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synthshenanigans · 1 year ago

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Johnny Cash doesn't sound like a real name to me anymore I'm too far gone, christ

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marsixm · 15 days ago

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#it does actually feel kinda insane to say that like #maga are nazis and fascists and evil and threatening democracy AND THEN ALSO be like #okay we will not question anything and transfer power peacefully 🙏#over to these nazis 🙏#like i get ittttt i get it but like fjslfjskdjs #if life were a movie youd laud the ppl cheating the system to make sure nazis lose as heroes #and yall cant even like lie in campaign promises or whatever idk #im not advocating a fucking dem january 6th ig but its like #u call someone so evil they must be stopped at all costs and then its like no not those costs tho #yknow what i mean?????????#am i making sense #everything jjsy feels actually crazymaking if u think about it too much

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fraternum-momentum · 10 months ago

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I CANT I CANTTTTTTT I WILL LITERALLY EXPLODE RJIKNHGKRSBKFUCKNHJHFBNJEA JFHBAEJHBFJHBHBHBHBHBBAZHJDBAJHDBAJKHBDJKNA????A//////!?!!!!!!!!??!!???!?!?!??!! I CANNOT I LITERALLY NOT THE CAN I CANTTTTTT RAUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#⚠️WARNING⚠️TAGS R SUPER FUCKING LONG I NEEEEED TO RAMBLE ABOUT LOVE AND DEEPSPACE I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS #SUGGESTIVE ART? NSFW? LITERAL GODDAMN PORN? LIGHT WORK NO REACTION #POV ROMANTIC OTOME GAME SHIT WITH THE TINIEST HINT OF SPICE??? I CANNOT ITS TOO MCUH I ITS AUGHHH IM JNUHJHFUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK #IM LIKE FUCKING PLAYING THIS GAME WITH A HAND COVERING MY EYES WHILE PEEKING ITS TOO MUCH #I AM LOOKING AWAY EVERY SECOND IM NOT STRONG ENOUGH FUCKUNGBHGJGHJHGHGBJJH #I HATE HATE HATEEEEE (not rly) IT WHEN THEY GET NEAR U ITS AUGH ITS SO WEIRD I PUT MY PHONE FURTHER AWAY FROM ME OUT OF EMBARASSMENT #SOMETIMES I LOSE MY IMMERSION AND GET SELF AWARE AND THINK TO MYSELF THIS IS SO FUCKING WEIRD... THIS IS WHY I DONT PLAY OTOME GAMES DUDE #like no hate to otome games its just way too much for me i get way too embarassed abt playing them its def a me thing #ok first of all the combat is p ok actually it reminds me of pgr and hi3 altho i like pgr better :] (lee my beloved)#i did burst out laughing when i found out abt it cause i thought it would be like mysme and its just visual novel shit but its really okay #also i did a bit of thinking as to why i dont find the charas super appealing & its cause theyre obv manifactured to b 'the perfect guy'#like you know how pugs were bred to be cute but end up deformed and stuff? yea kinda like that #im not saying theyre deformed but thats the vibes im getting #deformed pug vibes #the jp vas are pulling thru though #ALSO I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF GACHA pleaseee i alr play hsr + gi + /occasionally/ pgr and stopppp i hate the gamba aspect of the games #AND IM NOT JUST SAYING THAT BC I DIDNT GET THE CARD I WANT #.................. OKAY SO MAYBE I DIDNT GET WHAT I WANT THE POINT STILL STANDS #i like them (reluctantly) all so far ? idk no one is rlly my fav yet tbf im still at ch. 2 so..#theyre all cute ig zayne is nice maybe i dunno i like his shoulders......? hes very cold tho cause haha ice powers #i call him elsa in my head #xaiver is also nice? hes cute? hes sleepy n shit #rafayel is kinda goofy? aloof? but in the 'she's so crazzzzzzzzzy! i love her!' way (look it up if u dont know) and im not super into that #hes the one whimpering though so it is what it is #overall i think ill keep playing until i get the card i want ill also prolly play it on my laptop instead cause its super laggy on my phone #idk how ill deal with the combat part tho but thats a problem for future me lolol #okay yea idk if anyone is still reading this but i dont want my irls to know that im playing this game so here we r #idk why im using the tags to ramble its way more fun like its more casual i think #OKAY YEA BYE #frambling...?

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toytulini · 5 months ago

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i feel like the makeup standards are not necessarily going to get Worse, just. stay the Same. "raised by sephora and ulta" christ alive yall act like this shit is new. as if this hasnt been the standard to blast young girls with makeup ads and shit via magazine and tv and imposed beauty standards anyway. the only real difference is like, idk, accessibility of tutorials for how to apply it well

#toy txt post #spoken as. a no makeup bitch #altho i have also been accused by a terf of wearing a pound if makeup for wearing. visible lipstick in a selfie. and that was It #the actual Beauty Standard has largely stayed the exact fucking same of like making your skin texture as fake as possible #that was the standard back then too but it was harder to achieve /know how to do it cos there werent tutorials the same way now #also yes sephora and ulta are evil and all that but like the same amount theyve always been.#yall really acting like these imposed beauty standards being exposed to children is like a new unique tiktom thing thats never happened #before. and yall blaming instagram are no fuckin better. this has been happening The Entire God Damn Time #also theres something rubbing me about the way this is getting talked about. 'she did all thos other arbitrary bullshit except this #One Thing! the discrimination against this one thing is awful!#and like. it is. but i feel like we could address that while also maybe stepping back a tiny bit further and questioning these arbitrary #standards of professionalism too while we're at it #why does she have to have a blazer either? why do the earrings have to be understated #why do the colors have ti be bland and boring? why does he hair have to be a natural color and gender conforming ?#etc etc etc #like if we're accepting all that other shit the ppl upset about this could acknowledge she might experience similar discrimination for say #very obvious goth or punk-y makeup or anything a little too far outside the bounds of the acceptable beauty standard #everyone is pissed about 'eyeliner sharp enough to kill a man' but theyd be saying nothing if she was discriminated for fuckin #big wings and black lipstick bc well thats Obviously not professional standard makeup. okay?#if we change how we look at professional standards of dress and makeup as a whole to include Fucking Freak Bitches #then it would be a lot easier to include No Makeup in there as welllllll #idk #im a no makeup bitch with blue hair whos only ever worked in warehouses so they didnt give too much of a shit about my lack of makeup #or blue hair as long as i didnt show up in like flip flops which is a Reasonable dress code bc its got an actual fucking reason #(safety so you dont lose your goddamn toes to a box or a grate or some shit) vs it makes the office corpo bros sad #anyway idk if you have the privilege to get away with it i think you should dress weirder in the office to get them used to weirder dress #maybe instead of Suddenly going No Makeup sort of slowly lessen the amount so its not a Sudden change or smth #again: if you have the privilege and job security to get away with it #also also also: easier to get away with if you were to say. mask. js. they cant get mad at schrodingers lack of lipstick

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phagodyke · 3 months ago

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ah shit only just realised its september now.... lets hope the rest of this month isn't like this.....

#just med shit innit. gonna force myself up at my usual work time even tho i have the day off bc I need to be in my routine or ill lose it #i am. very tired and very sad. and thats ok generally im ok ive been keeping myself so busy for weeks and weeks #and im glad im going out n doing shit often n meeting new ppl n trying to focus more on hobbies n get more on the life balance #but whenever i have a moment to stop i still get so sad. ik exactly why theyre all just old aches n wounds i dont want to wallow in them!!#lately its been well under control i only usually have one actual bad day a week and sometimes its not even a whole day #and the rest im.just busy and i dont know if im just avoiding things and its not satisfying being busy bc im still missing out needs #but i cant fulfil them so might as well stay busy and not think about it!!#and its okay its all okay im just so sad right now :-( but im going to sleep soon and then ill be busy tmr so i dont have to think abt it #i wanna ventpost abt it but also i dont rly want to bc findinf the words to talk abt the things distressing me involves thinking abt it #which will just.make me feel worse. and it wont resolve anything bc its all mostly outside of my control anyway just hurts innit #but im trying hard to make my life bigger than it was before even if its still shallow and not quite enough at least it covers more space #yeah yeah we all want to feel genuine connection and wanted and loved but life doesnt often work out like that so.#hands in your pockets player keep it moving. im goiny to brush my teeth and then rly need to go to bed zzzzz #.diaries #hope everyone else had a nice weekend i had a pretty good saturday at least. and played a lot of videogames today so could be worse #very glad i dont have work tomorrow as well thank u past me for booking it off ahh..

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always-a-joyful-note · 11 months ago

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Me, reading the AtoZ story: None of these guys understand how romance or women (aka, they are literally just humans beings like yoursel - human beings just like anyone else) work. Somehow, this explains so much....

#like guys. you are friends with anzu and naru #they talk like girls are some alien species and usually I'd be miffed about it #but none of them probably know how normal boys outside yumenosaki think too #im surprised they didnt go 'girls like monologes and discussions about the human condition right?'#actually the guys gathered for this are probably....ish your best bet at not hopeless #tho i part of mw wants to say nazuna and maybe tomoya are okay but idk #enstars #ensemble stars #fandom spandom #stuff i say #seriously whenever characters go 'idk how the opposite gender thinks theyre such a mystery'#i lose it #all that said this was surprisingly super wholesome #i live for the many characters interactions and crazy stories that happen

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izzy-b-hands · 3 months ago

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I keep forgetting I can't seem to get the current version of xkit to work on my new laptop and going to do stuff that it let me do fjldksafjdlsaj

#text post #im p sure the mutual marker thing was a feature w/them bc i'm missing them on everyone that #as far as I know I was still a mutual with #then again I did drop like. fifteen followers over the last week #but that usually happens whenever I start actually posting my personal thoughts on my personal blog lmao #have also gotten a few messages both politely and not so politely asking me to essentially shut the fuck up re: my personal posts #idk what to tell y'all on that bc like. i have a lot of folks I follow n' enjoy who post just as much /even more than me re: personal stuff #I think im just particularly irritating even when I'm trying really hard not to be and try to edit my posts down/keep them under readmores #but im trying to be better #not trying hard enough tho apparently and this tag essay probably won't help but. idk.#i think we're all allowed to be as irritating/post as much personal stuff as we want on our blogs #but i also think im still operating uselessly on how tumblr was a few years ago. ppl don't like that anymore it seems #and that's okay but I gotta work on catching up to that and do better #anyway. it's possible i did lose most of my mutuals and tbh it's not a big deal it's just a lot of ppl at once like. damn.#makes me wonder what the last straw was just out of curiosity #bc if that's really what happened then im down to like. maybe three or four mutuals left and it hasn't been that low since I first started #on here back in like. tail end of hs beginning of college #I also keep missing the quick reblog feature which was my fave but. someday I will figure out why xkit isn't working for me #and i will fix it. at a time when im not sick and feeling cruddy lol

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lilgynt · 1 year ago

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got un depressed enough to take the dog on a walk immediately got re depressed and had to lay down after letting mom know she didn’t have to walk her tonight

#personal #oh okay thanks mom i frequently flash back to moments with dad at a worrying rate #came home crying yesterday #i’m losing more and more hair in the shower and i’m trying to tell myself it’s not what i think it is even tho getting worse with my ed #am considering just never reaching out to my eldest brother again bc he 180ed during dads thing or like just showed who is he is under #pressure my jobs awful my car is breaking down the dog needs a tooth pulled and my dad is dead #and my mom can’t just keep it straight on if she likes or hates me #or if i’m selfish or not #and ignores me but not cruelly which is worse actually #like my mom stone walling me bc she’s upset or something? okay #it’s so hard to describe like. she cares but she doesn’t #she’ll bring me food or ask how my day is going #but i try holding a conversation or anything and she can’t acknowledge me or turn away from the tv #not even bc she’s mad!! she’s just. not? interested?#i don’t know how to describe it #and im upset she said i was selfish during dads death but she’s a acting like we’re fine now #how are we good. if you genuinely resent me and how i acted during that period how are we good #i can barely talk to you without getting super angry or really desperately wanting you to just. i don’t know not be you? be normal ?

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irlnikeiyomiuri · 1 year ago

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i wanted to yell about how evil trying to get into college is but i just genuinely do not have the words for how dismal this is

#i used to be able to console myself with like. at least its Over after this december but like #it will not be over because i will still have to apply next year because im not getting accepted anywhere this year.#all my personal writing stuff sucks and its not going to get better nd even if it was flawless the max words u can use is like twenty words #okay actually one thing tho. im gonna lose my mind if anyones like wow. u shouldve tried harder to get in...#like. well its a bit difficult to get it taken care of when no ones helping me. i dont have a lack of initiative #its just that im back in eigth grade social studies #and the teacher is still walking away from me while im in the middle of asking her a question #like.im going to do very bad because people cannot play games they dont know the rules of and u are refusing to tell me. ??#not my fault. :thumbs up:

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exandr0th-0f-viscera · 2 years ago

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FUCK I FEEL GUILT ON MY CONSCIOUS. okay so for a TINY bit i pretended to be xander because i didn't want to be awkward. but i feel really guity now. listen im apologising. i am shaking with anxiety. im sure that xander understands. i mean he has pretended to be me before but that is way more understandable than when i did it. im never doing that again i don't think i can take it even IF it makes things 10x more awkward.

#sol txt #get it out get it out getting my demons out #this is my horrible confession.#i cant take this!!!#i feel like a complete faker like im out of my mind cause if i lied here who's to say i havent been lying the entire time.#im a bad person #im awful #oaky maybe xander was PARTIALLY there when i was pretending to be him #but not enough #or. actually im losing track of my own thoughts #i should stop #okay im sorry im ending it here im going to try to be okay #im a liar faker im sorry i wont do it again #xander can pretend to be me though for obvious reasons (tho he wouldnt do that on tumblr i dont think)#tapping my fingers together awkwardly #i have so many things in my head but nothing coming out im mentally a mess #xander's gonna be so disappointed inme #sorry

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jessiesjaded · 1 year ago

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Honestly, the most annoying part of fandom now for me personally is just that... I really don't need to know every detail of the thing I'm a fan of- not to say I don't love learning interesting little things but this obsession with knowing absolutely everything is so draining to me, especially private things. I don't need to know the director of the movie I enjoyed cheated on his wife once 20 years ago. I don't need to know that two actors had a fling once upon a time. I don't need to read every old interview from the guy who created the game I love just because I happen to love the thing he created, if you personally feel compelled to find out every last detail of every person involved in creating something, that's great for you! But please don't expect everyone else to be like that, too.

#idk i think you lose part of the xharm when you do that #and I know!! bc i used to be like that #used to find out every little detail and then i just stopped one day and yk what?#its better this way #being a fan of someone and finding stuff out about them is fine #but im at the point where im more distinctly a fan of the work than the person #idk it just irks me when people try to bring stuff up like... its not my buisness and i dont care #Of course if its something like a person bei g accused of abuse or harrassment etc then yeah i dont want to support them #i.e why i'll never listen to r kelly again #but just little random shit? yeah i dont need to k ow about it i dont want to know about it #its likely to taint shit for me so why would i want to #its like when someone just had to come tell me the voice actor of a character i liked 'cheated on his wife'#okay that sucks I feel bad for his wife i really do #but thats a private relationship issue????#if she wants to blast him publicly than that'd be her right #im not involved tho #also funniest thing about that was the guy was actually in an open sort of marriage so like. who tf am i to judge whatever he and his wife #decided to live like ?????#like again if you told me he got convicted of punching a dog then id be like fuck that guy #but when its just random personal issues ????? why is this any of my business ???????#like I knew everything about kstew once upon a time and now i only know bits and pieces #from when i catch an interview here or there #and i go Oh good to see she seems happier these days #and i leave it at that #idk theres too much information now and i dont want to hear it lol

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technicolorxsn · 2 years ago

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thinking abt leshy inscryption again

#im sparing synthy this time #purely bc these thoughts are reruns #anyway #thinking abt leshys actually just a pretty good guy #he just wants to be a fun and immersive dm. he knows hes in a game hes not actually hurting or killing u its for the fun of the game #nd like. the way he clings to it at the end just. god #also magnificus #i liked him as the wolf but then he was an ass so i hated him but like. him desperately trying to shake your hand and say gg was just- god-#re-earned my respect #hes still a dick tho #goobert + stim mage deserved better #oh and pike mage too ig #theyre not rly memorable tho #anyway. once again losing my mind over 'it's okay. we dont have to keep score'#that being said #he said that directly after i thoroughly kicked his ass with ouroboros so it didnt affect me as much as it shouldve bc i thought #he was just being a pussy abt me beating him #which. ooc but whatever #i think thats one of the main reasons leshys so much better than p03 #hes actually fair #in fact hes often in your favor outside of kcs mod #ouroboros all the puzzles that help you out the fact you can cheese the cards for insane plays #speaking of that #field mice and ouroboros are unstoppable #also in kcs mod if u do it right fecundity is still op and its great #i still lost that run bc i suck at kcs mod but yknow. small victories #completely unrelated but im absolutely obsessed with fishbots shark gun #i wish the wizbot had a wand gun or something #he just has a sentry gun tho :((

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imabiscuitinthousandworlds · 19 days ago

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i am finally discovering a genre of character i actually really relate to! like, i personally relate to them rather than just love them a lot, i can hardly remember when that last happened to me, if ever, so that's cool. unfortunately, that genre of character is "protagonist of a tragedy severely doomed by the narrative and in no small way responsible for their own fate"

#a biscuit's rambles #i meann tbf i dont think its the severe depression they share that gets me #but like. as someone who tends to feel things very deeply and lean into emotions and also teenage hormone bullshit #but who is also severely uninterested in coming of age stuff or ugh romance #these are actually the first characters i remember encountering who were just.#overemotional. unstable. at least a bit depressed. dramatic. occasionally at the edge of losing it. impulsive. chaotic.#and sometimes they hurt people. and their being that emotional isnt usually good! its not like 'oh its okay actually learn to love yourself #the narrative is saying You Need To Get A Grip and thats just.#damn. THAT is relatable #sometimes i get too emotional and thats not always good! i lvoe feeling deeply but sometimes i do just need to get a grip!#and also im a young and unstable person being thrown around in life with no idea what to do next #maybe i have one goal but the rest is like. Happening i guess #and somehow i only see that in my stupid tragedy protags who are dooming themselves (affectionate)#idk. theyre not role models. theyre messy and often stupid and too quick and. theyre incredibly human #also you get a wide range of emotion besides love bc even tho love is very important its far from the only thing happening #looking at you coming of age stuff #(besides the fact that the characters in coming of age stuff usually arent just fucking Weird either so thats already no relatable)#idk i think the last time i looked at a character and went 'oh hey thats me' was when i was seven or eight and i didnt even realise #like only when i reread that book recently #so. idk. its kinda a big thing for me. and also i think its funny as fuck #*reading hamlet * whoa hes like me fr #(okay hamlet not as much as the other guy but still)

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kimmkitsuragi · 1 month ago

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im saurrr tireddddd from the whole week presumably but also like shopping is so draining for me

#it's so embarrassing to go shopping. like wow yes i need to buy things unfortunately haha #yes i will also need to try them on and see if i like them.. and now i look like a fool with my 3 bags etc #another entry on things that are absolutely normal (encouraged even) but to me it's like. crawls and dies #if i have to bother a staff member again soon i will literally die #(remembers she has to go grocery shopping tomorrow and explodes)#also this week was so tiring fr but compared to my past experience w uni it's actually like. not hard or #not a big deal at all. u know #it's still been my most tiring week here so far tho. which is why im complaining #i also think i should stop complaining bc today i learned that #one of my friends was in a car accident yesterday (he's fine now) and THEN lost his bag in the train this morning 😭#im like. okay. u win the struggle award buddy i wont complain abt my week at all #he was way too chill abt it all btw #if it was me i would be like screaming crying throwing up dying coming back dying again #if i ever lose my laptop anywhere...... it's absolutely over #passport and all the important shit too...... i would die fr #🗒#anywayyyyyy now i gotta talk w my group abt the report shortly 😐#and then . idk.#i wanna plan another online meeting w my friend tmrwwwwwwww #but it's so hard now because fuckass tr government banned discorddddddddddd

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avallands-basement · 2 months ago

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look i love making sae be the one who's so in love and showering hajun with so much love and affection but it's much more fun to think that HE fell harder than her

#it's the she fell first he fell harder thing. gooodd hjs have such common dynamic the frustrating and infuriating type #like look at first she have a crush on him right but as a model. that girl is literally a moth she gets attracted by those with light #though at first she admires him as a model and knew him through toma- her kamioshi. though i think... she just starts admiring him a lot?#she literally went through a 'highschool crush' phase but late since she was like. at college 😭#observed him... wow he's a lot similar to her than she thought. that guy puts up a smile in front of strangers and keep people at a distanc #he looked... strangely alone. why? even though he have friends too. she saw herself in hajun and... didnt want to be like him #will she keep putting up a face too? will she keep lying to herself? and would that make her alone in the end as well? she didnt want that.#so shes like yknow what? let's be shameless. her friends had been so loving of her unconditionally.#she thought that they'll leave after highschool and yet... and yet they stayed. they keep approaching her.#and come to think of it... they're always the ones giving effort for her right? when it comes to planning for hang outs-#they're always the one to reach out. never her. shouldnt she return the favor then? love them as much as they love her #pour all her heart out. she used to do it- she can do it again. love people unconditionally without expecting anything from them.#surely this time it'd be different. surely it wont drain her. even if there's a chance they'll leave her- it doesnt matter now.#she knows she gave her everything and that's enough for her. maybe she'll feel better if she had realized this when she was a child...#but that's okay now! so for now! lesson learned: dont be hajun #but also sae. just have a different view of hajun in her head 😭??? like she admits she didnt really know hajun before but actually meeting #him must be so complicated for her lol like this guy used to be her crush! and she got to talk to him but holy shit he's lowkey an asshole😭#not even lowkey but he really is a bitch lmfaaooo so like. damn 'i forgot i used to have a crush on this guy like i used to like him???'#'in what way??? (his looks dont even deny it sweetie)' i think her crush on him in the past made her more snappy towards him now lmfao #like 'gooooddd i used to have a crush on THIS GUY??? that's making me piiisseedd' LMAAAOOO 😭😭#i genuinely have NOOOOO idea how they started having this dynamic but it's just. them lowkey insulting each other? not really INSULT insult #but rather bickering masked by politeness? like 💢^^) (^^💢 selfish ohime-sama vs black hearted prince #but the one who's usually losing here would be sae ngl and hajun's mostly the one being playful tho tbf they CAN calmly talk to each other #sometimes they just become competitive? sae herself is a competitive one at first it would be 'oho~ let's see how long he can keep this up~#to 'give up already!!!! my social battery isn't gonna last long!!!!!!!!' and hajun's just watching her lose it every time 😭😭#ah.... my absolutely pathetic daughter im so sorry..... when it comes to him she gets unreasonably annoyed. just who does he think he is?#and yet she can't even feel arrogant around him. she knows bae are on a different league than her. that's why despite being very friendly a #expressing her admiration towards them she still puts up a barrier around them? it's not that deep she have her own close friends #yumeshipping — hajusae [prri]

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andragoras-in-vanity · 2 months ago

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god i love james wans movies, theyre so bad but so good

#like some of them are bad at being horror but good at being drama and im here for it #i have mixed feelings about the warrens irl but them in the movies 😭😭 i need a husband like that #i hate them they made me attracted to patrick wilson and thats not okay #but fuck by the third movie lorraine knowing him so well she keeps his heart medication in her locket😭😭😭#because he goes running without thought to save her even when she doesnt need saving #even when she CAN handle it herslef she never needs to push through the worry or fear #because he just always instantly there #but as for the annabelle movies i still think the real doll is creepier than the dead silence leftover prop BUT he or someone on his team #knows not only horror but ghosts #and its impressive to me all the things they split between annabelle and the nun/valak that are legitimate haunting experiences #its the room turning darker the longer you look into it amd the horned things smile #and the yellow eyes that they onlt gave to the nun #because i honestly believe that showing it in its true form with all of these traits would give it power #and like...release it #anyway the two movies i wanted to watch arent up for streaming ans im too lazy to get my laptop out for it #cause im actually maybe gonna play a game on it duh #but fuck i do think james wan doesnt pull punches with jumpscares while also creating compelling characters #especially if those characters are fully damned from the beginning #idk maybe i feel this way because of my paranormal experiences but i genuinely do like jumpscare horror when its done well #becayse his is #and also he know how just Bad malignant was and he did it anyway😭#annabell creation was the best by far tho horrorwise #plotwise i do love the conjuring 2 even though they werent involved with the enfield haunting #after their initial interview they werw told to fuck off by the family ans morris rosse was the main investigator #but valak was sexy and it was such a lovely portrayal of their relationship #tbh annabelle is good but it just makes me a little sad because she nearly loses her baby #that stuff kinda gets to me not as horror but as like a personal thing #ill still watch it tho im not a baby i can deal with that shit but just i know i probably cant have kids and wouldnt survive if i tried so #anyway james wan haters get fucked his movies are good when hes the one directing them

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