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experimental journal 1/50
what is this you may ask? well, I have to do 50 design-related experiments for a class that isn't completely useless but should have definitely been something we took at the beginning of the program not 4 semesters in. so I decided that I would have fun with it and use this as a way to document them because the reason I have been putting it off is that I do not want to make the pdf for it after every experiment. yes, I am aware that this is probably just as much work but it is more fun than making an InDesign file and documenting what I just did. this way I have all my thoughts on it for when I actually do my write-ups.
for this experiment, I followed this tutorial for a vintage poster. I think it turned out pretty well, mine is a bit darker than the original tutorial. I think that was caused by the paper texture I used. the background photo is from Unsplash. for the font, I used Neue Haas Grotesk, they did not list what font they used so I opened my TikTok collections because I will always save any video that claims to have the best _ fonts or best fonts on _. I also attempted the little oval with small text that is on top of the original but because of the composition of the photo I used, it looked a bit awkward in the space. overall this was a fun first experiment.
experimented with: hue & saturation, filters (noise and gaussian blur), and text effects (drop shadow).
watching: Fundie Fridays: Gwen Shamblin Lara & The Remnant Fellowship
listening to: Moviestruck: Episode 51: Bionicle 2: Legends of Metru Nui (2004)
drinking: water out of my stanley, look at me being healthy
#my experimental journal#graphic design#graphic design tutorial#not my tutorial but maybe someone else wants to use it#graphic design blog#graphic design process#vintage poster
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WHAT?! Is the anniversary of Bionicle?
And here I am, without much to share visually AAAAAA BUT HEY! I decided to compile my fav bunch of art I did during those years of the Reboot/G2 that made me rediscover such a cool franchise (and the last artworks are two of the most modern ones).
Plus, I can really say that without these art experimentations, I wouldn't have developed so many of my modern rendering techniques!
So, cheers to it and everyone that keeps enjoying it and/or found a muse in it like I did x)
This brand too has the privilege of being my true first robot hell bahaha
#myart#lego bionicle#bionicle#bionicle day#810nicle#whenifellinrobothell#legends to keep telling#idk what i have a journal if i dont use the calendar RIP#still not the first anniversary i missed this year same happened with digimon's skdfhksjf orz#but in all seriously: the range of art styles this brand made me try during 2-3 years of what the reboot lasted was the craziest thing ever#to this day i cant believe the amount of experimentation i poured in each piece#not showcased here but i tried too sequential art/mute comics and is WOHA for me#Windy of the past had lots of fun without doubt#im glad for her: i know i did it because was during my first stressing year of the career#this was a great escape for my brain and art skills that wasnt as perfectionism-driven like my graphic design projects#-squinting at the “recent art”- cheeses one of two years and one of the past year#TIME FLIES TOO FAST
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Consider everything an experiment.
#artists#art#artist#albert sackey art#albertsackeyart#albertayebisackey#life#journal#sketchbook#colour#experimental#experiment#notebook#writing#desk#motivation#inspiration#inspiring quotes#quote#quotes#quoteoftheday#scrapbook#art journal#journaling#life quote#beautiful quote#artists on tumblr#artinspiration#artjournals#my art
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This is an experiment. I thrfited blank photo paper by accident thinking it was craft paper or blank post cards. So I didn't know what to do with it. I said, "Why not see what happens if I did xyz? I used water colors on blank photo paper and then doodle/sharpie line drawing over it. Then I added matallic marker accents. I love how it turned out. 😀
#art#art journal#art journaling#art therapy#my art#artwork#watercolor#mixed media art#mixed media#mixedmedia#watercolour art#lineart#line drawing#experimental#creatvity#creative journaling#creative#creativity#my artwok#watercolors#watercolor painting#photopainting#flowers#explore#exploring art#art work#art world#fyp#fyp tumblr#artists on tumblr
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hey hey guess what it's time for
Update 4: Return of the (Soap) King
For those who haven't been following along, I've been having a nice time doing experimental archaeology and recreating cosmetics/household goods that are historically plausible for local idiot pirate Stede Bonnet to have had around.
Figure 1. Me, addressing my kitchen appliances.
So far we've had successful lip balm, yet-to-be-completed Oil of Lavender, the terrible tragedies that have so far befallen the pearl face cream, and, finally, the unending journey of the one household item actually mentioned on the dang show: the lavender soap (with updates 1-3 and several mini-updates).
Did this all secretly derive from my researching period-appropriate medical horror? Yes. Am I still going to write about it? Of course come on now I can't just keep that enema information to myself--
But TODAY IS NOT THAT DAY.
Figure 2. One very excited ship's surgeon who will unfortunately have to bide his fuckin time.
Nope, today we're on the next iteration of the lavender soap, because we're still at the "fuck around and find out" portion of this experimental process-- and so, behold:
Version 3.0 7 oz. dried soap 4 oz. ground orrisroot 1 oz. ground whole cloves 1 oz. ground benjamin 10 drops lavender essential oil oil of lavender, q.s. rosewater, q.s.
You may notice that I have, tragically, only added enough of anything lavenderish to allow myself the honesty of still calling this "lavender" soap -- as previously discussed, lavender essential oils (as we know them today) were not really a Thing, and the Oil of Lavender (...which is not an essential oil, but rather an infusion of lavender flowers and olive oil) is not quite ready for primetime scent vibes, so I genuinely don't think these are comparable to actually just grinding up and shoving in the dried flowers.
But for the sake of Science, I needed to find out if removing the flowers would help with the browning issue of previous versions, so-- out went the lavender. For now.
Figure 3. Oh no, I-- oh man, don't cry, I'm sorry, I'll put it back omg.
Other changes in this version are:
store-bought ground orrisroot (...listen, Thomas is but a wee lad, and not yet hearty enough to wreck regular orrisroot as hard as it needs);
store-bought ground benzoin (because it was cheaper to buy in bulk that the solid resin from the woo-woo shop);
increased the amount of orrisroot from 1 ounce to 4 ounces, in keeping with some other recipes, to try and bulk up the myristic acid content (i.e., the thing wot makes olive-oil based Nabulsi soap actually produce a bubbly lather)
I should at this point say that typically the scientific process recommends making only one change at a time when conducting Experiments, so that one may know what exactly affected a change in a positive, negative, or neutral manner.
Consider, however, that I have no patience. So fuck it, we ball.
Show us the soap, trifles
To get to the soap, you must first suffer through mortifying ordeal of process photos.
Figure 4. The ground orrisroot on my tiny digital scale (that actually measures grains, which itself is a holdover from apothecary measurements!)
Wait wait wait actually look at my tiny bullshit scale, I love it, look at its little one-gram calibration weight:
Figure 5. A baby.
Figures 6 and 7. An ounce of whole cloves (left) and the results of young Thomas's efforts thrown on top of the orrisroot and benjamin in the mortar (right).
I should note that rather than grinding the cloves in my granite mortar and pestle first, I put them straight into Thomas's maw-- I don't know if that led to how intensely clove-oily these grounds are, or the fact that the lavender flowers were not present to soak it up. Previously I got a grey-green powder out of grinding the both together, so this rich, wet clove-color did not bode well for my "can I stop this from being brown?" soap plans...
Figure 8. ...Or maybe it'll be fine? I added the dried soap, and now look at them all mixed together!
As a note, I had to actually use a whisk at this point rather than just rely on my pestle to do the work -- my mortar is Too Small for these shenanigans, and the four ounces' worth of orrisroot did not help matters. I won't say how much of this mix ended up outside the mortar and on my clothes, but it was... it was a non-zero amount.
Whatever, thought I. This is Science. This is me experiencing the divine art of creation across space-time with my alchemical forebears, and also this is why I should not be allowed in other people's kitchens.
Notably, the upped powder content meant that I had to add a lot more splashes of rosewater to get to a dough-y state where the soap could be hand-rolled, and I had to work significantly longer with the pestle-- while version 2.0 was, per my notes, about 8-10 minutes' worth of work, I would call this a solid 20 minutes at least of beating the ever-loving shit outta this mix until everything was incorporated.
And once it was, well--
Figure 9. Hello, brown.
As you can see, the soap mix does form up very nicely, though it still requires a spatula to clear the sides of the mortar and pestle.
At this point, remembering that the last time I hand-rolled wash balls my palms came away Very Brown, I donned some latex gloves before I commenced my rolling. However, because (and again, I cannot stress this enough) I lack patience, I threw in another change: rather than leaving them as balls, I squished them slightly between my palms to flatten them into slightly more traditional soap shapes.
Figure 10. Cookie dough or falafel: you decide.
A note regarding the scent: Whether it's the relative lack of the lavender, or the big bump to the orrisroot (or some magic alchemical combination of the two), the soaps, while still smelling strongly like spice cookies, now have an oddly-unfamiliar-but-fascinating scent profile, similar to what I found happened when I made the lip pomatum. There's no good reason why this should make me believe that I've come closer to a "real" recipe, but the feeling is there nonetheless -- and it's definitely interesting.
Finally, and because the flat sides of these soaps looked too innocent, too pure, I decided to try that octopus stamp again. For future reference, stamping immediately after making these? Not a great idea. The soap stuck to the stamp like a motherfucker, and so a lot of detail was lost. But regardless--
Figure 11. Spice cookie kraken soap cakes, holy shit.
And now, I actually do have to wait a few days before I can try them out, or they'll fall the fuck to pieces. Keep watch for mini-updates, though, as I check out how they dry and probably do more unfortunate stamp experiments on them.
#lavender soap#spice cookie kraken soap cakes#our flag means death#ofmd#history#stede bonnet#and his historically possible cosmetic collection#lotta ridiculous research#experimental archaeology#stede bonnet's theoretical library#stede bonnet's theoretical self-care extravagances#the historically inaccurate shop#trifles the amateur history enthusiast strikes again#funky little alchemist with funky little interests#eagle eyed viewers will see the SOAP OF NEROLI post-it sticking out of my process journal#THAT DAY IS COMING
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“... I don’t know what’s real and what isn’t anymore.”
#GW2#Guild Wars 2#Scarlet Briar#a quote from her journal... felt right.#been messing with reshade and screenshot editing lately#this was kind of an experimental one tbh#wanted to see if i could make one look like her nightmares about Mordremoth#also for anyone curious where this is:#those silverwastes breaches during the vinewrath event are really good for nasty body horror mordrem backgrounds#pretty sure those are like. teeth growing out of the walls.#all 4 of them are different... i should figure out more uses for them tbh#this post has been sitting in my drafts for a week. help.#unreality cw#just to be safe
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whump inspiration/writing exercise
(A fictional writing exercise, this is NOT a vent post. This is me messing with my ocs)
TW: In depth description of depressive thoughts self doubt, domestic abuse, and passive suicidal ideation
I have friends now, I told myself once I had friends they’d be able to help me. I could get away or at least feel a little happier, but they can’t help. I can’t even ask them for help. Would they even care? What if I end up scaring away the one girl who has ever seen me. Why won’t anyone help me. Am I even worth saving? Is it even worth saving me if i can’t save myself?
I want to leave. I want to move out. But i can’t, can I? She could just… leave. But she doesn’t. She could leave me here with grandma. Yet she continues to suffocate me. There’s not enough from for me here anymore. What does she want?
Why does she hate me so much?
what did I
ever
do
to
deserve
this
Do I deserve this?
What if i just
let her
kill
me
Would any of my friends miss me?
But why would a friend miss a girl
when her own mother hated her enough
To
To kill her
…
would she really do that?
Would she kill me?
#No this is not about me#An experimental sort of writing entry about my Oc#Like a journal entry but it’s her direct thoughts#Fictional#whump#whump inspiration#whump prompt#whump angst#whump ideas#whump tropes#whumpblr#whump community#whump dynamics#writeblr#original character#Oc#angst prompts#angst#angst inspiration#whump writing#writing inspiration#writing angst#angst writing#TW: abuse#tw: child abuse#tw: depressive thoughts#tw: passive suicidal ideation#tw: self doubt#my writing#writing
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After these parts dry, I will add more. This likely won't be the only piece I work on today either.
#journal#personal#pic#vent art#art#my art#abstract#autistic artist#trans artist#disabled artist#disabled joy#trans joy#autistic joy#artists on tumblr#experimental art#psychedelic art#acrylic painting#acrylics#painting#art journal#work in progress#WIP#trans#autism#bipolar#CPTSD#art therapy#therapy blogging#vent
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i just tried on like sixteen lipsticks in a row for an art project. at many points in the process i looked like a cannibal. is this how the other side lives?
#i’ve never understood or cared about makeup#but i’ve been gifted quite a bit of it over the years#by friends and relatives who want me to care#the poem i’m drafting belongs on kissed up paper for its final form#but i had questions about how lipstick works on paper that the internet refused to answer#so i did a lipstick kiss section of my journal for experimentation (in regards to smudging and color)
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#journaling#junk journal#scrapbook journal#scrapbooking#art journal#my spreads#by antonio#word spreads#very experimental and i have no real title or anything#made completely from sunday ads and junk mail
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stolen car smell
waterlogged with holy water
ants feasting on a baby bird
you need to clean your bathroom there’s more to bleach
start in the bedroom
grey day; all fog and cloud
room temperature ginger ale
“go to hell” he says “go to hell”
the dollar store is closed
#evidence of life#i suppose this /is/ poetry in the way that /everything/ is poetry but this is literally just from journaling lmao so i will tag accordingly#/ not a debut of my writing everyone go home /silly#it would be titled and stuff maybe i should have a journaling tag outside the project#also yes the grammar is supposed to be like that#not that care much about grammar when i journal#calling it ‘the project’ still is tickling me pink first it was out of necessity (ever make something but can’t give it a name?)#then i wanted it to be a surprise and now it’s out of habit it’s just so silly how something so inconsequential#is draped in words that sound important when it’s just experimental howling from another freak on a damn autopsy table used as an altar#log#<- journal tag ?? i think actually made on when i was posting my meals or whatever but im pretty sure i won’t like it anymore#log is sturdy and neutral
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journal experiment!
I’m so rusty. also this shit is nylon thread because i have way too much, don’t @ me lmao I love my kids but not enough to use the rest of my expensive waxed linen
buuut I had an idea to create this kind of partitioned double-signature journal thing as a way of getting Just Enough pages in these journals without having to resort to more advanced + time consuming 2-sig+ binds. I’m still doing some of those 2-sig binds, but less.
(because I’m making 24 of these fuckers.)
once it comes in the mail I’ll stick some roll-on double-sided tape between the two spines so they lay flat.
hope this experiment inspires you to do some fuckery with your books too!
materials:
waxed nylon thread I got in my first bookbinding starter kit (use linen if you love yourself)
cover: hemp heritage 110# cover 8.5x11
filler: maxwell opaque digital 100# text in 96 bright white 8.5x11
#bookbinding#art#my art#paper art#fiber art#journalmaking#journal#handbound book#handbound journal#experimental#someone has probably done this before but I wouldn’t know
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reading scientific articles on human scent glands to write one scene of a fic. sigh. guess what fic this is for.........
#human pheromones arent real. but also people do like have a smell. underneath their perfumes and colognes and detergents and stuff.#like individual people have their own smell. you know?#anyway i just wanted to find out if there were areas where it was more concentrated or not lol#the answer is: it depends on what kind of gland ur talkin abt bc theres 3 kinds that science generally considers to b human scent glands#very fascinating and did not help me#lots of like scientific journal articles available online for free on this tho lmao#its bc its the evolutionary pop psychology schtick that pickup artists and other shitty men love#if u cant tell i dont think very highly of evopsych#bc theres no way to actually prove it experimentally in a way that u can generalize to any population in modern day#anyway thats enough of my former psych student tangent lol#talk#text#mine#and if u got this far and hadnt already guessed this was for#f: changer#au: strawberry sunday
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sorry. still thinking
#its just been on my mind a lot more especially since talking about it with my mom in california she told me a lot i didnt know about#bc i was like 13 when it all initially happened i barely knew/was told what was going on. we just all saw him nearly dead on his floor#and then suddenly there was an ambulance and he was gone#and then he went to one of the city hospitals hours away and my mom was gone most of the time for months to be with him#and i knew he nearly died and was told later it was bc he got hiv but like that was basically it? and i knew it was from drug usage#but she told me basically everything this time. and it was just a lot#apparently i have a group of students from a texan medical college to thank for him being alive. bc they did an experimental thing on him#after his original doctor had given up hope and told my mom he was just going to die#we're not sure exactly what they did i guess it was some kind of medicine of course but like. anyway whatever it was it worked#and the thing i remember most. was my mom saying 'at least that makes it so he can help as many people as he's hurt.'#bc my brother just...has a complicated past and the things leading up to his near-death were especially#and apparently the test is gonna be in some medical journal probably. im guessing its what helped them confirm their experiment works#anyways. im just glad hes alive. but its a lot to think about
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Okay, the fic I'm writing is fully fleshed out, the overarching theme is fully written out, and I just finished scene two, with ah. Six more to go. Thank god Jaiden is gonna be away for most of August because I don't think I could ever finish this if her story progressed in any major way yet again.
#this one is sort of vaguely similar to Journal Entry for those of you that have read it#i don't wanna spoil anything so I'm not gonna add anymore than that I'm having so much fun with this experimental way of writing#fulfills all my needs as a writer which is to have a bunch of random scenes that make no sense on their own unless you tie them up with-#a theme. and to have an unreliable narrator. don't think I've ever written a reliable narrator gonna be honest here#rambles rambles rambles
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Investigations pt1/3
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#The first two pages here were experimental on my part#and really early roughs that I couldn't find a way to fix better than this.#This is also why the rest is different.#;and so the journal burns on
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