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pumpkinthistle · 15 days ago

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Sticky Washington.

#mysterious benedict society #my art scribbles #mbs fanart #sticky washington #tmbs #my anxious child

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mousey-draws · 4 months ago

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The gal

#my anxious child #i don’t have a name for her #original character #my art #oc art #my oc

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teablogreal · 1 month ago

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This idea came to me in a vision apologies if somebody else did this already

#reverse 1999 #vertin #sonetto #schneider #x #x r1999 #37 #37 r1999 #kakania #klara vingler #isolde #isolde dittarsdorf #x reverse 1999 #37 reverse 1999 #honorable mentions to semmelweis #and medicine pocket #and also my best friend mesmer jr she is like a brother to me #and that anxious mess child from chapter 6 who could read people

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nordidia · 9 months ago

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having a very rough night so raph doodles needed to be made

when in need, mash two interests together

#i love him so muhc ghghgh #and uh please stop sending me asks straight up demanding me to draw more /nm #if u've sent me an ask just regarding art before pls dont feel anxious this is about people actually DEMANDING like im some sort of machine #im absent due to my work/mental health situation going up and down #tmnt will ofc always be special interest but right now its in the back row #theres little time for anything but work and meetings and thinking about work and.. well.. monster hunter escapism egsfkhjhh..#but yeah i promise im still here #and i want to draw him when i can #but stress is high right now and drawing takes too much wrist stamina to do often now #i hope u understand #sorry if i worded myself badly im very tired and stresed n its ... oh its 5am great. wellp. goodnight skafklgsjdklfnshh #my art #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt #nordidia art #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt raph #id in alt text #also one would think my art style is easy on my wrist but #i gorilla grip my pen and when i learned to write as a child i held the pencil jank #and it stuck like that #so its really rough on my hands #sadly

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positivelyadhd · 9 months ago

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i have been reading through the diary I kept from ages 14-17 and realising how helpful it can be to keep a record of how you're feeling at different moments.

not only is it helpful to write down and process how your feeling and give yourself time to truly think about it, it's nice to have something to look back on. to not just remember how you felt about a certain situation but to actually have yourself from that time tell you.

and also, from an adhd perspective, it's really lovely to have reminders of things I'd almost entirely forgotten. it's easy to think that your life right now isn't interesting, but in 5 years time? to know what songs you were listening to or book you were reading or even that Thing that you were so worried about but now you can't even remember the details. it's nice to have a physical reminder that time passes and things really can get better.

#i think part of whats makes it so special to me is that (like it is for a lot of people) those ages where so *much*#and i was so stuck in my head and socially anxious and i feel like those years of school rly shaped who i am now ect #but id kind of forgotten? its become a blur emotions over time and its nice to see it clearer #but also how i changed? and to read into it and see what i did or didn't write #im also a big fan of the inner child and doing things for your younger self and its a lovely gift to have her speaking to me directly #also if you want to journal i highly recommend doing it in a normal notebook rather than a pre planned one #it gives you the freedom for it to be whatever you want with none of the pressure #recovery #tips

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deimosatellite · 6 months ago

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stavrovensky childhood meeting

#during the one time stepan met w his own son during his childhood bc lord knows stepan was always following varvara around #petenka being the most anxious terrified little child ever makes me so insane what happened #and the way hes SO DIFFERENT from how he was described as being a sweet and scared kid #to being like. gaslight gatekeep girlboss manwhore manipulate manslaughter extraordinaire #its the trauma response #stavrovensky #pyotr stepanovich verkhovensky #nikolai vsevolodovich stavrogin #demons dostoevsky #the possessed #devils dostoevksy #бесы #my art #it also makes me so crazy every day to think about how stepan literally helped raise nikolai #when like. completely ignored his own son LOL #and probably only helped w nikolai anyways bc he was varvaras #hate his ass so much jfc

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realbeefman · 1 year ago

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stacy is sooo interesting because she's in love with house but knows that they will never ever be able to have a healthy, stable, sane relationship because they're too similar so. she finds house-lite instead and marries him and. essentially moves on with her life! and is successful in this because she's a moderately well-adjusted person!

wilson, in contrast, never manages to escape the inevitable, in spite of his best efforts to find a house-lite of his very own, because he's an absolute fucking freak and ends up glued to house to the bitter. bitter end

#yeah im too sleepy to revise this. UNFILTERED posting wooahh #some may b shocked but i do actually read thru most of my posts several times to make sure i didnt accidentally write mein kampfe 2 #recently ive come to the realization that i am in fact not an incredibly chill person #and that the constant paranoia and fear in which i live my life is actually PROBABLY a symptom of severe anxiety #like damn. ive always known that im pretty prone to depression but ive preetty much always been aware of that #my mom is a chronic depressive so i know the symptoms i know the signs i have a pretty good arsenal of healthy coping mechanisms #UNFORTUNATELY mommy's mental health problems did not help her not abuse me as a child #so i ended up being a terribly anxious kid who was constantly being screamed at and told i was overreacting (because i was. because i had #a severe anxiety problem that was making me react irrationally.) to everything all the time #which is you know. it is VERY difficult to deal with a mental health problem when you arent aware you have a problem!#its incredible how much. better. my life has gotten since i figured this out and started actively trying to work out what triggers it #and being able to like. realize 'oookay. there is an Issue here and it needs to be overcome'#instead of just beating on myself constantly for not being able to do things without feeling sick or getting breathing problems!#anyways. trauma dumping in tags is over now!#house md #hilson #greg house #james wilson #stacy warner

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fountainpenguin · 4 months ago

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130 Reasons Why I'm Fairy Trash

A series of one-shots related to my FOP headcanons, featuring multiple storylines that occasionally cross as I explore worldbuilding and sew plot holes tentatively shut.

- Based on a list of 130 prompts I wrote in 2012 and have always wanted to see to the end

Read on FFN | Read on AO3

130 Summaries | Easy Series Navigation

Cloudlands AU - Detailed warnings & other AU info

#130 arc guides - Guides explaining each plot arc

More Fairly OddParents 'fics

⭐ It's 2024, and I have once again redrawn the cover image for my 130 fanfic prompts challenge! Check out the 2016, 2017, and 2019 covers below:

Yes, Gary's credit card was always there, guys-

I like the 2024 cover enough that it will probably stay forever, seeing as it covers every arc and I think it'll hold up well <3

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astrobreaks · 1 year ago

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forgot to post these little guys. autism creature tartaglia as a bonus

#genshin impact #chiscara #scarachilde #childe #tartaglia #ajax genshin #scaramouche #wanderer #scribbles #sanrio #does anyone want to be my person for writing alt text / image id i get so anxious and self-conscious about how to do it :')

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kudakii · 6 months ago

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why must they be made to face the horrors

#look im a serial horror and fictional torture enjoyer. going through togainu no chi when keisuke did the screwdriver thing i cheered #but youji .... youji... he's just a sick anxious boy please leave him be #PLEASE LET HIM BE HAPPY #finished THREE routes (zenya makoto tetsuo 1) and im still like . damn just be omegaverse just let youji be an omega or some shit PLEASE #BUT BUT BUT SWEET POOL IS SO BEAUTIFUL ID SAY IT'S THE SCARIEST N+C GAME IVE PLAYED SO FAR #like tnc is set in a war torn world and akira a child soldier. sldm set in a messed up city and towa a hedonistic masochist. the stuff thst #are happening to them. are to be expected #youji . HE'S JUST A KID WITH LUNG PROBLEMS BRO. HE'S ALWAYS ANXIOUS AND FEELING GUILTY AND REGRETFUL #gonna finish the game once work is done. i need to read up essays on this #sweet pool #sweet pool youji #sweet pool tetsuo #youji sakiyama #tetsuo shironuma #n+c #nitro+chiral #my art #tetsuyou

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bogkeep · 1 year ago

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clocks have a beating heart , ergo they are creature

#pendulums. quartz. and the most heart like at all: the balance assembly #every day i go to school and perform clock surgery #hey do u wanna hear an anecdote about baby haiz. of course u do #when i was a small child i saw an anatomical poster at a doctor's office and my mom had to explain what a heart was #at that time however. i believed doctors only had posters depicting illnesses and stuff on their walls #so when i later heard my own heart beat through my pillow late at night i panicked and woke up my mom about it #who reassured me this is normal and in fact necessary to keep me alive #so to answer the question yes ive always been this neurotic and anxious about my own mortality

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brown-little-robin · 1 month ago

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.besties help im having a moment again

#Robin processes emotions on main #yes i know i logged out. im back. just for this. because of the Nerves #so ok explanation. my college friend is visiting today #in person. we're in person friends. thumbs up. I used to see her once a week #and I'm so nervous about seeing this friend im driving myself CRAZYYY. it is NOT good for me to live w my parents #AUGH #i dont...... i don't wanna do this todayyy #I'm not physically up to going out today but also I'm not good at interacting with friends while in my parents' house. weeps.#I revert into the most anxious quiet and unhelpful child when I have her over at this house aughhhhh #IT'S NOT ANYONE'S FAULT EITHER it's just my stupid. brain and habits or something. I feel terrible about it though #I want to be a better friend but I just dont. have the capability rn #okay. okay. im going to have breakfast and then shower and then clean up my room #wait no first I'm going to text her #hnnnnng

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saturnniidae · 2 months ago

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Often think about how it's kinda funny the way AFO tried to twist Tomuras skin condition into the itch being his inate need to destroy or whatever when he's had it since before Decay like. Dude it's just stress. Or autism. Probably both.

#i could write abt why he comes off as autistic but im tired and alr did that w someone else so #buddy i think u were just an anxious kid and had ur emotional growth stunted and never found a healthy outlet for the anxiety but okay.#afo rlly saw a traumatized autistic child and went im gonna make you sooo evil every way youre Different is a sign of your inherent evilness #league of neurodivergence #yep!#mha #shigaraki tomura #bnha #hes so relatable i too dug into my skin w my nails bc i was stressed when i was younger #two mha posts in a row? httyd mutuals i swear i still like dragons #autism headcanon #i suppose #moth.txt

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thebirdandhersong · 3 months ago

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Lol

#theres nothing quite like your mother saying Well maybe you shouldve been more careful because now your boss might think youve been flirting #with this male coworker (whom i like splendidly as a friend) and now maybe she thinks youre not trustworthy #and maybe she regrets hiring you because you said you feel like youre making a lot of mistakes this week and she might assume thats because #your head is filled with this boy.#so dont make her regret hiring you.#MA'AM I TOLD YOU I WAS ALREADY ANXIOUS BECAUSE I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES TODAY WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME ASHAMED #OF SOMETHING THAT I HONESTLY HAD NO CLUE I OUGHT TO BE ANXIOUS ABOUT AT MY FIRST NEW JOB AFTER IVE GRADUATED????#anyway going to bed i cant take this anymore LOL she said it so lightly and im like. well i never even considered #being afraid of making my boss regret hiring me somehow because of some kind of behaviour that i had no idea was sending some kind of signal #anywaysssss 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and then she was like why are you crying?? 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#not to be like this is partly why i didnt want to move home but confound it all why are things like this #can i not simply confide in my mother my anxieties and worriws #worries #and not also have to worry about her potentially being like Well have you considered you ARE right and it IS your fault?#idk man something something firstborn child eldest daughter can i have some room to breathe. please #also not to whine but Not my father walking in on me eating dinner at 10pm because i was holed up #in my room in a semi depressive state after so many gong shows in a work day and straight up having no appetite #but deciding my body needs the food anyway its better late than never.....walking in and then saying #you know if you eat this late you'll gain weight. SIR??????????????????#sorry to complain and rant again i simply cannot in this house and whats more am doing my best to honour my parents #but why is it so hard out here and how can they say stuff like that with a smile!!!!!!!#also i DO have an inner critic who is always like Its your fault you are the worst you should be ashamed always........why do my parents #not understand after knowing me for so long and watching me grow up #that i can make myself so ashamed of the smallest thing so easily and that what they say drives me to shame almost as easily?#ANYWAY LOL WHAT A DAY #you guys!!! i am working so hard i promise i PROMISE I am!!! it is my first full time job ever and i am working so so hard #i am doing my absolute best and no one sees it and that is FINE i just wish my parents would see that i AM trying!!#i come back home so dead every single day because i put in 120%! this is literally my first job after graduation #and my parents KNOW this has been the most exhausting taxing and soul crushing year ive had in my very short life so far

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francesderwent · 1 year ago

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something that I think the “have fun and be yourself” discourse tends to miss is that it’s all very well saying do whatever you want and don’t worry about what people think because the people who judge you aren’t worth your time, but sometimes you choose to act normal because you have a task to do or you’re in a conversation that you care about, and having to stop in the middle for your interlocutor to say bewilderedly “but why did you do that in such a quirky way” would be wasting time and getting off topic. choosing to act normal to avoid that is not being inauthentic out of unhealthy fear of censure. it’s just prudence.

#spoken like someone who didn’t get made fun of by my parents as a child? yeah guilty. I have anxiety but I don’t think people hate me #but babes….I love being normal. I love slipping in and out of situations without leaving any ripples.#it’s like being a spy.#and honestly it’s a way of showing respect to people—recognizing that their time and understanding is as important as your self-expression.#there’s a time and a place for being weird and funny and remarkable #there is also a time and a place for politely following the script #or using clear ordinary language #do you need to feel guilty if this is a skill you have been unable to develop? no of course not.#but it IS a skill and a healthy society (and healthy families) would encourage young people to develop it #the one-sided emphasis on being yourself has utterly failed to keep people from feeling anxious #it has to be balanced by a confidence that you know how to handle yourself in situations!#in which cate tells stories

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lesmisscraper · 1 year ago

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