#me; has no executive function
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clever-and-unique-name · 2 months ago
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A simplified version of the thing I feel like goes on in my brain.
Blank version under the readmore if you want to be a bit silly+introspective with your own "settings"
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quinn-pop · 4 months ago
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woah semi future au magolor and sailor designs???
(slightly more in the future but still the same timeline???)
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uh yeah. Magolor finally forms a bond with the lor and becomes its captain for realsies this time
he spends his time exploring and studying magic/dark matter/gem apples and if their power can be safely harnessed
he also just goes on side quests a lot. he may be reformed but he will still do a lot for a quick buck lol
he’s mastered his dimensional magic as well, which is why his cape looks like that :>
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on the other hand, sailor is the new captain of the halberd and leader of the meta-knights. most of their job is taking down monsters but there is the occasional rogue wizard to stop from destroying the world or unleashing dark matter (huh, sounds familiar…)
they are usually very busy with work but make an effort to visit dreamland frequently in order to stay close to everyone. she’s always been a little distant from the rest of her family but i think she opens up a bit more after she, Bandee, and Kirby all start taking leadership positions. gives them something to bond over
by this point meta has retired from fighting completely but he’ll still give sailor advice when they need it. she appreciates having someone around who knows just how tiring a job it can be, and he’s very proud of her
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oh, and one more thing
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yea i let them get married. what are you gonna do about it? /silly
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they don’t get to see each other much because of their jobs but they’re a thing
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astralthunderr · 9 days ago
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look i love the “autism LWJ and ADHD WWX” thing as much as the next guy, but i think we’re missing out when we don’t acknowledge that WWX is definitely also extremely autistic
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chicago-geniza · 8 days ago
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All right, made a bunch of medical admin calls. PT will charge me $200 upfront tomorrow but the scheduling guy put me in touch with the hospital's charity care program and we're stepping down to weekly or every other week sessions with a more rigorous home exercise plan to make it more affordable in the long term. CVS says ADHD meds will still be $0 since they were filled two days ago, before the federal freeze, but all future prescriptions will be out of pocket until the Medicaid payment processing shut-out is sorted. I called my mom and we worked out the cost of my most necessary meds for the next month with GoodRx (anticonvulsants, heart meds, inhalers, gastric motility meds, etc.) and she's going to front me the money. Confirmed a freelance gig that should pay a couple months' worth of bills when it's done. Still sober. Go go gadget energy drink shower EDITING
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corseque · 7 months ago
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hello last month i sent u a twitter msg about how at the very beginning of origins there are Solas Hints and you didn't respond, which is totally fair, i just wanted to make sure it actually sent bc it seems like info you would enjoy knowing/remembering lol either way thank you for your solas content it gives me life and joy
Hi, thank you for thinking of me, and that sounds really interesting. I hope everyone can forgive me, but I've had bad experiences on twitter and don't really open new message threads there anymore. It's the same with tumblr messaging (though tumblr asks are a little better because I can publish them for everybody to see). It probably sounds so weird, and sorry if it is, but talking to people "out in the open," so to speak, makes things so much easier for me. I prefer to share everything with everybody, so I don't have to worry about socializing in private, which I am not good at.
I would love and adore knowing what these hints are, but for the best chances of me to see it, making a public post with an @ would be easier for me. I'm reading back through this and it sounds very like... needy and demanding, but I'm just trying to be honest about my limitations. Again, that does sound really interesting and I would love to see it. Sorry my communication skills are dogwater.
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brionysea · 29 days ago
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I'm about to make mike wheeler not eating for most of season 4 (<- a week) more realistic cause I forget to eat for one (1) day and suddenly standing up makes me dizzy
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tj-crochets · 7 months ago
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Finished the quick flannel quilt for my uncle’s cat! It is far from the prettiest or most well made quilt I’ve ever made but it’s warm, it’s cozy, and it’s done (and also it’s for a cat lol)
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du-hjarta-skulblaka · 3 months ago
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Some mild existential dread in the house today
#im just feeling reeeeally really drained#works taking a LOT out of me#like. it feels less intense day to day? or maybe im reacting less? but its still very much piling up#and im just feeling very...idk. like im still waiting for permission to live my life#except now the permission osnt coming from any one person its. having the money to docit#and the time and the energy#and i guess thats just what adult life is? waiting#and hoping#and along the way losing sight of what i even wanted in the first place because im so *tired*#idk. i definitely need a project of some kind but im struggling to settle on something and then organise it#i have stuff to do today anyway. alfie had a lil bit of emergency cash saved so i need to go shopping#and i need to tidy the kitchen and do some dishes#and have a bath and shave at some point#i also want to draw but again. struggling ti pick something and idk if ill have the executive function spare#AND i want to try and be more social and talk to folks but thats its own kind of difficult#part of me would like a disc server that just has all of my friends in it bc i find it easier to dip in and out of conversarions#but i imagine that would be weird for folks who dont know each other#idk. lot goin through my mind when all i really want is sleep#which also hasnt been...greeeeat lately#mainly because Alfie wakes me up in the mornings bc they dont like being alone but also have a very different sleep schedule to me#and can take multiple smaller naps over a day whereas i really need a solid 8 or so hours or i just. dont fully switch on#but theyre also struggling atm (mentally and also they got an injury at work AND seperately broke their foot ffs)#so they need me more and its just#this never ending cycle of SOMETHING needs my attention#and its fucking exhausting asfghfkd#but!!! we keep goin!!!!! been applying for a bunch of jobs and havent heard anything positive yet but. we keep tryin huh
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satanfemme · 3 months ago
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Nahyoure right mushrooms are fun and great for ur mental health if ur a chronically depressed person
it's actually kinda insane (I mean neurodivergent) how good mushrooms can be for your mental health. cause I've seen all the anecdotal evidence and studies and stuff before, but idk if I really believed it until I experienced it for myself. I fully went into the experience with my only goal to be experimenting with it, seeing what it's like, and trying to have a good time; I wasn't trying to force any serious psychiatric benefits or anything.
but for the past week my executive dysfunction has literally been SO much better. it's not perfect, but it's unarguably better in a way I've never experienced before. like I keep doing the dishes. do you know what a big deal that is for me? I Can Not do dishes, this is a basic fact about my lifestyle. it's why I rely 100% on disposable bowls and utensils. when I do have dirty dishes, they will sit in the sink for 2 weeks minimum, many many months maximum, before I'm able to clean them. it's not just frustrating but a genuine health hazard to be this way. I frequently need to throw things out because sitting in the sink that long ruins them. but somehow I have done the dishes every single day since my trip last saturday.
first it took me 2-3 days to catch up on what was already in my sink, but now I'm just using dishes On Purpose, and then cleaning them right after. not just within the same day (already an impossible feat) but Right After I'm Done with them. this was unthinkable for me two weeks ago. I have no idea how permanent this effect is going to be but just this one week of increased functionality alone will have been enough for me to be forever thankful. fucking adderall didn't help me this much. anyway, yeah the general boost in mood has been great too. can't wait to trip again sometime.
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isa-ah · 5 months ago
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for people who have anxiety but live alone anyway: how do u deal with the panic? I live with 2 other people and still have bubble burst moments of random fear that only gets soothed by putting myself in someone else's eyeline. what do you do when the catastrophising starts???
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bywons · 6 months ago
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AT A FAMILY FUNCTION RN SOMEONE ASSASSINATE ME RIGHT. N E O W.
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tenspontaneite · 1 year ago
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Before and after pictures of my biohazard bathroom. So y'all can see this particular Horror I've been dealing with lately.
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doctahpants · 25 days ago
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#serious clash between my specific flavour of brain issues and my wife's specific flavour of brain issues today#where she had complete over stimulation issue and just wanted to be held perfectly still and silent#which i did#but all the while by brain has gone completely the other way and is totally understimulated and starting to freak out#because it's too quiet and I'm sitting too still and I've only done boring necessary things today#and things i hate doing#but now I'm pinned in place#and i want to be there for her and make sure she's okay and not make things worse#but I'm about this far from having a meltdown because i need. to do. something. anything. i need sound. i need to make something#or write something or ANYTHING#so i sit there tapping the fingers on my free hand repeatedly back and forward back and forward#but as quietly as i can because i don't want to make things worse#we're both okay now#but yeah#probably delete this later#i just needed to get this out of my head#because i don't really know how to deal with it if it happens again#i don't want to not be able to be there in the way she needs#but i also don't want to end up making things worse for both of us#idk#I've not felt it that bad before#but it's definitely been worse lately#my concentration levels are LOW#executive function is LOW#need to be doing at all times is HIGH#need for multiple stimuli is HIGH#but like i fluctuate#sometimes i get like i did today and sitting still is THE WORST THING ANYONE HAS EVER FORCED ME TO DO ACTUALLY#other times I'm begging my brain to let me do the thing but instead end up sitting there doing god know what for hours#it makes no damn sense
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saint-nevermore · 8 months ago
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help sertraline veterans did it make adhd type symptoms worse for you. i dont know what the hell is wrong with me but that would explain a lot
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asterdeer · 8 months ago
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just caught this line while i had “eugene’s dilemma” on as bg music at work - it’s actually kind of insane that he just says it once and it never comes up again but at the hearing when eugene is trying to convince whit that he’s the big bad evil grade-changer to protect nicholas, he says “i destroyed your relationship with connie.” WAIT WHAT. eugene…….babe…………..how come you think that. why is this something you feel guilty about and why does it Never Come Up Again
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sysig · 1 year ago
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I think I finally figured out why I like him so much
#ADHD#Meme#Shitpost#Helix#SCII#Max Vyer#Dexter Favin#Me projecting all over Max: Man he's just like me fr#He feels so ADHD to me like hang on hear me out#He's extremely impulsive - absolutely dopamine-motivated - struggles paying attention to things he's not interested in -#But also gets fixated on things like his dream journaling and anything related to it - space/aliens/spaceships/etc.#It being like The Only Thing that he ''can focus on'' - as well as wanting to engage with it when he's stressed!#Has lots of half-abandoned hobbies and impulsively ''jokes'' about getting really invested in something and then losing interest#Like wanting a lot of animals - hehe - or what jobs he wants to do while committing to none of them#He also takes things really personally which like - RSD. Do I need to explain lol#Has difficulty making and keeping friends - is forgetful and ''forgetful'' hehe I'm quite familiar#I also kind of read him getting high or drunk regularly as like?? really maladaptive attempts at self-medicating??#Dopamine-deficient brains are way more likely to develop or lean on addictions to be at least Closer to level stimulation#He's constantly understimulated and all his caretakers see it as a moral failing when like! He's just expected to Get Guud lol#He needs accommodations! His brain is clawing at the walls trying to get his Executives to Function!#This man has undiagnosed ADHD please get him to a psychologist#Lbh tho his parents would be the type to say ''Don't use your diagnosis as an excuse'' as if he could just control it lol#Don't even get me started on when he and ZEX Freaky-Friday lol#Something something ZEX problematic queer something something Max problematic ADHD lol - look if it's Correct it's Correct!#Anyway this is just my reading and I'm Absolutely Definitely projecting to some degree - please read Helix and love Max of your own volition
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