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madmutts · 1 year

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I'm gonna make!! Cupcakes!!

#angelo txt #hea au #maybe thatll make me feel better

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zarvasace · 1 year

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Turns out, Frostys from Wendy's are actual ice cream. They may be mostly corn syrup and gluten-free, but they are certainly not lactose-free. :(

#*flops dramatically*#oh to have made awful decisions #owie #ill go read that one chapter i wrote of wind being lactose intolerant #maybe thatll make me feel better #or maybe ill finally reach the end of this vidow fairytale au #KISS KISS KISS #BE DRAMATIC AND EDGY #i love fairytale vibes #im a little loopy and hopped up on sugar so #my apologies for rambling!#i speak from the coffin

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hellishgayliath · 6 months

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I hope you're not too down on your luck & that all things work out for you.

(not sure about you, but I am not really ne that likes to be hugged when feeling negative & wanted to be sure for you to! So head pats)

Thank you Moon head pats will do just nicely ;; <3

This whole week has just felt iffy and off to me, the latter half of today felt worse. Idk if its depression(cuz it sure has been a while since i felt that) or my trouble with sleeping or if I'm just dissociating again but i do feel like im having some sort of emotional disconnect with a lot of stuff lately. It's just been all so blehhhhh ＼(;´□｀)/

#the cryptid talks #im trying to fix my sleeping to see if it helps #idk #maybe ive just been cooped up in this house for too fcking long and its really taking a toll on my mental state #it just kinda feels like a spark in me is dimming down a bit #and the need to interact with people is lessening by the day #man i kinda wish vera was my therapist #wouldnt that be something #not gonna lie your message did make me tear up a lil bit #i appreciate you ;w;#who knows maybe by next week i'll feel just a smidge better #im going out with my fam tomorrow to see the new kung fu panda movie so maybe thatll also help

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mejomonster · 2 months

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I hate panic attacks

#rant #which is to say i hate the whirlwind of specifically bad times in my life that brought them on and kept them #i hate that they trigger when i feel strong Anything #ive been trying to Dissassociate less and feel more. because feeling stuff does HELP me notice whats helping or hurting me #but like. i WISH it was about feeling joy and pleasure and excitement. maybe ill feel those eventually #but right now Any strong emotion is still ridiculously close to triggering panic attacks #im still terrified to go watch a play. because i LOVE plays and the last times ive gone for the past decade #ive had awful panic attacks because my brain clicked Love them with Intense Feeling into Panic dont breathe chest hurts Hate Urself #turns out my brain didnt just attach the trigger to fear of loud noises or fear of asking for #trigger from self hating thiught loops #it alsp clicked the trigger into: particularly notiveable romantic feelings of any kind (lile someome? have a panic attack! thatll keep u #physically incapable of getting near them! like plays! lets have you unable to breathe sobbimg hysterical so ur terrified to be trapped in #the audiience for hours! fucking hate hate hate it)#neurofeedback and emdr certainly lowered the panic attack rate per day or week to a Lesser per month situation #but im still lucky if i get thru a pa without illogivally trying to Fix it the irrational way i did when young which is hit myself #in the illogical hope if im injured enough ill be able to think again (which doesnt work its dangerous and makes the panic attack last #longer a pa just does Not let u think rationally untol its over u CANNOT try and fix it while in it and dping that makes it much worse)#if i get thru a pa without a concussion ive done much better than usual :/ i dont want any more #im so tired man. i want to go see a play!#i dont want to Try and then end up hyperventilating and crying with my brain imsisting i Need To be Dead for 2 hours #im the parking lot because it triggers when i park. or worse it triggers when i drive and i have to pull over and im trapped x place for #hours. either way i miss the play i wanted to fucking see!#i hate how panic attacks feel like a trap. not even a trap i can fight. its my own limitation. goddamn ive been fatigued ive been dying #in a hospital a few times. panic attacks feel worse to me. at least dying i can do something (eventually) to stop #altho i guess dying for hours in hospital until i got helped was similar. but ill hopefully only go thru that 1-2 more times in life #and i had like 5 panic attacks during that hospital visit since a heart rate so high like 200 cant calm down anyway

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snowychicken · 4 months

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Just saw someone say "things have to get worse before they can get better" like it's an inspirational thing as if that idea hasn't been tormenting me for years on end

#things suck. but they need to be worse before they can get better. so lets actively make it worse. thatll fix me #oh theyre worse now? but its still not bad enough to get better. keep getting worse.#oh youre crying on your knees bc you cant take it anymore? youre so close. just dig a little more #AND THEN #oh youre feeling better? well that simply will not do. pick the shovel back up #it will get better any day. but not until its gotten bad enough #like idk maybe its just a difference in interpretation but this has not done good things to me #snowys talking again

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aroacesigma · 7 months

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i really should clean my room so i stop feeling like shit but its soooo fucking hard to do fucking anything when youre sick and also have felt like bashing your head against the wall for the past week

#ramblings #maybe i fucking will maybe thatll make me feel better #vent

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queen-of-the-boos · 8 months

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Vent in tags sorry

#idk whats wrong with me lately but its not good to keep it bottled in #im upset at myself #it seems like every job i apply to refuses me #and all i do is sit here and sleep until my dad gets home because thats when things start happening yknow #we dont have any damn food and its just so tiring trying to be positive all the time #i dont wanna be here i wanna be in the mansion or the daycare baking cupcakes for people i love #i wanna sit in the mansion courtyard and enjoy the sounds of the fountain and the chill in the air #i wanna garden with peach #i wanna play hide and seek with moon #i wanna go researching with colress #i wanna do something that makes my time feel worthwhile because whatever im doing now only makes my motivation tank #im gonna. answer some asks i have and pretend im not here maybe thatll help me feel better

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thebigqueer · 25 days

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i dont wanna eat anything or do anything and i just wanna lay around but i also dont wanna do that and i dont wanna watch anything or read anything and idk what i wanna do