#my lovely brain helpfully supplies me with the thought of ‘i have GOT to kms’
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been having an uptick in intrusive thoughts lately and it’s kind of driving me nuts
#marzi speaks#ask to tag#it’s nothing like. gorey or anything#but the moment something goes wrong or i don’t feel good#my lovely brain helpfully supplies me with the thought of ‘i have GOT to kms’#which!!!! i do NOT want to do!!! at all!!!#i would not be doing all the shit i do if i did not want to live!! that’d be such a waste of money!!#i do ultimately like being alive even when it’s shit#which is why these thoughts in particular are pissing me off so bad#fuck you fuck you fuck you i am going to live and be happy and healthy and with people who i love fuck you fuck you i am going to thrive#i know the whole point of intrusive thoughts is that you don’t want them#but can these ones PLEASE knock it off i am trying to not be miserable 24/7
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