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puppyeared · 23 days ago

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act 4 :(

@chipper-smol and i came to a realization

#THID FUCKING GAAAAAAAMMMMEEEEE #i have more i wanna draw but my hands not working orz.. maybe ill get around to it later idk #i finally FINALLY managed to get inside that star room.. my own clone!! now neither of us will be virgins!!!!#i dont have anything to go off of but when the journal mentions making another 'me' it reminds me of loop saying theyre like a mirror #theyre always able to read siffrins mind without actually reading their mind (or so they say) but maybe it could just be tone matching???#or smth like that.. idk if these two things are connected though so maybe its more like subtext #i hope im not the only one who made the childrens hospital joke when it came around to color lore part 2 #im also getting the sinking feeling of watching siffrin toe his way near the deep end like bro is so so close to losing it #i feel like if i knew nothing abt the game beforehand and why siffrin is looping in the first place my feelings abt this would be different #cuz id be pretty angry too if ive been stuck in a loop long enough to feel like everyone around me is pretending nothings wrong #than the fact that i have decided not to disclose im in a time loop and that everyone is living this day for the first time #although i also get hes doing this for a reason and when u believe in the universe i guess it also comes with sunk cost fallacy #'this is the path the universe led me down before i even knew what i wanted so all i can do is double down' THATS THE FATALISM TALKING #puppy plays isat #in stars and time #isat #isat spoilers #isat act 3 spoilers #isat act 4 spoilers #in stars and time spoilers #sona #puppysona #friends #chipper #doodles

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snorzyy · 9 days ago

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genuinely cant believe im having to say this in the year of our lord 2024 but since media literacy is evidently dead; what we do in the shadows has never been and will never be queerbait. even if nandor and guillermo didnt speak for the rest of the season and nandor got a girlfriend (which, by the way, as if), the show would still not be queerbait.

we still would have gotten to see guillermo come to terms with his identity as a gay man and come out to his family. we still would have seen the normalised bisexuality/pansexuality and polyamory represented amongst the vampires, where no one blinks an eye if same sex attraction is expressed. we still would have had the pride parade episode, where the vampires all got to experience their first pride in their small town.

like i want nandermo to be cannon as much as the next guy, but even if that doesn’t happen, i can still appreciate everything the show has done for its queer audience.

#im genuinely losing my mind #also might i add if the beauty of this show is ruined for u bc guillermo and nandor dont fuck like maybe u just didnt like the show #also the show isnt just about them theres soooo many other interesting storylines #wwdits #what we do in the shadows #nandermo #guillermo de la cruz #nandor x guillermo #nandor the relentless

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lurkinginnernarrator · 13 days ago

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Need more fics where sj!SQQ and a martial sibling gets stuck in a situation, and instead of them having a bonding moment or something stupid and emotionally healing, sj just pulls out a knife.

#mind you i eat up the emotionally healing tropes #i just think itd be very funny if #'oh no. im in a situation with my worst shixiong. we're at risk of losing our lives. please tell my mother i love her.'#and then the martial sibling(depending on the one)#would try to resolve any bad blood between themselves and sj #and sj just removes a hidden knife from the small of his back that wasnt confiscated or something #and just frees them #maybe he puts the knife through the jaw of a captor or a really formidable beast #svsss #and just goes 'what was shidi saying? i was busy being the only resourceful and useful person in the sect'#original shen qingqiu #shen jiu #cang qiong #og shen qingqiu #og sqq

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mayrine · 1 year ago

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wha- WHAT

imagine this: ranboo dies lovejoy starts playing

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sluckythewizard · 3 months ago

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'I wont cry for you, I wont crucify the things you do. I wont cry for you, see, when you're gone, I'll still be BLOODY MARY'

#cw blood #SUUUPER SCUFFED LIL WIP THATS BEEN RRRROTTING IN MY FOLDER. OUT!! GET OUT!!!#its almos 2 am and imm gettin high as hrothgar. spruced this up within an hour so i could be shared n eaten #its SUPPOsed to be part ofa bigger doodly page so ofc theres the chance this changes between now n then #fuuuuck shoulda made her dress sparkly. fuckit ill fix it laterrrrr. i havnt posted art in YWEARRS i needed to post something #also i uh. well you see i started losing followers on twitter bc im sooo inactive and i KNOW that shouldnt matter like it should be whateve #but. you see. i lkike when number go up and when it go down i get MMMADDD.we all get our dopamine from somewhere #ANYWAY so i actually havnt touched the suckening in so long. been workin on oc stuff.BUT WELL. ARTHUR AND MARY. STILL MAKE ME WEEP #THEYRE SO CUTE N TRAGIC...whadda fuck is it with grizzly n charlie characters being so in love and so doomed #kian and becky then arthur and his various exes like CMAHn.stop doing this to me #from what i remember of the episode.she seemed so.tired.disconnected.like she had been wandering a dream #and yet she seemed so positive.reasonably concerned and yet.content.she warmed up to arthur as soon as she recognized him #she speaks so gently and so sweetly and she keeps the conversation so light.even though shes dead and shes gone and she #is doomed to wander an odd limbo for the rest of time.and yet she seemed so at peace.i can see why arthur liked her.what happened?#what caused them to separate?arthur seems so jaded and so tired.marys company seems like such a gentle place to rest.#how did he squander such a blessing?was it a blessing?OHH what i would give to crack open their minds and peer inside.#yknow wat im runnign out of room i think so ill add a last thought here at the bottom of my tags. I AM MORE CORRECT ABT ARHTURS UGLY LOOK #I WANT THAT MAN TO BE BEASTLY AND GROSS AND STRANGE AND SCARY AND EEWWW I SEE THINGS SQUIRMING IN THE DARK.ther are bugs #LETTING HIM HAVE HOT HOT ABBS AND STUFF WAS A COP OUUTTTT LET HIS WHOLE FORM BE DISTORTED OR UR NOT A FUCKING 0 APPEARANCE BITCH #THE BONES SHIFTED BENEATH AS IF TRYING TO HATCH. MANY OTHER THINGS HATCHED ASWELL. THE DEAD IMMORTAL FLESH SOURED #TOO GRAND TO ROT BUT TOO CORRUPTED TO KEEP CLASSIC FORM. MMMONSTER MONSTER MONSTER MONSTER #oka y im not going to bed but im gonna go. uh. do miore drugs or something. maybe ill work on more jrwi stuff. or oc stuff.#i hope ur day goes swimmingly thankyou for reading my tags i love you so so so so so much

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artfulacrostic · 2 months ago

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jean moreau, and faith and religion and the absence of it.

the sunshine court, nora sakavic // the unabridged journals of sylvia plath, sylvia plath // "stay down" by boygenius ft. julien baker, lucy dacus, and phoebe bridgers // the denial of st. peter, caravaggio // salome with the head of st. john the baptist, simon vouet // henry iv pt. ii, william shakespeare // the rebirth of the arts, charles haslewood shannon // daredevil: "born again" (1986) by frank miller et al. // "ash-wednesday", t.s. eliot // map of hell, botticelli

#jean moreau #the sunshine court #aftg #tsc #renee walker #all for the game #nora sakavic #web weaving #r weaves webs #okay yall im gonna be honest this is a new kind of engagement for me soooo pls b nice #however i simply had to get into it bc i have so many ideas all the time #in this case all the religious imagery in tsc literally had me losing my mind #i didn't even have space to use half the examples i found here #renee rainbow post coming maybe???#anyway for those of yall who do these web posts all the time pls lmk if u have any advice bc honestly i just gave it my best shot #like i did do my research so everything should in fact mean what i believe it means #but u know. nowhere to go from here but UP #r tags #r posts

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raddestrose · 21 days ago

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WHAT DO YOU MEAN

AHHHHHHHHH

it comes out so soon too

#in like a little over a week #broooooooooo #im freaking out #losin my mind #WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN #THE STAKES ARE SO HIGH #so much could go wrong #and has gone wrong lets be honest #the ending we all want is the thist truly was our alien stage hit the music Sua and Ivan right?#maybe the stages were the aliens we made along the way #i would actually lose it #i am though so #the songs going to be fire though #hooooo it’s gonna good #im horrified but excited #alien stage #alnst

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synthshenanigans · 11 months ago

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Johnny Cash doesn't sound like a real name to me anymore I'm too far gone, christ

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lemongogo · 2 months ago

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why do i love the conflict more than anything else . the misery . the incompatibility that spreads like oil slick . wanting so desperately for resolution that never comes . hmmm

#its the allure of like . mismatch btwn right person / wrong time . maybe in personal development and such #or wrong person / right time and trying 2 make it work but the circumstances are set 2 separate you #i think the guilt ford harbors over his relationship w fidds is good and i think hes had a lot of reflection . 30 yrs at least #but i dont rly care for like a . HELPP SRY IM LIKE talking to myself #i dont rly care ‘if’ they got back tgether in the end #fanon wise or whagever obviouslyy . no avrually emma-may kicking fidds out over the xmas thing its over HELPPPP #i feel like i always hve to clarify bc then theres that one guy whos like ‘smth smth you cant read . ooc loser .’idgaf . not gaffing today #i think mcguckets decision to forgive him is rly sweet And i do like the recognition of .. the whole incident being a misstep on both their #parts ykwim ? like ford was an ass for sureee but also mcgucket + memory gun was his own autonomous detriment #but #no i cant read the other tags i was writing i forgot where i was at #anyways im so obsessed w like . this being such an imperfect event with imperfect equals #ford theory and fidds the mechanics . which brw im also obsessed w how That is revered in canon .#but yeah like imperfect event imperfect people who shared an incredible connecfion in my freaking mind #that was ultimately squandered to fords pride and fidds reticence #ugh like i love the rise and fall i love the strenght of their connection generally corroding over time #its just such a cool motivator for both themselves and like its a history they share together and post weirdmageddon get to finally think a #knowing now what they didnt have the tools to recognize then #idk.^__^ they r so crazy to me . playing w them like dolls in my head #fiddleford mcgucket #stanford pines #gravity falls #every time i think ab this wrt every challeneged dynamic i think ab mars in the discord #talking ab x and y charas epic divorce arc #and im not even saying this to discredit Good relationships in media #bc those have a wealth of fun and interesting concepts or dynamics to dive into #its just something ab like . poetry of anger bro . and how love and hate can feel so similar and be borne from the same place #how one can transform into the other and back again due to . idk whatevee the hell theyve got going on^#prev post got me wishing we had more meat to the fallout #or that it was extended in content or scope . i want 2 see how they dealt with losing the other and then

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carpsoup · 1 year ago

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compilation of this guys colours haunting me

#every iterator we have seen in game has a different puppet colour than their associated colour #Moon is blue and yellow. Pebbles pink and cyan. Suns yellow and red #the colours arent exactly opposite of eachother. more like a third across the colour wheel maybe?#though suns colours are pretty close together so idk #and nsh being green on green doesn't really fit that but iterator colours aren't really consistent anyways. But just following that logic #what if purple. But then its purple puppet with purple cloak #im not even gonna start about the scarf in the tags that things maybe existence haunts me just as much #I don't think ourple nsh is more canon im just losing my mind a bit thumbs up I love green NSH my favourite pea head ever #probably gonna draw him both ways #also tag ramble jumpscare get scared get scared #my art

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birdb1tch · 6 months ago

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is jace prime even alive still? DOES IT MATTER?? are they four separate jaces that are split from one or did one jace create three other jaces?

#fantasy high junior year #fantasy high junior year spoilers #fhjy spoilers #fhjy #fantasy high #fantasy high spoilers #dimension 20 #dimension 20 spoilers #jace stardiamond #WHAT IS UR DEAL #if jace prime died (AND I SWEAR HE HAS [but also maybe i just lost track of them]) shouldnt whatever the fuck spell this is end??#is it even a spell???#i physically need to know whats going on with that funky guy #also losing my mind at whatever brennan implied with the ‘symbol vs shatterstar’ thing when KLCK got merc’d (murph’d if you will)#also with calling jace a minion of porters and being part of the hivemind #WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO GET SHATTERSTARRED VS WANTING TO BE INFLICTED #do jace and buddy (who i think are the only people we know got crystals at the time im watching) so are they just constantly under//#//dominate person? or do they still have an amount of free will? and how much do they have?? AND WHO ELSE HAS A CRYSTAL OR A SYMBOL #i need another legend lore drop #these tags are completely seperate from the post LMAO

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todayisafridaynight · 4 months ago

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sometimes i think about daigo interacting with the mundane and thinking about mine and i throw up a little bit ngl

#snap chats #yk what i mean. By Design the first thought that should come to mind with mine is money and expensive things #but instead of seeing expensive watches or flashy cars and thinking of mine i hope daigo thinks about how he liked his coffee #maybe daigo sees an interesting piece of art and wonders what mine wouldve thought of it #maybe daigo tries to read a little more on his downtime- what if mine always had a book on his desk when he'd visit #does daigo listen to classical music more nowadays ? maybe he stares at pianos a little too long now when he spots them #just. remembering the human aspects of mine instead of him being just a piggy bank #it's easy to do when he was/is also in a position where he was only valued for his money or authority/relation to authority #he's haunted! allegedly. in my opinion. haunted by anything and everything that reminds him of him #theres a time and place to be haunted but work hours is not it. until a mfer come into your room and be like #'lol remember that clan.that went under after its patriarch killed himself' and then you have fight the demons not to kill someone #anyway. im gonna sit on a fic of this for nine years while i work good bye everyone #i love it when daigos haunted its so rude #i try not to imagine daigo as solely a grieving widow for until the end of time. however he can have his moments #i think he's allowed to be melancholy about losing his ''''''''best friend''''''' sometimes

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alilaro · 17 days ago

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okay listen but can you imagine witch!Aro like losing Didyme, the only other person with powers like himself, then going through the Salem trials of burnings, drownings, and brick bitings, etc and finding "witch twins" Jane and Alec? Twins just like himself and Didyme.

Then even after he saves them from a burning pyre, outside of all the human superstition and religious prosecution, vampires all over the world, his own kind, after his thousands of years, and the twins centuries, being subjected to the same thing? As their father figure, being so helpless to stop rumors spreading like wildfire, and of course back at himself.

.....things to ponder over

#the volturi #twilight saga #c: aro #c: jane #c: alec #mage au #anyway what if i screamed and then never stopped #also inb4 i headcanon aro/didyme as twins because its funnier and more fucked up that way (because of the murder/siblicide)#unrelated but you dont even want to KNOW the insanity of my dragon age AU #.....maybe you do and maybe i'll put that fucker in a TOWER HUH #even more problematic blonde cullens now #'this is cullen rutherford...... like and subscribe'#im sorry this is GIBBERISH im losing my mind

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stars-and-scribes · 5 days ago

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Your red sweater; and the shirt beneath it

Your slightly grown out hair, and your shining green eyes

Uninterested, you sit there, as I fumble my words

My heart skips a beat, everytime you genuinely smile

Everybody here wants you, yet no one knows you

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razberrypuck · 1 year ago

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hey. if the codeflippa thing ever gets to the point where charlie is *aware* (but in denial/doesn't care/whatever) that she's a code monster and if anyone else ever sees her switch and kills the code and if charlie finds out about it (or, god forbid, he witnesses it). that will end not well I think. because we saw the aftermath of his daughter being killed accidentally- and he understood that fact fully. how do you think he'll react, if someone takes his daughter from him again, on purpose?

#he was an awful child mu.rderer before bc he didnt truly want to hurt anyone #he was in anguish and angry and alone and jumped at the first solution he could think of; even if it was completely irrational #he hasnt been angry like that since. when juanaflippa died a second time it was just despair #because after what happened to tilin hes been so so afraid of hurting people. so afraid of being the reason others had to feel that pain.#but if someone took away his daughter again. the light of his life. the only thing he has.#if they did that to him on purpose? if they made him go through all of that again *on purpose?*#maybe they deserve it. even if the eggs dont. even if he feels awful about it just moments after.#maybe they deserve to feel what they did to him.#can you tell im in qcharlie mode jsjfjejfhj im losing my mind <3 #qsmp #qsmp charlie #qsmp slimecicle #qsmp charlie slimecicle

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lavellane · 2 months ago

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am i the only one who's genuinely excited for all the inbound datv spoilers 😭

#i love spoilers i love prewatching i love having an inkling of what im getting into #ive also been losing my mind a little bit every day thats passed without new content lol #I FEEL LIKE IM THE ONLY ONE WHO'S HYPED LOL #i also dont believe we are going to learn anything CRAZY. maybe one crazy adjacent spoiler from someone who doesnt know better #but since it seems to be all early game content im not rly that worried yknow.#anyway. TAASH EPISODE TODAY ALSO LOL. AWOOGA

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