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dreamingkatfish · 12 days ago

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more drunk still (I goofed cocktail bc I decided to forgoe measurement thingy so less dishes) also less tomfoolery with brushes and mac and cheese made a reappearance

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blitzwhore · 8 months ago

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Let me hold you, keep you close to me, I long to hear your voice

But dearest, I know better now, I must give you this choice

#helluva boss #This might be the worst thing I've done in my life istg #helluva boss spoilers #helluva boss just look my way #Helluva boss apology tour #blitz helluva boss #helluva boss blitz #stolitz #helluva boss apology tour #stolas helluva boss #image description in alt

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softpine · 1 year ago

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she's looking especially sacrificial lamb today 🥩

#we're so back baby #i think i'm finallyyyy through the worst of this awful depression i've been in for the past like. month and a half #i mean i woke up this morning and thought ''the sun is so beautiful'' so i think i'm good for now fjksjds #which is great because there's some heavy stuff coming up that i just couldn't handle in that mental state #so i'm hoping i'll be able to move things along a little quicker #but also i might be getting a job in retail against my better judgement so who knows #i've never actually worked in retail... i've done food service and i was a cashier at a pop up shop but nothing like an actual store #but i seriously can't find a job with my degree nor can i even find a desk job. so i'm. man. it's rough out here #i might have to move. but with what money?? lmao the eternal dilemma #SORRY this is a whole diary entry #i hope you guys are well 💖

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timey-fandom-stuff · 1 year ago

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"Not every window is a door, but most doors have windows." "Don't tap on the glass. You might not like what happens next."

this is Kris the Kriptid, an AU Kris Dreemurr that may or may not be trying to inspire their own creepypasta. they think they're the scariest glitch entity to ever appear on a player's screen-- but they also think that accidentally setting off the smoke detector by burning toast when they were 10 qualifies them as an arsonist, so take that with a grain of salt. don't be fooled; they are still Kris under all that edge.

here they're singing the refrain from Cabinet Man by Lemon Demon for some funky composition practice; it just felt right for this menace and may or may not hint a LITTLE at what sort of wacky game-breaking nonsense I've got up my sleeve with Jailbroken, shhh

#deltarune #deltarune comic #kris dreemurr #kris deltarune #deltarune AU #Jailbroken AU #Kris the Kriptid #my art #my comics #i mostly did this to practice layouts and coloring styles #because i actually really wanna make Jailbroken a comic #and can I just say. i am REALLY happy with this #especially since I've barely drawn anything in literally 2 years #then suddenly BOOM my hands get possessed by the world's worst AU Kris with the irresistible impulse to make this exist #you know i'm freaking proud since i actually bothered to put a watermark on it and i have literally never done that before lol #i have a ton of sketches about this project... soon...#(i will note that The Kriptid isn't the actual protag Kris of Jailbroken tho; they ARE an important cast member though!)#anyway they're definitely some variety of goofy joke AU even if in Jailbroken that won't really show for a whiLE #eyestrain cw #might as well be safe tbh #ask to tag

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cuttledreams-bugs · 4 months ago

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me trying to hype myself up to posting online again despite The Horror

#so turned out taking a break was both needed and the worst thing I could have done #having Anything to do day to day was the one thing keeping my brain from engaging nuclear meltdown lol #was trying to tell myself if the election went well maybe there'd be a chance for someone like me and it'd be worth trying again #but uhh no need to explain the flaws in that logic lmao #still stuck in the same place with no where else to go #and like #the more I learn about the scale of history the more I understand that relief won't really come until long after I've died #not at a scale needing to overcome the sheer ocean of grief and blood my country is built on and continues to feed year by year #have to live with it now somehow #its not liberating to acknowledge #but there's no such thing as miracles so I guess I'll stop hoping for better #that kind of thing has to be built by hand #really feelin that pingu rn #anyway time to stop whining I gotta start planning to post art or something #might need a second blog for my other non-nature-y artwork #trying to figure out how to make things manageable #maybe will make something silly just to break the ice #rompopolo calls

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moe-broey · 3 months ago

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You see, Moe isn't in the business of fixing people, *remembers Moe is quite literally in the business of "fixing" people as a healer* *stares out into yhe fucki g

#moe tag #this was gonna be an analysis about the fact that it acknowledges it can't 'fix' people #the best it can do is offer a little respite.#god there are actually so many angles this post can go. there's the kind one like above #there's the next best thing it can do is atone for being alive #there's the next NEXT best thing it can do is have gay sex about it.#none of these are solutions.#god i want to write up a moe/lif dynamic post so bad. it is so disastrous. but also REALLY hard for me to put into words #but i'm also def waning i am SO CLOSE. to finishing that comic. it might all be worth it #i've got another one. next best thing moe can do is make the situation Worse.#i don't know if i have anything left in me today but like. i want to talk about moe/lif so bad.#they just suck ass. both of them. worst anyone has ever done it in complete opposite ways.#moe lore

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steinbit · 20 days ago

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aughhoug h h .. . .. i've been SOO sick since wednesday.. . .

#my flatmates have been sick a lot so i was honestly just counting down until it was my turn.. .orz #i hate that i rarely get sick but whenever i DO get sick it's like... Time To Die i guess? ?#f.ex. like last may when i got an ear infection So Bad i was hospitalised for a week haha #man i've literally done nothign but lie in bed and sleep since wednesday #like i've been up a coupla hours here and there to inhale some water and both ibuprofen and paracetamol #and whatever nurishment i could scrape by while scrolling tumblr and watching some yt #before going back to bed and passing out again #i also haven't showered since i got sick cause i've been afraid of blacking out while IN the shower #cause like yesterday and friday it was so bad i couldn't stand for more than like 5 mins without starting trembling and getting dizzy.. .#the same ear i had an infection in last year also closed completely up so now i can't hear Anythign on that side #both my flatmates where like !!?!?!? when they heard and kept asking me if i needed to go to the ER again :'^)#but luckily i think it's just a symptom this time and not the cause #live love laugh or whatever #worst part this time around was that i hadn't been grocery shopping At All since the friday Before! so i had like No food #luckily one of my flatmates got me something yesterday 💙#wait actually the worst part is that i missed 1. an appointment 2. work 3. a birthday dinner #and 4. a birthday party where they ended up going to see a drag show 😭😭#anyways i Think (🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞) that i might be feeling a bit better today so hopefully it'll clear up in not Too Long #does fish make noise??

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snoozingiris · 1 year ago

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trying to write my first uhh spoken hypnosis induction script and oh my god. practised reading what I'd done out loud. how do you control your inflection?? how do you not stumble over every single word?????? there's a reason I write scripts I guess as opposed to speaking spontaneously

#sfw hypnosis #hypnosis #the worst part is I really like the script but my voice is so... croaky??#idk when I finish it I might just post it as something free to use #I've gotta start practising my spoken stuff tho #I'd love to be able to do hypnosis irl #even if I have nobody to practise on lol #me when I see hypnotists who've done this for ten years do a spontaneously spoken induction perfectly: what is this witchcraft #me when a skill takes time and practice: :(

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cafecitoeddie · 10 months ago

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he's gonna ask marisol to marry him.

i can't even fucking believe i'm typing this out but my absolute gut feeling is he's asking her to marry him.

there won't be any injuries. there won't be any fires. there's only going to be eddie diaz setting FIRE TO HIS WHOLE LIFE by asking the woman who is absolutely in love with her brother, the woman he asked to move in with him AND THEN KICKED HER OUT A DAY LATER, THE WOMAN IS BRINGING OUT HIS CATHOLIC GUILT, to marry him.

why? because its the right thing to do and christopher needs a mother who loves him and will love eddie and perhaps he's dealing with some unresolved feelings about himself and his sexual preferences but NAH, he's gonna jump right into a marriage with a woman because its the right thing to do. OR SOMETHING I DON'T FUCKING KNOW I'M NOT WRITING THIS SHOW.

helena and ramon are back? yeah they're getting married through the court, POR LO CIVIL as we call it. abuela? yeah she's back SHE LOVES MARISOL.

fuck this place. fuck it i hate it here.

this doesn't mean its gonna happen i'm not writing the damn show but it all points to possibly being the storyline right?

#i might just delete this in a minute because its unhinged.#this is the worst thing i've ever written but i needed to get it out because its eating away at me #if this is the way they're gonna go with eddie i'm not even. idk anymore. i'm already half way done. this might send me over the edge.

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royaldollybox · 17 days ago

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<_< if u did write thk fic what would it be /NOSYASHELL

I'd wanna write a proposal FadelStyle fic based on that one post that was like what if Fadel never gave back Style's wallet and then used it as a ring box, I think it's cute (I wish I could find this post, it was about the wallet and then I think someone in the tags added the thing about the proposal, but I didn't save it cause I'm stupid, if someone knows what post I'm talking about please tell me!)

Wanna write a fic about KantStyle meeting and becoming friends, because I will always be obsessed with their weird ass ride or die friendship

There is a third idea (again, based on a post I saw, and again, I didn't save cause I'm stupid) but it would most likely end up being multi-chapter and probs involve a ship I don't care for which makes it impossible for me to write. I have commitment issues, especially to creative writing, and I can bearly bring myself to write for the ships I do care about soooo... yeah, tis one will stay a dream

#thank you for asking!#it feels way more real now so maybe I will write them #like I want to it's just... the commitment issues I guess #and you know when you write and you're like this is the worst thing I've ever done actually #even tho you'll feel fine when you're done #I have a hard time pushing through the “this is the worst thing ever actually” times #I also might be dyslexic which adds to it #I haven't written fanfic in years #the heart killers #thk #asks #less then one hour until the last ep... I don't want it to end

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cosmogyros · 2 months ago

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#i think getting nearly firecracker-bombed the other evening affected me more than i realized at the time #because this has been by far the worst new year's ever for me #in the past i was never more than mildly annoyed by it and even enjoyed the midnight fireworks climax #but i think i might have actually gotten a bit traumatized by that experience two days ago #and hadn't acknowledged it to myself / processed it. as today/tonight has demonstrated #it's past 3 a.m. now and i'm still crying too hard to sleep #and my whole body has been shaky for the past... 10 hours. or so.#even though the fireworks at midnight weren't really that bad at all #not even close to being as terrifying as the three explosions earlier this evening #which in their turn were easily outdone by the street explosion on saturday night that deafened me #i think i may be having a legit delayed trauma response to that now #re-triggered every time a firework goes off near me #i've never been someone who feels much fear #i feel stress and anger and discomfort and i worry and overthink sometimes #i've done a lot of things in my life while thinking 'well. this might be about to kill me. but we all die someday'#and never till this weekend did i feel terror on this level #(a technically unjustified terror too. bc inside my flat i'm almost 100% safe. so that again suggests a trauma response)#i don't think i've ever cried from sheer fear for my safety before #and every post i see saying 'happy new year' makes me feel sick bc it reminds me of this horrible weekend #it's wild how my lifelong feelings about fireworks could change so completely in the course of just three days #for the first time in my life i feel the need for one of those drugs that blunts your emotions and helps relax you #what is that... xanax or something like that? how do you get it? do you need a prescription?#i feel like a doctor would just scoff if i told them that NYE fireworks traumatized me so bad i need medication now #i've been trembling for hours. i'm so tired. i wish i could sleep #*three days ago

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cuntwrap--supreme · 3 months ago

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Contacting universities and animal cancer research institutions to see if they want my dog's tongue once she's dead was not on my 2024 bingo card, but here we are

#the form of lymphoma she has is incredibly rare #the most recent study i found on it is from 2017 and it states that only 10 studies globally had been done at the time #my local uni is ranked like 12th best vet school in the country and is the only one in the whole state so I'm hoping someone there responds #if my buddy friend's pain can help someone else's buddy friend not be in pain then it's worth it #i don't know that I'd donate her entire body because i am a sentimental fool and want something of her with me #but if they want to take her for autopsy and remove what they need to then cremate the rest I'm fine with that #I've already dealt with the grief of losing her. i just have to get over the worst of it once she's actually gone.#and i feel like it might be valuable to science because lymphoma of the tongue is so rare #i was sweating so much while emailing people too #i had to start looking up synonyms for apologizing because there's only so much you can use 'apoligies' before you sound stupid

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medicinemane · 10 months ago

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#I get tired of people trying to explain what lens I should view the world through; what way I could think that would make everything better #forgive me but I don't care; I do what I do and I do what I can and you don't see the work I do under the hood #I don't want advice on self validation or whatever; I want... I want someone to hold a mirror up so I can actually see myself #by which I mean I want input on how I'm doing; if it's good enough; if it's worth anything; if anything I make is good #everyone things I'm nice; everyone has always thought I'm nice #but given nice leaves me profoundly isolated I don't think I care #not to mention in my opinion what nice in this instance means is that I'm capable of listening #it's mostly that I have manners rather than some quality about me #I'm well behaved and polite and can listen; and that's perceived as nice or even sweet #and it's not like I'm offended by people seeing me that way; but maybe you can get why... I can't do anything with that information #but if I'm doing enough... if I provide any value to the world... I might have heard that less times in my life than years I've lived #that's where I'm totally blind #people don't tend to offer any input; and also people don't tend to let me know what they're thinking #and I in fact am not a mind reader; I can often accurately infer things; but no of that means a thing till it's confirmed #and... well... hopefully no one reads the stupid shit I say and especially not the tags so this is safe and hidden #but truthfully people just like to hear that stuff they're doing is wanted and matters #and I do not #I don't know... gotta go do more cleaning cause I need to #and I have no idea if... I've got a reason for fighting so hard to clean; but I get very little input so... I expect... well...#and thankfully I don't think they read my tags so I can say this #but I really expect they won't take me up on my offer to come out here and get away from their parents; so there will be no pay off #not that I blame them in the slightest... it's just the only possible pay off for this cleaning would be helping someone I like out #and a scrap of company #but then again... in many ways anyone coming out to live with me is the worst thing they could probably do #sorry... I have a rather bleak outlook on many things surrounding myself purely cause of what I infer from the past #there is never pay off; only more shit I need to get done #I will never be loved; I will never be wanted; I will always just kinda be an afterthought that's occasionally worth venting to #no one will ever be particularly interested in anything I'm interested while I'll chase their interests or at least try to #certainly let them talk about them when they want #...though I take that over my normal total isolation... better to at least be permitted to follow in someone's shadow than have nothing

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brown-little-robin · 1 year ago

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#I've done a thing :3 #been having the worst run of bedtimes and really feeling the effects (why do I do this? eh... multiple reasons but it is not helpful)#so in an attempt to have some fun with breaking the midnight to 1 am bedtime habit I made a new sideblog #it's called robins-bedtime-tracker dot tumblr dot com #anyway I plan to update that blog for a while w my bedtimes of the previous night. I don't particularly care if friends follow or view it #I just ask that you only follow it if you know me!#might turn into somewhat of a journal or something idk #and I don't know how long I'll keep updating it #but it exists! and you can track your local robin's bedtime if you want to! I don't mind!#mostly it's for my own viewing because I'm reliably on my laptop every day so I'll remember to update it daily #I don't have a set goal like every day I have to go to bed before midnight just an overall goal to get my bedtime *usually* before 11:30—#—if there aren't extenuating circumstances #and possibly to push it even earlier than 11:30 but let's not get TOO excited lol #Robin speaks

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beastblade69 · 6 months ago

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something tells me that picking a combo of red and dark blue to dye my hair wasn't the best choice (of course it wasn't I knew 4 sure it was gonna look like shit, I know how colours work, I'm not dumb. that was a purposeful experiment)

#might have worked out better if I used light blue instead of dark one but I wanted the dark one #either way I'm just intrigued about how bad it's gonna look #waiting 40 more mins and then I'll see the result #I'm ready for it to be the worst hairstyle I've ever done #but then again who cares #smells.like.a.freakshow

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navybluetriangles · 6 months ago

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