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i miss touya so much today that i’m just,,, listening to his fucking laugh on repeat
#the squeaky one 🥺🥺🥺#i dunno lately i feel like im always on the verge of tears and as a result;;; i’ve been craving him#because no matter what happens or who walks into my mind he will forever be my favourite#i had a really angsty idea for a touya-nii piece and maisie was like !!!!!!!! WRITE IT#so#maybe that’ll happen#to get my Emotions out LMAO#whenever something devastating happens touya is always the character i crave#clari chatters
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I had a very odd dream where a train (or bus?) I was on got yanked into another world. While my dream had nothing to do with SVSSS, it did have my waking self thinking about how hilarious and/or horrifying such a thing could be as an AU.
Imagine Shen Yuan riding the subway, train or bus one day, when something happens and his whole car gets yanked into the world of PIDW. Nobody else in the car knows anything about PIDW, so Shen Yuan finds himself with the self imposed task of keeping this eccentric group of strangers alive in a weird world full of demons, monsters, and aphrodisiac plants.
The group’s first assumption would probably be that they’re still on modern earth, and just got teleported somewhere. Their second assumption, if they come across common folk, might be they somehow ended up in the past.
Then they run into some monster, or people riding on swords with specific uniforms, or a commoner mentions a name or event only Shen Yuan recognizes. The rest of the party debates what sort of Xianxia or Wuxia world they’ve ended up in, while poor Shen Yuan sweats bullets. He knows exactly what world they are in, and they are so screwed.
I have this image of poor beleaguered nerd Shen Yuan successfully protecting and leading this group of primary school kids, their cute teacher, and a handful of grannies and grandpas, while all the other adults and older teens keep wandering off and getting themselves in trouble.
#Shen Yuan#SY#Scum Villian’s Self Saving System#SVSSS#SVSSS Idea#Story Idea#* Shen Yuan assumes the cute primary school teacher will end up part of the harem#* He is completely oblivious to the fact she’s crushing on him- as are the group’s young male dumbasses eventually#* Yes I do think women can crush on Shen Yuan too- and he wouldn’t notice that either#* All the kids adopt him as their gege- and the grannies and grandpas as their grandson- a whole platonic harem#* Luo Binghe crosses their path eventually and promptly starts crushing on Shen Yuan too- NOT the cute female teacher#* Not sure what part of the plot they interrupt as any option could be funny#* Binghe escaping the Abyss to get adopted by a clan of modern weirdos#* Late stage Bingge abandoning his harem to play host to Shen Yuan and company#* Disciple Binghe somehow getting collected while on a night hunt- and Shen Yuan stealing a proper manual for him#* Every option is a delight!#* Oh yeah- Shen Yuan knows all the top secret artifacts- monster parts- etc. so he probably grows himself some meridians#* He’s starting cultivation so late there’s no way he’ll reach beyond maybe foundation establishment- but that’s fine#* Unless he dual cultivates with a heavenly demon of course- but like that’ll happen 😉
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Desperately need to draw akutagawa more
#bsd#drawing#fanart#digital art#bsd fanart#bungo stray dogs#bungo stray dogs fanart#akutagawa fanart#bsd akutagawa#akutagawa ryuunosuke#I physically can’t picture this guy in my head UNLESS he is goth#if I knew how to draw better you bet I would deck bro out in full makeup and fit#speaking of#I saw this gorgeous dress on Pinterest that I really wanna draw a fem akutagawa in so that’ll happen eventually maybe#I make no promises
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Hmhmghmmhhmhhhhhguh. Zora timeloop. She keeps going back to the day her parents died, looking for a new way out. A happy ending. Nothing ever works, at least not for long. Zora timeloop. Yeah.
#rewind au#she gets fucking ‘maybe the real treasure was the journey along the way’ed#except she’s completely ignoring the journey along the way on the path to moving on#and is looking dead-eyed at the destination with tunnel vision#fuck your journey. your journey is stupid and awful and hurts.#‘ah surely the only way to end the timeloops is to stop the Bad Thing From Happening surely that’ll be the end of it and I can have my joy’#(<- trapped in a prison of their own making)#epithet erased#zora salazar#great at cowboy#epithet erased zora#zora salazar epithet erased#ee zora#zora epithet erased#anime campaign
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It does suck that like nothing happens are urge refuses Bhaal. The companions are like “cool dude I believed in you” including your romanced ones. No party no special scene. Just “hey remember this thing you’ve been fighting what we’d call ‘vigorously’ throughout the game? You did it. You fought it :) yay. Go kill the elder brain.”
#I think Kane and shads go have like a spa day after Kane gets free#shads got away from Shar. Kane got away from Bhaal. they’re going clothes shopping with shads’ parents#and having a nice kinda relaxed day our#maybe doesn’t help that that’ll be Kane’s first experience freely showing his face but shhhh#also doesn’t help that that’s right after Kane remembers the whole assault thing#which who cares. more of a reason they deserve a nice day off#besides they don’t know what’ll happen during the elder brain#they want to spend some time relaxing while they know they have time#the dark urge#durge#bg3#Baldur’s gate 3
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really gonna miss chapter 5. i know some people had their problems with it but i really loved it, from the map, to the storyline (my girls hope and valeria, and then greek gods, and then megalo don scarr and the machinist) to the guns (gatekeeper i will miss you) it was all so. fun. and i kinda wished they gave it a better send off
#from what i hear rewind might have its own live event. so maybe that’ll be better#idk man. i remember when a virtual rocket launch was the most exciting thing to happen to online gaming#fortnite
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and what if i whoposted this weekend. what then.
#we’ll see if it happens. no promises. maybe I’ll at least try to watch the eps i wanna look at next#and that’ll decide if they get a full post or not 😭#i say things
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Me: *creates an OC*
Me: *heavily implies OC will meet a bad fate*
OC: *meets bad fate*
Me:
(Alternatively, I may have started it, but @katkastrofa enabled me and now I’m losing my mind)
#Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness#first rule of interacting with Nia: don’t suggest a dark/whumpy/extremely angsty concept to them#they’ll take it and run a marathon with it and next thing you know their own ideas are making them cry#this is just what happens when I start developing an OC during a rough time in my life#happens every time. guess who came up with Summiya’s fall from grace after their college application fell through??#and since Summiya has a more or less completed storyline. it’s now someone else’s turn#namely Jia’s. also Sunat’s but. mostly Jia’s. Sunat is more angst than whump and I’m craving PAIN#I’ve been frothing at the mouth thinking about Jia all day#just.. imagine how terrified she must have been when she was brought before Jusamah. when he said that he’d make her talk one way or another#and if she doesn’t want to obey and confess willingly… something else can be arranged#how her fear got even worse when she was dragged into the palace dungeons. when she saw the whipping post#begging for mercy as she was stripped and tied. swearing on her life that she doesn’t know anything. that she’s innocent#rambling incoherently right up until the first hit lands. after that it’s just screams and sobs and barely audible ‘I don’t know’s#all the while she’s yelled at by a man three times her age who refuses to believe that she truly doesn’t know anything#and she doesn’t. all she did was point Aiza in a direction. she has no proof she even went in it#I don’t want to get to graphic here but let’s just say I read an article on whipping and it’s.. it’s bad#the aftermath is brutal and bloody and passing out from the pain would be a mercy#and afterwards… I do think someone is called to tend to her so she doesn’t bleed to death before they can get a confession out of her#and that person is kind. if a little detached emotionally. and likely her back could have been salvaged if the whipping didn’t repeat#but it did. because they need her to confess. maybe the excruciating pain of reopened wounds will get her to talk…#it doesn’t. she never says anything. and after a while they move on from torture to locking her up and starving her#maybe that’ll finally break her. perhaps she’s still whipped occasionally even afterwards but for the most part she’s just left alone-#in some dark cell and questioned occasionally. it lasts anywhere from weeks to months and yet she never gives out the one detail she knows#because Aiza’s safety depends on it and she knows Aiza’s punishment will be much worse than hers if she’s caught#but anyway. enough of the bloody horror show. instead think about what it must’ve been like for her parents#the town is alight with scandal following the disappearance of Lady Aiza. you know a bit about her since your daughter works for her#you don’t hear from your daughter for a while. eventually someone tells you that she’s been convicted of helping Lady Aiza run away#she’s been under interrogation since. no one’s seen her but rumour has it they’re torturing her. there’s little you can do as a poor family#you request an audience with Lord Jusamah. it takes a long time to to be granted but eventually you’re before him begging for your daughter#apparently she’s proven to be a useless waste of resources so she’s released to you. you barely recognise her. AND I REACHED TAG LIMIT FML
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I have come to the realization that I apparently have 3 types.
1) Fictional character
2) Unobtainable (celebrity, youtuber, etc)
3) really good actors???? Apparently????
3 doesn’t even have to fall under 2, because I have felt some semblance of attraction towards my own classmates who were really good actors. Doesn’t matter if they’re good at a different skill, if they’re a phenomenal actor, my heart is theirs. Apparently.
It’s like my heart can’t tell the difference between “oh, I admire their acting ability :)” and “MAN I wanna date them so bad” so it just combines the two of them. It’s very annoying.
#it’s really awkward when 2 and 3 overlap#especially if 2 also happens to be your current hyperfixation#anyway in unrelated news#have you guys seen how amazing an actor Andy is? :)#(guys help. it doesn’t help that I also think he’s very pretty. GUYS HELP.)#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight#please just grab my heart out of my chest and put it into a paper shredder#maybe that’ll fix it
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things aren’t going well with peach. while i think my dad’s very right to be concerned that she hasn’t eaten anything in nearly 60 hours (obviously i am too), im becoming increasingly concerned that she hasn’t slept at all in around 36 hours and prior to that she was under anaesthetic, which isn’t exactly restful, so it’s closer to 48 hrs
like dad took her back to the vet today and we’ve got injections for her painkillers now because she’s not eating, and also injections for fluids (because she doesn’t drink; she only gets water from her food), so the not eating is Bad but also kinda under management, but if she doesn’t sleep soon i’m extremely worried. dad was like ‘if she doesn’t eat by tomorrow afternoon we’ll take her back because the injections will run out’ but like. if she doesn’t sleep tonight we have GOT to take her back first thing in the morning so they can sedate her or something
#her pain doesn’t seem to be too bad now that she’s got pain relief so idk what’s stopping her from sleeping#she won’t even lie down unless i’m sitting next to her. she just sits there staring out the window#her pupils are also taking up her entire eyes and have been all day#that’ll be a side effect of the medication and maybe the lack of sleep? but it won’t be making her feel any better#she can probably barely see at this point#like imagine you’ve been awake for 2 days after surgery and you’re in a lot of pain and haven’t eaten since before surgery#and are also on strong painkillers. and you also have no idea what’s wrong with you or why everyone’s doing things that hurt you#bruh your brain would be COOKED. there’s no way she has any idea what’s going on rn but she’s clearly feeling terrible#personal#like i think she’ll be ok in the long-term but she’s gotta somehow get through all these immediate issues#last time something like this happened she stopped drinking and never started again#not eating or sleeping don’t have workarounds as simple as putting water in her food#it really doesn’t help that there’s so much other shit going on rn#i’m doing a whole bunch of stuff with my phone and computer that’s taking a lot of work#but also my sister’s going on a long overseas trip that she’s leaving for tomorrow#so the combo of dad and sister coming and going constantly and also like 6 random deliveries for tech stuff in the last 2 days—#has the dogs really wound up. so georgie’s been howling at absolutely everything#and it’s rainy so my clothes aren’t trying and they’re hanging on a rack hooked on the hallway door so the door can’t close#which puts one less door between my room and the dogs so they’re waking me up every time anything happens#and i sleep during the day so that’s ALL THE TIME. i’ve had like 8 hrs of sleep between the last two afternoons#my sister always has so much random life stuff she wants to talk about and was getting really annoyed that i wasn’t very receptive#like ‘im about to go away for 3 months’ sorry i know its a big thing but i can’t just reschedule peach’s medical emergency
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people always get really weird when they find out I don’t have any tattoos and always tell me they want to get matching ones or whatever but like, what people don’t get is that I might go back to Japan at some point in my life, and go back to teaching English or something and existing in Japan with tattoos is too much of a pain in the ass (and like before anyone says anything it’s different if you’re like obviously a foreigner vs if you’re Japanese or mixed lmao), but also if I had the money to burn, I’d have my breast reduction by now, or my car paid off but people always get so pushy like can’t you respect my decisions on my own body, hello??
also tattoos are something I used to want so badly and I’d like hyper focus on them but also I feel like I’d just end up staring at them and picking apart the imperfections in my brain, and they’re just so… permanent, like piercings you can always get rid of whenever and it’s not a big deal but you can never really undo a tattoo (sure there’s laser removal but you can still see hints of what used to be there), and like the type of art I like and appreciate changes so drastically every few years, I don’t know, I’m too indecisive for something like this
#and like maybe once I’m established in the field I want to work in and have that sense of security#and when I don’t live with my parents bc that’ll cause more problems#but people always get so weird when they know and they’re always like I’ll eventually break you down and get something with me#like? no thanks? that’s a weird thing to say?#this happened so many times too lmao not even like once or twice#other note my body just changes so much like my weight is constantly fluctuating and it would get stretched and shrinked#and like personally idk if I want that on me if I’m being honest#don’t get me wrong I love tattoos on others and they’re so fun and unique#but on me…. idk man……….
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The Long Quiet leaves the cabin with the Stranger Princess(es), leaving The Voice Of The Hero and The Voice Of The Contrarian alone, for the first time in their life. And also they have bodies now, which is going to take some getting used to.
#help I can’t write summaries#anyway have another non-romantic stp fic that no one asked for#this one I guess could be seen as a ship who knows maybe that’ll happen later#anyways enjoy :3#stp#slay the princess#stp fanfic#fanfic#fanfiction#fic
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#why is everything making me so anxious#this has happened before#I get like. anxiety cycles#but they require so much effort to mitigate I just want to do my shit#I might just have a frustration cry on my lunch break#maybe that’ll help#I’m really okay things are actually going really good#maybe that’s why idk#🫠🫠🫠
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So I just got my new lab partner group assignment for my second year of vet school, and one of my partners is the girl in the class who already has a PhD and acts like she’s above everyone else simply because of that… and who said some really crappy things about people who were emotionally impacted back in February when our class went through a phase of mean gossip and grumpiness to invalidate people’s feelings about it. And in general, she’s made some remarks toward me that feel like she’s trying to imply I’m an idiot. Great…
#vet school life#I’ve been literally *praying* it gets better with that being the only thing I really can do (after other ways I’ve tried to resolve it)#all I can say is at least I’m not partnered with the other girl who just snaps and blows up on people when she’s the slightest bit stressed#but I cried some ugly-ass tears after opening that spreadsheet#Insanitypost#delete later?#I’m hoping maybe being partners we’ll be able to work it out… but I’m not believing that’ll happen unless it does
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#i made a post that was like i should keep the fact that my mum won’t live at the back of my mind#but i should also keep at the back of my mind that my mum might not ever go back to how she used to be that maybe she won’t fully recover#that she won’t regain her speech and she’ll continue to speak gibberish even though in her head she knows what she wants to say#and maybe her movement won’t ever be the same like maybe she’ll have to use some kind of support forever#i just don’t want her to be bed bound though inshaAllah like even if she can get herself out of bed that’ll be good#like right now she can barely use a sara steady yesterday they had to hoist her out of bed and into it#the thing is she’ll absolutely hate if this happens if she can barely speak and move#like if this was just a stroke i think she would have been fine by now and recovered quite well#but it’s the fact that she has cancer that keeps her fatigued so she can barely do any rehab
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oh yeah we were also wondering why we flock to media with dead kids that haunt the narrative both figuratively and literally and uh :) yeah we know why
#child death tw#rowan seemed so much older when we were kids#but realistically she was barely like 14#maybe even 12 or 13#Jason Todd chara and asriel. them mfs from fnaf and maria#they’re dead kids but at the end of the day they’re all apart of someone else’s story#and a lot of them come back. in one way shape or form#with the exception of maria they all come back wrong and hurt and twisted by their deaths#but still deserving of love. still craving it more than anything#being a vessel for someone else’s opinions. barely even themselves#rowan died. and a part of us died with her#that was probably uh.. yknow. That guys last real time being here#cheri took all the stuff as kid. all of it happened to them but buddy boy was still kinda around#and then rowan died and then. She did too#and then Jay had to take over for years and then cheri came back but didn’t know they were cheri until#like they were 17 because they just repressed repressed repressed#and obviously those are very shallow views of those characters#but to a hurting kid who resonated so much with them they were everything#I have no clue why I’m so introspective tonight#but my friends do call me the emotion guy so#I guess it means something. but yeah something died in us when rowan died#but something was also born. rowan was a person. a little girl who should’ve grown up and that’ll never change#but I think this year is the year that we learn to let her go#im happy i got the chance to know her when we did#I hope she’s a fucking butterfly or something really cool like an alligator if her next life#also we already knew why we flocked to this media because duh. but like it helps to know which part of us needs more healing#who needs a therapist when you have me ;)
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