#love a good slow burn man

[cliffhangerqueen]

DEVOURED Anteros. It's such an unique fic for the fandom, I can't wait to see it grow 🫶🏻❤️

I was thinking about the memory concepts for your part setups and I have to ask! What do you think is the most underrated Sylus memory? I feel like all the LADS fandom talks about is spice but likeeeee I'm a huge simp for softie Sylus too🤭

There is 1 answer and 1 answer only; the holy grail that is ❄️🕊 NIGHTPLUMES 🕊❄️

I turn into a fucking freak and giggle uncontrollably anytime Sylus is on screen, but I can say with full confidence that the mf rekindled memory took my breath away. I was having heart palpitations, bro. There was so much realism in Sylus' expressions with this card, but that look. His irises growing larger with that soft, pining look on his face?

There is so little emphasis on how MC's emotions strengthen in this card, as she is exemplifying so many unconscious behaviors that she is truly beginning to fall for him, with the running to Sylus to take care of her dove and the small comments alluding to something bigger than what was blatantly stated. This card holds a special place in my heart.

While I do love some spice, I'll take a pining, soft memory with Sylus any day.

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Embrace the truth

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[livelovecaliforniadreams]

2x6 | 2x10

[ghosted-draws]

“Crowley? My dear, are you listening?”

“Yeah, yeah, of course Angel. Keep going, i’m here all night.”

[solivagantingrebel]

Save me... Seal!Soap with crippling loneliness and unprocessed grief and abandonment issues that finds a kindred spirit in someone he should hate... Save me...

[usodeshou]

On a different note, I started watching Pit Babe 🙈

I never had any intention of watching it. People seemed to be having fun with it but it just wasn't for me. I did enjoy Alanjeff in all of the gifs but I was happy to enjoy them through gifs only.

Enter This Love Doesn't Have Long Beans.

I got curious about it specifically because I liked Alanjeff in the Pit Babe gifs. Proceeded to fall in love with Sailubpon's chemistry for real. Craved more of them. Went out to look for an Alanjeff supercut. Sort of found one? But with an added music track? Watched it in its entirety and kind of wanted to make my own. You know, just skip through the episodes to their parts and cut 'em out and smoosh 'em all together for my personalised viewing pleasure. Without actually watching the show.

Started episode 1. Didn't immediately skip ahead. Got curious. Realised it's actually- it's actually kind of fun to watch? 🙈 Proceeded to watch the entire first episode, plus another two before having to go to bed 🤡

Gonna continue now. At this rate, I might hilariously end up finishing this show before a bunch of other shows I have started and have yet to finish lol

I'm gonna file this under Mission Failed Successfully, I guess 😂

[bmpmp3]

ive mentioned before my like. fascination and incomprehensible attachment to mysterious ambiguously brown man characters in schlocky fantasy romance media marketed towards women and a lot of it is from like, a like. nearly anthropological standpoint as someone heavily interested in orientalism in narrative media from a visual culture and art historical point of view and a part of it is also from being mixed race and ambiguous IRL LOL BUT there is one other angle i havent really touched on thats on my mind a lot. you know that bit we all go through where someone reads something like mediocre and it sticks in their mind more than something well written? the "I COULD FIX THISSSS" curse..... im like this with ambiguously brown characters. holds loosely (LOOSELY) south asian coded love interest from some romance comic #8997485344534984875943 tenderly in my hands..... my brother i know you weren't written with this depth but i know the truth. i know about your complexities as you navigate this fantasy europe as a racialized man. i know your truth

[jtownraindancer]

Ace's TURИ for Burn Rewatch: Eternity How Long

[verothexeno]

*SLAMS TABLE* okay now I'm fully commited to focus on Emmrich's romance. I just shut off any possible romantic stuff with Lucanis and it HURTS!!!!!! Thankfully I've created a save right before so once I'm done with this playthrough, I'm coming for your ass, CROW 🫵

[kyouka-supremacy]

you never miss about chuuaku can we hear more thoughts about them from you pretty please

Aawwwwww, thank you!!! Here's even more chuuaku thoughts. This is how their relationship would play out in my opinion:

Akutagawa joins the pm, picked up by Dazai. When he joins the pm, Chuuya is... Vaguely sympathetic for him, but not to a particularly great extent really. He's a traumatized kid from the slums, but that doesn't make him any different to like 95% of the other people Chuuya has met in the pm. Chuuya barely spares a thought for him beyond remarking how he's been twice unlucky to be recluted by Dazai of all people. He probably stops a second to wonder whether there was a meaning to Dazai choosing him - because nothing happens by chance with Dazai -, but doesn't waste too much thinking over it because it's useless to try and understand what goes through Dazai's twisted mind anyways. At this point Akutagawa just joined, and is probably not even aware of Chuuya's existence yet.

Akutagawa spends time in the pm under Dazai's training. Chuuya has slowly grown a subtle disliking for him– nothing like outright animosity, but he's annoyed, on one hand, by Akutagawa's ruthless and chaos-ridden way of executing missions, on the other, by how blindly loyal he is to Dazai. He doesn't really dwell on how Dazai is training Akutagawa; it's none of his business, he's in no place to judge how other pm members train their disciples, and it's the mafia, he never expected to find kindness in it to begin with; he'd twist his nose in disapproval whenever he catches a glimpse of what Dazai is doing to his trainee, but it's also like the tenth worst thing he's seen Dazai doing, so he doesn't really think about it.

Akutagawa, on the other end, is fastly growing hostile to Chuuya. He adores Dazai and trusts anything he says, and Dazai is constantly acting like he hates Chuuya– how could it be any different? He's still a child, and a very immature one at that. He's damaging a lot. Not to mention, he can sense Chuuya and Dazai share this connection, this complicity he can only dream to have with Dazai; his antipathy for Chuuya is heightened by jealousy in the partnership he shares with Dazai.

Dazai leaves, and hell breaks loose at the pm. Chuuya and Akutagawa are both left behind, alone and broken. They're hurting like no one can understand– no one except the other. And I don't think they talked about it right away, that year, or the year after that, and I don't think it visibly brought them closer in the immediate; but even then, they must know they're the only ones who can understand each other's pain. Especially on Chuuya's end, who is a little less repressed and a little more emotionally intelligent, this must have been the first time he felt strong sympathy for Akutagawa; because he's going through a lot, and he gets it. He gets what it feels like to be left behind without a warning or a word. He gets how it must have been, if possible, even worse for Akutagawa: because Chuuya loved Dazai, but he also hated him, and their relationship was so complex and infuriating it must have been in part relieving when he left. But Akutagawa loved Dazai blindly and without reservations, and the whole world collapsed upon him when he left, because he was his whole world, and now he's not there anymore. He was just 16.

The ship kind of sails off from there, slowly, gradually. Everyone at the pm expected Akutagawa to leave in the following days. For some reason, he doesn't. Things slowly go back to normal. Years pass, and time heals, I guess. Akutagawa's furious rage through which he would take out his pain gradually morphs in efficiency in carrying out his missions. He has to relearn what it means to have free will, but he's slowly coping. He got a promotion. Overall, he's more mature, and that ends up shrinking the distance between him and Chuuya. At first, it happens casually: waiting together that it stops raining so they can go home after a long mission, and Chuuya initiates conversation. Eventually, they end up spending more time together– at first coincidentally, because of their shared status of high ranking members, and later intentionally. Soon enough, they realize the other was actually so different than the image they had made up of them; and with that unconsciously arises the wish to learn what the other is actually like. And it's gradual and unintentional, untill they get to a point where they've become each other's safe place– they become the person they know isn't going to abandon them. It's kinda sweet :)

[livelovecaliforniadreams]

[devilsfoolcake]

Hey, it's Aubby again. Would you be comfortable sharing more about Mars'/your relationship with Sun and Moon? Do you have a storyline in mind for how they met?

Hii Aubby!! And I don't mind sharing about it at all, tho I haven't been thinking on it often so this is gonna be a little long as I remember stuff n put them together gdjdhd

I think their first meetings would be pretty similar to most sun/moon x reader fics- ofc a little different from them but starts the same way (putting the rest under the cut)

Basically Mars was searching for a good paying job that doesn't require alot of social interaction and they find a job for working behind the desk in the Pizzaplex's Daycare, along with cleaning the Daycare and the Daycare Attendant themself. they take it since there wouldn't be too much interaction besides kids or the parents coming to pick up those kids, how bad could it be?

Only a little bad since Moon is the first one they meet when they come in for their first shift (not properly warned about by Vanessa 🙄)

But Their first meeting goes... well, even if it was mostly Moon watching them from a distance- they do see him eventually though, softly saying they think he looks cool and that they love the sun/moon look they have going on :) (since they never saw them before) which made him curious about them but they never interacted more than that for a bit (besides the following them around and being creepy thing)

Their first meeting with Sun was the complete opposite, the moment they arrived for their shift the next day he was already excited and ready to show them around the daycare. Basically dragging them around by their hand lmao, which they found cute :3 they spent a good while getting to know eachother- as much as they could since Mars was still pretty shy around him, but he got them out of their shell for a little bit (that charisma of his.... man)

And Mars does the usual Y/N "Oh yeah I met the other daycare attendant! He seems nice" thing and Sun shuts that down immediately- saying "You shouldnt be in the Daycare when the lights are off!! It's dangerous!!" And other things since he and Moon currently do not have a good relationship with eachother yet (Mars helps them through that) which confuses them but they'll find out why he's nervous about that later :3

I'd say they start getting closer when the DLC takes place- during that they find out what the virus is and why Sun said it's so dangerous to be there when the lights are off yaaay fun. (Sun also develops feelings for them around that time yaaaaaaay while Moon gets closer to them slowly.. with some incidents :) "what makes you so special?" and ofc lighthearted bullying yaaay yay)

But that's all I got right now I think :3

[jasmines-greentea]

Finals week, completion, Highschool Graduation, and College enrollment —but mentally I am here 😭🖐️

why didn’t I find this 7 years ago??? why do I have to be this late to this masterpiece??? 😭😭😭 @theninjamouse istg ur fic is the only thing holding my sanity together I was this close 🤏😤 to going apeshit over life

— but genuinely, hands down one of the best fanfics i’ve ever read (and im still halfway through 😭 haven’t even reached the war chapters yet)

the rest of my messy thoughts are in the tags as per usual BWUAHAUSA

[daz4i]

while I'm not one for romantic relationships or long term stuff i really do hope i meet someone who makes me feel big emotions again (spongebob getting a piano dropped on him meme. of the positive sort) somewhere. somehow. it's been so long. bc of shitty therapy i conditioned myself into stepping back and never letting myself feel and i just want to know someone who'd be able to make me break this conditioning and return that same amount of emotions too. one more time

[thefabelmans2022]

mind you one episode ago he was talking about how they'd never ever in a million years be friends now he's sacrificing his life for her. literally get UP percy.

[person-official]

Alternative universes are such a cool concept to me.

Like, imagine there's a universe where Colombus never sailed across the world, or even one where he was just not a shitty person. I wonder how different my life would be sometimes. Or maybe something a lot less impacting.

Maybe one where Ranboo Live or Wilbur Soot never got popular. I probably would have gotten over my DSMP faze a lot quicker than the almost three years it took me. They definitely helped shape my humor, no way I would be the same person.

Or a universe where I was actually born a boy. I think about that one a lot as well. I don't doubt my life would be easier, I don't doubt I would also be a LOT happier.

Maybe in a universe where the Library of Alexandria wasn't burned down, how much more literature would we have? How many more things would we know?

Do you think there's a Universe where there's a place that holds all the universe's secrets? I've thought of that a lot too. I've always pictured it as a ginormous library with bookshelves touching the ceiling to the floor, golden engravings etched along the side, and one of those moving ladders from Beauty and the Beast. There would be an area in the middle of the bookshelves with tables and tables seated next to each other in an infinite amount of rows. Of course, there would be two floors, maybe even a third! I think one of the floors would have a couple of restaurants. I'm picturing a Panera and a Tim Hortons, placed along the sides. The books would contain anything you could ever want to know, from the Meaning of Life to a Do it Yourself Book: Origamii Edition, to your favorite fan fiction in physical form!