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Band Interview Of The Day - Monkey Intrusion
If could introduce yourselves for us, who are you?Hi there, we are Monkey Intrusion from Trieste, Italy. The line up is composed by Enrico J. Goti at voices and guitars as well as Vincenzo Reina, then we have Marco Bertoli on drums and finally Marco Plesnicar on bass. How did you all meet?Vincenzo and Marco P. were school mates and actually formed their first garage band back in those days. Then…
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Logan’s biggest flex was in WTIT when he told Thomas to ‘shake what your mama gave ya’
He basically slapped Remus in the face with a reference to a song that is SO Remus-coded, like just look at the lyrics under the cut (they’re a bit naughty if you don’t want to read swears, etc) pffff
Logan is way funnier than we give him credit for heheheh
Official song is Shake Whatcha’ Mama Gave Ya’ by Poison Clan
Plus look at the look he gives him, that smug face—
I can here him laughing, that HA laugh he does, right at Remus in this moment lol
The song came on a random playlist today and I went huh this is such a Remus song and then it hit me 😂😂😂 Logan is kinda conniving lol
#thomas sanders#sanders sides#Logan sanders#Remus sanders#working through intrusive thoughts#ts WTIT#shake whatcha mama gave ya#poison clan#jt money
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remember how the staff here tried to present the removal of tumblr live as some "we heard your feedback" type shit instead of the fact that the feature was only used by bots and plants and they were hemorrhaging money on a streaming platform literally no one actually used or paid into
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Getting a horrible infection when Dr. Harper (especially yandere Dr. Harper) impulsively mixes their cum into the saline solution they’re using to give you a breast or dick augmentation
#intrusive thoughts that made me laugh and then stare out in space in horror#now I’m sharing with the class :)#woe! horrors be upon ye!#DoL#degrees of lewdity#Harper the Doctor#cw medical malpractice#anyways how are u supposed to get £5000 in this game 😭#all my money goes to Bailey and buying/repairing clothes 😂😭😭😭
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Just when I think my anxiety has improved and I’m doing really well it kicks me in the ass and gives me multiple panic attacks multiple nights in a row 👍🏻👍🏻
#vent posting fuck yeah it’s been a while#mostly I’ve been having panic attacks triggered from nasty intrusive thoughts about travel#i have a giant fucking intense fear of getting lost and not being able to get home and I’m terrified of the dark#So y’know. mostly stuff about getting lost or getting on the wrong train or even plane and ending up in the wrong fucking country#And then getting STUCK there because I have no money left#so then that leaves me homeless and this out in the dark#and you can see how it spirals#i genuinely feel so stuck i don’t know how to get over this and the one time I got lost recently isn’t helping it actually made it worse#trying to travel across the country made me so anxious i had to vomit#i don’t know what to do about it#vent post#ask to tag
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Going to bed. Tomorrow's Halloween! It'd be so nice though if I could finish the outline for the book I wanted to write in November. Don't know if I said it here, but I'm doing NaNoWriMo in November but like, not officially lol. Just a writing challenge with my sisters. I want to start something new. But, so far, my outline is so-so. I do have an outline for the sequel to this other book, but I just want to work on something new. Like a very self-indulgent paranormal romance or something like that.
#I want to query the next book I write too#I'd like to try traditional publishing next#Currently I have one SciFi novel out there in the querying trenches#but sometimes I feel like it's never going to find an agent#it's a stand-alone but that guy is hefty at 109k words#for a debut author that may scare away literary agents lol#I love self-publishing because of all the freedoms it offers#but I also want the benefits of traditional publishing#like having more reach#and being recognized as a writer#as in you may not people (esp family) immediately dismissing you as an author when they hear you are indie published#I've had family members immediately ask me how much money I make when I say I'm a writer after they ask what I do#Do I ask them hey how much money do you make? if they ever mention their job? Nope. Because that's a weird and intrusive thing to ask#writing#me#I want to keep self-publishing the books I know are very unlikely to find a home in the market lol#Like the one I linked The Crystal Conjurer#That one is admittedly not very good lol#It's wordy and the first book I ever wrote in English#so it might not just be wordy but also grammatically weird Idk lol#I know for sure the pacing is kinda slow and it's because this book was just something I wrote entirely for fun#I wasn't thinking about the market or attention spans when I wrote it#Just wanted to have fun
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#hm. im in limbo. but at least i can draw again at last. ive never spent so long not wanting to draw. it was terrible#my job search lasted 4 days before i secured a position at target but i dont start until the 26th so im drifting until then#it feels so weird. like i dunno. i keep thinking abt jobs in a weird way now bc i just sorta drifted into what i do#weird academic stuff but i think most jobs arent like being a grad student and that never really occured to me#i dunno why. i could have done so many things but here i am. an ecologist mostly. i dunno. well see what the summer brings#maybe ill grow some social skills. its sorta weird but like the medication has made my head less terrible with intrusive thoughts. like i#can actually drive my car without hyperventilating which is fucking wild. so Maybe ill grow some confidence abt interacting with the world#going back in the fall still seems impossible rn but so does starting a job somewhere else. but i dunno#not where i expected to be in my life. im just lucky i dont have to worry much abt money#especially bc i got an ultrasound done so they cold make sure something wasnt wrong with my uterus#and its fine. guess it just hates me but that means i spent like 350 dollars for a 10min scan that showed nothing#ay. the us medical system#anyway. i guess ill continue drifting until the 26th#probably i should find something to do. or work on my old unpublished data#unrelated
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been having an uptick in intrusive thoughts lately and it’s kind of driving me nuts
#marzi speaks#ask to tag#it’s nothing like. gorey or anything#but the moment something goes wrong or i don’t feel good#my lovely brain helpfully supplies me with the thought of ‘i have GOT to kms’#which!!!! i do NOT want to do!!! at all!!!#i would not be doing all the shit i do if i did not want to live!! that’d be such a waste of money!!#i do ultimately like being alive even when it’s shit#which is why these thoughts in particular are pissing me off so bad#fuck you fuck you fuck you i am going to live and be happy and healthy and with people who i love fuck you fuck you i am going to thrive#i know the whole point of intrusive thoughts is that you don’t want them#but can these ones PLEASE knock it off i am trying to not be miserable 24/7
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I fucking hate timezones cause what do you mean @writingsbychlo is going to sleep at 7:30 p.m. and leaving me alone with my thots
#who wants to donate money for me to just move to the uk so i can annoy chloe with my intrusive thoughts 24/7#⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ jess speaks.
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me realizing the character i’m most like in obx is rafe
#like a lot of my worst qualities#but i also see myself as mainly flawed so maybe there’s someone good who i’m also like lmao#NOT THE RACISM OR KILLING PPL BUT AOSNALJSKS#he’s like me if i did coke and let my intrusive thoughts take the wheel#and killed people 😦#this is too personal do y’all still fw me……#and had money but whatever…….#southern first borns and the relationship they have with their parents ajrgejehejbeehh#rafe and i are both having psychotic breaks over our fathers and barry’s like ‘guess i’m a daddy of 2 now’#📜.scrolls
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Not sure if I'll be doing anything more for artfight this year I am. suffering. sorry :(
#my posts tag#work stress making me panic because i dont want to work and i dont know how to run a business#i hate living w other people?!!? so much???????????#im isolated and lonely but also social interaction with ppl is hard and makes me feel ill#body image hater brain is also being really hard to ignore lately too!!#AND my bf hauve covid. for the first time ever. i dont have the energy to take care of him as i am busy mentally kms#and withdrawls still. and the new med isnt working.#and i have to be anxious about not being able to afford either new or old med#because of withdrawals. i think at least. intrusive thoughts are fucking UNIGNOREABLE i cannot swioe away the fucking mental notification#its auto playing loud videos in my head. healp#and i honestly dont enjoy art anymore. or anything at all really.#games and stuff i previously loved are announcing new stuff that should be exciting but its just burnout and fomo#i have no money and no income and it makes me feel awful even tho like yeah im didabled n finding work is fucking impossible??#been in bed like 2 days and when im not asleep im sewer slidal yaaaay#anyways all that was mostly for me. sorry#i have moments of faith and reassurance like yeah this IS a waste of my energy i KNOW itll be fine lol? but i cant. hold onto it.#and that specifically might be system related but so frustrating. can we please work together.
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#needing to balance out lack mindset#I am abundant#I lack nothing#I’m not defeated#no matter the intrusive thoughts#I deserve a good life#I deserve money#I won’t give up > feeling like it#I trust divine timing
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solmare should sell those oppai mouse pads with the om! guys
#intrusive thoughts#obey me#obey me nightbringer#obey me one master to rule them all#om!#om! nightbringer#om! nb#please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please#I would actually give them my money#diavolo and beel stans rise up#solmare is robbing you guys from big tiddy anime men#we need a petition
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Is it an intrusive thought? Or is it a spirit's voice?
Both. It's usually both.
Do I (silently) argue back anyway?
Every damn time.
#To be fair intrusive thoughts usually don't ask for things that cost money.#Spirits on the other hand are bloody expensive to cater to.
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So I only use DeviantArt to commission artwork lately, and....??
#i love it as much as the IG scams of 'HEY DRAW MY 7 Y/O LIKE AN ANIME CHARACTER!!'#i hate it SO fucking much...#like?? do scammers really think i'm going to run to them and beg for something to be drawn#especially when there's either nothing in their gallery or it's stolen Marvel comic pages??#my fave things is when they try this on twitter and they try to guilt trip you#like 'HEY DON'T LET ME DOWN AND COMMISSION MEEEE'#meme#my memes#ugh#rant#scammers#at least do the thing most artist do lately#where they either fave an art piece still in my gallery or they watch me to get my attention#and these aren't scammers btw... they're just people desperate for my money and they're not being subtle. lol#but hey whatever works and isn't as intrusive really.
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i feel like a huge worthless failure for calling out of work today which is so dumb and stupid like. i’m gonna die someday. and i’m sitting here freaking out about the fact that i’m not working at my minimum wage job. for one day. like what the HELL is that. i’m already suffering which is why i called out but the suffering doesn’t end, it’s just complicated by guilt. and part of me knows i shouldn’t feel guilty, but i can’t stop. it feels like everyone’s judging me because i can’t even do the bare minimum right now. i feel so ashamed, but i’m so angry that i feel ashamed. i know i shouldn’t have to. but i do. it’s like. obligatory. it’s such a disgusting feeling.
#i’m honestly thinking about putting in my two weeks at this job and going to work for liam and his family again#especially if they try to write me up for this. like. i WANT to keep this job and take advantage of the benefits#but i’m not right now nor am i even in any kind of position to do that anytime soon#idk i’m just gonna talk to my therapist tomorrow#working for liam would. FREE UP my schedule MASSIVELY i just. would not be making as much money#idk. he’s gonna talk to his family about it today so. we’ll see ig.#i might make dinner for him and his dad tonight to just. Feel Like I’m Contributing Something#sigh. i feel so awful right now.#my ocd is just so so so so terrible these days the intrusive thoughts won’t stop#my stomach hurts all the time and i’m anxious about it all the time and it’s just.#a vicious and unrelenting cycle i feel terrified constantly. trapped in this hell body
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