#me-dreaming-out-loud

[zu-is-here]

This made me think of Dust and Swap leaving their respective theaters at the same time, halfway through the movie, to buy an extra refill of popcorn.

My mind has nothing concrete but something tells me it could be an interesting conversation ╮⁠(⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)⁠╭ (maybe also a little awkward?)

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Chaotic duo ♡

[aousboom]

Last night, he asked me to be his boyfriend. And the atmosphere just...

I SAW YOU IN MY DREAM (2024)

[angy-grrr]

I can't believe Horikoshi decided to parallel togachako with shigaraki and deku, but also with kacchan and izuku, because there are multitudes into their relationship.

Ochahimi has this obvious textual side going on for a long time that its meant to be seen along Shigaraki Tomura and Midoriya Izuku: a hurt villain and a hero who feels the need to stop the pain. Two sides of the same coin. Will they take their hand? How could they reach out? Is there any hope for the rejected? We have different scenes in which its clear Uraraka and Midoriya have this idea of saving someone who is hurt even if they are a villain, the flashbacks of their conversation before the war, but surprisingly Ochako doesn't think of it as much as Izuku in this final battle -clearly stated, is when Himiko is giving her own blood to save her and explaining how she felt like her heart was floating when Uraraka touched her. The flashback reminds us of Izuku talking about how "maybe theres no way to avoid a battle, but I cant ignore what I saw deep inside him".

But Ochako isn't happy even if she got there, even is Toga tells her she made her happy. She's tired, sad, and desperate to stop her when she cant even move.

Its difficult to analyze Izuku's emotions, but once again, we can try to work with what we currently have! As far as we know, Izuku isn't really having that much of a conflict in terms of if he should save Tenko or not -the problem was external. What would the OFA users think? He challenged them by staying true to his inner core, and they accepted him, but we don't see him struggling with the idea of him reaching out to Tenko in itself like Ochako, who actively tried to forget about Himiko.

I interpret his flashbacks to his conversation with Ochako as a reminder of the person behind the villain, because he is also feeling something else: anger. Izuku was really hurt during this battle both physically and, I would argue mostly, mentally. As he himself said, he can't forgive Shigaraki, just try to stop the crying child from hurting, and the reminder of Ochako's own goals and words are a reminder of his own intentions; lets not forget, moments later he took control after seeing Katsuki's dead body, he attacked Shigaraki in ways that would cause severe damage -like in the middle of his chest, causing a hole.

Uraraka doesn't actually try to hurt Toga, but use her martial arts training in order to both dodge and tackle her, so she can hear what she has to say. I re-read the chapters around Katsuki's revival, because I was wondering, "does Izuku remember this before or after he locked eyes with Bakugou?", and the answer is after*. The other time he thought about it was before leaving the togatsuchako battlefield, when Ochako encourages him to not worry and go get Shigaraki.

So, what I mean by this is, Ochako Uraraka and Izuku Midoriya are not the same person, and they don't feel the same way for their main villains, just like Tomura Shigaraki and Himiko Toga don't feel the same for their main heroes, and are not the same. Izuku actually feels resentment and anger for Shigaraki, he cant forgive him, but he also doesn't want to kill and punish like that; he is a savior, if he has to fight he will, but in his heart he knows what he prefers' maintaining peace, and help the ones who are vulnerable. He sees the villain, and he sees the child who grew up abused and sad; he is a sweet boy, ofc he would try to stop the crying somehow. His conflict with him now, Im guessing, is that he doesn't really feel like he actually saved him -after all, he disappeared after the last punch, and he still considered himself the leader of the league who wanted to destroy everything. He gave him his autonomy back and tried his best, but his last words and request feel like a completely different "task" than what he envisioned; it makes him think, about what heroes and villains even mean in their society, and who gets to decide those things. How can he continue with Shigaraki's legacy?

In another hand, Ochako's conflict don't come from her own moral compass, but from what she is supposed to do; before she even saw sadness in her face she thought positive things about her -she has a cute smile, she is really honest with her feelings, and isnt scared to be open with others, and she envies that. She envies the villain Himiko Toga, and relates to her, and feels connected to her. So her pain feels even more personal when it shouldn't; she isnt her family, she is someone who has tried to hurt her and her friends over and over while being so happy about it. She is weird!

Besides the thoughts about society and who helps both heroes and villains, which are really important for her character and goals, the other side of their problem is... the way Ochako was refusing to see and accept her own weirdness. Interacting with Himiko was chaotic, confusing, and left her full of doubts about herself and what she wants, because isnt she even weirder if she wants to be more like her? How can she admit those thoughts out loud? Anyone would agree that behavior is disgusting, but... she can't hate her. She can't try to punch her, or hurt her, and she never was able to no matter how much she tried to convince herself this is the only way.

Her conversation with Izuku opened her mind and heart to start accepting what she truly wants to do to Himiko instead of what she has to do as a hero. What does she want? To stop her. Her hurt. Her tears. To make her happy, and to keep her alive. She wants to see everyone happy, to get peace.

This is why her conflict is both related to Shigaraki and Deku, and Katsuki and Izuku; in one aspect its about morality, heroism, villainy and society as a whole. Himiko will question how things works constantly, and she can't ignore it. And at the same time, there's an emotional side to it; she has multiple confrontations with her, where miscommunication and holding back hurts them both. She pushes herself to be more like others, but it doesn't feel right anymore; Himiko makes her see her own self hatred, and jealousy and care grow more and more. Why can't see just do the right thing to maintain peace?

Just like Izuku was surprised by Katsuki's tears during their second fight, Ochako gets concerned by Himiko's, when she interpreted Uraraka's words as her rejecting her love -and therefore, whole self. Is not until the second war that she even realizes Toga actually loves her in the same way she loves Izuku, being a little clueless herself.

It doesnt sit right with her to do the "normal" thing, because she isn't normal at all; she thinks about making a villain happy, and how lovely her smile is. Her honesty and openness to be unapologetically herself, no matter how much others try to push her down or change her attitude; she hurts others, she knows that's wrong and agrees with that generalized sentiment... but hate her for it? She tries to do it, but it doesn't work. Inside of her heart, she knows what her emotions are telling her, and its not anger.

This is messy, my head hurts, but Im hoping I can write something better and longer in the future. I guess it makes more sense that drawing of Shigaraki, Izuku, Ochako, Himiko and Katsuki all together. I always wondered, if this is about heroism and society, Katsuki shouldn't be there, and if it is about emotions and rivalries, then it would be Tomura.

If you read this far, thank you for your time, and apologies for the confusion the writing could have caused you.

*My internet is going really slow, so im not re-reading all of the chapters after Izuku's arrival in the battlefield, so I cant 100% say this is the very first time he does remember it. Once im able to, or someone checks it for me -wether im right in my statement or not-, I'll edit it to be accurate with the material.

[the-meme-monarch]

yes they’re my favorite character(s) yes i sound stupid as hell talking about them out loud and saying their silly ass name(s)

[martybaker]

this is completely out of left field but i want a silly mermay romcom au, H2O just add water style. Dream turns into a fucking merman when he comes into contact with water and he has to jump through nonsensical hoops to keep Hob from finding out

[duohensheng]

challenge: make a poll with five of your all time favorite characters, and then tag five people to do the same. See which character is everyone's favorite.

tagged by: the lovely @crithir and @thatswhatsushesaid

this threw me for a loop and i had to face my ✨not like other girls✨ media persuasions. humbling. also i read almost exclusively children’s fiction for work so once again i am plumbing the depths here. thank you so much this was the best fun!! 🤗

tagging: @down-and-out-in-guicheng , @wonderingcheshirecat , @icarus-suraki , @oyasumiaow, @galadhir and @jingyi-ma-boi — and anyone else who sees this do join in, i love seeing everyone’s blorbos and assorted strange guys (gender neutral)

[the-final-sif]

not to be that mutual but can you please stop omega truthing dream its stated clearly in my bio it's a really sensitive topic for me because of my ex-girlfriend. she didn't leave me because of that but when wilbur soot came out an an alpha she stopped fucking me in l'manburg cosplay and didn't even come when i did one of his monologues. im tearing up a little bit even thinking about it because when we broke up she even unfollowed me on Iinkedin and nester and posted a twitlonger saying my slick tasted like shit UGH like she was any better

Listen anon I'm really sorry about what happened to you but I'm gonna be real I don't think that omega truthing had anything to do with your relationship ending and tbh you're probably better off without her.

[thosewildcharms]

The emotion in Rick’s voice when he says "i missed you so much" the way he said it! You can tell he MEANT it with every part of him. And michonne who says "you don't have to, i know" because she missed him just as much 🥹

it really is such a gorgeous scene that says so much with so little 🥹🥹 and for real they're gonna have to name a wing after richonne in the Graduate School of Yearning. they invented a whole new course.

[paranormaljones]

ladies it's getting bad

[sweetmoonbeam17]

I'm always thinking of dragons so like I'm gonna ramble for a minute

Sometimes I think HYPOTHETICALLY about what other movies could be made in the animated franchise (i don't know if i actually want this - the dreaded reboot movie coming out makes me wonder if they will crank more though, and what I would be comfortable with) ***if it didn't suck!!

prequel wise; I used to always think Stoick and many agreed and I love him so much but tbh... we know so much of his life already from the movies and the shows alone. His greatest lifelong tragedies have already been showcased onscreen - and tragedy makes for great conflict and great cinema. His largest character transformation happens already in movie 1, how else could he be challenged again? It would have to be creative, not to completely close the door on him, just a point made.

It occurred to me that the richest unseen backstory is actually probably Toothless. He can't talk - we don't know where he came from, only that he is the last of his kind - and that's fucking sad as hell. Also BABY TOOTHLESS. Butts in seats immediately, merchandise stonks soaring. He is undeniably the most popular character and there can be NO httyd movie without him. Idk it would be *dragon noises* for like an entire movie though lmfao.

I think the most obvious move is sequeling it, movie 4, doing hiccstird and hiccstrid babies + Toothless and his babies, protecting the hidden world part 2. But it would have to be like extremely compelling and exciting for me to be onboard. IDK LIKE let's be crazy, what if they thrifted the tossed idea that Drago didn't die and redeems himself. What if it's like .2 seconds after the third movie ends, one of Hiccup's kids falls and gets lost in the hidden world while they're saying goodbye, let's say the tiny one, and Hiccstrid have a meltdown searching for him assuming he's been eaten, and out he comes holding hands with Drago, who rescued him from certain death. He's been hiding down there for years (had to do a lot of thinking after he got his ass handed to him in public by a 20 year old) and appreciates dragons now. And Hiccup's brain like implodes because the guy who killed his dad just saved his son. AND he's living in the place he initially wanted to live in too. The DRAMA, NOW WHAT oh damn I need it now I guess

[where-is-vivian]

Regulus, studying with Remus and Lily in the Gryffindor common room:

James, suddenly jumping on a table, holding his wand like a microphone: And did I mention? That I'm in love with you!

Remus, elbowing Regulus, amused:

Regulus, lifting his lided eyes: Huh?

James, waving his shoulders: And did I mention? There's nothing I can do!

Regulus, staring incredulously, thinking he's singing for Lily:

James, singing in tune, holding out his hand in Regulus' direction: And did I happen to say, I dream of you every day! Just let me SHOUT IT OUT LOUD! If that's okay-ay-ay?

Remus and Lily, exchanging a knowing look and a knowing smile: He's singing for you, d'you know that?

Regulus, slightly impressed, hiding an amused smile: Hm? Nahh, he's not. *pretends to focus on his homework but fails*

[trainingdummyrabbit]

☕️ Angela Lobotomy Corporation specifically

this post prettymuch

but hm hm hmmmm... lobcorp specifically... very difficult t come up with anything other than 'i love her i love her so much so so much i love her' because i do i do i do. but iguess if i were to elaborate..

she as a concept is so full of love, to me, but a very specific melancholy kind. theres so so much going on there and th Intricacies and the Situations but also i so badly just wanna give her hands a little squeeze and tell her i believe in her, yknow. playing thru lobcorp is a very particular brand of Difficult because every time she shows up whatever iwas thinking abt is Out The Window there she is there she is angelaaaa angela hi angela iloveyou!!!! every time she says literally anything i just have to. head in hands. auauauhghg

she feels like cold light through shutters, to me. a particular kind of calm stillness. th whir of an ac unit or maybe a ceiling fan. little bird. i literally cannot come up with anything other than I Would Literally Kill For Her. any time i try to come up w something it just circles back around. she means so much to me. i want to tuck her into my shirt pocket while i go out for errands. enrichment, or something.

tldr she can do whatever she wants forever i am correct and NOT taking arguments at this time. explodes u with my mind.

[evansbby]

GUYS LONG HAIR CHRIS CAME IN MY DREAM LAST NIGHT 😭😭😭😭😭

[armand-dearest]

I just woke up from a dream laughing out loud because the words "executive bone phone" were spoken right before I woke up

[alienaiver]

ive been doing the most this past week and im so sneepy