#my inner fangirl

[manndelion]

kashi scribbles bc i forgot that doodling him is like 2nd nature to me

[rosalie-starfall]

Bradward Boimler

Star Trek: Lower Decks - The Inner Fight

Seriously I am Boimler! I've been saying it since season 1. I am more like Boimler than any other Trek character in the Trek Universe and I Love him!

[nessiandefenseattorney]

to all the Rhysand haters out there I want you try to imagine just how can a person can get done in the span of FIFTY YEARS.

good, think about your favorite celebrity, about famous companies that started at NOTHING, about your parents and grandparents, about how much society has changed in the last fifty years.

and now that you have in mind what truly long time is FIFTY FUCKING YEARS, good now I just want to remind you all, Rhysand has been raped repeatedly for THAT SAME AMOUNT OF TIME and never did he ONCE, NEVER ONCE did he break, NEVER ONCE did he falter and NEVER ONCE DID HE TELL AMARANTHA ABOUT VELARIS AND HIS INNER CIRCLE.

Please for the love of god leave the poor man alone and let him be happy, he did more than enough.

[sophmere]

Who are you most excited about seeing at AMAs50?

Look how happy Jisung is!

[speckle-the-crow]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Ok throwing out my predictions since this is from s2-

I’m guessing Julia was talking to Sahed (seeing how it’s the girls and him alone in the first two frames). I like to think that Kamille told Julia she has to tell Sahed or ask for help (why else would Kam follow Julia to see Sahed? Unless Kamille wants to see Rainah)

anyways, Sahed does what he does best and says something flirty. Anddddddd Tonny appears right then and scares Julia

I can’t find a screenshot from the stream, but they were inside the circus. I truly can’t wait for season 2, Sahejul is going to crumble my heart. I didn’t realize how much I missed this series until last night

[forestlovesyou]

I got hit by a huge wave of nostalgia and fell back into the Undertale rabbithole and I just couldn't resist the urge to make a Handplates skeleton lore accurate oc who I am pretty proud of ngl :] adawd

[wexhappyxfew]

kennedy x bucky girlies tomorrow (6/25) at about 7:00 pm !!!!!!!! 👀

[thevulcantrekkie]

I had an awesome time at popcon Louisville! I met Ethan peck (Spock!!!!) and he was so nice and cute! I even got butterflies in my stomach when I got within 10 feet of him because of my crush on him. His voice was even sexier in person. And even though Anson was there too, I only caught a single glimpse of him. I didn’t get to talk to him even though I wanted to. I DID get to talk to Ethan and he was surprisingly easy to talk to despite the aforementioned crush on him. AND THERE WASN’T EVEN A LINE TO SEE HIM!!!! I went up to him twice, TWICE!!!!😃😃😃😃 When I went up to his table the first time, HE GRINNED AND WAVED AT ME!!!!And when I left his table the first time, HE SMILED AT ME AGAIN!!!! And it was a cute smile!! I barely managed to keep it together around him. I was definitely a little star struck while talking to him. He was so nice and friendly. Even my mom thought Ethan was cute.

[spiritofdragonfire]

Only one month left to wait! So excited to see more of this amazing show!

[arlmy07]

OPLA

so I started watching OPLA....

damn

i'm on episode 5 and the funniest thing to me so far??

zoro's challenge to mihawk.

like, it's all silly and goofy and sometimes serious but mostly seriously funny, as it should be

koby and luffy first meeting and their funny dynamic, zoro and luffy first meeting and their silly dynamic, nami and luffy first meeting and their silly dynamic, b u g g y, usopp and luffy being usopp and luffy, the frickin treasure tab, sanji and his amusement with luffy, zeff and sanji's dynamic, nami my sweet lonely lil' tangerine, all of it actually, all of it...it's just...G O L D

but this particular scene just...I kept rewatching it lol

Like tell me this isn't how it went down:

Mihawk: take me to your leader

Zoro: you're the guy

Mihawk: take me to your leader

Zoro: but you're the guy

Mihawk: *unimpressed stare*

Zoro: I've been watching you since I was a kid, old man(implied, heavily implied)

Mihawk: yes, thank you or whatever

Zoro: man it sucks but also I am going to enjoy kicking your ass

Mihawk: I beg your pardon

Zoro: My name is Roronoa Zoro, my friend died so I'm going to fulfill our dream for the both of us. Prepare to die.

Mihawk: You're nobody, I'm only here for your captai-

Zoro: They call me The Demon™ now, but soon they'll call me The Greatest™

Mihawk: *internally* wow, edgy *out loud* You're really serious about this, aren't you?

Zoro: Fuck around and find out

Mihawk: Fine then, your funeral. Don't come crying when I kill you and your captain. *stalks away dramatically*

Zoro: *squealing, jumping up and down in his mind*

[n41r]

THIS WALPURGISNACTH IS ABSOLUTELY LOBOTOMY ORIENTED, I CAN'T EVEN AAAAAAAA---

WE GOT TWO LOBCORP IDS, AND OH MY GOOODDD, IS DON USING THE SHEEP'S EGO GIFT????? DJCJJDJDJD--

I THOUGH THEY WERE GOING TO JUST IMPLEMENT ABNORMALITIES THAT APPEARED IN RUINA, BUT I'M SO HAPPY TO SEE MEAT LANTERN HERE DJXIDHJDIDJE--

ALSO HOLY FUCK, WHAT DO YOU MEAN ANNOUNCER MALKUTH?????? AAAAAAAAAAAA---

I REGRET NOT FARMING FOR THE LAST FEW WEEKS;;;;;

ALSO AALSO, WHAT IN HELL'S NAME IS THIS-

WHAT DO YOU MEAN WE WILL BE HAVING ORDEAL IN LIMBUS-

WHAT THE HECK Y'ALL COOKING, PROJECT MOOOONNNN;;;;

[paperlovesadness]

I'm sitting outside in the sun in wet jeans - following advice on how to stretch denim to better fit you - making breathing room for myself and my thighs who are hated by jean sizing everywhere - and I'm getting sappy about Tumblr and fangirling and this community of lovely, unapologetically excited people I've met here.

This is something not many will probably read (long posts can be tough, I get it) - it just kind of all spilled I guess? Incoherently but with passion. So why not set it free when it's already here.

You see - I can't help but credit Tumblr as this huge part of my inner child healing journey. And particularly the girlhood part of it all.

Subconsciously & even consciously I've felt so so ashamed of these "girly" sides of me all my life. Especially in their "prime time" of my tween and teen years. I'd love things secretly - or at most - talk about them only after loudly labelling them as "guilty pleasures" (quite a terrible concept) or acting like it's all done with a tinge of self-aware irony.

But being a hopeless romantic; loving your favorite characters with your whole being; squealing over your favorite music and the musicians who make it; talking about your favorite songs and lyrics and photos; drawing, editing, making fanart of things that make your heart sore; sharing your fantasies and dreams; crying about quotes and big ideas; writing stories - those are all such beautiful things.

I've immersed myself back in the worlds of blogging and fanfiction and musical fangirling and... In many ways I haven't felt this good since I was a kid - still untouched by society and it's shaming of the endless supply of passion I had in me towards the things I loved.

And fangirls are a force. Fangirls are what made the music industry what it is. They're who discovered the Beatles and Leonard Cohen and Frank Sinatra and David Bowie - amongst so many others - and when they did the hard work - only then was it all taken over and appropriated by men who claimed only they can "truly and objectively" appreciate it.

It's girls - bright, unapologetically excited, passionate girls who care for pretty things and things with a soul and things with a story, with romantic connotations - girls who love to curate aesthetically pleasing landscapes and spaces around themselves - it's those girls who contributed hugely to an actual analogue photography and vinyl pressing revival & re-popularization.

I'm in my late twenties. I've only recently let myself pierce my ears and start wearing makeup sometimes. And care openly about my appearance and fashion choices. It's very much still all queer coded and slightly gender-mixed. Because that's me. But caring about these things has always been categorized as a "girl thing" = therefore = shameful, shallow, not something to be proud of.

I'm continuously curing my incredibly hurtful and internally misogynistic complex of "not being like other girls". There are still biases and automatic-judgements I'm fighting on the daily. But it's become so much clearer and easier to do so.

Im more ways than one I want to be exactly like other girls. I want to grab the hands of all the fangirls around this site and dance with them in a circle and tell them they look great whatever they choose to look like and I want to sit down in a meadow and make flower crowns together and squeal over our favorite things.

And to be clear I'm not saying be girly. I'm saying embrace you inner girlhood.

And that could be so many things. Just... Never be ashamed of the parts of it that society deems shallow and embarrassing or worthless.

And just... Thank you for being girlies with me 💗

(girlies & girls as usual used as more of a state of my mind and being; not a strictly gendered term. This applies in all, most or many ways to queer people & of course non-binary and trans experiences).

[theanonymousninja247]

Revelation

When you're doing research for a University Assignment and accidentally discover some sCiEnTiC eViDeNcE about how you've felt for YEARS, but never had words for it, so you just assumed you were oversensitive with a flair for the dramatics.

Here's the link if anybody else was curious

[the-unintentionalfern]

listen, i may not be “well” but i can bake a damn cake

[mybiasisexo]

[doflamingowo]

fighting all the other self shippers in a little ring to the death because i am. possessive.