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oh yeah we were also wondering why we flock to media with dead kids that haunt the narrative both figuratively and literally and uh :) yeah we know why
#child death tw#rowan seemed so much older when we were kids#but realistically she was barely like 14#maybe even 12 or 13#Jason Todd chara and asriel. them mfs from fnaf and maria#they’re dead kids but at the end of the day they’re all apart of someone else’s story#and a lot of them come back. in one way shape or form#with the exception of maria they all come back wrong and hurt and twisted by their deaths#but still deserving of love. still craving it more than anything#being a vessel for someone else’s opinions. barely even themselves#rowan died. and a part of us died with her#that was probably uh.. yknow. That guys last real time being here#cheri took all the stuff as kid. all of it happened to them but buddy boy was still kinda around#and then rowan died and then. She did too#and then Jay had to take over for years and then cheri came back but didn’t know they were cheri until#like they were 17 because they just repressed repressed repressed#and obviously those are very shallow views of those characters#but to a hurting kid who resonated so much with them they were everything#I have no clue why I’m so introspective tonight#but my friends do call me the emotion guy so#I guess it means something. but yeah something died in us when rowan died#but something was also born. rowan was a person. a little girl who should’ve grown up and that’ll never change#but I think this year is the year that we learn to let her go#im happy i got the chance to know her when we did#I hope she’s a fucking butterfly or something really cool like an alligator if her next life#also we already knew why we flocked to this media because duh. but like it helps to know which part of us needs more healing#who needs a therapist when you have me ;)
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I just realized I may have been mentally pronouncing it differently from everyone for the past however-the-fuck-many years so
#polls#portal#gaming#i think i actually first played it 12 years ago. holy fuck#maybe even 13. what the fuck what the fuck
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WHATEVER YOU SAY BEAUTIFUL!!!
Bsd 120 raws
Fyodor’s little stretch…!
My thoughts? Honestly, it’s a bit of a nothing chapter (I say as I don’t know what any of the dialogue is but I know it’s just going to be Fyodor explaining more space-dimensional bullshit manga logic). It is exciting to have Fukuzawa face off against Fyodor, but Asagiri pulls this SO often man, where it’s like “A new challenger enters the ring” every chapter and multiple times per fight.
And this fight really should’ve been Akutagawa’s time to shine. I know he’s going to get back up, but man.
#ahli spams bsd#bsd 120#bsd spoilers#fyodor dostoevsky#I love that black haired bimbo!!!#someone needs to stop Asagiri from undermining his own writing#this is a problem that lends itself to the medium but you can absolutely work around it#I get time limitations and. just not killing your artists I get that but#if you need an easier going chapter this easily could’ve been a pov change to Dazai chuuya and maybe sigma#have THEM discuss the nature of Fyodor’s power instead on fyodor literally stopping to monologue for 2-3 pages#that would fix the pacing not be difficult to execute and create anticipation for the next chapter where the fight would then happen#easily could fit into 15 pages or even 13 or 12 honestly and would give them a nice break#then in bsd 121 harukawa and Asagiri could put their all into depicting pure action that doesn’t need to be interrupted by exposition#not to mention that . while I like him. fukuzawa has had TWO fakeout life threatening stabs#that’s egregious writing work he’s just going to go up against amengozen and have ANOTHER life threatening ‘fatal’ stab before he gets up#AGAIN#writing so ‘…’ you have me agreeing with skk shippers. yeah maybe they should show up for once the writing calls for it
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whatever else is going on in her head, whatever missy was thinking, i do think this
was payback for the doctor walking away at the end of eaters of light
#whether she has decided to be on his side yet or not#a little fuck you has to be said first#and he knows that#he knows thats what it is#and maybe he even connects it to that moment where he rejected her first#for my money i dont think 12 has yet#but i think at some point 13 does#'we used to be friends'
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getting into ben 10 is so sad bc I binge the entire OS and am like wow cant wait for more and then every other series doesnt have the things I liked about OS and even casual fans online say that 10yo Ben's character in OS is more compelling than all the others but theres barely any of him after OS
#how did that episode in ultimate alien when it brought back 10yo ben make him 10 times more compelling#but only his 10yo self and not his current self in the show#but fr it was so sad learning that they immediately jumped straight to a 5 year timeskip after OS#plus artstule change plus recast plus major personality shift plus redesign#like looking at alien force ben next to OS ben idk who the hell that is bc thats not ben#its fine like im chill with just being neutral/uninterested in the later series and just sticking with OS#thats the power of fandom#i dislike his omniverse characterization but that doesnt mean i dont love rook#and i wont stick him into OS as a self indulgent au#theres also multiple things i like about the later series for sure tho like#1 rook like i just said but also#ben and gwens relationship. i love that they didnt play around with them in AF#and doom dimension likeee#i dont like how theyre written in AF and UA but that stuff is bomb#i think it all boils down to me wishing the show didnt feel split up in eras with different versions of the characters#and it was more linear#like instead of instant 5 year timeskip it was like. now ben and gwen are 11 or 12. maybe even 13#it shows more development that isnt just a huge jump from 0 to 100#ben getting more mature is the natural progression of his character but also#its the fact that they gave him major development in OS then changed everybody so jarringly they didnt even feel like the same characters#like theres a reason OS ben is the most compelling#it should have been more linear close together and less broken up in my opinion#pandas.txt#they just made ben look so normal and boring in most of the clips ive seen in the later series#plus not even feeling like the same guy#maybe ill try and watch the reboot#it rlly is chill tho bc im fine with just liking OS its a great show#anything i wanted to see i can just think of in my head myself and now i have a bunch of stuff to play around with#once i get more into it#bc this show is so fun and great and i love it i rlly do wanna stick with it
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I'm absolutely creasing over the concept of @doubledaredaily (and also @intellectualpropertydaily ), but then I put the lyrics into Word to see how long it'll be before they finish JUST Hawaii (Stay Awake)...
363.
It'll be almost a year from now.
#I showed it to my friend who joked that the account will still be going 12 years from now#and yeah maybe#the album has 13 songs#will Tumblr even exist then??#waterparks#parx#text post
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Sometimes when you're really ill and there's no cure for your disability and you look around and everyone in your life is so kind to you and trying to help you and genuinely believes that you can get better it feels. Almost isolating. Like I'm the only out there that knows the truth or something. I'm the only one who knows.
#sophie speaks#tw suicide#tw vent#tw disability#i just kinda wanna die all the time these days#like im not gonna do anything about it and the world will keep spinning as it always does#i really do feel like im stuck in a time loop or something#and all that happens is that i slowly get sicker and sicker... cant even leave my room much anymore#it feels. idk maybe i am getting close to the end ot my rope#when even my escapism doesnt work am i going to be willing to suffer each and every day?#ive wanted to die since i was 13 and im turning 21 this year#its like that one song 'i was either gonna die at 12 or ninety-fuckin-three'#but imagining 70-80 more years of this... god what torture#idk its a waiting game. im in pain all the time but if i die im dead so#god damn it it made me think of that one stupid meme with the two miners and the wall of diamond#and one of them gives uo just before he gets it lmao#unfortunately i am not an idiot and that image was probably made by some crypto bro#i am not going to get better#sing it with me lads fibromyalgia has no cure baby lets go#that line is on looo in my brain these days
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after doing a literature review of 13's book era, i conclude: what the fuck?? what the fuck????? what do you mean only 3 official BBC line books, At Childhood's End, 2 anthologies and then whatever Doctor of Oz is. And like. That's it. Those are the novels. From 2018 to 2022 those are the 13th Doctor novels, compared to 10 and 11 whole dozens of novels, 12s 3 novels per season and a supplemental heaping of audios (and probably some other anthologies and such I don't know about) 13 gets 4 novels and 2 anthologies. 6 books (7 if you count Doctor of Oz which I kinda do but it's part of a weird line) for 3 seasons, 4 years of being the Doctor, I just...
jesus christ
i think i'm always going to be mad about how snubbed 13 got in literally every direction
#every time i'm like maybe they didn't do her as dirty as they could have i remember this#the books have been in decline since 11 was doctor I will admit#but 12 got a decent amount of audio stories#i think 13 got one#and now that we've got ncuti the moment has passed#just-aaaaagh#the fact i have the majority of her books on my shelf right now#and i have 4 books. just FOUR#think of all the cool stories we could have gotten#even just another set from season 12#or a run of just yaz and the doctor being mean to each other i would have taken anything#i really hope they bring back doing the novels#doctor who#doctor who books#doctor who eu
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I just looked at the price on the back of a book I’ve had for a bit over a decade and it was four. fucking. dollars. Just four with no taxes. No extra 97cents or something before taxes. Just a round number that you would add taxes to.
I googled the price of a new edition and it was almost thirteen! Not an even thirteen, it was like 12.96 or something. Close enough that it’s basically thirteen but if you’re adding multiple items together to try and get the price on a purchase with more items it would add more confusion.
#emma posts#it was also a bit difficult to find a new copy on my phone#the edition I have was selling for wildly varying prices as a vintage book now#but that’s just a kids chapter book from a fairly large publisher#I know inflation happens and stuff but holy shit#buying things at the book fair makes so much more sense now#I bought that for 4$ plus taxes at the schoolastic book fair#it was maybe 12 years ago?#I could look at the publishing date for a better idea#the series had just switched publishers and the first few were being re-released at the time#before the new publisher and the author finished the series#four dollars though#I had to check the book because I know the current price of many paperbacks and I knew that series was still in print#but what lead to this was the price tag falling off an old brush I found from like. 2009 or 2010#and the tag on this very large brush was seven dollars#which seemed cheap so I looked at current brush prices online but since the exact same brush isn’t being sold and brush prices vary more#it was a bit harder for me to get an idea of it. books though. books I know#I’ve even bought stuff from that publisher recently (they have a lot of novel and comic translations)#but it also struck me how the old price tag was an even four and an even seven dollars but all new ones had 97 or 98 cents#that ten dollars from helping out grandma wouldn’t have even gotten me one book with modern prices#but back then I could get TWO#even just seven could have gotten me a book and some fun school supplies back then#to have that experience now you would need to give your kid a 20$#I understand inflation okay? I am just taken off guard rn and having realizations#I’m going to add to this post again. when I say wildly varied vintage prices I mean WILDLY varied#one dude was trying to sell it on Amazon for 55$ but on eBay it was 4 to 5$#I bought the next three books in the series from that same print. signed. for 13$ together#I had older editions of those and wanted a full series of just the ones that were being re-released during my reading time
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#Alright I got tragically interrupted while watching it but I'm finally finished watching the episode!!#It's really really good both the animation and drawings are very detailed compared to the rest of the anime but...#The pace is so off :((( Like it's not the end of the world but ugh. It's unfortunate...#So many things just don't hit off as deeply because everything is moving so fast all the time and there's no time to process anything.#They won't allow you one second for the last line of a scene to sink in that the next scene's ost is already playing.#And like it's not even the worst crime an anime can commit I guess but still...#I wish they didn't. Like rather than make a 13 episodes season and squeeze the Sky Casino arc in merely two episodes it would have been–#a lot better to finish the season at the previous episode and make 12 episodes out of everything (so that everything could be better paced)#Like yeah maybe it's not the best season ending that there can be but... It's not terrible either‚ you have Atsushi saying the line–#“there's still hope” and the season ending there‚ that's pretty cool#I don't know why everyone feels like they have to rush all the time.#Guys do I have to be the one to remind you you make more money if more season come out.#Like how can the knowledge of Sigma being made by the book have any kind of impact when we've only known him for ten minutes.#Teruko's looking mad AND looking cutesy AND blowing up the landing zone didn't have the same comedic effect they did in the manga because..#It just happened all together! There's no time to process anything. Or maybe I'm just slow idk but I mean YOU GOTTA–#MAKE TIME FOR THE OPENING AND ENDING IN THE EPISODE c'mon man#Sorry I'm complaining it's actually good. I really really love Teruko & Tachihara. Jouno too!!!#I liked the Tahihara spotlight this episode... It's so cute to see what he's like when he's not acting– well‚ not completely I guess#Mmmmhhh.#Yesterday I read an interesting post on how a lot of early dc/mk wouldn't work today because the technology of the world has changed SO muc#I think a similar reflection can be made for the doa terrorist plot. Countries are pushing towards a complete digital money transition.#In 50 years or so coins may not be circulating anymore and today already the impact of this terrorist plot would be a lot smaller–#compared to when the chapters were coming out. I think#Well. Nice episode! Forward to next week! If tomorrow's manga chapter hasn't killed me before that#random rambles
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stayed up too late working! i hate working at night! but gosh these kids are SO CLOSEEEEE. I need to edit TW's essays tomorrow which i should set aside 30-60 min for. and JW will probably have one more round of edits tomorrow night unless she decides not to incorporate my feedback. but MN, EP, DN, NF, and SD are all done for their 11/1 deadlines. whoohoo!!!!
#i always forget how brutal october is#even after like. 12? 13? years of doing this work#i still forget!!!#but i think everyone will be fully wrapped up by 11/15#except for maybe EP but he's become a pleasure to work with#insane because the early months of this working relationship were so fraught#he just purchased coaching support for two extra schools#and that plus NF's two additional schools#plus three new students#will cover all expenses for december#okay. well. now#i am going to email HR and redacted.#i am going to do it before i go to bed#but schedule it for like 8am
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Oh btw that job I just interviewed for pays a amount better than I was thinking I'd get so. Pls hire me :) I need money :)
#when i started looking i didnt want to apply for anything under $14/hr#since its taken so long i started reserving myself to $13... maybe even $12 if i must#but . this one is more than $14 :)
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welp . due to "unforeseen" circumstances, imma have to leave my toxic ass household :D
#like lolllll who is surprised#i just didn't think i'd potentially have lesser of a relationship w my sibling bc of it#but it is what it is#idk what it is about male-centered women standing behind their man when they're manipulative violent assholes#but again - how can i really blame a victim like i get it ig ur in a hostage situation yourself babe#anyways. idk where my dad got this bat from but i got it in my room just in case someone wants to put their hands on me again#mind you - my situation is literally so easily solvable but bc these ppl are stubborn ...#like. the entitlement is crazy idk#like u want me to be down in the basement with YOUR kids that u neglect and don't even watch#and get mad when i set ground rules for them to follow? which is cleaning up after themselves???? oh brother#like you would think you'd wanna be down here to monitor ur kids but nooooo#they literally want the room upstairs and it was *decided* before we moved in (i didnt even have a chance jdksks)#and they want it bc they want to be far away from their own kids as possible.... like yalls actions are shitty.#imagine if i did ts to them where I have kids - I have them near you - and I DO NOTHING to parent them . thats a frustrating situation for#anybody i feel like ??#and before we moved - i DID have the upstairs like woopty doo ig nicer ofc and they were STEADYYYY trying to get me out of that room#(mind you - i have lived there since i was 12/13 and they came wayyy after)#like ... r u kidding me lolololol u want authority so bad over a basement ur not even in anymore#like mind u im not trying to overstep and be their parent ? ik im not . im just their auntie#its just so wilddddd to me they dont see how silly this is?#like maybe im wrong ? but having ur kids stay downstairs when ur upstairs was already off to me. like bffr u want them kids out your face#and u tryna pass them off to me and it's not subtle. but then get mad when i say smth abt behavior OH BROTHERRRRR#but anyways. the straw that broke the camels back was the fact this ngga spit on me. AND then put his hands on me. like omg???#i wanna break his shit so bad w this bat but chile....that is not productive and that is not me#but the rage i have omgggg. i wanna cus its like?? fuck you. ur literally an ABUSERRR idgaf about ur feelings btch.#chatter
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May I ask where the "bart absorbs the whole speedforce" happens? I've seen it referenced and it soulds like a really wild read.
Oh that's from Bart's short short short short run as the Flash.
I do not recommend reading it at all. It was hot garbage. Terrible writing, almost zero understanding of the characters and it just kinda spat in the face of the Flash as a concept.
The lore implications are neat but they don't go anywhere and they don't explore it at all. So yeah, I mostly just take the cool lore and forget literally everything else about the series.
#it was just bad. bart was depressed. his friends and family were all dead#cept Jay and Joan#and he didn't want to be a hero or have powers and he didn't even want to live in the twin cities#bart was also super out of character. or maybe he was in character? idk Bart had severe clinical depression basically the entire run#dude did not have a single emotion except sadness and anger. also half the time he was disassociating#uh. so yeah. its 13 or 12 issues because it was cancelled immediately because it sucked#and then they killed Bart at the end#so#just a bad serious in general#literally the only part i like about it is the extremely specific lore detail that Bart absorbed the entire speedforce#and became the speedforce#and was inherently connected to all the other speedsters cause they were all within him#dude flipped the fuck out over that and honestly thats fair. he just found out that he ate all the loved ones he was grieving
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It's really funny seeing new fans be like "Wait the doctor is gay/bi/nonbinary/etc???" As if they haven't been kissing men and women and all else left and right and ignoring gender as a concept since the very beginning
#duck talks#well kissing men and women in nuwho anyway. classic doctors not so much in that department#gender on the other hand...#its less that the doctor is becoming these things now and moreso that the doctor as a character is a lot less closed off than he used to be#easy to see in the way 10 vs 14 act#10 wouldve never said i love you. he just couldnt. not even to rose (sad)#14 on the other hand is throwing the l word around like candy and hugging his friends (:#i feel like 12 was kind of the end of the doctor's closed off era. and by 13 she finally felt more open to being around other people#but she still kept a level of separation between her and her companions. couldnt let them get too close#not quite ready for love. she had been hurt too much in the past to try again#maybe 15 will be the doctor that loves freely and without inhibition#interesting to see#not allowing rbs sorry d:#doctor who spoilers#jic
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@variantia asked:
(( ... *pokes my lil head in cuz I can* )) Riley has been brought along to the League's hideout with Jin ; apparently he would have had to leave her at the apartment for a few days this time if he didn't. And of course, she knows he wouldn't be willing to do that. So she's seeking company that isn't him since he's busy at the moment, and Spinner ... seems like the least likely to tell her to ' get lost, kid '. He seems cool. She's approached from behind the sofa, propping herself up on the back of it and staring at the screen of his game. She's been here for a few minutes now. Finally, she decides it's time for her to speak up. " ... Whatcha playing ? "
He's focused on the screen of his switch, letting out a frustrated sound when his cart is passed, but grinning a bit to himself when he regains at least placing in the top five. He'd usually be playing something else, but he got stuck in a mission on Grant Theft Auto, and a break needed to be taken before he started to rage.
He hears her speak, catches a glimpse of her face in the reflection of the screen. Oh! It's the kid Jin brought along, a runaway or something like that. Spinner couldn't say he was surprised by the man's actions, but it didn't mean he thought this was really a place for someone so young.
However, the League was always willing to take in someone in need, and judging by Jin's brief story, she was definetly someone in need.
"Mario Kart." He's pauses the game, lifting it so she can get a better look at the screen. An awkward pause, because he was never the social butterfly to begin with, and he can't quite figure why she picked him to talk to.
"You ever play?"
#i totally wasn't just playing GTA the other day then switched to something else lololol#*cries and screams and sobs* i love them already omgggg. He's like 'what is she? 13? 12?? kids play video games#let's talk about that maybe??" This man has lived in isolation more than half his life he is doing his best#🍄|| trust no one..not even yourself {queued}#variantia#🦎|| it tears through my heart; does it haunt you to? {spinner}
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