#my lungs are fucked
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
sometimes being disabled is just like "hey why do I feel so trash?? :/ it is but a mystery...." <- can't breathe
#extanttalks#actually disabled#disabled#disability#asthma#and my other various Respiratory Disorders that i dont feel like remembering the sciency names for#my lungs are FUCKED#this post was brought to you by the Shitty Lungs Committee#it is also brought to you by. i am stupid.
19 notes
·
View notes
Text
I'm failing almost all of my classes and yet I can't bring up the energy to fucking study. Homework just exhausts me and I can't do that shit anymore.
My mental health is fucked and I hit rock bottom a long time ago. I'm probably at the lowest time of like the last past months.
Suicide seems so reasonable all of a sudden :3
#suic1de#idk man#im fucked#school#im failing#rock bottom#my fav thing#really#not really#i just wanna sleep#forever#fuck#my lungs are fucked#depressing shit#i need sleep#idk how to tag this#idk#im insane#real#send help
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
the easy grip on the knife. the leg over the seat. the hand over the other seat. the sassy "come get it" move. you know the bitch is smiling behind that mask even as he said the line.
#i can't believe i'm saying this#DEADPOOL CAN GET IT#Logan I'm sobbing I understand why you lunged at him#I would too bestie#it's the sass for me folks#paint that car white as much as they painted it red my god#a deadpool thirst post? from me? more likely than you'd think#this is a branch in realities i know it#i've never had Feelings for this motherfucker until this movie#all i'm left with is anger now because WHAT DOES HE WANT FROM ME#camera crew could have just made it landscape but noooooo they had to do a medium shot of this son of a bitch#i'm sending an especially affectionate fuck you in ryan reynolds' direction#i love how you love deadpool#deadpool#wolverine#deadpool and wolverine#wade wilson#logan howlett#poolverine#deadclaws#don't get me wrong i've always adored deadpool's personality. nobody's that hilarious and not have humongous balls i mean trauma.#but i've never went 'why he kinda' until this specific shot right here#@ camera crew why the fuck did you zoom in? WHY?#for me? well it's infuriating#do it again#gif is credit to the owner#30 tags aren't enough for me to dismantle how this shot made me feel. tumblr you gotta update#damn tumblr i'm tryna feed a village here#guys just find my other post
8K notes
·
View notes
Text
Finished today! get bleached
Planning to make a Casper and Nova one because I cried also if this one turns out well
#adventure time#adventure time distant lands#adventure time jake#And one for abstract and the more you moe and food chain mabye#but you didn't read ANYTHING no promises at all#gotta thow it in the wash#Hey Google what happens when you breathe in bleach repeatedly over the span of 3 days#my lungs are FUCKED#Who reads tags anyways get outta here skat#i fucked up bad with the arms but who careess bahhhhhhh and the kiss of life but shshs
1 note
·
View note
Text
this is everyone’s friendly reminder that this is how husk reacted when angel said “if i end up broken, i won’t be his favorite toy anymore.”
i have two thoughts about this.
1. he’s just like us fr
2. im literally going to curl up in a corner and start crying HE HAD NEVER ACTED LIKE THAT BEFORE IN THE WHOLE SHOW. HIS WINGS FUCKING DROOPED AND HIS EARS PINNED BACK AND EVERYTHING IM GOING TO SCREAM 😭😭😭😭😭😭
#guys the way that every time i see this i need to find a fucking pillow to scream my lungs out in#i cant fucking handle this#i can’t fucking handle them#they are TOO FUCKING MUCH.#IM LITERALLY SOBBING RN.#hazbin hotel#huskerdust#angel dust#husk
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
another little barn for us all while we Anticipate <3
#*clenches fist* he's just a little guy...#i think that nervouscitement for the updates#makes my brain lunge at puppy barn to stay Sane <3#he calms me... in all forms but This One. oh this one. squeezing him!#That Book Is So Wonky But I Couldnt Fix It! Oopsie Fucking Daisy!#no time to care about a book when im doodling barnaby-#scribble garnish#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#barnaby b beagle#your honor i love him and i cant wait to see More of him!#opening up the heart shaped locket of him In My Mind and gazing wistfully at it#what will happen i wonder :]c
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
You couldn't possibly understand what I feel towards this era
#beating the wh0r3 allegations off with a stick#this is a joke I'm a certified virg#mcr#need more fanfiction abt this era like I need air in my lungs#gerard way#my chemical romance#my chemical fucking romance#shitpost#gee way#my chem
515 notes
·
View notes
Text
I love that Isabeau is the one to bring up the "what do we do if you die" conversation cause its a very good insight to his character at the very start of the game. Isabeau is practical, smart, and loves everyone dearly and wants to know how to help them when shit goes sideways. He's the one to ask about Bonnie too, which is a delightful read on how he thinks because everyone else shuts that down instantly as a "That wont happen and cant happen" but we see later in the game it can happen which is such a startling thing for a game to do but justifies the foreshadowing of Bonnie can die what do we do if that happens? Isabeau, despite everything, is also the one who gets to the heart of the matter even if its not something must people are willing to talk about. All without it being part of his friendquest, thats just him naturally. Which! Says so much about him and how he is! His character when its not about his relationship with Siffrin is a very intriguing thing because it feels like a very classic hard intellectual stance that's been softened after many years of learning to better communicate healthily with others. A reflection, if you will, of Odile but in a very drastic direction. I find him fascinating and I also want to scoop his brains out and study them under a microscope to see all his little brain thoughts.
#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#isat isabeau#Looks at you. LOOKS AT YOU.#Look if yall are gonna rag on Isa because hes just there for teehee relationship with Siffrin <3 then im gonna go nuclear#Isabeau has so much character and hes not just a silly one sided dimensional character!! I get so fucking peeved about this#Every time he speaks im frothing at the mouth because hes!! So good at communicating!! It gets me wild#Sure sure yeah he has a romantic crush on Siffrin but yall do see the fact that Isa has a very analytical personality right??? RIGHT???#Odile might be the smartest person in the group (im saying this because she has the sus event) but Isabeau is fucking up there!!!#Makes me feel insane when people write him off as pun love silly romantic guy only thinks about how Siffrin feels character#CAUSE!!! HES NOT!!! Siffrin is definitely a weakness of his and does make him forget things but hes sooooooo analytical about everything el#FUCKING!!! APPRECIATE THE GOOD BOY!!!! HES SO FUCKING SMART!!! I LOVE ISA!!!!#(saw exactly one post about how boring Isa was and got Enraged. Saw how people write him in fanfics and felt the air leave my lungs in angy
432 notes
·
View notes
Text
have always found it immensely odd/frustrating when I see people who refuse to use any sort of physical force to control their dog. by which I do NOT mean hitting obv, but like: if the dog is standing rigid on the sidewalk barking at something and the owner is just standing there next to it, lightly tugging the leash but nothing more. or a small dog that’s lunging and pulling towards another dog and the owner is just, again, walking placidly behind it. or a dog that’s laying down on the sidewalk bc it wants to pounce on an oncoming dog and the owner won’t touch it. Etc you get the picture.
like goddamn dude it’s a dog. It’s on a leash. Fucking move them. why are you letting yourself get pulled around by a 20lb doodle?? sure ask nicely first but shortening the leash and yanking them back to you is not going to hurt them and in fact is what you need to do if your animals being a nuisance in public. Jesus.
#anyway guess what we encountered like 5 of on our walk this evening lmao#man I’m not saying I react in a good way but if my dog lunges on the leash I am lunging right back in the opposite direction#fuck you you do not behave like that#@man walking after his tiny doodle while pleading the dogs name as it wheezed and hauled him across the street: ur a loser.
338 notes
·
View notes
Text
Hiccup whump hehahwhauoahaja
This man has serious commitment issues. Not in terms of relationships, but in terms of responsibility. Whenever Stoick would so much as even hint at Hiccup being chief he’d just fuck right off outta there and go do some dragony shit. I mean I can’t say I blame him but him not wanting to be chief and have actual responsibility was like the entire fucking reason httyd2 happened. Nice one Hiccup.
Anyway, this is just kinda meant to represent his urge to run away 👍
#I love Hiccup whump so much it makes me happy#hiccup whump#hiccup#hiccup haddock#httyd hiccup#hiccup httyd#hiccup how to train your dragon#how to train your dragon hiccup#httyd art#httyd#how to train your dragon#art#digital art#my art#hiccup and toothless#hicctooth#he flakey as fuck#whump#yes I hc that he smokes#not regularly#but his lungs get kinda fucked every now and again🤗#my artwork#artist#artists on tumblr#artwork
242 notes
·
View notes
Text
dress fitting, teehee (photo ref!! here!!)
#yes he's munching on a choco wafer stick cuz his canon dating profile says he doesn't smoke#ghost really out here saying “im not getting fucking lung cancer nuH UH”#anyway okay im gonna write now BYEEEE#my art#2024#call of duty#call of duty: modern warfare ii#call of duty: modern warfare#call of duty: modern warfare iii#cod#cod mw#cod mwii#cod mwiii#mw#modern warfare#mw2#mw3#art#ghost#ghost cod#simon ghost riley#simon riley#fanart#digital art#digital drawing#sketch#doodle#video games
619 notes
·
View notes
Text
Me: i ❤ doomed relationship
The doomed relationship: *fulfills the "doomed" title*
Me:
#yes this is about akiangel#they HURT ME#fuck you mean aki's ponytail was foreshadowing his fate??? I'm gonna kill myself#akiangel#kawoshin#shin soukoku#lawlight#ryokira#homumado#kyosaya#there's more doomed relationships but i can't think right now#shin soukoku counts as doomed because Akutagawa had a lung disease that would eventually kill him. hopefully the vampirism fixed that#aki chainsaw man#chainsaw man#csm#angel devil#angel chainsaw man#OH MY GOD I FORGOT#vanoe#itajun#akaren#hilson
5K notes
·
View notes
Text
The weather is getting warmer, and suddenly, my smoking addiction is getting worse
#smoking#smokin hot#just so silly#my lungs are fucked#idk man#summer#i hate summer#send help#im insane#i need sleep#im just a girl#idk how to tag this#idk#real
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
my awesum frutcaek fanrt :333333
#dandys world#roblox#dandys#art#meme#dandys world sprout#dandys world cosmo#cosmo x sprout#i cant fucking look at them without coughing up a lung#this is my art career
160 notes
·
View notes
Text
One of the best things about Disco Elysium by far is that it does not fear ugly women. The world is full of ugly men, but ugly women are so hard to come by.
#I'm not calling the characters ugly btw#i don't believe any one can be ugly#i do not care for beauty standards and thus i don't rank people based on how “ugly” or “pretty” they are#but the characters in DE do not meet the conventional beauty standards and look like actual people with unique faces#and thus would be considered “ugly”#and that is so important to me. i go feral whenever media represents how people look like in real life and not how they look like in the#fictional parallel universe where everyone is a model and where a majority of the movies take place#because irl you don't have to be a model to be desirable#the most attractive man in any video game I've ever played has a receding hairline and a big nose and thick glasses and a small chin#and not only is representing realistic people. just good. in general. but it makes the character of Dolores Dei stand out so much more which#works for the game so well. she's barely human. she's a deity- a myth- a legend. the only version that exists of her now is the one with#glowing lungs. she's perfectly beautiful because she's inhuman. the fact that everybody else looks so human only highlights how inhuman she#has become yk?#if everyone was as conventionally attractive as her then she wouldn't stand out. we wouldn't get why she's so special.#disco elysium#disco elysium analysis#media analysis#beauty standards#this is only one aspect of how this game portrays real people btw. as someone interested in character design this just immediately stood out#to me#the first time i noticed it was when i first met garte and the second time was when i met ruby because neither are conventionally desirable#oh my fucking god the nerds who complain about a woman with a model face having body hair in a video game would perish if they played this#mainstream game/movie studios catering to western masses could never
330 notes
·
View notes
Text
so i was thinking about how Howdy has eight legs bc he's a caterpillar - those have lots of legs. but butterflies? they only have six
imagine he comes out of his chrysalis and he's down two limbs. mf would have to relearn how to Walk
#i had this realization and Lunged for my tablet#caterpillars when they're in the soup: you know what? these are unnecessary *discards limbs*#and yes i know i know Technically caterpillars have six true legs and four prolegs yes yes#However they still kinda count and i like to have fun#he'd wake up and have a total httyd1 hiccup moment#*lifts blanket* Ohhhhhhhh fuck where's the other two#lmaoooo later frank hands him a bottle full of leftover Caterpillar Soup like 'here they are... sorry...'#i gave him cute stripey pj pants bc i caaaaaaan <3#scribble salad#yassified howdy <3#i feel so bad for him...#he tries so hard not to pupate and then not only Does He but he winds up with only two legs. poor guy!#not sure if i wanna stick with this for yass!howdy tho! i so do love his four legs...
793 notes
·
View notes