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being moved to a different classroom for my last week while the head of the program pretends she's doing me a favor but she's really doing my supervisor a favor 馃檭
#she said she wanted me not to feel bad and be in a bad situation#but im p sure she did it bc my supervisor was up in the office talking shit ant me again this morning#she was acting all nice but 馃え#she's not nice soooo#also she didn't even follow up when i mentioned safety concerns for the kids when she asked why i was leaving#and she didn't ask me to stay#she did seem sympathetic but idk my co teacher thinks it was a favor to our supervisor to keep her happy#bc thry still think she walks on water#im so worried for the kids but it should be less stressful in t2#also the teacher i swapped with today saw me two hours later and she was like: girl i get it 馃拃馃拃馃拃#lmao#so sad for the kids tho#but excited abt new opportunities#but i did want to have the time to say goodbye to the kids#its probably better to transition them this way bc they'll still see me a little bit the last week but not all day#and get used to me not always being there#so they won't care as much when i'm completely gone the week after 馃槶#but they were crying at thebgate between the playgrounds today and it was really hard#i was holding finn's hand over the gate 馃ズ#then we combined classes for the end of the day on the playground and that was like 10 minutes before i went home#so they got happy for a bit then broke down again when i said goodbye 馃槶#teddy was screaming at the door the whole time after i left 馃槶#i watched thru the classroom window while the other teachers were consoling them and it was so sad 馃挃#i've only had one cry when i went home before but this time it was half of them#bc they barely saw me all day then i left as soon as they thought i was going to stay#anyway#i have a job interview tomorrow and surgery#and maybe a second job interview#trying to focus on that rn#still glad i'm quitting but 馃挃
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seb and clora working on baby #1 馃懚 馃敒馃敒!! NSFW !!馃敒馃敒
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#celeste is technically in this picture馃拃 almost tagged her just to be truly unhinged LMAOO#im working on a oneshot rn where they finally do the deed without any contraceptives/actually try to get pregnant#surprisingly it wont have THAT much smut tho its just gonna be a small part of it I SWEAR!!! but then again we'll see#cuz seb always takes the reigns once i start writing him LMAO#the main focus is gonna be seb super excited/distracted leading up to the day and he cant pay attention to anything else BAHAHA#and then afterwards how even tho its too early to test he'll already be convinced clora is pregnant bc ITS HIS SWIMMERS CMON!!! no doubt#and then overprotective seb with preggo clora NATURALLY...even more insane than he usually is#and lawley will be making an appearance馃グto congratulate them ofc馃グ馃グhes soooooo happy for them!!馃グ馃グ馃グ#and theres gonna be a teensy bit of dad seb at the end hehe...honstly i wasnt planning to write any stuff with the kids#but i wrote a brief celeste/seb interaction and i was like aw wait this is cute?? i want more....so maaaybe there shall be more dad seb#hogwarts legacy smut#sebastian sallow smut#clora clemons#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian sallow#choccyart
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I am constantly thinking about the early concept where branch gets kidnapped instead of floyd
#trolls#dreamworks trolls#branch#poppy#broppy#velvet#veneer#might draw something more with this concept but i wanna focus on other drawings rn#kei's art#still trying to figure how to draw them
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Hey Karl you think whenever BF or GF just hit Pico with a random hug no matter the circumstance his face just crumbles into the most vulnerable and yearning look and suddenly the hug lasts for 20 minutes because they don't have the heart to pull away when Pico lays his arms around their backs in the most gentle way possible
(id in alt - do not repost, please ask before using as icon/ banner etc.)
yeag..
Close-ups of my personal favorite shots LOL. I also really like how Boyf came out here but he's already Huge in the piece so he doesn't need a close-up.
Do you ever think BF and GF get super emotional when he's soft with them? This guy, known for his fuckin' Bite with an attitude developed partially for self-defense, melting at their touch and allowing them to see his more gentle side? Something that nobody else will ever get to see?
The demon and the rapper are nice by default. Boyf can be a bit of a menace and Girlf is not afraid to show her demonic side when necessary, but they're kind to others as a default, maybe even to a fault. Not that Pico doesn't ever show kindness to others, but he's usually prickly and standoffish; his kindness could come off in ways that read almost as passive aggression. And yet, around the two idiots (used affectionately lol) he's like putty in their hands.
Anyways idk what I'm on abt really I just think if you gave him the choice he would literally melt into their embraces. Safe, and protected in their arms; for once, he isn't the one who has to do the protecting. I think the worst part of a hug to him would be having to let go.
#artings#ochre is going to come back and immediately be obliterated by this SORRY.#fnf#friday night funkin#pico#pico newgrounds#girlfriend fnf#friday night funkin girlfriend#boyfriend fnf#friday night funkin boyfriend#rgb trio#pico x girlfriend#picogf#boyfriend x girlfriend x pico#polyship#eyestrain#digital art#comic#be niceys to me i think this is the first finished comic like this ive done. LOL#colors were my enemy here but i like how it turned out in the end i think#if this is received well i might try and do more!! euhhhh no promises tho bc this took me so many fucking hours to get done#so i am not doing another quite yet#decided to focus on picogf for this bc i dont give them nearly enough love i dont think#at least not as much love as i have given picobf so i am going to try and correct that :3c#i just. barely ran out of characters for the alt text on the main image im sorry i am so bad at being brief#<- in a weird mood rn (i need a break from this Badly) but i might come back and edit it later to be more brief
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[ID in ALT] Steph and Damian doodle! This taps a bit into their pre-52 dynamic so that's what I was thinking design wise at first but I wanted to draw it w their more recent designs as well to stay hashtag current and topical, so you get both/a fusion, lol
#dc comics#dc#batfamily#damian wayne#stephanie brown#tims there too but he's not the focus so i won't clog his tag#for this to be completely in character Damian would have to be much more disinterested in what she's saying#or i mean ACT disinterested in what she's saying. he's very interested in violence done to tim. esp by his favorite weird big sister#THEY (tim n damian) DO NOT HATE EACH OTHER BTW. this is just the cain instinct at work. also admiration for unhinged steph#idk how much of pre-52 is in play rn visa vie steph (i know cass was still discovering her pre52 past in spirit world so...)#but for the sake of this lets say the brick meeting from detective comics og is still valid. bc i love it#steph violent eye-for-an-eye scrapper tendencies and tims insanity (HE'S STILL INTO HER AFTER THIS) on full display#i don't post a lot of dc fanart bc i find them exceedingly difficult to draw (DRAWING SUPERHEROES IS HARD WHEN UR BAD AT ANATOMY)#(ALSO THERE'S NO CONSISTENT FACIAL/HAIR/ETC DESIGN FOR ANYONE)#but i have done a lot of art and now I'm trying to make an effort to post a wee bit more#mine
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#cause why was she SERVINGG in this panel?!?!#no but fr why was she just. posed like that casually#no hate to her tho she ate and left no crumbs by literally sitting there#srry ive only been posting memes btw i want to talk abt more hcs and stuff but im trying to focus on school rn :3#wings of fire#wings of fire memes#wof#wof memes#moonwatcher wof#wof moonwatcher#moon wof#wof moon#jflxwr#jflxwr memes
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BOOM, BACK WITH ANOTHER COMMISSION
Been super all over the place with work, but finally I get to hop back into drawing in my free time, and my gosh was this one fun. Trying to figure out how to make a colorful dragon not look TOO colorful was such a fun challenge! And bismuths crystals are some of my favorites :D
Might have to do a tiger's eye now, nlg--
Thank you again @bluebandedagate for the commission! <3
#onto the next huehuehue#sorry that I'm so absent btw!#just really trying to focus in on a few things rn ;w;#art commisions#dragon design#dragon art#character design#dragon#original art#bismuth
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hi i'm alive i'm just struggling my way to happiness & productivity
#but i swear i AM going to achieve it 馃挭馃挭馃挭馃挭馃挭 even if my main strssor rn is being so behind on work again 馃挭馃挭馃挭馃挭馃挭馃挭馃挭馃挭馃挭#comms comms comms#wheee#tomorrow is my bday but today is CRUNCH day im gonna spend 6 hours minimum @ work and then maybe more#this year im gonna get medicated for my adhd but so help me god in the meantime i am going to try with my whole heart to use schedules#and planners and reminders and focus apps and music to put myself in a no distractions cube#AH#RAUH#who needs addy when i can just smoke a bit of weed and ignore bodily functions for a few hours while i work#wweheeeeeeEW#my art#furry#oc: cow#fursona#cowmic#sortta#idunno. an update comic#bc i feel like ive been leaving everyone in the dark and it feels Bad#also sorry one last thing.#FUCK paypal. fuck paypal forever and ever.
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(wip) aaaaaaaa
#tma#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#art#sketch#literally half asleep rn#trying to focus on this tma ep#I鈥檒l have to relisten to it I processed nothing
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Hmmm thinking about writing and how hard it is
I feel like for how long it takes me to write one chapter I can use that same energy to make like 10 art pieces
I鈥檓 wondering if it鈥檚 even worth it
Like I enjoy writing but it just takes so much of my time
Should I just stop and only do art?
#it鈥檚 a rhetorical question btw#just thinking to myself rn#thoughts#I guess that鈥檚 why I like comics it鈥檚 a good mix of the two#but yeah idk I鈥檝e been trying to get this chapter done for a long while now#and I know only a few people care about it and most people would prefer I just focus on art#idk its just been killing my motivation#I guess it鈥檚 better to think that most people don鈥檛 like it cause it鈥檚 a niche idea with weird ships and an oc#rather than the truth which is that it鈥檚 not that good#I make art to convince people of an idea or concept#and idk I just feel like sometimes I just fail with writing
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nothing bad has ever happened to n haha look at his smile he's always been perfectly fine
#pokemon#n harmonia#clai's art#i can't even draw him smiling without thinking of bees's post comparing how he smiles to ghetsis i am SICK#why am *I* sad over the bw2 manga rn i'm not the one reading it i haven't gotten past the first volume of bw1. i hate this game i hate n#aughhhh i am TRYING to focus on a comic but i am once again too upset over him to do it HDJHDJFH
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Yan! Best Friend x GN! Reader
There was a notorious bully in your class, a beautiful self-entitled nepo bitch who only knew how to smoke and pissed her off. You on the other hand were far from the luxuries your classmates lived in, just someone trying to survive with the high school scholarship you received from the government.
You had always wondered why she didn't target you who were obviously a soft prey instead of one of the many rich girls. You wondered for a year until you finally realized the answer.
It was when you almost got yourself into trouble with her. She threatened you that you would be her next victim and you boldly declared that she wouldn't even though you weren't completely certain of your reasoning.
That you understood her.
"You are just envious of them. Of how lonely you are and how loved they are instead."
In short, the bully, Im Seonmi, was just a petty child who didn't want to see other kids happy from what she couldn't have. The warmth from their parents, the acknowledgment they received, and the support that they needed.
It was almost just as simple as that, that you noticed how this bully was actually smart and a lonely bitch, made her fall for you. She knew what she was getting herself into and paid no mind to what it might lead to. Even if she couldn't put the feelings she felt in a word, she still craved for you. To have you.
The friendship between you two bloomed and now she was ready to squeeze her way into your school life, uni life, career life, and even your marriage life. You would not notice how she had steered your life for forty years until it was too late.
#Power Scandal#shameless webtoon promo hahaha#Female Yandere for the first time in a while... Chloe I'm coming for you!!! (Also yes Seonmi and Chloe are from the same story~)#Seonmi the bitch that you are...#The webtoon is what people call doomsyuri tho#Also gonna finish it in a month because it's just drafts (I'm trying my best rn to not fail)#Will love you if you follow after my journey#(Also yes I think this will have like 2-3 updates every week to chase after the deadline)#Yes I promised the next draft webtoon will be about Yulian (But only after I finish the whole story dialogues~)#But I will focus more on my two entries for contest first next year#Yulian's might be published in June-July#LCH might be published occasionally after January#Yandere Imagines#x GN Reader#Yandere x Reader
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Game Informer is BACK, babey! (Or, check out the video version of the announcement.) The staff is back on board. The print magazine is returning. Old digital articles are being restored. And, from the letter from the editor:
How did this all happen? After first touching base with our team and ensuring our interest, the team at Gunzilla Games secured the rights to Game Informer. From the start, the new owners insisted on the idea of Game Informer remaining an independent editorial outlet; they felt just as strongly as our team did that the only path forward was with an editorial group that made 100 percent of the decisions around what we cover and how we do so, without any influence from them or anyone else. Game Informer now operates under an entity called Game Informer Inc., and our intent is to continue to focus on highlighting the coolest games, celebrating the history and legacy of the gaming industry, and shining a spotlight on the creators and players who are charting its future. I am deeply grateful for the trust and enthusiasm from the team at Gunzilla Games; they see the same potential in Game Informer as our team does, and their encouragement to do so ethically and free of outside pressure is laudable.
A good day in games writing and digital journalism in general.
#please don't @ me rn about like Gunzilla being into blockchain. i'm trying to be positive about any journalism platform being back AT ALL.#I am aware of and wary of that part but I need to take some time rn to focus on it being back#plus the entire staff being back (with raises and promotions) and it being operated as an independent company#I'm aware but I'm taking time to be positive about some things bc the landscape rn is HELLISH#speaking as someone who's first piece was published by Dicebreaker six months before it closed down. I have to take time for wins
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Broker phighting

Plus some zuka
#my art#phighting#broker phighting#zuka phighting#brokerzuka#if you squint atleast i didnt draw much of it and its not the focus#trying to find a good design for broker to draw rn
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I was scrolling through my art folders on procreate, and I found this huge panoramic piece of a bunch of fnafsb Sun & Moon artists with mini versions of their Suns & Moons that I really looked up to.
Unfortunately it never really got past the sketching phase and even then I hadn鈥檛 gotten everyone drawn who I wanted to.
But looking back at it gives me this big smile and reminds me of all the good memories of the fandom I think I might as well share it.
Also mind you this is like a year old so it may not be entirely accurate to the designs.
Why I like to torture myself with these elaborate panoramic pieces with like 10+ individuals on a piece is beyond me.
Under the cut is the @ for everyone in this
I鈥檓 sorry for the mass @ing
It鈥檒l go from left to right
@maiko-coy
@hashbrowniss
@fluffffpillow
@luckydragon333
@twitchydoodle
@ragingtwilight
@pinkiepig
@chlorenw
@jack-o-phantom
@eating-you-alive-cutely @soopenedraws
@twinanimatronics & @dana-chan-the-control-brain
@bamsara
@paper-lilypie
@kitty-c4t
@bones-of-a-rabbit
@vurelly
@maudiemoods
@oobbbear
@glitchysquidd
@opudont-donut
@spaciebabie
@chankchua @traichank
@witchysolfan
@newts-and-sharks
@gutz-munch
@solarrush
@might-be-a-potato
If you鈥檙e reading this and you鈥檙e one of the @ individuals, thank you. You guys are amazing artists that I鈥檒l always look up to and I鈥檒l always look forewards to seeing your art. Keep up the great work and I hope you have a wonderful day/night
Even if you aren鈥檛, thanks for reading and looking at my art! I really appreciate it. I hope you too are having a wonderful day/night and know that you鈥檙e doing great.
#lee rambles#lee art#digital art#fnafsb#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#I don鈥檛 feel like tagging all artists in this#I already @ them all so that鈥檚 good enough#maybe I should set a note goal to redraw this with a bunch more artists I admire#idk if I鈥檇 mentally be able to handle that rn#I gotta focus on artfight o(-(#okay maybe if the notes get big enough I鈥檒l think about it#no promises tho#hope you guys have a good day#I鈥檒l try be more consistent here and not just perish after a month or two
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designed more of Him. and tomorrow? Perhaps hundreds.
#i like the third one a lot but like q!antoine in his prime cult leader status#you can probably guess rn Im trying to focus on shape before doing any real details#see - no hands drawn lmao#but one I settle on a design I think is most fitting Ill start adding embroidery details and easter eggs#q!antoine#qsmp fanart#qsmp
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