#i dont wnat to live

[enchantedephiphany]

I really couldn't do any kind of resistance bc just looking at what's happening makes me feel faint. Makes me feel like I can't breathe, like the walls are coming in no way to escape bc its the whole country and it won't stop. I certainly can't stop it

Mental health comes 1st. But they might take access to mental help away.

I see the Russian political prisoners and admire them standing alone against dictatorship... I can yell against dictatorship from afar but if someone was coming to get me for what I said-- I would probably cave right away. Or do nothing in in the 1st place. My arms are so bad I wouldn't do well prison. I wouldn't do well ever in prison anyway. I would be able to sleep even worse too. I would fall apart. I'm practically apart now.

I want to do what I believe in but I am not strong enough even to face it and speak my mind on the internet. I've seen all those cases in russia about ppls words on the internet sending them to prison for years and it terrifies me now that I can foresee it happening here. Undone before it starts

[frostedpuffs]

IM STILL THINKING ABOUT THE KITTEN

[randomapplekey]

Getting comments that sounds "demanding" makes me feel not great...

Wish they would put the word "can you do-" instead of just "do-" cause it feels like i have no choice >_<

It makes me less inclined to want to do it even more

[candyskiez]

Girl help I am completely giving up 👍

[constructreese]

blech

[cozy-in-my-head-my-bed]

i hope i never stop liking cutesy and child like things even when im 50 or 60 or 70 or however old

[genericventblogname-cockandballs]

This is why I say I need someone to abuse me again but it wand truly a bise and I'm being pathetic over it

[thebigqueer]

Your breakup really really reminds me of my first (and only) wlw relationship/breakup everything you're saying hits home a lot. You will get through it but tbh it's so hard to heal and it still grinds my gears when I think about her and how we broke up. Idk if that helps but I understand what you're going though

YEAH MAN ITS TOUGH OUT HERE FR!!! its not my first queer relationship but like something about this is genuilnely the most world-shattering romantic experience ive had cuz we went into this soooo head over heels for each other like we were literally moving SO fast. and at the time i was like is it ok for us to even be moving this fast (probs tmi but we were literally making out shirtless by like 2nd time we even made out) (probs not a big deal to most people but i experienced a LOT of new things with her that id never experienced befoer & the fact that i was so WILLING to do it so fast was what surprised me the most) but then i was like okk whateverrr i really like how fast we're moving. and i was like 'damn if were moving this fast & if im feeling so good it has to end soon right like theres no way life is going to let me just be happy w this' and then i was like 'no elts not think about it' and then what do you know 5 months later she brekas up w me. and neither of us did anything wrong but it was so random??? like i dont understand how one moment shes telling me how excited she is to spend the entire semester with me and then literally 36 hours later tell me shes not feeling an emotional connection but wont even give us the chance to work it out. i know she also broke it off for personal reasons but its like... this was something we could have TRIED to work out you know!!! maybe it wouldnt have worked in the end but literally nothing felt off to me at all & if id known she was feeling this way i wouldve done my best to make things better. the entire breakup was so sudden and honestly im really not mad at her because i know how nerve-wracking it is to be in your first relationship. i think its just that im really dispapointed she gave up on us so easily you know??? didnt even give us a chance to figure it out

[trafficpan-ic]

My own body system attacking itself just bcs i have stress is crazy

[kilibaggins]

// vent again because im a mess lately warning for suicidal ideation I think is the twrm

[bellflower-goat]

anyways fucking. fucking hell

[robinniko]

why cant i just shut off tumblr live infinitely if i want to, why does it literally only last 7 days when you shut it off??????? i simply dont get it like if i dont want to watch lives then let me shut it off!!!!!!!!!!

[reyndesilly]

Oh No ThErEs A wEnDiGo AnD iTs CoMiNg RiGhT aT mE~

Rey stop using the damn walky-talky to annoy us with pranks

Oh lol nah im actually abt to die but i wanted funny last words-

WENDIGO SCREECHING IN THE BACKGROUND

Uh- nvm i wnat poetic ones- or dramatic ones- or heartbreaking ones- but also funny ones... Welp to fuckin lat-

Dramatic walky-talky cut off like in Jurassic Park

10 minutes lahtur

a slightly distorted voice

Ooufgh- so i have lived to see another sunrise~

No response from Fier, unless you count screams as he went out to look for his brother and got killed by the Wendigo with Reyn’s face

(this is a wendigo/possession au, fier was the first to die followed by a quarter of the camp, the remaining campers fled with Zenu to the northern camp. The southern camp is now a ghost camp, decaying wood and all. Dont misstep either, or a wendigo might appear in the shape of a friendly face <3)

[justcallmesakira]

"WINE AND LOVEBITES"

Sypnosis: You lover bought a new wine today but he prefers tasting something else, afterall it is his birthday.

Genre: suggestive *very*, romance

Warnings: sfw! lovebites, hickeys, reader buys cake from drug dealer ^^

Chuuya x fem! reader (no prns mentioned tho)

A/N: this was actually a gift for @rusmii who is literally DOWN BAD for him. i dont get why you all simp for chuuya! But like it is his birthday sooo!

You adjusted the table to the right size and heaved a sigh of accomplishment. Chuuya was coming home early yonight and whats better than surprising him with a yummy dinner with his favorite wine.

Ding ding!

"Oh! Must be chuuya!" you put out your thoughts as you rush to open the door.

You welcome chuuya's smiling figure inside, looks like he already knew. "Tough day at work, sweetheart"

"i see, well I got the perfect solution to that!" you cheerfully voiced before presenting a wonderful dinner and a cake in the middle of it.

Chuuyas eyes widened with literal sparkles, it was like he saw his friends back again, it felt like it was his first time seeing his favourite movie, it felt like he saw his favourite brand of wine presented infront of him..

No it was better when you were rambling about how hard you worked and burnt the water, your cheerful and ecstatic was way better than any gifts he could receive.

Chuuyas lips met yours which shocked you for a while but you instantly shook your head and sat infront of him.

"Happy birthday chuuya, i am so glad you survived to live this day. I am more then glad to have you sit infront of me with that beautiful smile of yours." you softly smile.

The ginger sits infront of you with a satisfied face.

"Babe did you just read out a Facebook quote which was posted 5 years ago?" he asks blinking to which you only smile.

"shush chuuya, sometimes some things should stay silent like the drug dealer i blackmailed into giving me this cake "

"[name] what"

You two talk over the delightful course of dinner. As time passes but with you two rambling about your day.

The ginger cuts the cake with a swift motion of time. "blackforest? wasnt it expensive, love.

"Your mpre expensive then any cake flavour, chuuya all of the sweetcakes in the world wouldnt be enough for you" you tilt your head at him, a soft smile presented on your lips as a small flash of blush appears in his cheeks.

"goddammit [name], you make me so damn flustered" chuuya sputtered. "good" "GOOD? I am supposed to be the one making you tipsy not the other way around?"

"Too. Bad!" you ended both of yours silly argument before walking to the sink with the dishes.

"Ah that's right I bought some wine today. Could you bring the glasses, love?" he has to give up arguing with you as much as he's a top master at arguments and creative insults, he really doesn't wnat to waste his energy on fighting with his girlfriend.

"Yeah sure" you pick up the two glasses from the cabinet at the top and almost stumble on your feet before chuuya comes behind you holding you in place,hand on waist.

"Calm down (name) I dint want you breaking your back on my birthday" you felt his calm voice hush the adrenaline in your body down as your process whatever in the name of shoujo manga just happened.

His gloved hands pour the content of the wine onto the glass. "only one cup?.."

"We can share" he picks up the glass and gently places you on the counter, taking an elegant sip from the it before pushing it towards your lips.

You hesitate before using your fingers to slightly hold on to the glass before swallowing the red wine.

"But you know (name).." he smirks, a snarky type smirk

"I would prefer to swallow you rather than some cheap wine..." chuuyas breathe smoothes down your neck before you could react, his lips almost attaching itself onto the skin like a leech

You could feel his teeth deepening on your collarbone, as he slowly slips the sweater off your shoulder.

"chuuya.." you softly moan out his name, your shirt only covering your mind breast

His mouth was everywhere on your collarbone, and so was his hand exploring your waist soothingly. Hickeys and lovebites could be seen in your neck, red as wine.

"Let's take this to the bedroom shall we, dear? I need to finish my birthday present properly don't it?"

A/N: sorry this was late guys! Examss

tags: @little-miss-chaoss @inojuuy @terururuko @biscuits-tragic-diner

[lady-of-blossoms]

「 ✦ Whispers of heartbreak 4! ✦ 」

Chapter 4

Ch 1 ch 2 ch 3

Thats enough, thats the fucking end, you walk out the room door and into the living room, there stands gojo, comforting Rebecca.

"EVEN ON THE WORST DAYS, DID I DESSERVE IT?, ALL THE HELL YOU GAVE ME" you cried out to gojo, your cheeks glistening with tears

"Y/N, please the baby is crying, and so is Rebecca" he said calmly, as he hugged Rebecca

"I REALLY WNAT TO KILL YOU, WIPE YOU OFF OF MY EARTH! CAN YOU CHEAT FROM 6 FEET UNDERGROUND? CAN YOU GOJO?" You screamed, your Voice hoarse and raw.

"Shut up, you usless little shit" Rebecca spat at you.

"Oh shut the fuck up Rebecca, we both know that baby isnt gojo, all good girls go to hell, dont say i didnt warn ya"

Rebecca fake cries into gojo’s shoulder, and the baby cries too.

"Im not your friend, you think toure the man, we Are not the same." You said as you flipped both of them

"Y/N, dont you dare" he said taking a step forward with a daring look.

"Get my pretty name out your Nasty mouth, you wanna know something gojo, that day When you and that bitch Rebecca told me to babysit, yeah, i went to the Club and slept with Toji, i think its fair that, you Get to sleep with Rebecca and i Get to sleep with Toji, you for Rebecca knocked up with youre baby, now he got me knocked up, guess what motherfucker, YEAH, i AM preganant, out of all odds, I AM PREGNANT, AND ITS NOT YOURS" you laugh maniaclly, and point at gojo’s reacting, that making you laugh Even more, and Even louder.

"…y/n….what..?" He said nerviously and takes 3 steps back, breathing heavily

"Fuck you, fuck you very very much, ‘cause i hate what you do and i hate youre whole crew so, please dont stay in touch, fuck you, fuck you very very much, ‘cause your Words dont Translate and its getting quite late so, please go fuck yourself gojo!" You say as you skip out of the living room smiling and skipping to your room.

Your turn around "OH!, AND BY THE WAY GOJO, REBECCA’s BABY DADDY IS HER EX!, IT ISNT YOURS, TAKE A DNA TEST, I AINT LYING, WOMPITY WOMP WOMP MOTHERFUCKER" you laugh and close your door.

Taglist: @qashmer @sukunaspillow

Ps: sorry about the shortness again, college😇😔

Songs this chapter was based on!

[hollowedmind]

Meet up

I really wanted the kids to be able to meet their other selves mostly because of how each side envies each other. For example the kids all want to be human again they all want to grow old and live life outside of the hollow and to add more you could add they want skeet back too, if weirdy wasn't able to bring him back.

for the RL kids it gets deeper. RL reeve and adam could still be fighting so both of them could want the freindship they have digital but even if they do make up without all the cahrcter development the realtionship wil stay the same as it was or even more strianed. They never be the freinds they once were after how long they spent apart . Adding to that they both( more so adam) want the courgae, confidence and strethgh they now have and the fact they can feel vauldeble. they dont hav that in real life and it what causing them to act the way they do.

for RL mira she wnats the peace, the happiness that everthing okay. her freinds are getting along, she dosent have to pick sides for once she not in the miidle. she wants that tranquilty.

RL kai and vanessa are pretty similar. kai envies the fact he no longer has to deal with his parents and the fact that he's happy. has friends who care about him, who know him, who laugh at his jokes and most importantly not leave him for being a replacement. he wants that. For vane its similar in the digital world she free of her parent and can be herself her real self and has people who truly care, and it makes here angry. Because in real life she probably had to quit playing because her parent was right it was a waste of time, and she never had and charter Develpment meaning she the same manipulative angry girl possibly even worse.