#I want to sleep forever

[quins-makeshift-menagerie]

mmmmmMMMMMMM

[babygirl1841]

I’m so tired. I’m anxious. I want to sleep, but I can’t. I really don’t want to work right now. I feel shit. Like I’m nothing. Worth nothing. Not good enough, ever, for anyone. I feel so vulnerable and small. A part of me wishes I’d continued on the path I started at the end of 2023, where I decided I was going to be strong and independent. But I knew it wasn’t who I am, so I let myself fall and embrace being a baby girl. On days like today I wish I was able to be a strong bad ass woman and not a fragile little girl.

[hisdoll2]

Where can I find a man who will let me lay my head on his lap and play with my hair as he tells me how much he loves me? 💗

[theyhaditcoming]

I hate hustle culture, I don't want a dozen side gigs, I don't want to work 18 hours a day, I don't want to spend what's supposed to be my free time working, I don't want to hustle.

I just want a regular job that pays the bills and that's it. Something to keep me from starving, something to buy a treat once in a while.

I don't need a tesla or a lamborghini, I don't need the newest iPhone, I don't need a mansion or a penthouse, I don't need designer clothes, I don't need millions in the bank, I don't get my nails done, I don't get my hair done, I don't get my eyelashes done, I don't feel the need for these things, it's okay if you do, to each their own, but I just don't.

I just want to make a decent living, pay the bills, buy some good coffee, feed the pets, buy some treats for myself sometimes and that's it. But I can't get a job, I am trying, I am applying, I am cold emailing, and yet I am still pathetic and unemployed, and I have been for so fucking long, my dignity is nonexistent at this point, there's nothing left. I can't take this anymore. I don't know what to do anymore.

[chocochat]

the weekend went by too fast.. take me back to friday </3

[s0ckh3adstudios]

What if the alarm clock said it was 10 am but I said snorkkk mimimimimi

[onishka]

At this point my eyebags have eyebags

[kieren-fucking-walker]

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[hermitw]

Had a dream that Choso was also close to my 2 best friends and I had a crush on him forever so when he said "I love you" to me out of nowhere I was like 😳 what

And then I yelled at him bc I was so nervous lmaoooo we were going to kiss but I was like, suddenly too nervous n said he has to give me time to brush my teeth before he confesses something like that 😭

Also I was rly good at making Sukuna's fingers out of chocolate, I even made a whole hand, and I was going to offer it to him and I wasted the rest of the dream trying to cook for Choso 😒

Even though I noticed he was drawn differently it was so believable bc we had mutual friends, so waking up devastated me smh

[s1ckstrwbrry]

he upgraded so fast but i will never have another chance with someone as beautiful as he is.

[scrimple]

i’ll never get better and it’s genuinely all my fault . i hope i rot

[anwiel13]

I have the same mood as my little Raketa 😴😴

And also hungry as Harpyje 🍽️

[theyhaditcoming]

I often wonder who I would be and what I would be doing today had I had the minimum of support and interest. All the different things I wanted to do, and whenever I showed my work to my parents it was “I’ll read it later” and “not right now I’m on the phone” and many other things of that nature.

I also wanted to try different things, but everything was too expensive apparently (and we had good money, we weren’t poor by any means) or I would hear “so you think everything’s easy, like we can just do what you want?” I was and still am a major inconvenience.

I wonder who I would be if I had a healthy, loving and supportive family. This thought haunts me because it’s never coming true.

[xoxohomicidal-cougarxoxo]

I'm too much of a wuss.

I can't do anything to relieve the pain.

[pleaseget-out]

I’m so tired and In so much discomfort, can someone just take me out back and shoot me?

[motte-the-goblin]

Wake up?

Why?

Just to go to sleep again later?