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I just realized I may have been mentally pronouncing it differently from everyone for the past however-the-fuck-many years so
#polls#portal#gaming#i think i actually first played it 12 years ago. holy fuck#maybe even 13. what the fuck what the fuck
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WHATEVER YOU SAY BEAUTIFUL!!!
Bsd 120 raws




Fyodor’s little stretch…!
My thoughts? Honestly, it’s a bit of a nothing chapter (I say as I don’t know what any of the dialogue is but I know it’s just going to be Fyodor explaining more space-dimensional bullshit manga logic). It is exciting to have Fukuzawa face off against Fyodor, but Asagiri pulls this SO often man, where it’s like “A new challenger enters the ring” every chapter and multiple times per fight.
And this fight really should’ve been Akutagawa’s time to shine. I know he’s going to get back up, but man.
#ahli spams bsd#bsd 120#bsd spoilers#fyodor dostoevsky#I love that black haired bimbo!!!#someone needs to stop Asagiri from undermining his own writing#this is a problem that lends itself to the medium but you can absolutely work around it#I get time limitations and. just not killing your artists I get that but#if you need an easier going chapter this easily could’ve been a pov change to Dazai chuuya and maybe sigma#have THEM discuss the nature of Fyodor’s power instead on fyodor literally stopping to monologue for 2-3 pages#that would fix the pacing not be difficult to execute and create anticipation for the next chapter where the fight would then happen#easily could fit into 15 pages or even 13 or 12 honestly and would give them a nice break#then in bsd 121 harukawa and Asagiri could put their all into depicting pure action that doesn’t need to be interrupted by exposition#not to mention that . while I like him. fukuzawa has had TWO fakeout life threatening stabs#that’s egregious writing work he’s just going to go up against amengozen and have ANOTHER life threatening ‘fatal’ stab before he gets up#AGAIN#writing so ‘…’ you have me agreeing with skk shippers. yeah maybe they should show up for once the writing calls for it
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whatever else is going on in her head, whatever missy was thinking, i do think this
was payback for the doctor walking away at the end of eaters of light
#whether she has decided to be on his side yet or not#a little fuck you has to be said first#and he knows that#he knows thats what it is#and maybe he even connects it to that moment where he rejected her first#for my money i dont think 12 has yet#but i think at some point 13 does#'we used to be friends'
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(。・ω・。)ノ♡
#Alright I got tragically interrupted while watching it but I'm finally finished watching the episode!!#It's really really good both the animation and drawings are very detailed compared to the rest of the anime but...#The pace is so off :((( Like it's not the end of the world but ugh. It's unfortunate...#So many things just don't hit off as deeply because everything is moving so fast all the time and there's no time to process anything.#They won't allow you one second for the last line of a scene to sink in that the next scene's ost is already playing.#And like it's not even the worst crime an anime can commit I guess but still...#I wish they didn't. Like rather than make a 13 episodes season and squeeze the Sky Casino arc in merely two episodes it would have been–#a lot better to finish the season at the previous episode and make 12 episodes out of everything (so that everything could be better paced)#Like yeah maybe it's not the best season ending that there can be but... It's not terrible either‚ you have Atsushi saying the line–#“there's still hope” and the season ending there‚ that's pretty cool#I don't know why everyone feels like they have to rush all the time.#Guys do I have to be the one to remind you you make more money if more season come out.#Like how can the knowledge of Sigma being made by the book have any kind of impact when we've only known him for ten minutes.#Teruko's looking mad AND looking cutesy AND blowing up the landing zone didn't have the same comedic effect they did in the manga because..#It just happened all together! There's no time to process anything. Or maybe I'm just slow idk but I mean YOU GOTTA–#MAKE TIME FOR THE OPENING AND ENDING IN THE EPISODE c'mon man#Sorry I'm complaining it's actually good. I really really love Teruko & Tachihara. Jouno too!!!#I liked the Tahihara spotlight this episode... It's so cute to see what he's like when he's not acting– well‚ not completely I guess#Mmmmhhh.#Yesterday I read an interesting post on how a lot of early dc/mk wouldn't work today because the technology of the world has changed SO muc#I think a similar reflection can be made for the doa terrorist plot. Countries are pushing towards a complete digital money transition.#In 50 years or so coins may not be circulating anymore and today already the impact of this terrorist plot would be a lot smaller–#compared to when the chapters were coming out. I think#Well. Nice episode! Forward to next week! If tomorrow's manga chapter hasn't killed me before that#random rambles
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anyone else up feeling like they’ll never have a place in this world
#i just need to 1. get over all my insecurities and fears and brave social interaction esp with people i already know#2. make more friends especially irl#3. probably talk to and get closer to more family because the only person i really have is my dad#4. not feel tired all the time#5. not be in pain all the time#6. somehow get my body back to functioning levels#7. stop being afraid of everything#8. learn to drive#9. somehow get a job despite everything#10. somehow pay off my debt and go back to college#11. figure out what i want to do with my life#12. this should probably be step 1. i need to start feeling alive again#13. not die probably#how it feels knowing that my depression would be so much more manageable if i wasn’t so lonely#my new therapist said my depression is moderately severe 😁 which is honestly not that bad#when i went in for my first round of therapy my anxiety was rated severe. but now it is moderate!#so maybe my new therapist will cure me#and by cure me i mean teach me how to cure myself#the problem is that it’s so hard to want to cure yourself when life doesn’t seem worth living anyways#like what am i even alive for#my ocs. media. chocolate cake. food in general. seeing animals. petting my cat#see there’s stuff to be alive for but i feel so disconnected from everything lately that like idk#it’s like it’s not really me who’s enjoying these things that i(TM) enjoy#i’m so happy for my friends and proud of them for being in college#but boy oh boy have i faltered severely without them#guy who needs to get out more but cannot get out alone and has no one to get out with anymore#i really took all those moments of waiting outside of high school to get picked up and talking for granted#it’s kinda humiliating to say that the best year of my life was my freshman year of high school#but it was. it really was. wistful sigh#i was so happy
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I'm absolutely creasing over the concept of @doubledaredaily (and also @intellectualpropertydaily ), but then I put the lyrics into Word to see how long it'll be before they finish JUST Hawaii (Stay Awake)...
363.
It'll be almost a year from now.
#I showed it to my friend who joked that the account will still be going 12 years from now#and yeah maybe#the album has 13 songs#will Tumblr even exist then??#waterparks#parx#text post
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after doing a literature review of 13's book era, i conclude: what the fuck?? what the fuck????? what do you mean only 3 official BBC line books, At Childhood's End, 2 anthologies and then whatever Doctor of Oz is. And like. That's it. Those are the novels. From 2018 to 2022 those are the 13th Doctor novels, compared to 10 and 11 whole dozens of novels, 12s 3 novels per season and a supplemental heaping of audios (and probably some other anthologies and such I don't know about) 13 gets 4 novels and 2 anthologies. 6 books (7 if you count Doctor of Oz which I kinda do but it's part of a weird line) for 3 seasons, 4 years of being the Doctor, I just...
jesus christ
i think i'm always going to be mad about how snubbed 13 got in literally every direction
#every time i'm like maybe they didn't do her as dirty as they could have i remember this#the books have been in decline since 11 was doctor I will admit#but 12 got a decent amount of audio stories#i think 13 got one#and now that we've got ncuti the moment has passed#just-aaaaagh#the fact i have the majority of her books on my shelf right now#and i have 4 books. just FOUR#think of all the cool stories we could have gotten#even just another set from season 12#or a run of just yaz and the doctor being mean to each other i would have taken anything#i really hope they bring back doing the novels#doctor who#doctor who books#doctor who eu
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Febhyurary 2025 Day 24 - Boss
"Oh! Hello Onyx! Did you run away from your mother and the boss again?", she greeted the small, black chocobo chick that had appeared beside her chirping happily. Onyx had been a little troublemaker from the moment he had hatched and Elsie wondered if in that regard he took after his mother Obsidian, a fierce but loyal birb with equally black plumage, or the man who had helped him break free of his eggshells and who -being the first human face the baby bird had seen in his life - Onyx often followed around as if he was his father. That meant when the tiny bird was not going on an adventure on his own or curiously observed one of the other people or Elsie doing their work. Especially so if it meant he got headpats in the process.
They had found the mother bird together with an egg on one of their trips in the cargo hold of a smuggler ship and assumed they had probably been stolen from an Ishgardian merchant. Not the treasure either Styrgeim nor the captain had been looking for but of course they could not abandon the birds to their fate. Since that day the two of them lived on this island too and brave Obsidian would defend their saviors with her life.
#ffxiv#ff14#final fantasy xiv#final fantasy 14#ffxiv screenshots#ff14 screenshots#ffxiv gpose#gpose#febhyurary 2025#febhyurary#elsie reed#hyur#midlander#I wanted to have a black chocobo for a while in my writing and i know I also have the one A'vi got from Haurchefant but still...#I wanted to involve the black chocobo chick somehow! after all it is a cute minion I can give all of my OCs even in ARR XD#Regarding the captain I am aware I still should flesh him out a bit more but I am not so sure yet about the details#He is supposed to be connected to Styrgeim in a way hence her only being first mate / navigator and not captain#but otherwise I also dont think fleshing out yet another OC would add much to the dynamics...#The focus is on everyone taking care of each other anyway!#the community that is being build so to say and I am not sure if it really needs a leader figure like that...#I am just not good at writing those XD#Or making decisions haha...#But 12 is already enough and a much nicer number to be divided into groups than 13...#I mean it certainly would be a chance to add an Elezen to the roster since thats the only race I dont have yet!#I also have to flesh out Styrgeims story a bit more eventually so maybe then. Until then I keep everything about this side arc vague lol...
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I just looked at the price on the back of a book I’ve had for a bit over a decade and it was four. fucking. dollars. Just four with no taxes. No extra 97cents or something before taxes. Just a round number that you would add taxes to.
I googled the price of a new edition and it was almost thirteen! Not an even thirteen, it was like 12.96 or something. Close enough that it’s basically thirteen but if you’re adding multiple items together to try and get the price on a purchase with more items it would add more confusion.
#emma posts#it was also a bit difficult to find a new copy on my phone#the edition I have was selling for wildly varying prices as a vintage book now#but that’s just a kids chapter book from a fairly large publisher#I know inflation happens and stuff but holy shit#buying things at the book fair makes so much more sense now#I bought that for 4$ plus taxes at the schoolastic book fair#it was maybe 12 years ago?#I could look at the publishing date for a better idea#the series had just switched publishers and the first few were being re-released at the time#before the new publisher and the author finished the series#four dollars though#I had to check the book because I know the current price of many paperbacks and I knew that series was still in print#but what lead to this was the price tag falling off an old brush I found from like. 2009 or 2010#and the tag on this very large brush was seven dollars#which seemed cheap so I looked at current brush prices online but since the exact same brush isn’t being sold and brush prices vary more#it was a bit harder for me to get an idea of it. books though. books I know#I’ve even bought stuff from that publisher recently (they have a lot of novel and comic translations)#but it also struck me how the old price tag was an even four and an even seven dollars but all new ones had 97 or 98 cents#that ten dollars from helping out grandma wouldn’t have even gotten me one book with modern prices#but back then I could get TWO#even just seven could have gotten me a book and some fun school supplies back then#to have that experience now you would need to give your kid a 20$#I understand inflation okay? I am just taken off guard rn and having realizations#I’m going to add to this post again. when I say wildly varied vintage prices I mean WILDLY varied#one dude was trying to sell it on Amazon for 55$ but on eBay it was 4 to 5$#I bought the next three books in the series from that same print. signed. for 13$ together#I had older editions of those and wanted a full series of just the ones that were being re-released during my reading time
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stayed up too late working! i hate working at night! but gosh these kids are SO CLOSEEEEE. I need to edit TW's essays tomorrow which i should set aside 30-60 min for. and JW will probably have one more round of edits tomorrow night unless she decides not to incorporate my feedback. but MN, EP, DN, NF, and SD are all done for their 11/1 deadlines. whoohoo!!!!
#i always forget how brutal october is#even after like. 12? 13? years of doing this work#i still forget!!!#but i think everyone will be fully wrapped up by 11/15#except for maybe EP but he's become a pleasure to work with#insane because the early months of this working relationship were so fraught#he just purchased coaching support for two extra schools#and that plus NF's two additional schools#plus three new students#will cover all expenses for december#okay. well. now#i am going to email HR and redacted.#i am going to do it before i go to bed#but schedule it for like 8am
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Oh btw that job I just interviewed for pays a amount better than I was thinking I'd get so. Pls hire me :) I need money :)
#when i started looking i didnt want to apply for anything under $14/hr#since its taken so long i started reserving myself to $13... maybe even $12 if i must#but . this one is more than $14 :)
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welp . due to "unforeseen" circumstances, imma have to leave my toxic ass household :D
#like lolllll who is surprised#i just didn't think i'd potentially have lesser of a relationship w my sibling bc of it#but it is what it is#idk what it is about male-centered women standing behind their man when they're manipulative violent assholes#but again - how can i really blame a victim like i get it ig ur in a hostage situation yourself babe#anyways. idk where my dad got this bat from but i got it in my room just in case someone wants to put their hands on me again#mind you - my situation is literally so easily solvable but bc these ppl are stubborn ...#like. the entitlement is crazy idk#like u want me to be down in the basement with YOUR kids that u neglect and don't even watch#and get mad when i set ground rules for them to follow? which is cleaning up after themselves???? oh brother#like you would think you'd wanna be down here to monitor ur kids but nooooo#they literally want the room upstairs and it was *decided* before we moved in (i didnt even have a chance jdksks)#and they want it bc they want to be far away from their own kids as possible.... like yalls actions are shitty.#imagine if i did ts to them where I have kids - I have them near you - and I DO NOTHING to parent them . thats a frustrating situation for#anybody i feel like ??#and before we moved - i DID have the upstairs like woopty doo ig nicer ofc and they were STEADYYYY trying to get me out of that room#(mind you - i have lived there since i was 12/13 and they came wayyy after)#like ... r u kidding me lolololol u want authority so bad over a basement ur not even in anymore#like mind u im not trying to overstep and be their parent ? ik im not . im just their auntie#its just so wilddddd to me they dont see how silly this is?#like maybe im wrong ? but having ur kids stay downstairs when ur upstairs was already off to me. like bffr u want them kids out your face#and u tryna pass them off to me and it's not subtle. but then get mad when i say smth abt behavior OH BROTHERRRRR#but anyways. the straw that broke the camels back was the fact this ngga spit on me. AND then put his hands on me. like omg???#i wanna break his shit so bad w this bat but chile....that is not productive and that is not me#but the rage i have omgggg. i wanna cus its like?? fuck you. ur literally an ABUSERRR idgaf about ur feelings btch.#chatter
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@variantia asked:
(( ... *pokes my lil head in cuz I can* )) Riley has been brought along to the League's hideout with Jin ; apparently he would have had to leave her at the apartment for a few days this time if he didn't. And of course, she knows he wouldn't be willing to do that. So she's seeking company that isn't him since he's busy at the moment, and Spinner ... seems like the least likely to tell her to ' get lost, kid '. He seems cool. She's approached from behind the sofa, propping herself up on the back of it and staring at the screen of his game. She's been here for a few minutes now. Finally, she decides it's time for her to speak up. " ... Whatcha playing ? "
He's focused on the screen of his switch, letting out a frustrated sound when his cart is passed, but grinning a bit to himself when he regains at least placing in the top five. He'd usually be playing something else, but he got stuck in a mission on Grant Theft Auto, and a break needed to be taken before he started to rage.
He hears her speak, catches a glimpse of her face in the reflection of the screen. Oh! It's the kid Jin brought along, a runaway or something like that. Spinner couldn't say he was surprised by the man's actions, but it didn't mean he thought this was really a place for someone so young.
However, the League was always willing to take in someone in need, and judging by Jin's brief story, she was definetly someone in need.
"Mario Kart." He's pauses the game, lifting it so she can get a better look at the screen. An awkward pause, because he was never the social butterfly to begin with, and he can't quite figure why she picked him to talk to.
"You ever play?"
#i totally wasn't just playing GTA the other day then switched to something else lololol#*cries and screams and sobs* i love them already omgggg. He's like 'what is she? 13? 12?? kids play video games#let's talk about that maybe??" This man has lived in isolation more than half his life he is doing his best#🍄|| trust no one..not even yourself {queued}#variantia#🦎|| it tears through my heart; does it haunt you to? {spinner}
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Honestly the funniest thing about Haruka's idol story line in y5 (and dont any of you come at me with the You're Lessening Mirei's Evil Heinous Actions shit, I know she was the antagonist, blah blah) is the fact that as far as traineeships go Haruka's.... wasn't all that unusual- Living on your own away from your parents? Par the course. Having older figures be unduly harsh about your talent/looks? Also par the course. Insane schedules? Creepy fans? Yep. In fact Haruka is older than a lot of people are when they start traineeships nowadays... Like that aspect of the game could have been played up for even more dramatic value than it was.
#Like in real life right now theres kids who have moved /countries/ to become idols#At as young as /12 years old/#and some of them dont see their families for years like Haruka's whole situation is less wild than a bunch of real people#god i got a random kpop video of a 17 yr old boy [who is already in a debuted group????]#and he was surprised with seeing his mum AFTER 3 AND A HALF YEARS ???#like he hadnt seen her in person since he was 13 and now hes 17 and...... How is that legal#Also that video fucked me up bc he wasnt even like happy he looked confused and shy and awkward like God send that boy home rn#all the therapy hes gonna need.... Anyway suffice to say#Having Haruka's storyline esp when you consider the people writing the games are in the JP entertainment industry was pretty interesting#Like they clearly have feelings and critiques and I liked that they tried to do something with that#Also one of the girls in y6 was a former idol who had her career ruined bc she dared to be seen#smoking with a male idol when she was 20 or so and got fired because of it- so i mean at least rgg gave her some work idk#this post is just a stream of consciousness rambling about how i find the idol industry interesting and odd#Some aspects of it i think are clever but other aspects are so HMMMMMM#20-30 years from now maybe even sooner i feel like theres gonna be some INTERESTING tell-alls
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I need to stop ignoring my nature, i need to get weirder and be more of an asshole
#is it really my nature?#do i still have a nature?#is there anything authenticlly left of me?#am i just a grouping of half ironic half real traits ive adapted out of need?#have i locked away my heart for so long that its been replaced with a void that only yearns for power?#alas.. another jreg refrence#worst choise of my life was getting into politics at 12/13#bright eyed and idealistic boy turned into... this? is “this” even something of value? is it something to look at with amything but distain#was it fucking worth it?#complex question with a hard anwser#but its somewhere closer to yes than to no#i think#maybe#probably not
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making myself suffer looking thru ffxiv stuff on tumblr when i could be playing ffxiv rn but i eternally love and miss ffxiv
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#Ough... oooooggghhhhh..........#unrelated but i will probably make my next theme mr leon kennedy bcs how iehehebfknsnd i am over him lately#is... kinda insane! silly <3#like. damn! damn. amidst darkest despair light everlasting.#ffxiv is so so so so so crazy from 1.0 to 6.0 and beyond and soon 7.x and and and#i miss raiding :( i miss my friends in ffxiv too. esp my best friend.#def will get back into raiding by the time 7.x ultimate comes out bcs GOD !!! god.#and okay pandaemonium & eden are my fav tiers aesthetic and story and fight wise#and memory wise bcs eden 9-12 was my first ever savage tier. meant a lot to me. still does#i played through that shit when i was . 14 y/o and newly 15 y/o LMFAO#and then pandaemonium just like. the year after. when i was 15 y/o... not even reaching 16. damn.#it's tough playing ffxiv when you're young but it's nice seeing more & more ppl around my age playing#even tho these guys most likely did Not start playing when they were like. 13/14 y/o. since i started on my bday LMFAO#it's crazy bcs i am playing w majority adults and maybe the occasional minor who is still like. at least almost an adult#^^ back then i mean bcs ok the closest friend i made when i was on eu was this guy 3 yrs older than me. that is already insane to me.#and my best friend since i'm now on oce is still a year older than me!#and it's silly (?) bcs eu i tried to hide my age at first but then they kinda found out bcs probably the way we r is just. too Different LOL#but i mean obvs it changed some stuff bcs it would be weird for probably 30 year old to be besties w a half their age kid#but the whole lil fc was just rlly sweet. :(( made a great friend i see as my big bro i am still friends w. that probably 30 y/o guy and the#kinda mom of the fc lowkey saw me & my twin as sweet kids. the person we got into xiv was like a big bro figure too and Damn his gf is rlly#cool! and the uni age students were super cool and fun to talk w. and the friends of my close friend who were also my friends were so fun.#i miss that but i look back on it all fondly ..... :3 and then w oce it's a bit more complicated bcs#i haven't had much time or opportunities to Find a group like that? but instead i found a best friend :((#rlly close in age and w similar likes and interests and personality..... etc etc etc.......#and separately the static i & my twin joined was. Funny lol! it's silly bcs we kinda had to hide we were lil 15 y/o kids w these guys who#were all at least uni. and all of these guys were def 20-30 y/o#and one guy liked making Daddy jokes (nothing bad tho LMFAO) bcs. hesperos sheesh!#silly bcs bunch of aussies and we were almost all miqos and Thankfully ye god one other filipino YAY !!!!!#anyway. max tags. so i love ffxiv man. i miss it always even when i'm playing it.
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