#mary x emmeline angst

[archerzstarz]

Remus 'you were a wonderful experience' Lupin + Grant 'you were everything' Chapman

James 'you were a wonderful experience' Potter + Regulus 'you were everything' Black

Barty 'you were a wonderful experience' Crouch Jr. + Evan 'you were everything' Rosier

Lily 'you were a wonderful experience' Evans + Mary 'you were everything' Macdonald

Regulus 'you were a wonderful experience' Black + Barty 'you were everything' Crouch Jr.

Mary 'you were a wonderful experience' Macdonald + Emmeline 'you were everything' Vance

James 'you were a wonderful experience' Potter + Peter 'you were everything' Pettigrew

Sirius 'you were a wonderful experience' Black + Regulus 'you were everything' Black

[myriadparacosm]

Update Black Beats Black Chap. 6 - Hanahaki AU

@tettlod (I'm tagging you as requested from the small snippet)

Sorry for the delay, this isn't even the whole point of view of Remus but it was getting too long and for readers' comfort I will try to make this story shorter

[remushrts]

Obliviate - emmary

— pairing(s): emmeline vance x mary macdonald, ex!marlene mckinnon x mary macdonald, ex!lily evans x mary macdonald (it's a lot yes)

— a/n: this is SO angst and i'm so in love with the hc that mary obliviates herself. hope you enjoy because this literally teared my heart open and i might be starting to realize i'm a mary's kinnie

— summary: mary's last night is the night emmeline dies

To Mary, it's the middle of the night. To Mary, it's October fitfh year and the summer before that, to Mary, it's the day she receives the news that Lily is dead. It's Lily being dead all over again. It's Marlene telling her that she thinks she can't love Mary the way she wants to be loved, it's her kissing all the tears that fall from Mary's eyes like she's trying to kiss it better. It's Lily's last hug before they went into hiding, it's the phone call she never got to give them. It's her voice that was never heard a last time, it's baby Harry's hair that she never got to mess with. It's her dad's cloudy eyes before he passed, her mother's trembling hands as she held Mary's, it's Dorcas' promise that they would throw a birthday party to Pandora that year. It's all being taken away from her at once, brutally and without warning. Again. It's all again.

The night Emmeline dies Mary feels the grief awakes in her body so strong it shakes the entire neighborhood awake. She feels the death of every person dear to her over again, like her mind awoke with grief all of her dead, just to kill them a little more. The years that eased into Mary's mind did little to her memory. So, she knows what's coming. She did for a long time now. She knows what she has to do.

Her hand doesn't even tremble as she reaches for her wand. She wonders what it would feel like, she did even when Emmeline was here with her. Mary was a fighter, all of her life. She didn't back down all these years, she didn't run, even if every single nerve on her body was telling her to. Mary lost everything. She was about to lose everything forever. But she made up her mind.

If Emmeline was there, Mary knows what she'd say. Mary asked her not a week before. "Would you do it?" Emme's voice shook, tears on the brink of falling as she nodded. "Yes... I just wish you wouldn't ask me to. I'd... Miss you a lot, you know?"

Mary tells herself that it doesn't matter, because Emmeline was as dead as they come and she was not coming back from the dead just to do it for her. Maybe she should've asked it sooner, maybe she should've never asked it at all. Mary never doubted of Emmeline's love, but love could only go to a certain length, and their were no different.

Mary's hand stops at her temple, her wand just about to touch her head. She imagines it as a gun. Her last breath as Mary MacDonald is a shallow and short one, one that doesn't do her justice. Then, simple as that, Mary says it. Obliviate. Simple as that, there is no more Mary.

The first breath the stranger sat on a bed she doesn't recognise is a deep one. She doesn't recognise anything, and she doesn't recall picking up a stick or a photograph, but there they are, just in her trembling hands. She doesn't remember coming in, or sitting down, or how did she got here in the first place. She let her hands rest on the mattress below her as she toss the stick to the ground. Another deep breath. She gets up, folds the photo of several people she doesn't know and puts it on the nightstand.

Mary MacDonald leaves the house without any idea that it once was hers.

[izels-writing]

s. black — i’ll see you around

Pairing: sirius black x fem!reader

Summary: whoever said love was easy was lying, especially to sirius.

Warnings: ANGST with NO happy ending, i felt so bad writing this, y’all can blame the guy who was a dickhead to me, (TW) alcohol use, i felt so bad writing the bimbo part, listen to the 1 by taylor swift or the one that got away by katy perry to get a REAL experience

you felt tears brim your eyes, a burning heat in your chest as his worlds echoed in your head. you felt nauseous, unable to meet sirius' eyes. you couldn't look at him.

we're just not right for each other right now.

"y/n, please look at me." sirius pleaded.

you blinked, letting the tears fall as you looked up at him. a part of you was furious, wanting to throw any object you could at him. how could he pursue you? how could he...knowing this was his ultimate ending with you?

"fine, we're done," you replied, sniffling quietly. "uh, i'll see you around." you added, looking at him one last time and leaving his dormitory.

you walked past your mutual friends, not daring to spare a glance at them. you ignored their calls and ignored marlene and lily as they tried to run after to you, to no avail.

you needed time. time alone.

——

FOUR MONTHS LATER…

"come on, you don't want to go out tonight? this band is playing at the pub tonight! you'll love it!" marlene exclaimed, throwing your duvet off your body. you groaned loudly, attempting to pull it back on.

you glared at marlene through half-lidded eyes, "i want to nap, leave me alone," you muttered.

mary sat in the chair of your vanity, legs crossed—showing off her gogo boots. she smiled softly. "y/n, you can't become some shut in for the rest of your life because of sirius black..."

you rolled your eyes internally. "i'm not a shut in because of sirius,"

truth be told, you were. not necessarily a shut in, but for four months, you hadn't opened yourself up to anyone else. not platonically and certainly not romantically. maybe in your young mind, you were wrong and dramatic, but you were convinced that he was it for you. and now that you didn't have him? well, you just felt stuck.

"then come out with us tonight, find a guy to shag! sex away all your problems!" marlene grinned.

"or girl," mary suggested.

"for the last time, mary, your dream of y/n being gay just isn't happening!" marlene scolded, throwing abt-shirt toward mary. mary laughed and dodged her t-shirt, sighing, "a girl can dream..."

"if i go out for two hours, will you let me be?" you huffed, sitting up in annoyance and staring at blonde and brunette with frustration. they glanced at each other before turning to you, nodding vigorously.

"fine," you muttered, moving off the bed. "give me two hours to get ready,"

marlene squeaked with joy.

within two hours, you were ready for a night out on the town. you wore dark sultry makeup, a mini black dress, cute heeled boots, and a cropped band tee over your dress. you hair was pulled back into a bun, with two pieces of hair framing your face.

with the magic of apparition, the three of you were in front of the pub in no time. you entered timidly with your ecstatic friends, who quickly met up with your shared group of friends. in one side of the pub sat peter, remus, james with lily in his lap, dorcas, emmeline, and...sirius, with a girl in his lap.

"look who we convinced to come out tonight!" marlene grinned, enjoying the happy cheers from their friends as you appeared beside mary and marlene.

"doesn't she look ravishing tonight?" mary grinned, kissing your cheek before joining emmeline in her chair.

lily, likely feeling your uncomfortable energy, smiled and got up from james' lap. she pulled you into a hug, "hey, love! how are you? want to get a drink?" she asked, you smiled in return.

"i would love one," you replied, avoiding looking at sirius and the girl on his lap. the girl was certainly looking at you. she guided you to the bar and ordered you both a vodka cranberry.

"how are you? with all that, i mean," lily asked. "i know you didn't want to come tonight, but i also know marlene and mary can be persistent,"

you laughed and nodded. "that they can. it's fine, they've got good intentions,"

lily leaned closer, smiling softly. "i know it's hard seeing him, but i'm here if you need me. also, don't pay attention to the bimbo attatched—i can be mean to her if you want,"

you chuckled. "lily, that's really not necessary,"

lily looked at you innocently and wide eyed. "oh it's no problem," she shrugged. "i was already planning on being mean anyway,"

you laughed, clinking your drink with hers softly as it was placed in both your hands. "evans, have i ever told you how much i love you?"

"no," she grinned cheekily. "but i already know."

——

“how have you been?” sirius asked, looking at you as you diverted from james’ animated retelling of his quidditch game. straight after school, he’d been scouted to join a national quidditch team—and lord knows how talented james is.

“fine,” you replied, subtly taking notice to the fact that aleesa had gotten up to get another drink at the bar. she had been giving you glares every time you even looked at them. no wonder he was talking to you.

“just fine?” sirius grinned.

“yeah, just fine,” you replied curtly—taking another sip of your vodka cran that actually tasted like rubbish. but given you only turned 18 a few months ago, it was the only thing you really felt courageous another to order at a bar.

he grin fell slightly. he wasn’t quite used to your cold nature toward him. you had seen each other on and off the past few months, but since your friends less than favored the tension, they didn’t invite the two of you together for many events. sirius was used to the soft and kind-hearted you, the only that massaged his scalp during movie nights and smiled at his every joke. not the you that hardly looked at him and couldn’t even pretend to laugh at his jokes.

god, how could he not miss you?

perhaps you were the problem. perhaps you were too self-centered, perhaps you should let go of this relationship. but he was your first everything, how could he let go so quickly when you struggled to even glance at old pictures of the two of you?

suddenly, you felt a figure loom beside you. you looked up, smiling at the handsome young guy who had come up to you with a smile. he was certainly brave, doing it in front of your friends.

“hey, love,” he grinned, his green eyes scanning you.

you smiled slightly, looking up at him with confusion yet amused. “hello…?” you paused, waiting for his name.

“luke,” he replied shyly.

you smiled. “luke, lovely name.”

“i bet yours is even lovelier…?” he paused as well, waiting for your name. you chuckled, cradling your drink close to you like some form of comfort.

“y/n,” you replied.

“and i was right,” he grinned. “wanna dance?”

“actually, we were—“ sirius began, but lily put her hand on his shoulder and he looked at her confused. like this was something he wasn’t supposed to intervene in. like his attempts to help you were selfish intentions.

“i’d love to,” you smiled, putting your drink down and taking his hand. he was kind, so far, and tall and handsome. how could you say no?

you quickly joined luke on the dance floor, dancing along to the live music—joining everyone else in their drunken night of dancing and singing. he held you close, and the two of you talked, you laughing quietly yet noticeably at his jokes. he seemed to enjoy your company as well.

sirius watched the two of you from afar, and one thing became obvious. as the music was drowned out by his racing thoughts, as he suddenly felt no wanting for the girl by his side, and as he felt a cold rush envelop his body—it was then he realized.

he had made a mistake breaking up with you.

bonus;

“i sure hope you can come, and bring a date!” you smiled, handing sirius a lively, white and blue invitation. as soon as he saw you and luke’s name on it, he began to feel sick.

sirius chuckled. “and if i can’t find one?” he joked, hoping to ease his own tension.

“you’ll find one,” you smiled.

except he didn’t want another date. he wanted you. for the past four years—all he’s wanted is you. how could he attend? attend you and another man getting married?

“or, of course, you can come alone,” you suggested, feeling an unease in the air as he stared at the invitation. “i’m sure most of my cousins would fancy a dance with you,”

he chuckled. “you think?”

you chuckled. “you’re a very handsome man, sirius, don’t forget that.” you joked, patting his shoulder before standing up from his couch. “well, i’ve got to deliver the rest of these—i’ll see you around,”

and off you were.

and with a frown, sirius took a sip of his tea—staring hard at the invitation in his hands, attempting to trick his mind into seeing his name beside yours.

[eden-writes-stuff]

REQUESTS OPEN

Edit: 02.12: I still take requests, they just take a little longer than usual, because I'm currently also writing the christmas specials, so please be patient with me, thak you <3

I`m currently in my marauders phase, so I will mostly / only write stuff with them. I can´t promise to write all requests, but I will do my best to write them out and if not, give you some notes / headcanons on it.

I write fluff, angst, smut, aus, basically anything, just tell me what you want.

I will also make anyone any gender you want (idc, if they´re trans or nb or genderbent)

Usually it takes me 4 to 9 days to write something. Depending on my mood and time.

It would also be nice, if you reblogged what I write for you, so that my work gets out there and more people see it and then more people send requests. Reblogs help more than likes.

Romantic Ships (just my main ones, you can request others and I'll see if I life them):

remus/sirius

james/lily

barty/evan

barty/sirius

barty/regulus

emmeline/marlene

barty/lily

james/regulus

docas/marlene

lily/pandora

lily/regulus

lily/mary

marlene/mary

lily/james/regulus

What I will NOT write!!!!:

Snape

age gap (:2-+7-rule)

minor x adult

incest

rape (it's fine if it's part of an angst/ hurt/comfort-ask, but I will not romanticise it)

Current WIPs I might post about:

Power of Gods (MCU) (Loki x Romanoff!OC, up on ao3 and wattpad)

The Black Dog (working title, not uploaded yet) (marauders, modern muggle coffeshop AU, wolfstar)

[marylily-my-beloved]

Had an anon ask for marylily fic recs but it sadly deleted so I'm just gonna post some recs

Running to the end by friendofthefrogs word count: 82,180. A overall pretty good fic, has bits of angst and fluff. Mary and Lily figuring out their relationship in Hogwarts before the war.

Still king's cross (and pulling heartbreak out of hats) by onelastgo (@youcouldsayimalesbian here on tumblr!) word count: 36,484. While this is still in progress I LOVE IT! This is a marylily fic where we see how they interacted over the summer with letters + how they are now in Hogwarts

Silver Springs by tastenostalgia word count: 168,161! This one is a nice long one, and I really like it! PLEASE READ IT OMG

sorry oh anon this is all I have, turns out a fic that I thought was marylily was acc Mary x emmeline but I don't think anon would've wanted but I will still include it in

The show must go on by atlasdoe (@atlasdoe here on tumblr!) Word count: 28,023. I love this one, and also an amazing rare-pair. This is an amazing murder mystery and also just like fantastic! please go read this guys omg

[withtheoldstars]

okay!!! part two!!!

this is rare poly ships <3 you can either rate them or give your opinions on them- whatever works for you :D

silverrosedagger (xenophilius lovegood x evan rosier x barty crouch jr)

jegudora (james potter x regulus black x pandora lovegood)

silverstarcaptain (xenophilius lovegood x sirius black x frank longbottom)

moonrosekiller (remus lupin x evan rosier x barty crouch jr)

marpanlily (mary macdonald x pandora lovegood x lily evans)

emmarylily (emmeline vance x mary macdonald x lily evans)

political party (evan rosier x peter pettigrew x barty crouch jr)

alilycissa (alice longbottom x lily evans x narcissa black)

peterpanbill (peter pettigrew x pandora lovegood x sybill trelawney)

jilypad (james potter x lily evans x sirius black)

wolfstarbuckstail (remus lupin x sirius black x james potter x peter pettigrew)

rosestarkillerchaser (evan rosier x regulus black x barty crouch jr x james potter)

(also these are just random i don't like/agree with all of them i'm just curious what other people think lol)

yet again the coloring took forever lol

alright let's go hahhaha

again don't care much about Xenophilius lmao so any of the ships with him are a no for me i guess

i guess James x Regulus x Pandora i don't see it because i like best friends Regulus & Pandora

i honestly can't see any of the marauders with Barty or Evan

okay Mary x Pandora x Lily it's awesome!!!

i really like Emmeline & Mary, but for some reason, i don't see Emmeline & Lily

political party? omg lmaoooooo who came up with that? but yes i see it!

i don't see Lily & Narcissa, but i am into Narcissa & Alice

okay i could see Peter x Pandora x Sybill!!!

i'm really picky for Lily, so i don't see her with Sirius

and some marauders angst i can see that lmaooo

okay, i guess this is it hahhhahah

[solemnlyswearnogood]

Someone give me a fun little marauders scene to write and ill add it somewhere into my wip. Could be angst, could be fluff. (Nothing like smut cuz i will never write that bit you get my point). It can be of anyone (In the marauders era), Wolfstar, Jegulus, Dorlene, Rosekiller, Marylily, Pandalily, or Emmeline x Mary (cuz im obsessed with all three atm). Literally anyone and anything (Magic au tho, not modern)

This isnt me running out of scenes, this is just me running out of fun scenes. Entertain me

[ao3feed-jily]

Dorcas My Dear

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3f27258

by FroggieFreddie69

This is a collection of memories set in the Marauder's Era, from Dorcas Meadowes' point of view, mainly. I've added my own details here and there since we don't actually know much about the Marauder's time at Hogwarts, otherwise, this is pretty canon-compliant. 1971-1981

Also, this is a Dorlene (Dorcas x Marlene) fanfiction. It's kind of slow-burn, but I promise it's worth it.

Words: 2453, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death

Categories: F/F

Characters: Dorcas Meadowes, Marlene McKinnon, Sirius Black, James Potter, Remus Lupin, Lily Evans Potter, Mary Macdonald, Emmeline Vance, Peter Pettigrew, Severus Snape, Goyle Sr. (Harry Potter), Evan Rosier, Sybill Trelawney, Davey Gudgeon, Amos Diggory, Alice Longbottom, Frank Longbottom, Narcissa Black Malfoy, Andromeda Black Tonks, Bellatrix Black Lestrange, Regulus Black, Minerva McGonagall, Horace Slughorn, Albus Dumbledore, Filius Flitwick, Mulciber Sr. (Harry Potter)

Relationships: Marlene McKinnon/Dorcas Meadowes, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, James Potter/Lily Evans Potter

Additional Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Canon Compliant, Fluff and Angst, Fluff and Hurt/Comfort, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Marauders Era (Harry Potter), Marauders Friendship (Harry Potter), Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Canonical Character Death, Requited Love, First War with Voldemort, First Kiss, Female Marauders (Harry Potter)

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3f27258

[ao3feed-snape]

Dorcas My Dear

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/3f27258

by FroggieFreddie69

This is a collection of memories set in the Marauder's Era, from Dorcas Meadowes' point of view, mainly. I've added my own details here and there since we don't actually know much about the Marauder's time at Hogwarts, otherwise, this is pretty canon-compliant. 1971-1981

Also, this is a Dorlene (Dorcas x Marlene) fanfiction. It's kind of slow-burn, but I promise it's worth it.

Words: 2453, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death

Categories: F/F

Characters: Dorcas Meadowes, Marlene McKinnon, Sirius Black, James Potter, Remus Lupin, Lily Evans Potter, Mary Macdonald, Edgar Bones, Amelia Bones, Benjy Fenwick, Emmeline Vance, Peter Pettigrew, Severus Snape, Goyle Sr. (Harry Potter), Evan Rosier, Sybill Trelawney, Davey Gudgeon, Amos Diggory, Alice Longbottom, Frank Longbottom

Relationships: Marlene McKinnon/Dorcas Meadowes, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, James Potter/Lily Evans Potter

Additional Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Canon Compliant, Fluff and Angst, Fluff and Hurt/Comfort, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Marauders Era (Harry Potter), Marauders Friendship (Harry Potter)

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3f27258

[bunbunbl0gs]

marlene McKinnon 🚬🍒❤️

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[ao3feed-snape]

dragon's princess || marauders

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/371mKZX

by 00flower_power00

where the Dragon's princess falls in love with Remus Lupin and Sirius Black.

─remus lupin x oc x sirius black ─00flower-power00 © 2021

Words: 4597, Chapters: 2/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Underage

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M, Multi

Characters: Original Female Character(s), Original Characters, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Lily Evans Potter, Severus Snape, Peter Pettigrew, Mary Macdonald, Emmeline Vance, Marlene McKinnon, Dorcas Meadowes, Regulus Black

Relationships: Sirius Black/Remus Lupin/Original Female Character(s), Sirius Black/Original Female Character(s), Remus Lupin/Original Female Character(s), James Potter/Lily Evans Potter, Marlene McKinnon/Dorcas Meadowes, Mary Macdonald/Emmeline Vance, Peter Pettigrew/Original Character(s), Regulus Black/Original Male Character(s), Sirius Black/Remus Lupin

Additional Tags: Polyamorous Character, James Potter & Lily Evans Potter Live, Peter Pettigrew is a Marauder, his betrayal hurts for some reason u know, Angst, First War with Voldemort, Pre-First War with Voldemort, the Gibbethons hits different, Marauders Era (Harry Potter), Eventual Smut, wattpad is shit, Regulus Black Lives

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/371mKZX

[ao3feed-jily]

dragon's princess || marauders

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/371mKZX

by 00flower_power00

where the Dragon's princess falls in love with Remus Lupin and Sirius Black.

─remus lupin x oc x sirius black ─00flower-power00 © 2021

Words: 4597, Chapters: 2/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Underage

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M, Multi

Characters: Original Female Character(s), Original Characters, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Lily Evans Potter, Severus Snape, Peter Pettigrew, Mary Macdonald, Emmeline Vance, Marlene McKinnon, Dorcas Meadowes, Regulus Black

Relationships: Sirius Black/Remus Lupin/Original Female Character(s), Sirius Black/Original Female Character(s), Remus Lupin/Original Female Character(s), James Potter/Lily Evans Potter, Marlene McKinnon/Dorcas Meadowes, Mary Macdonald/Emmeline Vance, Peter Pettigrew/Original Character(s), Regulus Black/Original Male Character(s)

Additional Tags: Polyamorous Character, James Potter & Lily Evans Potter Live, Peter Pettigrew is a Marauder, his betrayal hurts for some reason u know, Angst, First War with Voldemort, Pre-First War with Voldemort, the Gibbethons hits different, Marauders Era (Harry Potter), Eventual Smut, wattpad is shit, Regulus Black Lives

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/371mKZX