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Elnea Kingdom Lore Dive : part 3(ish)
Hello! I'm back with another little update! I came across @twospaceizz's POST and wanted to find this map again.
I didn't quite find it, but I did make some other little discoveries!
But of course, here's the summary:
Sumary
I was right about Devon and the Nuit Region (which is now the Nuit Peninsula).
There are more kingdoms in the world of World Neverland than I thought. And I think if I looked through the old games, I'd find more!
There are also a lot more games than I thought. Japanese gamers have hidden it well š¶
Where is Elnea Kingdom??? I still don't know and it haunts me.
The same goes for Wym tribe? Where are you?
Am I really going to find myself scouring the depths of Japanese social networks for a fragment of an answer? I suppose so, but it's going to take a whileā¦
That's it for this little update. If you have any information that I don't have, and that you've discovered/found/would like to share, I'd love to hear from you!
#elnea kingdom#nalulu kingdom#qukria kingdom#wactic republic of pluto#waneba island#world neverland#World Neverland Lore Dive#Zehn Continent#Cornea Kingdom#The Union of Birth Stories#the land of Asitsugahara#it's fun to add all the game in tags#even though nobody uses them#well they use Elnea Kingdom#but nothing else#i dream about this game at this point#my hyperfixation is too much sometimes
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i started another pair of patch pants
#i also found this denim jacket at the thrift store im dyeing black#yeah i start too many projects#but sometimes i get hyperfixated and work on diys nonstop for multiple days#i also wanna make a mini battle vest for my service dog at some point#and i need to remake my backpack since it has my deadname on it#this is like the third new project i just started tho#i love diy so much i would just do it nonstop for ever and ever if i didnāt have other responsibilities#capitalism am i right?#diy#punk patches#patches#punk#punk diy#patch inspo#patch pants
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how long does it take you to draw your sketches/doodles? also do you have any tips to draw faster? šāāļø
I generally take 30 - 60 minutes a sketch,,,, but honestly really depends on how detailed it is.
Like a Chibi will be done in 20 - 25 minutes (Counting in the extra time I spend on minute details like a perfectionist š)
I for some reason really like spending egregious amounts of time on random objects too??? Unless itās the in the background, Iāll spend 40 minutes refining it.
Random characters that are fully colored and rendered with take like 80 minutes.
The comics take usually take an hour or two per page. (If I decide to cross hatch it, my entire day will be gone with 4 pagesā¦ so Iāve been trying to find shortcuts. But not without sacrificing the quality for time lol)
I donāt think thereās any trick or magic to drawing faster. Itās really about weaponizing your artistic knowledge, and finding whatās comfortable or convenient for you!
There was a period of time where I would spend 11 or 12 hours on an illustration, and it wASS UGLYYYYY. (Some of these artworks are still available on my tumblr,,, but itās SO LONG AGO, AND IT WAS MY 1ST OR 2ND YEAR GETTING INTO DIGITAL ART)
Overtime I learned what worked best for me, and practiced till I felt more comfortable with what I was drawing. Eventually I managed to shorten the time to 4 hours or less! Ambition was my biggest enemy but at the same time my biggest motivator. (And it still is LMFAO) š
EDIT (bit more to my way too long tangent): ALSO??? BRO DONāT BE AFRAID TO USE YOUR MESSY SKETCH AS LINEART OR DRAW ON TOP OF IT. IāVE DONE IT FOR YEARS NOW AND IT ADDS SUCH A GOOD EXTRA BIT OF TEXTURE,, AT THIS POINT I DONāT EVEN USE LINE-ART ANY MORE UNLESS ITāS A COMMISSION,, (ITāLL ADD LIKE AN 2-4 HOURS TO MY WORK)
#mushyrt#asks#that word minute bothers me so much#I look at it and want to refer to it as the time minute#this sketch took about 3 minutes when it shouldāve been 1 minute#BUT I WAS SO HYPERFIXATED ON THE EYESSS#i say these pretty words#but THE REAL TIP IS HONESTLY THE LASSO TOOL#LASSO TOOL IS THE BEST#ITāS MY FAVORITE TOOL FOR MAKING BACKGROUNDS OR QUICK SHADING OR COLORING#OR ALSO THE MASK TOOL#TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THEM#THEYāRE SO GOOD#Procreate mask tool kinda sucksss#SO USE ALPHA LOCK IF YOU ARE A CONFIDENT PERSON#OR NOT AFRAID TO F**K UP#Bro I sometimes draw on 1 layer and use alpha lock and my friends look at me like Iām a menace#BUT IT!S USEFULLLL AND SO EASY#This little tangent definitely shouldāve been my answer for the āhow much do you drawā question#but Iāve been thinking about it for a long time#AND IāM A MANIAC WHEN IT COMES TO DRAWING šš#even if you rob me of a paper or pencil I WILL FIND A WAY TO DRAW#I WILL SCRATCH INTO YOUR SHIRT AND ROCKS AND MAKE AN ARTWORK OUT OF WATER OR CAT FUR#YOU WILL NOT DEPRIVE ME OF MY CREATIVE ENDEAVORS#This didnāt stick out to me until one of my friends said āomg ofc sheās drawingā under her breath#like I spend every second of free time I have drawing unless I find something else interesting#The only time Iām not drawing is when Iām on the toilet or doing random everyday stuff#I forgot to talk about this but greyscale to color is insanely useful too; it teaches you different values while also being super fast#i tend to use greyscale to color when I do a BW sketch I end up liking#TL;DR - Lasso Tool + Layer Mask + Alpha Lock + Sketch as lineart
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save them tbh
#my art lol#shitpost#vocaloid#flower vocaloid#fukase vocaloid#oliver vocaloid#utatane piko#zhiyu moke#stupid joke i've been meaning to make for a while lmao. 'quick' doodles done in an attempt to save my mental state a bit (didnt work)#i'm sure moke's got issues too but nothing overtly bad ever happens to him in my shit i think... but thats more bc i forget abt him š#i think i keep accidentally proving my theory that vocaloid is my default hyperfix bc especially more so in times of stress i go back to it#and bc ive been doing rly bad lately YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS!!!! inflict the horrors on those poor guys. ššš#im not gonna get too into it rn bc im just gonna post this + something else rq and then i really have to get back to studying#but my faves always always suffer thats just the rules of how my art works lol.#its my trauma and i get to pass it on to fictional characters of my choosing in an attempt to cope and process it!#because as much as bad shit happens to them SOMETIMES they get happy ends. and if thats possible for them maybe one day for me...
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Me to Google: I think my new hyperfixation isn't a new tv show or book, but A Literal Person
My phone: *notification pops up* Get Help
#he's way too abusable too#we're both kind of young#i remember one of my other friends we got too close too fast#we did the typical high school take turns being the therapist thing#i leaned on him way too much & i felt kind of abused by him sometimes but looking back i was also kind of abusive#we were just so toxic by the end#i dont want that to happen here.#last time i hyperfixated on a person i was way too open & way too clingy#i need to Not with this guy#besides he's straight#& doesnt live in canada#he's not MĆ©tis (not that that's non-negotiable; i ain't racist)#I'm too pagan folk catholic & non denominational for him#he's cis (that's also negotiable)#he's an absolute hopeless romantic (I don't want to be another failure for him)#I'm just not right for him#& i want to be just his friend#& he just wants to be mine#BUT I CAN'T HELP IT HE'S LIKE MY OTHER HYPERFIXATIONS#THEY TAKE UP ALL MY THOUGHTS#(i think i HAVE hyperfixated on people more than the once now that I think abt it; & online chats are nothing)
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just bc im a lesbian doesnt mean tht i wont at times become deeply entranced with the beauty of male actor or character. it just means i wld rather be locked in a room with a man with a knife than do anything romantic or sexual with one
#NO OFFENCE TO MEN AS PEOPLE THAT EXIST. but also i shldnt have to say tht after saying this yk#also b4 u say ooh ur aro tho why do u need to specifcy u wldnt do anything romantic w a man when i wldnt with a woman either#i am actually pretty romance favorable. like i would be in a romantic relationship with a woman if it wldnt ruin my life#with how it is rn . i think i like and want all the parts tht make up a romantic relationship i just dont experince romantic attraction#but anyway i was here to talk abt my sexuality not my romantic orientation#this post was originally like 'im remembering why there was such a huge overlap with my og major starkid hyperfixation#and me identifing as bisexual' but the thing is is the main main guy from starkid i remember being attracted too#was infact . rob. and thats aged badly bc of it being revealed that hes a fucking creep since then#but also just now not that we should ignore tht but regardless of that i just. dont see it at all#maybe it is that news subconsiously turning me off him but i really dont see that much what i liked abt his appearance#but who rly inspired this post to me is infact . jeff blim ? which is suprising just from the fact tht i dont ever remember#having tht big of a crush on him with that og starkid hyperfixation. but well he is a very beautiful man . giggling a little bit. sorry .#also becoming a bit obsessed with joey richter but thts just standard lesbian obssesion with a weird little man#not attractive to me im just obssesed with him. hi#also posting this now so when i finally watch the fnaf movie i can rb it abt josh hutcherson#anyway. does anyone read these tags do these long rants i go on like. turn ppl off of my posts. sometimes i wonder#flappy rambles
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GOOD NEWS : all my minho fics will be leaving the dungeon next year guys š ( dont take me word for word but I am hoping to finish up the reqs too so......)
the worst is when you realise how some of these are actually atleast 45% already written and are just rotting in my docs.....FEAR NOT MY UNREALEASED DRAFTS YOU WILL SEE THE LIGHT VERY SOON!!!!
#[ pri dumps ]#this is insane cause wdym i made these a YEAR or more ago....#i will be rewatching season 1 as soon as im dont with exams.....#all i remember is how much i hated most of the characters sadly š#MINHO MY BBY THO!!!#DAE TOO!!!!#and remembering the reqs rotting away in my inbox too....#my bad y'all sometimes stuff happens ( hyperfixations fade away....im just a girl pls)#enough yapping going back to stu(dying)#min ho x reader#xo kitty#xo kitty fanfic#min ho
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Yearning extra this November for some reason
#abhi rants#ruined an exam because of my hyperfixation over a GUY#can't fucking believe it#I just want a lover is it too much to ask for#I'LL TREAT THEM THE BEST#but sometimes i feel like I'm hard af to love#tbh idk anymore#why is november so.. sad#I'm watching Kidnap and THEY'RE SO DISGUSTINGLY IN LOVE IT'S MAKING ME FEEL SO SINGLEššššš#im actually yearning for friends too#college is lonely as hell#felt SO shit today#i was mad at someone for not giving a shit about me but then i ended up buying him coffee because i needed company#why is my life like this#I'm literally running to my tumblr besties for EVERYTHING ššš
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can i say it now?
sage of time/time powers didn't make sense for totk zelda. at ALL.
when in botw, before the calamity, in aoc, did she EVER show an affinity for time powers? i get that it was like this sort of. hidden power kind of thing, but it still doesn't make much sense. not for zelda.
#not to mention. light dragon still.#like..... it doesn't make sense in my head.#i would have understood it if it were link who was sage of time. because he canonically has magic related to time#(e.g. flurry rush. bullet time. plus connections to the hero of time)#they could have made a banger design with time themes for dragon zelda. im just saying#and i get kind of trying to connect her with sonia a bit but idk.#i TRIED to bring this up back when totk first released but people didnt like that very much#i think both zelda and link are connected to time and light but they each have more of a connection to one over the other#like. okay. dragon of time zelda. yes?#phases in and out of existance at will. sometimes she's seen at the two different places at the same time. maybe more.#her appearance is pretty unpredictable. the average hylian who has no clue what the dragon spirits are talk about things going missing#weird things happening whenever the dragon of time flies overhead#legend of zelda#tears of the kingdom#totk spoilers#idk if people still care but it was more expensive than usual so#negativity#i feel bad for making this post after bitching about people being too harsh about totk#and people were. i was hyperfixating and legit could not talk about it because people were horrible about it to me#which genuinely ruined a lot of my experiences online last year#its really hard to try and reframe it as āall that matters is that you enjoy it and what other people think shouldn't affect thatā
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my brain is currently rotting from ghostsoap, loki, the hunger games, ghost of tsushima, and aftg. and f1 vegas is this weekā¦.and the new hunger games movie comes outā¦ iām gonna explode.
#my hyperfixations#are too much sometimes#f1#thg#aftg#ghostsoap#ghost of tsushima#loki#random thoughts
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omg the cute autistic/mutual friend at the party I was talking ab way back just moved into our building!!! I legit ran into him omw in and exchanged instas he is SO adorable and cute and I love him like I just wanna be around him so like tf I am SO HAPPY
#im not sure the post is even still up but me n my friends were just having a casual gettogether and i met him n my post was talking ab how#im glad no annoying autsitics have been introduced to me yet bc ive already met like 3 and theyre all either like#smart autistics or adorable autistics or interesting autistics and i have a crush on two of them including the cute autistic this post is ab#like im so HAPPY omg im gonna bug him so much its weird bc idk what u call the type of crush where its like im not searching for romance#but i will do anything to be in ur prescense bc i know id enjoy being friends or partners or whatever the fuck involves KNOWING YOU#idk lol#yutamayo is starting the day off right (#(its 3:47pm)#at the party we were playing Detroit Become Human anf he seems to also be a hyperfixation/skilled autistic bc he SLAYED at the game i just#enjoyed watching him speedplay at that point#and everyone was ig close enough with him to call him by a semiracist nickname bc hes indigenous n his last name wad apparently too long#so i was like NOPE and made sure to spell it out and resay it so i could say his last name properly instead of his nickname#im noy shading them bc its fine to have a close friend thing where ur able to have a joking nickname ab a characteristic like my bestie#calls me āitā sometimes and thats not something i dislike bc we KNOW each other and its the opposite of malicious intent#but yeah i wad likr nah id prefer to know how to say it#then it was like 3am anf there was only like 4ppl left n he was like yeah i gotta go bavk home to whitby apparently he was just gonna#use the electric scooters they have around town but thats like 30min away in the mf a.m#n he didnt wanna crash on our couch which isfine n everyone else was like mkay bye bc yhey wanted to sleep#n i was like NOPE and hunted down bus fare n waited with him at the bus stop for the night bus n made sure he got on it then never saw him#again#until#today#god fucking bless#*introduced to 3 autistics not 3 annoying autistics the post was ab how im gkad i havent met an annoying autistic in my buikding yet*
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sometimes i wonder if im losing my hyperfix but then. boom discussion about which of the dteam who you would let hit it and suddenly i want to participate in every discussion ever about this and obtain a degree from the university of yapping about this forever
#my phan hyperfix is def stronger now but. every now and then smth happens here that draws me right back#i'll never leave its too much fun here sometimes i love you all š#btw i voted george for... reasons. you get it#okay fine revealing the reasons since ppl seem to be interested in mens' thoughts on george. he unlocks the rare top in me#the need to top him overpowers my need to be fucked by dream. there i said it. i'm not going to heaven and i'm Fine with that
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Hello
Whatās the best episode of fraggle rock in your opinion?
Hi!!!!!!
So sorry, I have no idea how long this AAM has been sitting in my inbox!
Hmmmmā¦ there are a ton of them that I rank in my personal favorites, and I could answer this according to that list, or from an objective angle based on overall writing and thematic traits.
Objectively, Iād say the best episode is āChange of Addressā, as itās the full circle moment that the series has been building up to- not to mention that I get CHILLS every time āMagic be With Youā starts playing in that haunting choral arrangement. Itās impacted me so much, and maybe it sounds odd to anyone else, but it was the song I sung to my newborn niece to soothe her the first time I met her, and it worked. Overall ifās just a beautiful episode, and Iām always teary afterwards.
Other strong contenders based on objective reasons are āThe Day the Music Diedā, āGone But Not Forgottenā, and possibly āRiver of Lifeā (?). I give RoL a hesitant nod because itās so somber that Iāve only been able to watch it twice- and Iāve seen the entire series otherwise so many times I couldnāt even guess, maybe upwards of 30-40 full views? Probably more, honestly, since itās been my favorite companion since I was a tiny kid.
In terms of my favorites though, I have a long list! It doesnāt have huge overbearing weight in the story, but āCapture the Moonā has always been one of my biggest comfort episodes, as have āBooberās Dreamā, āRedās Blue Dragonā, and āWembleyās Flightā. Oh, and āA Brush with Jealousyā!! Man, the song from that oneā¦ āshow me the light in a butterflyās eye/and show me the dreams of the earth and the skyāā¦ ahh.. so pretty.. I just feel refreshed upon hearing it. :)
Capture the Moon is where the foundation for my two main Fraggle OCs comes from (and weirdly enough, I came up with them due to a very specific Fraggle dream I had as a little kid, so thatās probably why theyāre so dear to me! Hah!)
I also (hot take, I know!) do have a couple episodes I donāt actually care for that much. Of course, I love them all, but I do definitely have some least favorites. (I have never really liked āThe Great Radish Famineā. I canāt place why, but itās 1000% near the bottom of my list, LOL!)
Anyway, you asked a short question, and I totally blathered on for way too long! Iām not sure if I gave a very satisfactory answer š
I do suppose I could be more specific and take a more analytical approach if youād like!! There are several ways to answer this specific question, HAH! Please feel free to ask more!!!! :0
#Fraggle Rock#gobo fraggle#mokey fraggle#wembley fraggle#boober fraggle#red fraggle#HAH all my suggested tags right now are for Lego Ninjago and I think thatās really funny#also I changed my url!! not that I didnāt love the old one (itās easily one of my fav usernames ever)#but the old one was way too identifiable#and I prefer to have a little more anominity on tumblr#same with most of my media apps aside from instagram/Facebook tbh#I donāt post anything objectionable on here (or in other places)#but maybe I donāt want my coworkers who have my fairly normal instagram account to see my hyperfixed#I think thatās fair tbh#plus sometimes employers look for your obvious socials (despise this btw) and like. they donāt need to know#that Iām currently hyperfixed on Lego ninjas. okay?#they can see my more professional pics but I promise you that your average HR person doesnāt need to know how much I love PoE#anyway rant over! lots of tags!!#Fraggle Rock Rock
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i want to say that if i were siffrin id abuse the hell out of loops to sleep SO often but. considering that they tend to spiral when left to their own devices. i understand
#the way he berates himself so harshly sometimes . man#and that was a thing even BEFORE the Smile and Optimism left#we love a protag that cant even look at their problems !!#i also wonder if them forgetting minor details (like. what a kiln is) is bc of their apparently normal memory issues or bc of the loops....#wouldnt be surprised if they have full on amnesia with the way their backstory is so. nonexistent#i should redo the odile friendship thing bc that taps into it a lil bit and i had to run thru it bc of my dying battery#yknow. given his memory problems its surprising he can remember all of his lines for every conversation#like i would be fumbling so hard with at least half of these#im also . worried . abt whatever it is that the king is trying to imply by asking if they 'remember'#bc none of the 3 answers ive done so far rly did anything...... unless im reading too much into it. who knows#much to think about.#isat#isat spoilers#it feels so good to hyperfixate on something without worrying abt anything else again..
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no but genuinely where are yall hiding. where are the mtalocalypse discord servers. i have nothing good to contribute but im kind of funny sometimes (i am batting my eyelashes at you) ((yall are all so cool let me be friends with you))
#spongebob about to be crushed by an ice cream truck meme#18+ though please sorry kids i am an adult thanks#im sure yall are all very cool too though#metalocalypse#dethklok#using the main tags bc im desperate#embodying murderface from diversityklok rn i want into the special person invites club please š¤²#also this is not just a request for discords ik im not a mtl exlcusive blog but#yall should follow me :) or dm me :)) idk could be fun :))) i have fun character thots sometimes#i just want friends and i wanna cry about my hyperfixation to people who get it is that too much to ask#mtl#will probably delete this once i get too embarrassed about it im too out of it to care rn
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Comic posts and vent posts seem to be most of what I write nowadays on here. But i suppose that makes sense. In my two or three years on here, vent posts are the one constant. My hyperfixations have changed a few times, but venting is always the same. Whether i have a hyperfixation to distract me, or whatever i have no distraction and end up tired and bored, the need to vent about things always ends up being the same. And usually certain topics end up recurring in my vents. Like how i never told my dad about this account and my posts here, or how i'm terrified of ageing, or that i'm dependent on my dad and have no friends irl outside of him, etc. I have a lot of things i can rant about.
#I've had a few different hyperfixations in my time on here#not too many though#which reminds me of how i sometimes get paranoid about my interests not changing as much as i age#but that's a topic for another time#autism#neurodivergent#asd#autistic#adhd#actually autistic#audhd#my thoughts#vent#venting#hyperfixations#hyperfixation#nuerodivergent
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