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day 50 ⁉️⁉️
everybody step back….. i used color correctly today….
THIS IS GONNA BE MY LAST DAILY DAY !! THE MARKBANDANAWITTS IS REBRANDING!!! i’m still gonna be drawing saburo a ton but it’s not gonna be everyday; i’ve been posting here for 50 days but i’ve actually been doing it for 130 lmao
i enjoy drawing him as much as i do BUT not doing it everyday will probably remove any art block/clutter drawings and give me more time to draw other characters as well . very proficient and rational see guys
#his flash outfit is decent#they couldn’t settle on an eye shape for him. me neither#i drew this a couple hours ago and i would already change some things 💔#my life is so hard…….#keroro gunso#sgt frog#keroro flash#saburo mutsumi#saburo hojo#saburo houjou#mutsumi hojo#mutsumi houjou
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Finally now that the comic is fully public on comicfury, I get to share it with all of you here, too <3
If you enjoyed, please consider supporting by buying a PDF of the comic on itch.io: https://tawnysoup.itch.io/home-in-the-woods
#I'd rather not clutter the caption so I'll ramble a little in the tags#HitW is short but special to me as it represents and encapsulates some hard life experiences I was going through at the time of its creatio#Ofc in a more metaphorical manner! but. I have been very much enjoying reading people's comments and speculation as its been posting#the interpretations are so meaningful and varied and i love that and really want to encourage anyone to reflect on what it means to them#for me making this comic was a way to process and move past trauma. i feel like it ends anti-climactically but i wanted to be true to#where i thought things were actually going in my life moreso than to veer towards impact. ultimately im glad i managed to finish it#and for it to finish going public right before the new year? maybe i can see this as shedding that old pain in time to become something new#so thank you for reading for supporting and for still being here. lets wake up to 2025 with wind in our sails#Home in the Woods#my art#my comics#original comic#cw guns#cw blood#cw body horror
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#but why is accepting reality so hard#words#classic literature#spilled words#writers#aesthetic#dark academia#poem#books and libraries#poetry#true words#my words#my work#words words words#quote#life quotes#verses page#poesia#poetic#muse#books and reading
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would you bite the hand that feeds you?
#pearlescentmoon#smajor1995#wild life smp#namemc spoilers#i hope these two never get along in the storyline i find them fascinating#OKAY SO#originally i had this sketch back in session 2 when scott manages to throw her something actually edible JUST IN TIME#and now with the namemc spoilers of pearl ACTUALLY having a yellow eye which does! kind of match scotts esp since he died for this#i figured itd be an appropriate time#i did edit it though the original was pearl eating smth#now do i think scott and pearl has had any Major (heh) interactions to warrant this fanart in WL?#frankly no LMAO theyve been very civil you go guys . but i like the dynamics between them anyway#also i finally got a piece with scott!!! hes been very hard to draw goodness#anyway long rambly tags#eydidraws#my art#mcyt#trafficblr#galaxyduo#majormoon#** i say civil because its just been more on verbal light jabs at each other rather than anything Really significant ?#and well. its obvious all 3Gs are being very careful around each other which makes me JUST A L IL SAD#id love to see them let loose and be vicious but i also understand the angle theyre coming from#anyway can you tell i like the 3g dynamics
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MWAH!
#if you're cold they're cold. Let them in#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#proseka#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#scopophobia#monitoring goes hard. had to get this outof my system#congrats deco27 for releasing a new song that sounds like a new song[TRAIN PASSES OVERHEAD]#Well my most esteemed oomfs have agreed with me so idc. his discography has been looking up since hao though. i like hao. ^_^#Hi everynyan i got my fucking wisdom teeth out last week i AUUUUGH. FUUUUUCK. MY LIFE#Its fjne. Its fine its whatever. Tch. Tch.#I;m feeling the end of semester crunch something crazy i also have a cosplay to make in less than 2 months i havent started#emunene revstar art keeps me going#I NEED TO POST STUFF TO BSKY FIRST BC I WRITE THE ALT TEXT THERE AND THEN GO OH FUCK I DIDNT PUT IT ON TMBLR OT TWT. And u cant fucking#edit alt text onto stupid tweets because that app fucking sucks. GOD DAMNIT
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I have this meme lying around and my mood rn man…I can’t
I felt like I’ve been robbed. I can’t stop watching the premiere. I’ve been crying since 5am. When the premiere started, now it’s 5pm and I’m still crying. man…
#epic the musical#epic the ithaca saga#epic premiere hits home hard dude I cannot…#My life is so done now#I started tearing up on I can’t help but wonder#Then Would you fall in love with me again make the dam broke#I cried so hard my dad stop baking his cake dude#My family thinks I’m crazy now
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Just your average male living space.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wen qing#lan wangji#A-Yuan#wei wuxian#(***Content warning for me talking about unhygienic living conditions in the tags today***).#The worst part of drawing this comic is that I've seen so much worse. This is a livable space.#I've helped out friends and family who were struggling and let me just say...I have seen some pretty dysfunctional living spaces.#Hell I've *lived* in some very dysfunctional living spaces.#Hording dishes under the bed was always something that grossed me out but it's unfortunately something I've seen people do way too often.#The horror everyone has upon walking into WWX's 'living' set up is so consistently 'Mate how are you living like this?'#It's honestly so integral to me that WWX's 'just left home for the first time' house/room be a depression/dysfunction pit.#You can learn a lot about someon's state of mind from how they keep their living space...and this guy is oozing 'deep depression'.#I don't think he's eaten anything but foods that classify as a struggle meal in a year.#Everyone is trying to stage an intervention but he just isn't in a good enough place to help himself.#By the way: I want to steer away from shaming people who have messy homes/rooms because life *does* hit hard sometimes.#My love language is coming into your home to do your dishes and do some housework. Don't apologize for the mess king.#Nothing could top some of the places I've had to help my older siblings out of.#I'd be okay with my flatmate having a severed limb and a blood pool at this point.#As long as he lets me take out the dishes from under the bed - We're good! My standards are so low at this point.
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claudia + yellow
#babybeloved#madeleines hand resting on her shoulder in the first one <3#got shadowbanned on teethburied for vpn crimes so i have to post gifs on here again...... my life is really hard#claudia#claudia de pointe du lac#interview with the vampire#iwtv#iwtvedit#*#delainey hayles
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is it a gift you give or something precious i’m taking?
#mxmarsart#this scene genuinely had me in tears im too neurodivergent for this#they are so devoted to each other it needs to be studied#they deserve to make it to the final two like they want to PLEASE IM ON MY KNEES BEGGING#they’ve worked so hard and have been through so much#let them be happy just this once please#impulsesv#impulsesv fanart#pearlescentmoon#pearlescentmoon fanart#alienkeep#alienkeep fanart#wild life#wild life smp#wild life fanart#trafficblr
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"I'll always be with you as your lifetime regret"
some rambles:
i usually get projects done in a few days or not at all, but this painting was so infuriating i couldn't get myself to give up on it. i actually really like the final product, and i hid some fun symbolism in there for anyone who cares >:)
this is very much inspired by the art for "ALWAYS BE WITH YOU XD" by Tatsuya Kitani. go check that song out for a few dl pearl vibes but mostly for the sick guitar solo at the end c:
#trafficblr#pearlescentmoon#double life#life series#traffic smp#my art#they shot my quality so hard#pearlescentmoon fanart#scott smajor#tangentially but ill take what i can get#mcyt
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Update HE (kinda) WALKS AND HAS EXPRESSIONS‼️‼️‼️
#grian#3rd life#3rd life smp#third life#third life smp#traffic smp#trafficblr#my art#blender#blender animation#3d art#low poly#tumblr why cant u let me upload multiple videos. sorry for the yt link#walk cycles are SO DAMN HARD HELPPPPPPPPPPP#Youtube
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🌱✂️ (crop from this month's patreon piece)
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#thanks to everyone who's supported me there over the past couple of years#i know i haven't posted much publicly#most of what i've done lately is only on there bc it's either hard to crop and share nicely#or it's just sketches#the past 2ish years have been the worst of my life so unfortunately that translates also to less art to share
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chosen.
#art#digital art#glowsticcc doodles#mcyt#mcyt fanart#life series#double life#double life smp#trafficblr#traffic series#zombiecleo#zombiecleo fanart#scott smajor#smajor#smajor1995#smajor fanart#dangthatsalongname#double life cleo#double life scott#their dynamic just makes me soooooooo#chat he’s#chat he’s her bdubs#chat they choose each other#chat they always trust each other#chat can you hear me#i’m normal#i’m so normal#also sorry i haven’t been drawing.#i’ve got this fancy new toy called Enjoying My Life With My Loved Ones Outside of the Internet#and drawing has been hard!
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just started the X-Files after years of Pop Culture osmosis, parody, references and memes
But holy shit did none of you prepare me for the pathetic wet cat rizz of Fox Mulder. Puppy dog eyes every other scene. He loses every stand off with every other government agent, military op, co-worker he bumps into. Sassy little quips in between getting his ass kicked and the puppy dog eyes. he's deeply traumatized. he has no social life. he never knows whats going on. he's one of the smartest people in any room he's in and knows more than most what's going on.
This guy is just sopping wet vibes, desperate need to believe, and love for Scully. Character of all time.
#the x files#x files#fox mulder#dana scully#x files season one#he drinks his respect women juice#he has a tragic past#he tries so hard#whats not to love#and contratsed with scully who is angry cool wicked smart tough as hell would trust her with my life
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if u saw me post this earlier no you didn’t because I remade it cuz the other version was so sloppy
#gravity falls#the book of bill#stanford pines#stanley pines#lord have mercy I thought ford was hard to draw some how Stan is worse#Guys fun little known fact about me but I am a twin so gravity falls is about my life actually this post is literally about me and my broth
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How much longer 'til your luck runs out?
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#jiang cheng#wei wuxian#Aaargh...I have so many thoughts about this scene.#This is a hard goodbye. I'm not your burden to bear. Not anymore.#This is the culmination of years of miscommunication. There was so much love there. They trusted each other with everything once.#I think it is easy to hear the anger in JC's voice and consider him the aggressor in this but listen to the words not the tone.#It is anger yes - but it is an anger born out of love.#Jiang Cheng wanted him to live - damn the rest of the world to hell if that's what it took. And Wei Wuxian chose strangers over him.#Sometimes two people who once flourished together become each other's worst wounds.#A goodbye to someone you once would have done anything for is a wound you don't easily recover from.#Jiang Cheng could have stood at Wei Wuxian's side and joined him. Consider though; as a sect leader his life is not his own anymore.#JC cannot just abandon the fledgling New Yunmeng Jiang without also dooming people.#And that is the lynch pin of it all. Both of them are trapped by duty. And the older they got the more tangled the web became.#The song I linked (Hi Epic fans) is such a good JC and WWX song that doesn't fit this scene exactly#But it does fit *them*. The words of warning that go dismissed. The Tactical Genius who continues to press on.#The seeds of doubt that grow louder until they creep towards mutiny. Ultimatly this *is* a mutiny! It *is* betrayal!#'You rely on wit and people die by it'. Is that not Wei Wuxian?#Just smashing my brainworms together over here. Don't mind me.
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