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SEUNGMIN ♡ W KOREA BEHIND THE SCENES
#stray kids#kim seungmin#bystay#staysource#vocalrachasource#createskz#staydaily#kpopccc#staytay#userbeepls#usertsu#usersemily#cheekyuser#bitsforkitts#melontrack#*mine#the yellow flowers bg was for me specifically#also i forgot to add my watermark to these t-t noticed as soon as i closed photoshop so like pls don't steal them lol#i wanted to make some ayens too but my back is killing me from sitting all day and i'm sleepy#maybe tomorrow after class#anyway good night!
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this outfit is very important to me
#xmen#xmen cartoon#xmen 92#professor x#charles xavier#snap sketches#i have to wake up in four hours !!!!!!!! //draws charles xavier// //draws charles xavier// /draws charles xavier// /draws cha#ive legally decided im drawing charles with a cleft chin regardless of the iteration it just fits him really well. i think.#anyway caption says it all .... i like this outfit a lot ..... its the green .. and gloves .. im pretty sure ...#legally needed to redraw that frame from where charles was being sassy to jubilee im sorry aelkvej#also i couldnt think of anything else at the start of this 'doodle pile' <- there are two (2) drawings it is not a pile#tbh i wanted to doodle a silly lil comic surroundin them episodes with him and magneto in The Savagelands but.#it is 1AM and i just needed to draw the outfit itself real quick rlaekjfal#maybe ill do it tomorrow. im planning on going out a bit after my classes so we'll see if im not lazy as hell !!!!#for now goodnight i love bald people
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so fucking busy the rest of the year. being alive is awesome :]
#i have 4 classes this semester and 2 of them r music relateddd i love my major#my financial aid package FINALLY PROCESSED after like 7 months lol#so i just have to figure out disbursement#i have surgery in october to have a hysterectomy and oophorectomy#and then i am gonna be out of work for 4 weeks (but still doing classes lol...)#and i have 2 more cohorts to facilitate#and a training video and some projects to pull together#and a brainstorm session tomorrow#and im going to a baseball game for work on thursday!!!!! exciting!!!!!!!!!!#and if my finaid is as much as theyre saying it will be my rent for the rest of the year is paid#which would mean all my paychecks can go directly to#medical costs and other bills n savings#which puts me so fucking closer to moving out next year#if i play my cards right i can pay all my debts between now and march/april of next yesr#and then i will be able to fucking!!!!!!! move!!!!!!!#wait guys im emotional i had a shitty medical procedure i had to endure as part of pre op a d#literally in the last hour im back to feeling so fucking energized#ohhh my gd i love being alive please please please lef this work out#im gonna stART PLANNING W MY FRIENDS FOR A SPRING TRRIP NEXT YEAR?#AAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!! maybe even planning another trip w 19 bc i saw a cool cabin to stay in LMAO#just. yells. oh my gd#please please let this work out even 50% of the way of what it looks like it could be
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#i should've just gatekept scott thompson from my college bc the way my college is treating me right now is bullshit#like i don't even want to do the scott event anymore bc of how they're treating me but i kind of have to#and i know i should be grateful they're even letting me be one of the interviewers but i hate being a student so much#i hate how nobody respects my opinion or input or experience even tho i'm literally the reason scott's even doing this event#(and ESPECIALLY the reason he's willing to do it for free!!)#and it especially stings bc scott has never made me feel like my insights were worth less because i'm a student#like he's always been one of the few people who consistently treat me like we're equals even tho he doesn't have to#and the way my college is treating me. it's like they don't trust me to not be an annoying little kid#like they're just assuming scott doesn't respect me so they don't have to respect me either#i mean on the plus side i'm supposed to have another phone call with scott either today or tomorrow so i can probably explain the situation#like i don't want to make him feel negatively about my college i want him to have a good time#but this treatment is genuinely fucking with my self confidence#and also maybe i can harness scott's power to hear ''don't talk about this thing'' and immediately make the interview all about this thing#(except in this case it would be him treating me like an equal instead of a random student)#and there's a bunch of bullshit currently going on with the class i have right after the event#so even tho originally i was like ''awesome i have the perfect schedule to bring scott to all of my classes!!''#i might just ask scott if he wants to skip class together and hang out. like i never promised that class anything#the only thing i *have* to do is the interview. the class we'd be skipping is already being like#''oh are you sure scott wants to visit the class i don't want to take him away from a better use of his time''#and scott was genuinely excited to see what my classes were like!! even if y'all didn't treat him like a big celebrity!!#but y'know what i'm sure scott does have a better use of his time. and i do too.#i'm gonna do the interview event bc i have to (we're in too deep at this point)#and i might ask scott if he wants to talk to that freshman film class about the buddy cole doc#bc 1. they offered to pay scott for that (they can't legally pay me but that's why i made the joke about money laundering)#2. since it's about the doc it's the one class where i get to be treated like an actual person#but other than that. damn it i was excited to share this part of my life with scott but fuck that this part of my life sucks#i'm gonna have a good time with scott in boston and my college is only going to be as much a part of is as they have to be#because we ARE friends (scott said so!) and i AM a brilliant filmmaker (bruce said so!) and i DO have potential (bellini said so!)#even tho it is hard to internalize those things after how much yesterday fucked me up. but that's ok scott will call again soon
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I would do anything for Cane’s right now. Unfortunately that means driving to go get it. So actually I will not be doing anything
#it’s so over when they start doing doordash for Cane’s where I live#maybe I’ll go tomorrow after class#mmmm cane’s#complaining about wanting canes because my friends hear me complain about wanting it too often already
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Somebody please shoot me with a real gun if I don’t work on my damn speech tomorrow
#it’s literally due Friday and then I present like second on Monday. I need to do it before Thursday night bc I KNOW I’m gonna be hungover as#shit on Friday. bc I know myself. and I don’t want to have to do it hungover bc then I’ll kill myself#so I have to finish it by Wednesday. which I can do if I like. do it. I just don’t want to. and idk why#like I started this with like. multiple times just googling for hours but now i just get deeply sad when I think about it instead of angry.#but I’ve done too much to pivot topics now so. we’ll fucking see#maybe I’ll go to the coffee shop near campus after class tomorrow to trick myself into needing to focus on class and not bullshit.#comms class from hell#<- this isn’t even the profs fault I didn’t have to choose a topic that would make me sad it just is for this class
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Ages ago i sketched alan and barry dressing in each other's styles and yknow what I really gotta digitalize those, they were cute 😌
#maybe.... tomorrow.... after class.......#*coughing blood* that would be nice.....#tani's personal shit#man it really sucks to go to sleep early bc you gotta wake up early but you just#Can't sleep#Like ok I guess I'll die then
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Good night gamers! Apologies for not posting much today, I was busy with assignments so I couldn't do much-agksnfkdkf Im just
Also maybe I'll make a crush into an official f/o but you didn't hear that from me-
#pan rambles#I've been so busy with stuff left and right that I haven't had the proper chance to habe a full day off#Hopefully tomorrow I can relax! ...After class that is-#I can't wait to finally be able to have a day dedicated to gaming#or maybe even watching a series#During this whole time of me working on stuff I've had Ai the S.omnium F.iles: N.irvana i.nitiative cutscenes playing in the background-#And I will admit. That game does have one pretty cute guy in ut#That being said. I'm near the end of the game cutscenes and that man needs therapy sooner than he needs a relationship#So sir let's go get you some therapy first-#Also D.ate is so Big Brother coded to me#I am going to make him fill out a Big Brother Application Form I swear-
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being moved to a different classroom for my last week while the head of the program pretends she's doing me a favor but she's really doing my supervisor a favor 🙃
#she said she wanted me not to feel bad and be in a bad situation#but im p sure she did it bc my supervisor was up in the office talking shit ant me again this morning#she was acting all nice but 🤨#she's not nice soooo#also she didn't even follow up when i mentioned safety concerns for the kids when she asked why i was leaving#and she didn't ask me to stay#she did seem sympathetic but idk my co teacher thinks it was a favor to our supervisor to keep her happy#bc thry still think she walks on water#im so worried for the kids but it should be less stressful in t2#also the teacher i swapped with today saw me two hours later and she was like: girl i get it 💀💀💀#lmao#so sad for the kids tho#but excited abt new opportunities#but i did want to have the time to say goodbye to the kids#its probably better to transition them this way bc they'll still see me a little bit the last week but not all day#and get used to me not always being there#so they won't care as much when i'm completely gone the week after ���#but they were crying at thebgate between the playgrounds today and it was really hard#i was holding finn's hand over the gate 🥺#then we combined classes for the end of the day on the playground and that was like 10 minutes before i went home#so they got happy for a bit then broke down again when i said goodbye 😭#teddy was screaming at the door the whole time after i left 😭#i watched thru the classroom window while the other teachers were consoling them and it was so sad 💔#i've only had one cry when i went home before but this time it was half of them#bc they barely saw me all day then i left as soon as they thought i was going to stay#anyway#i have a job interview tomorrow and surgery#and maybe a second job interview#trying to focus on that rn#still glad i'm quitting but 💔
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aughhh the hell of like. being sick but feeling decent like i could go to class. and the knowledge that like. probably shouldnt. and also my class is in half an hour and i havent had lunch
#jaytalking#i have tested negative so far. one friend said she would bring around covid tests an hasnt yet so i have no way of checking after this unle#i want to trek for like. 20 minutes to the hospital pharmacy and spend another 20 bucks#i am not going to go to class bc i sat up and had the worst headache in the world and a friend said they would send me the notes but ugh.#bye bye five points bc nobody's gonna record the lecture for me and i don't really want to like. retool those notes#ughhh being sick during school is the worst especially bc its like. i don't really feel like i can miss class but i really shouldn't be goi#but if i'm still feeling shitty tomorrow and i don't go to class i'm going to miss a class discussion and another lecture and also a studio#day for my drawing class. and i'm already missing a studio day for a different art class with no response from my teacher yet#why is being sick like the worst thing in the goddamn world#maybe i email my professor about the discussion and be like heyyyy ive been sick and im not sure if im going to make it to class so what#should i do about that discussion. blease. i don't want to lose easy points just because i can't control my immune system#also yeah i think i would die in that lecture. i just wish somebody would record it :ouh:#maybe i shouldve emailed my professor this morning but also its a big lecture hall and i don't think she normally records anything so hey.#ill never know bc im starving and im going to eat my lunch now
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how unfortunate that i have two hyperfixations, several side interests, and a load of homework all clamoring at the same time for priority in my brain
#it’s so frustrating rn because yeah i do have to get some online coursework done so I don’t fail this class#but i ALSO want to relax before to go to bed#so what do i do?#(after i finish another module)#i could start heartstopper season 2 or i could make progress on the book i started today or i could watch a mission impossible movie#or i could watch a greta gerwig movie or i could start that tv show starring rebecca ferguson#there’s no WRONG choice but i want to do it all#& at the same time therefore this feeling that i have to watch things at the ‘right’ time in order to achieve maximum enjoyment#so like. that’s setting me back too because i want to reach maximum enjoyment for all these things#my gut feeling is to just start watching silo since i’m already obsessed with rebecca anyway#and if i watch mission i’d have to start from the first movie which she’s not in (until the fifth movie)#and i’ve been consuming so much alice oseman content lately i feel like i need to take a small break before i watch heartstopper s2#and my book… well i am in a rush to finish it because i have to get through all my library books before i move#but it could probably wait until tomorrow#idk maybe i’ll watch an episode of silo and then read a few chapters if i’m still awake enough#wow this is such a rambly post i’m so sorry#belle speaks
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btw what they dont tell you about socializing more & putting yourself out there more often is that after 3 days of doing so you will find yourself alone in your room in a perfect recreation of the family guy death pose
#yes i fully moved back into my dorm and started my sophomore year of college in the time its taken me to do the fucking ebony arc#dont worry about it im trying not to think about it its Fine#anyway aauauugfhoghofghiu i have been socializing so so so very much lately and it has been very fun but oooughaghuhg the consequenceiss#even just now i had to cancel on a movie night bc i can feel myself inching closer to burnout come onnnnn#yes this is a big jump from how i am normally but this is what i have been WANTING why am i TIRED !!!!!!!!#at the very least can my damn heart give me a break!!! shits supposed to be fixed but apparently that just means it caps at 170bpm now#which while obviously better than 190+bpm is still somewhat inappropriate for Walking Uphill And Nothing Else#im only on my second day of the semester man i have 3 classes tomorrow im gonna fucking die dude#(i have a doc appt in september its not serious dw. and also i think the adderall maybe is a good fit after all so thats cool. but AAAUGHGH#<- imagine the mournful caterwauling of the saddest wet cat you've ever seen in your life)
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I have decided that this upcoming week and a half are going to be extremely not "banana bread at work dude hell yeah"
#between 3 exams accounting for 50% of my grade in my class#returning not only to work after 10 days off but returning to see the manager who caused my mind to fully mentally break#and now also the 3rd thing#I'm just spent and i dunno how I'm gonna keep moving#i picked up a second job in a funeral home too#have to go shopping for clothes after work tomorrow but it can't be too late cuz i have to come home to let the dog out#i have to do the same quickly on tuesday after work before rushing back in the direction of work#where my school is#so i maybe get... an hour of time to cram before exam#i need to order propane#i need to fix my car#i need to take care of my lawn and house#i need to grocery shop#typing it all out helps#i think I'm gonna grocery shop today#though the thought of food makes me feel really sick right now#whatever I'll feel fine by like friday probably
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this whole week has been very long and stressful and today was a hot mess and to top it off, the artistic director finally was like "we should talk about next season" so I'm 99% sure she's going tell me thx bye (probably not even thx tbh) and honestly at this point i am just. so tired
#like she caught me off-guard between classes and i was like uhhh idk if i can be here in time to Talk before 6 pm tomorrow#but now i'm like honestly. fuck it#lets roll#writing up my feedback for her on my phone and then emailing her to confirm#lets just get all the shit in one week and then go on vacation#personal#my sister like chewed me out for saying hey i deserve a raise#which SHE told me this months ago AND said i should advocate for an increase next time we do adjustments#which is now#and like she did apologize after class but im just ugggghhhh#and i still rlly do need to do some work tonight#probably should also have something other than gelato and maybe wine for dinner but oh well
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"visit one of our stores" shut up you absolute wank stains you're literally just saying that in the hope of increasing your sales aren't you like the desired response is for me to go "oh dear i need to visit a whsmiths to prepare for my job interview well i suppose i might as well i wonder if there's anything i need to buy from there at the same time well i could do with an extremely overpriced notebook actually hm ok jolly good i'll pop along" shut up cunts you don't fucking fool me.
actually this reminds me of when i did an interview for m&s and in the email they sent me before it they said that when i get there i should walk around the store for 5-10 minutes beforehand. and because i can be very serious and anxious about such instructions i diligently did that. and then in the interview they barely gave a shit they asked me what did you notice and what would you improve etc and then swiftly moved on. the interviewer clearly attached no importance whatsoever to my responses. they were basically just using that as a chance to collect customer feedback. anyway hello the beautiful WHSmiths reading this please don't count it against me that im slagging you off on my social media before ive even attended the interview. Love and kisses
#oh god there's so much going on in this Monday. i did laundry then spring cleaned and got rid of a lot of dust then the job called saying#i have an interview tomorrow at 12pmwhich is after my class and also at 4pm today i have a test which i now have like 2 hrs left to revise#for and then i have to decide what on earth to wear tomorrow and maybe go to their fucking stupid shop just in case they genuinely#ask me things about their stupid products which btw is literally just stationery and magazines and overpriced art supplies and books and#nobody even shops there.
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The fact most qb fanart I wanna make is abt paul is killing me bc his face is SO hard like... other characters? Recognizable on the first try. Here's tim, the anderson brothers, and even a door I drew on a particularly bad drawing day
But paul? Cannot get his face right even after three tries OTL
(^These are all with references, mind you)
#WHY IS HIS FACE SO HARD TO DRAW....... YELLS#PLEAAASE I WANNA DRAW FANART........#Can't stylize him without getting his face right first 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#tani's personal shit#hhhh....maybe I can try again tomorrow after class q_q I really wanna draw some qb....#gn....
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