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I just saw some author affirmations that included "I am not defined by my daily word count" and I laughed out loud in like five wildly different emotions at once.
#yes#this is very true#and yet I would really like to write faster and publish faster#my bank account would like that too#writing#writer problems#seriously though measuring yourself by word count is a great way to fall into writing filler and burning out fast so don't do it
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#commissions open#digital art#open commissions#art commissions#comms open#commission art#commissions#artists on tumblr#I'm so so so so so so so so SOOOO bad at making commission sheets..#BUT#it doesnt change. that my comms are open!!!#wahou#I need money LOL my poor bank account#taxes took like fucking 4k out my account and I havent been working so#grimace emoji#didnt think they would be that much#anyways#I'm also.#I have WAY too many things as options...#like.augh#I'm not specialized enough#cause my degree and work is basically 'doing anything'#like my job is to do the whole production pipeline myself#so if you wanna pay me to do any part of it I can do it all
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anyway 4 alive people doesnt justify over 200 dead
#palestine#fuck zionism#and fuck zionists#no not jews#idc 90% whatever i refuse to believe 90% of jews support ethnic cleansing and genocide#zionists are getting blocked#israel is killing in the name of zionism ofc people are going to hate zionists#if there really is zionism that is exactly like my views then i dont fucking see it#all i see is right wingers#all i see is racists#all i see is people celebrating over 200 people dead just bc they got 4 ppl who were well taken care of#i am so fucking mad rn#the person i was talking to that i presses their beliefs blocked me and normally i wouldnt care#but it felt like it was civil enough. we differed in some things but then its obvious they dont give a shit#cant tell me why palestinians are prisoners not hostages? cant tell me why 4 ppl justify over 200 dead?#cant tell me how bulldozing olive trees in the west bank isnt part of the conversation?#I really fucking tried i really fucking hoped#that maybe there was something missing that really theres zionists who believe what i believe#which would mean coming together and bridging a gap thus influencing people#god im too naive#anyway#any day now israel is held accountable#i hope to hear statements from the hostages. glad their ok i guess#hard to care#when theres thousands of palestinian hostages they who come back looking dead#fuck israel
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The consequences of my poor financial decisions are here!!
#blame Kat for this lmao. she got the Yangchen novels first and I very easily give in to peer pressure (that wasn't exerted. but whatever)#three days earlier than scheduled too. which worked out perfectly bc I picked them up on the way home from grandma's#and carried them for 2 km. 2 hardcover books + the thick cardboard boxset they're in#+ the backpack full of food my grandma gave me#in the rain#I nearly fucking died#I'm not made for this level of physical exercise 😅#okay moving on#nia stop calling things like this poor financial decisions challenge#it cost like. the equivalent of 40 bucks#I have 30 times as much hidden away in my sock drawer#and I am usually responsible with my spending. I'm allowed a slightly more expensive treat every once in a while#also my dad doesn't know but I'm sure if I would him 'hey I spent 3.8k on a pair of books is that okay'#he'd be like 'why tf are you asking when have I ever said no to you spending money'#but again. I do try to be mindful#which is why as much as I want the lok art books and could probably ask for money for them. I won't#bc they cost an arm and a leg and I cannot morally allow myself to spend that kind of money#anyway. getting distracted again#do you know how hard it was to get these? I checked like 3 marketplaces before I did#and I was fully ready to get them in russian because non-classical english books are impossible to come by here#sanctions and all that. but somehow I did. and it only cost half the money in my bank account#I don't even know if Russian editions exist. these books were written before the war and before the gay propaganda ban but still#I didn't find them when I looked. maybe they don't sell them now that the law is in place or smth#I don't really care enough to look it up#the point is. I now own the books and can happily read about best girl kyoshi whenever I want#if the stress for an upcoming event doesn't kill me. that is#also I have read rok before but it was 3 years ago so my memory is vague. and I just realised how much thinner sok is?#I'll have to check the page count later
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i'm unfortunately the office worker who has to get a bit high before the work day to function
#you would not believe how stupid people can get. esp in the nonprofit field. huge egos everywhere and a collective mindset that everyone is#too busy to do the 'menial' work themselves like hmm idk checking email records before getting angry at ppl for doing smth you don't#understand. even though you gave them permission to do so.#goddamn. everyday i consider that i could quit and would prob be fine for a few months but also. i then look at my bank account &suck it up
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But Hunter tumblr account: likes my two posts about me adding their songs to my cringey fan playlists
Me: has a heart attack
#okay so they’re probably just on the big Hunter tag or smth#but damn#like#I’m sorry yall had to find my post about Donatello from tmnt#in my defense#30 plan is so Donnie#esp 2012 Donnie#like he would do that shit#he totally would#I’m gonna keep posting about them tho#like Robbin’ a bank is so junkiest tho???#him and roadhog after joining overwatch???#him joining overwatch and any other character???#and platonic best friend is so Boots an’ Bombs!!#solly being all nervous cause he caught feels for his bestie who is also the enemy????#okay I keep going for ever and longer#but I won’t#bug hunter#character playlist#fan playlist#shitpost#not even sure if that’s their official tumblr account even#like does bro have tumblr????#I overthink too much#damn
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while i wouldn't like living in any other time period due to knowing like. The basics of history or whatever, I'm gonna be real with you all. The current one I'm living in isn't all that appealing either.
#i enjoy the comforts of modern medicine and plumbing too much to live anywhere else#and i also enjoy being able to open my own bank account despite being born without a dick#but man. things could be better#and in a hundred years people will romanticise us and say they were born in the wrong decade#and someone else will say that the social issues and limitations of our medicine/technology would make it terrible#and that's just how it goes#the same will happen to those people and those people and those people#and they'll wonder how we dealt with the inequality and were there any joy there at all#and there was joy and beauty despite it all just like it was before and we kust keep going and ugh#idk what im rambling about
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literally wrote "don't forget sandwich" on my hand so i didn't forget my breakfast sandwich in the fridge at work well guess what i forgot. and now it has to spend the weekend in the work fridge. 😐
#one time my therapist was like “when's the last time you forgot something you cared about” well i don't know because I Forgot.#probably have told that story before too but guess what!!#forgot to water what had been one of my favorite plants for idk how long and it was already on the way out because reese knocked it off and#wrecked it but i forgot about it so long that i think it might be done#boss told me to do something earlier but i was ever so slightly distracted and it was literally in one ear out the other#luckily i remembered or he would have gotten pissy#i've been forgetting to call my insurance back for over a week#i have no idea what it's about for all i know they could be trying to tell me i'm committing fraud and owe them 10 grand#i keep meaning to order cat litter because it's almost out and forgetting#i will literally forget to put my paychecks in my bank account for no fucking reason.#wikiHow to tell if you have early onset dementia.#me
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my dad emailed me b/c my parents are actually going to help with some loan repayment...they've approved of helping me entirely pay off the highest interest loan i have, which will be AMAZING
#shitpost#tbh? i have issues with my parents but a major one was a lack of monetary support#when like. the fact they do so well is why i couldn't get more govt support.#and so ive been drowning for years. i pay more towards my loans every month than i do for rent#anyways. paying off this one loan would decrease my monthly payment by 100 dollars.#so i'd be paying $900 instead of 1k. like#im shaking a bit its such an exciting idea.#and they're giving me a bit more too so i'll have a little bit more in my savings...#which ISNT MUCH like i am 100% living paycheck to paycheck lol. but it'd be nice to have closer to 10k in my bank account lol...#my ideal would be more than that obviously but i gotta take what i can lol#ok. monetary blogging sorry.
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i hate how the cheapest and most filling lunch item i can get at work is the fried deli food. less than $3 to keep me fed for the entire day vs $7-8 sandwich or $6-8 salad
#i only do it once a week but what do i do for the rest of it? $10 total lunch because i get an energy drink too. fucking hell#im so like. not having money. i dont have money to do shit but hey my brother#is opening a bank account today and isnt expected to pay household expenses#and while i knew this would happen it doesnt change the fact that im so fucking resentful about it#and he only has a part time job or whatever but he can use all the money he makes. and doesnt have to use it all on the family#and ofc he's using it more for school expenses whatever but if he doesnt have it? i have to pay anyways??#i have! no savings! and i cant save! because we need all of it!!#im tearing my hair out e_e#mara's shit#sorry for ranting#also i cant 'make my lunch and take it in' bc adhd makes it Literally Impossible
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#rwby fanart#frosen steel#weiss schnee#ruby rose#penny polendina#tw penny death#tw flashing light#i have pulled one too many all nighters these last two weeks#please hold this little thing i made tonight as i procrastinate studying for finals#i would literally kill for a cup of kofe rn but my bank account is like#[crickets chirping] hooray kollege#as a result i channel all my feelings into this#zenta draws
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been getting email notifications of people donating to the buddy cole documentary all day which is really amazing to see and i appreciate it so much but also i just got a notification that someone bought a shirt from the mouth congress merch store (that i also run and get to keep the proceeds from) and was like "oh shit right that's still a thing!!!"
anyway here's the links if people want to support me!!
link to the buddy cole documentary indiegogo page
link to the mouth congress merch store
makes great holiday gifts!!
#indiegogo stuff has its own bank account so that every dollar earned there will 100% be put back into the film's budget#vs the merch store. likely will also go towards the doc in some way (i.e. travel expenses) but isn't officially tied to it#tbh i don't have an opinion on which one benefits me more since this isn't my main source of income#and while having money i can personally use (merch store) is helpful this doc is SUCH a passion project#i would willingly put my own money into it in certain aspects bc i want it to become everything it can be#so honestly? if you want to financially support me just go with whichever option has the product that's more interesting to you!!#the doc indiegogo has some fun reward tiers so check those out#and if you don't donate that's totally fine too and I appreciate your support!!!
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i may or may not have just spent too much money on arctic monkeys albums under the guise of self care (again)
#i work next to a record shop and i have this little tradition where if i’ve had a rough day i’ll go in and treat myself to an album#only rn i’m so unwell that i haven’t been out of my flat properly in weeks#let alone as far as work or the record shop#so hmv’s online shop had to do#because i’m in need of some comfort music purchases#and for some reason my brain went ‘if you’re ordering online it’s cheaper’ so i wound up with three instead of one#so as of tomorrow i will be the proud owner of fwn and who the f*** are arctic monkeys and also the teddy picker single#why am i like this#i suppose i should at least be grateful i can’t afford a record player because cds are mercifully less expensive than lps#my bank account would probably disown me if i ever do get a record player and start getting lps#anyway#i’m rambling to no one#too much time being stuck inside appears to have made me even more prone to rambling in the tags than usual#which is saying something#i’ll see myself out and go and drink tea and listen to my pre-existing am albums#lulu posts
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hitoya likes people who are bad at thinking and i assume that’s because it’s easier to steamroll over them to get his desired result and i wish we got to see that side of him more often lol
#vee queued to fill the void#this was a wild question he got asked btw lmao#the bat rep skit where he swindles kuukou and jyushi into his favour is peak grey hitoya lol we should get more#it doesn’t have to be as overt as rei’s general conman schtick or hitoya himself willing to fabricate evidence to get his way lol#just more situations where you see he’s a bit of an asshole too LOL#it would have also been fun to see more of his money grubbing personality too lol#like it’s connected to his high class taste and desire to have the best where the pay off is that he wants to share that with his team#but man he bragged he enjoys looking at his bank account for fun lol pls give us more of that#i like it when bat are visibly chaotic good lol!!!!!!#kuukou making a steam bath for temple patrons but then sabotaging it to show them if they can suffocating steam they can handle anything!!!!#hitoya lowkey shading this girl by saying this is common sense but come to my law firm and i’ll make sure you win!!!!!#and while i’m at it i wish jyushi was Slightly more narcissistic lol!!!!!#he likes looking in mirrors so that makes him narcissistic????? he lacks confidence he’s literally hyping himself up?????#i don’t need terra charisma house levels of narcissism lmao just let jyushi flex sometimes lol#some guy: wow that was amazing jyushi!!!!! jyushi: i know✨#at least that!!!!!!!! confident jyushi in all aspects arc WHEN 😭😭😭😭😭😭
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every time I have to go to the bank I am aware that they can see that one of my savings accounts is named “save your fucking money” and it’s in the ““secret” money” category (secret itself is in quotation marks)
#deity dialogue#I went to the bank recently so I have my main savings account now as well as my moving funds (empty) and my just in case/extra money funds#(also empty)#I should be starting at my new job soonish and being paid two weeks from that date which is fun!!#hhh money I want money#my plan is to split each check three ways if possible#it entirely depends on like bills and necessities#but like my main account is for like bills and necessities and if I have money left over after all is said and done MAYBE a treat idk though#I also need to start carrying at least $20 on me at all times physically#but I just don’t go many places and never think to withdrawal money#plus finding atms is annoying#but also I don’t wanna withdrawal money at someone’s like job#I’ve had too many customers do that right when I opened my register and it fucks uo my register#ofc I would go ‘hi I was wondering if I’m able to withdraw x amount of money if not I understand’ but I just don’t wanna annoy retail#workers
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Idk man if you're constantly talking about your crushing loneliness and feelings of being ostracised and left out when you ostensibly have a bunch of friends around you then maybe the feelings of loneliness aren't the problem there
#i would always feel really empty and distant and 'act out' after our hangouts#and i always framed it as like 'i get the high when i'm around people and then i crash afterwards'#and didn't really consider that maybe sitting in a vc for 4 hours feeling left out while other people have fun is just soul sucking#it was always framed as my behaviour that was the problem. 'you did this and you did that.' so i just kinda internalized that#if i felt like shit it must be my fault. everybody knows i'm the one who causes problems so i'm just causing more problems#if i say that something made me uncomfortable and the response is 'i wont make accomodations and how dare you even ask' it must be my fault#idk. we filled out consent forms in the game i'm really not excited to play and i was reminded that nobody ever asked my consebt#and when i tried to advocate for myself and voice that i wasn't consenting it was treated like i was causing problems by trying to say that#and i saw that as a reasonable reaction at the time cause i had been so deeply convinced that i was broken and horrible#that if i was trying to revoke my consent or even just negotiate it then i was ruining everything for everybody else#that if i was uncomfortable with what was going on i needed to just shut up and live with it#i wish i had realized that and dropped out months ago. maybe that could have preserved some semblance of my relationships with those people#far too late for that now. i'm trying to accept that#and all that effort was wasted anyway#i tried to say once that i was putting in a massive amount of effort and i felt like nobody was recognizing that fact#and i still kind of feel that way#i put hours of mental energy into trying to be enough for people who kept demanding more from me and kept giving me less in return#did that do me any good or did it just cause me 3 months of grief and an empty bank account from therapy?#the problem is that i still wish things had turned out better even though i know i had no control over that#if i had kept advocating for myself it just would have been over far faster. i guess that might have spared me a bit of money#if i tried to talk about the problems it would have just been dismissed with some quick quippy therapy phrase amounting to 'not my fault'#we're already living in the universe where i put all my effort into changing in the ways i was told to change and look how well that went#idk. the attitude was never 'let's fix the problems.' it was always 'you need to fix it.' and then when i did it was#'now there's a new problem. fix that one too. and this one. and that one.'#and to do all that work for somebody and then be told they thought you never even cared about them. man it just stings#idk. it's in the past now. but i can't build new relationships. i'm trying and it's impossible#i try meeting new people and they all suck. i try strengthening relationships with old people and they all get too busy or leave.#the only reason i post these things on tumblr is cause i don't have anybody else to talk to about it#the only person i could talk to has their own shit going on. there really just isn't anybody else#personal
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