and therefore lacking honesty— I was urged on by my own illusions, raving mad. [...] III. In this world we sadly live in like this, your heart— Don't let it grow stubborn my dear Because I hope for intimacy with you Your heart— don't let it grow stubborn my dear.

[Excerpted from Poems of the Goat, written by Chuuya Nakahara, translated by Ry Beville]

#bsd chuuya #chuuya nakahara #bungo stray dogs #japanese poetry #thank you for sharing!!#no need to explain anon to me #you are entitled to your mysteries and boundaries and bashfulness #i have anon on because i feel comfy and fine with people engaging however feels most comfortable to them #also i'm going to avoid commenting on what y'all share because i'm already sharing in return by offering up chuuya poetry that strikes me #and because i don't want anyone to think that a lack of a more specific response isn't because i didn't go !!!!! at what they shared #(this exercise is designed so I can also work throughout the day while getting chuuya enrichment)#BUT #alcohol IS poison and that's something I've thought about a lot in my framing of it for myself and generally #but I've never connected it with chuuya's vulnerability to poison and how it is such an equalizer #and how when shirase wanted to ground him and render him someone shirase felt he could face both honestly and to fight he poisoned him #i wonder if alcohol makes chuuya feel a teeny bit more visceral and real and like a person in a body #rather than an experiment or a leader or an act of violence or the salve to someone's loneliness or the vessel of a storm #or someone who wants terribly to lead and protect but is so unsure of himself because of how much he understands the gravity of that role #which isn't to say i think he doesn't want to be a leader and doesn't want to be an act of violence or a salve or a liberated ex-experiment #all of these things and the choices he's made for and because of and despite these things are inextricable from who he is #but every so often #it's nice just to be flesh and electricity

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varjopeura · 2 months ago

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#oh hey i just caught myself harboring Unnecessary Nightmare Scenarios #that last post made me think about how the only thing stopping me from getting another dog is money #like i could afford having a friend for savu. it would be no problem #BUT in a situation where i lost my partner and had to provide for the dogs by myself and they'd both get sick i'd be in deep trouble #which has sounded like a completely rational thing to be aware of. a completely valid reason for not getting another dog #except that is quite a few things that need to go wrong before the deep trouble would actually hit #and is that really the way i want to live my life? waiting for this relationship to end? accepting that eventually i will be left alone?#that my current life is nothing but a brief respite from a continuous struggle with both finances and illness? a glitch that will soon pass #it actually doesn't sound valid at all when i write it out like this #i have a partner who brings another stable paycheck into this household. i have no reason to believe this would change anytime soon #i have a wonderful dog that would probably benefit from having a friend #shelties are not super prone to any major lifelong diseases or such so it's unlikely the new dog would need constant expensive treatments #i think this thought pattern got a hold of me when savu got sick last spring #it was scary and unpleasant and i still feel raw around the edges after experiencing all of it #(the dog is fine by the way! definitely better these days and i'm super happy we got the surgery. we have many good years ahead of us still #but like. i'd like if my brain accepted 'this summer was scary and i'm not sure if i'm ready to possibly experience it with another dog'#instead of feeding me lies about a future where i'm all alone and desperately poor #but hey i've never caught this one before! now i know this thought pattern exists and can do something about it #sussitalk

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usercelestial · 1 year ago

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is no one gonna talk about how ed knows izzy by the smell of his rotting flesh

#like he's CRAZY crazy #he's in love with izzy but not in a romantic relationship kind of way in a i need him under at all times and with me every second of the da #and i want to kill him but if he died i'd kill myself i loved him the best i could i hated his guts i want to eat him he makes me worse #but i don't know what i'd do without him he knows me better than anyone except one person who i love too but hurt me so all i have is him #but he's pulling away too so fine fuck it i'll kill him i'll make him bleed and hurt the way i bleed and hurt #i love him like the dog at my feet and the knife in my belt but i hate the way he bites and stabs im going crazzyyyyyyy over here #ofmd #edizzy nation we won we did it we won #i neeeeeeed them to kill each other its the only way #thats my stance on the stupid fucking ed+izzy discourse they need to eat each other that's the closest to love they'll ever get #our flag means death

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justmossyaps · 3 months ago

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y’all ever feel like you’re trying to diffuse several bombs while a bomb is also strapped to your chest? cause my friends are sad and angry and not feeling well so i’m trying to take care of them and cheer them up and be the comic relief and also my parents are stressed so im trying to help them calm down and do the cleaning and stuff for them so they can go relax and my dog is crazy so i have to help wear him out so he doesn’t stress my parents out more and im constantly trying not to have a meltdown and also look like im not about to pass out every time i stand up and it’s just like UGH. i can physically feel tension in the air and it’s like aghhhhhh i can’t breathe

#sort of vent??? idk i’m not upset im just stressed the fuck out #some dumbass girls in my choir thought it would be the funniest fucking thing ever to touch my neck and set things on my head #like YOURE NOT QUIRKY YOURE NOT CUTE STOP TOUCHING ME???? I DONT KNOW YOU #i don’t think they’re bullying me or anything i think they just think they’re really funny #whatever #anwyays that got me super overstimulated and i couldn’t get over it until like 8th hour which is stupid my brain sucks #and then i almost had a meltdown when the library didn’t have the book i need for ap lit (which i felt like a baby for like i need to chill #and then i had to come home and do precalc and take care of the dog and do the dishes and clear off the table #and i’m just exhausted #i’m taking iron now which is definitely helping but it’s really only making it so i have enough energy to pretend like im all good #which dont get me wrong im not complaining #and being out of the flare up is GREAT #i have more energy than i have in a year #but like…… that still doesn’t mean i have energy yk???? i still feel like shit just less #anywaysssss we ball #it’s all good honestly i’m fine now it’s just been a long day #and idk how to keep everyone happy while also keeping myself functioning #alas i shall have to figure it out #if you read this sorry lol ily <33

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depvotee · 1 year ago

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Mmmhh that one time a fandom darling basically showed their whole ass to me bc I wanted to talk about how someone that'd been sexually harassing me and others but tell me not to on the pretense that the person harassing us might hurt themselves just bc they were autistic 🤦🏽‍♂

#dunno men #its the combo wombo for me #also its fine y'all maybe I write abt it later on bc im all grown up now and I feel like I can finally stand up for myself #its just.... its funny in a fucked up way JNsndndjfnfj #like did multiple oopsies while trying to stand for something good #which hun.... you should've had asked first????#funny enough I ended up getting more recenment to this person than the actual weirdo #which is not fait mind u #but still #💕🤷🏽‍♂#thats why i basically stopped posting abt fc5 #two people ruined my enjoyment in a way I didn't felt safe anymore #jason still rocks on my heart and so does that ugly dog jacob #but its hard for me #bc it was something i could retell my issues and feel safe just for some asshole to come and take that away from me #and also a 'well meaning' fool to come and play corner while knowing NOTHING

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likesplatterpaint · 1 year ago

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Would Louie forgive me?

Absolutely. In a heartbeat. Loubie loved me.

Will I ever forgive em myself?

I’m not sure.

#this is so fucking hard #because at least with dogs and cats for the most part you know you’ve done all you can for them #I could have done more and I thought I didn’t need to #I will forever scream at myself for not doing an immediate second water change and not realizing the coughing and the swimming frantically #was a really bad sign #I went to bed thinking he’d be fine I really did #I’ve been keeping puffers for over a decade why didn’t I just listen to my anxiety #I want my round baby boy back guys I miss him so much #this isn’t fair to him or me or mike #Louie was supposed to live to his late teens not 2.5 #he was so healthy and strong why didn’t he bounce back???#why didn’t I do a second water test to confirm the first 75% change was enough #why didn’t I take that octopus with the scallop on it out the night before I knew he hated those #gen is grieving #tw pet death

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cecelianonymous22 · 6 months ago

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THE VYVANSE + HOME ALONE WOMBO COMBO GOES SO FUCKING CRAZY

IM 2/3 OF THE WAY THROUGH STORYBOARDING AN ANIMATIC

AND I DID THE LAUNDRY I WAS PUTTING OFF

AND I WASHED THE DISHES AND CLEANED THE CABINETS

RAHHHH

#dog ive been depressed and doing nothing all summer and i was starting to get worried about when i move out #like if im gonna be able to take care of myself and my space when i go off to college #nah man i'll be fine #i just need to take my meds every once in a while

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