#me after 2: I’m tired
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please don’t desert me
#my art#🛑fog of war#me: I’ll do like 5 panels#me after 2: I’m tired#this song makes me deranged. I’m rabid#RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR BITES WOOD DEROGATORY
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It’s even worse that most of the GA doesn’t like him now because he’s played by a horrible person like i remember when the GA were praising him during season 4 and empathizing with him and they were the same ones that began the phrase “The show started with will it’ll end with will” now almost everyone in the fandom and the GA combined hates him and it’s sad to see because he’s literally the most unproblematic character in the show.
#I don’t like noah but whatever happened to separating actors from the characters?#will byers is NOT noah schnapp#noah just so happens to be the one that plays will unfortunately#and will shouldn’t be getting hate just because over a ship like he literally saved mileven and he’s constantly getting hated on#will isn’t running around praising byler he’s literally mileven’s number 1 shipper#and yet he still gets so much hate over a ship and gets called homophobic slurs over a ship#it’s ridiculous#the show wouldn’t even exist if it weren’t for him#one of the reasons why this show used to be so good was because of him#ever since they sidelined him after season 2 that’s where the duffers went wrong#and one of the reasons why the show fell down#i’m tired of all the hate will gets and it’s true#how are you gonna be a billy apologist and hate will at the same time lmao#how are you gonna like steve which don’t get me wrong i love him but let’s not forget his roots and how he was an asshole#in the beginning of the show and he literally insulted will#will should be the last character to gain so much hate#stranger things#will byers#mike wheeler#byler
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woo yeah highschool au sketches yeah !
#.jpg#qsmp#qsmpshipping#AGH can’t be bothered tagging everyone#i might come back and do it after i sleep if i remember#i’m very tired don’t expect me to write a proper caption#yes i did yoink augusts designs for phil and missa. dw abt it#or well some parts of them. i was doing it from memory lol#listen they look cool as hell how could i not#i’m going 2 bed sleep now gn
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THANK YOU!!!!!!!!
#it’s getting somehow uncomfortable 😵💫#not me at 2 am after 3 drinks and 4 shots being like ´my poor little 47 years old meow meow’ but yeah i guess i am#i’m tired of this#it’s been dragged for like 2/3 years it’s just#idk he is a very interesting human being and all ppl can ask him is about the daddy thing it’s kinda yikes
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#probably my last sunny walk at home :(#keeeeellll meeeee#i think one of the things i hate about going back to uni is not being able to experience autumn and winter at home like i used to#it’s weird because i’ve always loved them and considered them my favourite seasons.#but last year (and now this year) i’m realizing that oh! i think it’s because i got to come home after a long day and be in a safe familiar#space. and at uni everything is still a bit unfamiliar and not very comforting so the long cold days get so much harder#but i will surviveeeeeee#counting on gilmore girls to get me through it!! and also love is blind s7. i LOVE having things to look forward to every week it makes tim#fly by so fast. last yr every friday night was reserved for me and i ate frozen pizza or takeout and/or my favourite snacks and#watch my comfort films :( i cooked a lot those nights too 2 save money but yeah. it was rlly nice to have that comfy safe time to myself#i think it rlly got me thru uni.#ik it’s gonna be so hard to get back into a routine but im trying to tell myself that i need to like. focus on the basics first. adulting#can be so hard & i wanna do everything at once! i wanna b perfect in all areas. always do my hobbies. etc etc but i#i couldnt even get out of bed to make myself meals sometimes 💔 so i need to like remember if i don’t journal or read a whole book in a day#not the end of the world. and most importantly i need to be EATING and staying active and SLEEPING FIRST and foremost cause then hopefully#i won’t feel like a zombie.#okay anyways.#feeling sad feeling tired feeling unmotivated but also feeling a teensy bit excited for finally BEING ALONE!!!!#i have my cardiologist appt tmrw so maybe that’s why i feel so yuck also. just thinking abt it makes me wanna throw up#i hope everything goes well#anyways bye bye#♡ dear diary…
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Since the prsk videos playlist has over doubled in length since I last shared it here please enjoy the fruits of profound mental unwellness.
#if you saw it the last time I shared it you’ve seen up to akito speaks English everything after that is new#oops all rui + niigo#kidding. there’s some really good vbs videos/entire cast videos/wxs/rks etc#there’s just a lot of niigo videos I hadn’t seen yet and A Lot of rui videos#I did however find 3! whole! mmj! videos! (cheering)#no l/n yet the algorithm has not yet set me on that path.#vbs YY was so cute… Marissa stole the precious thing (?) parody was. something. idsmile mizu from 2 yrs ago made me wanna die.#oh also help me honami. that video is insane. cracked creator.#mine#fix my sleep schedule? no. watch hours of prsk videos? yes.#+ let me know if there’s anything in there that shouldn’t be. I try to vet everything so nothing Weird gets in but I’m tired#and occasionally I save before finishing the video and then it turns weird and while I think I unsaved anything that did I am also stupid.
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Icebound episode 15 spoilers under the cut
You know, idk if it’s a good or bad thing that I had the previous context of Baldur’s Gate 3, where the entire plot of the game involves Mindflayers and their whole mindfuckery, before starting the Ogreton arc in Icebound, because the MOMENT someone eluded to some kind of mindfuckery, my mind IMMEDIATELY went to Illithids or something of that nature. And I’m kinda glad I was right but I also hate the way I found out that I was right
It’s kinda like the wendigo thing ya know? Because I had the previous context of Until Dawn (a horror game involving the lore of the wendigo), as well as my subsequent hyperfixation of researching the wendigo when I was like 13, I had an inkling that wendigo was going to be involved in some way in Icebound. And, again, I was correct, but I also hate the way I found out I was correct
Also, side note, but I love the fact that Derek mashed up a bunch of different mythologies and folklore and practices for Icebound. Like the wendigo from Native American folklore, the Aztec death whistle that Derek used for the wendigo followed by the Dragonborn Druid camp and their practices being similar to the Aztecs, as well as Ogreton having a lot of ancient Greek and ancient Roman influences (also maybe being partially inspired by the tale of the lotus eaters from the Odyssey?)
Like how has it taken me THIS long to watch Icebound. Genuinely, how. Literally EVERYTHING about it is so up my alley because I have at one point or another have hyperfixated on just about everything that very clearly has some kind of influence on this campaign. Obviously i know the Icebound and OUAW campaigns didn’t exist when I was 13/14, but man if they did I absolutely would’ve eaten this shit up. Probably would’ve even gotten into D&D sooner tbh.
#this really turned into a loopy late-night ramble huh#I know I don’t make sense ignore me#it’s like 2:30 in the morning and I’m tired#I just really needed to say this ya know?#no but seriously tho#this campaign is like soul food for my inner 13yo#no wonder it was calling to me when I was looking at their campaigns after Witchlight#Witchlight might’ve gotten to me first but Icebound now has me by a chokehold#and if Icebound is still going when Witchlight ends its hiatus#I am going to be eating good#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight#ouaw#icebound#2am ramblings
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this week has been fucking awful I just wanna lay down somewhere quiet w my gf and cats. holy shit
#1. my painful wisdom tooth was found to have gnarly intricate hook that’s already grown into my sinus cavity.#so. removal and recovery and cost are going to make me explode already#2. my cat the next day was diagnosed with an aggressive type of cancer after we found a mass under her tongue that can’t be removed.#and is not realistic in cost vs the fact it’ll probably keep returning since it’s an area that’s difficult to fully remove.#she’s having a harder time eating and it’s just reminding me of the same thing that happened to my extremely beloved childhood cat.#same thing happened to her until she was just bones and couldn’t stop drooling. it’s so painful to feel the life leaving something you love#3. our motherfucking upstairs neighbor’s god damn water heater broke and flooded all the apts under but we’re directly underneath.#bro I woke up to water pouring from our CEILING LIGHTS and cracks all over the ceiling. I had to physically smash the smoke alarm#ripped it from the ceiling since it’s ceiling socket was LEAKING but it shorted out and wouldn’t stop so I ripped the battery out#our carpet and shit is all torn up now with industrial fans and dehumidifiers. but it’s scaring my sick cat to not eating. it’s so sad#4. a towing place I forfeited my old ruined car to keeps sending notarized legal letters about it ending up In Situations.#despite the fact I signed it all completely over and it’s no longer my responsibility#there’s more but I’m tired of typing all this shit#coffee shop forgot to give me my donut and the coffee tasted bad too. that part isn’t any big deal at all lol it just made me start crying
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I just tried to write for an hour and it was honestly painful. I wouldn’t say I’m experiencing writers block… maybe more so, I’m a broken record that just wants to repeat the same words and descriptors and is having a difficult time concentrating and forming coherent and meaningful sentences.
I think out of the 7 or so paragraphs I wrote, maybe 2 or 3 are passable and that’s coming from a brain that is running on fumes at this point so I’m not even sure I’m all that confident in that either.
#I probably shouldn’t write after work when I’m already tired and now even more exhausted but it’s really the only time I get to write#I also have my ankle MRI results appt tomorrow and maybe am stressing a little on that too#I hate that I got sick because I really don’t want to go more than 2 weeks between updates because it physically pains me to do so#because it feels like I’m letting down the reader and I know I need to stop the negative talk and the self doubt#but I just feel like I need to rant because I’m frustrated and exhausted#I’m just going to stop and go lie in bed and cuddle my Leon plushies and hope this is just a little speed bump that will pass soon
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fuck it stupid megatron edit cuz y not
#bobs crate#beast wars#I rushed so hard to make this#I love that video I’ve been#watching it on repeat for days#it entertains me so 😅#also#WTF WHY IS FINDING CLIPS SO HARDDDDD#I salute every fucking editor and gif maker like#I got so tired after finding the first 2 clips 😭😭#how do you guys do it#ughhahhhh#uaigahhhhhoayghhhhhhhhhhhhhh#anyways I’m back to working on that silly animation thing#I love you guyssss
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Oh Diavolo another friggin 20-day 2-part celestial blessing event. With fancy outfits and good cards that I have no choice but to partake in…
I’m kind of getting sick of all these long CB events like… for HDD or any other special events are maybe fine, infact it was fun during then, but 3 in a row? They’re just so draining and now they’re purposely repeatedly bringing these events over and over, because to rank near to the top or stay at your consistent place you must pull on both nightmares, and use up extra devil points for enough AP to complete all stages. They’ve realised that players use more DP with these events and will spend more because of that.
I’m debating weather I should now but I really like the cards and all…
Yk what in the end it’s a game and that’s what they want me to do, drop everything for this and pressure me into paying, so instead of taking stress I might as well leave it for the better, gosh being a f2p on this game can be very life draining…
Me when I found out it was another long CB event:
#They were fun at first for HDD and other Christmas events etc#but then they became annoying#not only that but every 2 pop quizes#And since this HDD it’s been long ones after another#Another one of Solmares money making schemes :/#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me swd#obey me nb#obey me nightbringer#obey me event#At this point pop quizzes are more fun and I’m so tired of these CB events bet I’m not the only one either
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OK SORRY BIG ANNOUNCEMENT FOR ALL MY BESTIES!!!! I GOT A FULL TIME JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just got hired as a forensic social worker :’) gonna be working with clients referred from the public defenders & connecting them with resources/support and offering short term counseling and doing court advocacy :’’’)
#aka what i went 2 grad skool for!!!!!!!#let’s dismantle the carceral state brick by brick lol#(that’s prob next job after this lmao but we’re STARTING SOMEWHERE)#(somewhere with HEALTH INSURANCE & a salary that will let me MOVE OUT OF MY MOMS HOUSE)#i’ve been grinding so hard at the cafe tho lol i’m so tired i’m gonna get drunk and go to bed bye!!!!!
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Wow this sucks
#I’m literally gonna cry wtf#I’ve been trying to get back into writing so I was going through some old journals and reading the poems I wrote back in 2015#and I left my favorite pages sitting on top of my notebook on my bed and my family’s dog came in while I wasn’t looking and destroyed it all#like they’re completely gone#some of the few pieces of writing from my teenage years that I’m actually proud of and wanted to revisit and it’s completely destroyed#I’ve found 2 scraps and they’ve got about 4 words in total#this was multiple pages full of writing#this is so discouraging I don’t even want to write anything now#like I started taking an online poetry workshop last week trying to push myself out of my comfort zone and maybe possibly move in the#direction of trying to get some of my poems put out there#and I’ve been in a huge writing slump for the last like year#and I was hoping this might get me out of it but now I don’t have any motivation to do it#I just wanna cry#I can’t go back to being a teenager again I can’t rewrite the way I felt back then#and now it’s really gone forever#I’m so sick and im working 3 jobs and I just want to be creative again but I’m tired#and I’m about to get hit by this giant hurricane#I’m really overwhelmed I think this was just the straw that broke the camels back#brb gonna go cry myself to sleep over lost poetry#sorry this is me venting feel free to ignore this#vent post#will probably delete after I’ve gotten more than 5 hours of uninterrupted sleep
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I am never sleeping over at my parents house ever again goddammit
#note to self#the bed that ‘the dog totally doesn’t sleep on’ had hair all over#I had to chase multiple spiders off of it#I woke up about 2 hours ago with my sinuses briefly clear and the entire room smells like cat pee#to the point where I’m scared I smell like it too#the AC went out but nobody warned me before I got here#the answer to that was fans and leaving the windows open#which was nice and quiet after midnight. but at 3:45? So Many Birds#I love birds and I’m glad they’re able to chat#but they are so loud here and I am so sleepy#and I can’t close the window cuz I need airflow cuz it’s so warm#the tv is loud as hell and I can hear it all the way in my room over the sound of birds#I went and turned it down once dad started snoring but when mom got up she turned it back up to watch a movie#AND because they have to deal with the AC repair guy today idk who’s driving me home/when#I love the animals and if I had a vehicle I’d love to adventure around town#but again: cat pee smell. I think I would die if i ran into someone I knew while smelling like cat pee#a lot of this stuff isn’t my parents fault but I’m a petty bitch and I’m very tired
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okkkkkkk . time to get back into weightlifting 🫠
#i love the gym but i always dread going back after a long break :( i’m so weak & relearning my weights makes me feel like such a little baby#but tbh there’s just … no way i’m gonna be able to convince myself to gain weight unless i can justify it by bulking#at this point the only way i can tolerate being heavier is if it’s in service of progressing w fitness goals really#also i miss being strong. and i look dope with bigass biceps#i am blessed with broad shoulders and it is a shame to waste them#pegasus speaks#ed tw -#ed ment tw -#slightly idk. ask 2 tag#sigh. guess i’ll reactivate my membership this weekend & start on monday#i’m just so exhausted man. so damn tired
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When LARXENE is close to death, she pulling ALL the moves. She’s literally giving me NO chance like damn girl JUST DIE😭.
#taking a small break bc yh I’m mad after 2 tries.#I’m just tired ughhhhh#me playing chain of memories
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