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once again i really do think armandās morality and view of his own morality is summed up by āi tried to be good, am i no good?ā because he KNOWS heās not, but he so desperately wants to be good in any way he can be, so that he can be desired. and this in turn means he is deep in denial about any bad he has done other than the deep seated feeling that he is simply ābadā as a vague concept and not the sum of his actions. anyway whoās up thinking normal thoughts about characters.
#this is why he cannot admit to himself that he has done wrong and might not necessarily view his actions as bad or as his fault#even when they are.#he doesnāt think he can do bad because he wants so much to be good. he just thinks he IS inherently bad#which was also part of the CoD ideology but really that belief comes from before. possibly even before marius but definitely after vampirism#HOWEVER whats also interesting is a lot of what happened TO him he cant view as bad either for a multitude of reasons#so he thinks of them as love and that his belief of love and goodness. which is actually bad#thus him wanting to be good is his view of āgoodā which is not good at all#GOD heās so messed up#this is another reason i believe he is religious in showverse because this is strongly tied to religion#āarmand isnāt actually muslimā SHUSH. to ME he is.#does any of this make sense or am i just saying words#iwtv#amc iwtv#armand#tvc#meta
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and then they kiss or something
#ok so fun fact this was drawn WAY before i watched the episode where they have a fun little nightmare where the sky bleeds#and then there was that fun little silly moment when marius (in a State of Mind) is failing to stop himself from consuming blood and#in order to stop himself he ends up grabbing jericho by the lapels etc etc#when i tell you i jumped in my seat when that happened because how did i predict that action#completely different context but still#legends of avantris#edge of midnight#ol' jericho sticks#marius renathyr#virgil#jericho x marius#< technically#do they have an actual ship name or? ive just been calling them jerichus or lethijerichus for them plus lethica but its not very metal#staring at them and kicking my feet giggling
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Okay so I had heard that Hugo fucked but nothing could prepare me for actually reading up on it. THIS IS THE GUY WHO KEPT PRAISING CHASTITY???
#Bro has not heard of āwrite what you knowā#but how. how did he write Jean Valjean as a virgin how could he percieve the existence of chastity WHEN HE HIMSELF FUCKED THREE TIMES A DAY#iām not saying that is the biggest difference between him and Jean Valjean but iām sorry this is bigger than class difference#iām kidding#mostly#I am agogh. I am aghast.#Marius is his self insert#and yet. he is a good little christian who marries before bedding. you lying little bastard#fucking fucker.#the brick#les mis
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while i think we SHOULD blame marius, i think pushing valjean away makes sense from him as an emotional response. marius has an expectation and anxiety of rejection, and he deals with his problems by running and fixating on something that will āfixā him. jean valjean is the first character marius can emotionally view as a fatherā except for maybe mabeuf, whoās now dead. his apprehension no longer has a place in himā of being a good enough son for guillenormand, who now accepts him (though i donāt think marius is over this) or being righteous for his father, after the barricade. he can just be. jvj, as cosettes father, and therefore trustworthy, is the first father figure he can believe in, despite mariusā mistrust of adults. then, jvj says heās a criminal, and unfortunately his self-esteem making him seem worse than he isā¦ and also, marius believes he kills javert. while marius SHOULD have tried to get more information, his response is to do what he has always doneā take action through himself, not authority. when his father(s) could not protect marius, he walked out on his own. if jvj cannot/should not protect cosette, marius will. jean valjean being a criminal is more than him being a bad personā itās him being a bad father, like guillenormand and theoretically, georges. pushing valjean away is a horrible way to āprotect cosetteā because unconsciously, itās to protect himself.
#this is NOT in defense of marius#heās wrong#heās just good at deluding himself#and letting his fear get the best of him#and is perpetuating the cycle that has made him this way#les mis#marius pontmercy#jean valjean#idk which segment to tag this as#lm 5.7.2#?#les mis letters#marius def refers to his life as eras#dorian talks les mis
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Okay, Iāve slept, and I wanna share how I imagine some of the LOA characters (specifically from EOM, Icebound, and OUAW) Smell like, bc Iām obsessed with that for some reason. Not including Twig or Daisy bc those are NPCs
Long post below. Beware.
Minor spoilers for EOM, but nothing too bad
[Edge of Midnight]
Marius: Marius is the only one whose scent changes slightly between his metamorphosis. Pre-Metamorphosis, he smells slightly metallic due to his armor, has a fairly strong musky outdoors smell, and an underlying scent of roses. Post-Metamorphosis, his musk has changed ever so slightly to be more āsultryā (the way colognes and menās soaps market the musky smell), the scent of roses is more prominent now, and he has an underlying scent of iron (from blood, not armor)
Lethica: Lethica, for some reason, I associate with the smell of petrichor (rain) and licorice. Iām not sure why, possibly because of her color palette, but I do. Although, I do imagine she also has an underlying scent of roses, because of her feelings for Marius, and how The Duchess has clearly taken note of them
Jericho: Jericho is interesting. Jericho, being a scarecrow, smells roughly how youād imagine a scarecrow would smell like. He smells like dirt, wheat, old cloth, yes, but he also smells metallic, woodsy, and thereās a trace of sulfur and brimstone (ik those are the same thing, but my mind pictures them to be two different smells for some reason)
Briggsy and Farryn: for the sake of brevity, Iām combining these two together, since they smell fairly similar. They both smell of rot and decay, however Briggsy moreso smells like a mixture of a rotting crocodile and a rotting fish, whereas Farryn smells more like moss and rotting plant life.
Yorgrim: Yorgrim smells like dirtāspecifically freshly dug dirt. He also smells faintly of limestone, due to the gravestone on his back. Iād also argue that he smells like The Mists, but idk how to describe that smell.
[Icebound]
Barnabos, Jornir, and Skrimm: again, combining them for the sake of brevity. They all smell strongly of their natural musks, but Barnabos also smells like fish and low tide; Jornir smells like wet fur and wood; and Skrimm smells like alcohol (tho less-so now) and dirt
Taishen: Taishen smells of cinnamon, clove, sage, nutmeg, cardamom, etc. He smells essentially like chai. However he also smells faintly of fire. Idk how else to say this, he smells like a hot cup of tea on a winter morning. I just. Idk what else you want from me.
Queenie: Queenie, I picture, smells like flowers (daisies, daffodils, etc), and honey. Though she also has a fairly strong smell of wet fur and the outdoors.
[Once Upon A Witchlight]
Torbek: Torbek smells like a dumpster and wet fur. I. Idk what else you want from me. He also smells of Witchlight, but I donāt know how that would smell like other than Magic.
Gricko: Gricko smells like the outdoors, and like he spends his every waking moment with an animal, who also spends all her time outdoors.
Frost: Frost smells like ink, old parchment, old books, etc. he also smells of sage, clove, cinnamon, nutmeg, etc. Basically, imagine drinking a cup of tea in an old library, and youāve got Frostās scent. Tho he does smell faintly animal-like, but thatās partly because heās a Tabaxi, and mostly because he spends all his time with Gricko and Hootsie
Gideon: Gideon smells also of the outdoors, but in a different way. He smells like burning wood, like his cigars, like ashes, like, well, fire. He smells faintly of oil and metal, as well, and thereās an underlying scent of coal. There is also an underlying scent of cigarettes and Kremyās perfume, however.
Kremy: Kremy smells of cigarettes, perfume (which, idk exactly how his perfume would smell like, but I imagine he would wear one that makes him smell rich), of a freshly pressed and freshly tailored suit. He also smells faintly of swamp water (or water in general), and however youād imagine an alligator to smell like, idk. Thereās also an underlying scent of cigars, oil, and fire, however.
#love that Gideon and Kremy canonically smell rhe same#I can play with that however I want#also I was gonna say that Taishen smells like winter fire#but then I looked it up and itās. literally just a fire in winter. ah well.#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight#ouaw#kremy lecroux#gideon coal#torbek#morning frost#gricko grimgrin#edge of midnight#marius renathyr#lethica nightborne#jericho sticks#briggsy kratch#farryn of the hartsblight#yorgrim#icebound#taishen fireblossom#jornir#barnabos the dreadwake#skrimm stabbaskotch#queenie march#honestly itās incredible that Mariusā keen vampire smelling didnāt make him implode on himself after meeting Jericho Briggsy and farryn#like the three of them combined STANK#especially in the crooked house jfc#tho ig Marius is much better at that point. smelly sweaty boy.
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okay so I gotta say, I donāt believe the whole āvampires cannot make good artā thing. I just donāt buy it. Like, call me biased, but as a writer, I donāt think you could talk the way they do and not be good at least at writing. Thereās no way.
(you are a challenge every sunset, Saint Louis)
(I had powers now, and decades of rage to process - and so it was both random and unfortunate the man picked that night to dabble in fuckery) (I mean are you kidding me, that line is MUSIC)
(THE NAME! The name, unuttered in our home for twenty-three years - said over and over, until it was pounding in my head like a hammer!)
As such: what I personally think is actually happening is something far more mundane. Picture this - you've just been turned. Vampirism has enhanced everything about you, so your senses are like 10 times more distracting, you're stronger, faster, you're murdering nightly, you're most likely born out of some sort of trauma, and on top of that you've got years to compound whatever issues you already had - which, surprise surprise, are also somehow more intense now, whodathunk, mainly because your senses/murder/immortality are fucking with them BIG. Seriously, think about it: how much would vampire senses exacerbate symptoms of ADHD or autism? Would the species change, the nocturnal lifestyle, the mind gift contribute to dissociation, psychosis, schizophrenia? Would the killings and the loss of community be a factor in the way your depression might develop - or religious scrupulosity? OCD?
It's not that vampires cannot make good art. It's just that it becomes supremely difficult to do so, especially given that they cannot take human medication/finding a nocturnal therapist would be a bitch even if you're modern/Louiiss mon cher what eez a coping mechanisme y'know. I am convinced with 100000% certainty that, given enough time and dedication a vampire could absolutely make good art again* - though, in all fairness, very few of the ones we know possess the patience. Mind gifts/vampire speed + strength/inherited riches tend to destroy that sort of skill real fast; still, though, it's not a curse. It's symptoms disease.
* It is also possible, just as it is for humans, to develop all sorts of technical skills and still lack the āeyeā for art (cough Marius cough) - but in that case, maybe try music?.. start writing? Get into ASMR? youāve got an eternity to fuck around. Do whatever.
#iwtv#interview with the vampire#vampire lore#amc iwtv#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#the vampire armand#daniel molloy#art#iwtv meta#iwtv headcanon#iwtv analysis#like. did we entirely forget the bit where the vampire sam might just be samuel barclay AND now a dj#lestat was and IS still an actor even after being turned and he designed the entire mardi gras parade himself#clothing design IS art!!! it's ART!!! and it was fun and campy and grotesque and beautiful!!#louis talks in poetry. claudia makes an art out of her killings#armand's lies are stories upon stories and they might not be very good but they have Potential imo#imagine what he could do with just a dash of sincerity#marius might just be boring yeah. shit outta luck dude#maybe you should've explored yourself instead of your teenage slave's body have you thought of that
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this is the old man yaoi i wanna see
#rolin should selfcast himself as daniel's boyfriend#lets see those hips get dislocated in the new season#i guess rolin could be marius as daniel x marius is thing in the books?#interview with the vampire#daniel molloy#rolin jones#eric bogosian
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I think they all should be allowed to kill Arthur like at least once
#āthis aquavillain is soo problematicā have you seen the hero himself#dc comics#aquaman#arthur curry#mera#garth#orm marius#black manta#dc#comics#aquafam#dc universe
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pages from a sketchbook of an unknown artist, found after the june rebellion of 1832 in the backroom of a parisian cafƩ
#aka MY CONTRIBUTION TO BARRICADE DAY#kinda sad that i couldnāt draw r himself but i feel like he would rather die than do a self portrait#also i wish i could have thought of any other way to set feuilly apart from the others except the cap but there isnt any other way i fear#les miserables#les mis#barricade day#ok lets see who are all the amis#enjolras#ofc#grantaire#combeferre#courfeyrac#jehan#or#jean prouvaire#i guess#joly#bossuet#musichetta#feuilly#bahorel#gavroche#eponine#marius pontmercy#enjoltaire#exr#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr
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Carol Cutshall I know your game, Rolin & Co. I've got you beat. Color (in terms of wardrobe, specifically) in IWTV so far has been representative of a kind of vibrant inner life and honesty in characters. It's the reason why it's so jarring go from seeing Louis in his beautiful multicolored array of stylish clothes in New Orleans to his solid, un-broken string of Couture Minimalism All-Black Ensembles in Dubai. Even in just comparing his unassuming browns and muted tones of Paris next to Claudia's self discovery in pastel. So, to then turn your eye to Armand; always in black, white, greyscale and browns so dark that in most lightings- they end up functionally black.
And then I think about how his rare pops of color, outside of his green shirt in Just Start The Tape, are orange and red. Adoration of the Shepherd continues to be a interesting painting to tie to Armand, this time in the detail that our only image of Armand before his turning is him in a bright blue gown. And in thinking of all these things at the same time, mentally, I am whacked in the face by a piece of trash on the wind which has this The Vampire Armand quote plastered to it
Anyways, anytime someone goes "Oh I hope to see Armand in color in S3" I think the monkey's paw curls
#interview with the vampire#iwtv#the vampire armand#tvc#costuming#char.txt#iwtv meta#kinda#less meta more me mentally screaming at the connections only I see#could this post have been like two sentences? well yes but it was important that i capture the kind of manic manor this idea came to me in#anyway the TL;DR is that the first time we will see Armand in true colors will be in a Venice flashback Im calling it#that may be obivous to other people but it made me tweak a bit#I think Armand wears the reds to remind himself of Marius- this works in hand with him going by the name Armand Marius with the Theatre#like every other relationship in this series- complex and toxic and abusive but he does love him#in whatever way that means
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I'll take a bullet for HIMMM!!!
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thereās a surprising amount of marius in this book, which is titled the vampire lestat,
#text#iwtv#tvl#when is it going to endā¦ I simply do not give a fuckā¦#typing 300 word messages into the chat to get it out of my system.#it was interesting when lestatās deal was so oedipal because of abuse & codependency. itās pissing me off that mariusās whole deal is so#oedipal because itās concerned with him seemingly consolidating power for himself. ish. I still need to read more donāt quote me on that.
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But, whatever [Marius] did, and whatever mitigation he sought, he always had to fall back on this: [Jean Valjean] was a convict; that is, the creature who has no place on the social ladder, being below the lowest social rung.
[Marius] had not yet come to distinguish between what is written by man and what is written by God.
On God, Marius is no better than Javert at this point.
#more telling: he's a lawyer#we saw in Arras what a lawyer with no sense of the humanity of his client is like#it does feel a little here like Marius is kind of an extension of the Javert thought experiment#āwhat if someone in the justice system actually had a heart and didn't kill himself upon discovering contextual morality?ā#les mis#shitposting through les mis#marius#marius the noodle#marius pontmercy#not v poetsona of u tbh
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marius does seem to have a lot of complicated feelings about what he did to armand and I really hope one of them is guilt for his thinking in buying armand originally. he talks in blood and gold about how when he heard armand's mind, the entire reason he wanted him was because he thought, here is a child who has been so hurt that it will be no loss to the world if I make him a vampire. and he wavers on this later and I hope it's because he saw this child make friends and learn things and love rings and watches and swordfighting and realize that actually there is never a child so damaged that taking them from humanity is no loss. I wonder if part of the reason he never tried to talk to armand after seeing him with the children of darkness is that he saw that boy changed into a lonely stoic cult leader with no more will or verve and was too consumed with guilt to even try. I hope that guilt started when he took armand to kiev rus and saw how much armand still loved the family he hadn't seen in years and for a while barely remembered from trauma. also I hope marius explodes into one thousand pieces but that's mostly irrelevant
#I hate marius for the abuse and the grooming but even more I hate him because of this#like I cannot imagine being such a selfish asshole that you at 1500 whole years old hear a child suffering and you're like#oh fuckkn sweet dude no one will give a shit if I make this kid into the perfect vampire including the kid himself#like ten thousand years dungeon to you just for that dude.#I wish I never fuckin read blood and gold the way he talks about armand is SO harrowing#and he's not stupid unfortunately I thibk marius does know this#on some level anyway#but armand refuses to die and as long as that's true I don't think marius can fully face what he did there#except to say it was a mistake to make one so young#no dude tje mistakes started long before that.
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Edge of midnight is so good because itās like. The little things. One moment i think about in particular is,
(spoilers for Episode 6 and a little bit of 5).
When Marius recounts his dream not ONCE does he ever mention the fact that the āundeadā he was killing was specifically vampires nor does he mention the fire (if Im remembering correctly.) Despite his justification for this dream there is still this sense of shame if you will. Its so so good
#uhhhhhhh#idk what I would tag this as#I am not a blogger i am winging this </3#edge of midnight spoilers#musings#I feel like i should have a live blogging tag but shrug Iāll cross that bridge when I get there#and for my own taggin system#legends of avantris#edge of midnight#dont get me started on Jericho SIIGH#10 injured one dead#his gals <\\\3#OH and I forgot to mention on how Marius is not insistent but heavily persay suggest these dreams are punishment#I donāt have the thoughts for it exactly but itās just another really good insight on how he thinks about himself and so on
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