#maybe I’m a bad person
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sobbing at a book i don’t even like because of a chapter about the author’s dog dying 👍
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Sometimes I look at other peoples art and it makes me wanna kill myself but how am I supposed to die if my art isn’t great yet lol
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#I just feel like such an idiot#did I get led on? was I tricked? taken advantage of?#was a lied to? was I a placeholder#or maybe I was an experiment or a way to bring back the passion in her own other relationship#did she care about me at all? does she care still?#I don’t think she gives a fuck#are the roles reversed now? I was heartbroken for a couple of months last time but at least I became a human pretty quickly again#this time around I’m still the person who got broken up with#but I can almost guarantee that she doesn’t care about me#or think about me or love me or anything#sometimes I post here thinking she’ll see it but I know that she won’t#she’s turned her back to me#I deserve it#I basically ruined her relationship (which she fixed it’s fine don’t worry)#but all I did was be honest#I did everything I could do and say besides literally saying ‘you need to leave them’#I just didn’t want to push her if she wasn’t ready#maybe I’m a bad person#maybe …… maybe I should just sleep#24
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I wanna be so shitty about how veganism didn’t save him from cancer….
best description of morgan spurlock's legacy ever
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I always have a soft spot for characters who have a protective streak for another out of gratitude for their kindness towards them, but Charles’ protectiveness towards Edwin really hits a particular way because it’s so so apparent that it’s specifically about wanting Edwin to feel as safe and as comfortable around him as Edwin made Charles feel in his dying moments. I’m going to shatter like glass.
#and this is exactly why I think the cat king thing bothered Charles so much#‘why isn’t he talking to me? doesn’t he know ive got his back? what could be so bad that he wouldn’t tell me?’#and the devlin house completely uproots his sense of ‘goodness’ and makes it all compound into#‘maybe I’m not a good person and maybe that’s why I can’t help my friends properly’#:(#no further proof is needed that Edwin feels safest with Charles over anyone else#when his first reaction after finally figuring out his feelings for Charles is to immediately want to confess to him#even though he’s scared. he trusts Charles that much that he has to try and tell him right away.#gah. they’re so sweet.#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin payne#storyrambles#dbda spoilers#random thoughts
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perhaps the most important question i’ve ever asked:
does anyone have tips for people trying to stop being chronically late to everything in the world that aren’t weirdly judgmental and aggressive or flat out lies
#when i tell you every single resource i’ve ever found or tried to get through or anyone i’ve ever asked#has been just so. mean about it#not even intentionally#not always at least#but there’s so much inherent shame tied to being late to things or being a person who used to be late to things#that i don’t think people can untie that from their ‘helpful tips’#it’s all ‘i used to also be a lazy uncaring piece of shit! you don’t have to be a horrible wretched loser anymore!’ and it’s like. okay.#you see how that’s not helping. right.#making me feel worse about it is NEVER helpful. i promise you i already have tortured myself over it FARRR more than any ‘on time’ person#ever had#this has been a comic i’ve been stewing on for ages as well but. well there’s of course the shame#idk it’s something that people are always despicably mean about bc fundamentally people who have never struggled with it#see it as a personal choice to be late#and as something one needs to just ‘try harder’ to fix. and that if you don’t#you inherently don’t care about other people’s time or even other people in general#and that feels horrible! it feels really bad!!#i mean i’ve got it from EVERYONE. disability allies. other adhd folks. disability resource offices#it’s something that nobody ever cares to acknowledge or try to accommodate for#bc time blindness and exec dysfunction are NEVER taken seriously as disabilities. they’re always always viewed as a personal failing#and i’m sick and tired of it. bc all this does is make people struggling with this Hate themselves#and worry endlessly that maybe they Are selfish and actually Don’t care about anyone else#there’s a bit too much here to keep in the tags i should really do the comic for adhd awareness month
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the tragedy of James and Mary Sunderland is one of the most heartbreaking and (most importantly) human stories I’ve ever had the joy in witnessing
#they are just two amazingly complex characters#especially James but that’s mostly cause he’s the protagonist#and maybe because I’ve experienced and witnessed the burnout that comes with being a caregiver to someone but it’s just so human to me#and then the guilt you feel when that person passes (even if the circumstances were different) it hits hard#I’m also frustrated that James gets boiled down to the guy who killed his wife#the whole game is exploring WHY he did that and how much he regrets it#and how good people can do bad things#there’s no black and white to sh2 it’s all foggy shades of grey#sorry about the tangent in my own tags#i just think James is neat#like a bug under a microscope#james sunderland#mary shepherd sunderland#silent hill 2#silent hill 2 remake#silent hill
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If it is the case that a promise becomes binding if made in that cave, I have even more of a reason to hate Solomon’s guts. Not only is this pain in the ass TAKING ADVANTAGE of asmo and fucking up the timeline in the process, just so he can get a pact with him and use his power (which later proves to be useless because MC could have done it anyway even WITHOUT a pact with past asmo) but he’s also constantly trying to take advantage of all the other brothers as well, and now MC?? I don’t know what his deal is but I don’t trust him at all and would like to move house pls dia<3
Also, after the stunt he pulled in season 2(?) with Luci and the ring of light, I don’t trust him even more.
At this point I don’t even think he came to the past to help MC leave at all. He really just came so he could have them to himself and take further advantage of them being vulnerable (aka not having their 7 guard dogs around them at all times)
i.e. get them to promise to side with humans, aka HIM, “No Matter What.” In the cave of knowledge where he KNEW MC would be forced to keep it for all time.
Honestly, props to 13, if she hadn’t popped in MC would’ve been fucked over big time;;
I'm pretty sure all this talk about solomon wanting mc to promise him that they'll side with humanity and then mc promising the brothers that they'll always protect them means that in the future they would be a situation where mc has to choose between humans, angels and demons and even if they wanted to side with humans they'll have to side with demons because thirteen said that they shouldn't have had made a promise in that place which I'm sure would be something like if you make a promise in that place then you can't break it.
#obey me#obey me nightbringer#nightbringer spoilers#obey me spoilers#obey me nightbringer spoilers#I hope I got all the spoiler tags#anyway continuing my rant#I do understand that MC is now fucked over in the sense that instead of being forced to side with Solomon/humans they have to side with#demons/the brothers specifically#since they said something along the lines of ‘I promise to keep you and your brothers safe’#or something like that#but like that was their choice. they chose to say that.#if they had promised Solomon there’s a chance it could have been a lie#I mean if it were me I would have promised to appease Solomon#and then just not kept the promise lmao#maybe I’m a bad person#…there’s also a good chance that the punishment for breaking the rooms rule is just being turned into a lil’ D#in which case would be hilarious seeing as how I’ve gotten so worked up over this#anyway have a good day
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Tech Talk P2 finally here!
Donnie still got that sass queen in him @butterfilledpockets
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#how could he not make a rocket arm? he’s got a version of his own#I see these two being the closest in the bent group for some reason#maybe it’s their personalities or maybe I’m just biased for team blurple#b.e.n.t#bad end ninja turtles#future turtles#tmnt#tmnt art#tmnt fanart#tmnt fandom#tmnt headcanons#tmnt doodles#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt leonardo#tmnt donatello#rise future leo#rottmnt#tmnt 2012#2012 donnie#donbot#tmnt au#my art
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one of those nights
#small vent#lately I’ve been questioning things a lot#and this overwhelming feeling of being lonely takes over#and I question myself and my feelings and thoughts on certain things#sometimes i end up thinking im a bad person#the guilt i feel because I don’t do ship art gets overwhelming sometimes#and i end up feeling like an asshole because of it#but I genuinely just can’t (at least not for the gf fandom)#family and platonic moments are just way too important to me#which might explain a small desire wanting to have that but unable to#maybe it’s the aroaceness in me idk#it just gets really lonely sometimes in your own corner#i’m sorry#I know things like this can be annoying but I needed to vent#some more light-hearted things hopefully soon#delete later
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every time someone uses fiddlestan to demonize ford an angel trips and falls and fucking dies
#look guys idc what y’all ship but can we Not be like thus#if I see one more person say ‘fords treated him sooo bad stan would’ve treated him better’ I’m gonna kill someone#I’m not saying everyone does this but there are Quite a few people who are doing this and it just#rubs me the wrong way#time to shut up bella#gravity falls#Stan pines#fiddleford mcgucket#ford pines#whatever I’m maintagging#I’m gonna get crucified maybe but idrc at this point
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mmmmmMMMMMMM
#sigh#I wanted this break to be nice and relaxing#just allow myself to recharge maybe do some silly personal doodles#but we finally got the quote from the mechanic and it’s#it’s bad but it’s either get this repair or get an all new car we can’t afford#this whole month has been a terrible downward spiral and I’m#trying so hard#I’m not well#things aren’t letting up#I have no motivation to do anything enjoyable#nothing feels enjoyable#I just#I want to sleep forever#I don’t want to deal with this anymore#I still can’t seem to get a job#Q’s job is mentally destroying him because of the things he’s now being exposed to#but he’s been trying to get a new job since mid April#I#no longer feel any hope that things will get better#Christmas?#I feel no Christmas joy#I feel no joy#I picked a shit time to get off my meds but#I don’t know I’m tired of taking pills#there’s nothing wrong with needing them I get that but I just#I didn’t want that anymore#sorry I just needed to yell into the void before I lose my fucking mind#I’m fine things will be fine they’re always fine in the end they have to be
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It shocks me that the Hatchetfield fandom doesn’t embrace the fact so many of the characters are garbage people. Max Jagerman? Horrible person, a bully and sexual harasser. So damn fun to watch. Linda Monroe? Annoying Karen mother who’s entitled and selfish. Amazing character, give us more of her being just the worst.
With a series full of characters who span from being assholes to down right evil people, it’s shocking that there’s so much hate towards people who like these characters. Let people like morally bad characters, it’s fun! Hell, make them likable if that’s what’ll make you happy. If you don’t like how someone else sees a character, maybe you’re the problem
Maybe I’m missing the point, I dunno. I love antagonists in any media really, Hatchetfield especially. Let people like the characters they like, hell let them redeem the ones that may be considered redeemable. If you don’t think they’re redeemable, cool. Move on with your life :)
#starkid#Sorry I read the starcanwrecked confessions blog too much#Any time there’s an argument on whether you’re a bad person for liking a bad character I puke in my mouth#You’re not a bad person if you like bad characters#I feel like that’s common knowledge and then I remember this is tumblr#team starkid#hatchetfield#Maybe I’m missing the point#If I am lmk#It’s exhausting seeing the way the fandom just hates on some characters#they’re fictional#remember that#Yknow what character doesn’t have this problem#Ted spankoffski that’s who#Yall see the bastard man and adore him but the second you see Grace Chasity you freak out#Again maybe I’m just missing the point#Idk#tell me why I’m wrong or something#I’d be glad to read why
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Ngl, Viktor vaguely reminds me of Husk from Hazbin hotel. Both grumpy softies :]
On that note, have you heard of the series Helluva Boss :0 ? (It's free to watch on yt)
I don't know your exact tastes in media but the art in the show is incredible in my opinion and the story is cool.
Just wanted to know what my favourite artist though on it if you've ever heard of it. Anygay!
Love your stuff 💙. You keep doing you Cass and i wish you a good day!
I think Victor is more like Tai Lung from Kung Fu Panda. But you have a point.
Yeah, I watched Helluva Boss, but I can't say I liked it much. The animation is beautiful and the art style looks interesting. I can appreciate well-done work, but this show doesn't really make me feel anything. I could have turned on a random youtube video instead and been more interested.
#idk why#maybe because almost all characters in this show kinda terrible#not as a bad written character#i mean as a terrible person#they’re killing/cheating/lying/etc#which is logical bc it’s hell#but it’s also making me so desensitised to all those things#that when I supposed to worry or at least care about them#instead I’m just …eh. whatever#idk how to explain it better#maybe it’s all about my brain being built that way#I like stories that can show me trust and care and kindness#and then make me shake in fear when they threaten to take them away#you know what I mean?
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hello my fellow autistics. i’m asking you a question and giving you two options only sorry but i’m curious if this is just a me experience or just not liking my ex lmao:
i personally thought i would be all about smooching and making out but like. lips are slimy. and i never know what i’m doing sowwwy. 🫣 also my ex used to bite my lips, very hard. what the fuck was up with that
#if you vote pls reblog i wanna seeeee#smooching you on the mouth? having another person’s tongue in my mouth?#hickeys though? great 1000000%. really love giving really love receiving.#this could also be due to just not being used to doing it. but who knows tbh.#iiiiiii don’t fucking know man. i feel like unless i REALLY like you idk if i’d like it#autism#neurodivergent#blah blah yeah u get it#is this embarrassing to post? maybe.#i swear i’m not a BAD kisser it just wasn’t what it was hyped up to be for me#idk.
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