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citruslullabies · 4 months
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One shot of Cubby, Peanuts, and Biscuits hanging up on Reader and Dogday for snacks?
Of course darling!
Trigger warnings: none
Romantic/platonic?: platonic!!
Requested by: anonymous
Category: fluff
Ship (romantic or platonic): cubby, peanuts, biscuits x reader x Dogday (HEAVILY platonic)
Word count: 433
Pwetty Pwease?
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The night was perfect. Just you and Dogday, cuddling up on the couch, watching cheesy horror romcoms while eating snacks. What more could you want?
With Dogday’s arm wrapped around your shoulder lazily, and you pressed against the canines chest and watched the characters on screen kissing even when the serial killer was near. With slight shifting, your chin propped up on Dogday’s chest as you batted your eyes at him goofily. Your boyfriend chuckled and started to bring his head down to seal the space between your lips, both of your eyes fluttering shut before just as quickly being forced wide open when hearing sudden whines.
Upon looking down in confusion, you two were met with three little critters all making puppy eyes up at you and Dogday.
Peanuts had his two front paws on the couch, a pout on his face as he made a puppy eye at them and howled softly with a wagging tail. The little feline Biscuits was loafed on the ground while staring up at you both, and Cubby was just staring intensely and uncomfortably. You chuckled softly and blinked.
“...yeah? Do you guys need something?” You asked softly, seeing Peanuts little nose wiggle at your popcorn bucket. You realized what they wanted: snacks. Of course. You rolled your eyes and tossed down a few pieces of popcorn, watching Biscuits sniff at his piece suspiciously before happily eating it.
Peanuts, of course, was Peanuts and just face dove right into the popcorn you threw for them and Cubby guarded hers instead of eating it. The puppy tried to approach her for her piece, only to earn a growl and swat.
You watched them in amusement, before feeling Dogday tilt your head back up and finish the kiss that you guys didn't get to finish earlier. You felt the small feline jump up and walk on you to get to Dogday before making biscuits on him, and the goofy puppy cuddling up against your chest. And well.. the cub jumping up and snapping her jaws at Dogday and hitting his face with her little paws to get him away. With a huff, she curled down beside your head once making sure there was no more funny business between you two.
Yeah.. you both fell asleep and woke up with the popcorn bucket on the floor and Peanuts trapped inside howling while his sister laid on top of it to keep him trapped and his brother pawing at the bottom of the bucket as if it'd do anything to set him free.
What a lovely little family you had.
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Thanks for requesting!
(p.s! Peanuts belongs to the lovely @bumblehoneybee and Biscuits belongs to the magnificent @peachypede)
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bunnihearted · 2 months
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#no but i actually hate that i made this blog to vent freely bc i have no other place to talk abt anything or my feelings or thoughts#and im a very isolated person and a shut in and i dont have a job or go to school successfully and i dont know anyone#like blah blah. i have struggled and im drowning in them all. like why the fuck cant ppl just comprehend that we all have different views o#life and the world? like 'wallowing' is .. i have heavy anxiety which is completely untreated and it gives me real bad suicidal ideation#if me complaining on a blog that im btw not forcing anyone to read helps me to stay alive and get my pain out... why does that matter to#other ppl?????? like why does other ppl get so mad seeing someone they dont know vent??#also this goes for everyone but u can literally have no idea abt all of a person's life#esp on here where all u see is like my text posts where i vent abt how i FEEL. bc i want to. ??? i want to do that so i do#u dont know the context u dont know my experiences or what has happened in my life or context#u dont know what has transpired between me and other ppl i vent abt#like u know fuck all. u dont have the right to pass judgement onto a stranger that doesnt even know u exist#and even if i complain on here bc i dont have a real life but i want to#u have no idea what im doing with the rest of my time???? im making lists im trying to look up info abt school and programs#im trying to read abt my mental health issues and im doing mindfulness and im going to the gym#i am trying!!! and u dont have any idea what i do or how i try and u dont have any right to judge me bc all u see is one part that is me#complaining bc this is what i use this blog for. genuinely i do not get why this is even a big deal or why anyone would follow or read smth#makes them irritated???????#idk.. i dont wanna disable anons and stuff (bc funnily enough no one ever says this stuff with their url 🤨) bc i dont wanna miss out on the#stuff but it is infuriating that i have nowhere to go no friends no therapist etc etc to talk#and this is all i have bc i want to vent !!!!!!! and then i have to be like ok now other ppl i dont even know#and who dont actually give a fuck abt me are gonna judge me and tell me im living incorrectly#and ive never gotten more such things than now? why do y'all hate that i vent abt losing out on my 1st love#and feeling heartbroken?????? what the fuck? that has nothing to do with anyone else but me? like genuinely wtf#i just wanna vent bc i feel like im drowning but now i feel like i cant bc ppl just judge and like ugh
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marcusagrippa · 6 months
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i did it ..
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justablah56 · 2 months
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I’m eatin’ good on this fine day when Aether reblogs a bunch of Glenn stuff 🙏🏼❤️🤘🏼🎸✨
ehehhcnsjnc i just randomly Thought about him and was like god I need to do something about this ,,, glad you're having fun lmao
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saddragonhours · 2 days
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augh the urge to have a cigarette is so real right now
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pixlmonkeys · 2 days
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with no exaggeration being hyper empathetic is one of the worst things to happen to me
#yes its 2 am just let me ramble#I hate it so much#thinking about people I don’t know and relatives I’ll never meet being sad feels like being stabbed#like it physically hurts to think about#and when my friend goes through a hard time I will get extremely depressed and anxious#and it’s not just people I’m close with it’s Everyone#if some random person in a YouTube comment section says they are sad then I Am Sad now#empathy is supposed to be some beautiful thing but it’s making me depressed#and I can’t just tell myself that I’ll never meet these people or whatever because then I feel like I’m not doing enough#I know that crying over the fact that a relative I’ve never met had mental problems decades ago#isnt going to help in any way#but if I don’t care I’m a terrible person#the one time I put myself first I felt horrible about it#everything is my fault and my responsibility to fix and everyone’s pain is my pain and uuuuuuuughh#it’s never about me even when my mental health is in shambles#I need to make sure everyone else is ok or else I won’t be#and when I can’t fix things for people I feel the worst sense of dread you can imagine#can’t put words to it. it feels like I’m dying. everything is hopeless and I’m in pain and can’t stop crying and blah blah blah#and then I feel guilty because it’s not my problem why am I so upset? I’m just making everything about myself I have no reason to be crying#which makes me cry harder#aaaaaaiiim so tired ill be ok in the morning probably
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halfbit · 3 months
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me staring at this stupid ai website google led me to while i was trying to find references/tutorials. incoherently. tempted to log into instagram again just to get inspiration from my old horror art mutuals but i also do not care about digging up my password again and i wouldn't be surprised if some of them have moved stuff off there by now
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kittlyns · 5 months
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Something I've noticed amongst my family is that they would rather keep you at a distance but let you know they're "thinking of you" by praying for you, and not making any real effort to ask how you are, or if there's anything they can do for you.
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demoness-one · 1 year
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I need to work on my house more soon or i am literally going to lose my fucking mind. I cant live here forever
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twinsfawn · 2 years
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#my entire life blew up in the span of a few days and i’m in so much fucking pain#like i haven’t been this bad mentally in a long time#and i wanna cry/vent to someone but i also don’t because i know no one is going to understand/empathize in the way i need them to#and obviously no one is gonna fix my problems#i feel completely alone and i wanna bash my head into the wall#i was the closest to kms that i’ve ever been in my life the other night#and i know hospitalization will make me worse and i’m trying to just survive and hope that a med dose bump or rx change will help#everything is so stressful and painful and isolating and i know i have people who care about me but at the same time i feel like#i have no one#and i’m so tired of being abandoned by everyone i s2g i’m only dating people w bpd from now on bc no one else understands#and i wanna quit my job so fucking bad but then i won’t have health insurance#and i have very few irl friends bc it’s so hard to find people to relate to in my godforsaken area#in conclusion everything is horrible everyone you love will leave you#btw if anyone thinks this is about them: you’re not special enough to create this much mental turmoil in my life lmao the only other#person really involved in this is my ex#who is no different than any other person who has abandoned me and deliberately stomped on my heart#also capitalism is evil blah blah i would not be nearly this stressed if there wasn’t a ‘#‘cost of living’#•#one day someone will break you the way you broke me so have fun with that#i gave literally everything to you#now i have to destroy/dispose of everything you gave me bc looking at everything hurts#you didn’t even try for me#i have loved all of my past partners so much and worked so hard to understand their specific traumas and mental illnesses#and everyone else puts in like 10% effort and then gives up bc it’s ‘too hard’#you’re nothing
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eri-blogs-life · 1 year
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mom and brother came by for a visit for easter
ended up kinda breaking down around them which absolutely i do not wanna be doing but my god is my situation so fucking dire in so many ways right now
#financially physical healthily mental healthily#in so many specific ways amongst each of those categories#i am just...#things just feel really fucking hopeless lately and i don't know that it's possible for them to get better#because so much of what is causing me issue is so far beyond my own control#it's shit like the economy and whatever#and i don't have any control over that shit#i just got fucked by the way my life ended up turning out#and trying to help other people has put me in a worse position than i was before and i hate to admit that#cause it's absolutely the right thing to do to help other people but#i just#should've realized my limits and known we couldn't handle helping as much as we tried to#and i'm just so fucked#and i'm like#trying again to get out on the Apps and meet people#but i just don't know that i can possibly see any kind of future at this point even if i did find a partner and get my financial situation..#... sorted out#and my physical health is gonna kill me by the time i'm like 40 so what's even the point in trying to go on like this any-fucking-way#and i've lived a hopeless enough life up to this point that i know that's just depression talking and things will get better even if i can't#see a future at the moment and there is actually hope even if it feels hopeless and blah blah blah#but god sometimes you just gotta feel it#and sometimes you just gotta consider what if it's true#what if trying to tell myself this is all just depression and there really is hope is just a lie after all to make me feel better#what if it actually is hopeless#i won't even have the dignity of dying in a ditch wearing a clown costume or anything like that#i'll die slowly and painfully from something completely preventable and locked in the tomb of my own apartment#rented out at way above the cost it takes to maintain the place#so#fuck me i guess#eri blogs life
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bunnihearted · 6 months
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#soo blah blah need to vent again abt my health issue situation 💀#yuh so like im so sick nd tired of whats going on. nd not being able to just eat whatever i feel like whenever#it's emotionall draining tbh. im always thinking abt what i could maybe try nd im always like ohh gotta make sure the portion is small etc#it's annoying me sm bc i can def feel the effects of me not getting the right nd enough nutrients nd vitamins etc etc#i get dizzy nd my vision is hazy sometimes. nd im like forgetful bc the other the when i walked home i kept getting lost nd had to walk back#nd forth several times nd i was like ?!?!? what?! i've lived here for 25yrs nd now i just cannot for the life of me rmbr the way#also i am so weak in my body. like carrying even a small amound or books nd groceries nd walking for 30min makes me exhausted#my legs are actually shaking when i get back home nd every step feels like im walking in cement#plus i just wanna be able to go to the gym nd build muscle. but if i dont get enough protein in me i cant build muscles T-T#what else... yeah also i do miss food bc of comfort. like my coffee + chcolate everyday makes me genuinely happy lmao#but i just want the food situation to be normal bc even w veggies im like oh no that is too gas building that is too hard to digest etc etc#it's mentally gruelling to not know how tf to get all the important nutrients!! i def have several deficiences lmao :((#im so over it. but theres nothing i can do. i wish i could just not think abt it 24/7 tho#also. im the thinnest i've ever been BUT. i am constantly bloated so i look fkn pregnant. so i cant even enjoy looking the skinnier
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slippery-minghus · 1 year
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ughhhh my coworker who i have to sit stupidly close to just tested positive. and he literally messaged me this morning hemming and hawing about coming in, but he didn't want to waste his pto. he shouldve fuckin stayed home. and the county literally just lifted the mask mandate for doctors offices on monday afternoon. if i get sick i'm gonna be so fuckin pissed
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chasing-rabbits · 9 months
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My body hates me & I’m getting tired of the chronic fatigue and pain from doing normal people things.
Worst part is usually I’ll just resign myself to the fact I’m gonna sleep 10 plus hours a night, fuck my sleeping up to still feel fatigued & incapable of doing anything but the bare minimum if that & knowing that all of this will inevitably screw over my mental health - which is largely down to the fact it fucks with my sleeping pattern until I’m eventually up all night asleep all day.
But it’s Christmas and I have things to do, I had things to do and our dishwasher is broken so we have even more things to do. So now I’m Sleeping 10 plus hours a day, fucking up my sleep pattern & all of the above without an end in sight because instead of this cycle lasting for a couple days week max it’s just continual because I’m not getting the rest my body needs. I’m just pushing it more & more. Now I’m at the point where the bare fucking minimum is pushing my body over the edge especially cos standing to wash the dishes fucks w/ my back & legs.
We went to see Hozier Wednesday and it was REALLY good but it was in Birmingham so travel which fucked me up but it was worth it. Since getting back though I’ve been unable to do much including cooking so we’ve relied on takeout more than I’d like. Tomorrow I’ve got to go xmas shopping. Something I was/am looking forward to but also my legs ache so much I don’t think I can handle much walking. Good news most presents can be gotten from one shop but it means I won’t get to enjoy just looking around. It’s a really big shopping centre, but I’m sure I’ll still enjoy it.
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chanoeys · 11 months
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Every year, I realise more and more that I am truly meant to be by myself.
Not in a I suck no one could love me wahhh way (though factual) but in a I’m exhausted just existing and attempting to take care of myself, I could not deal with any extra.
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Got in my comfy recliner to finish this reread so I can finish the second half of the titans curse tomorrow to start the battle of the labyrinth for mine and @anything-thats-rock-and-roll’s PJO readalong
Have spent the past two and a half hours listening to Taylor and disassociating instead 🙈
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