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Rewind Update:
I’m late.
Really sorry about that one, guys. Looked around, noticed the time, and suddenly realized two weeks had passed!!
The chapter is not finished at this time.
If there are any changes, I will update y’all much more quickly. But if I manage to finish it before the next planned update day, I will simply slap it up there instead of making y’all wait.
Again, apologies. :(
#Sorry this week ran away from me#I didn’t have a chair for a second there#And I can only write When Properly Seated#But also I deadass just forgot to finish the chapter#ahdbfbfjesl#I was so hopeful too#But here I am#typing this update out on my phone#Instead of writing#many apologies my lovelies#I will be back I promise#I got swept up in rl stuff and I’m reading atla fanfics rn so my attention got HIJACKED#apologies apologies I love you all#<3#rewind series#just yelling into the void#kiki writes#that feels disingenuous#I should have a twin tag#“Kiki doesn’t write. Again.”#\ (ツ) /#anyway love y’all my brain isn’t functioning rn at this hour see you at the next update <3 <3
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So I have been reading svsss here is my first contribution to this fandom
#marim's art#[satisfaction points: -42069]#svsss#svsss fanart#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#bingqiu#liu qingge#shang qinghua#did I do this right#I am still avoiding spoilers so I apologize if this has been done 173727372 times already#I love sqq that’s my new bestie btw#scum villian self saving system#mxtx#mxtx svsss#girl how many tags do I use#based on the iconic hark a vagrant comic. u know the one#I love it and it felt very fitting#anyways if ur curious I just started vol 4 ;)#meme redraw
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assorted wips again
1. anchan space buns!!
2. emo arisato twins + ryomina and akiham
3. mzen x p3
4. suzalulu sketch dump
5. suzalulu + souyo (eng voice actor joke)
#cat’s art#prsk#an shiraishi#vbs#project sekai#persona 3#ryomina#akiham#kotone shiomi#makoto yuki#akihiko sanada#ryoji mochizuki#code geass#lelouch lamperouge#lelouch vi britannia#suzaku kururugi#suzalulu#souyo#persona 4#hmm i might delete some tags later. too many#apologies i have been on a big code geass kick. i love lelouch#but since there’s like 3 people left that like code geass i feel kinda shy#i kinda wanna just dump any of my future code geass stuff in a separate sideblog tbh#but then idk if it matters that much? is this my everything art blog or most things art blog#anyways. it’s not art block these days just mental ones :/ trying to get over the less-than-kind things i’ve been telling myself#whatever. please enjoy the sketches until i have better to offer
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thinking about older supersons learning to deal with the consequences of bad writting who they became
also jon wears nightwing merch i will not be taking questions
#i love how damian just completely lost his shit exactly when jon wasnt there#and u know i firmly believe theres no way jon isnt traumatized by his imprisonment#i gotta apologize to my newer followers who were probably unaware im angst central#damian wayne#jon kent#supersons#damijon#robin#superboy#superman#dc comics#batman#damn i need too many tags for things#my art#ladies. gentlemen. you have eaten well.
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was just talking to an irl friend who used to be really active in spn back in 2014. she knows and respects my beliefs (wincest) as i respect hers (d*stiel) but i was laughingly telling her about all the samgirls posting about jared at ACL and she said “huh, weird i cant believe there are actually samgirls out there” and i stared at her…. frozen…. our experiences ….., could not be more different….. i am surrounded by samgirls …. they are all i know.., i think i probably exclusively follow samgirls…. what is going on over at d*stiel headquarters
#cannot imagine not being surrounded by samgirls#i am a deangirl myself but i love sam he is so tragic#one thing i have never understood is many samgirls’ defensiveness over sam#it always seemed preemptive to me and as i’ve literally never seen the other side of spn i didn’t know …#i didn’t know he was so disdained#like my friend is in genuine shock people like sam#and i’m like ? the show is literally about him ….#so i apologize to the samgirls i didn’t know u were struggling like that#all i’ve known is peace and love on planet wincest#tell the d*stiel girls i said to SHUT UP and stop being mean#wincest#samdean#my post
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Chat have we discussed drunk chess with cherik cause i just think. That would be the darnedest silliest thing they could do
#xmen#xmen first class#xmen dofp#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#snap chats#sorry still thinking about dofp and i reminded myself of the plane scene#the idea of drunk chess sounds so stupid fun i wish i could play drunk chess#‘snap how do you play drunk chess’ simple !!!! every piece you lose you take a shot#anyway i think itd be silly …….#id like to do something with that idea but i still have to decide on execution#omg xmen fandom hasnt seen my twelve million ‘i wanna draw this so bad’ tags yet#but yeah i sy tht a lot </3 so many things i wanna draw all the time#either that or write …. but i draw more#i love comic makin. and i blame these damned comics for gettin me into it what tha hell !!!#ok im done rambling i wish i had more to say but i dont#i lied i do. this doesnt have to be after erik apologizes on the plane this could be lit any damn time they play#i just live for the progression of them Trying to play semi seriously for a solid twenty minutes before they lose it#and now they wont stop giggling and being stupid asses#theyre still trying to play but ‘trying’ is doing a lot of heavy lifting#imagine it with me chat … itd be so beautiful i could cry frankly#ok my classes are done for today im gonna sit in my room and think of cherik#maybe ill TRY to draw this … if not then def somethin at least
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god… new timeline mitsuba looking at dead mitsuba and supernatural mitsuba and being so sure that those are both the real mitsubas… feels like such an echo of supernatural mitsuba watching alive mitsuba in picture perfect... which feels like such an echo of alive mitsuba trying to be a person who will be seen and loved, who will make friends, even if that wasn’t his real self... only to realize as a ghost that his real, genuine self was already a person that someone out there could befriend and love. is there any version of mitsuba who’s not chasing some other version of himself? mitsuba is remade over and over, each time looking back at the previous version of himself and going oh, he was real.
#I love you boy who is only ever real in retrospect#looking back and realizing. oh. he was real. and he had no idea#apologies if this is incoherent I’m in tears <3#he makes me cry so hard#mitsuba is so peak coming of age character. so many versions of himself always slipping through his fingers#god just. the panel of supernatural mitsuba saying 'oh. these are my real memories'#after supernatural mitsuba's pp speech about being the fake mitsuba pretending to be the real one.... aughsuhfdwugh i will sob for 100 year#crave by paramore on LOOP rn#that song belongs to him it was written about him#sousuke mitsuba#mitsuba sousuke#tbhk spoilers#tbhk 118#tbhk
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my bugs
#SO. GUESS WHATS BEEN PLAGUEING MY MIND FOR THE PAST COUPLE WEEKS.#i love them so so much WAH#bfdi#tpot#bfdi two#bfdi four#bfdi x#bfdi six#bfdi nine#bfdi gaty#gattwo#is that the ship name?? i dunno gamers#sixnine#i like them heehoos#actually lemme also#xfohv#I LOVE LETTERS. THEY MEAN THINGS#fourx#though thats a given thumbs up#IDK WHY BUT I ALWAYS FEEL SO BAD WRITING SO MANY TAGS. APOLOGIES FOR WALL OF TEXT NO ONE WILL READ#nathan art
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Ghost Hunter AU Part 2/2
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For @malevolent-monthly , IDs in alt text by @shadow0haven
Thanks for reading ;)
Tip Jar and Commissions
#my art#malevolent monthly#fanart#malevolent fanart#fan art#malevolent#malevolent podcast#arthur lester#parker yang#parker malevolent#John doe#on a technicality#no one tell me how cameras work I DONT CARE#there were so many people yesterday tagging#oh Parkers so cute I love Parker I can’t wait to see more Parker. can we get an f in the chat#I won’t apologize but I’m sorry for leading to you believe that this was purely fluff lmao#anyway I spent so much time on this please clap#violence cw#blood cw
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happy (almost 2 weeks after) pride month. take this eddeddy "everytime we touch" by cascada fmv. god bless
#this was inspired by a ren and stimpy amv my partner sent me#i havent posted eene in many moons but i still love these freaks and making edits is fun so#apologies if this is offbeat... i was using bluetooth headphones while making this that give every video i save or make have a delay..#ed edd n eddy#eene#eddeddy#gay#lgbt
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someone asked me not a long time ago, why i get upset if anyone kills a spider in my presence. here's my not very little answer. idk. thoughts,,
i like little things. tiny creatures that crawl around here and there. i think spiders are cute, and when i look at one, my brain goes to my childhood, where i was spending time watching cross orbweavers weave their webs every late evening. watching them do that was an escape for me. every summer i had a few spiders in our garden that i would name and check on them every night. what did they caught? did they eat? how is their web? did they molt? how are they doing? lifting rocks was always about finding something under them. going outside in the night with a flashlight was a whole adventure of "who will i see today in the grass" and realizing that after the sunset life is completely different. i was always afraid of the dark, and big pitch black sky with the stars kinda scared me as a child. so when i was overwhelmed by the space and the feeling of how small and meaningless and lost on a rock in an endless cosmos i am, i was looking under my feet with a flashlight to find something even smaller, closer, familiar and calming. seing tiny creatures was always about learning to understand, to be curious, and to be gentle. to understand that even if you don't mean to, you can hurt someone by accident, and they can get scared and bite back, so better be gentle to begin with. it was about learning to be kind. it was also learning about life and death since they live much shorter life. to appreciate a moment that can't last forever. seeing people around them was sometimes a lesson about hate, that was quite confusing to me. i didn't understand why would people just go to something small and smash it. later on in life, when i was bullied in school i didn't try to see a reason. lesson learned, i thought. people tend to hate when you somehow, in their mind, don't belong somewhere. but growing up loving small things was such a nice experience. i've seen a lot. i've learned a lot. i've held so many beautiful creatures in my hands. so yes, i get upset if people kill spiders, insects, crustaceans, worms etc when i'm around. i don't see it being necessary. and yes, there aren't many very poisonous things where i live. still, anywhere you are there are a few options if there's a spider on a wall. so yes, again, i love little things crawling around. during winter, with no little crawlies outside, the world is awfully dead and quiet to me. all little random house spiders are welcome to make their web somewhere in the corner of my room. if a spider is reading this - you are always welcome, i love u
#love letter to spiders and other crawlies around#barghest barks#there are so many thoughts but my brain is suddenly empy. apologies#also might be typos#i didn't read it after typing#yeaghh
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just look how much BRIGHTER Mob’s demeanor is once he has Ritsu safe with him. that is the biggest grin ive ever seen on that boy’s face he loves his little brother so damn much it’s incomprehensible
#ignore gayass teru photobombing back there#but honestly really the amoubt of love Mob has for his brother makes my heart swell#as an older brother i related so hard to every moment he had where he was like ‘of course ritsu. im your older brother.’#being willing to do just about anything for your younger siblings comes with the job of being an older one#and mob psycho encapsulates that wonderfully#i need to analyze and make a post about their brotherhood i think. its just. really really sweet#it touches on so many interesting moments and dynamics#my favorite brothers. paces in circles while gripping and ungripping my fist repeatedly#the scene in the alley where Mob is bowing and apologizing to the gangster. because Ritsu is his little brother. his responsibility#and— more importantly one of the most important people in the entire universe to him.#i would give anything to watch that scene for the first time again#also if im being honest. i think Ritsu may be the most important person to Mob like ever. in a personal sense at least#thats his baby brother forever you know?#sorry got much too into that. haha#mob psycho 100#mp100#shigeo kageyama#mob
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hai ! im requesting gender neutral bee board ! with deco paci and 6-9 age !
( hope it okay to send 2 requests !)
- @wittllle-bee
Here you go!!
#You guys can send as many requests as you want!#i always get people apologizing for sending multiple asks#don't worry about it!#it even says in my rules that I'm happy to answer multiple requests!!#anyway#bees#!!!#my first ever bee board#crazy#there's another one coming soon#but look at how cute those overalls are!!#and the bee bear!#i love them#i hope you enjoy#sfw interaction only#moodboard#sfw agere#age regression#agere#sfw littlespace#agere moodboard#babyre#age dreaming#baby regression#tw insects#tw bees#cw food#?#does honey count as food?#idk
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Jack and Ianto being a power couple? Either at work or at a meeting with UNIT or wherever
someone gimme fic recs like this immediately please 🫴
#I love power couple janto who work seamlessly together as if they’re extensions of the same person#torchwood#torchwood fanart#dwmmm.ask#janto#idk why the queen looks so weird in this pahahahha#apologies for my last post here is fun happy janto instead#I NEEEED more fics where janto are like viewed from external organisations POV#especially if they’re putting on some kind of power couple performance#ianto has definitely saved jacks ass in meetings SO many times jack has not read any preliminary paperwork ever#it’s the whole ianto naturally helping Jack with his coat without a second thought vibe sort of thing#they’re like extensions of the same being#Ianto definitely calls jack sir to mess with him at unit meetings >:)#I hope u like iantos little bow tie and combed hair when he’s meeting the queen#he’s a cutie patootie !!
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I’ve been getting so much nostalgia from the randomly recommended videos to me about skylanders that I decided to doodle up some of the characters I remember using most often.
Which inevitably made me receive more nostalgia from the figurines we kept cause OMG I FORGOT THEY HAD CARDS—
Closer/more pics under the cut
#skylanders#as a person with 2 siblings who both also enjoyed skylanders this ain’t even half of the characters we have lmao#I completely forgot about Zap too oml#Im sorry buddy i love you—#*pat pat*#we also had a dog so i must apologize for the injuries and deaths sustained to many 😔#have a good day#my drawings#school doods#stealth elf#bop#drobot#hot dog#sprocket#whirlwind#countdown#stump smash#thump back#zap#sonic boom#gill grunt
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A lil rant about my experience with this god forsaken fandom
I made this blog around 2020 when I was 13 years old. This was my first shot at a dedicated fandom blog and I was pretty excited for it, to make friends, draw fanart, post fun stuff and what not.
All fun right? Right, so tell me why was it that literal 20 years olds felt the need to harass me, a then 13 year old girl with a relatively small blog, for the dumbest reasons possible?
What did I do that subjected me to 2 and a half years worth constant daily threats and harassment? Hmm???
You wanna know my crime? Apparently I showed interest in an antagonist character, which is so awful that grown adults felt the need to bully me. And following those adults came young impressionable people my age, that joined the bandwagon of hate against me.
As if other fandoms don’t have people literally dedicating themselves to a villain, no one bats an eye to that. Why did this fandom have such an issue? I also apparently dared to criticise the main character for a few of his flaws. Such a horrible thing to do right? I need to be burnt at the stake for it right?
I didn’t follow the “fixed” standards of the fandom so I was to be sent de*th/r*pe threats daily?? For not following the “rules” I was to be ostracised?
No please someone explain…I’m but a dumb bitch, I don’t understand what I did so terribly wrong to deserve this? Did I start a war? Did I rip open someone’s plush? Did I bully someone for not having the same ideology as me?
No it was but the fandom itself that for some reason found it so fun to bully a 13 year old, send her de*th and r*pe threats all because of not being of pjo fandom standards…let’s go and bombard her with hate!!
Do you realise how fucking stupid…this all sounds? Do you realise how low this is? Was bullying a child so fun? So trendy at the time?
Then came the victim blaming- I laugh everytime I remember people saying I must have done something really bad to get such harassment, that it’s all for attention. What kid wants to get hate everyday of their life for 2 whole fucking years? Tell me?
You know wanna know what I did wrong? Fight back, call the hate anons out for their bigotry. I was vocal about it, that’s what I did wrong right? Stand my ground? People said to ignore it and I did. But I still got bullied daily even if I didn’t respond. What was all this for?
I can imagine people asking why I didn’t simply leave the fandom? Why the fuck should I? I enjoy the stories, I enjoy the characters, they were my escape from real life struggles. It was the bullying I didn’t enjoy. Everyday I’d log on to enjoy posts and a few minutes later when the bigots found out I was active I was sent an anonymous threat.
Many of my oldest friends had to reduce the amount they interacted with me in fear of receiving harassment themselves. The extent of this is bigotry is beyond my understanding.
I did not deserve this much suffering AND ALL FOR WHAT? A STUPID LITTLE REASON THAT HAS BARELY ANY WEIGHT TO IT. Do people even realise the extent of what happened is beyond me. And Idc if I sound selfish, I want a fucking apology from all those bigots. I want compensation for the 2 and a half years of abuse I endured alone. I just want this bigotry to end, which surprise surprise! Still continues to happen.
Why do I bring this up now that it’s all over you ask? I’ve actually brought it up once before, but it was swept under the rug, (My deepest appreciation to the very few people who supported me when I first talked about it) I’m just finally being more vocal, because this has stuck with me. For all those 4 years this has stuck with me. It doesn’t mean if it’s over for now that all the trauma doesn’t linger. It still affects me to this day.
In fact I’m still being stalked by one of the people who sent me hate anons. One of the hate anons was revealed to be one of my bestest friends, they had admitted this to me and had the nerve to beg me to still remain friends. They were also the person who groomed me. They have left the fandom scene and I’ve rid of them from my life but they still continue to stalk me.
What do I get from ranting about all this? A bit of solace, a bit of weight off my shoulders. But nearly not enough for me to actually fucking heal. I also want people to realise how bigoted some are and how horrible the mentality of “fixed fandom standards/ideologies” is and that we as a fandom need to fucking change. Heck I know this issues in every fandom. But can we at least start with ours for a change for once?
Along side all of this there’s also a lot of racism and trans/homophobia that still actively prevails. Just look at what Leah went through when her casting was announced. Did she deserve all of that?? “Not my annabeth” do you realise how horrible that is to say to a CHILD? She is Annabeth whether you like it or not. And you are very welcome to leave if you wish to stick to your stupid racist nonsense.
I bet there are many others who have probably suffered the same may it not be for the same reasons, but everyone of them deserve their apologies and compensation as well.
Idc if I’ll get hate for this. I said what I said. I’m just so done.
#trigger warning#tw hate#I was also informed I was being mocked in group chats and there were sick rumours about me.#i won’t give a fuck if I get harassed again cux this literally shows how low this fandom will get#there’s so many layers to this I haven’t even gone into detail on#but I just want atleast this off of my chest. I was shaking and short of breath as I wrote this#I wish to thank all my oldest moots and friends that stuck by me despite everything. I cannot express how thankful I am to you guys#love you all tons.#what do u mean by compensation? just an apology from the same people who hurt me. which is nearly impossible. but idc I want to find them#and confront them. I need to bring my 13 year old self justice for what she went through. I pushed her feelings aside when this was over#but she never healed. I’m hoping she gets a bit of peace for now.#pjo fandom#percy jackson fandom#fandom toxicity
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