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āIn the war film, a soldier can hold his buddyāas long as his buddy is dying on the battlefield. In the western, Butch Cassidy can wash the Sundance Kidās naked fleshāas long as it is wounded. In the boxing film, a trainer can rub the well-developed torso and sinewy back of his protegeāas long as it is bruised. In the crime film, a mob lieutenant can embrace his boss like a loverāas long as he is riddled with bullets.Ā
Violence makes theĀ homo-eroticismĀ of many āmaleāĀ genres invisible; it is a structural mechanism of plausible deniability.ā
āTarantinoās Incarnational Theology: Reservoir Dogs,Ā Crucifixions, and Spectacular Violence. Kent L. Brintnall.
#Another day another quote that's been rattling around in my head for an age#Which again sums things up better than I ever could#And of course it's not just about the physical deterioration at the end of the story allowing for intimacy#The idea permeates the whole show#Tozer holding Heather as his exposed brain freezes on the deck#Crozier and Hickey reaching a state of psychological intimacy but only through the violence of the lash#You could argue a link between Hickey and Goodsir too through the intimacy and violence inflicted on Irving#Both his killing and his autopsy#The Terror#The Terror AMC#Meta
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STILL thinking about drunk chess actually
stupid as hell bonus:
#mcu#marvel cinematic universe#xmen#xmen movies#xmen first class#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#snap sketches#i have. an exam in three hours :} <-#anyway remind me never to color a comic again THIS WAS JUST SUPPOSED TO BE QUICK AND SILLY#i havent drawn And Colored a comic in literal months please forgive me#the only thing quick and silly was the bonus doodle vjaelkeajeklj i swear it totally slipped my mind to have the pieces somewhere#too caught up in . The Above#anyway. never doing this again !!!!!#why does chess have to be their thing im tired of drawing chess. ive drawn so much chess in my life#AND IM GOING TO DO IT AGAIN WHEN I GET THE CHACNE I HAVE ANOTHER DUMB POST OF MINE TO DRAW#im not checking this for any mistakes or whatever idc im posting this as is and thatll be that#for now. good morning JVERLKJEAKLJ im gonna sleep for an hour then prepare my brain#1k notes ill draw em snoggin nasty style or whatever
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One Summer Day
#hullo! Iām back!#sorry about the longer-than-planned-for-absence;#after I got back from my trip I was exhausted and then I almost immediately had to deal with a health thing#and I havenāt had as much brain for drawing as I would have hoped ā but I finally finished another piece!#learning this new software is taking me a bit but itās so fun alskdjfjf :D#hope you all are doing well!! Iāll start answering asks again whenever I have time#bsd#my art#bsd chuuya#bsd dazai#bungou stray dogs#soukoku#skk#skyline pigeon fic
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little part 2 to the previous one
#fionna and cake#adventure time#prismo the wishmaster#scarab the god auditor#prohibitedwish#i got so quickly called out for how i drew scarab . . . i got lampooned soo fast#they ar to t4t in my brain#back to the gay bug and wallsticker posting#i imagine scarabs so used to being the more dominating one by a default in any form of relationship just cause of his personality#and this intense mf dont realize that theres another option so hes just like 'oh shit' 'didnt think that was a thing that could happen'#this bug just realized some things
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#I had only 2 hours to draw in 5 days...#you have no idea how much my brain needed at least something....#animation tag#cass#cass creature#tapa#hoddi#godsara#okay I will be lurking need to finish another thing in 2 days pfhdd gah
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this project is gonna be the death of me it is never ending but Iām locking in we ball
#long awaited update#hit a rough ass patch in recovery from my Many Things#feeling good for the first time since August tho#fingers crossed i AM recovering fr but time will tell in several months when itās time to face the unspeakable terrors again#ah well worst come to worse Iāll have another wild tale to accompany the next batch of brain damage I get dealt by god#cosplay#soulsborne#bloodborne#ludwig the accursed#fromsoftware#ludwig the holy blade#horror#monster#fromsoft#dark souls#bloodborne cosplay#puppetry#practical effects
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The moment when you find exactly what you were looking for (it was your best friend the whole time)
(close-ups below & my commission info)
#oh to see your best friend and question wether or not itās possible to believe another person into godliness#because you believe in her. and sheās the closest thing to a god that youāve ever known.#I will never shut up about them. I donāt think itās possible.#āmy presidentā?? okayyyyyyy š³ļøāšš³ļøāšš³ļøāšš³ļøāš#im sorry. they are so in love itās actually crazy.#I use the term āin loveā to describe strong nonromantic feelings also :)#but like itās debatable. yāknow. my headcanons are too specific to put into words you just have to link brains with me.#figs shirt was supposed to say āmy girlfriend is a wizard and she will kill youā but I couldnāt fit all of that on there#fig faeth#kristen applebees#faebees#figsten#rip fig you would have loved queerplatonic partnership and polyamory#I would include kristen in that statement but sheās already aware#itās been too long since Iāve posted about them. I clearly have some feelings built up#fantasy high#d20#dimension 20#d20 fantasy high#d20 fanart#fantasy high fanart#fh#fhfy#fhjy#queerplatonic#undescribed#not described#my art
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Assorted Gravity Falls doodles!
#Havent posted anything in a few days cause I keep rotating too many ideas in my brain. These are just some wips. Anyway doodle notes! ->#had to draw twink!Bill okay. Being a pretty boy was like Annatar's whole Thing. & OBVIOUSLY I had to draw Celebrimbor & Annatar Billford#As many pointed out on my LOTR comic Ford would have seen the 80s Animated movies! I may do a post on my thoughts(tm) of him watching it#but to tdlr I think he missed Bashki's Movie in movie theatres and watched it with fiddleford in november 1981! :3#Anyhow was thinking about Trans!Fiddleford & the DOOMED T4T potential of Emma-may also being trans hit me like a truck. I have many thought#Stan: Quit worrying Pointdexter. not like Mabel can find ANOTHER annoyingly smart & gruff yet whimsically eccentric Grunkle to bond with#Mabel * dragging in a bedraggled 12th Doctor *: Guess what I found in the woods!#<- I think Ford should feel socially threatened/jealous and be pushed into being a better grunkle because of it <3#Second to last is PURE indulgence as I am a big Dr Who fan and the Last is Ford after watching Jackson's trilogy ;)#Gravity Falls#GF fanart#Fanart#fan art#Bill cipher#stanford pines#ford pines#grunkle ford#fiddleford mcgucket#young fiddleford mcgucket#young stanford pines#Emma-May Dixon design#doctor who#twelfth doctor#mabel pines#crossover#sketch dump#artists on tumblr#my art
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Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will
#svsss#scum villian self saving system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#the fact that people think scum villain#-a series that examines and criticizes common tropes in fiction-#is somehow against criticism or being a little hater is wild to me#especially since shen qingqiu never gets punished for being a hater#heck- he's still a little hater by the end of the series#he mostly gets punished for treating life like a play and like he and the people around him are characters#(or in other words- he suffers for denying his own wants and emotions and his own sense of empathy)#I think some of y'all underestimate how much writing/art is inspired by creaters being little haters#like example off the top of my head-#the author of Iron Widow has been pretty vocal about the book being inspired by their hatred of Darling in the Franxx#I think my interpretation of Shen Yuan's transmigration is also supported by the fact that this series is an examines writing processes#side note- though i understand why people say Shen Yuan is lazy and think its a valid take it still doesnt sit right with me#i am probably biased because my own experiences with chronic pain and depression and isolation#but ya- i dont think Shen Yuan is lazy so much as he is deeply lonely and feels purposeless after denying parts of himself for 20ish years#like yall remember the online fandom boom from covid right?#being stuck completely alone in bed while feeling like shit for 20 days straight does shit to your brain#the fact that no one came to check on him + he wasn't exactly upset about leaving anyone behind supports the isolation interpretation too#+in the skinner demon arc he describes his life of being a faker/inability to stop being a faker now that he's Shen Qingqiu#as āso bland he's tempted to throw salt on himselfā and āall he could do is lay around and wait for deathā (<-paraphrasing)#bro wants to be doing stuff but is stuck in paralysis from repeatedly following scrips made by other people#another point on āShen Yuan isnāt lazyā is just the sheer amount of studying that man does#also he did graduate college- how lazy can he really be#he doesnt know what hes doing but he at least tries to actively train his students#and he actually works on improving his own cultivation + spends quite a bit of time preping the mushroom body thing#+he's experiencing bouts of debilitating chronic pain throughout all this#but ya tldr: Shen Yuan's transmigration is an encouragement to write and not a punishment and also i dont think its fair to call him lazy
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with Luo Qingyang and Lou Binghe having the same last name I got start thinking of an au: like what if lbh was her little brother
tho what's funnier lbh in the mdzs universe or that means tlj is lou qingyangs dad in that au
I wanted to give this a genuine answer but I kept getting distracted by Lou Binghe...so...yeah.
#poorly drawn svsss#svsss#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#modern au#homestuck#ask#More of a warning tag than an organization tag. Even though this is not my first homestuck crossover. Or my last.#Do *not* ask me to justify why modern au svsss translated into 'homestuck casual cosplayer LBH'. I don't know. I don't know!!!#It was 2am and my brain is completely cooked! It just kept happening bro!#I do think modern AU LBH would absolutely be a causal cosplayer by the way. Maybe not homestuck. Probably an anime.#I will take suggestions and the best one (very loose definition of best) I will draw. Or do another poll to then draw.#This is your call to action (the one reading this <3)#Shen (shawn) Yuan absolutely has 'I read homestuck since it's days on the mspa forums' energy. He would have been in deep.#Shang Quinghua can also have a little 'After finishing the series he became a clown gender e-boy'. As a treat.#Ok I got it out of my system. I can answer the ask properly now.#LBH would have been so much more normal if he had mianmian as a role model.#āif it sucks - hit the bricks. Do not succumb to the sunk cost fallacyā is a motto LBH really needed to hear.#Both of them do start from the bottom and seek a rise to the top - only to take a step back and realize it isn't the most important thing.#So it is a kind of neat parallel!
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tojiās always (more) silent when heās out in public ā a mysterious man with an intimidating aura; thatās what heās perceived as by most. but not by you.
ātoooji! can we go to this cute cafe near the mall?ā his big and rough hand complimented yours. especially when you held them together. āpleaseee?ā
as did your personalities. especially when you were out in public together. you being the sunshine, him being the grumpy one.
tojiās eyes glance down at yours as you continue to slowly walk down the pavement. he could feel you clinging onto his arm, your chest pressing against his biceps as if to convince him to agree.
and damn sure was it working. toji might be a tough man, however not when it comes to literally anything involving his girl.
āsure thing, darlinā.ā his reply was kind of curt, voice low and raspy, eyes already focused on something else ahead. but the small and reassuring squeeze he gave your hand told you enough.
thatās how it has been with toji recently. you know he deep down has the ability to show you his love and he does do it in different ways than most other partners would. but, you know him ā you understand him.
itās hard to open up to someone when youāve known nothing but killing and surviving, let alone show your vulnerability to them.
it might be a slow process, but tojiās been doing his best to give you the husband you deserve to have. a husband whoās deserving to be called yours.
#sttoru writes.#ANOTHER DUMB LIL THING UGHH my brain i hate it#jjk x reader#toji fushiguro x reader#jjk fluff#jjk x you#toji x you#jjk x fem!reader#jjk x y/n#jjk fic#toji fushiguro x you#x female reader
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Hello I love your art!!! I was reading through your changeling au and Felix mentions that fae are creatures of mirth. They literally need attention to survive. But what kind of attention? I guess I'm wondering because Adrien has been in the public eye for a while now, but has been personally neglected for even longer. What does that mean for him? Is he starving? Is he in danger of dying? Does he even know it? (I assume not given he doesn't even know he's Fae).
If he is starving / in danger of starving who is the first to realize this?
it depends on the mirth, on the attention, on what it is they seek. Without making things too complicated - I don't like to define everything into neat little boxes after all, there's fun in nuance - Felix is just explaining from his experience, the Fae he was with tended to be "entertained" by certain aspects of their playing, which was the mirth that kept them relevant. Relevancy more than anything is really what keeps their wheels greased.
In Adrien's case though, the reason he's cloying for so many names and to have so many thralls and attendants is because he SHOULD be a more social creature and has been kept woefully alone. He is kinda starving in the way a fae starves - he's relevant, but only in an image his father constructs OF him, which means it isn't REALLY him - and he has no one to play with. No friends, no lovers, and no rivals, makes a very sad fae
#replies#did this make sense ? I have very specific lore in my brain for how this shit works#and it can be sort of confusing to parse#starving doesn't work the same for fae as it does for people#being creatures of mirth#its why they like sweet foods generally. they dont eat it to eat#they eat it to taste something sweet#they take people's names to have people to play with#to feed their desire for entertainment and relevancy#how do i put this another way... anyone in the crowd have adhd? or the tisms? you know hyperfixations#like REAL hyperfixations. not just āI'm interested in thisā#I mean āI am legitimately unable to focus on anything BUT this one thingā#āI have made this thing apart of my personality and I need it to survive and I know everything about it and I NEED to talk to someone itā#imagine you exist. but you're the hyperfixation#and you exist... MORE. in a real way. when people focus on you. some aspect of you#want to mimic you or are apart of you or are owned by you. now youre more real.#like that.
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Heroes of Millennium (HoM) AU
Act 1, Omake 2 (Extra): Barrier Team. - (here)
Act 1, Omake 1 (Extra): Master of Time. - read here
Act 1: What was left behind. - read here
#hom au#heroes of millennium au#monroe#tlatojl monroe#fu dog#adjl fu-dog#nigel thrall#adjl nigel thrall#ashley#tlatojl ashley#tlatojl#the life and times of juniper lee#adjl#american dragon jake long#rc9gn#tagged rc9gn purely because the event is technically still in norrisville lol#another extra! aka what happened sorta behind the scenes because my brain got stuck on two things:#that ask about nigel thrall i got that made me remember him and my mind kinda got stuck on him lol (shoutout to froppybutterflyfan! thx bro#and the need for that last frame for ~plot reasons that won't be relevant until like 4 acts in lol~ but brain does what brain wants#i know not many will find this update particularly interesting since there is no MCs but i had so much fun here lol ;)#but yall will maybe be pleased to know that some progress on act 2 is being made ;D i know im happy about that haha
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Part 4 of the "Dazai and Chuuya being competitive, mutually pining disasters" comics!
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Most of this one is under the cut because it got LONG
#I'm gonna make at least one more little thing for this because it's eating my brain lol#possibly two because I have a compulsion to resolve literally everything possible#side note: that kid remains convinced that he saw real-life Westley and Buttercup in the grocery store for a long time#...also if I had the hands for it I would redraw this whole thing from the outsider POV because i think it would be hilarious ā#man in hat shakes a package of fish around in a silent rage and then sadly puts it down and wanders around looking intensely depressed#until suddenly another guy#very out of breath#runs in and passionately declares his love for hat-man#life in bsd's Yokohama can never be normal#bsd#bsd chuuya#bsd dazai#my art#bungou stray dogs#soukoku#skk
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brother HELP the heartless brainworms have me once more . having Visions in my Mind
you and me both brother šš¤
#daily dork#abd illustrates#heartless#my current freelance job is kickin my ass atm in terms of time management but mAN#somehow having to focus on another thing makes my story brain work in overdrive in the background#but i dont have enough time to actually pen it#and so#The Visions#well i say that but i have been penning notes down as much as i can - no time to pen proper pieces i should say sjksfs#still workin my way towards the goal of drawing Heartless as a full comic but its v much slow and steady going
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Louis tells Daniel "I was being hunted" like he wasn't willingly spending all his free time with this man who called him handsome in their first meeting and then immediately showed him that he can stop time and talk telepathically. He invited him to meet his family. He tells the priest he has his tendrils in me and I don't think that's anything more than normal seduction and Louis feeling emotional intimacy with someone he's attracted to for the first time (or maybe just first time in general) and feeling seen and loved as Lestat tells him he is in the altar.
I can see Lestat saying he was hunting me as being in turn seduced by Louis and feeling Louis's attraction and love for him. He tells him at the altar I feel your love circle back to me and it scares me as it scares you. He can read his mind here so it's not just what Louis shows him it's what he's feeling but can't admit yet even to himself and they're both scared of the intensity of their feelings.
I hate when people act like the altar scene was Lestat manipulating and pressuring Louis. It ignores all of Loui's narration and feelings about it. And this is peak gothic romance and the most romantic marriage proposal of all time how dare you.
#shut your brain and enjoy it people#they love eachother your honor#also another example of Louis refusing to acknowledge his part when things make him uncomfortable#my babies#He StaALkEd him#Bitch where#interview with the vampire#loustat#louis de pointe du lac#lestat de lioncourt
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