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💌⭐️ Send this to your emotional support mutuals, who make your day brighter ⭐️💌
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I'm not typically the type to not have words, but there are few ways known to me to describe just how much you mean to me. I love you Foxy 🥹.
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𝐑𝐞𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐓𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬:
𝐄𝐦𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐆𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐭𝐡 𝐓𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐑𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐬 💗
𝙸 𝚠𝚛𝚘𝚝𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚍𝚞𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚔𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚢 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎. 𝙸𝚝 𝚏𝚎𝚕𝚝 𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚖𝚢 𝚜𝚘𝚞𝚕 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚗 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚖𝚢 𝚋𝚘𝚍𝚢, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍𝚎𝚍 𝚊 𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚝𝚘 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚌𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜. 𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚍 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚜𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎.
🌟𝙿𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚎𝚎 𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚜, 𝚛𝚎𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊 𝚖𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚘𝚛, 𝚊 𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚘𝚗, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊 𝚍𝚘𝚘𝚛. 𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚗 𝚋𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚟𝚎𝚜 𝚊 𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚏𝚒𝚌 𝚙𝚞𝚛𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚎. 𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚏𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚜 𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚞𝚊𝚕 𝚐𝚛𝚘𝚠𝚝𝚑, 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚍𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚙𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝, 𝚘𝚛 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚊𝚗 𝚎𝚐𝚘 𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚜𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗.
✶ Mirror:🪞
• People who come into your life as a mirror reflect back all your pain, darkness, and trauma that you repress, avoid, or deny within yourself. In other words, everyone is a mirror reflecting just another aspect of yourself, providing an opportunity for growth and deeper self-exploration.
✶ Lesson: ⚛
• People who come into your life as a lesson are the ones who will teach you something new, and perhaps something valuable as well. You may already lack or need what is being taught to you, such as boundaries, compassion, patience, accountability, love, or self-love, among many other things. These individuals are here to guide you toward your higher self.

✶ Door:🚪✨🌌
• Lastly, people who come into your life as a door are welcoming you into the unknown. You intrinsically know that you are taking a risk by stepping through that door, but you understand that as soon as you enter, you will be a different person on the other side.
~𝒶𝓈𝓉𝓇𝑜𝓈𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝒾𝓋𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓉𝓎
𝙼𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝
𝚃𝚒𝚙 𝙹𝚊𝚛 🫙🙏🏿
𝙽𝚘 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚐𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚣𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚢 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔 𝚒𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚍. 𝙷𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛, 𝚒𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚢 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚢 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚙𝚎𝚛 𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚍𝚒𝚝: @𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚜𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚢
#perspective#healing journey#qoutes#life qoutes#writers community#my writing#higher self#spiritual growth#spirituality#original#self love#boundaries#compassion#accountability#evolve or repeat#relationships#writerslife#writers on tumblr#poetscommunity#shadow work#philosophy#life lessons#poetblr#self acceptance#scorpio season#twin flame#soulmates#growth
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It's crazy how I can be like "I'm having a depressive episode" until I'm with the right people and then it's like oh no I'm ok actually
#i AM having a depressive episode going on a couple weeks now and it's a bit alarming#exacerbated by anxiety and uncertainty and my inability to handle my roommate situation#but tonight i watched the kids for small group and read them all my favorite picture books#(we got to the end of The Snowman and one little girl was like ''i don't like that when he melts because it is sad''#and one of the twins said ''i like it'')#and i told a couple people how awful my week has been and we commiserated in matter-of-fact tones#and i messed around on my phone and read gaudy night while my CG mom and dad did lesson prep and watched basketball#and now i'm going to bed and like actually i'm ok now#tomorrow will probably bring more tears and anger and deep exhaustion at the thought of doing anything#but oh well. we soldier on. in prayer and fellowship#(i hate the observable track record of my depression being tied to obvious and beyond-my-control life situations#but on the bright side there's a presumed end date for this one#and when i look back i remember less of the depression and more of the spiritual change that happened underneath it#hoping praying for the same to come out of now)#oh yeah and earlier i hung out with a friend and her shocked disbelief that i got rejected from the job i wanted#was really a balm on troubled waters. everyone else has just been sad and sympathetic#outsourcing the incredulous anger is helpful#i haven't seen her in a while since she had a baby and i forgot how much it helps to talk through academia stuff with her
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Touch me, like it's the air you breathe and feel my body like it's your only need for survival.
I want to feel you in ways that I never have before...
#intimacy#intimate#love#lovers#romance#romantic#affection#couples#couple#passion#make love to me#touch me#touch my body#touch#prose#sexuality#love quotes#love qoute#love quote tumblr#poets corner#spilled poetry#spilled thoughts#spilled ink#spiritual blog#spiritual journey#twin flame connection#twin flame union#twin flame signs#twin flame journey#twin flames
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god i wish i could shake david lynches hand and tell him how much twin peaks has changed me and my view of the world
#i love twin peaks with my whole heart and soul#i’m spiritually connected to laura and cooper#twin peaks#laura palmer#dale cooper#david lynch
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I feel like the watchers are like. Mormons or Puritans almost. And listeners is more like living in Greece or Rome or pre angles whales.
i've thought abt the listeners dressed in ancient greek attire ! having them lean more to a pagan aspect.. I still consider Martyn to be agnostic tho, he doesn't join the listeners, just works for them.
i write/headcanon the watchers as catholics bc..
1: the angel statues and imagery, catholics love that shit, the paintings, the statues, the rosaries. Its much like the watchers leaving symbols and statues/buildings.
2: grian speaks abt/to them so casually, like hes praying to saints
3: the update stuff......... catholics like.... progress.... over time... depending on the catholic church/pope....... (reaching)
4: the watchers are big on rules and atoning when you've done wrong, (like grian being greedy and having his chests blocked.)
5: catholic guilt !! the watchers gave that boy catholic guilt (this is inspired by fanfictions tho)
6: i was raised vaguely catholic its the only religion i rly know well or feel comfortable writing lmao
Of course, watchers are just their worlds Version of catholics, it doesnt mirror perfectly, the imagery is just fun for me.
i think people that are fans of evo and hold a different religion should write the watchers their religious way, its interesting imo
#MY TWIN IS MORMON THO we made Mumbo mormon. for giggles.#i dont think mormons like religious imagery ? i know other denominations are rly against it lmao#ask#i still consider myself religious/spiritual and i love talking abt the topic with open minded people#the update thing as in.... protestant will say ''the bible says this. so its forever'' while catholics have been like. well we revisited it#i do Not pay attention this is vague. i try not to look at the church#THIS IS ALL LIKE.. ROMAN CATHOLIC.. I DONT KNOW ORTHODOX ..
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✩₊˚.⋆☾ 🐈⬛ ☽⋆⁺₊✩
#my cat#mine#my pngs#he just like my boy fr#my baby#they twins#ziggy#ziggy stardust#ziggy the cat#black cat#meow meow#twins#look alike#black cats are good luck#gothic#cat art#vintage art#meow#moon#cat eyes#cats are the best#bat cat#spiritual art#vampire cat#vampires#moon cat#witch#black cat aesthetic#midwest gothic#2025
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#faith#spirituality#my twin sis on guitar#positive affirmations#catholicism#spiritual journey#my stuff#I’m in the lil square#christanity#christian music#don’t judge a book by its cover#christian metal#chrisitanity#christian goth#goths#gothic#emo goth#nu metal#roman catholic#christian faith#christianity#christian living
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For the asks,
Aethelhelm, Aethelred, and Aethelwold 😈
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You right now
Listen I know it's not an option, but I'm gonna say kick Æthelhelm out and stab him in the fucking eye.
Æthelwold (or as I like to call him, Æthelcunt Jr) is gonna stay for the cuddles. I think some genuine affection would have fixed him, okay?
And Æthelred (Æthelcunt) is gonna have to meet my parents. I feel like they would judge me less for him, but also if it goes wrong (or right, maybe) he'd end up getting an Appalachian dad welcome and I think he'd shit his pants.
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Simply being in your presence, sitting in your energy, is something unique and precious… for this, I’m eternally grateful
#writing#spilled ink#artists on tumblr#my writing#poetry#asexual#reading#neurodivergent#neurospicy#alternative#i love you#i love them#thank you#friends#friendship#friends on tumblr#soulmates#soul connection#twin flame#energy#spiritualgrowth#spiritual connection#spiritual awakening#spiritual journey#self awareness#awareness#the great awakening#self care#self love#safe space
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Polyamory is not about having multiple partners at the same time, it was never about that. Because each person can be different, we can be asexual, having only platonic love, having a relationship with only one people, or something casual, etc. It's about all kinds of love being valid, it's about True Love (literally spiritual love, beyond the body), healthy and respectful. Respecting the feelings of your partner, having your feelings validated and respected.
Freedom with conscience, where you both know, you can go and return with a soft heart, where nothing will change between you, because trust, love and respect will always prevail. It's not that simple, especially in the society we live in, it's hard to explain, bc It's the experience. It needs maturity, but if both parties are in harmony, it flows so naturally.
About twin flames, or soulmates, romantic stuff or not.
#polyamory#polyamorous#nonmonogamy#t#my thoughts#about spirituality too#spiritual awakening#spiritual love#love#always thinking a lot about this#lets talk#arospec#twin flames#soulmates#friendship#relationship#naomiinyun#love quotes
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if you had to base a new riverdale season off three movies, which would you choose and why? they could be tonal choices or you can pluck entire elements of the movies and work them in.
ok i broke the rules bc i didn't stick to movies, i went novels and pop culture with it too. and i also kind of embroidered a few references together around each main riff in a way that i think COULD be riverdalian, but these are my 3 selections:
jt leroy (2018). trashy iffy-hot-take kristen stewart/laura dern movie about a very 2000s literary scandal/internet drama run Too Far into irl drama that i think riverdale would know better what to do with. two ideas (this is a jughead plot btw):
put jughead in the dissociated trauma-projecting controlling persona-having laura albert/jt leroy role and rope veronica and reggie and their monetary-business motivations into the scam angle. monica posh savannah knoop stuff and rattling veronica and jughead around in a jar together intensely in a campy way
or step lightly outside the bounds of this script into the real livejournal and myspace based drama of it all and jughead's sometimes-characterization as a guy who needs help unpacking metaphor even though he's swimming in it. make him into one of the many emo band boys (ryan ross?? ryan ross????) who related so so so so sosososo much to the writing of jeremiah terminator and then had a whole crisis when j.t. was unmasked as a middle-aged woman with a metaphorical literary persona.
permissible bonus web-weaves: james frey a million little pieces and oprah, augusten burroughs and running with scissors. we're doing the 2000s obsession with author authenticity is-this-really-autobiographical-if-it's-not-literally-true-or-are-you-shaming-your-family-for-NOTHING questions and scandals. but we're especially doing the emo community freaking the fuck out about blorbo from their novels doing a catfish online to extend the persona just that much further.
the avril lavigne replacement conspiracy theory (linking the wiki even though what i'm REALLY thinking of here is this moving pandemic essay alexander chee my beloved posted that i can't locate now, riffing on themes of feeling like a ghost inhabiting your own life after a major trauma). they can work in some other famous body double / replacement and assassination conspiracies (paul is dead, jfk) too but avril is the main reference and this is a betty plot.
pull in some actual alexander chee images and motifs too maybe, his novels about csa grooming trauma and having complicated feelings about your intimate abusers via like grandiose opera/paris siege metaphors (the queen of the night) and fox demons (edinburgh) betty would eat, i fear, even if they're a step off her normal serial killer media mix. dark betty has the range <3
stephen king's the long walk / suzanne collins' the hunger games / battle royale / state-sponsored brutal murderous game show authority abuse dystopia media homage in general!! especially when it's homoerotic and full of ptsd and institutional abuse, because clearly this is a plot primarily for archie and the lads. imo the long walk ("how bad do you have to hate yourself to join the military" but it's game show horror) and the hunger games ("child stardom is traumatic institutional abuse especially in the era of social media and society simply pretends not to see it" but make it a ya game show adventure) should be the main references, but we could work the academic/art-competition angle of battle royale for kevin. as a treat. ok yeah and maybe work in that arnold schwarzenneger movie the running man too while we're here picking up interwoven motifs at the store. why not!
#riverdale#jughead jones#betty cooper#veronica lodge#archie andrews#jt leroy#laura albert#alexander chee#stephen king#suzanne collins#the thing about riverdale is that all of its best references are a few layers deep. that's the magic#i actually only just remembered that the sprouse twins were in that movie adaptation of the heart is deceitful above all things#that makes the jt leroy riff even more camp. damn. i wish riverdale...damn. damn!!#anyway betty maliciously gaslit into believing she's been replaced with a double. betty suspecting on her own. lili reinhart in a necktie!#stephen king military enlistment game show metaphor archie and the boys being homoerotic. hiram as president snow. idk i'm riffing here#also nobody asked but if i could pick any riverdale musical cover song i would pick harry nillsen's everybody's talkin from midnight cowboy#kevin could eat. veronica could eat. JOSIE WOULD EAT. and the thematically related scenes they could web weave...like. ahhhh#i guess midnight cowboy is my secret 4th movie riff desire. i feel like spiritually rvd was already there and it's jarchie btw
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~ Intimacy between tormented hearts and broken souls ~
The memories feel so real sometimes and I can still feel your hands on me.
Laying me back against our large canopy bed and climbing on top of me, while slipping your hand up my shirt in the most gentle manner.
I have never been treated in such a way by a man before, but you took care of my body as if it was made of the most finest silk in all of London.
Feeling you in between my thighs and the heat that was there-
It calmed my entire being and I never wanted you to leave, because when you were inside of me- it felt euphoric and like the stars had finally aligned.
The most natural state of my existence, was laying in that bed with you and I never felt more safe or accepted than I did in those vulnerable moments with you.
- A heart crying out to the past life version of you
#intimacy#intimate#love#lovers#romance#romantic#affection#passion#desire#touch me#touch my body#touch#couple#couples#make love to me#past love#past life#past lives#twinflame#twin flame connection#twin flame union#twin flame journey#spiritual blog#spiritual growth#spiritual journey#beautiful men#spilled ink#spilled writing#spilled thoughts#excerpts
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No, because I'm not over processing "Now & Then" and freaking out about what a perfect epilogue it is for the Beatles, but also what a perfect homage it is to John & Paul's friendship. And how much it feels like destiny.
The words "Now & Then" have so many strange ties to these boys. Because:
-> John's last words to Paul (during a meeting that no one could expect was their last) were: "think about me every now & then old friend".
-> John was murdered in December 1980. In February of 1981 a friend of Paul's - fellow musician Carl Perkins spent a week with him, participating in a recording of a song for his album. To thank him and Linda for their hospitality during the time, the night before he was meant to leave, Carl sat down and spontaneously wrote them a song titled "My Old Friend". He played it to them the next morning and Paul started crying and had to leave to gather himself. Linda McCartney then assured Carl it was okay and thanked him for helping Paul, because he had problems facing his emotions about the attack before that. And then she stopped and asked him "but how did you know?" and Carl had no idea what she meant. She explained that the only people who knew what John's last words to Paul were was her and Paul himself. And then she revealed what those words were. Carl had no idea, but he ended up accidentally including them in that song.
The chorus of that song went as follows:
My old friend, Thanks for inviting me in My old friend, May this goodbye never mean the end And if we never meet again this side of life In a little while, over yonder, Where it’s peace and quiet My old friend, Won’t you think about me every now and then
Paul then insisted on recording that song with Carl Perkins, which they did - and recalling that story later Carl said that Paul felt like that song was sent to him by John through Carl.
-> By now we all know the story of how this "new" Beatles song came to be - After John's death, Yoko found a demo tape of songs he never completed, that she then handed over to Paul so that him, George & Ringo could record the last new Beatles songs in 1995 as part of an anthology that was being released. (they wanted to record new material, but had promised never to do so without all the members included. So using these demos was the only way).
There's lots of places that claim the tape with the demos had "For Paul" written on it by John - but admittedly, I haven't actually seen a source quoted. Still - the fact that one of the songs on that last demo of new material they ever got from John was titled with some of the last words he ever said to his best friend? The lyrics of that song being what they are? Come on.
(It very much also just felt like a song for Paul to me. With how complex that relationship was - how intense all the emotions were - through love and diss tracks to still calling each other best friends while they weren't on good terms. Missing each other).
Then - destiny working the way it did, not allowing them to record that one track in 1995 because of the awful quality. Making it so that it was their actual last song in 2023. Because only now did the technology allow for seperating those vocals and fixing them up so that they can actually be used.
Like are you kidding me??? It was that one. The one that felt most special.
-> Bonus fact. The back of the record sleeve has a photo of a special art piece on it - from George Harrison's collection. One that provides another serendipitous moment in connection to these words:


Image source: [x]
And I'm just supposed to be alright with all of this?????????
#well - i haven't posted for a while but I was just overstimulated lately#and also processing this release on the side#I couldn't not write anything about it#these facts have probably been quoted everywhere ten million times in the last weeks#but I also felt the need to quote them on my own lil blog#so#here we are#hope you also fins this meltdown worthy#these sorts of serendipitous stories are... actually like religion to me#okay no - i hate religion. But they're a big source of my spirituality#songwriters; poets; artists often have so many of these beautiful moments of synchronicity snd serendipity#Paul McCartney for one has so many beautiful stories like that#that just make me... feel calm about afterlife whatever it is#if we're being ~deep and dramatic~ in the tags#okay#so that was that!#xoxo to anyone who's reading these 💖#(also these boys were twin flames in whatever sense of the word you'd like to see it i don't make the rules it's just what it was)#(that connection was so intense and deep and special and indefinable!)#//#Just Twin Flame Things#Paul McCartney#John Lennon#Beatles#Lennon & McCartney#blog stuff#screaming shouting going crazy#Now & Then#just twin flame things
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Twin Flame 🔥 Journey - February 2025 - Aquarius
Your Energy:
Justice, 2 Wands, 9 Swords & The Dancer
Oracle:
Addiction 💊
Death 💀
Cut Down 🪓
Messages:
Status rev - doesn’t exist or don’t care
You can trust me.
Typical Aquarius reading, there’s not one damn cup here 😆 Not one! The only water here is Death 💀 It may not have gone that far, this isn’t a deeep sort of connection, at least that I can see. Could be another air sign, you’re both detached and cerebral in how you approach this connection, logic is logic and fair is fair. You are probably the awakened one, or you know this is a soulmate if nothing else, the connection you have is powerful, apparently Kinky so it went that far…maybe, and likely intellectual. Or was, you probably haven’t spoken in some time. You cut this off, this person makes your head hurt with their bs and you lost faith that this could move forward.
They show being unfair to you and you know this, there is a ruthless and mean energy describing them that you want to avoid at all costs. Still. They stress you out big time 🤯 And on your own, being The Dancer is all about self-expression and communication, which is what they avoid. When they do it’s mean af, harsh, they could have a dominating sort of way about them…it’s not reversed or showing as toxic, but for you it is, and while they talk the talk they sho don’t walk the walk 💯 That seems to be the biggest issue with you. Words not matching actions, you don’t have faith in them.
For some, one of you could’ve dealt with addictions, this could be someone that is mean when they drink, or wastes money on something in large amounts but god forbid you say anything…you have to walk on eggshells with them and “dance” around their control issues or avoidances, both are here. They’re dominating but confused…okay. In charge of the fog y’all are headed into I guess. Or were. You know they didn’t put in effort towards the connection or their own issues, and because of that you lost faith and cut ties. Done is done, it’s too much for you to deal with 🪓 This person comes with a lot of drama, issues, addictions, they make your head explode when you just want balance & healthy communication, a meeting of equal minds, you like the rapport between you but it’s not enough. Where is the commitment, maturity, core values, Hierophant energy. No spiritual development going on inside of this person, at least when you were dealing with them. You could feel undervalued or like they didn’t take you seriously, it’s just drama city 🌆 And they’re mean 🤬
Their Energy:
Wheel of Fortune rev, Knight of Pentacles, Ace of Swords & The Assassin
Oracle:
Heart Fog 🌫️
Distance 🚗
Influences 🫥
Messages:
Curious about you.
If I could, I would.
Follow my lead.
This person…is rude. Flat out. They think they’re right but they’re rude, controlling, “the boss,” acting like they’re running the show when in reality that same dynamic and behavior has worked against them time and time again and it’s not clicking 🫰 in their mind that it’s a problem. Or didn’t when you were with them, it’s taken them a long time to wake up to some clarity about themselves and how they missed out on this connection. How they were unfair to you. Probably not just you, this seems to be their whole personality. The arrogance is like a wave of ick, even their message “follow MY lead” like bruh where the fuck you leading to? Hell? 🔥 As long as it’s them that’s leading, right? 😆 Good grief.
And at the same time, they avoid all levels of clarity, communication, feedback with the eggshell dancing, this is a “my way or the highway” type of person. Not healthy for someone focused on self expression and fairness, you have no voice here. They’ve spent a long time avoiding themselves, their own bs, seeing the root causes of their own problems…with you and outside of you, on all fronts. That is like their entire lifetime of bad karma. It’s like they knew/know this cuz they are it hello, and definitely on purpose, and no one speaks up to this person? They use intimidation, control, or some kind of “boss” tactics to make people shut up and do what they want. They could be an actual boss or have some kind of toxic masculine figure in their life. A father, a boss, the government, probably has a Trump sticker on their F-150, that’s what it’s giving me 🤣 Be mad idc, they’re not showing up as toxic, this is a whole karmic thing for them & a visual for me. It’s their transformation, being pigheaded and controlling.
“Equal” and “balance” are not things that this person values at ALL. Sharing control? What? No, that’s not how this works. Even if they’re driving straight into the middle of the desert 🏜️ with no gas, it’s THEIR decision. The drama. They could have addictions and if so you better keep your mouth shut about them - though that’s probably not the same sentiment they have for you, right? They can tell you whatever they want and you cannot. Yeesh. They do know they were unfair to you, maybe some of the things they’ve said, they didn’t offer you what they should’ve or treated you fairly. Or they’re a liar? All of that AND they’re a liar? Or a thief. No wonder you’re in 9 Swords, that’s a recipe for a mental prison for literally anyone. You could have very different political values and ideas with Justice, The Emperor, and that comment that came to me about it 🤣 Still laughing idc. This could also be someone in and out of rehab or they have a record of not great situations with the law. Could also be racist, not for everyone but I’m seeing that with Knight of Pentacles being dark skinned next to 7 Swords, any flavor of racist, classist, sexist, all of the ists…this is a wholeass problem is what it is. No cups, now I see why. Not the softest sort of person. Distance has helped them gain clarity. They’re seeing how they’ve been influenced by outside things. Media, people, coworkers, toxic father, people they met in jail idk, they see it. Unlearning a lot of things is their lesson.
Mutual Energy/What is Mirrored:
9 Pentacles, The Fool, Death
Oracle:
Grounding 🪨
Apology ✌️
You both are on the same page when it comes to your independent minds and feeling like you have the right answers, both of you try to approach…love? from a intellectual or logical perspective. Well shit, you have to. Wrong is wrong. Unfair is unfair. In many cases “beliefs” have nothing to do with it, you have Justice and they have Justice rev - periodddt. You could have an F-150 too and similar beliefs, and still know it’s wrong to hate people based on the color of their skin…ideals, morals, beliefs, plays into this in a big way. The Hierophant 💯 What is right and what is not, even if it’s The Bible saying it. Someone is very conservative. Maybe country 🤠 Y’all…both agree to disagree. Both agree you’re not compatible. Both DO have some sort of respect for the other. This could’ve been a predominantly sexual connection with Ace of Wands, cutting this off could’ve been easy for you. This person gives you a HEADACHE, you’re not arguing over the policy of immigrants when you know you don’t agree, but it’s THEIR way and you’ll just throw in the towel and be done with it. Argue with yourself bruh. Boss yourself. Control yourself? That…would be good,
It all comes down to compatibility. HOWEVER the funniest thing I’m seeing is that this actually has a chance of reconciling for some. Not all. Apologies are here, you both are focused on grounding yourselves…it’s possible. If you want to? You don’t seem to. It’s as likely to nail the coffin shut and be done with it, depends on your own stories and details. The sex is probably 🔥 and that’s the glue here, but you two live in different minds about many things. Sex is not glue, and no cups speaks volumes. It’s like they’re curious about you, into you, and at the same time they’re gonna tell YOU what’s right and wrong - you don’t get to tell them anything. They want to change you. Boss you into being like them. Well, they did. You’re as independent and free thinking as them, while you’re walking out the door.
I don’t see bad blood, or any negative feelings, it’s being treated as incompatibility and that’s that, it’s not for you. You could be surprised this is your Twin. You both have karmic lessons to teach the other one, consciously or not. Both of you don’t see this going anywhere and no cups doesn’t show much potential. You’re both nostalgic about each other though, Twins can feel each other and can’t escape it - even if you don’t choose each other. Because both of you are focused on yourselves and what you want, headed in different directions or you already did, and they ARE waking up to some things…maybe. Your choice, maybe. It depends on what you want (do they care?) and what they’ve changed, whether you’d grow together or apart. Essentially you’re both in self focus mode - away from each other - but because that is the same energy, even being different you ARE moving into alignment - and there could be a reunion. That’s funny. Not for all. Some nailed this shit shut and hightailed it the other way. The addictions being gone is a positive thing, where that fits, that could be a deciding factor. Some have no desire and that’s fair too. You’re justified in feeling however you do, always.
Possible Signs:
Heavy air 🌬️ Gemini, Libra, Aquarius, Virgo, Aries & Taurus
#I choked on my coffee#Aquarius#february 2025#twin flames#tarot reading#monthly#astrology#tarot#spirituality#twin flame journey#karma#karmic relationships#karmic lessons
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I just found out I was born on the same day Stephanie Meyer had her dream that gave birth to twilight. (2nd of June, 2003)
Does that mean I am in fact a spiritual twin of the twilight series?
Is this why my hyperfixations for the past few months have been coming back to twilight?!?!?!
#twilight series#stephanie meyer#books and reading#reading#vampires#like on a spiritual level this explains so much#like i have been obsessing over this series for months and i have no idea why???????#maybe we a twins after all#twilight#twilight my sibling
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