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Aphrodite’s man
#epic the musical#epic the musical fanart#fanart#epic: the musical#greek mythology#ares fanart#my first ares fanart is him in a maid dress btw#look what you’ve turned me into#the juxtaposition of me posting adventure time fanart on my ig#and posting silly maid drawings on tumblr#big fat sigh#epic the maid dress saga#idk who to draw next
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Kaz Brekker telling Pekka Rollins that he burried his son alive and his only hope is for Rollins to speak Jordie’s name:
“How does it feel to be helpless
How does it feel to know pain”
#i watched my brother die in horror crying as we were both slain#i heard his final moments calling our father in vain#look what you’ve turned me into#look what we’ve become#(monster motif plays)#six of crows#kaz brekker#crooked kingdom#grishaverse#shadow and bone#epic the musical#leigh bardugo#epic the vengeance saga#jordie rietveld#pekka rollins#netflix shadow and bone
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You are really not picking the cutest animals he could be.
This took me a ridiculous amount of time to create.
(I’m so ashamed of myself.)
So
😇😇😇 (Sorry it's not cropped well, I'm sick and I didn't feel like it 😜.)
He's a frog. @sluttery-withoutshame @ericsingerisababycat
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LMAOOO REMEMBER WHEN WE USED TO BREATHE AHAHAHAHAH
#I CANT#I CANT DO THIS#NO#NO MORE#HE HAS TO FIND A WAY TO STOP BEING SO DAMN SEXY#FUCKKKKK#james look what you’ve done to me#what have you turned me into#metallica#james hetfield#james hetfield metallica
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i will go to my first ever gay date with courage! i will not overthink it! i will not get bi imposter syndrome! i will not tell myself im meant to only ever be with a man! i will just follow my heart and my pussy and live my life! a gender is just a gender! a date with two girls is still a date! i am allowed to date girls! i will not get brainworms!
#the hardest thing is i keep thinking ‘but you’ve never liked a girl like her before’#‘she’s femme and you’ve never liked femmes! you can’t trust what you’re feeling!’#but i have liked girls exactly like her before!!!!!#literally one of the cool guitarist women who i found on instagram and who turned me gay!! looks so much like her and has the same vibe!!#also it doesn’t matter!! i’m bi i am attracted to lots of people!#but sometimes my brain can’t get with the program on that#who knows maybe i’ll go out with her and feel nothing and have a crisis#and that’s ok!!#i kinda doubt it rn tho cuz she’s so beautiful wowwwwwwwwwww wow wow#and if i feel a certain way now and a different way later that’s ok!!#that doesn’t mean i was wrong! that just means my feelings changed!#ok hype speech done i’m gonna refer back to this later before i get there#wish me luck <3#bisexual#wlw#internalized homophobia#internalized biphobia#rambling
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gn lovlies I’m gonna go dream about Umemiya getting bit in zombie apocalypse au
#mari says#when im stressed i think abt killing him multiple ways….hes my punching bag…my little stress ball….#this one lets me have much angst i think#his initial reluctance to tell you but if he DOESNT then he’ll turn and hurt you but asking you to finish him off before he turns???#oooo the look on his face when he knows ur gonna say you cant do it is so gentle and theres no blame at all#fun fact: i loooove zombies#all kinds#hmmm i could make him immune and his reaction when you push him out of the way not knowing that and getting bit yourself?#or him finding you after you’ve turned and he’s gotta put you out of your misery? Dreamy sigh#i started writing a lil bit but ive been soooooooo…bad. lately that i can barely get a sentence out#I wanna write blood and guts and sinew#sinew is one of my fav words#you may ask yourself “mari if he was gonna turn into a zombie what would you do” excellent question imaginary you#i’d probably just let him bite me#but i do have it in me to mercy kill him too ig#but then i think…people wanna fuck the resident evil zombies right? well….#nvm back to killing him#why didnt i do zombies for halloween? cliche#jk i was just in my seasonal depression funk#still am but im trying to get better ✌️
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So was I the only one emotionally devastated by six hundred strike?
#like yeah i get it objectively it’s a massive victory and it’s narratively satisfying#but i was fuckin sobbing for like thirty minutes#’look what you’ve turned me into’#’look what we’ve become’#‘you didn’t stop when I begged you’#odysseus so badly did not want to be this#look what we’ve become look at what you are you have forced me to become you and we are both in pieces for it#idk maybe I’m just a fuckin baby lmaooo Steven Rodriguez has no right to be that good at putting emotion in his voice#the vengeance saga#epic musical#epic the musical#six hundred strike
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“After everything you’ve done, how will you sleep at night?”
“Next to my wife.”
JORGE YOU- YOUUU.
#epic the musical#I am reeling#bro stabbed a god??? tortured a GOD??#‘look at what you’ve turned me into’#‘haven’t I suffered enough’#HOOOOOOLY SHIT
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I know some people really don’t like that the movies tie into the manga and vice versa but I really do because it’s not necessarily Required Viewing but it does add to the experience of the manga and I think it’s a fun and clever way to have done both works simultaneously while maintaining a consistent “canon”
Like my friend watched Broly last night so I watched it with them and I realized only then that Vegeta’s guilt in the Granolah arc is, while perfectly understandable on its own in the context of the manga, a potentially direct result of what Paragus said to him about being responsible for the actions of his father.
#I really. Love how Super was handled with Toriyama and Toyotarou — as a Vegeta fan. Arc 1 like: Hey geets personal growth looks great on you#Arc 2 like: Vegeta did you know you overthink Everything and that’s what’s holding you back#Arc 3 like: Vegeta you are very loved please stop trying to die for your family look see they prefer you alive#Arc 4 like: Vegeta Does Immersion Therapy being forced to work with Freeza for a common productive goal#Arc 5 like: Vegeta you have a rare chance to help an entire people you’ve hurt and doing so will help heal you both#Arc 6 like: Vegeta you are overthinking again but turns out that ‘flaw’ will help you help this other guy who is traversing a similar hell#And then arc 7 is just him having a great time because after ~10+ years of working on himself he’s earned it fjdjdj#The manga makes me so happy y’all idek
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is episode 8 the domitian arc ? more on this and EVEN MORE narratives i’ve been ignoring that the show said “actually,,,” about in 5
#hermes staying domitian’s hand… hermes’ face a flash of discomfort when he was torturing tenax… hmm. character growth.#WHAT WAS THAT HERMES. WHAT WAS THAT LOOK. NO GIRL GET BACK HERE I CANNOT ALSO DO THIS NARRATIVE OF YOU NO LONGER ABLE TO PULL HIM BACK FROM#THE BRINK OF HIS CRUELTY WATCHING HIM CHANGE AND SEEKING OUT SOMEONE ELSE IN HIS NEED AND FEAR AND ANGST. NO BABY GIRLLLL#I DON’T WANT TO WRITE A HERMES POINT OF VIEWWWW OF THE SIX YEARS HE SPENT WATCHING DOMITIAN BLOOMMMM INTO HIS POWER AND CORRUPTTTT because.#correct me if i’m wrong but in that very first scene that was a young hermes in the white right he watched domitian give his speech and saw#his father to truly see him the whole time as hermes has seen his brilliance.#NO I ALSO SAW THAT GUARD’S HEAD FOLLOW HERMES oh i hate it here. you know what i also hate? i need domitian to be successful for tenax#but also i do kinda like titus… NOOOOOO NO KILLING TITUS DOMITIAN I JUST SAID I LIKED HIM!!!! DOMITIAN!!!#oh. ohhhh no. OH NOOOO okay listen we can redeem this. we can have the whole turning point of the narrative be domitian’s mercy of hermes#the ultimate staying of his hand. proving he’s not entirely gone that hermes & his love still means something. do i think this will happen#no absolutely not. before he can kill his brother domitian has to kill the only other living person he loves perhaps more than titus if he#could ever realize it. (a brief interlude to yell LET’S GO LESBIANS LET’S GO HI IRIS) domitian… please spare him… OH WAIT HELLO THE BLOOD!!#ALSO a brief interlude to say i knew it was coming but ELIA’S SPEECH ABOUT LOVING INCITATUS??? I WAS ON THIS INCITATUS SHIT WITH THE LITTLE#NOD THEY HAD WHERE SCORPUS CALLED HIM TO BEAT XENON OH MY GOD I CAN’T BELIEVE THIS!!! elia’s going to crush him. incitatus won’t listen.#scorpus is going to die twice once when they call elia’s name instead of his and then the second time when the scorpion bites him again#(he kills himself and tenax finds him. sorry to give everyone absolutely maximum damage here but uh. that’s how i can see it going down)#or alternatively worse: after killing titus who at times he loves and hates in equal measure (if y’all don’t think I have some UNHINGED#brothers quotes. we’ll keep mum here about why but suffice to say it is. relevant to other fandoms. and thus i have a Collection) the last#thing domitian has to do is kill hermes. and this one is both out of betrayal but also love because I think somewhere in here titus’ queen#berenice plays a role because domitian’s hatred of the jews probably comes to play a role and I think titus would show up and protect her#like Domitian engineers some kind of a situation where in theory titus could escape alive or beat him but he can’t do that & save berenice#and so of course he saved berenice. or she dies in his arms and he goes mad with grief and any way you put it berenice is the trap & titus#happily crawls into the lion’s mouth to save her for love of her etc and domitian sees him die for it. he gives titus every chance to come#back to him to work with him to be what he wants him to be and he always chooses himself he chooses love and domitian can’t understand even#when it makes him weak. and then he sees hermes dirty and emaciated and still terribly terribly beautiful and feels such a pang of longing#and love that he decides he has to die because he (domitian) cannot be weak. he cannot have any of it. also giving domitian worse paranoia#than he already has because if you kill your brother the one person who should always love you—support you—who can build me a new brother—#you’ve gotta generate some MAJOR issues. namely trust issues. and if he kills hermes they’ll be even worse. so like ideally To Me domitian#wouldn’t kill him but i do very much see the symbolism of cutting off his last earthly tie & desire to ascend to the divine imperial throne#those about to die
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Clara: MADAME VASTRA!
*as she bursts through the door*
*wifey Jenny covers up a bit*
Madame Vastra: Clara! Great, you can pop off your clothes on that chair :)
*wifey looking absolutely insulted*
#there WILL be a heated conversation later#I also love all the statues they have around their house#just naked ladies#tbh same if had the money#statues are expensive man#doctor Who#madame vastra#jenny flint#jenny x vastra#also when she turns the “painting around and it’s a spreadsheet#and Jenny looks all offended#and says I thought you were painting me!#I was working!#and then Jenny goes#well then what have I been posing for???#and m Vastra goes you’ve been brighting up the room darling :)#lol
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kinda funny when ur brain’s gut instinct is repression so you just kinda watch while your stress and emotions get bottled and corked and the whole time ur just like “that is going to bite me in the ass so bad later but i can’t seem to open the damn bottles without getting glass everywhere so! guess we’ll wait”
#marzi speaks#marzivents#<- not super but this is more negative than i like to be#sorry folks i’ve been mental illness posting a lot#maybe i should get checked for seasonal affective disorder. or maybe this is a trauma response? i DID nearly die this year#i dunno. the trauma stuff in particular is tricky bc if i try to unpack it before i’m ready i could basically just retraumatize myself#but if i wait too long then it’ll do some damage that way too. so i gotta time it right#what i really gotta do is actually contact one of these psychologists i got referred#i think i wanna go for a psychologist instead of a therapist bc i’d like the opportunity for medication/diagnosis if possible#i keep like. almost crying but every time it happens i’m like ‘YESSS CATHARSIS’ and then it goes away. fuckass brain#sighhh. i’m tired. i’m tired of resting too#but tomorrow is a holiday celebrated by eating good food with your family#so i’m gonna try to just enjoy myself and enjoy the day#and it’ll be nice#i’ll probably help cook which i always like doing#i got to chop chocolate tonight. it was really fun i like working with knives#didn’t even get any intrusive thoughts. just focused on making chocolate chunks#it’s satisfying to feel like you’ve made something. chopping things makes me feel like i’ve made something#i want to make more things. i’m really tired all the time lately (different from blood loss tired (i’m relieved i can tell the difference))#and being tired makes it harder to make things#but i’m at my happiest when i’m creating in some way. if you believe in purposes i’d say that was mine#i need to make things i need to put myself out into the world. that way i can look and say i existed. i did something tangible#sigh okay i’m gonna . stop here before this turns into mars shares all of her thoughtfeelings on public website tumblr.com#i know i literally liveblogged my colonoscopy prep to you all (thx again ppl who supported me then btw that was an awful night)#buuuuut i still wanna leave some parts of me a little mysterious. (<- is an open book)
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what if. Amy “fix-it” because hallucifer makes sam so paranoid about dean leaving for no reason that sam gives in and follows him and is witness to the whole thing
#hallucifer: wow. big brother really trusts us. (beat) so something’s up right? we know it’s never this easy.#sam: (visibly restraining himself from saying shut up. about to grab his scar.)#hallucifer: (aware he’s about to be banished) don’t listen to me if you want but. I’m just trying to help.#don’t blame me if you look in the papers tomorrow and find a obit for your brain-eating girlfriend. and… what was her kid’s name again?#sam: (touching the scar. not pressing down. face all screwed up.) || hallucifer: :3 it’s not like it’ll hurt anyone#if he really does trust you he doesn’t even have to know we’re following him. *and* you’ll know your brother still trusts you.#even when I’m here. maybe he won’t even punch you again. that still hurting?#sam: (grimace. because yeah. it does.) || hallucifer: door number two - he thinks you’ve lost it and he’s going to stab that woman to death.#so what’s it gonna be Sam? ready to gamble your friend’s life on if Dean gives a shit about your opinion?#[and that’s the point where sam goes to follow dean. still doesn’t talk to Lucifer. not there yet. but oh hallucifer is sooo pleased with#himself about this. because he’s Sam. and he picks up on what Sam doesn’t. and he could see all of Dean’s little giveaways that Sam was#turning a blind eye to. and now here’s the perfect opportunity to put a wedge between them and get sam to trust him more <3)#GOD. FUCK. IM UPSET NOW. WHY WASNT HALLUCIFER IN THAT EPISODE. MOST OF THE EPISODES?#such a good fucking concept. squandered.#anyway. idk if sam saves Amy but he DEFINITELY here’s Dean’s little speech to her about how she can’t change.#hallucifer with faux sympathy like (sigh) damn. well. i always told you what he was like. Michael. Michael-sword. no difference.#both of them want us dead the moment we step out of line.#and Sam just frozen there in horror with Lucifer’s voice sinking in. and he believes him. how can he not. with dean proving him right#hallucifer#spn#sam winchester#amy pond
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It’s very interesting that Mhoirbheinn in present day focuses on his father as the “big evil” of his past because, aside from being the twisted reason he was brought into the world and his general lack of being a…you know, loving and supportive father figure, Bhaltair never actually did much to Mhoirbheinn. Aside from some callous and uncaring remarks, Bhaltair ignored and mostly never interacted with his bastard spare.
Mhoirbheinn’s brother, however… Eogan was his main tormentor growing up and Mhoirbheinn’s first lesson in cruelty. He seemed to take great pleasure in hurting his brother, be it physically or emotionally, and, of course, it was Eogan’s last cruel act of killing Mhoirbheinn’s mother that detonated the bomb and set Mhoirbheinn down on the path he ended up traveling, and changed his personality (for the worse I’ll always say). It was the buildup of years of little and big cruelties from his brother that ultimately turned Mhoirbheinn into such a bloodthirsty man that delights in causing harm to others and exacting vengeance against those who have wronged him and who he cares for. It was ultimately Eogan’s doing that caused the “monster” Mhoirbheinn’s mother claimed she saw to be nurtured and birthed.
Eogan had the larger impact on Mhoirbheinn’s life, but Mhoirbheinn doesn’t seem to realize that.
#{Mhoirbheinn Headcanon#that’s why I like the ‘look what you’ve turned me into’ line from 600 Strike for Mhoirbheinn#and just the overall parallel at someone finally getting revenge and lashing out at the one who was their start of darkness#Mhoirbheinn gets into such a tizzy when thinking about his dad now#but ask him about his brother?#a casual chuckle and some talk about how he’d gladly skin him alive again if the opportunity presented it#but weirdly not the same trauma when talking about the deranged shit the guy did to him#that’s why in verses where Mhoirbheinn’s mom lives or Mhoirbheinn doesn’t grow up in that house with his brother he ends up /infinitely/#better off for it
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ngl the more I hear about Wish, the more excited I get about it
#ik the animation is turning ppl off and ngl i do wish (lol) it was more unique#though i do like the blended 2d/3d look creating a storybook effect#but the songs are all bops so far. i really love ‘this wish’ it gives me those good chills#and it feels really uh relevant to living/growing up in today’s society#wanting things to change for the better… if you’ve listened to the song then you know what i mean#I’m excited about the conflict in this movie#seeing the lies and the cracks the flaws in a system you once trusted#someone from a younger gen wanting to change that system#clashing with someone from an older gen who put it in place and benefits from the system#plus the in-universe lore is already intriguing#what do you MEAN you can give your wish to this guy for him to MAYBE eventually grant it but you forget ever wanting it#that’s crazy !! the wish literally being part of someone’s heart !#that’s sick !!#and well. i of course cannot help but think of the ways this movie could join the kh universe lol#I’m also excited about the villain magnifico bc it’s fun to watch characters progressively lose it#not a twist villain. you know this guy’s gonna snap. you just get to witness the snapping
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boygenius wrote true blue from wilson’s perspective about house and we’re in love from houses perspective about wilson it’s so SO true
#your love is tough your love is tried and true blue#you’ve already hurt my feelings three times in the way that only you could#you’ve never done me wrong except for that one time that we don’t talk about bc it doesn’t matter#will you still love me if it turns out i’m insane? i know what you’ll say but it helps to hear it anyway#i can’t imagine you without that same smile in your eyes#i’ll be the boy who looks like hell and asks for help#etc etc etc#hilson#house md#when will someone freak out about this with me
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