#me; has no executive function
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woah semi future au magolor and sailor designs???
(slightly more in the future but still the same timeline???)
uh yeah. Magolor finally forms a bond with the lor and becomes its captain for realsies this time
he spends his time exploring and studying magic/dark matter/gem apples and if their power can be safely harnessed
he also just goes on side quests a lot. he may be reformed but he will still do a lot for a quick buck lol
he’s mastered his dimensional magic as well, which is why his cape looks like that :>
on the other hand, sailor is the new captain of the halberd and leader of the meta-knights. most of their job is taking down monsters but there is the occasional rogue wizard to stop from destroying the world or unleashing dark matter (huh, sounds familiar…)
they are usually very busy with work but make an effort to visit dreamland frequently in order to stay close to everyone. she’s always been a little distant from the rest of her family but i think she opens up a bit more after she, Bandee, and Kirby all start taking leadership positions. gives them something to bond over
by this point meta has retired from fighting completely but he’ll still give sailor advice when they need it. she appreciates having someone around who knows just how tiring a job it can be, and he’s very proud of her
oh, and one more thing
yea i let them get married. what are you gonna do about it? /silly
they don’t get to see each other much because of their jobs but they’re a thing
#what happened to magoland? uhhhh#idk Marx can run it or something#mags doesn’t seem like the type to be content sitting around doing executive work forever#he just likes making games and using magic in weird ways#i can’t imagine he’d stay focused on it 24/7#sailor wears red in homage to vul but also because bright red is the color of dreamland#(blue and gold are also traditional but between dedede and then Kirby red is most prominent)#since waddle dees can’t really wear clothes she simply has this weird cape thing#the buttons are kind of there for decoration but they’re still functional if she wants to close it. for some reason#but that would look very silly#kirbyposting#my art or something#meta knight#sailor Dee#magolor#metadad#magosailor#<- moonmacabre if you see this i saw your reblog and it confirmed the name for me lol thank you#semi future au#Mira makes a cameo in this wow#i still think the nature of their relationship isn’t quite romantic but you can interpret it however you want idrc
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hello last month i sent u a twitter msg about how at the very beginning of origins there are Solas Hints and you didn't respond, which is totally fair, i just wanted to make sure it actually sent bc it seems like info you would enjoy knowing/remembering lol either way thank you for your solas content it gives me life and joy
Hi, thank you for thinking of me, and that sounds really interesting. I hope everyone can forgive me, but I've had bad experiences on twitter and don't really open new message threads there anymore. It's the same with tumblr messaging (though tumblr asks are a little better because I can publish them for everybody to see). It probably sounds so weird, and sorry if it is, but talking to people "out in the open," so to speak, makes things so much easier for me. I prefer to share everything with everybody, so I don't have to worry about socializing in private, which I am not good at.
I would love and adore knowing what these hints are, but for the best chances of me to see it, making a public post with an @ would be easier for me. I'm reading back through this and it sounds very like... needy and demanding, but I'm just trying to be honest about my limitations. Again, that does sound really interesting and I would love to see it. Sorry my communication skills are dogwater.
#executive functioning problems and the negative reinforcement of drama has made it impossible for me to get joy out of pms I'm so sorry#I also don't really have time to keep private conversations going
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Finished the quick flannel quilt for my uncle’s cat! It is far from the prettiest or most well made quilt I’ve ever made but it’s warm, it’s cozy, and it’s done (and also it’s for a cat lol)
#sewing#handmade#quilting#took me 52 minutes to make from start to finish#which makes it the third quilt I’ve finished in like three days? maybe four days#wait what day did I finish the pride flag quilt top#wow this has been a productive week for me#and the only difference is I’ve started going to bed an hour earlier#apparently with just a little more sleep I function a lot better!#well. not so much physically but it’s helped my executive function out a lot lol
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Some mild existential dread in the house today
#im just feeling reeeeally really drained#works taking a LOT out of me#like. it feels less intense day to day? or maybe im reacting less? but its still very much piling up#and im just feeling very...idk. like im still waiting for permission to live my life#except now the permission osnt coming from any one person its. having the money to docit#and the time and the energy#and i guess thats just what adult life is? waiting#and hoping#and along the way losing sight of what i even wanted in the first place because im so *tired*#idk. i definitely need a project of some kind but im struggling to settle on something and then organise it#i have stuff to do today anyway. alfie had a lil bit of emergency cash saved so i need to go shopping#and i need to tidy the kitchen and do some dishes#and have a bath and shave at some point#i also want to draw but again. struggling ti pick something and idk if ill have the executive function spare#AND i want to try and be more social and talk to folks but thats its own kind of difficult#part of me would like a disc server that just has all of my friends in it bc i find it easier to dip in and out of conversarions#but i imagine that would be weird for folks who dont know each other#idk. lot goin through my mind when all i really want is sleep#which also hasnt been...greeeeat lately#mainly because Alfie wakes me up in the mornings bc they dont like being alone but also have a very different sleep schedule to me#and can take multiple smaller naps over a day whereas i really need a solid 8 or so hours or i just. dont fully switch on#but theyre also struggling atm (mentally and also they got an injury at work AND seperately broke their foot ffs)#so they need me more and its just#this never ending cycle of SOMETHING needs my attention#and its fucking exhausting asfghfkd#but!!! we keep goin!!!!! been applying for a bunch of jobs and havent heard anything positive yet but. we keep tryin huh
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for people who have anxiety but live alone anyway: how do u deal with the panic? I live with 2 other people and still have bubble burst moments of random fear that only gets soothed by putting myself in someone else's eyeline. what do you do when the catastrophising starts???
#my body has a lot of random weird pain frkm 26 years of bad things and every time im like#i should have written a will its really happening this time im about to drop dead#so i skitter around the house to stand close enough to someone else that theyd hear me if i fall over LMAO#insane behavior i know. i have a mountain of medical anxiety bc of my grandparents#but like i cant even wrap my head around what id do if i felt that way and was alone 24/7 at home#panic forever???#who makes you eat and shower bc its sure not MY executive function keeping me alive on the bad days LOL#id wither away if i lived alone i think#kinda sad my life went a way where thats never going to happen tho. to the end of wanting to know who id be#how would i dress and act and decorate?? eat?? what kind of dishes would i get. throw blankets too#what would i learn abt myself etc its an iteration of me that will likely never happen bc im happily married#hmmm#ur always going to wonder about the lifestyles you didnt have. thats normal#but it does make me wonder what i would have been like if i had friends and my own space#oh to be a fag making out with his friends in the privacy of his own home#or maybe thats just how i feel bc were literally married and have never been able to afford to live alone Together lol
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AT A FAMILY FUNCTION RN SOMEONE ASSASSINATE ME RIGHT. N E O W.
# 𝓹𝗋𝗂𝗆𝖺 𝖽ℴ𝗇𝗇𝖺。 ✦ tweets ❜ #LIKE EVERYONE HAS THE SAME QUESTION TO ASK ME TOO ????#“why r u so skinny .. ” JUST SAY UR JEALOUS OF MY TINY WAIST#im hot ur not 😜😜😜😜😆😆😆#pls someone execute me i can't do this#coming to family functions just to be discriminated ..#I AM WHAT I AM BITCH#im a skinny legend get lost#and they never ask me abt anything else too ??? TT#r u not gonna ask me abt studies n stuff TT#MAN FUCK THIS FAMILY I WANT A NEW ONE
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Before and after pictures of my biohazard bathroom. So y'all can see this particular Horror I've been dealing with lately.
#life of sponty#mold#mould#unsanitary#unhygienic#but yeah it's been hell#only thing left to do now is replace the moldy broken sealant on the bath and sink#which for the record has such nasty gunk in it that I've not been able to take baths in months#because the last two times i tried i got bacterial infections#needed antibiotics and everything#and given i adore baths and they're one of my major self care / mood improvement things#has not helped anything#also i have had a chronic cough from the mold for months now#just really not ideal#but i had a burst of actual executive function that allowed me to finally wrestle the landlords about it#so that's what ive been dealing with last couple weeks
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help sertraline veterans did it make adhd type symptoms worse for you. i dont know what the hell is wrong with me but that would explain a lot
#its like my mood has been improved but executive function is gone. time blindness is insane#i cant get anything done snd its driving me insane
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just caught this line while i had “eugene’s dilemma” on as bg music at work - it’s actually kind of insane that he just says it once and it never comes up again but at the hearing when eugene is trying to convince whit that he’s the big bad evil grade-changer to protect nicholas, he says “i destroyed your relationship with connie.” WAIT WHAT. eugene…….babe…………..how come you think that. why is this something you feel guilty about and why does it Never Come Up Again
#aio#idk something about that line really caught me this time#just the sheer melodrama of the word ‘destroyed.’#also the utterly bloodless way he’s like ‘here are my crimes. I’ve done terrible things. now believe the worst in me.’#‘gdi why aren’t you believing the worst of me’ because you’re a goofy yet oddly intense little rule follower meltsnerd!!!#btw if anyone has good connie & eugene episodes. im hungry for them !!#also im sorry about the messages i am trying to get to them but it’ll most likely be after Friday#when work gives me my brain and executive function back#right now im a clerk first and human being second#aster chat
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Uuugh I have to do things today and get them taken care of. And such. Fine. Ugh. I'll go eat and then update this when I've done the things I needed to. Okay.
#My executive function has been really. Really. Really#Really. Really. Really#Really bad lately#If someone could cheer me on and remind me thatd be great
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I think I finally figured out why I like him so much
#ADHD#Meme#Shitpost#Helix#SCII#Max Vyer#Dexter Favin#Me projecting all over Max: Man he's just like me fr#He feels so ADHD to me like hang on hear me out#He's extremely impulsive - absolutely dopamine-motivated - struggles paying attention to things he's not interested in -#But also gets fixated on things like his dream journaling and anything related to it - space/aliens/spaceships/etc.#It being like The Only Thing that he ''can focus on'' - as well as wanting to engage with it when he's stressed!#Has lots of half-abandoned hobbies and impulsively ''jokes'' about getting really invested in something and then losing interest#Like wanting a lot of animals - hehe - or what jobs he wants to do while committing to none of them#He also takes things really personally which like - RSD. Do I need to explain lol#Has difficulty making and keeping friends - is forgetful and ''forgetful'' hehe I'm quite familiar#I also kind of read him getting high or drunk regularly as like?? really maladaptive attempts at self-medicating??#Dopamine-deficient brains are way more likely to develop or lean on addictions to be at least Closer to level stimulation#He's constantly understimulated and all his caretakers see it as a moral failing when like! He's just expected to Get Guud lol#He needs accommodations! His brain is clawing at the walls trying to get his Executives to Function!#This man has undiagnosed ADHD please get him to a psychologist#Lbh tho his parents would be the type to say ''Don't use your diagnosis as an excuse'' as if he could just control it lol#Don't even get me started on when he and ZEX Freaky-Friday lol#Something something ZEX problematic queer something something Max problematic ADHD lol - look if it's Correct it's Correct!#Anyway this is just my reading and I'm Absolutely Definitely projecting to some degree - please read Helix and love Max of your own volition
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Once again no crafts to update, but here’s those fish I drew yesterday!
#the person behind the yarn#fish#sometimes I draw a new thing and it feels like I’ve unlocked a new skill#like I’ll get a pop up that says unlocked: you can now draw billowing and spots. congratulations!#or something? idk I don’t play many video games so idk how the achievements are worded lol#I am on new meds for my Symptoms Disease and they are helping a lot but there’s always an adjustment period#because when my body starts functioning better than usual my executive function kinda spins out for a while?#it’s getting better! but crafting has been slow#I also got some blood test results back! I test positive for autoimmune antibodies#which is one of the first quantitative blood test results I’ve had EVER in over a decade#I’m trying not to get too excited before I talk to a doc#but it’s actually four different blood test results that are abnormal this time and all four point toward autoimmune#…plus several more that point to me being a little bit anemic
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I'm having rhe worst fucking brain day wat een teringzooi
#i need to tidy and clean my room bc i have guests coming over bur my brain just starts Panicking when i look around#bc today my adhd has rendered my executive functions absolutely Useless#and i still need to get groceries#im kinda upset about this bc i wanted to make a good dinner for my friends with like my own homemade pasta and everything#and i want to make cake still too#but at this point i feel like i should be lucky if i can serve the bare minimum#happy disability pride month to me i guess
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Now that I've been on bottled water only for many days straight and all the Horrible Badness™ nausea-like feeling and burning pain I get from tap water has completely gone, I am legitimately still finding that what symptoms I do still have are triggered by drinking (bottled) water more often than eating anything, ain't that fucking whack?
#draco speaks#bottle wate still= stomach hurty just a lot less and shorter lived than the evil tap water#my social anxiety has rendered me unable to summon the executive function to call and make another doctor appointment this week#i promise myself I WILL do so on Monday#seriously I feel like a new man since i went off tap water which is also why I've been able to put off thr appointment cus I'm not that sick#it's so completely liveable with now it's amazing i had a week of feeling like throwing up and killing myself at all times#unable to focus on anything cus I felt so shit
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i havent spoken to a therapist about this yet but i've been trying to let myself be weird and not hide my stims and stuff and it just feels soooo good. mostly when im alone but it's just. i have no idea when i started hiding this even to myself bc it feels like forever. but the more i let myself do it the more im convinced that i dont have just adhd.
#idk what it says about me that the last three blorbos i've fixated on all are v autistic#and its mostly bc i see bits of myself in them#ive been thinking about this so much lately#i keep taking the raads test and. yeah.#even before i seriously started contemplating this i was getting a consistently high score#and now that my physical health has plummeted its so much harder to fake being functional and normal#im in too much pain to mask#lineko.txt#further evidence is that adhd meds never did anythign for me#i still struggled w executive function on them#what did help was building a routine and sticking to it
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new brainrot (headcannon) just dropped:
"didn't you have a flaming sword" isn't a reference to Crowley seeing Aziraphale in Eden but rather IN HEAVEN during the fight before the fall...
and at some point Aziraphale and Crowley ran into each other and Aziraphale raises his sword but can't bring himself to attack Crowley...
#good omens#I'm sorry if someone else has said this somewhere else before#it's all I can think about#A fic... is forming in my head....... oh no#will the executives... let me function???
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