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I’VE LIKE 18 PAGES LEFT, SO I’M ALMOST DONE BUT MY GOD I FEEL SICK TO MY STOMACH AND SCARED LMAO Y’ALL THIS CHAPTER IS SO MUCH FSKLJKLAGD
#i#will answer asks soon#i just wanted to let you know im fkn dying here lmao#in any case.. i'll take a 1h nap after this#my nerves can't do this#and then it's showtime *inhales deeply*#fic: colour me in
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I've never been more normal in my life.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#jin zixuan#jiang yanli#Both LWJ and JZX are failing so miserably at the deception check in this scene.#The maneuvers are wild. I am putting them into a petri dish.#LWJ yelling at the guy he's madly infatuated with. Who is earnestly asking what's wrong and trying to bridge the gap between you.#Absolute fumble. No wonder WWX is fully convinced this guy hated him. LWJ was dropping all the wrong signs.#No really. If you have a fraught relationship with someone and they yell at you -#-You can't really walk back from that. All you can do is go 'Oh I make this person *miserable* huh?' and leave them be.#And JIN ZIXUAN. My GUY. What were you doing here? Was it nerves?#Like go you for knowing so many snake facts (that is real by the way I didn't make that up).#And true. Some people really do go wild for knowledge dumps. I am assigning JYL as one of those people. To help him recover the fumble.#JZX being a little bit (a lot bit) lame is probably the best thing for his character. I like him just a bit more for this.
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he giggles
#wriothesley#neuvillette#wriolette#neuvithesley#genshin impact#he goes aheeheehooheehoohee#i think once neuvillette figures out how to make him laugh. he'd do it all day. and the formula is simple too he just gotta say something#really stupid. and absurd. in his usual super serious iudex voice#and wriothesley is in stitches. it's so easy. he just gotta say 'yippee' and profit. 'slay queen' and wriothesley is incapacitated#also. imagine he's ticklish. but i dont think Neuv would tickle him intentionally I think he's like. 'i heard tickling gets violent fast'#'i will not resort to that to summon moethesley'#he doesn't want to Hurt Him he just wants to see him smile and laugh and be all pink in the face. but I do think he accidentally#sets him off all the time. with kisses (neck/ears) or just like grabbing his waist and suddenly wriothesley violently Wriggles yknow.#the tickled reaction. wriothesley laments the destruction of his scary big dog image every day#but. neuvillette would only make jokes at home anyway. and to be clear it's the simple fact that neuvillette is trying to Be Funny .#that's really funny to wriothesley. or just like his awkwardness. back before he figures out he can Intentionally make wriothesley laugh#he'd bewitch him with his his gap moeism#the layers to it. Wriothesley gets embarrassed later on when he catches on because he Knows Neuvillette likes seeing him all tickled.#and flustered. and that's like so mortifying bro what do you mean you're happy just seeing me being moe#and he's embarrassed because he should not be falling for it every single time. it should not be this funny#the nerves just makes him laugh even harder. and the whole time neuvillette is just sitting there. silently delighted. waiting for the#perfect comedic timing. so he can drop a 'cowabunga!' with the exclaimation mark and all. wriothesley can't even catch his damn breathe#art#my art
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It's Bitching about Heaven hours
#hazbin hotel#hazbin art#vaggie#vaggatha#sir pentious#saint pentious#lucifer morningstar#hazbin lucifer#they all have grievances toward heaven#Lucifer: they stole my idea#and called them geese#made it worse#Vaggie:That's nothing#I had to serve under the limp Dick master and his yes-woman#I had to clean out Adam's mask and i swear he ate nothing but cheetos in that thing!#Saint Pentious: I can't find parking for my death dirigible#Then they have the nerve to asssk#“Sssaint Pentiousss why do you need a death dirigible?”#HOW CAN THISSS BE PARADISSSE IF I CAN'T HAVE A DEATH DIRIGIBLE!!!!
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Happy Halloween from Joe Hills of Nashville Tennessee 🎃
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#atlas speaks#joehills#joe hills#hermitcraft joe hills#joehills cosplay#hermitcraft cosplay#mcyt#hermitcraft#hermitblr#this outfit fucks so hard the pictures don't even do it justice#I'm honestly probably just gonna start wearing a modified version around for fun lol#i can't actually remember the last time i posted my face on this blog it's a little nerve-wracking
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I'M ****ING FREEE
#I MEAN#NOT REALLY#BUT I DON'T NEED TO RIDE ANYWHERE TOMORROW#AND MY HEAD ****ING HURTS FOR NO REASON#AND I HATE ILLUSTRATOR AND INDESIGN AND PHOTOSHOP AND GRAPHIC DESIGN#HOW THEY MANAGE TO EAT ALL MY NERVES#I JUST COME BACK HOME ALMOST AT NIGHT AND HAVE NO TIME AND SIT TO DRAW A LITTLE BIT AND OH MY GOD WHAT DO YOU MEAN IT'S 2 AM AND OF COURSE#CAN'T WAKE UP ON TIME AND I'M A SHITTY MESS TOMORROW AND CAN'T EVEN SLEEP FOR 6 HOURS AND THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT I HAVE TO RIDE FOR 3-4#HOURS IN SUMARRY AND IT IS SO EXHAUSTING JUST BECAUSE YOU DO IT EVERYDAY#RARRRRRRAAAAAARRARARRARARARARRRRRRR#RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR#ONE DAY IS NOT ENOUGH FOR ME#OH MY GOD I NEED TO DIG THROUGH SO MUCH
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eiden inspires me to new heights [working up the courage to negotiate prices at the farmer's market]
#while reading edmond's nuca pink dj i saw the part where eiden's general helpfulness was being pointed out#where eiden negotiated with the sellers at the market to get free stuff and nice deals...#when i saw that#i went#WOW.... eiden!! you're amazing... i wish i could do that#but recently at the farmer's market#i needed a LOT of eggplants#and... i thought of eiden. wait... why can't i be like him? isn't this the perfect opportunity to try?#so during my chitchat with the farmer i put on my brave face and asked if there were any bulk discounts#i am not built for haggling. it is pure nightmare for me#anyway!! i DID get a nice discount!!! wow!!!#a part of me thinks he would have given me one anyway considering it was the end of the day and all that#but!! i worked up the nerve to ask and!! CHEAP PRODUCE!!!#my moussaka loves u eiden. my wallet loves u. i love u#nu carnival eiden
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In middle of Batman & the Mad Monk after reading Batman & The Monster Men....justice for Julia Madison, you could've been a great character, instead you're anoying and stuck between being horny but angry about Bruce or worried about your father. Neither deserving the patience you have with them.
#Batman#dc#dc comics#batman comics#bruce wayne#batman and the monster men#batman: monster men#batman and the mad monk#batman: mad monk#batman monster men#batman mad monk#julia madison#she's a law student who smells Bruces bullshit#and instead of doing something with it we get#“Oh Bruce gets on my nerves so much...exept i can't stay mad at him because i keep thinking of the smooth skin on his neck#and his rare laugh that makes me feel all warm#“#or#“OH my poor daddy...such a hard working man and he seems to be so tired lately and so unwell if only he took care of himself and listened#to me“#like GODDD stfu#you're a law student trying to become a DA#you could be so cool and badass#instead we get THIS#and that's true of all women in both stories#all either die or are connected to the men in the story#even when they're a POV character it's all about the men#good stories#awfull writing of women#classic early 2000s ig
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yu yu hakonstruct intricate rituals which allow you to touch the skin of other men.mp4
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#pls excuse the lameass editing </3#ugh this is NOT a conclusive compilation btw#the way kuwa's like oh shit chu's like 5x stronger than rinku we're screwed i don't wanna fight him#and then the knife edge death match happens and he's like oughhhhhhh unga bunga fighting hot#yusuke has a lotta nerve being like damn you're kind of a masochist kuwabara and then turning around and going#(licks lips) ohhh if i fuck this up im dead hahaha#like you can't make this shit up im sorry it's just. THERE.#[clutching at my hair] DO YOU SEE WHAT I SEE. I JUST NEED YOU GUYS TO ACKNOWLEDGE THIS BC ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY#yyh#yu yu hakusho#kuwameshi#kazuma kuwabara#yusuke urameshi#keiko yukimura#yyh chu#so when i put chu as a potential gay awakening point for them this is why i mean look at this#they have to know what theyre doing here right they have to know. head in my hands#nyarla dni#because ive been in kuwa's shoes here so it feels Very clear to me and i can't stop thinking about it. hes me#and it's so weird to know Exactly whats going on with him and yusuke and having it go *almost* completely unacknowledged in the show
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Woke up and found Gerard did something. So naturally I'm devasted
#Girl leave it for when I'm awake goddamnnn#Can't even sleep in peace anymore do you not have any compassion for my poor nerves#mcr#Gerard way#Lil lady you can make it up to me by announcing a song on December 11 aha....#Wow anna said something#Anna's shitposts
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"Penelope has insecurities!" As an excuse for her harming others because of those said insecurities falls very flat when it puts the character's, who live during a time of few options especially if you were a women, at risk. And even with her insecurities, her lashing out and hurting people should be held in the same regard as how some view Cressida, who didn't get the luxury of a view into her home life until s3, unlike Penelope, and while it still has people calling out this behavior, although rightfully so, it often still includes denying that Penelope needs to take accountability as well.
#some on twitter said how in fandom yt characters will get a pass for hurting other characters just bc of their insecurities#which is very true when you look at how some to this day still talk about marina with a lot of misogynoir rhetoric just to defend pen#like how can you say “support morally grey or complex female characters” but then shit on marina left & right while erasing/woobifying pen'#own complexities? it doesn't make sense#i would find pen much more enjoyable if her complexities were acknowledged and the harm she did was called out & corrected#but i can't even enjoy spaces like that without some of her fans jumping into the frey and painting it as a crime against them#if you reflect that heavily on a character that's fine but don't get mad when other people don't see it the same way as you#especially poc who have to see pen not only call a kate (and simon) “beast” or constantly make petty brutal remarks about queen charlotte#for no reason as well as use abliest remarks to refer to the king george who suffers a debilitating mental illness#there was no reason for her to do all of that besides being deeply insecure that it makes her harm others who don't even know her#calling that out isn't a bad thing 😭#and yeah while i like/enjoy cressida i can call her out for her behavior toward pen & others even tho i understand it#i could even do the same for pen but see my prior points#the “let female characters be complex” crowd are (not always but sometimes) the first to remove these complexities and it's frustrating!#anti penelope featherington#bridgerton#pen stans don't interact bc this clearly says anti#made this post after people on twitter got on my nerves & created sob stories that ain't never happened just to make whitewash pen
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Once again, my landlady offered to water my plants while I was gone over break. Once again, she texted me partway through to be like 'okay just so you know I couldn't water this past week/week and a half for (insert reason here) but I will be doing so ASAP!'. And once again, I got back and found that the latter part of that statement was clearly a lie, because everything was dry as a bone and three of my plants are dead (one of them a clearance rack fern that I've been nursing back to health since late spring).
....ma'am, for fuck's sake, if you know in advance that you likely won't be able to keep up the watering schedule for a week or two, let me know ahead of time (or at least partway through the week! whenever it's coming up on the next watering time!) so that I can track down someone else to throw some water at the plants, whether that be the non-Smokestack other renter or one of the other grad students (now made possible because we have a code entry rather than key)! Don't wait, tell me after the fact, lie about being about to water them, and then let me find dead plants!
#personal#grumble grumble#not as annoyed about the mint because the second one survived#moderately annoyed about the nerve plant because while I only have one it was a bit scraggly to start#very annoyed about the fern#I appreciate her being willing to water the plants! I do not appreciate the lack of warning when she can't make it in!#based on the watering schedule and the state of my spider plants I suspect she only watered once#I was gone for three weeks
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Bad news guys, the downs aren't going back up
#Tbh things haven't been great#I've been trying to keep my head level but if you know me you know I can't swim#Trying to lighten the mood aside#Sometimes I wish the ground could reclaim me#Like if the dirt could pull me in and keep me there for just a little while maybe things wouldn't seem so bad once I got back out#I don't want to talk about what's going on around me in too much detail because getting super personal on an app still scares me#But I like listing my thoughts here#Calms me down a little#Even if my nerves are acting up as I type#Idk what it is about sharing my feelings that gets me so nervous#If you're reading this#Hi#I see you#And you see me#This is scary for me#Because I'm struggling a bunch on the inside#Things that used to comfort me no longer do#It feels like I'm both numb and oozing#i should sleep
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Thanks to the lovely @the-eclectic-wonderer for tagging me in this tag game!
Bold & colour whatever applies to you:
i’m over 5'5 / i wear glasses or contacts / i have blonde hair / i often wear sweatshirts / i prefer loose clothing over tight clothes / i have one or two piercings / i have at least one tattoo / i have blue eyes / i have dyed or highlighted my hair / i have or have had braces / i have freckles / i paint my nails / i typically wear makeup / i don’t often smile / resting bitch face / i play sports / i play an instrument / i know more than one language / i can cook or and bake / i like writing / i like to read / i can multitask / i’ve never dated anyone / i have a best friend i’ve known for over five years / i am an only child
No pressure to participate of course, but I'm tagging: @roseeycreates-blog @alectothinker @srosehh @timelessbian @tvmilfs
#i'd say i'm about 50/50 on wearing makeup (only lipstick and not *nearly* every day)#i *have* dyed my hair blue (and honestly any other unnatural colour after that) in the past but it's just my natural colour now!#saying i play an instrument feels like a bit of an exaggeration but i recently picked up playing the piano again & i can play a few tunes!#& i have something against calling people *best* friends but i do have a lot of great friends i've known for over 5 years!!#the piercings are just my ears! which i never actually wear earrings in lol but i technically could if i wanted to#oh and i smile *all the time*. seriously i can't not smile when someone looks at me#(either out of nerves or because i'm happy to see them. or both!!)#opposite of resting bitch face over here lol#i admire people who can keep a straight face because i could NEVER#anyway uh. i wrote another essay in the tags explaining myself didn't i#alys.txt#tag game#thanks again for tagging me!! this was fun <3
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observing that there might be a connection between significant levels of pain and poor mood
#trying to unobserve the significant pain meaning anything#telling stories to ourselves about that time we went for a month without sleep and every day felt on top of the world#which happened a month ago. a month ago#but might as well have never existed this is ALL that has ever been#clearly we're dying. there's no other explanation#nerve pinch? more like acute spine cancer#chronic pain#I'm also sure there's NO correlation whatsoever between 'a month without sleep and every day on top of the world'#and present state of acute everything is fucking breaking in this body#these things could not be related#disability#I just want this to stop honestly#it's the kind of shit that a painkiller apparently can't tackle#because wowee why would I want relief#and I recognise if I moved it might get better#but at the same time I'm tired of having to do something all of the time to cope with this#I just want it to stop and fuck off#I want to think of literally ANYTHING else#but my whole body is just. burning#every muscle is on fire and aches like we have a high fever#our fingers are so fucking stiff#moving our back is just this chorus of sandy crackles#surely it could not be arthritis#at this rate going to turn on Gladiator II just for the emotional support fellow chronic illness sufferer#Caracalla you're the only thing right now that makes this suck any less#doctor: so how does that work exactly#us: don't know and not going to examine it further
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this is what actually happened rcg just accidentally cut this scene out, glenn told me
#iasip#iasip art#macdennis#the gang tend the bar#also happy valentines <3#macdennis valentine's day party#uhhh what elsee#oh yeah#you have any idea how nerve wrecking it is ti draw two men kissing in the same house as your super mega religious parents?#some of you probably do lol#soon i'll be back in my dorm tho~#macdennis art#see i can't decide if it's good enough to put all these tags but I've worked an embarrassing amount of time on this so i'm putting them#the gang tends bar
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