#my roommates might suck
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cardinalbe Ā· 8 months ago
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I've been reviewing some of my pictures and I gotta say... well, for one, I am terrible at taking pictures. But! Secondly, Spandau Zitadel really is a hidden gem. It's like seven museums, an archaeology site, and a sick castle-fort all in one place! And it definitely takes more than a couple hours to work through so maybe don't wait until like 15:00 to arrive...
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silverskye13 Ā· 2 days ago
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skye how ya doin, you having second thoughts? /t
Oh that's embarrassing.
I like to call that maneuver, "Getting wine drunk on a work night and losing all ability to use the silly little apps on your phone."
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opens-up-4-nobody Ā· 1 year ago
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#holy fuck. knock on wood. fingers crossed. press my thumbs. i think the pain is cycling down#like probably its this bad bc my body is weak from fighting an allergic reaction and i think lam1ctal can cause some menstral issues#but like holy fuck. i cannot go thru that again. just hours of being nauseous and crumpled in pain#i was very very very seriously considering going to the hospital. but like ive ridden in an ambulance before and i dont wanna spend like#1000 dollars to go like 10min down the road. bullshit. god i hope its stopping#it was just like so much pain i didnt kno what to do. absolutely intolerable. ugh.#please dont let this happen tomorrow šŸ™ please please please. i have to teach#and ny roommate is staying here the next 2 nights after not seeing her for like months#y now? šŸ˜­ im gonna have to b like hi *visibly disheveled* if i talk i might puke. bye.#i wish i could just sleep thru this. ibuprofen is not helping šŸ˜­#im just worried if i went to the hospital theyd make me wait for hours in the waiting room. shaking with pain. and then id b fine by the#time they got to me. like yea srry i was jusy being a lil bitch abt a normal bodily process lol. god. ppl with high levels of chronic pain#how tf do u do it? i dont think im strong enough. but i guess u probably get used to it. god that sucks so bad#ugh. i wish my mom was here. i want her to just pet my hair until i feel better šŸ˜­ but nooo shes going off to have fun in canada#so she's gonna b even farther from me than normal šŸ˜­#unrelated
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octoooo Ā· 1 year ago
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Some Catyuu shapes for you
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Any shapes you wanna see Catyuu become?
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binders-and-beanies Ā· 6 months ago
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#sry I need to vent more abt my tattoo pain bc I physically cannot do anything productive rn im completely and totally incapacitated#canā€™t read anything beyond short posts or texts. canā€™t eat or move at all#tried to sleep through it so it would at least Be Tomorrow so I can get medical help. but the jolts of pain make me like Jump#hence me being sent home from work early today like itā€™s not even that I was complaining I was just flinching involuntarily so much#and was unable to work or function at all. thank god I donā€™t work retail rn I remember the pain of tattoo infections in that context#itā€™s so Abrupt it feels like Iā€™m being stabbed or repeatedly bitten#literally trying not to scream bc I have a roommate. but he almost certainly hears me crying and saying ouch#which sucks bc I barely know the guy lol he has no context. At least on my drive home I could scream as much as I needed#literally would go to the ER if I could afford it and that sounds so dramatic bc it is#it doesnā€™t feel like it can wait. genuinely donā€™t know how Iā€™m gonna get through the night#I havenā€™t slept in like 60 hours and I doubt I will tonight. but it hurts too much to even tell if Iā€™m tired#and I donā€™t have time for this!! I have so much I need to be doing. I hate that the only way I can have Time is to be Extra Disabled#in a way that leaves me completely unable to do the things I normally can fight through despite burnout#and I was just at health services yesterday asking them to do insurance paperwork that they couldnā€™t do#itā€™s embarrassing having to be like hey I was just there but can I come back#I have Another tattoo infection but I pinky promise I take such good care of them#and my artist is like the best of the best too. itā€™s like it doesnā€™t matter what either of us does to keep me safe#and I know if anyone responds to this it will be to tell me to stop getting tattoos#but thatā€™s literally like telling me not to get top surgery if Iā€™m immunocompromised n might have recovery complications#both are equally important gender affirming medical procedures to me Iā€™m not joking#and I hate always having to justify this whilst in agonizing pain. I hate answering the same things every time bc still no one believes me#I say this as someone who lives every moment in baseline pain that would have your average person writhing on the floor and I ignore it#this is truly unbearable if I hadnā€™t been through it a million times I would think it was life threatening#just needed to get it out ig. bc itā€™s all I can physically do. until health services opens in 12 hours#PLEASE let them have availability tomorrow bc i have literally no option on weekends#this is just. so upsetting and embarrassing. I donā€™t have time or emotional capacity for this#personal#mine#vent post
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maddogmp3 Ā· 7 months ago
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i hate sounds and i hope everything that makes sound is permanently put on mute
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nilti-luck Ā· 11 months ago
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Okay so tiny change of plans on the resolution thing,,,, well kinda change of plans. I'm saying cooking counts. I don't cook all that often, so making a (like actually cooked) meal for myself is actually monumental! So today I made dinner in a french loaf with my mom's recipe it was really good and it tasted like home :)
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gamingofkenna Ā· 2 years ago
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I HATE this game
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drysauce Ā· 1 year ago
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can't decide if the english classes made me more or less frustrated lol
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scattered-winter Ā· 1 year ago
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woe another tag vent session be upon ye
#one of the girls in my class looks just like her. oh my god.#like im not being dramatic i literally thought it was her in my peripheral vision.#literally almost burst into tears in the middle of the room lmaooooooo#and then for the rest of the day every time i saw someone with her hair color i just saw her.#this shit sucks fr y'all i have never almost cried in public this much#and then i had to drive to pick up some groceries and fuck.#ive never been an anxious driver. i quite enjoy driving actually.#but i literally almost had a panic attack when i first pulled onto the road. i was so fucking anxious the entire time i was behind the whee#someone came up behind me pretty fast and i legit had to pull over to calm down it was so bad#so uh. not gonna be driving for a while lol. gonna kill myself or someone else doing that.#idk. idk i think this has me pretty messed up and i probably will be for a while. idk#my roommates and i finally decorated our living room and it was . fun. we laughed and made jokes and it was fun#but well. predictably i am feeling guilty over having fun now. which sucks ass from every angle#should i probably maybe make an appointment for therapy ???? probably ???????????#idk. might be good to talk all this out out loud yk. but also i Know i will cry and i dont want to do that.#sigh. anyway.#also predictably i cannot sleep. couldnt last night either.#i might go paint in the living room. i dont know.#anyway if u read this whole rant ily ur earning the veteran's pass to Winter's Breakdown Sessions#winter speaks#personal#grief tag#<- once again if u need to blacklist. will not hold it against anybody i prommy#tw death#tw panic attack
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nomaishuttle Ā· 1 year ago
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guys remind me to watch la bamba later
#nicha said i should watch it#also nichas my beat friend thank gd for nicha. shes like the only irl person ive talked abt it with#and shes like . no you arent overreacting r you crazy . which makes me feel a LOT better#im so sad shes leaving thi :[[ she keeps telling me t move t great wolf lodge with her JFNFJFBF#and she said that if i ever need a ride to a job interview or a drs appt or anything like that t just ask. shes my bestiee#she has a yojnger sister my age (18 (nicha is 25 BTW) but her sister sucks so nicha literally said I wish you were my sister instead.#common kamille w. she also said im her favorite and i get all rhe stuff on her cart when she leaves ^-^ yay#but tbh. i might frrr look into great wolf lodge bc their starting pay is $18 dollars an hour#plus its. hotel work. which is wayy easier than apt cleaning if im being fully honest#and allegedly its closer to my house sooo...#plus. nicha fiona and i thinkk nee? r all leaving? which leaves me dee and brenda ? brother i gtg im not gonna be one of 3 housekeepers.#ik theyd hire more but i just got here i cant be like the 3rd most senior housekeeper šŸ’€#sry 4 doxxing myself. potentially#oh also the pay here is 16 dollars an hour with literally no room for growth#brenda is housekeeping lead and she makes like. 17.#nee i think has been here almost since the place opened and she still only makes like 16.... which is insane#so ya i might look into gwl.#im mainly scareddd abt getting rides bc rn marian gives me a ride...#n like she could probably still give me a ride in the morning if im sooo niceys but likee. yk. how would i get home at da end of the day#ik i should just suck it up and ask my roommates bc kate is rly nice and prolly wouldnt mind but. gets scared... she also works closing#shifts so she wouldnt be able t bring me home. lily works a ton of different shifts so its not rly a reliable thang so i cant ask her#plus.everything. and then hal . yeah obvious reasons hes not giving me a ride LOL
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iftitah Ā· 1 year ago
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half of my loneliness stemming from not having enough female interaction and constant urge to talk to bf wouldn't have risen if my roommate was a normal person and we'd have had a normal bond
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kurthorton-moving Ā· 1 year ago
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another week goes by that i just. dont catch up on yj
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lesbiten Ā· 3 days ago
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my current class schedule is probably one of the easiest sets of classes ive had throughout college and yet every week feels like getting punched in the stomach 30 consecutive times and i dont know why
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sepias-scribbles Ā· 13 days ago
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Yes this actually happened. <-(Yes he may or may not still be here XD)
Update before the queued post goes up:
Heyyy! ^^ Hai hai! Ren asked me to write this because they weren't gonna try masking as me? :3 Idk but I'm doin' m'best, ma'am! o7 ^^
So basically, we're pretty sure there's another alter?? And like he was basically masking as Ren? Not rlly sure ^^; But then again will we ever be sure? XD
So yeah we're trying to narrow down identity stuff :3 P sure this is the one who's supposed to run the coding blog we never use XD Mostly because the name Ren was first used there until, well, Ren took it! :3
They also might be the one who doesn't want to admit to possibly being a specific fictive XD Like he REALLY doesn't want to be that X3 (He presumably did a picrew tho, which he was kinda dissatisfied with because it didn't have enough customization :3)
Idk maybe these two are just two sides of the same coin XD Probably not tho even if they, like, are similar :33 Or maybe we just are/were blendy XD (Afterall we're kinda saying more filler words than usual ^^;; So like there's definitely influence or smth :3)(or maybe this is just normal šŸ‘€ Idk :3)
SO YEAH ANYWAYS The identity confusion is real X3 There's just, like, little clusters of alters that we mix up a lot with each other ^^; Like there's always atleast 3 possibilities XD That counts both as "it could be one of three alters" and as theres usually two other options outside of that (usually "we're probably blendy/blurry" and "it could be someone new") :3
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^ Actual Ren :3
I'll give you art of other stuff eventually btw ^^ It won't just be the most annoyed alter(s) all the time XD
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phagodyke Ā· 5 months ago
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SUDDENLY STARTED RAINING SO HARD WE ARE SO FUCKING BACK
#i was like huh whats that noise. bc i can normally NEVER hear anything over my headphones but it was the rain fucking shattering it down#my bed is WET the window was only open a few inches šŸ˜­#anyway had no signal at work again today smfh. but at least they let me on the bus free on the way there this morning#still a bit wobbly im in the baby deer phase of post major depressive episode#roommate asked how i was doing when she got home and i very very nearly started crying but i didnt i was so brave#my insane insecurity and anger swings post rsd episode have mostly faded too thank fuck. only took 4 days which is pretty good for me#but im still so so tired it takes everything out of me...#when im recovered + can talk abt it without making myself upset again im promising myself i will talk to her abt the rsd if nothing else#but i really really dont want to make her feel bad abt it at all its genuinely not anyones fault. but its important to me that i say smth#just so we can avoid it happening again where possible bc it does really suck so bad. for everyone im sure but mostly me here#and i would like to be able to care abt ppl and have close friends without risking my entire mental (+ physical..) wellbeing šŸ˜­#i think if im still struggling w mood once my meds stabilise i might ask if there are options to help w that too#like i think ive gone as far as i can w therapeutic techniques rn. its just too overwhelmingly intense and reflexive for me to apply that#and i dont feel like i live my life around it or in fear of it anymore like generally i have been a lot better#but when im vulnerable and it DOES strike i have no defense against it whatsoever and it can tank everything for weeks#its just high stakes. and it'll help to make sure ppl know abt it and might be able to support etc but it would be nice to never worry abt#so worth trying meds for it maybe. i just dont rly wanna have the conversations w medical ppl in order to get it in the first place#like i wouldnt feel safe telling a doctor abt it bc the idea of someone with that authority having power over me is terrifying#ah well this isnt a problem for right now. plus stimulants might help me w it anyway once im finished titrating so we'll see#got so distracted typing this i forgot what i was gonna do.... i need to check my planner#and then ill probably read and go to sleep early i think zzzzz#ahhh.. and the birds are singing outside now the rain has stopped :-)#.diaries
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