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lesbians4armand · 2 months ago

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once again i really do think armand’s morality and view of his own morality is summed up by “i tried to be good, am i no good?” because he KNOWS he’s not, but he so desperately wants to be good in any way he can be, so that he can be desired. and this in turn means he is deep in denial about any bad he has done other than the deep seated feeling that he is simply “bad” as a vague concept and not the sum of his actions. anyway who’s up thinking normal thoughts about characters.

#this is why he cannot admit to himself that he has done wrong and might not necessarily view his actions as bad or as his fault #even when they are.#he doesn’t think he can do bad because he wants so much to be good. he just thinks he IS inherently bad #which was also part of the CoD ideology but really that belief comes from before. possibly even before marius but definitely after vampirism #HOWEVER whats also interesting is a lot of what happened TO him he cant view as bad either for a multitude of reasons #so he thinks of them as love and that his belief of love and goodness. which is actually bad #thus him wanting to be good is his view of ‘good’ which is not good at all #GOD he’s so messed up #this is another reason i believe he is religious in showverse because this is strongly tied to religion #‘armand isn’t actually muslim’ SHUSH. to ME he is.#does any of this make sense or am i just saying words #iwtv #amc iwtv #armand #tvc #meta

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