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enchantedephiphany · 5 days ago

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I really couldn't do any kind of resistance bc just looking at what's happening makes me feel faint. Makes me feel like I can't breathe, like the walls are coming in no way to escape bc its the whole country and it won't stop. I certainly can't stop it

Mental health comes 1st. But they might take access to mental help away.

I see the Russian political prisoners and admire them standing alone against dictatorship... I can yell against dictatorship from afar but if someone was coming to get me for what I said-- I would probably cave right away. Or do nothing in in the 1st place. My arms are so bad I wouldn't do well prison. I wouldn't do well ever in prison anyway. I would be able to sleep even worse too. I would fall apart. I'm practically apart now.

I want to do what I believe in but I am not strong enough even to face it and speak my mind on the internet. I've seen all those cases in russia about ppls words on the internet sending them to prison for years and it terrifies me now that I can foresee it happening here. Undone before it starts

#may get worse #what is this #maga fanatics make me feel like its everywhere #theyll kill anyone against them #like my sisters husband w all the guns #im not strong #i have strong beliefs but #why is my mental health so bad #i can do nothing #i dont wnat to live #i have no supoort system

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complexraspberry · 23 hours ago

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[id: a digital illustration. A screenshot redraw of the photograph found in Lackadaisy Ingenue. It shows a group shot of Atlas with a hat in hand, Mordecai with a broken left arm, a young Ivy, Viktor, and Ruby leaning on the man. The people are coloured in a monotone tan and the background is loosely painted depicting a 1920 car and brick wall. /end id]

I've been a bit rusty in art, so I wanted to try my hand at a screenshot redraw. With that Lackadaisy became my subject matter. The original drawing is below

#lackadaisy #atlas may #mordecai heller #lackadaisy mordecai #ivy pepper #lackadaisy ivy #viktor vasko #lackadaisy viktor #ruby pepper #lackadaisy ruby #image described #one: i never know how to tag characters #like full name? first name only? show then name??#too many options #two: I fucking forgot Viktor's tail #I had it sketched out and everything #I aint drawing it now #three: can not tell if I'm getting worse at image ids or not #am i doing them correctly who knows

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xxplastic-cubexx · 16 days ago

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just wanted to make a color ref for Brain Therapist Magneto from 309 but i needed lights too for some reason

bonus The Flats Only Version

#xmen #erik lehnsherr #magneto #xmen comics #snap sketches #why did half of my beginning tags just get neutralized. tf. now i have to retype them and this tag'll make no sense #anyway 'have you done literally anything but think about 309 since you read it' no . apparently vJARLKAJKL #BUT YEAH I JUST WANTED A COLOR REF IF IM GONNA DRAW THIS LOOK MORE OR WHATEVER #i dont know if i like the yellow dress shirt + pink tie combo ... that's inspo'd from his new mutants headmaster suit + tie..#why does he have to wear a suit under the coat huh .. the thing is i have no idea if he's supposed to be wearing a dr's coat or a trench #i mean he briefly wears his magneto suit when scolding charles so maybe it is a doctor's coat....#doctor makes the most sense to me considering the context so thats why i went all white but... now im not so sure ...#UGH stupid beautiful comic had to be in monochrome. or limited colors whatever #anyway i did start some doodles cause i wanted to post a few 309 doodles but. hm.#i think i might make a separate post for it ... it may be a lil inapropro !!!!#i wanted a color ref in the first place because i was thinking about making a 309 comic but like #now that i think of it if i do that i might jsut do the blue/black thing they did in the actual comic..#idk the thing im doodling now i might do in full color. just for fun #tbh maybe i wont do that comic after i doodle this.. no im lying i still will i still have visions i wanna put in front of my eyes #i can only fall asleep thinking about it so much i need it tangible #if i do draw it i prob just wont post it or ill just share it with select friends. aka like. one vjAELKVJEAKJ #but that's like months from now lbr ok ill still share crumbs with you all !!!!! gimme like. five hours vJALKJAKL #ok bye !!!!!!!!! please enjoy therapist magneto in the meantime #you will not get better as an individual you will get worse

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violet-phoenix-nebula · 7 months ago

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I don't give a flying rat's ass how much you hate Joe Biden.

I don't give a flying rat's ass how you feel about Kamala Harris.

You need to suck it the fuck up and vote for him her in November.

I don't like it either, trust me, but this is the ticket that's being put in front of us.

So go out, vote Harris Biden, then go home and get shit faced after if you need to.

But for fucks sake don't let this entire country turn into a goddamn dictatorship.

And for the love of fuck DON'T SKIP IT!

Edit 7/21/24 - Well...

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gunsatthaphan · 2 months ago

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"finish your chapter first."

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mecachrome · 7 months ago

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guy who doesn't think it's that deep

#oscar piastri #lando norris #logan sargeant #*#TT___TT sorry 2 any1 i haven't responded to my health is so bad right now.... may or may not b getting worse #not sure how much of this wknd i can actively keep up with but !__! save me ojp dry wit

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ohitslen · 2 years ago

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Intrusive thoughts

#nothing like thinking about how it’d be to murder your homie. we all do that aaaall the time right #a passion of mine is writing dialogue in a way that you could interchange who says it and it’d still make sense when it comes to Vashwood #they both get insane intrusive thoughts and that’s a matter of fact #they are turbo traumatized so it’s even worse at times. this is what I would say one of the tamest instances if that means anything #Vash would feel so guilty abt them too. bc they don’t feel like his thoughts. it’s almost as if it was someone else’s #they have pointed their guns at each other but never shoot. the thoughts have lost another day <3 #Vashwood is: having thoughts and rarely do anything abt them (positive and negative)#everybody who has intrusive thoughts say hell yeah. HELL YEAH!!!#gentle reminder that intrusive thoughts are just that and don’t define you as a person. they are. I’m fact. intrusive #intrusive thoughts #cw intrusive thoughts #tw intrusive thoughts #for those who may need to filter those out #trigun #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun stampede #vashwood #trigun fanart #vash #wolfwood #nicholas trigun #lenssi draws #lenssi writes #because I wrote the lines first and THEN I did the drawings #still fixated on Vash’s eyes btw if you didn’t notice

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sunnymainecoonx · 5 months ago

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How many people witnessed softie food addict horror who needed something in his mouth or he would actively kill and turn to cannibalism 🧍‍♀️ or was that just me.... anyways honestly it was silly.. he'd maybe get along with cook horror... I just like fanon crossovers guys*sadge

Anyways canon horror is also silly(really silly. What an asshole, man)(no seriously he's actually such an asshole.. I might love him for that but-) I don't think he would get along with the others(loser)

#me when I acknowledge as many sides of an argument as possible which just makes me confused because I am trying to take off of other people #but they're so diverse that I can't mix all of it and so I don't know how to interpret any characters anymore and what makes it worse is my #ahh not actually understanding people or relationships because I got minimum emotions maximum carelessness but I also love emotions so I #love the psychological torture of all of this but I also don't understand it so I'm depending on everyone else but yet again they're so #mixed I get confused and I don't know how to deal with any of it so I'm just here standing confused screaming in my own mind as I try to #understand how to make it all work together and then #....#Jesus fuck #sans au #utmv #undertale au #horrortale #horror sans #UwU #anyways disregard any ideas I may have ever because they will always change and I don't know what to do anymore.......#bro I'm boutta resort to Wattpad fics.... get ready for Wattpad highschool fic😼/j #I want to do that but I lost my fluidity in writing sighs...#I never graduated from Wattpad sorry guys😔#I didn't do that well drawing canon horror tbh but it'll have to do

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enemywasp · 5 months ago

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I HATE tiktok and the Internet in general rn for the obsession with "oh this person's smellyyy" "Brother it STINKS over here" "BOO 💧🧼🧽🚿" and stuff like that. I wish I could put into words how demeaning and patronising that whole idea is and people implying anyone they don't like doesn't wash.

For one there's something grating about being insulted in a manner like we're in nursery again. But also WHY is that the go to insult. Why do you associate these things? Especially to those you deem "chronically online". Like I don't want to sound pathetic but it feels so nasty to me.

is it extreme to say this feels tied to ableism? And classism too?

#“take a shower” me sitting here with depression and no will to even move rn. That doesnt make me feel worse or anything #dry to wet change is also evil. and i get decision paralysis a lot and just struggle to motivate myself to do basic human tasks #and thats just me #what about the people with physical disabilities that struggle to find the energy and strength to do these things #And also like environmental factors too?#like kids can be unhygienic cause they arent being cared for and learning properly #people with learning disabilities and neurodiversity too may struggle with not being taught properly as its a “basic thing everyone knows”#people are homeless karen.#people cant afford to wash regularly #people grow up or are forced to live in unhygienic places and surrounded by smokers and alcoholics #people who are smokers and alcoholics and generally people with addiction can smell #people with health issues that cause them to sweat more #Like the list goes on #but idk maybe I'm just sensitive #anti anti #profiction #proship #neurodivergent #cringe culture #ableism #classism

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sweepingboy · 4 months ago

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WIP!

“so you would rather get beaten up than accept my help?!”

“I dont need your help getting beaten.”

#because he firmly believes guoshi would never belive and protect him and it’ll only get worse if he tells on them #or he may even lose his job #so Feng Xin can take his concerns and shove them up his own ass #mu qing #tgcf #feng xin #mxtx tgcf #tgcf mu qing #fengqing #tgcf feng xin #tgcf headcanon #hissy kitty cat #that where Feng Xin got the idea he’s too proud for his own good

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boredth · 4 months ago

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Do you plan on making any other cyber-JW characters? I love your style and I'm curious to see how you'd redesign them ^^ (Caine perchance :3)

No but I've been thinking about it all day now thanks

#idea: instead of 'giving' his eyes to the Table #they install this which blocks all vision and disables any optical mods (no getting around it)#unauthorized removal may cause synapse burnouts or worse #cyberpunk 2077 #john wick au #caine #my art #ask

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housecow · 6 months ago

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i actually wanna cry/die rn. i bought a new bed (full size) w a 600lb weight limit. my new mattress only shipped today so i have a twin on the frame atm… the bed frame didnt come with instructions or anything so we kinda just winged putting it together ig but 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

i literally turned over to fall asleep and the main support SNAPPED under my weight. before the actual mattress is even here and idk what to do 😭😭😭😭

#i’m just upset and can’t sleep #my sister and dad can weld so i may ask them to make me a replacement piece. but oh my god #fuck wooden beds #my fault :(((((#i did what i could to fix it and will deal w it tomorrow if it doesn’t get worse tonight lmfao #talk #still hiatus but i needed to get this out

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vhvrs · 5 months ago

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ryoji is like a sleeper cell activation to my brain

#ryoji mochizuki #dork art #pharos #rumbling here abt how i think ryoji is afab and make presenting bc he comes from both kotone and makoto and nyx simultaneously #*male #i mean i think all 4 of those charas are agender but his presentation is instinctively transmasc due to the protags mixed influences etc #i just woke up #ive thought this 4ever btw this isnt new #protags n their love interests have gender fuckery extreme #i redownloaded p3p on my phone so this may get worse. or i may forget ^__^

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aurorangen · 4 months ago

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Still, will this pain ever go away?

Transcript:

[Following the investigation update, I wanted to vent to Nancy. But I stopped when I saw her mum] Janessa: Sweetie [face full of uncertainty] Where are you going? Nancy: Oh! I'm just going to see Vincent for a bit. I'll be back by the evening.

George: [storms out of the house] No you can't. Stay away from him. Nancy: Daddy…why would I do that? George: Vincent will bring danger into your life.

Janessa: We've not heard good things about his father. There are online rumours and all the neighbours gossip about who he is. We looked up the case and Nancy, you're putting yourself in danger being with him. Nancy: What does his dad have to do with us being togethe-… [sees her dad's face and stops]

George: [gets riled up] You can't be with him ok? Your safety is the most important thing to us [softens a bit] Sometimes you have to sacrifice your safety, there are many other people out there- Nancy: B-But what about my happiness? He makes me happy and doesn't that mean-

George: Nancy. Go back inside. I don't want to hear anymore. Nancy: Let me explain [starts crying up the staircase due to frustration] you don't know anything about him! [I sat there with my shoulders slumped feeling like the world was becoming my enemy]

[It was a curse for me to have him as my father: he was just too powerful. Even with him out of my life, his presence still loomed over me as if he was dictating my fate. I turned on my phone to message Nancy]

Nancy: [calls Vincent] Later. At midnight. I'm not changing my mind. Vincent: Nancy don't. I'm going back home, it's for the best. Nancy: [begs him] No please don't go. Stay right there, I'm coming for you now.

[I don't know what changed my mind, but I just wanted to escape for a little while] Nancy: They'll just ground me or take my phone away. They can't stop me from being with you. Vincent: [grabs hand] Let's go then.

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misscammiedawn · 8 months ago

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As an avid "break my spine at 90mph" roller coaster enjoyer I was kinda put out by Jenny taking a pot shot at Six Flags in the opening moments of her new Star Wars Hotel video but the distinction between Amusement Park and Theme Park felt fair and I kinda just let it go.

4 hours later I realize that the entire thesis of the video rests upon that sentiment. If Disney are price locking the theme part of the theme parks then they're basically transforming into themed malls with a couple of tame fairground rides. That's pretty dang inexcusable. Disney Parks are going to cut costs until the point of which Jenny's opening barb at Six Flags will be a *compliment* in comparison... and that's inexcusable.

#cammie posting #jenny nicholson #star wars hotel #I may have no love for Disney as a company or a nostalgia factory #but we're always going to have a piece of our soul in the movie industry #and Disney under Chapek has been a disaster #and it kinda sucks to see #some peoples out there get legit joy from the comforts of themed vacations and rite of passage memories #cheapening that kinda sucks for those who buy in #and as Jenny says #it'll get worse

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zkretchy · 3 months ago

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It's 2am and I can't sleep, have this silly doodle

#art #zkretchy #dragon age 2 #da2 #hawke #anders #kirkwall may be our home and it felt homey in the way that smth is familiar and thus comforting #but also....boi is it a shithole #our shithole(affectionate)(and derogatory lets be real)#everyone: btw kirkwall is a shithole and apparently the veil is fucked there which is why everyone went crazy #its hilarious to start w/ 2 and then go into inquisition #where the first things ppl tell you is that many circles are actually p chill/normal and people were trying to achieve peace #between mages and templars before everything blew up (unrelated to anders)#vs kirkwall where basically the first thing you get told is all mages bad and the circle? even worse actually!#and everyone and their grandmother-mage uses bloodmagic(such evil :O) and turns into a demon one way or another #and the conflict is...there in da:i sure but not as prevelant at the start at the very least #ppl are much more chill about mages minus the rebel ones AND agree that templars can fuck up actually and not be good at their job in any w #diversity win: factions not led by fade-crazed-driven mage nor red-lyrium templar #as of right now....i am not trusting anyone anymore....keeping my eyes on all of my companions now lest they build a bomb again w/out telli

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