#me chills as I wrote it down
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What dialogue/conversation would hurt the most ?
"Nine? ......what did you....... why did you ....Tails would never.....".
"Im not Tails Sonic .......I never was."
(Conversation between sonic and Nine after Nine messed with the Shatterverse to force Sonic to stay with him ......kinda like Chris in Sonic X just worse)
"Listen kid I may not know exactly what you went through for all these years but I know what it feels like. To long for a better life. To mourn days and people who cared and loved you. I know about all those things believe me . But burning down the whole World is no soloution to ease that pain."
(Shadow confronting Nine about messing with the shatterverse)
" No Sonic I caused this ! I wanted you .....only you to be happy. I ripped the whole universe appart .....and just thought about our future adventures while doing it.......I have been selfish this whole time ....let me be selfless for once."
(Nine realizing his mistakes and trying to fix the Shatterverse which would ultimatitly mean sacrificing his own life)
" I saw him as Tails this whole time .....as my little brother ......as my best friend ........but now that hes gone .....I dont want to remember him as those things ....He wasnt just Tails .....He was Nine."
(Sonic being back in his prime universe mourning Nine- maybe the end monologue of the Show?)
#As you can see I already have#my theories on what will happen#in the show#though Im not#sure about the#nine sacrificing himself#thing#because Sega#said this was canon#and I dont think#they want#sonic to cannonically watch tails die#but you know that this is canon#Statement can always be put back#sooooo who knows#anyway the first conversation gave#me chills as I wrote it down#LIKE ooof#can you imagine the hurt#in their voices ????#sonic prime#Shadow#miles nine prower
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SAGAU except they're aware of what goes on when you go into the character menu???
Particularly when they pray as you hop onto the artifacts menu to raise em, whether is for for them, another character to which some might try to purposely mess the rolls up bc oops! looks like they can't use that now! :) guess they'll have to wait., or just to make space for more bc HOW IS YOUR ARTIFACT STORAGE FULL ARE YOU OKAY??? Σ(・∀・;)
Whenever you raise their artifacts they kinda feel bad if it rolled into the wrong subs when you raise it with them and would either apologize or say that it'll roll better on the next one, they know it will!! (it did not 😔)
That or they don't bc they felt silly and wanted to spite you so guess you gotta do a few more runs to try again teehee 😗👉👈 they eventually roll a ridiculously amazing artifact at some point, but just this once!
(or y'know the opposite where there's always this one character you always use to raise artifacts bc they always get the best rolls and best subs? yeah imagine them celebrating w you at how good the stats rolled too!!)
Kinda like how if you try to make gear in tkrb there's a chance of it shattering (therefore failing) instead of being able to create one and when that happens the character you brought with you for those will say things like "oh no, it broke! i'm so sorry :(" or "i-it's okay!! let's try again...!" or you just flat out hear sobbing noises bc your new feather low rolled all 5 into defense FLAT 😭 BASICALLY THAT YEAH
#ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)♡ m.daydreams#this is the silly thoughts tag that will also be just sagau stuff if not hat guy lmao#genshin impact#genshin sagau#self aware genshin#its like 1 am and i frantically just wrote this down before i forgor so uhh yeah 👍 HAHA#for me i avoid rolling artis with kuni bc if it's not for him he will DESTROY IT HZHHFJF#like honey chill its just a flower for kaveh hes not replacing u bby 😭#he did roll a 35% cmdg flower a few posts ago for xiao though so i think he's cool w him#best artifact roller is zhongli no question abt that!#he rolled a bunch of 30%↑ subs he's so epic for that fr HAHAHD#so good his artifacts never got replaced (only borrowed) to this day im goign to cry#left it in tags bc idk where to shove that in the post so YEET#feel free to add onto this in asks or stuff btw!!#its fun to imagine what other things our charas can comment on should they become aware of the stuff we do :D#no idea how to write but hey we doin things!! woohoo#i got more stuff i wanna write down but again its late sooo see ya!! night nighttt
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29.06.23, thursday
I had a presentation today, and there's nothing (and I mean nothing) I hate more than those, so as a treat I made the rest of the day real cozy. Baked bread & listened to podcast while cleaning my apartment; good chill times
#also no it's not the absolute best bread; i used to be lots better at bread some years ago but i can't for the life of me remember what#modifications i made to that recipe (like it was basically just a rough guideline at the end) and i am a dumbass and never wrote any of it#down so i gotta now do some bread research and start again with tinkering everything#but the problem is that I live alone now and i can't bake like multiple big loafs a week bc it's just me eating#so it'll be lots slower this time#yea i should/could have also just been productive bc the thing i had that presentation on is still not like entirely done#but it's like almost there and I could afford a chill evening#presentations take lots of energy out of me anyways even if it's just a small quick one like today was like I am just done for the day afte#so nothing too great would've come out of it anyways#at least I now have a clean kitchen and no longer and actual mountain of clean unfolded laundry on my couch#studyblr#bookblr#booklr#aesthetic#books#study#reading#read#book#studyspo#dark academia#chaotic academia#june 2023#2023
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Monét forgot troyann had waterwalk I mean. So true literally be like that. Spellcasting is inpossible
#i just discovered my PC of 1.5 years should have darkvision#my DM wrote down 'remember class features' as a ninth level spell on my spell sheet (bullying me)#literally so real of her to forget the exact spell they needed#dimension 20#dungeons and drag queens#for the record my DM's joke was very much chill with me and i was having fun with it! I'm ok with some friendly bullying lol
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Oops sorry for staring at you 😞
Am eating lunch rn—a hodgepodge of fried rice, fried sunny side up, taco seasoning, cucumber vinegar, and oyster sauce (delish 😋), while thinking of 101 ways to kill suo (with love) 🫢🤭 hbu? How's your day?
is that me being pet.
#ME BEING PET ???????#🦢— mail !#🤍 from: kisa !#i’m going to scroll down until the gif isn’t there haha <33#xx#WAIT OK#BEFORE OTHER PEOPLE SEE THIS#DONF GET ME WRONG I LOVE CATS i’m just . I’M JUST. AND I DONF HAVE A REASON#my friend’s cat sat on my lap and i was deathly silent . stiff . holding my breath.#YOUR LUNCH ???? YUMMMY I LUV OYSTEDF SAUCEEE#ENJOYYY DRINK WATER#death by love ??? u got this. i believe#(raked thru my mind to think of any ideas but flustering that man is well beyond my capabilities)#NY DAY!!! IT WAS GOOD!!!! a very chill day 🥺 i wrote a lot but it seems i am still so far away from finishing#although i am trying to get this done !!! so desperately /pos#i went to the gym 🗯️🪽🐋🤍 ITS HOT IN THERE#I HOPE U HAVE A LOVELY DAY
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Here is a badly drawn comic of my terrible, awkward group project experience from yesterday. I thought it was very absurd so I wanted to share it other people lol :)
Let me know, how do you find their conduct 😭
#i tried to small talk#and they werent rly listening and were like i just wanna get this done w so i can eat#yet talked to me abt smth random after#but the moving the laptop is what made me draw this 😭#like is that not absurd????#i dont wanna rewatch the video#but i wanna see what the camera frame looked like#bcs from what i saw my drawing is p accurate#but yeah they also talked for the majority of the time#even tho i did more research bcs they took up most of the slides#AND ALSO TOOK MY IDEAS#im like uhhhh im p sure [insert slide topic] is required!!!#and i went to go start writing it#and theyre like oh okay ill do that slide#and even tho i kept reminding them of the slide requirement#they kept being like ugh i cant think of anything#and then would take my ideas when i proposed them#like the conclusion part was to write a proposal abt what solution can be made for the current event topic#AND i took notes the night before and wrote down the idea for the solution#and i told them and theyre like oh yeah thats okay and started writing those slides#i know i should be more assertive but im so conflict avoidant and was kinda like oh. okay. ah.#lmao i hope this doesnt make me come off as someone victimizing themselves#im just annoyed 😭😭#and also this person was on my abroad trip and we all hated them#but i felt bad abt how much we hated them and theyre(I THOUGHT) much more chill in a classroom setting#so i kinda softened my hate for them and theyre the only person i know in my class rly#so im like ahhhh we should work together!#and now i remember why i dislike them 😭😭#catie.rambling.txt#catie.art.
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at this point I'm literally the definition of a writer that just doesn't write
#last time i wrote something is way longer than i want to admit damn#self proclaimed writer that doesn't write hello that's me#really wanna sit down and just chill but also don't even know who to write about 😔#tw mari
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Also, some of y’all wish on Ilia to be given outrageous scores so you have a reason to dunk on a teenager and I’m glad they don’t.
A bunch of people want soo badly to have the “he’s only all jumps��� angle when almost every interview he does he always says he wants to develop more as a skater. Step off his neck!
#he just got the 4A down and does he need to chill on the others? yeah but he’s like 16#correction he is 18 (when I first wrote this it was too early for coherent thoughts) but still a teen nonetheless#some of you weren’t around for sQUAD idk#whether he does it or not is up to him but trying to say he doesn’t have a personality is objectively wrong#comparing him to Sasha trusova like don’t piss me off#old ass grown people leave the children aloneeee#figure skating#worlds 2023#ilia malinin
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*getting out of bed stumbling* let's send the last couple gifts... (< Can barely open her eyes)
Also... I always forget how pretty it feels to gift things to others... Some have big reactions, some have smaller ones, but... Most of the time you get to see them happy, a small smile, a warm feeling.... That's beautiful... So beautiful
And Im still not used to the receiving gifts jajajaja and it's... So pretty... It's such a warm and gentle feeling but so so strong... "This was made for me, thinking about me" "this was chosen for me".... I'm... Heh...
Giving and receiving gifts is always so beautiful.... This is why I love Christmas, Valentine's, birthdays.... I'd love to actually bake everyone brownies... To give them little cards...
Also valentine's is so pretty because it's all about love! And at least where I live is literally called The Love and Friendship Day!!!! So I've always seen valentine's as a good day to show appreciation for friends ... *Happy sigh* I love Love
Jijiji as I was writing the notes, my brother knocked on my door and gave me a small cinnamoroll notepad and it's so cute... Such a cute day
Alr, now let's send those gifts
#OMG AS I WAS WRITING THIS I GOT A CALL FOR THE RANDOM EVENT THAT I NAMED ON MY SOFTWARE UPDATE#DUDE I JUST WOKE UP LMAO SO that was good because i was chill and didnt expect kt and im too sleepy to process stuff#but like was also really good because yesterday i wrote down everything i needed for this call#lets go#okay okay im done YAYYAYYAY#... the day i fall in love im gonna need someone to hold me back JAJAJAJAJAJA as to not spend everything in gifts#honestly... today does make me think about romantic love... and i do hope to experience the beauty of it some day#i dont feel like i need to rush it and im honestly a little scared because i dont see myself with someone on the future#(< wants to get married and have a family)#but... i dont feel like i should worry about it yet.... i dont know how all that works but im sure the right person will some day appear#seari talks
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Hgggg
Had one of those sundays where i felt just like
A little bit like shit all day
So i didn't really get any of my comic work done and it just kinda became a Lost Day
So now as consequence my brain won't let me go to bed because i did not Satisfy the Requirements as Set Beforehand
But i would like to actually set myself up for a successful week of going to bed on timebl because i haven't the last two weeks and i can Feel it slowly destroying me spiritually, mentally, and physically
But sometimes there js Naught you can do in the face of Wanton Mental Illness
#monster noises#i know i know my meteric for a successful day should not be tied to Productivity#but in my Defense that isn't Exactly what's happened here#i mean#yeah#i'm dissapointed that i didn't get the ball rolling until like 8pm and thus only had an hour to Work#but going to bed issue#is more about me setting the Plan and Expectation that I would do Comic Work today#but i didn't Fulfill that Expectation and therefore the Balance is Off and the Days Not Done#because we haven't Fulfilled the Criteria#i would have this same probelm if I had set aside today as a Relax Day but spent the whole day Stressing Out or Doing Chores/Work#without doing the classic half-day reset#where sometimes i'm In Control enough to realize when the day has gotten away from me and Pivot the Expectations to Just Chilling#then at the end of the day i Have met my Expectations and can just Siddle into bed no issues#but today i was not that Strong Willed#and kept Insisting that i Would get to my comic writing#Just After This Last Thing#but there was always One More Thing#and i felt like i was trapped under a sheet of plexiglass and couldn't fully wake up all day#so there was no pivot#i just stayed Stubborn until i had my dinner - then wrote maybe one page#and put it down for the evening#and that was not enough to satisfy the internal control team#and now i must sit here and Yearn instead of going to Sleep#it is Silly and i wish for it Not to be Happening
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My fanfic hit 50k (posted) today and I am just looking around like. …??
good thing Jesus died for everybody’s sins or what have you because I’m just sinful and neurotic and apparently glued to my slutty nerdyass keyboard now
#help? maybe?#I’m having fun but I am also mildly concerned#hyper fixation fixing to suck me dry man wtf!!! i have no control#I was drafting the second chapter of this pair that have been kind of a struggle for me#and I was like maybe… I’m slowing down. maybe I’ll regain some chill#and then I wrote another 4700k and did not in fact fucking chill one snidgen of a percent#🫠 I’m along for this ride and I pray I have the determination to finish it because g o d it’s gonna take the better part of a year to do so#at this pace which is a pace I can’t reliably sustain forever#meanwhile ellis#were I your wave
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Did 15 easy pace trail miles; I have dirt on my legs and I smell bad and feel good
#15 trail miles so much nicer than 21 road miles#I hate long runs on road. this might be my last road marathon bc fuck a road marathon#accidentally wrote 'toad marathon' first which sounds much better#but fr a distance that fucks me up completely if I do it on road has like the same impact on me as a chill hike if I do it on trail#my body is down to run all day as long as it doesn't have to do it on a hard surface. or fast
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George Wrote So it goes srry...
#Gold Cage hostage To my feelings...#CAUSE WE BREAK DOWN A LITTLE#BUT WHEN I GET YOU ALONE ITS SO SIMPLE#scratches down your bacj now!!#the Line of Wear you like a necklace IS SO GEORGE#wear you like a necklace im so chill but you make me jealous - George#HE WROTE THISSS
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Having one of those fic writing moments where my mind outline is going one way and my hands are quickly typing something completely different.
#i talk#fic talk#Me normally when writing my own stories: the concept of gods / primordial deities is a fun topic to write about#Me writing this fic: but how much is canon compromised when you consider the (partially-canonical) existence of these deities?#How does this color past moments or interactions? How do you mend that divide?#My hands (already wrote a way around that issue; solved the problem 10 minutes ago): chill dude we got this lol#I rarely do outlines (like legit outlines I mean. I always have a vague idea with main points I want to hit)#but I rarely do OUTLINE outlines because I'll just sit down and write and see where it takes me#I write every single day but usually I only do a couple sentences#Usually because I can only do my daily writing on my phone when I'm lying in bed about to go to sleep#but when I WRITE write I do a lot in one go on the computer#Trying to get a lot done today so the ''chipping away'' bits I do this week can be easier#Anyways. Long story short#writing is me sitting in a carriage complaining the entire time#while my driver (also me) veers off the road and gets us exactly where we need to go
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#tag talk#playing Polybridge 3 and I'm just reminded that I'm just genuinely not that creative or visionary#my whole life is been inundated with arts and science and I've been pushed to create and I'm just not that creative#I watch genius minecraft builds and cool dwarf fortress sagas and amazing bridge designs and I realize I am not like that.#I appreciate the art and creativity of others but I genuinely just cannot do that myself.#I recently sold my electric piano because I've realized that as much as I love listening to music? I just don't have the drive to create it#I love reading books but I don't have the drive to write stories myself.#I love looking at art but I just don't have the spark that makes me need to create it#and this sentiment gets perceived by others as me being hard on myself. like a self deprecating “oo I'm not good enough to make art”#and it's annoying because I'm not being emotional and sad about it. I'm simply taking stock of the fact that I do not have the drive for it#and that's fine. I grew up in a artistic family and I enjoy being able to appreciate art#but a big part of growing up has been learning to let go of the pressure to perform. the pressure to create and be an artistic individual#and just allowing myself to appreciate the beauty that others bring into the world without feeling the need to compare myself to it#everything I wrote as a kid was just blatant knockoffs of other stories I had read. songs I whistle are songs someone else wrote#and that's fine. that's okay. I don't need to create to enjoy life. I don't need to produce in order to be alive.#I am allowed to be content consuming the art that others have made.#and sure. every once in a while I make something. I'll paint or sketch or write a poem or make a new minecraft build or something#but I'm really just working on being okay with doing nothing for a while.#I used to be such a pressured hyperactive kid and I feel like my character arc is just me learning to chill the fuck out#learning to relax and do nothing and be okay with it.#I just don't have that drive. I'm not a visionary. I'm not a leader. not a creative soul. I'm not destined for great things#and that's okay. that's fine. that's normal. and I'm allowed to be normal.#after a whole childhood of being pressured to be better than everyone else. of being driven by others to perform to their expectations#I can finally sit down and breathe and still the churning in my stomach and slow down and just allow myself to chill out#and I'm happier like this.
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Now is not the time for jumping into things rashly. You thank the friendly next worlder for their offer, but decline their couch space for now. Instead you ask them if they mind bringing the books they had mentioned to the door in exchange for the berries of your world. They accept with an air of bemusement and take their leave with a promise to return as soon as they can.
You watch as they walk away, before leaning through the door, slightly, and blowing your whistle on the other side. Nothing happens for a few minutes, so you shut the door. Waiting a moment you open it back up only to find what was once a well lit sky has darkened to night. Confused you close and open the door quickly, the sky is still dark but now a moon rests in the space that had been clear before. Time is definitely in flux between the doorway when closed...the mechanics of how that works is too confusing to parse out right this minute though, so you pack up your things to head home again and close the door.
When you reach the house you greet your friends, they seem pleased to see you, though not as if it's been a great deal of time, rather like they're happy you're back at the end of the day.
You help set up for dinner, each of you chatting about your day. It's nice, comfortable. You check them both discretely during the conversation, they both seem the same as always, not really older than when you met as you had worried what with time alterations now on the table, enjoying themselves and winding down after a day of chores around the house, familiar laugh lines and wrinkles from the older one as they describe some happening in town the other day, quick smiles and careful attention from the younger who glances at you from time to time with amusement at the story being told. It's...calming. Like the air itself is cocooning you in softness.
Before long though, you find yourself heading to bed, that strange atmosphere sticking with you. It's nice, helps you drift off a little faster. You dream of a void with lines of gold leading you to a river, as you follow the water you reach an island and on it a lone figure who sits in front of an open door, you can't tell the color nor can you see where it leads, lightning crackles with a flash inside the doorframe, the figure from before raises it's hand to its mouth, you see its lips move, it mouths without sound over the crackles from the door, the world twists, it's hard to see, with a yank like you're falling, consciousness slams back into you and you awaken with a start, sitting in bed, adrenaline running high. You steady your breathing, heart like a jackhammer dying to burst through your ribs, as you calm the blood stops rushing and you realize you can hear something. You look at the desk across the room where you have your walkie talkie resting, always on and waiting, it crackles to life, but nothing can be deciphered. You don't get back to sleep tonight.
In the morning you head back out, your friends heading in to town, you depart from one another with a wave. As you travel you pick some berries curious to see if they affect the next worlder the same way as your worlds do, when you get to the door you pause to look at your walkie, it hasn't made noise since last night, yet you still check it, opening the door you watch to see if anything happens, but nothing does. When you look through the door your friend on the other side looks up from reading a book.
"How! Wonderful to have caught you! Would you happen to understand the presence of this lovely ren?"
You look to where they gesture to see a large beautiful white deer gazing at you from the other side of the alley. Initially confused, you recall blowing the whistle through the door yesterday. Interesting. You return to your friend who listens intrigued as you explain it may have to do with your whistle. They hum in interest, and as you two talk the deer, or ren as your friend called it, seems to determine your lack of attention as a dismissal and begins wandering away. Once it's gone you both turn your attention to the books.
They show you some of the covers and chat about what they hoped each offered in terms of information, ranging from literal childrens tales to thick books of what's you'd guess is basically this worlds cryptozoology. In exchange you offer a berry from your world to your new friend and they take it mildly apprehensive and try it after a moment, they seem appreciative and note that it made them feel better just as you have observed in yourself, you offer one from this world passing it through the door to your friend, they note that it tastes like the other one you gave them, similar results. You note this and hand over the rest you picked on the way over to your friends delight, then you get started reading.
After a while you figure some things out. Like your friend said before, most stories and retellings of the door and this world, or the Inbetween as they call it, seem to think it a myth. There are written documents on people who have been taken by tall dark haired strange beings that spoke in another tongue and clicked to each other. You think that feels familiar. There's one story about a person who stepped through the Inbetween but when they came back the world had changed and the people spoke oddly and no one knew who they were, but supposedly that person disappeared soon after telling their story.
Honestly, by the end, you're equally more informed and more confused. It's getting late for both of you though so you say your goodbyes, they give you a few books to read on your own, and you head home. When you get there the house is empty, but that's not odd since trips into town can often run late. You put your stuff away and start setting up for dinner, figuring you can make something simple before your friends get home. As you finish washing ingredients you see the younger racing up to the house on one of the horse like creatures. You watch as they hop off as soon as the house is within walking distance, they race through the door. While not panicked, they tell you the other sent them back to the house to let you know there were strange people asking questions about you. From what your friend explains it sounds like the cult the book writer had described. Neither you nor your friends had thought for you to keep a low profile, it's only a matter of time before they find you here.
Do you stick around and see what they want?
Yes*
#yes with a very large caveat#I'm grabbing my shit and running to the door first#I tell my friends to tell the strangers to meet me at the door#I also tell them to probably not tell the strangers where they live lmao#cause here's the deal; I gotta talk to them and who knows? maybe theyre chill#but it they're not and I step through the door there's zero way for them to follow me#I've got the key girly pop#now its possible they also have some sort of key but I would wager there's only one of each#so I want to have all of my stuff that I've collected (minus the stuff I wrote down ot leave there)#and I'll talk to them with a hand on the door and them at least twelve feet away#the walkie the top the whistle even the hairbrush#keeping that shit with me#the dream is very notable and I assume I've written it down in that journal to leave behind#between the other world fairytales the cult the deer like creatures the dream I think there is something more to be found out#and the fact that they have shown up makes me think I cant really lay around here forever#at some point I'm gonna have to deal with the door#I want to know exactly what those guys know who they are what they want ect ect#yes/no anon#guys help I'm lost in a black berry bush#very interesting indeed
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