#lord please help

[corazon-sanador]

20.05.23

If the lord himself were to take every single thing I disliked about people and put it into a person. It would be my beloved. Yet I cannot seem to walk away. There is no poetic way to put that, no string of words that could make the sting of that reality any less painful.

[nymphoutofwater]

And why? Cultural norms? Personal schedule? “Cause I’m always late to everything”?

Bonus points: Region and/or ethnicity?

[fraise-strawbs]

Ugh…. How do people flirt without cringing??!! There is a reason I don’t write flirting(obvious flirting at least) and it’s because I can’t do it well. This is where I wish I had more experience with romantic feelings

[avocadoraisin]

hits the Saw characters with my shrink ray

[geminitayyt]

how did you explain ethogirls to etho I'm way to curious LMAO

well to be honest, im fairly confident that man knows exactly what an ethogirl is and enjoys asking funny questions don't remember my exact answer, but it was something along the lines of "well you know what swifties are? like that but u" cause we were talking about music that got a laugh from the hermits, and bdubs and etho proceeded to poke fun at my music taste for a few minutes lmao

[hattafan2593]

One Dialogue, Two Conversations

What Stolas is saying: "You don't believe me when I say I love you. I fucked up so badly that you won't take anything I say seriously. There's no point in fixing this because it's broken beyond repair."

What Blitz hears: "I got what I wanted from you, and now I'm bored with you. You won't play my game, so there's no need to keep you around."

What Blitz is saying: "You can't just dump that on me and then walk away. Explain it to me! Talk to me like a fucking person! You say you care about me but you won't even listen to me!"

What Stolas hears: "I don't just not love you. I resent you. I think you're the biggest piece of shit in existence, and the only reason I put up with you is so you won't screw me over more than you already have."

[heartorbit]

i'm sending this endless melody to a nameless you

[skitkattl]

you love it when it's about you, don't you?

+ up close standalone portraits

[dearestgentlereaders]

this is the kind of height difference problems I need in my life

[eaissilyy]

Trust me I know what the formless mother is thinking. It revealed to me in a dream. The outer god has reached me. Anyways the lands of shadow’s formless mother franchise is not looking good. (Sorry bloodfiend. why do you have a weapon that is just called… fork?)

I used to draw FM as in Miquella’s egg with a arm, but now had to change to a bloody flesh of armless meat. Don’t know if this is a downgrade or not but girl your range of appearance is WIDE.

[bluepandadraws-log]

Interlude #1-Crush(?)

[majinmelmo]

So someone on YouTube said “Paul McCartney was such a competitive cunt he made Brian Wilson have a nervous breakdown and put John Lennon in the fetal position for a decade” and it made me wanna cry.

[novelconcepts]

[twizzlysticks]

Hey night lords fans.. hey

[mabaki]

It's summer and Anet teased us with the beachwear armor, so of course I had to draw him in it LMAO

topless ver. below lmaoooooo

Cuz you know, I keep separate layers and I always draw his body first anyway might as well alkjsdflkjLKJSDLFKJ

Someone said he's on vacation from all his affecitonate bullies LMAO

And also to apolgize to him, for putting him in the bikini version earlier HAHAHAHA

[emo-nova]

Okay, au where Shen Yuan is the older than Shen Jiu and Yue Qing. And this boy just goes "I'm a single mother of two" mode, he is responsible but is on the fringes of unhealthily independent as to make sure both of these kids get food and water and have a somewhat decent childhood.

Shen Jiu most likely sees Shen Yuan as a reliable adult but with a bad penchant of focusing too much on Shen Jiu and Yue Qi for resources. Yue Qi sees the same but wants to help Shen Yuan in getting more food and water.

Of course when the Qiu House comes knocking, Shen Yuan puts himself in the stead of Shen Jiu and ensures both of them leave. While Shen Yuan tries to both get a better standing in the house and looking to leave over the course of the years, he doesn't hold out much hope for Shen Jiu and Yue Qi to come back.

Last SY saw of them, they were kids, thin and tiny and barely fast enough to outrun adults. But when almost a decade comes, both of them rock up.

SJ is pissed, but looks composed, but still ready to burn the place down. YQ is livid, looking calm as anything, but is talking very nicely with the Young Master of the house in getting one of their slaves.

SY is brought out. He looks slightly healthier, not much, but he has some weight to him, and he is clothed better than rags. He looks presentable. He looks over to the two and has a mini heart attack.

Dawning realisation that "oh fuck, I was raising the scum villain and the head of Cang Qiong Peak" add a light anxiety attack in his head as he just watches everything happen.

They leave, SY in slight shock as he is now free, to Cang Qiong. Now this can go anywhere.

I personally want SY to not be a cultivator but a librarian to the libraries of SJ's peak to help Binghe get the correct manuel but also guide him a teacher-adjacent way to him and others.

Sure, SY would have a shorter life compared to others, but I think with him trying to become a cultivator when he is an adult already would be more difficult and just not worth it.

But anyone can pick this up to something else, possible with a hibernating system until Binghe comes around? Who knows? But enjoy this random, in the moment au :D